thou immoderately lament it 2. Remember that this losse neither tooke much time of life from him who went before thee nor left thee much to come who must ere long follow him 3. Remember Gods graces the sweet and certain effects whereof thou sawest in thy now deceased friend undoubtedly they were not bestowed on him in vaine but that in his translation God might perfect the worke of grace with glory and crowne his owâ—e gifts in him David as wee noted bewailed his impious sonne but hee mourned for the innocent no longer then he lay sicke To comfort our selves against the feares and sorrowes of death let us ever remember 1 Our resurrection and immortality in the life to come is assured us by the infallible word of God 1. Cor 15. 1. 2. 4. 20. 54. c. 1. Thess. 4. 14. 15. 18. Dan 12. 2. 3. 13. Joh 5. 28. 29. Joh 11. 23. 25. Rom 6. 23. This we are therefore sure of Democritus beleeved it not Socrates disputed of the soules immortality Pythagoras dreamed of it but as feverish men of things uncertaine and inconsistent the eternitie we beleeve is that to which God created us by his own image impressed on us unto which we are repaired in our baptisme and regeneration by that vertue which raised Jesus from the dead who shall change our vile body that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body that is in immortality and deliverance from death and corruption In that state our daies shall not come and goe as in this world they doe neither shall the beginning of one bee the end of another all shall be to gather termelesse where life it selfe shall have no end 2 That death is but a sleepe none feare that it is a separation of the soule and intermission of life and the acts thereof for a time which it endeth not because the immortall soule ever liveth in it's separation from the mortall body which shall be raised againe to immortality which shall be the soules sanctuary and haven of rest This is a truth so certaine that Gods word aboundeth with proofes and so confessed that the prudent heathens as I have noted constantly asserted it That the feare of death is much worse then death it is a servile and a miserable condition to feare that which cannot be avoided feare may be long but death or the sense thereof can be but short That which is a sick or miserable life is not to bee put on accompt to death which endeth all secular griefes death were to be feared if it could stay with thee as paine and sicknesse may but neither it commeth not when thou fearest it or it must quickly dispatch and passe from thee leaving thee free from feare and sorrow if thou dye in Christ. This is a lesson long learning that when that inevitable houre commeth thou maist willingly depart which because it is a certaine uncertainety a condition common to all men of every age seeing the longest life must have one last houre which bringeth up the rere it shall be thy wisdome as hath been said ever to expect it and to live so as that a guilty conscience doe not then terrifie thee when thou shalt most want comfort the only way to be willing to die and cheerefull in dying is to live well and to fix thy confidence in Jesus Christ wretched is hee who for want hereof is afraid of death 4 Remember that Christ dying for thee hath pulled out the sting of death and destroyed the malitious enemie that had the power thereof Christ is the resurrection and the life he that beleeveth in him though he were dead yet shall he live the only Antidote against death is a lively faith in Christ let thy maine care and hearts desire be upon it give God no rest importune him with earnest and constant prayers to strengthen thy faith he cannot deceive who hath promised herein to satiate the thirsty and weary soule 5 Consider the power of God to save from death and in death what greater evidence could hee have given to men in desperate hazards then he did in Jonah buried but not dead whose living sepulchre carried him as it were to a second birth the Lord spake unto the fish and it cast out Jonah upon the dry land he can deliver in death so doth he all the elect he can raise this dying flesh againe who saith he will who made this universe of nothing he translated Enoch and Eliah certainely those chariots of God are thousand thousands which though not seene by mortall eyes are ever pressed to carry up the soules of the just in their departure into the presence of God a blessed and endlesse life 6 Consider that death is that physitian who can at once cure all diseases and is to the deceased Saints the ende of sinne and misery not of them the medicine of all griefs the debt of corrupted nature the sanctuary against all secular feares the port of a fluctuant and troublesome world the gate of eternall life as Jacob said of Luz Gen 28 17. b This is the gaâ—e of heaven opened that the righteous nation which keepeth truth may enter Now whereas there are divers waies to death some rough some smooth some short some long it is just that thou patiently submit to the providence of God who can and will best dispose of thee let me adde this to them that are impatient or fearefull of death Who is there so constant in infirmity that he would not rather wish to dye then still live weake Who is so hardy in sorrow that hee would not rather desire that death might once end it then life continue it stil If we are displeased with life when yet we knowe there is a determined end neere us how much more impatient should we bee if we knew there were no end of our miseries and labours What is more intolerable then miserable immortalitie And what is long life better then long torment 7 Lay up the promises of God concerning Christs suffering and rising againe comforting and assisting his in life and death c. Joyne here to fervent and constant prayer that God would be pleased so to direct thee in thy whole life and to strengthen thee in thy death that thou maist be willing to dy not for feare of this life's miseries for they that for that cause only are willing to dye would possibly be glad rather to live to pleasures then sanctity but for love of Gods presence and the assurance of his truth That he would proportion his grace to thy trialls the more thou art cast downe and helplesse in thy selfe that he would the more lift thee up and let thee feele his gratious hand susteining thee so he that in mercy hath borne with thy many failings and taken no advantages to judge and cast
