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world_n to_o come_v last_o of_o all_o he_o may_v have_v a_o inward_a restrain_v power_n to_o curb_v sin_n with_o a_o outward_a holiness_n schol._n what_o knowledge_n be_v that_o which_o a_o wicked_a man_n may_v have_v minist_n 13.2_o a_o knowledge_n of_o sin_n of_o hell_n of_o heaven_n of_o mercy_n of_o wrath_n and_o of_o christ_n and_o of_o his_o meritorious_a death_n burial_n resurrection_n and_o second_o come_v with_o all_o the_o point_n of_o religion_n schol._n what_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o this_o knowledge_n keep_v they_o not_o from_o this_o wrath_n minister_n 29.13_o because_o it_o be_v not_o apply_v close_o unto_o the_o heart_n to_o renew_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o mind_n to_o change_v the_o will_n and_o affection_n unto_o the_o love_n and_o obedience_n of_o god_n truth_n schol._n what_o kind_n of_o knowledge_n call_v you_o this_o then_o minist_n 8.1_o a_o literal_a knowledge_n which_o puff_v up_o but_o neither_o humble_v nor_o sanctify_v scholar_n who_o have_v this_o 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show_v unto_o i_o how_o in_o this_o narrow_a pinch_n of_o affinity_n one_o may_v rest_v assure_v that_o he_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n minst_n what_o be_v the_o special_a thing_n wherein_o you_o will_v have_v i_o to_o resolve_v you_o of_o schol._n first_o i_o will_v know_v how_o to_o discern_v when_o our_o knowledge_n may_v be_v call_v a_o save_a knowledge_n minist_n if_o our_o knowledge_n be_v spiritual_a it_o be_v save_v schol._n what_o do_v you_o mean_v by_o that_o minister_n 40.8_o first_o we_o must_v try_v if_o our_o mind_n be_v right_o inform_v according_a to_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n word_n next_o whether_o our_o heart_n love_v that_o which_o we_o know_v last_o we_o must_v look_v whether_o we_o practise_v that_o which_o we_o know_v and_o love_n 7.15.22.23.24_o mourn_v because_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o obey_v and_o strive_v against_o our_o rebellion_n that_o we_o may_v obey_v that_o light_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o our_o mind_n this_o be_v spiritual_a knowledge_n schol._n but_o if_o a_o man_n neither_o know_v love_n nor_o obey_v what_o can_v he_o then_o say_v of_o himself_o save_o this_o that_o god_n be_v great_a than_o his_o conscience_n and_o therefore_o just_o may_v condemn_v he_o min._n yet_o if_o there_o be_v a_o desire_n to_o love_n and_o yield_v obedience_n unto_o that_o which_o one_o know_v sometime_o groan_v in_o the_o spirit_n unto_o god_n 1.23_o sometime_o mourn_v and_o constant_o wait_v with_o a_o heavy_a heart_n until_o such_o time_n as_o the_o lord_n shall_v pour_v forth_o his_o renew_v grace_n all_o be_v yet_o safe_a schol._n what_o warrant_n have_v we_o so_o to_o do_v min._n his_o own_o promise_n schol._n show_v they_o i_o entreat_v you_o minist_n bless_a be_v they_o which_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n for_o righteousness_n 4.3_o for_o they_o shall_v be_v fill_v whosoever_o wait_v on_o i_o shall_v never_o be_v ashamed_a i_o will_v pour_v water_n upon_o the_o dry_a ground_n and_o flood_n upon_o the_o thirsty_a ground_n schol._n see_v that_o the_o wicked_a have_v a_o certain_a faith_n which_o justify_v not_o what_o manner_n of_o faith_n be_v that_o which_o bring_v salvation_n minist_n 5.1_o that_o faith_n which_o be_v a_o justify_n before_o god_n schol._n who_o work_v this_o faith_n minist_n 2.8_o the_o holy_a spirit_n schol._n what_o thing_n be_v that_o which_o the_o soul_n apprehend_v by_o faith_n minist_n â—_o jesus_n christ_n god_n and_o man_n bless_v for_o evermore_o our_o mediator_n who_o be_v humble_v unto_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n for_o our_o fake_n now_o sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n