yea our God is mercifull 6 The Lord preserveth the simple I was brought low and he helped me 7 Returne unto thy rest O my soule for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee 8 For thou hast delivered my soule from death mine eyes from teares and my feet from falling 9 I will walke before the Lord in the land of the living 10 I beleeved therefore have I spoken I was greatly afflicted 11 I said in my hast All men are lyars 12 What shall I render to the Lord for all his benefits towards me 13 I will take the cup of salvation and call upon the Name of the Lord. 14 I will pay my vowes unto the Lord in the presence of all his people 15 Pretious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his Saints 16 O Lord truly I am thy servant I am thy servant and the sonne of thy hand-maid thou hast loosed my bonds 17 I will offer to thee the sacrifice of thanks-giving and will call upon the Name of the Lord. 18 I will pay my vowes unto the Lord in the presence of all his people 19 In the Courts of the Lords House in the midst of thee O Hierusalem prayse yee the Lord. MEDITATIONS VPON THE CXVI PSALME OF DAVID BUt how can David say Verse 1 so peremptorily I will love the Lord as though it were in his owne power to love whom he list Indeed nothing is so voluntary as love that it seemes to be the extremitie of the will for then wee are said to love a thing when the will is inclined and violently bent upon it and yet I know not how there seemes nothing more constrained then love for we often-times love a thing which we would faine wee could forbeare to love but that we are drawne to love it by a kind of violence in the object and therefore David may well say I will love the Lord seeing both the causes of love are here met a propension in the Will and an excellencie in the Object Man indeed is naturally a loving Creature but doth not alwayes place his love aright his love is then best placed when it is placed upon the best Object and what is that best Object but God If he place it upon Beauty that fadeth If upon Riches they perish If upon Honour that vanisheth If upon life that wasteth but all these are in God not onely in Eminencie but in Continuance In him is Beautie that never fadeth in him Riches that never perish in him Honour that never vanisheth in him life that never wasteth and therfore as the truest object of love as the dearest object of my love I will love the Lord. But though all these Eminencies be in God yet they would bee no cause for man to love him if they had not a relation to man for what cause of love where there can be expected no effects of love but seeing there is in them not onely a Relation but a Propension not onely they are ready to bee imparted but are imparted with readinesse what man is hee that will forbeare to say that can forbeare to say I love the Lord And if all men will forbeare to say it yet I will say it For hee hath heard my voyce and my supplication No doubt a just cause or rather indeed to a naturall man the onely cause for loving of God For of fearing him of praising him of worshipping him of magnifying him there are other causes but of loving him no cause so proper as his loving of us and the Benefits which he bestowes upon us For love is so reciprocall a thing that we should hardly love God himselfe but for his Love to us at least for our opinion of his love to us and wee should hardly have an opinion of his love if we had not a feeling of his Benefits For what love can wee thinke is borne us by them that are able to doe us good and doe it not but when we have a feeling of their benefits and find they doe us good then wee are easily perswaded of their love and being so perswaded who can choose but say as David doth here I love the Lord for he hath heard my voyce and my supplication But doe we love God but for his Benefits onely and if it were not for his Benefits should we not love him Indeed to love God as we ought is not to love him for ought but for himselfe onely without any consideration had at all of his Benefits but such lovers wee are of our owne good that wee should scarce love our selves but for the good we are ready to doe our selves and if we love God in the like degree we thinke it perhaps to be love enough for him But O my soule this is just the Divells love I meane such love as the Divell thought to be in Job Doth Job love God for nought He hoped he did not though hee knew he should and therefore was never in quiet till it might bee tryed and if hee had found it so he would quickly have made Job leave loving of God and fall to loving of him But the hedge which God had set about Job was not a hedge of prosperitie as Sathan supposed but a hedge of Grace and therefore with all his fierie tryalls hee could never get other words from Job but such as these Shall we receive good at Gods hands and shall we not receive evill Yes O Lord though thou kill mee yet will I love thee Thus Job did and thus should we doe but God knowes there is not such a man againe as Job was upon the face of the earth For alas wee are commonly but of the Classis or forme of which Saint John speakes Wee love God because God loved us first and it were well if we would doe but so how much soever Sathan slights it and seekes to disgrace it Or is it perhaps that David speakes in the curiositie of this distinction that we doe not Amare Deum but for his Benefits but wee may Diligere Deum without any consideration of his Benefits had at all and in this sense a naturall man may Amare Deum but none but the spirituall man Diligere Deum But O my soule doe thou endevour to be of Jobs forme to love God without distinction and whether he heare thy voyce or heare it not whether he grant thy supplication or grant it not yet to love him and to love with Amando and with Diligendo and with any another Devotion of love that can be expressed or conceived For it is indeed no true love of God if wee love him for any thing but for himselfe if we love our selves but onely for him as it seemes both Moses and Saint Paul did who for the love of God left all care of themselves and were contented to have beene if they might have beene even Anathema's But is this such a Benefit to us that GOD heares us Is his hearing our voyce such an argument of his