in the way of their hearts and doe that which seemeth good to them no no childhood and youth are vanity and God will bring all into a severe judgement how soone thou canst not be certaine therefore be thou most carefull where thy greatest danger is 5. Let the word of God be the compasse by which to steere thy course wherewith all shall a young man cleanse his way by takiâ—g heed according to thy word and hearken thereto that thou maist learne Gods will hearken also to good counsaile of thy superiours with reverend subjection and modest silence impudency is commonly talkative but ingenuity silent and studious to learne of others it is a symptome of folly in them who should learne to let their eares run out into tongue and to be impatient of hearing young men were too happy could they but beleeve the prudent and learne without their losse 6. Learne an holy humility when the Apostle had commanded juniors to submit unto their elders he presently inferreth be clothed with humility the innate pride of youth causeth them to think themselves too wise to be advised 7. Learn to follow right reason not affection as that thou maiest ever weigh thy actions by wisdome not will That thou maiest in all things be discreet and sober minded three vertues they say are prime ornaments of youth Modesty Silence and Obedience to which adde feare of God obedience to Parents reverence to elders chastity temperance and frugality and thou shalt have a character of an accomplished young man all which may be had can they but hold inviolably this one principle in every action resolve to be discreete and wise rather then affectionate as will appeare in that precipice of youth concerning which the Apostle warneth fly youthfull lusts 't is a deathfull serpent the best defence is flight and Solomon come not neere the doores of her house let her not take thee with her eye lids lust like the Basilisk kills by the eye not seen but seeing 8. Choose thee some good acquaintance take heed of that company whose qualities thou maist be ashamed to imitate the society which first seasoneth young men marres or makes them vertue is more easily learned by their example whom we love then by their precepts whose wisdome we admire on the other part there is no such Divell in the World as man to man seeing all men are naturally sociable apt to imitation and to receive the all most indelible impressions of manners from those with whom they converse which concludeth that it highly concerneth the young to be cautious what company they fall into 9. Be thou not so much ambitious of pleasures as true profits nor of long life as good they that wish to live long desire but long infirmity be thou frugall of thy time to improve every day to some provisions for age could the heathen resolve to passe no day without the draught of one line when the height of his ambition could be but excellency in his art and shall not we much more be carefull of our time who know we have an eternall life to come the blind hearted Pythagoreans would not sleep before they had examined themselves what they had every day heard said done or left undone how much more cause have we to doe so it is lesse unhappinesse to loose the use then fruit of life The young man looking forward thinketh fifty or sixty years which perhaps he may live so large a time that he may rationally be prodigall of his store but the old man looking back reckoneth with Jacob. Gen. 47. 9. few and evill have the dayes of the years of my life been when the Philosopher reckoned at night that he had learned nothing that day he cryed ô sirs we have lost a day crested pictures present you comming on some lovely feature but going off an ugly Devill such are the vaine delights which young men so much adore as a due priviledge of youth that they think themselves thereto borne and that it is an injury to barre them of those things which in their birth hasten to a precipitate end leaving them loathing or a sad memory of that which is irrevocably past study thou to be holy and delight in that which time and age shall not deprive thee of but rather invest thee in that which shall not feare age but blesse it with the invincible comfort of a cleere conscience a mispent youth is the sorest burthen of old age 10. Deferre not thy repentance and conversion to God unto thy age thou art not sure of a future time or an heart to repent therein make thy peace with him now that age may not finde thee unprovided it hath troubles enough of its own for pitty oppresse it not with the folly of youth also he were an unadvised traveller who though forewarned would take up the heaviest and most unnecessary loading in the fowlest way so doe they who deferre their repentance to age and load themselves with sinne against the evill daies come The evills and inconveniences iâ—â—ident to age may be amended and lessened not by externall medicines commonly vaine artifices to assaile the depravations of unconquered nature but most by true wisdome declared in and groundded on the oracles of God some