among all these changes a good conscience will not change but holds it owne vntill its last day Now put mens Consciences vpon this tryall and their inconstancy either in good causes or courses wil discouer their naugtinesse In a good cause how many are like Darius His conscience struggles a great while for Daniel hee knew he was innocent he knowes the action to be vniust and therefore labours all day till the setting of the Sun for his deliuerance Dan. 6. 14. but yet ouercome with the Presidents and Princes vrgencie ver 16. he commands him to the Lions Denne Heere was a naturall Conscience standing for equitie and iustice but yet no good conscience it holds but till Sunne set and his Conscience went downe with the Sunne His Conscience yeeldes and is ouercome though it know the act to be iniust Pilates Conscience makes him plead for Christ In his conscience he acquits him and thrice solemnly professes that hee findes no fault in him and therefore cannot in conscience condemne him yea withall seekes to release him Iohn 19. 12. Is not heere now a good Conscience Indeed it had bene so in this particular fact if his Conscience had beene inflexible and had held out But when Pilate heares them say that if he bee his friend hee is no friend to Caesar Ioh. 19. 12. and whilest withall hee is willing to content the people Marke 15. 15. Now that there is feare on the one side and a desire to curry favour on the other Where now is his conscience Now he presently delivers him to bee crucified though hee knowes in his Conscience that there is no fault in him What a good conscience hath many a Iudge and Lawyer How stiffely will they stand in and prosecute a iust cause till a bribe come puts out the very eies of their Conscience Their Consciences are of so soft a temper that the least touch of Siluer turnes their edge presently They hold out well till their come a tentation on their right hand that is in their right hand Psal 144. 8. Whose mouth speakes vanitie and their right hand is a right hand of falshood If once the right hand be a right hand of falshood the mouth will soone speake vanity though before it spake Conscience Who would not haue thought Baalam to haue beene a man of an excellent Conscience If Balak would giue me his house full of silver and gold I cannot goe beyond the word of the Lord my God to doe lesse or more Num. 22. 18. But yet besides that faltring in those words I cannot goe whereas the language of good conscience would haue beene I will not goe besides that I say before he ends his speech see how the hope of promotions worke and works his Conscience like waxe before the fire verse 19. Now therefore I pray you tarry heere also this night that I may knowe what the Lord will say vnto mee more A faltring inference If his Conscience had beene good it would haue inferred strongly thus Now therefore I pray get you gone and trouble me no longer He knew in his Conscience the people ought not to bee cursed and that he ought not to goe and yet comes in with I pray tarry all night c. Truely Balak needed not to haue beene so lauish and so prodigall as to offer an house full one handfull of his Siluer and Gold will frame Balaams Conscience to any thing The like tryall may be made of mens Consciences by their inconstancy in good courses and this will condemne three sorts as guilty of evill consciences 1. Such as sometimes being convinced of the necessity of good courses do set vpon the practise of them begin to looke toward Religion religious duties till meeting with some of their supposed wiser neighbours they be advised to take heed they may bring thēselues into greater note then they are aware of they will incurre sharper censures then they thinke of c. and so suddenly all is dasht all is quasht and quencht There is a disease among beasts they call the Staggers and it is a disease too frequent in mens consciences who sometimes are on sometimes off one day begin and next day cease good courses That may be said of many mens consciences which Iacob speaks of Reuben Gen. 49. 4. Vnstable as water The water mooves as the windes blow If the winde blow out of the East then it moves one way if out of the West then it moves another the cleane contrary and vpon every new winde a new way So many let them heare a conuincing a good perswading Sermon moving to good duties then they will set vpon them let them againe heare either some mocks or reproaches for those wayes or some sage advise frō one they count wise against the waies of conscience they are as far off againe as euer These staggering irresolute and watry consciences are far from good ones 2. Such as in their youth or when the world was low with them were very zealous and forward But what are they now at this day True downe-right Demasses zealous whē they were young but now old and cold zealous when they were meane but now the world is come vpon them Demas-like they haue forsaken goodnesse and embraced the world haue gotten now worme-eaten and world-eaten Consciences The zeale of Gods house was wont to eate them vp but now the world hath eaten vp them and all their good Conscience 3. Those that haue made good the profane Proverb Young Saints and old Divels whose hatred of Religion and good conscience is greater then ever was their loue thereto as Ammons was towards Thamar 2 Sam. 13. 