feare evill when the evill is so eminent and the danger so great Is the face of Death no more terrible but that you dare looke upon it without feare Though it be the reproach of the wicked to feare where there is no cause of feare yet not to feare where there is cause can be no commendation in the godly And why then will David speake thus more like a desperate man then one that were well advised No doubt David will give good reason for that hee speakes As it were desperatnesse not to feare where there is Imminent danger So it were cowardise to feare where there is eminent comfort Lay then the comfort to the danger and you will easily excuse David for fearing no evill You have seene the Danger now heare the Comfort The Lord my shepheard is with mee For he is never absent from his flock his rodde and his staffe they comfort mee and may they not justly comfort me when with them he is able to recover a sheepe though falling downe the steepest Praecipyce or though already in the Wolfes mouth or in the pawes of the Lyon Indeed if I had not my Shepheard with mee Or if my Shepheard had not his instruments with him I might justly then be in feare of evill but what evill can I feare now when I have my Shepheard and my Shepheard his Instruments his rod and his staffe Both Instruments of comfort and not onely of comfort but of incouragement both Instruments of preserving But is it well understood what his Rod and his Staffe meane For they may as well bee instruments of correcting as defending and if of defending there is then just cause they should be comforts but if of correcting what comforts can they be for what comfort can it be to be corrected O my soule great comfort to me that know the nature of this Shepheard as I doe for doe not I know that whom he loves he corrects and therefore whom he corrects it is a certaine Argument that hee loves Indeed if the Rodde and the Staffe were in the hands of an enemie I should then feare them as instruments for my evill but being in his hands that is my Shepheard now they are but as my owne weapons put into an abler hand that can better manage them for my good then I could doe my selfe Could Moses with his rod fetch water out of a Rock and shall not God with his rod bring comfort out of trouble Could Jacob with his staffe passe over Jordan and returne enriched with heards of cattell and shall not Gods staffe make me passe over the Jordan of this world and bring mee home with troopes of joy Shall not his rod though it wound me comfort me when I know he wounds but to the end hee may apply a Plaister Shall not his staffe though it beat me comfort me when it is but to beat the dust out of mee that am nothing but dust But most of all must not his rod needs comfort me when it is his rod that makes me lye downe in greene pastures Must not his staffe needs comfort me when it is his staffe that keepes me right in the paths of righteousnesse Oh sweet Rod how can I choose but kisse thee Deare staffe but embrace thee seeing it is long of you that his greene pastures and his paths of righteousnesse doe me any good for they would certainly doe mee hurt his greene pastures would pamper up my flesh too much his pathes of righteousnesse would puffe up my spirits too much If his Rod and his Staffe were not used as Moderatours And if you thinke this strange that the paths of righteousnesse should puffe up the spirits Remember Saint Paul to whom there was given a thorne in the flesh lest his walking in the paths of righteousnesse should puffe him up But if the rod and the staffe in these senses may not be sufficient comfort to take away all cause of feare at least there shall come forth a Rod out of the stemme of Jesse indeed to David in particular a speciall comfort that will certainly be sufficient against all feare though I walke in the Valley of the shadow of death for this Rod as a Mountaine shall fill up all Valleys and as the substance shall fulfill all shadowe and as the true life shall swallow up Death in victory And is there not a staffe that will doe as much the staffe upon which Jacob leaned when he was a dying when he was indeed in the Valley of the shadow of Death O my soule having this Staffe of Jacob to leane upon this Rodde of the stemme of Jesse to be my comfort I shall make my selfe unworthy of protection if I should feare any evill though I walke in the valley of the shadow of death For why should I feare Death which is but the parting of the soule from the body seeing I cannot come to God with them both at once but they must first bee parted one from another My soule cannot come to the light of life if my body bee not first in the shadow of death indeed but in the shadow for the substance of death can never take hold upon it if my soule be gone before to take possession of the Light O then vouchsafe O God to bring my soule first and after it my body out of the shadow of Death into the light of Life and then I shall have cause just cause to say and to glory in saying The Lord is my shepheard I shall not want But if it be doubted still how it can be that Gods rodde and his staffe should be comforts to the godly then marke the issue and see what followes upon his Rod and his Staffe Thou preparest a Table before mee in the presence Verse 5 of my enemies Thou anoyntest my head with Oyle my cuppe runneth over For this is a sure rule with God that his chastening alwayes ends in cherishing if he strike with his Rod and perhaps breakes the head with his Staffe he gives Oyle presently to anoynt it and to make it whole againe If he make mee to keepe Fasting-day to day he allowes mee a feast for it to morrow and then my cuppe shall runne over Hitherto God hath vouchsafed to bee a Shepheard and David hath beene his sheepe Now God will be a Conquerour and David shall be a King Now God as a Conquerour will bestow favours on his friends and disgraces upon his enemies and therefore now the Scene alters where it was before in the field it is now within doores and where David before spake in the third Person he speakes now in the second Thou preparest a Table before mee and this is to feast his friends In the presence of mine enemies and this is to confound his enemies To prepare a Table before him is it selfe a favour but the greatnesse of the favour is in this that a Table is prepared before him in the presence of his Enemies For as there is no such joy of