the_o father_n with_o all_o the_o rich_a benefit_n which_o he_o have_v purchase_v to_o be_v pour_v out_o upon_o we_o in_o this_o life_n 4.25_o and_o in_o the_o life_n to_o come_v schol._n how_o shall_v we_o know_v whether_o as_o yet_o we_o have_v so_o lay_v sure_o hold_v of_o christ_n as_o to_o make_v he_o our_o own_o minist_n first_o we_o must_v mark_v if_o our_o soul_n have_v perceive_v all_o 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not_o the_o sorrow_n of_o wicked_a man_n minist_n 7.10_o the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o elect_a be_v a_o godly_a sorrow_n unto_o life_n sch._n why_o call_v you_o it_o a_o godly_a sorrow_n min._n because_o it_o be_v wrought_v by_o god_n himself_o 31.11_o 2._o because_o the_o heart_n break_v not_o so_o much_o for_o shame_n and_o pain_n as_o for_o have_v offend_v so_o love_v &_o so_o merciful_a a_o father_n the_o pierce_a of_o so_o love_v a_o redeemer_n and_o for_o grieve_v of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n our_o comforter_n schol._n what_o kind_n of_o sorrow_n be_v the_o sorrow_n of_o god_n child_n minist_n a_o bitter_a sorrow_n mingle_v with_o sweetness_n sch._n 31.7.8_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n ever_o affect_v with_o this_o grief_n when_o they_o be_v sorrowful_a m._n no._n sch._n what_o other_o disposition_n than_o have_v god_n child_n
sorrow_n 47_o 26_o the_o trial_n of_o spiritual_a desire_n 49_o 27_o trial_n whither_o or_o not_o one_o have_v have_v feeling_n 51_o 28_o difference_n of_o restrain_v and_o renew_v virtue_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n 52_o 29_o comfort_n in_o this_o estate_n under_o hardness_n of_o heart_n 53_o 30_o essential_a mark_n of_o the_o renew_v spirit_n 54_o 31_o who_o they_o be_v who_o feel_v wrath_n shall_v perish_v in_o the_o same_o 55_o 32_o what_o sense_n reprobate_n have_v be_v waken_v with_o horror_n 56_o 33_o degree_n how_o this_o horror_n come_v unto_o they_o 58_o 34_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o elect_a and_o they_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o wrath_n ibid._n 35_o behaviour_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n under_o the_o sense_n of_o wrath_n 59_o 36_o how_o near_o the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v come_v unto_o the_o wicked_a in_o feel_v of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n 60_o 37_o how_o to_o judge_n of_o god_n secret_a favour_n in_o such_o a_o estate_n 61_o 38_o faith_n must_v not_o be_v measure_v by_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o and_o feel_v in_o the_o time_n of_o desertion_n 62_o 39_o why_o and_o how_o for_o the_o present_a one_o may_v walk_v in_o the_o mean_n with_o small_a or_o no_o comfort_n and_o yet_o god_n be_v true_a in_o all_o his_o promise_n 63_o 40_o why_o novice_n in_o christianity_n have_v much_o feel_n ibid._n 41_o why_o age_a christian_n have_v less_o feel_v then_o at_o first_o yet_o strong_a consolation_n 65_o 42_o why_o god_n child_n so_o mourn_v for_o the_o want_n of_o feeling_n 67_o 43_o why_o god_n child_n so_o much_o rely_v upon_o feeling_n 68_o 44_o wherefore_o god_n give_v unto_o his_o child_n such_o a_o measure_n of_o feel_n at_o first_o 69_o 45_o why_o god_n delay_v to_o give_v comfort_n unto_o such_o for_o so_o long_a a_o time_n 71_o 46_o the_o rock_n of_o refuge_n in_o such_o desertion_n 73_o 47_o a_o tentation_n rise_v from_o thence_o refute_v p._n 75_o 48_o how_o god_n reveal_v himself_o unto_o the_o soul_n p._n 81_o 49_o trial_n of_o rue_n light_n p._n 82_o 50_o trial_n to_o know_v whether_o the_o sight_n of_o misery_n come_v by_o the_o right_a spirit_n p._n 83_o 51_o consolation_n in_o hardness_n of_o heart_n one_o as_o yet_o not_o have_v perceive_v a_o change_n p._n 87_o 52_o consolation_n against_o desperation_n though_o all_o one_o life-time_n he_o have_v have_v