15. They were zealous and forward frequenters of Gods house and ordinances zealous enemies against swearing and Sabbath-breaking c. But what are they at this day Yesterday indeede zealous professors of holinesse but what are they to day To day malicious scoffers of godlinesse haters and opposers of goodnesse the onely swearers drunkards in a Countrey What kinde of consciences haue these None of Pauls Conscience I haue liued in all good Conscience vntill this day What then Iust the consciences of Hymenaeus and Alexander 1 Tim. 1. 18 19. They once made great profession of Confcience but now enemies to Paul and blasphemers men as Paul speakes that had put away good Conscience they did not through want of watchfulnes let it slip or steale away but as if it would neuer haue bene gone soone enough they put and draue it away 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Beza translates it Qua expulsa They vsed their Consciences as Ammon did Thamar after his lust satisfied 2 Sā 13. 15. 17. Arise be gone sayes hee to her and when she pleades for her felfe he cals his seruant and sayes vnto him Put out this woman and bolt the dore after her put her out so as shee may bee sure not to come againe They dealt with their Consciences as Colledges deale with Rake-hels expelled them without
4. 5. My heart is sore pained within me and the terrors of death are fallen vpon mee fearefulnes trembling are come vpon me and horrour hath over whelmed me Sometimes again he sees death as the Israelites the fiery Serpents with mortal stings Sometimes as a merciles Landlord or the Sheriffe comming with a Writ of Firmae eiectione to throw him out of house and home and to turne him to the wide Common yea he sees death as Gods executioner and messenger of eternall death yea he sees death with as much horrour as if hee saw the Diuell In so many fearefull shapes appeares death to an evill conscience vpon the death-bed So as it is indeed the King of Terrors to such an one that hath the Terrours of Conscience within There is no one thought so terrible to such an one as the thought of death nothing that he more wishes to avoyd Oh! how loath and how vnwilling is such an one to dye But come now to a man that hath liued as Paul did in all good conscience and how is it with him vpon his death-bed His end is peace so full of ioy comfort so is he ravished with the inward and vnspeakable consolations of his Conscience that it is no wonder at all that Balaam should wish to dye the death of the righteous the death of a man with a good Conscience The day of a mans marriage is the day of the ioy of a mans heart Cant. 3. 11. and the day of marriage is not so ioyfull a day as is the day of death to a good conscience There are but fewe that can marry with that ioy wherwith a good conscience dyes It enables a man not onely to looke Ananias and the Councell in the face but even to looke death it selfe in the face without those amazing terrours yea it makes the face of death seeme louely and amiable He whose conscience is good and fees the face of God reconciled to him in Christ he can say as Iacob did when he saw the face of Ioseph Gen. 46. 30. Now let me dye since I haue seene thy face It is the priviledge of a good Conscience alone to goe to the grave as Agag did to Samuel and to say that truely which he spake besides the booke 1 Sam. 15. 32. He came pleasantly And he sayd Surely the bitternesse of death is past He was deceived and therefore had no such cause to be so pleasant but a good Conscience can yea cannot chuse but be so pleasant even when going out of the world because the gilt of sin being washed away in Chists bloud it knowes that the bitternes of death is past and the sweetnesse of life eternall is at hand A man whose debts are paid he dares goe out of dores dare meete and face the Sergeants and the conscience purged by the bloud of Christ can looke as vndaūtedly on the face of death He that hath gotten the sting that is the guilt of cōscience taken away by faith in Christ he lookes not vpon death as the Israelites vpon the fiery Serpents but lookes vpon it as Paul doth 1. Cor. 15. O death where is thy sting Who feares a Bee an Hornet a Snake or a Serpent when they haue lost their sting The guilt of sinne is the sting of Conscience is the sting of death that stings the conscience The sting of death is sinne 1 Cor. 15. Plucke then sinne out of the conscience and at once the conscience is made good and death made weake and is disarmed of his weapon And when the cōscience sees death vnstingd and disarmed it is freed of feare and even in the very act of death can ioyfully tryumyh over death oh Death where is thy sting A good Conscience lookes vpon death as vpon the Sheriffe that comes to giue him possession of his Inheritance or as Lazarus vpon the Angels that came to carry his soule into Abrahams bosome and therefore can wellcome death and entertain him ioyfully And wheras an ill conscience makes a man see death as if he saw the Devill a good conscience