have reckoned them principally foure 1. In that it maketh men lesse fit for imployment 2. In that it bringeth with it bodily infirmity 3. In that it deriveth of pleasures 4. In that it is neere death which though I follow not in their order I shall speake to in due place 1. First whereas the present life of man is subject to many evills it is of great concernment to our purpose to distinguish those which are common to our whole life from those that are peculiar to age there are losses poverty want what age of man is exempt from these though as these are most heavy in age so to be borne but a short way there is injury slander infamy oppression banishment imprisonment what age is secure from these there is losse of friends and that which embittereth old age contempt but fall not these on any age also what is more contemned then the poore man there are bodily evills and infirmities maiming blindnesse deafenesse lamenesse sicknesse weaknesse but these also are incident to any age as also death with this difference the young maÌ„ may dye the old man must dye the aged dying by degrees and his motus â—repidationis admonishing him prepare him for death the young are more sodainly arrested as for the evills of minde as loquacity covetousnesse morosity querulousnesse pettishnesse and the like who knoweth not that these are incident to other ages also but if these or any other faults dishonour and incommodate age reviving in the death of other vices not to say that some of these were best mended in others obsequious and due respect to the aged I say these are
hateth his brother he is a lyar there can be noe salvation without it it beeing as I said the life of faith Love like the heart in the body sendeth out the heate of life through all the parts to make them active it is the primum mobile which carrieth about all the orb's in the speare of religion This affection hath comfortable effects it is the preserver of peace concord while it prudently concealeth many offences bringing them under candid and favourable interpretations and the best constructious which can be made of them which otherwise might prooue the fuell of contention and matter of quarrell it is sins coverture the tessera and certaine pledge of our translation from death to life 1. Joh. 3. 14. of our imitation of Christ. Joh. 15. 12. Ephes. 5. 2. adoption in him 1. Joh. 3. 1. the assurance of our consciences before him 1. Joh. 3. 19. the confidence of our audience 1. Joh. 3. 22. the bond of perfection Colos. 3. 14. the signe of our regeneration 1. Joh. 4. 7. the fruit of the spirit Gal. 5. 22. the assurance of God his beeing in us 1. Joh. 4. 12. 13. and our beeing in him the repaired image of God in us 1. Joh 4. 17. the expeller of feare 1. Joh. 4. 8. the certaine argument of our love to God 1. Joh. 5. 1. and his love to us 1. Joh. 4. 12. it is the fâ—ire mistris of all good it is the heavenly Bethsheba which can attaine any thing yea life for the dead it shal be part of the saincts accoumpt at the day of judgment Math. 25. 34. 35. 2. This love must be regulated with certaine lawes or conditions 1. It must be subordinate to Gods love such as giveth God the first and cheife place not as Elies who honoured his children aboue God nor as many now love so that they will rather displease God then those they love true charity can be in nothing which displeaseth God 2. it must be subject to order in respect of the object first regarding those who are neerest in nature or necessitude I am bound to shew what effects of love and charity I can but first to myne owne family respectiuely and to doe good specially to the howsehold of faith first to my neighbours and then to others 3. It must be for Gods sake and in good when wee love for temporall advantages and such mutuall offices as unite worldly men for such reasons as Hamor and Shechem used for enfranchising Jacobs family these men are peaceably with us and therefore let them dwell in the land and trade therein shall not their cattle and their substance and every beast of theirs be ours that cause failing charity vanisheth many times into mischievous contentions by which readinesse to dissolve the sacred bond of Charity for every triviall occasion and the many bitter discords it too evidently appeareth how few love for God's sake how many for their own when holy Abraham had occasion of quarrell presented him hee declined it by reciding from his right let there be no strife I pray thee betweene me and thee 4. It must be without dissimulation Saul jealous of David and afraid of him because of his wisedome and goodnesse as Princes usually are more jealous of the good then the foolish and dissolute ever others vertue is formidable to them he courteth him with great favours but all to destroy him there 's no such venomous malice out of hell as that which commeth up with a Judas kisse vailed with a shew of amity with a Scorpions imbrace the deeper to strike in the sting the Devills profered curtesies the world riches and honours the designe being to cast thee downe headlong and to make thy ruine the more irreparable by thine own consent 5. It must be constant as they woont to say ad aras to death that which can be lost was never true had it beene grounded on the unchangeable God it must ever have had the same immutable cause and consequently have beene unchangeable The signes of charity are 1. Long suffering 't is not captious nor easily provoked it beareth and endureth all things personall injuries cannot disband it if we love men for our owne sakes wee shall indeed hate them when they hurt us but if for Gods sake we shall use brotherly correction so as to make them understand their faults and repaire us againe and where they erre