enemy to deal with It is thy Father to whom thou art bending the knee 3. He hath a mighty intercessor look as Jesus Christ is the mighty Redeemer for the persons of men so he is the mighty intercessor for the services of men and he ever lives to make intercession If thy wants be never so great yet thy God is able to supply them and if thy infirmities be never so many yet thy intercessor is able to cover and expiate them Thy services as thine â— carry with them a prejudice there was iniquity in the holy offering but then Aaron did bear the iniquity of them so thy Priest thy Christ thy intercessor he doth take off by the Application of his merits whatsoever is amisse and offensive and he doth ingratiate thy requests and procures audience and acceptance for thee Therefore now if thou be a beleever then in thy prayers come confidently to God if thou canst finde a promise and a Christ and a faith thou mayest cheerfully put up thy petitions to heaven What should hinder us from being confident Is God unwilling No he hath engated himself unto thee Is God unable Why He is able to do abundantly above all that we are able to ask or think Doest thou feare thy own distance Why but thou comest to a Father and thou comest by the blood of a gracious of a beloved of a powerful Mediator and Intercessor Hebrews 4. Having such an High Priest we may come boldly to the throne of grace See Heb. 10. Doest thou feare because of enmity Christ hath slaine that or because of infirmity Christ will cure that CHAP. XV. The Agreement and difference of strong and weak faith BUt now some may reply These are sweet comforts Obj. to beleevers but as the Eunuch to Philip of whom speaks the Prophet this of himselfe or of some other So here why to whom are these comforts to all or to some choice beleevers are they common comforts to every beleever or peculiar to the eminent and strong only This scruple hath made way for a singular point I will satisfie it by opening four particulars Sol. 1. The common unity of all true faith in respect of the habit yet the intensive diversity in respect of acts and degrees 2. The proofs of a strong faith with the instances of a weak faith in truth 3. The concordance of faith in all fundamental Comforts 4. The inequality of strong and weak faith in many true yet not essential consequences and consolations Concerning the first which respects the common unity of faith in respect of the habit and the diversity of it in respect of the acts and degrees Observe these things for the unity of faith SECT I. FIrst that all true faith though in a comparison of faith with faith in several subjects it may admit of several diversities and differences yet they consent and agree in these things viz. First in the immediate and special cause weak faith as faith comes not from one cause and strong faith from another cause but both the one and the other from one and the same cause viz. the blessed Spirit of God Not onely the flames but the sparks of fire are kindled by that Spirit which blows where it lists As in the Orchard the tree which stands strong and the tender plant which stands trembling both of them were at first set by one and the same hand so the faith which is now well grown and that faith which is as yet tender and full of doubtings both of them are the peculiar fruits of Gods sanctifying Spirit Though this childe in the cradle cannot runne and move as well as that in the field at work yet the father begat the one as well as the other and owns them both by vertue of one equal relation The day of small things are not despised by God who sees weaknesse in the strongest Faith and Truth in the weakest and is the Parent both of this and that 2. In the remote and singular cause You know that Gods free grace and love is the first wheele of all singular good unto men out of it came that great gift of Christ and that great work of Election from whence doth flow all the graces which sanctifie and bring to glory As many as were ordained to eternal life beleeved Now all faith is a drop out of this fountaine the weak faith is a fruit of that great love of God Acts 13. 48. electing us in Christ as well as the strong and is though not so sensibly evident yet as really a true testimony of our election The reason whereof is this not grace restrictively considered but grace in the whole latitude of it is the fruit of Gods election my meaning is this not only Graces as eminent as raised and elevated to some more perfect quality and pitch but grace in the whole compasse of it from the conception of it to the perfection of it from the dawning to the full day from the nature to the act from the acts to the degrees all of it in nature in parts in totum solidum all of it whether more or lesse strong or weak all is out of the same grace of Election It was not one love which elected him who is therefore now strong in beleeving with Abraham and another love which elected him who is now weak in beleeving with the father of the childe No but it was one and the self-same love which produced this and that faith yea that electing love was intensively one in producing of both It was as equally high towards this person as towards that and was as equally causative of the faith that is weak as of the faith which is strong being habitually considered and also in relation to the grace of Gods love in election 3. In the ordinary and usual instrumental cause the same womb of the word brought them both forth being efficaciously assisted by that Almighty Spirit That word which discovered misery and impotency and necessity to the one did so to the other That word which revealed the Covenant of grace and mercy in Christ to the one did so to the other beleever also That word which did assure the one that if he would come in and accept of Christ be should be saved did also of this assure the other That word which did encline the heart of the one to trust upon Gods promise and so to accept of Christ did likewise being quickened with the same Spirit draw and perswade the other 4. In the lively nature of beleeving look as the strong and weak man though they do differ in the measure of power yet they do agree in the nature of man though they differ in respect of working yet they agree in respect of being And as the sick man and the healthy man though they vary in their temper yet they agree in their nature though they differ in livelihood yet not in life So though the strong and weak faith differ exceedingly in
righteouâ—nesse but this is a rotten opinion Because first it makes void the righteousnesse of Chrisâ— by his blood we are justified Rom. 5. 9. By his obedience are we made righteous verse 19. If this doth justifie us then faith as an act doth not unlesse we will be doubly justified Secondly no works of ours before or after grace do justifie us but the act of faith is one of these Eâ—go 3. Correlatively that is with relation to Christ and his righteousnesse and in this respect faith is the onely way one saith well faith doth not justifie as an action but as a passion his Bucer meaning is this not faith apprehending but the thing apprehended by faith doth justifie It is true I must by faith apprehend Christ if I will be saved but it is not the apprehension which saves but he who is apprehended is the cause of my salvation If I were like to be drowned in the water I must put forth my hand to him who stands and reacheth out his hand unto me yet it is not the meer putting forth of my hand which saves me from drowning but his hand which is laid hold on by mine which draws me forth and so I am preserved both must meet but the cause is in him 4. Instrumentally or in respect of office you know well how to distinguish 'twixt actions a man doth as a man and actions which a man doth as an officer If a man be condemned and ready for execution and one comes from the King with the message of pardon the delivering of this message is an act of his employment and office not of his absolute nature as a man only Thus it is with faith it sends out some actions as an absolute grace and it performes others as a grace in