makes a mā see the face of death as Iacob saw Esaues face Gen. 33. I haue seene thy face as the face of God they see the face of death with vnspeakable ioy rauishment of heart and exultation of spirit Well now what a motive haue wee here to make vs labor for a good conscience Even Balaam himselfe would faine make a good end dye in peace and who wishes not his deathbed may be a Mount Nebo from whence he may see that heavenly Canaan Lo here Balaam the way to dye the death of the righteous I haue liued in all good Conscience vnto this day They that haue conscience in their life shall haue comfort at their death They that liue conscionably shal die comfortably They that live in all good Conscience til their dying day shall depart in the abundance of comfort at their dying day There will come a day wherein we must lay downe these Tabernacles the day of death will assuredly come How lamentable a thing will it then be to be so destitute desolate of all comfort as to be driven to that extremity as to curse our birth day oh what would Comfort be worth at our last houre at our last gaspe whilest our dearest friēds shall be weeping wringing their hands and lamenting then then what would inward cōfort be worth Who would not hold the whole world an easie price for it then Well then would wee then haue Comfort and Ioy oh then get a good cōscience now which wil yeeld comfort when all other comforts shall vtterly faile and shal be life in the middest of death How happy is that man that when the sentence of death is passed vpon him can say with Hezekiah Isa 38. 3. Remember now O Lord I beseech thee how I haue walked before thee in truth and with a perfect heart and haue done that which is good in thy sight Indeed the Text sayes that Hezekiah wept sore but yet not as fearing death for hee could not feare death who had thus feared God but because the promise was not yet made good to him in a son and Heire of his kingdome hence came those teares It is otherwise an vnspeak able ioy that such a Conscience as Hezekiahs was will speake to a man vpon his death-bed Euery one professes a desire to make a good ende Here is the way to make good that desire to live in all good cōscience Alas how pittifull and miserable a condition live most men in All the dayes of their lifes healths they haue no regard of a good Conscience Notwithstanding that men are pressed continually to this one care by the instancy and importunity of Gods Ministers yet how miserably is it neglected Well at last the day of death comes then what would they not giue for a comfortable end If the gold of Ophir would purchase comfort it should fly then Then poast for this Minister
good conscience shall escape from her but the sinner and hee that makes no Conscience of his wayes shall be taken by her Well let vs think well vpon this motiue we liue in dangerous declining dayes wherein men with a greedinesse turne to their Romish vomit againe Besides the factors of Antichrist are exceeding busie and pragmaticall to draw men from the faith of Christ and the holy Ghost tells vs they shall come with strong delusions Now then all you that be the Lords people saue your selues from this dangerous generation all you that haue or would be knowne to haue the soale of God on your foreheads Saue your selues from the seduction of these Locusts I but how may that be done The delusion is strong and it may be wee are weake Loe then here is a remedy against their danger Get and keepe a good Conscience liue as Paul did in all good Conscience and thou shalt be safe from all their delusions I haue kept the faith sayes Paul oh let it be the care of vs that that may be our closing voyce at our last day and if we would keepe the faith let vs keepe a good Conscience Hee that in his life time can say I keep a good Conscience he at his death shall be able to say I haue kept the faith Faith and a good Conscience are both in a bottome Hold one and hold both As therefore thou wouldest feare to turne Papist or any other hereticke so be sure to hold a good Conscience to hold on a good honest and a conscionable man So long as thou standest vpon that ground thou art impregnable and the gates of hell shall not be able to draw thee from the faith of the Lord Iesus Pro. 6. 20. 22. 24. My sonne keepe thy Fathers commandement c. And it will keepe thee So I may say here Keepe a good Conscience and it will keepe thee it will keepe thee sound in the faith it will keepe thee from being drawne away by the errour of the wicked it will keepe thee from the Wine of the fornications of the Whore of Babylon CHAP XV. The last motiue to a good Conscience The misery of an evill one THe last motiue remaines and that The fift motiue to a good Conscience is The horrour and misery of an evill Conscience If men did but truely know what the evill of an evill Conscience were and how evill a thing and bitter it will bee when Conscience awakens here or shall be awakened in hell a little perswasion should serue to moue men to liue in a good Conscience We may say of the evill Conscience as Salomon speakes of the drunkard Pro. 23. 