no_o feel_n p._n 91_o 53_o the_o great_a and_o least_o measure_n of_o feeling_n the_o saint_n have_v in_o this_o life_n p._n 95_o 54_o what_o the_o disposition_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v in_o the_o least_o measure_n of_o feeling_n either_o under_o terror_n or_o security_n p._n 96_o 55_o why_o god_n will_v have_v his_o child_n to_o feel_v sting_n of_o conscience_n and_o hardness_n of_o heart_n p._n 99_o 56_o effect_n of_o former_a feel_n in_o desertion_n p._n 102_o 57_o how_o fearful_o the_o child_n of_o god_n after_o effectual_a call_n may_v fall_v p._n 105_o 58_o how_o far_o the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v be_v oppress_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o wrath_n yet_o remain_v in_o a_o safe_a estate_n p._n 107_o 59_o how_o far_o he_o may_v stray_v in_o his_o affection_n with_o the_o cause_n of_o this_o disorder_n p._n 109_o 60_o degree_n how_o sin_n grow_v upon_o the_o elect._n p._n 110_o 61_o whether_o the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v fall_v into_o such_o gross_a sin_n as_o wicked_a man_n do_v p._n 112_o 62_o a_o discovery_n of_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n p._n 113_o 1._o what_o it_o be_v 2._o why_o it_o be_v so_o diverse_o name_v 3._o where_o the_o chief_a residence_n thereof_o be_v 4._o how_o there_o it_o may_v be_v judge_v of_o 5._o his_o principal_a quality_n who_o commit_v the_o same_o 6._o how_o many_o sort_n of_o man_n may_v commit_v it_o 7._o definition_n of_o this_o apostasy_n 8._o why_o thus_o it_o be_v punish_v 9_o by_o what_o step_v it_o mount_v to_o the_o height_n of_o all_o impiety_n 10._o how_o far_o one_o choose_v in_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n may_v seem_v to_o wade_v in_o this_o sin_n and_o yet_o be_v call_v back_o 11._o consolation_n for_o poor_a soul_n who_o imagine_v they_o commit_v this_o sin_n 63_o why_o god_n child_n fall_v into_o gross_a sin_n like_v unto_o wickedman_n p._n 133_o 64_o the_o state_n and_o disposition_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n while_o he_o sleep_v in_o impenitency_n with_o the_o cause_n thereof_o p._n 135_o 65_o in_o this_o estate_n the_o action_n of_o the_o renew_a and_o unrenew_v part_n p._n 138_o 66_o how_o god_n raise_v such_o after_o their_o fall_n p._n 140_o 67_o how_o god_n work_v in_o a_o more_o special_a manner_n when_o he_o lift_v they_o up_o p._n 144_o 68_o that_o in_o some_o sort_n the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v fall_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n again_o after_o true_a repentance_n p._n 147_o 69._o why_o the_o tempter_n do_v thus_o beset_v god_n child_n p._n 149_o 70._o the_o mean_n to_o withstand_v this_o temptation_n p._n 150_o 71._o why_o god_n suffer_v his_o child_n to_o fall_v again_o and_o again_o in_o the_o same_o sin_n p._n 154_o 72._o 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for_o minist_n 14.1_o this_o be_v most_o strange_a that_o any_o reasonable_a creature_n shall_v doubt_v of_o that_o which_o the_o whole_a world_n have_v universal_o take_v as_o grant_v what_o mean_v you_o in_o so_o say_v that_o you_o doubt_v of_o the_o foundation_n of_o all_o schol._n the_o truth_n be_v my_o torture_a soul_n be_v much_o perplex_v whether_o there_o be_v a_o god_n or_o not_o minist_n whence_o arise_v this_o tentation_n schol._n 2.14_o first_o from_o great_a and_o strong_a persuasion_n that_o there_o be_v none_o next_o in_o that_o i_o see_v most_o part_n of_o the_o world_n to_o live_v as_o though_o there_o be_v neither_o heaven_n nor_o hell_n last_o in_o that_o i_o see_v such_o a_o strange_a seem_a confusion_n the_o good_a be_v oppress_v and_o the_o wicked_a escape_v unpunished_a minist_n 2.14_o the_o strength_n of_o tentation_n and_o carnal_a reason_n which_o i_o perceive_v to_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o