office as an instrument designed and deputed It justifies us in this latter respect not that it is the matter or cause which cleares all for us with God but because it is the instrument laying hold on him who doth this for us As the hand is said to cloath the body not that the hand is any cloathing for a man doth not weare his hand but because it is the instrument to put on our cloathing or as the cup is said to quench our thirst not that the mettal of the cup can go down and satisfie that natural appetite but because it holds that wine or liquor which doth quench so doth faith justifie a sinner not as the object not as the cause but as the instrument that is as the hand of the soule laying hold on the Robes of Christs righteousnesse putting on that garment of his and as an instrument receiving and holding and bringing to the soul that precious blood of Christ which onely can immediately satisfie God and appease a thirsty conscience 2. Againe we must distinguish of the manner and peculiar habitudes or respect of things unto salvation some things A twofold reference of things have a reference to salvation by way of proper causality which have in them a meritorious reason for the proper dignity of which a person is justified and saved And in this respect we say that beleeving in Jesus Christ is the only method and way of salvation Not that faith can from its own worth dispute and challenge from God but because Jesus Christ who is the object of faith hath as a cause merited our pardon justification and salvation Other things have a reference by way of order As suppose a man were to be Knighted by the King to obtaine this Knighthood he must come to the Court and stoop down on his knee and so receive that honour This accesse to the Court and humbling on his knee is not a matter of merit or cause but only of order and condition In this latter respect we deny not but good works look towards sâ—lvation and are required thereto Not as any cause Christ only is the cause but as conditions and orderly steps and wayes which we must tread if we will be saved via ad regnum non causa regnandi Bernard When we say that beleeving in Christ Jesus is the onely way to be saved you must not understand it so as if no other grace were required from a man but faith only but thus There is no other grace which layes hold on Christ who is the cause of salvation but faith only As it was with the father of the Prodigal when he met his sonne falling down on his knees he presently forgave him but before he brought him into his house he did cloath him with other garments So doth God our Father upon our humbling and believing freely confer on us remission of sins for his Christs sake yet before he brings us to heaven he doth invest our souls with the singular graces of his holy Spirit yea though justification be not sanctification yet where God doth the one he ever bestowes and works the other Therefore I pray you remember to distinguish 'twixt these two justification and sanctification The person justified and to be saved Though this be most true that there is no other meritorious cause of our justification and salvation but only Christ and there is no other instrument to lay hold on this but faith yet this is as true that the person justified and to be saved hath more graces in him besides his faith though there be not a co-operation of faith and other graces to justifie yet there is a co-existance of faith and other graces in the person justified Thou must have a good heart as well as a good Christ and an holy life as well as a precious faith or else thou shalt never come to heaven You know that in the body of man there be Eyes to see and Eares to hear and Hands to take and Feet to go of all these which are in the body yet no members are deputed to see but the eyes neverthelesse the eye must not say of the eares I have no need of thee nor the hand to the foot I have no need of thee it is granted that no member sees but the eye eates but the mouth walks but the feet layes hold on but the hands Their offices are singular yet their con-corporation is necessary So no grace but faith pitcheth on Christ layes hold on him as the cause of salvation yet there is need of other graces in the person to be saved There must be love and repentance and godly sorrow and true fear and lively hope and patience and zeal c. The estate is changed only by the blood of Christ but if we will be saved the person must also be changed by the Spirit of Christ. SECT I. THese things being thus premised I shall now give you some arguments by which the truth of the assertion shall appear First there is no other way to be saved but this viz. to believe on Jesus Christ Ergo it is the only way Three things I take as granted Hypotheses First that there is a
alwayes hold If the Sunne be up it is day But this now Learning is or should Simile be an Antecedent to preferment it should go before it yet it is not an infallible truth that every one who gaines learning should enjoy preferment Thus is it in the nature of faith There are some Antecedents there are some things which must of necessity go before faith yet they alone do not formally and assuredly conclude that a man hath faith as for instance A man cannot beleeve in Christ he cannot receive Jesus Christ with all his heart he hath some historical evidence of Christ he must have some knowledge of Christ what he is and what he hath done or else he cannot take him to be his Lord and Saviour Yet this knowledge doth not infallibly conclude justifying and saving faith for as much as the Devils and Hypocrites may see much of Christ they may have a high degree of intellectual apprehension Again a man cannot by faith take Christ to be his Lord and Saviour unlesse he hath some sensiblenesse of his sinful condition our heart will not look towards Christ it cannot conceive of his excellencies nor of his own necessity until we feel our sinfulnesse and lostnesse and vilenesse The whole neither need nor look for a Physician yet a person may be sensible of his sinful condition he may not only by the light of natural conscience apprehend some broader and stirring enormities but he may by a smart and quick light let in by the Ministry of the Word discern heaps of wickednesse in his life and heart for which his conscience may sting him with wonderfully bitter accusations and yet such a person possibly may not rise from trouble to faith as is evident in Cain and Judas So then remember this that in the searchings and trials for faith you do not conclude the presence of the habit from the common antecedent of faith for as much as faith is but a contingent consequent of them sometimes it doth follow sometimes it doth not As in Marriage sometimes it doth follow the motion which is made and sometimes it doth not so the espousing of our soules to Christ by faith sometimes it doth follow knowledge sometimes it doth not sometimes it doth follow the preaching of the Word and yet sometimes it doth not for all have heard yet who hath beleeved said the Apostle Rom. 10. sometimes it doth follow the motions and inward excitations of the Spirit and sometimes it doth not 2. There are some things which faith only doth produce yet because it doth not produce them alwayes a man therefore must not negatively conclude from the absence of them the absence of faith You know that holy and spiritual joy it is the sole fruit of faith therefore faith the Apostle 1 Pet. 1. 