love their persons whose sinnes we ought to hate and pray for them when they curse and speake evill of us 2. It is kinde in communicating to the necessities of those that want they that have no bowels of compassion how dwelleth the love of God in them 3. It envieth not neither is discontented at others prosperity envie is fortunes companion the blacke shadow of honour ambitious kanker mischievously biting into the bud of merit few like Thrasibulus enjoy great glory without envy because few have the happinesse in their honour to be acquainted with godly love which envieth not but rejoyceth at others good 4. It vanteth not it selfe in boasting or exprobration of good done nor in rash effusions but maketh a deliberate choice of its object without being proud of its act 5. It is not puffed up the proud can bee no mans friend no not his owne Pride is unconsistent with any vertues it is as the worme at the root of Jonahs gourd which eateth up the life of vertue and religion the mischiefe which precipitated glorious Angels from heaven 't is amities paralysis societies enemie nurse of impatience which will neither suffer Caesar to endure a superiour nor Pompey an equall 't is the issue of an emptie braine none truely wise can be proud and the influence of Lucifer upon gracelesse hearts whom God resisteth charity is the daughter of humility 6. It behaveth not it selfe unseemly as sin which is an alaxie and disorder in action a deformitie in the inward man but as the most lovely of all vertues bearing the lively image of God the beauty of holinesse stooping to nothing uncomely or unjustifiable before God and man 7. It seeketh not her owne as doth selfe-love but the good of others it being more divine and honourable to doe good then to receive it 8. It thinketh no evill because it intendeth none commonly men measure others by their owne shadowes which is the cause that the worst are most jealous of others charity doth as it would suffer and thinketh the best where there is not apparent evidence of worse 9. It rejoyceth not in evill nor in iniquity there are that would seeme charitable and to have abandoned that pernitious appetite of revenge and yet secretly rejoyce at any evill which befalleth their enimie This is a proper affection of devills not men expresly forbidden Prov 24. 17. 18. Rejoyce not when thine enemie falleth and let not thine heart be glad when he stumbleth lâ—ast
same sometimes want of patience want of love to God and charity to men in fine such a general debility or distemper of the inward man that hee readily concludeth with Paul I know that in me that is in my flesh dwelleth no good thing for to will is present with mee but how to perform that which is good I finde not for the good that I would I do not but the evil which I would not that I do O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from the body of this death These are great maladies of the soule and wounds of the spirit but the sense hereof as I sayed is a good sign of a bad cause where these are and the sinner is not sensible thereof they are desperate Symptoms For comfort herein let us as was proposed in case of the precedent distresse consider 1. That the very same measure of grace which to the present sense of a regenerate man seemeth incompetent may yet be a sufficient measure to save him and he is then strong by the power of Christ resting upon him and shewing it perfection in mans weaknesse when crying out for God's assistance he is most weak in his own sense so in Paul's distresse the Lord thus answered his petitions My grace is sufficient for thee hee saith not it shall be as relating to a greater supply but it is sufficient as speaking of the present measure of grace which then hee had when hee seemed to himselfe weakest 2. That the saints present measure of assurance is such as that they must not only give diligence to make their calling and election sure that so an entrance may be administred to them abundantly into the everlasting kingdom of Christ but though it be God which worketh in them both to will and to do they must also work out their own salvation with fear and trembling 3. All unbeleefe concludeth not a reprobate sense there is an unbeleefe in the elect before and a perplexing remainder thereof after their calling yea in their best estate here why else did the Apostles pray Encrease our faith and why did our Saviour upbraid them with unbeleefe 4. That saving faith differeth in degrees so that there is a stronger and a weaker faith yet both true and justifying so do all other graces one hath a greater and more excellent measure of the spirit of prayer then another one hath a more discerning and attentive spirit of hearing then another and yet in either instance the least may be true and sufficient for to every man is given according to the measure of Christ one hath ten talents another but two yea in one and the same mans faith there is sometimes a greater sometimes a lesser measure of confidence and assurance and so wee must judge of other gifts sometimes there is more fervency in praier sometimes lesse the sun-beams fall not on us at all times alike neither doth the light of grace 5. That a true saving faith may be very weak and the beleever may have very little sense thereof for the time and yet the gates of hell shall never prevaile against it as may appear in Peter's example 6. That there are doubtings and failings in the best on earth because wee are here but partly spirit wee are not yet come to perfection faith here must receive contintuall encreases and be subject to tryals so must all other graces 7. That true faith can never never shall finally fall away or utterly faile though it be subject to intension