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thou_o do_v well_o consider_v of_o the_o thing_n indeed_o thou_o shall_v easy_o find_v that_o thou_o have_v very_o small_a reason_n to_o move_v thou_o to_o hope_v after_o this_o time_n thou_o dream_v of_o when_o as_o if_o it_o be_v long_o then_o common_o be_v allot_v unto_o any_o yet_o it_o will_v be_v find_v little_a enough_o to_o be_v employ_v for_o the_o good_a &_o benefit_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o why_o then_o shall_v thou_o think_v that_o god_n will_v be_v thus_o gracious_a to_o bestow_v this_o thing_n upon_o thou_o in_o a_o time_n that_o be_v most_o unfit_a when_o thou_o so_o unthankeful_o do_v put_v off_o and_o neglect_v the_o same_o be_v offer_v unto_o thou_o so_o often_o before_o in_o a_o time_n convenient_a do_v not_o think_v that_o thou_o have_v god_n at_o command_n take_v his_o offer_n with_o thankfulness_n &_o use_v it_o as_o thou_o ought_v to_o his_o glory_n and_o thy_o good_a and_o do_v not_o in_o any_o wise_a presume_v to_o prescribe_v unto_o he_o a_o time_n or_o a_o manner_n how_o he_o shall_v deal_v with_o thou_o at_o thy_o end_n if_o thou_o mark_v well_o without_o flattery_n of_o thyself_o what_o thou_o have_v deserve_v thou_o have_v a_o great_a and_o a_o just_a cause_n also_o to_o fear_v lest_o for_o thy_o careless_a neglect_n of_o this_o which_o in_o mercy_n he_o offer_v thou_o in_o justice_n he_o strike_v thou_o sudden_o and_o at_o unaware_o if_o therefore_o i_o may_v give_v counsel_n in_o this_o so_o dangerous_a a_o case_n i_o will_v advise_v every_o child_n of_o god_n to_o lay_v aside_o this_o unchristian_a hope_n and_o to_o renew_v his_o testament_n yearly_o nay_o monthly_o or_o often_o that_o so_o he_o may_v be_v in_o a_o readiness_n when_o death_n come_v rather_o than_o to_o post_v off_o all_o to_o be_v perform_v in_o the_o time_n of_o sickness_n for_o by_o this_o defer_v it_o come_v oftentimes_o to_o pass_v which_o be_v a_o lamentable_a thing_n for_o every_o christian_a heart_n and_o eye_n to_o think_v upon_o and_o see_v that_o the_o 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and_o this_o many_o do_v with_o such_o vehemency_n and_o earnestness_n that_o thereby_o they_o give_v occasion_n unto_o many_o that_o hear_v they_o to_o judge_v that_o not_o only_o the_o taste_n and_o feeling_n but_o also_o the_o very_a thought_n and_o inward_a meditation_n of_o heavenly_a joy_n and_o comfort_n seem_v for_o the_o time_n to_o be_v bar_v and_o exclude_v from_o have_v any_o place_n of_o rest_n and_o harbour_v in_o his_o heart_n and_o soul_n wherefore_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o be_v hinder_v from_o this_o taste_n of_o heavenly_a joy_n and_o pleasure_n at_o thy_o death_n and_o end_n of_o this_o thy_o natural_a life_n have_v a_o care_n in_o health_n in_o this_o sort_n to_o provide_v for_o death_n lest_o the_o care_n of_o this_o life_n be_v a_o cause_n to_o hold_v and_o keep_v these_o endless_a comfort_n from_o thou_o follow_v the_o example_n of_o abraham_n who_o in_o his_o life_n time_n when_o he_o be_v in_o strength_n and_o health_n dispose_v of_o his_o good_n while_o thou_o be_v yet_o sound_a and_o lusty_a have_v thy_o scpulchre_n in_o a_o readiness_n with_o joseph_n of_o arimathea_n that_o be_v let_v all_o thing_n be_v provide_v and_o set_v in_o such_o a_o readiness_n as_o though_o always_o and_o every_o hour_n thou_o be_v prepare_v and_o ready_a to_o descend_v into_o the_o grave_n let_v neither_o thy_o youthful_a year_n nor_o yet_o thy_o strength_n flatter_v thou_o two_o deceitful_a