8. Beleeving ye rejoyce with joy unspeakable and glorious There is nothing which can present to the heart of a Christian such full cause of joy as faith such a God such a Christ such a love such a blood such a mercy such happinesse such unmixt and proper and sutable good There is a carnal joy which sparkles from the cup of pleasure and there is a glistering joy which the raies of gold may produce and there is a beastly joy which the fulfilling of sinful lusts may send forth and there is a flashing and transient joy which the pride of hypocrites may dart out but sound and weighty and holy and pure and spiritual joy which is a well grounded and not to be repented affecting of the heart that comes only from faith Yet it comes from faith as a separable effect look as trouble and sorrow is a Contingent antecedent so even in actu imperato true joy is a separable fruit of faith Though the branches and green leaves do sprout out of the living root only yet this color doth not appeare at all times Though the blade comes only from the graines cast into the earth yet you cannot alwayes observe the blade Though the flesh and natural complexion flows only from health yet there may be sad occasions which though they do not extinguish health may yet fowle and blubber the complexion So even the beleeving person may sometimes have a tear in his eye an handkercheif in his hand a sigh in his breast and yet have faith in his heart He may sit down in ashes and feed on tears as David did and for all this he may be a true beleever He is not alwayes able to see the causes of his joy nor to break through the contrarieties to his faith nor to remove the quashings of his comforts Therefore when you are to try your selves about your faith do not make a negative inference from separable evidences 3. There are some things which faith only doth produce not as essential properties but as magnificent testimonies The moral Phylosophers distinguish 'twixt the effects and acts of liberality as it is absolutely considered and as it is eminently considered being raised to magnificence To give a farthing according to the rules and circumstances of morality even this is an act of liberality but to build a Colledge this is now an act of liberality grown into the greatnesse of magnificence So is it in the matter of faith there are some fruits of faith which come from it absolutely considered according to the vital constitution of it And there be other fruits which come from it eminently considered faith is come to an height to a strength when it sends them forth Though a child cannot bear a burden of an hundred pound weight yet he can desire the breast and suck the bearing of such a burden belongs to strength and yet the very sucking shews that he hath life Though a Christian be not able in all respects at all times with all moderation and silence to passe presently through every heavy occurrence which shews strength of faith yet his heart may most affectionately cling about Christ which shews the truth of faith Assurance is a fruit of an eminent faith and so is a more habitual 3. Eminent fruits stedfastnesse of quiet submission and confidence in all estates conditions and so is that maintenance of the heart upon Gods promises in the times of strong contrarieties Now as Divines should warily open their lips so should you wisely distinguish of the evidences of a true faith some being if I may so terme them essential and others being eminent some there are which discover the truth others which testifie the strength of faith It is one thing to shew unto you the properties of a man another thing to shew unto you the properties of a strong man Many a poore Christian hath been deeply gravell'd â—â— others and extreamly afflicted by his own spirit for want of this distinction of the properties of faith Because he reades and hath heard what admirable and singular fruits and effects faith hath sent out as Assurance and full assurance and with these some glorious
acts of self-denial as in Abraham and his unstaggering embracing of a promise against which both reason and sense and nature might have disputed and urged O say they we have no faith Abrahams faith wrought full assurance removed all staggerings our hearts are still doubting we can hardly be perswaded we reel and stagger like the waves now on the shore and then instantly off now we beleeve anon we let go our hold and doubt And hence they uncomfortably conclude against their own souls the utter absence of faith from the defect of some particular and eminent expressions of faith not absolutely as faith but of faith as strong and exceedingly ripened we must not conclude negatively from the degrees to the habit As if one should conclude that he hath no silver in his purse because another hath a bank of many thousands or that he hath no legges to go because he is not so swift as Asahel or that the Sparrow flies not because he cannot mount up to the Sunne with the Eagle or that a child is no man because he cannot expresse the acts of a strong man 4. There are and will be many inward contrarieties to the intrinsecal acts and fruits of faith notwithstanding faith be truly in the soul and works there Faith though it hath the preheminence of other graces in respect of its office being the only Embassador as it were of the soul to Christ yet it hath no priviledge above them in respect of the subject that is in respect of the act and workings of it there but look as every other Grace hath some or other particular corruption opposite to its particular nature and its particular actings So even faith it self hath infidelity and unbelief opposing it both in the quality and in the several exercisings or actings of it There may be flame of the smoak and a hand with shaking and a tree trembling and a faith of doubting Yea if any grace hath the hardnesse of a more general and 〈◊〉 opposition then faith is it it being a grace of general 〈◊〉 and use to fetch in more grace and more strength against aâ—l sinne Now in our trials for faith it will be with us as with the Artificer in his search for the little raies of gold It 's true he shaâ—l finde much drosse here and there and yet if he can finde a very little peece of gold though amidst an heap of drosse he will say this is gold and will preciously esteeme of it and lay it up So when we are searching our hearts by the light of Gods Word for true faith without all doubt we shall meet with many doubtings much unbelief yet if we can finde any one degree of true faith which is more precious then gold we may not cast it away because it is found amongst its contraries but we must cherish and embrace it because the touchstone of the Word hath approved it to be a precious faith For and mark this we are not able to give you any evidences of faith or any other grace by way of abstraction but by way of existence that is not what may discover faith in a notional and the most singularly conceivable profession of it but such testimonies you have to discover faith as faith is now abiding in sinful persons who though they may have true faith yet as long as they live in earth will have many things in them contrary to faith There is a double contrariety to faith A double contrariety One is natural and this more or lesse will be in the soul of any beleeving person tell you can utterly raise the heart and eject sinne by the alteration of glory So long as we have flesh and spirit there will be a conflâ—cting 'twixt faith and unbelief As there was a mixtuâ—e of joy and sorrow at the erecting of the Temple Another is approved when a man neither doth nor will beleeve he neither doth accept of Christ nor will he have Christ to reigne over him and he likes his unbeleeving condition this is a fearful estate But though the contraries to faith do arise yet if they be not approved yet if they be resisted we must not conclude that we have no faith because of the opposition but rather assure our selves that we have it because of the resistance of that opposition We must not conclude against faith because of opposition inward or outward This inequality of acts conclude not an absence of the habit of faith Distinguish of 1. Radical habits 2. Actual exercisings which are sometimes more sometimes lesse sometimes clear sometimes interrupted sometimes the soul is free sometimes oppressed and violently carried by temptation to misjudge the condition The censure of our faith must not be allowed as is given in the time of our temptation and passion c. I said in my haste Psalme 116. Obj. But you will say we grant all this But how may a man know that his faith in Jesus Christ is a true and lively faith Sol. I answer SECT II. FIrst A true love of Christ is an infallible and essential evidence of a true faith in Christ There are foure things which will clear this as a lively testimony 4. Things of true faith If we can prove First that love is not separated from faith Secondly that there is no beleever in any degrees of faith but he hath a love of Christ Thirdly That there is no time or circumstance into which the beleeving soul is cast but still he loves Christ Fourthly that no unbeleeving heart can and doth love Christ I say if we can prove these foure conclusions then it will be most evident and certaine that the love of Christ is an infallible Argument or Testimony of a true faith in Christ Thus then 1. Love is not separated from faith If you peruse the Scripture you shall finde them go hand in hand Gal. 5. 