and remission because Christ intercedeth for us as hee said to Peter Behold Satan hath desired that hee may sift you as wheat but I have prayed for thee that thy faith faile not because his grace by which wee are called and stand is immutable in the counsell and decree of God and because hereto wee are scaled up by the holy spirit of promise and the like wee are to judge of all the fruits of sanctification which being the gifts and graces of God are 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 such as God repenteth not of neither finally with-draweth Wee must here againe examine the conscience I have spoken something concerning the examination of faith in the 2. Chap. but intend here onely those things which concerne this present Argument of comforting the afflicted soule aske thy conscience therefore whether 1. Thou hast indeed a true sense of thy spirituall wants and grievest at thy corruptions of heart which on every occasion breake out into acts of sin against God is this a grievous burden unto thee be comforted thy sin is out of it proper place a stranger unto thee for nothing in it owne place is heavy The danger is want of sense and taking pleasure in unrighteousnesse if a man feele not when hee is wounded hee is either dead or in some dangerous ectasie No part hath sense but the living though it were for the present more comfortable to be whole yet sense of smart in thy wounds concludeth life and indeed in God's cures who maketh all things work for the best to them that love him a better state in respect of the quiet fruits of righteousnesse accrewing to them that are thereby exercised and the ulcerous corruptions of our souls often necessitating our wounding that we may be healed then the secure prosperity of sinners it is good at the last for the saint that he hath been troubled When thou hearest or readest the Scriptures doest thou feele the want of saith assurance sanctification the spirit and fervency of praier be comforted as the sunnes eclipse and failing of light towards us can be discerned by no light but it own so neither can the want of grace be possibly discerned by any thing but grace 2. Hast thou an hearty desire to have these wants of grace supplied feare not that very desire of grace is grace without which thou couldst not desire it Blessed are they who doe hunger and thirst after righteousnesse for they shall be filled God will never famish that soul which desireth him and his saving health none can hunger but the living none hunger for grace but hee that liveth thereby but thy desire of grace must be hearty not languid such as cannot rest unsatisfied with any thing else in the world there may be a feeble or oblique appetiâ—e of salvation in Balaam for feare of damnation but hee more loved the wages of unrighteousnesse the most happy thirst for the waters of life is that which afflicteth the soule till it be obtained which can never rest or joy in any thing without it so that indeed this very condition which so much afflicteth and affrighteth thee is the most secure and happy and thou shalt once know that which hee said in the happy event of his unhappy ship-wrack Wee had perished if wee had not thus perished And when thou hast received the spirit of God in such
a measure as thereby to know the things that are freely given thee of God thou shalt finde that Blessed is the man whom the Lord chasteneth and teacheth in his law that hee may give him rest from his daies of adversity 3. In sense of spiritual wants aske thy soule whether ever thou hadst that whereof thou now feelest the want if thou hadst be assured it shall revive againe and finally overcome as it is written Whosoever is born of God overcometh the world and this is the victory that overcometh our faith And this sense and sorrow is a certain token of thy recovery and soules health as that seven times neesing of the Shunamites sonne before hee opened his death-closed eies was of his lifes returning If thou never yet hadst the grace whereof thou now beginnest to feele the want it appeareth by this sense that now thou shalt have it and this trouble of thy soule is but as the moving of Bethesda waters a certain signe of an healing power descended thereinto 4. Aske thy conscience as the Prophet saith Hast thou not procured this unto thy selfe this of which thou complainest of hast thou not neglected the appointed meanes Suppose want of faith perplexe thee hast thou not carelesly heard the Gospel hast thou layed it up in a carefull heart hast thou valued it and begged it fervently and frequently of God above all things in the world Thou complainest of want of the spirit of praier hast thou not neglected this duety in times past doest thou duely prepare thyself thereto doest thou use that vigilancy which Christ enjoined Watch and pray by re-calling thy profane and wandring thoughts from their extravagancies and in all attention of spirit fixing them on Jesus Christ thou feelest the want of sanctification in thy heart tongue and actions Ask thy conscience if thou hast not heretofore buried the checks thereof for some vaine pleasure or profit's sake If thou wouldst have the effect cease remove the cause God will have his ordinances duely observed wherein they shall never want their promised effect 5. Ask thy conscience whether thou doest not live in some grievous sinne It is but folly to cry out of the heat and still cast oil on the fire if it be an Achan's wedge hidden search for the cursed thing and the plague in thine own heart in the cure whereof thou shalt be comforted if it be a sleeping Jonah cast him over-board as Eliphaz said If thou return to the Almighty thou shalt be built up thou shalt put iniquity farre from thy tabernacles