all_o you_o allege_v can_v be_v no_o sufficient_a reason_n to_o 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parent_n train_n you_o up_o in_o the_o foundation_n and_o knowledge_n of_o religion_n sc._n they_o do_v at_o which_o time_n i_o think_v i_o abound_v in_o knowledge_n faith_n love_n practice_n of_o all_o grace_n think_v every_o thing_n to_o be_v plain_a and_o easy_a but_o now_o like_o a_o ship_n which_o have_v be_v a_o long_a time_n toss_v in_o the_o sea_n without_o all_o sight_n of_o land_n i_o doubt_v whether_o there_o be_v any_o such_o thing_n i_o former_o imagine_v all_o my_o former_a feeling_n faith_n repentance_n love_n in_o my_o sense_n be_v go_v in_o place_n whereof_o i_o remain_v full_a of_o all_o manner_n of_o doubt_n with_o which_o though_o
for_o remission_n of_o sin_n 2._o he_o melt_v the_o heart_n for_o offend_v of_o he_o 3._o when_o we_o can_v sorrow_n with_o tear_n there_o will_v be_v languish_a sigh_n 4._o the_o remembrance_n of_o bypass_a experience_n yield_v some_o comfort_n last_o though_o at_o some_o time_n scarce_o there_o be_v any_o hope_n feel_v yet_o the_o soul_n will_v wait_v for_o comfort_n schol._n show_v then_o what_o be_v the_o least_o measure_n of_o feeling_n which_o the_o child_n of_o god_n have_v in_o the_o time_n of_o his_o peace_n minist_n 1.18_o a_o sense_n of_o the_o hardness_n of_o his_o heart_n which_o he_o can_v possible_o get_v soften_v a_o sense_n of_o impenitency_n infidelity_n blindness_n of_o mind_n deadness_n of_o spirit_n 1.13_o a_o inhabillity_n to_o strive_v against_o the_o heart_n and_o the_o evil_a disposition_n thereof_o with_o any_o spiritual_a battle_n 5.17.18.19_o only_o there_o may_v remain_v some_o weak_a desire_n of_o a_o better_a disposition_n a_o small_a kind_n of_o 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from_o their_o sin_n and_o that_o most_o terrible_a wrath_n which_o burn_v for_o evermore_o scholar_n what_o be_v the_o cause_n that_o god_n will_v have_v his_o saint_n to_o feel_v hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o the_o miserable_a estate_n of_o their_o soul_n minister_n first_o to_o make_v they_o understand_v how_o barren_a dead_a filthy_a leper_n they_o be_v by_o nature_n through_o the_o corruption_n of_o sin_n 2._o that_o in_o this_o feel_n of_o themselves_o they_o may_v be_v humble_v 51.5_o and_o true_o acknowledge_v their_o misery_n in_o shame_v and_o condemn_v themselves_o 20.43_o that_o god_n in_o such_o a_o sensible_a confession_n may_v be_v glorify_v 3_o to_o make_v they_o the_o more_o glad_o and_o joyful_o long_a for_o the_o come_n of_o christ_n 4._o that_o when_o they_o do_v feel_v they_o may_v learn_v to_o discern_v how_o precious_a a_o heavenly_a presence_n be_v so_o ever_o thereafter_o so_o much_o the_o more_o careful_a to_o entertain_v the_o same_o 3.4_o and_o more_o 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of_o sin_n and_o death_n 1.23_o to_o be_v clothe_v with_o our_o heavenly_a husband_n in_o glory_n 13.126_o there_o immediate_o to_o see_v the_o face_n of_o god_n there_o to_o feel_v a_o everlasting_a presence_n without_o any_o absence_n scho._n be_v it_o possible_a that_o god_n can_v be_v in_o the_o heart_n when_o we_o feel_v the_o hardness_n of_o our_o heart_n min._n it_o may_v be_v so_o scho._n how_o may_v that_o be_v know_v minist_n 38.3_o first_o by_o the_o feel_n of_o the_o evil_a 2._o by_o the_o extreme_a sorrow_n heaviness_n and_o discontentment_n for_o that_o evil_a disposition_n 63.17_o 3._o by_o that_o remain_a desire_n to_o have_v the_o soul_n true_o touch_v with_o a_o sensible_a presence_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n with_o a_o desire_n to_o strive_v when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o strive_v schol._n what_o manner_n of_o stamp_n leave_v this_o light_n in_o the_o heart_n be_v now_o depart_v in_o the_o time_n of_o hardness_n