6. For in Jesus Christ neither circumcission availeth any thing nor uncircumcision but faith which works by love that is Christ is not mine because I am a Jew nor is he mine because I am a Gentile but he is mine because I am a Beleever and if my Faith in him be true it will expresse it self by love I Thes 1. 3. Your work of faith and labour of love in our Lord Jesus Christ Faith and love are like a warm hand faith is the hand and love is the warmth in it faith cannot be the hand to take Christ but love will be the warmth to heat our affections unto Christ 1 Tim. 1. 14. The grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant with faith and love which is in Ghrist Jesus Faith and love are like the husband and the wife and faith and love are like the mother and the daughter See 2 Tim. 1. 13. and Phil. 5. And indeed it stands with unanswerable reason that faith and love cannot be divided for as much as faith in Christ First represents the absolute and effectual cause of love to Christ
another thing for thee to be a servant of sin Not who assaults me but whom I love and serve he is my Lord. When the heart goes off from Christ to the approbation and love and habitual obedience of sin now sin is thy Lord But if by faith thou hast sworne fealty to Christ then though all temptations begirt thee though the insolencies of corrupt nature break in upon thee to captivate or to alienate thy heart from service to Christ yet amidst all oppressions yea under all the knocks and buffettings and interruptions by sinne the heart cries out I acknowledge no Lord but Christ him I would obey him I honour I love his I am and I yet hate those sins which yet I cannot conquer SECT V. FOurthly a fourth tryal of true faith is this It makes the heart humble and lowly Every unbeleeving heart is proud and hath high imaginations and stands upon its own bottom It hath no sound experience either of God or of it self But true faith casts a man quite out of himselfe it sees no ground of confidence and excellency from any thing in our selves Faith hath a double aspect 1. One is upon us 2. Another A double aspect of faith is upon God and Christ When faith looks down upon us alas it findes no matter of boasting in the world for either it findes sinnes which should abase our hearts or else imperfections which should curb our pride or wants which should shew unto us our indigence and dependance The Evil which it findes may confound us and the good which it findes may make us ashamed not only because it is so short and defective in what we ought to have but also because we have not answered the giving of that good with just thanks or we have not improved that good to the advantage as we might have done When faith looks upward to God and Christ there it sees all the causes of all our mercy and of all our happinesse have we pardon of sinnes why saith Faith the cause of this is in Gods love Have we righteousnesse why saith Faith the cause of this is in Christs merits Have we any gifts any acceptance any remembrance from heaven why saith faith the cause of this is only in Christs blood All that I have is given me and the cause of all that giving is utterly out of my self so that the soul sits down now and sayes O Lord in my selfe I am nothing nay of my self worse then nothing but what I am I am that by thy grace All I have is thine my bread my health my life my body my soul all thine If any love if any mercy if any Christ if any grace if any comfort if any strength if any stedfastnesse if any performances if a good work if a good word if a good affection if a good thought why all is thine thou only art the cause I am lesse then the least of thy mercies and what is thy servant that thou shouldest look on such a one as I am Thou madest me and thou boughtest me and thou calledst me and thou justifiest me and thou savest me Though faith makes thy condition high yet it makes thy person low Thou shouldst by faith be not high minded but feare Rom. 11. 20. why not high minded because standing by faith Because this standing of faith is not of our selves but in God but in Christ Faith is the foot of the soul but heaven the grace of heaven the strength of heaven is the ground upon which the foot doth stand SECT VI. FIfthly true faith is fruitful James 2. 18. I will shew thee my faith by my works ver 21. Was not our father Abraham justified by works verse 22. seest thou how faith wrought by his works and by works was faith made perfect The Apostle in that Chapter speaks of a double faith A double faith One was a counterfeit faith a shadow as it were which had the looks but not the substance it was a dead faith which hath the limbs but not the soul and life But how did it appeare that this faith was dead did it not speak many good words yes saith Saint James It gave gâ—od words praeteria nihil no good works It could say to the poore be ye cloathed and be ye warme but gave nothing to cloath or to feed why saith he this mans faith is vaine â—hat is he hath not the true quality of faith and it will stand him in no stead Another was a lively and justifying faith It had in it the true nature and property of faith but how did that appear The Apostle answers by Works You know that there is a great difference 'twixt these two viz. the justifying of a mans person before God and the justifying of a mans faith before the world That which justifies my person before God is only faith in Jesus Christ and that which Justifies as one particular my faith before men not to be a dead but a living faith is the acting of good works Hence that of Paul Tit. 3 8. This is a faithful saying and those things I will that thou affirme constantly that they which have beleeved in God might be careful to maintain good works these things are good and profitable unto men Right is the speech of Saint Augustine sequuntur justificatum though non precedunt justificandum As in a clock the finger makes not the clock to Austin go but the clock it and yet the motion of the finger without shews whether the clock goes within So although works do not cause or infuse justifying faith nor yet cause our Justification yet they do cleerly manifest whether we have such a faith as doth indeed justifie or not Obj. You will say the work of Faith is to look up and to come and to deal with God only and therefore to breath out good works which respect men seems not to be any testimony of faith Sol. I answer 1. The Apostle there expressely distinguisheth the lively and the dead faith by works as if he said it is so 2. There is if you will let me distinguish so as it were a double act of faith One is proper and personal and this is circumscribed to that Heavenly employment of receiving or presenting in and through Christ Another is Grateful and this is extended to the sending forth of good works Not as if it were a work of superarogation for faith findes the doing of good works under many commands and also the rewards of them under many promises but because faith sees also a sweet and reasonable equity that if God be good to me in Christ I should be good to some for Christs sake And verily as the worklesse person doth not now own Christ by faith so hereafter Christ will not own him by mercy depart from me Obj. But yet you will reply good works cannot be a sure testimony of faith because many evil men may performe them and some beleevers have not wherewithal