29. Who hath woe who hath sorrow who hath contentions who hath wounds but not without a cause Even the man whose Conscience is not good even hee that liues in an evill Conscience An evill Conscience how miserable it is we may see by considering the misery thereof either in this world or the world to come 1. In this life When an evill Conscience is awakened in this life the sorrow and smart the horrour terrour is as the ioy of a good Conscience vnspeakeable An evill Conscience in this life is miserable in regard of feare perplexitie and torment To liue in a continuall fear and to haue a mans heart alwayes in shaking fits of feare is a misery of miseries And such is the misery of an euill conscience Pro. 28. 1. The wicked flees when none pursues Onely his own guilt pursues him makes him flee His owne guilt causes a sound of feare in his eares Iob 15. 21. Which Proprium autem est nocentium trepidare Male de nobis actuÌ„ erat quòd multa scelera legem iudicem effugiunt scripta supplicia nisi illa naturalia grauia de praesentibus solverent in locuÌ„ patientiae timor cederet Senec ep 98. makes him shake at the noyse of a shaken leafe Lev. 26 36. yea that so scares him that terrours make him afraide on euery side and driue him to his feete Iob. 18. 11. Yea there are they in great feare where no feare is Psal 53. 3. So that a man with an euill Conscience awakened may be named as Pashur is Ier. 2â— 3. Magor-Missabib feare round about as being a terrour to himselfe and to all his friends verse 4. An euill Conscience euen makes those feare fearefull feares of whom al other stand in fear How potent a Monarch and how dreadfull a Prince was Belshazzar who was able to put him in to any fear whom all the earth feared And yet when his guilty conscience lookes him in the face awakened by the palme writing on the wall see where his courage is then Dan. 5. 6. Then the Kings countenance was changed and his thoughts troubled him so that the ioynts of his loynes were loosed and his knees smote one against another Who would haue had his feare to haue had his kingdome Let him now cloath himselfe with all his Maiesty let him looke and speake as terribly as he can let him threaten the vilest vassall in his Court with all the tortures that tyranny can inflict and let him try if he can for his heart put his poorest subiect in to that fright and feare that now his Conscience puts him into in the ruffe and middest of his iollitie But I pray what ayles he to be in this feare in this so extraordinary a feare He can neyther reade nor vnderstand the writing vpon the wall Indeed it threatned him the losse of his kingdome but he cannot reade this threatning he knows not whether they bee bitter things that God writes against him why may hee not hope that it may be good which is written and why may not this hope ease and abate his feare No no. Though hee cannot reade noâ— vnderstand the writing yet his guilty conscience can comment shrewdly vpon it and can tell him it portends no good towards him His Conscience now tels him of his godles impieties in profaning the vessels of the Temple of the true God and that for this his sacrilegious impropriation and abuse of holy things God is now come to reckon with him Thus can his Conscience do more then all his wise men All the wise men came in but they could not reade the writing nor make knowne to the King the interpretation thereof Dan. 5. 8. But his Conscience is wiser then all his wisemen and when they are all puzzeld that interprets to him that this writing meanes him no good and though hee cannot reade the syllables yet his conscience giues a shrewd neere guesse at the substance of the writing and therfore hence comes that exâ—asie of feare and those paroxysmes of horror It was no better with Adam after his fall After his sinne committed we find him in a great feare Gen. 3. 8. 10. and he hides himselfe for feare Now obserue how his feare is described from the circumstance of the time They
had me greatly in derision yet haue I not declined from thy law And though Michol 2. Sam. 6. play the flouting foole yet Dauid will not play the declining foole but if to be zealous be to be a foole he will be yet more vile And though Ieremy was in derision daily euery one mocked him yea and defamed him yet he was rather the more then the lesse zealous Ier. 20. 7. 9. 10. The righteous Ps 125. 1. are like Mount Sion that cannot be remooued but abides for euer What likelihood that a puffe of breath should remoue a Mountain When men can blowe downe Mountaines with their breath then may they scof a good coÌ„science out of the wayes of godlines sinceritie Mount Sion and a good conscience abide for euer But these happily may bee thought lighter tryalls put a good conscience to some more smarting and bleeding tryalls then thâ—se peâ—tier ones are and yet there shall we finde it as Constant as in the former Let the Lord giue the Sabaeans Chaldaeans and Satan leaue to spoyle Iob of his goods and children will not then Iob giue vp his Integritie doe ye not thinke that hee will curse God to his face So indeed the diuell hopes Iob 1. 1â— But what is the issue What gets the diuell by the tryall Onely giues God argument of triumph against him in Iobs Constancy Iob 2. 