then things themselves we see nothing now but colours and colours are deceitfull and no trusting to them the light I hope for is to see as I am seene a sight not subject to either dimnesse or dazeling a sight that discerneth not onely colours but substances and is not the hope of such a sight a comfortable Ingredient to keepe from fainting But yet what good is it to see goodnesse for we see many good things which yet wee are never the better for seeing But is it not true here Videte gustate for such our seeing shall be Vidchimus gustavimus our seeing shall be a tasting our tasting an enjoying and enjoying is not properly of any thing but in which there is joy and where there is joy must there not needs be comfort But yet what more goodnesse of God can wee hope to see hereafter then now for can there bee a greater goodnesse of God to bee seene then this that hee makes the Sunne to shine the raine to fall upon both just and unjust Wee see indeed now a great goodnesse of God but wee see it mingled with much badnesse of men and may I not say with some badnesse of his too for is there any evill in the Citie and God hath not done it but the goodnesse of God which I hope to see is a goodnesse like to garbled spice without any mixture at all of refuse stuffe amongst it a goodnesse not mingled with either evill of men or evill to men but pure and Impermixt as God himselfe is The goodnesse of God which we see now is a goodnesse in effects but there is a goodnesse in God which is as the cause Not as having goodnesse but as being goodnesse Not onely as imparting it selfe to us but as communicating it selfe with us and this goodnesse wee shall then see though now we cannot Have Philosophers conceived that if vertue could be seene with the eyes Mirabiles excitaret amores sui It would stirre up in us a wonderfull love and will not the goodnesse of God when seene with our eyes stirre up in our hearts a wonderfull joy and is not the hope of such a joy a strong Cordiall to keepe from fainting But why in the land of the living for is not the world in which wee now live the land of the living Are there not in the water living fishes in the Ayre living Birds On the Earth living Trees living Beasts living Men and what can be thought of more then these to make a Land of the living Alas what Land of the living is this in which there are more dead then living more under ground then are above it where the earth is fuller of graves then houses where life lyes trembling under the hand of Death and where Death hath power to tyrannize over life No my soule there onely is the Land of the living where there are none but the living where there is a Church not Militant but Triumphant a Church indeed but no Church-yard because none dead nor none that can dye where life is not passive nor Death active where Life sits crowned and where Death is swallowed up in victorie And now make up a Compound of these Ingredients Take first a Hope of seeing which is enjoying then the goodnesse of God not a qualitie but a substance then the Land of the living where there is no dying and now say if such a Cordial must not needs be strong of necessitie be effectuall to keepe from fainting O therefore my soule bee sure to provide thee good store of this Cordiall that if at any time thou be oppressed with either multitude or malice if at any time false witnesses bee risen up against thee if enemies at any time come upon thee to eat up thy flesh thou maist have this Cordiall in a readinesse and be able to say Doe the worst you can I feare you not for I beleeve to see the goodnesse of God in the Land of the living This not onely will keepe thee from fainting but wil fill thy spirits with extasie of joy for it is grounded upon a principle of comfort delivered by Saint Paul The afflictions of this life are not worthy of the glory that shall be revealed And what is this glory but to see the goodnesse of God and where to be revealed but in the Land of the living But all this yet is but the hope of a Cordiall at most but a Cordiall of hope but when will the Cordiall it selfe that is hoped for bee had May I not stay so long waiting for it that I may be weary with waiting and faint with wearinesse and then the Cordiall will come too late No my soule Waite on the Verse 14 Lord be of good courage and he shall give thee strength for as none is so worthy to be waited on as God so nothing is so worthy to be waited for as this Cordiall and never feare wearinesse by long waiting for it so long as thou waitest upon God for it for God that gives power to the Cordiall to keepe thee from fainting will give power to thy waiting to keepe it from wearinesse Onely bee sure to have a good heart and God will not faile to supply it with spirits Doe thou but onely bring wood to the Sacrifice and God will send fire from Heaven to kindle it But how happens it that David should give so good counsell to others and yet follow it so ill himselfe for hee confesseth of himselfe in another place that hee is dejected and bowed downe and can it stand with courage to be dejected But is it not that to be dejected is a Passive infirmitie to be couragious an Active vertue and there is no contradiction to bee Passively weake and Actively strong both at once Or is it not indeed rather that when he confesseth himsele to be dejected hee lookes upon his sinne and sinne will deject any that hath but eyes and is able to see it but when he counsells to be couragious hee lookes upon God and God is ready to give strength to any that hath but a heart and is able to take it As therefore I said before so I say againe Waite on the Lord which can never be too much taught because never enough be learned never be too much said because never be enough done THE THIRTIETH PSALME OF DAVID 1I Will extoll thee O Lord for thou hast lifted me up and hast not made my foes to rejoyce over me 2 O Lord my God I cryed unto thee and thou hast healed mee 3 O Lord thou hast brought up my soule from the grave thou hast kept mee alive that I should not goe downe to the pit 4 Sing unto the Lord all yee Saints of his and give thankes at the remembrance of his holinesse 5 For his anger endureth but a moment weeping may endure for a night but joy commeth in the morning 6 And in my prosperity I said I shall never be moved 7 Lord by thy favour thou hast