yet both of them shall hold out to the end and meet at heaven You see several bottoms at sea one makes more speed then another and perhaps is better ordered but those duller and slower bottoms follow after and at length they come to the same Haven and so cast Anchor together So c. That Christ who is the Author will also be the finisher of all true faith and though faith may be very weak yet the weakest faith is invincible The gates no not of hell and they import the strongest opposition shall not prevaile against it It is confessed that Satan may much assault and batter and the world may oppose and totter and sinne may weaken interrupt and stagger even the foundations of the truest faith but to be oppressed is one thing and to be suppressed is another thing to be wounded is one thing to be killed is another For faith to fall in its strength is one thing for faith to faile in its being is another Simon Simon said Christ to Peter Satan hath desired to winnow thee as wheat but I have prayed for thee that thy faith faile not O malicious devil who hath strong temptations to weaken faith O gracious Saviour who hath stronger intercessions to preserve faith even the weakest faith is wrought by a divine band and is kept by an almighty guard See 1 Pet. 1. 5. Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation Answering the prayer of Christ John 17. 11. Holy Father keep them through thy own Name those whom thou hast given me Verse 20. Neither pray I for these onely but for them also which shall beleeve on me through their word Whosoever beleeves on me shall not perish said Christ Againe this is a sweet comfort that the weak believer shall hold out as well as the strong and that Christ is the Guardian of both verily that must needs be good which God gives and that must needs be sure which Christ keeps the weakest beleever is held by a strong hand and is secured by an inseparable arme 4. Every beleever is in the same fundamental league with God he is reconciled unto him and hath a true nay for ought I yet understand an equal interest in his special love and tendernesse It is freely confessed that the strong believer hath more Love sensible discoveries of the streames yet the weak believer is as deep in the fountaine They say in Logick that substantial relations do not admit of degrees of more and lesse as the Father is an equal Father to every child his paternity and their filiation are indivisible things So is it I am sure in this businesse God is one and the same Father to all that beleeve his radical love is alike his fundamental gifts which testifie that love are all alike one and the same Word one and the same Christ one and the same Sacraments one and the same Spirit And for his tendernesse why If any childe findes the gentle voice and easie Tenderness hand it is the weak childe If any believer findes soft and encouraging expressions from God it is the weak beleever God would have them comforted yea he hath prepared the brests of consolation for such sucklings yea and the knees to dandle Isa 66. 11 12 13. Isa 40. 11. them yea the hands to lead them yea the armes to carry them And Christ will not quench the smoking flax nor bruise the broken reed How often doth God call upon the weak ones to look up and behold their King and their salvation and to trust upon him and not to fear nor to be dismayed nay for his sake doth he often double and treble the promise yea he confirmes the promise I will surely have mercy on him yea he takes his oath he sweares by himself that he will not lie unto them nor faile them yea he ratifies and seales his word with blood and truth O how doth God condescend in his nature in his Word in his wayes in his dealings in his forbearances towards weak beleevers how hath he prevented and answered all objections to their hands all which shews his singular love and tendernesse unto them SECT VII NOw I proceed to the fourth and last discovery viz. The inequality of strong and weak faith in respect of circumstantial comforts and some other consequences thus they differ exceedingly though both be in a sure and saving condition 1. The weak beleever falls short of that joy which the strong beleever possesseth Joy may be considered three wayes either in its cause which Joy three ways considered is the love of God and the blood of Christ or in its title and claim which belongs to faith receiving Christ or in its actual presence and feeling which depends upon a beleeving apprehension and perswasion Now though the weakest beleever hath cause of great joy for as the Angel spake to the shepherds that may be said to him Fear not for behold I bring you good tydings of great joy for unto you is borne this day in the City of of David a Saviour which is Christ the Lord Luke 2. 9 10. And though he hath a true title to the sweetest joy for faith doth unite him to Christ and Christ entitles him to joy yet he hath not such an actual presence of joy as the strong beleever Every faith is an hand holding but the strong faith is the mouth tasting that sweet wine He hath not such full apprehensions of his own state he doth not yet so clearly conceive of that great love and goodnesse which God hath put in Christ for him He hath not such an evident view of his own particular interests in God or Christ but is infinitely tossed with doubtings and suspitions whether he may yet take Christ as his whether he may own the promises of mercy and appropriate the great loving kindnesse of a Father Now ignorance is apt to breed suspitions and doubts are apt to raise fears both of which keeps off or under actual joy No man can well joy in a concealed good or joy much in a questioned title All the good which God hath firmly and largely made over unto me in his Sonne it doth not affect my heart with gladnesse and rejoycing whiles I am in dispute with it and am rather apt to conclude it is not for me then that it is my portion The strong believer therefore hath this advantage of the weak he is more acquainted in particular about his good and so his heart rejoyceth with joy unspeakable and glorious his soul doth rejoyce in God his Saviour but the weak believer cannot yet see his pardon yea often suspects whether it shall be drawn or no one is in a faire day the other in a wet It is day to both The matter is cleare to the strong believer and therefore his heart goes away rejoycing the matter is doubtful to the weak beleever and therefore his soule goes away weeping One of them hath a good
pardon and to crown him with eteâ—nal glory Beleeve it assurance will make thy life more fruitful and thy heart more suffering Faith will make holy duties to be no harden and assurance will make it a delight Faith will make a man to bear the Câ—osse â—nd assurance will make a man to triumph under it We are more then conquerours said perswaded Paul Seventhly Assurance of faith it is a bathing spring to all our graces Shall I instance in some 1. The mourning heart doth much depend upon the assured minde No man ever did or ever shall take God by the hand as reconciled to him or look on Christ as redeeming him or read his pardon with assurance but his heart shall be full of joy and his eyes full of teares They shall look on him whom they have pierced and shall mourne as a man mournes for his only childe Zach. 12. 10. There is nothing softens the heart so well as faith and which melts it so much as assurance The powers of the greatest kindnesse and most gracious love do open the fountain of godly sorrow within the soul 2. Love kindles in the heart upon assurance To whom much is forgiven the same will love much said Christ Luke 7. 