3. And still he holdeth fast his Integrity As if he had said See for all that thou canst do in spight of all thy spight and mischieuous malice he holds fast his Integrity vntill this day See the terrible tryalls to which they were put Heb. 11. 37. They were stoned sawne asunder c. and yet all could not make them shake hands with a good Conscience The raine floodes and windes could not bring downe the house founded vpon the rocke Math. 7. Notwithstanding all tryals a good Conscience stands to it and holds it owne and speakes as one Father Rawlins did to the Bishop Rawlings Acts and Mon. you left me Rawlins you find me and Rawlins by Gods grace I will continue Try yet a good Conscience farther with the tentations on the right hand which commonly haue as much more strength in them aboue the other as the right hand hath aboue the left and yet we shall finde the right hand too weak to plucke a good Conscience out of its station It was a sore tentation wherewith Moses was assaulted The treasures and pleasures the honours and sauours of the Egyptian Court and Princesse All these wooe him not to goe to the people of God Had that people beene setled and at rest in Canaan yet had it bin a great tentation to preferre Egypt before Canaan But the people are in Egypt in affliction in bondage therfore so much the more strength in the tentation What will you bee so mad to leaue all for nothing certain honours for certaine afflictions who can tell but you may be raysed to this greatnes to bee an instrument of good to your people you by your fauour in the Court may be a means to ease them of their bondage and so you may do the Church seruice with your greatnesse c Here was a tentation on the right hand with the right hands strength Well and how speeds it Is Moses able to withstand it See Heb. 11. 24. 25. 26. He refused to be called the sonne of Pharaohs daughter c. All would not do nor stirre him a whit Those faithfull Worthies before mentioned could not bee stirred with all the cruelties their aduersaries could inuent I but it may bee a tentation on the right hand might haue made them draw away the right hand of fellowship from a good Conscience Well their enemies therfore will try what good they can doe that wayes Heb. 11. 37. They were tempted that is on the right hand they were sollicited and enticed and allured with faire promises of honours fauours preferments as Bâ—nner vsed to deale with the Martyrs hee had sometimes butter and oyle as well as fire and faggot in his mouth Thus were they teÌ„pted but yet what auayled these tentations Iust as much as their stones sawes swords prisons all alike They for all these tentations keepe a good Conscience to their dying day and hold fast the faith truth vnto the end A good conscience is of the mind of those trees in Iothams parable Iudg. 9. It will not with the Oliue lose its fatnesse nor with the Figtree lose its sweetnes nor with the Vine its wine of cheerfulnesse to haue the fattest and sweetest preferments and pleasures of the world no though it were to raign ouer the trees It was an excellent resolution of Benevolus Benevolo Iustina praecepit vt adversus fideÌ„ patruÌ„ imperialia decreta dictaret Illo vero se impia verba prolaturum abnuente celsiorem bonoris graduÌ„ spospondit si mandata perficeret cui Bonevolus Quid mihi pro impietatis mercede altioreÌ„ promittis gradum hune ipsum queÌ„ habeo auferte duÌ„ integram fidei conscientiam tuear Ac protinus cingulum anteâ—pedes eius abiecâ— Sigon de â—ccid Imp l. â— pag. 200. in his answer to Iustina the Arrian Empresse profering preferments to him to haue beene instrumentall in a seruice which could not bee done with a good Conscience What doe ye promising me an higher degree of preferment for a reward of impiety yea euen take this from me which already I haue so that I may keep a good Conscience And so foorthwith he threw at her feet his girdle the ensigne of his honour Thus doth a good conscience throw and trample honour and preferment vnder foot to maintaine its owne integrity Thus can nothing corrupt a good conscience I haue been young and now am old and yet neuer saw I the righteous forsaken to wit of God Psalm 37. David out of his experience could haue sayd as much in this point I haue bin young and now am old yet never saw I God and godlines forsaken by the righteous by the man that had a good conscience But the man that had a good conscience when he was young will hold out haue it when he is old It is the great honour and grace of a good conscience which Walden thinks hee spake to the disgrace of Wickliffe Ita vt Cano placeret quod inveni complacebat He was young and old one and the Fox Acts and Mon. same man Old age decayes the body the strength the senses but conscience it touches not that holds out sound to death As of Christ in another sense Heb. 13. so may it be said of a good conscience in this Yesterday and to day and the same for ever A good Conscience is no changeling but let a mans estate change from rich to poore from poore to rich or let the times change from good to evill or from evill to worse or a mans dayes change from young to old let his haires and head change yet