the Almighty shall be thy defence then shalt thou have delight in the Almighty and shalt lift up thy face unto God thou shalt make thy praier unto him and he shall hear thee The rules of practice are 1. Heare God's word preparedly that is as hath been said renew thy repentance and pray for a blessing thereon heare it reverendly and attentively faith is by hearing so is sanctification Gods spirit working upon his own ordinance to make it active thereto The very cause why so many hear so often and so few so seldome practice and receive true comfort thereby is because they prepare not but are like men that sow among thorns 2. Let faith and all other graces be precious to thee for his sake whom it apprehendeth God will never bestow his inestimable gifts on men who sleight and undervalue them how few set a right estimate on precious faith the spirit of praier or memory of good things till it be too late things of this world are rated high enough but where is the man that riseth early late takes rest eats the bread of carefulnesse ventureth sea and land to get faith and sanctity doe but thou so value and desire these best gifts and God will not with-hold them from thee Psal. 84. 11. 3. Jesus said Hee that beleeveth in mee out of his belly shall flow rivers of living waters that is the abundant graces of the holy Ghost labour for this faith but if thou wilt attain it endeavour to remove all lets and obstructions thereto resolution to continue in any known sin and true faith are inconsistent Hardnesse of heart is like the great stone on the mouth of the well at Padan-Aram which keepe men from the refreshing waters these must first be removed sin in the affections is like a venemous toad in the mouth of the fountain stopping up the waters of life 4. Consider God's work in thee by comparing thy condition with others thou art possibly not heard in thy prayers not to say Doest thou aske according to his will I say mark Gods work which is to save thee and make thee eternally blessed if he do that by a means which he knoweth best Wilt thou be impatient with Naaman if thou art not healed and helped according to thy way which thou proposest Is it not enough that hee will do that which is best for thee and canst thou judge so well of that as God nay but subject to God's good will and infallible wisedom thou maist erre in asking who hath not but hee cannot in giving for the best it may be hee seeth best to try thy perseverance patience whereof I confess I know no harder object then opinion of his not hearing our praiers It was no small tryal when David cryed out My God my God why hast thou forsaken mee why art thou so far from helping mee and from the words of my crying It was the greatest when our Saviour repeated the same Moses was denied entrance into Canaan but received into heaven the cup did not passe away from Christ but Gods will was done in the work of mans redemption and so hee was heard Thy faith beareth many sharp charges of the tempter mark Gods work therein Doth hee not even by this means more confirm it Is not every temptation as the shaking of the trees which loosning the ground maketh them take the deeper root thou feelest great defects of sanctification and thence many dubious conflicts between the spirit the flesh making thy soul cry w th Rebecca perplexed with her wrestling twins why am I thus despair not but consider Gods work thus he forceth thee often to fly to him and to consult his oracles thus hee exerciseth thee to humility without which the most excellent graces could not save thee He that prayed for Peter fallen could have kept him from falling into that sin but thus he kept him from presumption and fitted him to confirm his brethren 5. Begge holinesse of God who hath said Aske and yee shall have it is a vehement motive hereto to consider that God is holinesse and certainly hee cannot chuse but love his own image in us and give us that which hee loveth it pleased God that Solomon before riches revenge and life it selfe begged of him Wisedom so that he did not only grant his request but over and above gave him riches
to this day unpeopled undiscovered our Ancesters who first inhabited this land were strangers here wise men think themselves citizens of the world and well resolved natural men take that to be home where ever they are well 〈◊〉 â—nd the Saints country is every where and no where on earth Wee have here no continuing city wee are here but pilgrims and while wee are here from home It is not then so much in the change of place as company which embittereth exile and certainly company is either a great good or a pernicious evil to be banished from ill company is an happinesse and from good company wee can be banished but for a short time maâ—ger the malice of the world and therein not so much as the world thinketh seeing in the communion of Saints however dispersed we are united by the Spirit of our Lord Jesus 3. Consider well how many have been advantaged by their banishment I might instance in Themistocles honored enriched in the Persian court where keeping an honorable table he said O children we should have been undone if we had not been undone in Zeno who in a forreign land could say Then I had faire winds when I was cast away because thereby hee was brought to the study of philosophy in some others so improved that they seemed sent out to the Schoole of Wisedome not to banishment but our Henry 7. is a neerer example whose exile gained him powerful friends and us a good King and deliverer from an usurping tyrant whereas then as I began to say nothing is more dangerous then evil company which disgracing vertue brings sinne into fashion such a tyrannical usurpation of right hath custome and company gotten that 't is sometimes judged madnesse not to be mad for company and the Saints sometimes share in temporal judgements for their ill company as it befell Lot Genes 14. 