47. We love him because he loved us first said John The love of God to us is the cause of our love to him againe and againe and the more that love is cleared to us the more is our love rekindled to him goodnesse is a cause of love here it is bountifulnesse is a cause of love here it is knowledge of both a special provocation of love in assurance here it is What a thing is this that God should give his Covenant to me his Sonne to me his Mercies to me his loving kindnesse to me his glory in heaven unto me I love a man who defends my Name I love a man who gives me a book I love a man who gives me my ransom I loue a man who gives me a meales meat Ah! poore things in comparison how do I then infinitely exceed in love to my God who I know hath pardoned hath justified hath accepted will save me for ever More might be said of all particular graces whatsoever 8. Assurance by faith doth but ease us of the world and mounts the soul above it 1. It easeth us of the world How can he walk with cares who is indeed perswaded that God is his Father he that gave him Christ will give him all other things freely God will not stand for a little earth who hath bountifully given a whole heaven and he will surely finde me food and rayment for my body who found mercy and the blood of his own Sonne for my soul 2. Nay it mounts us above the world they do observe that these lower things grow little and lesse by how much the higher a man is seated If a man could be elevated to one of the celstial orbes the whole world would seeme but a narrow spot of ground unto him In one point this is most true the neerer God draws unto the soule the more nothing doth this world appeare O the blessed favour of God! the evidences of our union with Christ This is like the light of the Sunne which puts out the light of ten thousand candles Thou wouldest never complaine of too little in the world if thou haddest so much as made up a true assurance of heaven 9. Lastly Assurance will breed comfort in life and confidence in death Object Why are Gods people afraid many times to die they cannot say with Christ I will go to my Father They have the bond but see not the seale They are not assured of Reconciliation of pardon of salvation But if they could with Simeon Take Christ into their armes if once they could be assured Now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace for mine eyes have seen thy salvation He who by assurance looks Christ in the face may with cheerful confidence look death in the face I have a desire to depart and to be with Christ said Paul Phil. 1. 23. How so verse 21. For to me to live is Christ and to die is gaine But how knows he that 2 Tim. 1. 12. For I know whom I have beleeved and I am perswaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day So 2 Cor. 5. 1. For we know that if our earthly house of this Tabernacle were dissolved we have a building of God an house not made with hands eternal in the heavens SECT V. Quest 1. NOw I come to the last inquiry by what means the soule mâ—y get up to this assurance Sol. I shall only 〈◊〉 be such rules as reach a beleeving person Thereâ—oâ—e 〈◊〉 1. If thou be a bâ—â—eever and wouldest be assured then preserve the sense of thy own natural wretchednesse and of the darknese of thy souls state without assurance Christ came to Mary when shee was weeping and the Great God looks down upon thâ— broken Spirit The highest mountaine hath the first sight of the Sunne but the lowest Christian hath the first sight of God When the people of God were mourning then saith God Comfort ye comfort ye my people and say unto them your sins are pardoned You shall finde this That the truely sensible heart hath Note three properties in it which envite the Lord much to gratifie it with assurance viz. One that is very humble Another that is much in the prizing of Gods love and mercy And a third that it is exceeding thirsty after a good look from God after some taste of Christ and God will satisfie all these 2. Be no strangers to the Ordinances you shall finde this that the ripening of faith belongs to them as well as the seeds of it The word you know is the soule of faith it was that which did incline the heart to yeild which did make it to accept of Christ and it is that also which can make us to know our possessions 1 John 15. 13. These things have I written vnto you that beleeve on the Name of the Sonne of God that ye may know that ye have eternal life So 1 John 1. 4 These things we write unto you that your joâ— may be full More plainly In whom after you heard the Word of truth ye beleeved in whom also after that ye beleeved ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise Ephesians 1. 13. For look as the Word hath promises which draw the soul to Christ so it hath promises to clear the soul in its interest in Christ to answer all doubts and feares and to answer the feare about acceptance so it removes doubts which strive against evidence and propriety The Sacrament you know it is the Seal of righteousnesse which is by faith Rom. 4. 11. Look as a Seale doth distinguish and confirme and settle the minde so is the Sacrament ordained to satisfie and perswade the heart of a beleever God appointed this
heart p. 178 Our natural condition what to be convinced of about it p. 179 Need. We have extream need of a Lord Jesus Christ p. 163 Christ is every way fitted to our need p. 164 O Offended A heart apt to be offended at the estate of Christ shews faith is weak p. 135 Opposition A manifold opposition against Christ his person condition Scepter and government and his righteousnesse p. 8. 82 83 Ordinances Ordinances are meanes to grow up unto assurance p. 280 P Peace Peace in the conscience what it is p. 148 Peace of a Christian must be ratified in a double Court p. 148 The difference betwixt the peace of a strong and weak believer p. 148 Power No natural power in man to produce faith p. 176 Persevering Persevering vertue from Christ p. 144 Preaching Preaching the Word the ordinary means by which God works faith p. 177 Prayer Prayer a meanes of assurance p. 281 Priest Christ anointed to be a Priest p. 21 A satisfactory Priest p. 21 An expiatory Priest p. 21 22 Christ how the Priest and Altar p. 23 The efficacy of his Priestly sacrifice p. 24 Christ a Priest by way of intercession vid. Intercession Prophet Christ anointed to be a Prophet p. 26 What it implies p. 27 Presumption vid. Faith Presumption a most confident work but a very loose quality p. 100 101 A pregnant difference betwixt Presumption and faith p. 208 209 Promise A Divine promise entirely rested on an Argument of strong faith p. 126 Many promises believed at once the stronger is our faith p. 130 Discouraging objections about the promises answered p. 235 Vid. Truth R. Receive It is very unequal and unreasonable not to receive Christ so offered p. 166 Redemption Redemption all beleevers have a share in it p. 140 141 Refusal Former refusals of Christ should not keep us off from present accepting of him p. 20 The sinfulnesse and danger of such refusals yet even such have encouragement to beleeve p. 201 202 Such have the more reason to come in and not to refuse any longer p. 204 Relation A near relation betwixt Christ and a beleever p. 253 A special Relation gives special title and a special obligation and hath a special affection p. 254 Remission Remission of sins what it is p. 48 74 The soul sensible of sinne puts it self on Jesus Christ for remission of sin p. 49 Remission of sinnes belongs to justification p. 74 How far remission of sinnes extends in Justification p. 75 Remission of sinnes every beleever hath an interest in it p. 141 Righteousnesse A twofold Righteousnesse inherent and imputed p. 51 Faith rests only on imputed Righteousnesse for justification p. 51 The Righteousnesse of Jesus Christ is that by which only we are justified p. 76 What is meant by the righteousnesse of Christ p. 76 Several objections against the imputation of righteousnesse answered p. 76 77 Whether this righteousnesse imputed be the passive or active and passive reasons of the latter p. 78 Christ bestows his righteousness upon us the comfort of it p. 113 Confidence in natural righteousnesse an impediment to faith p. 171 S Sacrifice vid. Priest Sacraments Sacraments meanes of assurance p. 281 Salvation Salvation some things have reference to it by way of proper causality and some things by way of order p. 54 Vid. Grace Salvation is conferred in such a way wherby God only may have the glory of it p. 63 Salvation is not sure but by beleeving p. 