bait_n to_o breed_v security_n as_o though_o thou_o have_v long_a to_o live_v and_o may_v continue_v yet_o many_o year_n and_o so_o thou_o put_v off_o the_o time_n to_o make_v this_o preparation_n but_o while_o it_o be_v to_o day_n while_o thou_o have_v time_n and_o season_n defer_v it_o not_o but_o accept_v and_o use_v well_o the_o time_n that_o god_n have_v offer_v and_o give_v unto_o thou_o chap._n xxvi_o of_o the_o second_o part_n of_o the_o preparation_n unto_o death_n the_o other_o and_o as_o i_o may_v well_o call_v it_o the_o spiritual_a preparation_n unto_o death_n belong_v unto_o the_o soul_n be_v find_v to_o be_v of_o two_o sort_n that_o be_v either_o such_o as_o be_v to_o be_v have_v and_o use_v at_o all_o time_n and_o throughout_o the_o whole_a course_n &_o order_n of_o our_o life_n or_o such_o as_o concern_v the_o time_n of_o our_o sickness_n and_o death_n of_o the_o first_o sort_n solomon_n warn_v we_o very_o wise_o 1_o 〈◊〉_d 1â—_n 1_o bid_v we_o remember_v our_o creator_n in_o the_o day_n of_o our_o youth_n while_o the_o evil_a day_n come_v not_o and_o the_o year_n approach_v wherein_o we_o shall_v say_v i_o have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o they_o and_o our_o saviour_n christ_n lesus_fw-la put_v we_o in_o mind_n hereof_o also_o both_o by_o diverse_a exhortation_n in_o the_o scripture_n and_o also_o by_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o ten_o virgin_n etc._n mat._n 25.1_o etc._n etc._n bid_v we_o to_o watch_v and_o pray_v that_o we_o may_v be_v always_o in_o a_o readiness_n with_o oil_n in_o our_o lamp_n to_o enter_v with_o the_o bridegroom_n into_o the_o wedding_n whensoever_o he_o shall_v come_v in_o this_o preparation_n the_o first_o thing_n require_v be_v always_o to_o think_v with_o ourselves_o and_o to_o remember_v that_o we_o must_v die_v according_a to_o that_o say_n remember_v thy_o end_n and_o thou_o shall_v never_o do_v amiss_o this_o be_v a_o incuitable_a necessity_n impose_v upon_o all_o estate_n and_o condition_n of_o man_n and_o of_o all_o to_o be_v have_v in_o continual_a remembrance_n this_o the_o prophet_n david_n call_v a_o number_n of_o our_o day_n say_v 90.12_o psal_n 90.12_o teach_v we_o so_o to_o number_v our_o day_n that_o we_o may_v apply_v our_o heart_n unto_o wisdom_n where_o be_v to_o be_v note_v what_o a_o serious_a cogitation_n and_o remembrance_n this_o must_v be_v even_o so_o and_o such_o a_o one_o as_o may_v breed_v in_o we_o a_o wise_a and_o a_o careful_a heart_n and_o mind_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n for_o that_o be_v it_o which_o here_o the_o prophet_n mean_v by_o apply_v our_o heart_n to_o wisdom_n or_o as_o the_o hebrew_n have_v it_o by_o bring_v a_o wise_a heart_n into_o us._n for_o they_o that_o live_v lewd_o and_o loose_o give_v themselves_o over_o as_o slave_n unto_o sin_n howsoever_o they_o seem_v wise_a in_o their_o own_o conceit_n or_o in_o the_o judgement_n of_o man_n yet_o in_o the_o sight_n and_o judgement_n of_o god_n they_o be_v account_v for_o no_o better_a than_o fool_n and_o as_o man_n that_o walk_v unwise_o but_o this_o be_v too_o general_a for_o our_o purpose_n for_o this_o remembrance_n of_o our_o death_n as_o a_o preparation_n unto_o this_o last_o and_o final_a combat_n must_v not_o only_o think_v of_o death_n and_o meditate_v thereof_o but_o must_v think_v of_o it_o as_o of_o such_o a_o time_n wherein_o we_o must_v have_v a_o dangerous_a and_o fierce_a assault_n make_v upon_o we_o and_o that_o by_o all_o these_o great_a and_o perilous_a enemy_n satan_n the_o world_n and_o the_o