12. Genes 19. 15. sequestration from such is a blessing and meanes of safety and to all Gods children the worst of this kinde of affliction as any other is but as grinding to the jewel setting the fairer lustre on them and making their value better knowne as it was with Joseph 4. When it must be so goe willingly and beare it so then shall it be a peregrination not an exile a willing minde preventeth compulsion impatience onely can make it wretched patience conquereth violence whose owne weight breaketh it falling on the willing how many strangers for trade or gaine live among us how many of ours for the same cause are contented to live in forreign parts and therefore are not banished because they live willingly there how few live where they were borne how many willingly purchase experience and knowledge of other states with many years absence from their own how many have gone into a voluntary exile as Lycurgus that his lawes might be kept inviolable Chabrias Conion Iphicrates Chares Pythagoras Solon Scipio and others If thy minde be willing as a wise man 's ought to be to make the best of that thou canst not avoid it is a liberty not a restraint if thou wert confined to that one place whence thou art banished thou wert banished from a greater part of the world so that upon the matter the minde onely maketh the material difference between absence and banishment except you will conceive a difference between him that goeth free and him that goeth freely that being in the power of others this in our own To conclude that can be no absolute evil which our minde can remedy or ease and hee is of a weak understanding or an ungoverned affection who will make that heavier which hee must bear 5. Make a good and prudent use of thy travels so that it may appeare that thy country was rather unworthy of thee then thou of it that it hath lost thee not thou it Aristides being demanded why hee so much took his banishment to heart replyed because of my countries dishonor A nation can no waies more dishonor and make it selfe infamous to forreign parts and future ages then by banishment and imprisonment of good men for what ever popular rage drunken with its own fury dreameth however they idole their owne suffrages what sober man will not conclude them impious who cannot endure and comply with good men In fine some mens banishment hath made them wise and some good it had been unhappy for them not to have been banished while the most precious jewels lie concealed in their native place the sea or rocks they have neither beauty value nor use taking them out bringeth them to these so shall it be to thee if thou wilt make a right use of thy banishment 6. A man doth but perversly grieve at that which maketh him more happy not to say that exile is a singular master of â—rugality a profitable worme-wood layed to the breast to wean thee from the pernicious love of the world a School of humility temperance and patiâ—nce I say onely that in thy exile others doe that for thee by violence which thou shouldst have done for thy selfe in discretion that is they withdraw thee from the injurious and wicked thou wouldst not count it any loss to thee to be taken away from serpents or to be drawne out of a perishing Sodom as Lot was why shouldst thou think it any losse to be taken away from men worse then serpents they are good in their kinde men that have the poison of aspes under their lips But thou maist say the grief is to leave my goods livelyhood dear friends wife and children Truely this is the affliction of the parted and the curse of the parters the pleasant possessions made Lot's wife look back but yet consider 1. That hee that kept thee at home can provide for thee abroad and if thou trust in him will hee can restore thee to those dear jewels hee gave thee however thy praiers for them are as neere heaven in exile as at home count them not lost no not dying they but goe before thee wherein if thou canst satisfie thy afflicted minde what other great emolument canst thou loose by changing place If thou have the same judgement dexterity fortitude wisedome justice health strength means to get necessaries all which may there be found where thou thinkest thy selfe lost hereto adde that God by this means taketh men away from destruction rather then their country as he did Lot 2. Consider whether all those things whose losse thou lamentest be truely goods perhaps they hurt thee or are not thine it is certain thou couldst be but a tenant at will they only are thy goods which cannot be taken from thee in life or death reckon like a wise man and in the testimony of a good conscience thou maist also say all that is mine I carry with mee and so not have a dangerous eie backe againe 3. Consider well the difference between acquaintance and friends how many friends thou