64 Sanctity vid. Change Satisfaction Satisfaction of soul in Christ alone an Argument of a strong faith p. 129 Saviour Christ is a singular Saviour how p. 14 Difference betwixt him and other Saviours p. 14 A General Saviour in what sense p. 15 A mighty Saviour how this appears p. 16 A perfect Saviour in what this consists p. 16 The alonenesse fulnesse and efficacy of his Salvation p. 16 Scorners Scorners will become troublers p. 3 Seeking Many seekings and yet nothing comes of them should not discourage from beleeving p. 213 Efficacy of seeking wherein it consists p. 213 Right seekings shall alwayes come to something p. 214 A double answer to the seeking of the soul p. 214 Something may come in upon every faithful seeking p. 215 Self-denyal Self-denyal in near and great occurrances an argument of strong faith p. 127 A threefold self to be denyed p. 127 Sense Sensible A double sense of sin p. 206 Sensible sinners are inquisitive p. 5 Reasons of it p. 6 Sinners some hardned some made sensible p. 5 Sensible sinners are resolved for the meanes as well as for the end p. 9 Two sorts of sinners generally corrupted and sensibly experienced p. 34 Several degrees of sensiblenesse in sinners p. 35 Some sensiblenesse of our sinful condition must go before faith taking Christ as a Lord and Saviour p. 91 What is a sweet and a safe course for a sensible sinner p. 183 The truly sensible heart hath three properties in it that do invite the Lord to gratifie it with assurance p. 280 Sick Christ is a Physician to a sick sinner p. 207 Christ will not loath thee because of thy sinful nature but will help thee because thou art a sick person p. 208 Sin Sinning When sin decayes in strength faith is strong p. 129 The league of the heart with sin an impediment to beleeving p. 153 Greatnesse of sinning a strong reason to compel the soule to Christ p. 184 Sorrow Sorrow for sin and faith in Christ go together p. 108 Soul None have right to thy soul but God and Christ p. 166 Christ out-bids all Merchants for thy soul p. 166 How shameful and unreasonable it is to keep the soule from Christ p. 167 Spirit Spirit of God the immediate and sole cause of faith p. 176 177 Studied What things to be principally studyed by him that would get a beleeving heart p. 178 179 Strength Present corruptions in exceeding strength no prejudice to faith p. 205 206 Suspect To suspect Gods favour and Christs love a signe of weak faith p. 132 T Taking Taking of Christ is of all Christ p. 46 It is only of Christ. p. 46 This taking is freed from mistaking p. 46 Vpon what grounds the soul takes Christ p. 47 This taking is resolved against untaking p. 47 Two grounds of taking Christ to be a Lord compulsory and ingenuous p. 47 48 Thanks What is a weakning of faith is a lessening of thanks p. 153 Temptations Two sorts of temptations against which assurance doth arme a beleever p. 272 Temporary vid. Faith Tendernesse Gods tendernesse most towards weak beleevers p. 146 Troubled A troubled soul looks mainly how to save it self p. 6 Reasons of it p. 7 They are not troubled for sinne who do not strive to be saved p. 8 Troubled soules must be directed to Christ p. 12 Reasons of it Ibid Truth Truth and fidelity as applyed to promises consists in three things p. 236 V Vertue Vertual A vertual interest in Christ every Beleever partakes of
in thy stead and answered Justice for all thy sins 3. Divine justice will not desire a double satisfaction It will not require satisfaction from thee and from thy surety too The quarrel ceaseth 'twixt thee and God for Christ hath by his own blood taken that up As Elihu spake of uprightnesse that I say of believing in the Lord Jesus if thou doest then the Lord will be gracious unto thee and will say deliver him from going down to the pit for I have found a ransome Job 33. 23 24. Obj. But I who am I so totally unworthy there is nothing in me to move Christ to engratiate me he will never bestow himself on such an one as I am will ever Christ look on such a dead dog as I am I answer to this 1. Personal unworthinesse it is no prejudice You read in Mat. 7. Things 8. 8. that the Centurion came to Christ for his servant and believed on him and sped well Yea will you say but he was worthy nay he professeth the Obj. contrary Lord I am not worthy that thou shouldest come under my roof Sol. as if he should say I have nothing in me to demerit and challenge this gracious act of thine nothing and yet I believe that thou canst and wilt heal my servant so the Prodigal I am not worthy to be c. 2. Nay the humble sense of our unworthinesse it is a furtherance Christ doth not expect any excellencies and meritorious motives from thee thou must come unto him as an empty vessel the full soul and the sound spirit is not for him bring a soul to Christ which is spread all over with misery and need why such a soul is a proper object for mercy to deal with bring a soul to Christ which is all over with lostnesse with poverty with sicknesse with unworthinesse why this is the soul upon which Christ will look It s never well with a man untill he can take Christ upon his knee upon a bare knee with an empty hand that is till he be brought to be poor in spirit that he is nothing and deserves nothing and begs of Christ to accept of him even for Christs sake The Lord be merciful to me a sinner went home justified when the thank God I am not as other men returned as he came a proud Pharisee You shall finde it thus that God looks most on him who looks least on himself The humble and contrite spirits which are broken out of themselves and can cry out O Lord I am really vile and mostly unworthy These the high God who inhabits the lofty places doth behold And Christ is ready to take him by the hand who thinks himself unworthy to touch his feet There are two tempers which like Christ well one is a beleeving heart and another an humble soul 3. Personal worthinesse is not the motive nor designed ground for faith in Christ The ground of belief that which invites the soul to draw on it self to Christ is no deserving or eminent quality in our selves but the goodnesse and fidelity of the promise and the gracious offer of Christ himself to the soul Behold he calls thee why this is enough if thou canst finde God holding forth the golden Scepter offering Christ unto thee upon such and such termes and thou consent unto them with all thy heart thou mayest confidently close and lay hold on Christ by faith This is the wise skill of a Christian truly to observe the proper rise of faith When God promised Abraham a son the text saith he did not consider his own body Rom. 4 19. that is he did not consult with the strength of his own nature what an able principle there was in himself to compass such an effect but he was fully perswaded that what God had promised that he was able to performe The ability and fidelity of Gods promise exceedingly enclined his heart to believe So is it here about faith in Christ if thou doest consider thy own body thy own deserts thy own excellencies thou shalt never beleeve for faith can finde no ground in these to encourage the soul but the ground of faith is without our selves Why God offers me Christ and Christ calls me unto him being heavy laden and he saith that he who beleeves in him shall have eternal life Now this is a word of truth and this word of his is worthy of all acceptation I will venture my soul upon it It is with faith as with a bird cast him into the water he cannot flie that element is too grosse for him he cannot gather and beat his wings there and therefore is kept down but cast him into the aire which is a more pure element then he can clap and â—pread the wings and mount why faith is the wing of the soul and the promise is that spiritual element that aire which breaths a life and motion to faith faith is raised by it alone and it is checked and hindered whiles the soul would force it to act it self upon those poor and grosse excellencies in our selves Faith desires no better object then Christ nor suâ—â—r pawnes then Gods promâ—se Fourthly to receive Christ by faith it is not a matter of