flesh_n join_v hand_n in_o hand_n and_o force_v with_o force_n against_o us._n if_o this_o do_v once_o sink_v deep_o into_o our_o heart_n it_o will_v make_v we_o to_o have_v a_o special_a care_n indeed_o and_o to_o look_v well_o about_o we_o that_o we_o may_v be_v thorough_o provide_v and_o in_o all_o part_n well_o furnish_v and_o appoint_v against_o this_o heavy_a day_n and_o time_n of_o trial_n and_o that_o so_o much_o the_o rather_o also_o if_o withal_o we_o consider_v and_o remember_v that_o the_o time_n when_o this_o assault_n shall_v be_v be_v short_a and_o sudden_a uncertain_a and_o unknown_a and_o therefore_o it_o lie_v we_o upon_o to_o watch_v continual_o that_o we_o may_v be_v always_o and_o every_o moment_n in_o a_o readiness_n that_o
able_a to_o succour_v those_o that_o be_v tempt_v so_o this_o our_o author_n in_o that_o he_o be_v himself_o afflict_v in_o spirit_n and_o trouble_v in_o conscience_n through_o the_o suggestion_n of_o satan_n and_o the_o temptation_n of_o the_o devil_n doubtless_o he_o be_v enable_v thereby_o as_o well_o out_o of_o his_o more_o vigilant_a and_o careful_a observation_n of_o satan_n practice_n as_o the_o sense_n and_o feel_n of_o his_o own_o extremity_n the_o better_a to_o discern_v and_o discover_v his_o wiles_n and_o stratagem_n neither_o so_o alone_o but_o withal_o to_o apply_v unto_o himself_o and_o to_o prescribe_v to_o other_o such_o comfort_n and_o remedy_n as_o out_o of_o his_o own_o experience_n he_o find_v to_o yield_v most_o ease_n and_o help_v and_o thus_o good_a reader_n to_o detain_v thou_o no_o long_o from_o the_o perusal_n of_o the_o same_o beseech_v the_o lord_n to_o bless_v it_o unto_o thou_o i_o cease_v and_o shall_v ever_o rest_v thou_o in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n i._o m._n the_o content_n of_o the_o several_a chapter_n chap._n i._o of_o the_o extremity_n and_o grief_n of_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n folly_n 1_o chap._n ii_o wherein_o be_v contain_v the_o principal_a cause_n of_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n folly_n 12_o chap._n iii_o of_o the_o second_o or_o assistant_n cause_n of_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n folly_n 23_o chap._n four_o a_o cordial_n against_o the_o assault_n of_o sin_n folly_n 28_o chap._n v._o sovereign_a remedy_n against_o the_o wound_n of_o sin_n folly_n 41_o chap._n vi_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o the_o weakness_n and_o want_n of_o faith_n folly_n 60_o chap._n vii_o of_o special_a thing_n in_o man_n conversion_n folly_n 81_o chap._n viii_o of_o another_o person_n trouble_v with_o the_o doubt_n of_o faith_n folly_n 101_o chap._n ix_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o the_o weakness_n of_o repentance_n folly_n 123_o chap._n x._o of_o the_o mark_n of_o true_a repentance_n folly_n 127_o chap._n xi_o a_o admonition_n to_o the_o sorrowful_a soul_n folly_n 141_o chap._n xii_o of_o loathe_v of_o sin_n the_o second_o mark_n of_o repentance_n folly_n 145_o chap._n xiii_o of_o the_o application_n of_o the_o former_a thing_n to_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o sorrowful_a soul_n folly_n 153_o chap._n xiiii_o how_o the_o man_n disquiet_v in_o conscience_n shall_v in_o the_o same_o behave_v himself_o folly_n 168_o chap._n xv._o against_o affliction_n and_o outward_a event_n folly_n 188_o chap._n xvi_o of_o the_o first_o position_n and_o the_o objection_n against_o the_o same_o folly_n 119_o chap._n xvii_o satan_n objection_n against_o the_o former_a doctrine_n answer_v folly_n 204_o