which grant us O good Lord for the same thy sonne our Sauiour Jesus Christ his sake who with thee and the holy spirit liveth and reigneth one glorious God for ever and ever AMEN CHAP. XXXVI Meditations concerning death § 1. Seeing all must dye how to prepare that death may not be terrible § 2. Meanes to comfort in the death of deare friends § 3. Comforts against death THat needeth no proofe whereof all are examples to themselves such is that easiest and hardest lesson that All must dye that death is the undoubted issue of sinne that it is a separation of the soule from the body for a time But because it stealeth on as they that sleepe in a ship undersaile arrive at their port while they thinke not of going so goe wee with a restlesse pace to that same terra incognita the unknowne limit of our present life consuming while we are not sensible thereof and because it is terrible to flesh and blood the maine care must be to knowe 1 What preparation we are to make that neither life may be tedious nor death terrible 2 How to comfort our selves against it in case of sorrow for others 3 How we must be comforted against feare of death We must prepare for death because in the place where the tree falleth there it shall be as death leaveth us judgement shall finde us now as the passage to the promised rest which was a type of heaven to the Israël of God was terrible so is this to heaven we are presently ripe though not ready for death all are subject to this pale prince to whom we are going every moment this day wee now live wee divide with death that which is past thereof being unrecoverably gone rhe houre is uncertaine but they are certainly happy who are then provided thou wouldst watch against the comming of theeves who can take nothing from thee but only that which a little time must what a stupid security is it not to watch and provide against death which thou knowest will certainly and quickly come and take away body soule heaven and all to eternity from the secure sinner Thinkest thou of youth and strength Alas how many young and strong men have died before thee Doest thou in others funeralls thinke as the Pharise said I am not as other men What priviledge hast thou Let not Satan delude thee but prepare for the day that it may bee thy happiest To prepare so that thou maist not feare death it is necessary that thou 1 Put thy house in order so that when the houre is come that thou shalt be taken hence all secular cares falling off like Eliahs mantle thou maist quietly fix thy minde on those things which are above to which thou art going 2. That thou alwaies keepe innocency for so thy end shall be peace Psal. 37. 37. The sting of death is sinne 1. Cor. 15. 56. and more greivous then it into which when our first parents fell they became mortall and so death went over all for as much as all have sinned so that which was their punishment became naturall to all borne of them The best preparation against death is as much as we can to avoid the cause thereof but for which as it could never have prevailed so neither can it now be terrible what is the serpent when his venemous teeth are broken or his sting pulled out what is death to those who are fully assured of their sinnes remission death where is thy sting cryed Paul certaine of victory in Christ and insulting over death otherwise even Aristippus how excellently soever disputing of the contempt of death will looke pale in the storme at sea yea where some remaindes of the first Adam appeare and therein some degrees of unbeleefe the saints thinke of death as Jacob said of his Luz how dreadfull is this place this is the gate of heaven for the guilt of sin presenteth the conscience with apprehension and feare of Gods anger as faith doth with confidence of attonement in Christ hence is the conflict in the soule desiring to be with Christ and flesh and blood naturally fearing its owne destructiō look how Moses assured that the rod turn'd into a serpent should not sting him yet fled it with a kind of fearfull willingnesse tooke it up so is it here the guilt of sinne afflicting the conscience is the onely terrour of death therefore as the Philistins said of David we may say of it let him not goe downe into the battel with us lest he be an enemy to us sinne is the mother of unbeliefe feare and doubting it leaveth the conscience wounded and affrighted with feare of judgment whereof death is but the execution most embittred with present sorrow and apprehension of the future which maketh death evill that can be no evill death whith endeth a good life the heathen could say that they that will be immortall must live holily and justly if thou feare death so But why may some say is not death the punishment of sinne taken away from those who by the grace of regeneration are acquitted from the guilt of sinne We must know that if the bodies immortalitie should ever presently follow the sacrament of regeneration faith it selfe should be enervated which then hath being when it expecteth that in hope which is not yet actually seen also the feare of death must be overcome by the strength and conflict of faith in men of ripe yeares as it appeared in the Martyres wherein there could be neither victory nor glory if no conflict as there could not be if the Saints had present immunity from bodily death who would not then runne to the grace of Christ with infants to be baptised that they might not dye And so should faith not be tryed by an invisible reward nor indeed by faith in that it now sought and obtained reward But now by a greater and more admirable grace of our Savicur the punishment of sinne is converted to the use of righteousnesse for then it was said to man if thou sinne thou shalt dye but now it is said to the martyr dye that thou maist not sinne so by the unspeakable mercy of God the very punishment of sinne became the armour of vertue and so death which endeth this mortall and sinfull life becommeth a passage to the eternall in which shall be no sinne and so the punishment is turned into mercy and death become againe by which sinne and misery are cut off lest the evill should be immortall 3 It is necessary that thou strive to live an heavenly life in all godlinesse to set thy affections on things above to reckon that thou art here but a pilgrime and stranger not having in this world any continuing city that thou art a fellow citizen with the Saints and of the houshold of God that being here in this earthly