merit but a point of duty When God commands a sinner to repent and to forsake his sinnes and take him he shall have mercy iâ—â—e will do it This may not now be said O Lord I am not worthy to obey thee in this duty if I were worthy to repeâ—t I would repent nay but O man divine commands are to be obeyed it is thy duty to repent So God commands the soul to beleeve in Christ to accept of him The soul now looks on the excellencies of the gift but forgets the obligation of duty It s true Christ is a most excellent gift and blessing there is not such a thing in all the world for a poore sinner as Christ but then know that his excellencies may not take thee off from thy duty This is his Commandment that we beleeve on the Name of his Sonne Brethren you are mistaken to beleeve in Christ being proposed unto us in the Gospel it is not a matter of indifferency I may or I may not nor is it a matter of curtesie as if we did a work of supererogation more then God requires nay but it is a matter of conscience a man sinnes he violates a command an evangelical precept if he doth not beleeve It is not a dispute of worthinesse or unworthinesse but it is obedience to the Command which thou art to look upon 5. Christ is given out of rich grace and mercy and love and therefore none can receive him but the unworthy There is this difference 'twixt the reward of Justice and the gift of graciousnesse Justice hath an eye upon the disposition and acts of the person and according unto their qualities and degrees doth it commensurate reward or punishment But graciousnesse hath an eye only upon it self the free
bountifulnesse of its own nature is the reason of its gifts and acts Suppose that a King executes a malefactor this is an act of justice and findes cause in the rebellion of the offendor Suppose that a King pardons a malefactor this is an act of graciousnesse and findes its reason only in the breast of the King and not in the worthinesse of the delinquent Thou stand'st upon thy worthinesse O if I were worthy of Christ why but is not Christ a gift he is often said to be given yea but is he not a gracious gift See Ephes 2. 7. God did shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindnesse towards us through Jesus Christ As if he should say if ever there were a gift free-given it is Christ If Christ be a gracious gift then he is not bestowed on the worthy but on the unworthy not on him who can challenge and say Lord there is good reason why I should have Christ and thou shouldest do me wrong if I have him not O no but he is a gracious gift and therefore the broken sinner may come in and say O Lord though I am unworthy yet give me Christ graciousnesse doth not expect any motion out of it self and therefore though in respect of my desert shame and confusion be my portion yet thy gifts of grace are free for thy exceeding riches of grace and mercy and love give me thy Christ If I meet an old decrepit poor beggar and seeing misery and poverty in his face I freely draw my purse and say there is a shilling for thee O no saith he Sir I am not worthy I am a poor man and ready to starve give it to that Gentleman yonder who is in gay cloathing and hath thousands in his chests for he is worthy what a proud folly were thâ—s why my almes was a gracious dole and if any man in the world had it he had who doth need but doth not deserve it So c. 6. Christ is worthy your taking though thou be unworthy of receiving 1 Tim. 1. 15. This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptation that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners of whom I am chief As if he should say this is so necessary a thing so good a thing so admirable a thing for a sinner so meet for him to hearken unto and to embrace What if the choisest Prince in the world should this day present himself to the foulest ill-favoure'dst neglected woman one without all beauty without all parts without all estate and assure her if she will consent to his termes he will bestow himself upon her Though she be totally unworthy to heare of such a thing yet the person is worthy and the acceptance of the motion is worthy all the world sees reason enough that she should hearken So it is Jesus Christ the Prince of peace the Lord of life the Authour of salvation comes to a sinful soul utterly naked and void of spiritual excellencies over-runne with all the spots of inglorious deformities exposed to all kindes and degrees of present and future miseries calls and invites that soule to accept of him upon his own termes yet that soul stands off and excepâ—s I am not worthy Thou worâ—hy saith Christ what do I esteem of thy worthinesse Not for thy sake be it known unto thee is it that I offer my self unto thee not for any beautiful or ingratiating ornaments and gifts is this but for my own sake Am I worthy the receiving if so then accept of me Christ hath worthinesse enough and as our helps in the promises draw us thither so the treasures in Christ should do Obj. But you will say Christ hath let fall a word which tels me that there must be a subjective worthinesse as well as an objective worthinesse in me as well as a worthinesse in him Matthew 10. 13. If the house be worthy let your peace come upon it Sol. I answer that there is indeed a double worthinesse First one of the object when it is so every way excellent and necessary and sutable to the exigencies of a person so Christ worthy Secondly another of the subject which to restraine it now to the place alledged is a worthinesse of judgement and affection not a worthinesse of qualities and action Then a man is said to be worthy in reference to Christ not because he hath any taking and inviting qualities but when he judgeth worthily of the Lord Jesus and his affections draw after him as most worthy of all acceptation Lastly what is that which makes thee unworthy It is nothing in the world but sinne all the debasings of the soul are our sinnes and so there is a twofold unworthinesse 1. Meritorious 2. Excluding But then mark two things could never be if meer sinnings did effectually prejudice the soul with an excluding unworthinesse one is That Christ could never have been a worthy gift Another is That faith could never have beleeved truths in Christ It could never take Christ as a Saviour nor beleeve in him for the sure pardon of sins if that sinnes absolutely did involve the soul with such an unworthinesse as should for ever exclude it from partaking of Christ O no Though sinnes make unworthy yet Christ came to call sinners and though ungodlinesse makes unworthy yet Christ justifies the ungodly 4. Obj. But I am not sure that Christ is willing to bestow himself on me or that I should lay hold on him else I should I think be able to beleeve Sol. To this I will returne two things 1. One is clearing Christs willingnesse 2. The order of a Christians assurance First That Christ is willing I shall but light a candle to the Sunne in endeavouring to manifest the willingnesse of Christ to accept of sinners Why 8. Things what can possibly expresse a willingnesse which is not espiable in Christ First when thou wert a sinner and an enemy yet then did Christ shed his blood and die for thee Rom 5. 8 10. Nay he did not do this through constraint but through consent it was a free-will offering therefore is he said to offer himself and lo I come and to give himself and to lay down his life and to pay a price nay to be straitned till it were accomplished Luke 12 50. His death was the putting of the seal to the bond It ratified all the Covenant which it had not done had not Christ been willing Why he knew thee long before and saw thee in thy blood before he shed his own and had he been unwilling to have done thee any good or that thou shouldest have received any good from him he would never have cloathed himself with such a nature as he did assume neither would he have anguished his righteous soul nor have suffered such a tormenting and accursed death Verily if I would lay down my life for a person this would sufficiently argue and declare that I were willing to bestow my self on the perso