chap._n xviii_o of_o the_o second_o position_n and_o the_o objection_n against_o the_o doctrine_n thereof_o folly_n 214_o chap._n xix_o satan_n objection_n against_o necessity_n of_o affliction_n overthrow_v folly_n 128_o chap._n xx._n other_o objection_n of_o satan_n against_o the_o former_a doctrine_n confute_v folly_n 243_o chap._n xxi_o of_o the_o three_o position_n folly_n 251_o chap._n xxii_o of_o the_o four_o position_n folly_n 269_o chap._n xxiii_o of_o the_o five_o position_n folly_n 292_o chap._n xxiiii_o against_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n and_o unwillingness_n to_o die_v folly_n 301_o chap._n xxv_o of_o the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o preparation_n unto_o death_n folly_n 316_o chap._n xxvi_o of_o the_o second_o part_n of_o the_o preparation_n unto_o death_n folly_n 326_o chap._n xxvii_o of_o the_o preparation_n concern_v the_o time_n of_o sickness_n and_o death_n folly_n 343_o chap._n xxviii_o that_o the_o elect_a in_o time_n be_v assure_v of_o their_o election_n and_o how_o folly_n 352_o chap._n xxix_o of_o the_o second_o argument_n whereby_o the_o certainty_n of_o a_o man_n election_n be_v prove_v folly_n 359_o chap._n xxx_o of_o the_o three_o argument_n whereby_o the_o certainty_n of_o man_n election_n be_v prove_v folly_n 366_o chap._n xxxi_o of_o the_o objection_n against_o this_o doctrine_n of_o assurance_n and_o knowledge_n of_o our_o election_n folly_n 370_o chap._n xxxii_o of_o the_o essect_v whereby_o the_o truth_n of_o faith_n may_v be_v know_v folly_n 379_o chap._n xxxiii_o how_o the_o faithful_a shall_v know_v that_o they_o have_v the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n folly_n 397_o chap._n xxxiiii_o of_o the_o true_a mark_n whereby_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n may_v be_v know_v folly_n 405_o chap._n xxxv_o of_o the_o outward_a fruit_n of_o regeneration_n folly_n 415_o chap._n xxxvi_o of_o the_o second_o objection_n folly_n 423_o a_o sovereign_a comfort_n for_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n chap._n i._n of_o the_o extremity_n and_o grief_n of_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n infinite_a and_o intolerable_a for_o the_o time_n seem_v the_o extremity_n of_o a_o trouble_a and_o distress_a mind_n that_o be_v thorough_o humble_v and_o abase_v by_o reason_n of_o sin_n in_o so_o much_o that_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o all_o temporal_a grief_n whatsoever_o and_o pain_n arise_v from_o bodily_a disease_n conscience_n no_o temporal_a grief_n like_o the_o distress_n of_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n might_n or_o can_v be_v heap_v upon_o one_o and_o the_o self_n same_o person_n yet_o will_v they_o be_v find_v too_o light_a to_o weigh_v in_o the_o balance_n with_o these_o perplex_a agony_n for_o as_o all_o have_v run_v into_o the_o sea_n and_o as_o the_o man_n that_o be_v indebt_v if_o once_o he_o fall_v into_o poverty_n be_v so_o far_o from_o comfort_n that_o he_o have_v all_o his_o creditor_n ready_a to_o tread_v and_o press_v he_o down_o never_o cease_v until_o they_o have_v bring_v he_o to_o the_o gaol_n and_o prison_n so_o likewise_o be_v the_o trouble_a mind_n grief_n a_o trouble_a mind_n be_v a_o receptacle_n for_o all_o grief_n a_o receptacle_n for_o all_o grief_n the_o enemy_n thereof_o viz._n sin_n satan_n death_n and_o hell_n be_v continual_o rush_v in_o upon_o it_o and_o triumph_v over_o it_o write_v upon_o writ_n to_o attach_v this_o silly_a trouble_a 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