of_o heart_n minist_n 61.20_o first_o it_o 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joyful_a when_o he_o be_v glorify_v either_o in_o mercy_n or_o justice_n schol._n be_v it_o possible_a for_o the_o child_n of_o god_n to_o fall_v into_o such_o heinous_a presumptuous_a sin_n as_o wicked_a sinner_n do_v minist_n it_o be_v possible_a schol._n what_o be_v the_o cause_n thereof_o minist_n because_o that_o the_o same_o vileness_n be_v in_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n etc._n which_o be_v in_o the_o profane_v reprobate_a scholar_n i_o grant_v the_o child_n of_o god_n before_o he_o be_v call_v effectual_o may_v go_v on_o for_o a_o while_n in_o as_o evil_a a_o course_n as_o any_o reprobate_n but_o can_v the_o child_n of_o god_n who_o have_v be_v effectual_o call_v fall_v from_o his_o feel_n and_o holiness_n in_o such_o sin_n as_o make_v the_o reprobate_n damn_v for_o ever_o minist_n most_o certain_o he_o may_v schol._n how_o be_v you_o able_a to_o confirm_v your_o judgement_n minist_n in_o place_n of_o light_n 51.10.11_o he_o may_v be_v cover_v with_o 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will_v receive_v no_o benefit_n of_o his_o propitiatory_a and_o expiatory_a sacrifice_n note_n scho._n what_o be_v the_o cause_n that_o this_o sin_n be_v so_o severe_o punish_v mini._n among_o other_o cause_n because_o it_o be_v so_o free_a of_o infirmity_n &_o sudden_a fit_n and_o passion_n which_o other_o sin_n be_v not_o free_a of_o and_o so_o full_a of_o desperate_a malicious_a well-aduised_n malice_n scrape_v forth_o all_o light_n banish_v all_o conscience_n fight_v against_o the_o heaven_n so_o far_o that_o because_o it_o can_v attain_v unto_o christ_n who_o now_o in_o heaven_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o father_n in_o all_o glory_n it_o undertake_v to_o be_v revenge_v upon_o his_o true_a member_n the_o militant_a church_n upon_o earth_n which_o so_o far_o as_o it_o can_v it_o persecute_v oppress_v and_o by_o all_o mean_n root_v out_o so_o that_o it_o be_v just_a with_o god_n in_o his_o righteous_a judgement_n to_o have_v decree_v never_o to_o give_v repentance_n unto_o the_o same_o schol._n by_o what_o step_n or_o degree_n do_v this_o sin_n ascend_v to_o the_o height_n of_o impiety_n min._n by_o four_o step_n it_o ascende_v or_o rather_o descend_v towards_o hell_n 1._o it_o make_v a_o man_n do_v action_n against_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n and_o that_o without_o infirmity_n usual_a in_o other_o sin_n fall_v from_o the_o faith_n of_o christ_n next_o it_o make_v they_o to_o go_v on_o forward_o in_o the_o same_o continual_o until_o they_o make_v their_o partial_a defection_n a_o totall_n their_o particular_a a_o general_n and_o their_o general_n a_o final_a apostasy_n then_o further_o it_o make_v a_o man_n devilish_a malicious_a despiteful_a to_o grow_v in_o malice_n against_o christ_n and_o his_o member_n more_o and_o more_o last_o if_o near_o finish_v it_o be_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n indeed_o it_o make_v a_o man_n violent_o break_v forth_o in_o all_o sort_n or_o fearful_a and_o terrible_a persecution_n in_o all_o kind_n of_o blasphemy_n and_o gross_a visible_a actual_a sin_n all_o murder_n burn_n oppression_n witcheraft_n sorcery_n exterpation_n final_o and_o what_o not_o to_o that_o end_n only_o that_o it_o may_v resist_v oppose_v and_o despite_n and_o fight_v against_o the_o power_n effect_n grace_n and_o convince_a light_n of_o the_o spirit_n scholar_n may_v not_o one_o who_o in_o god_n sight_n and_o decree_n be_v choose_v unto_o life_n seem_v to_o begin_v to_o fall_v into_o this_o sin_n and_o yet_o be_v call_v back_o both_o from_o precede_v therein_o and_o finish_v the_o same_o minister_n 21.1_o as_o i_o take_v it_o he_o may_v for_o we_o know_v manasseh_n the_o son_n of_o good_a hezekiah_n king_n of_o juday_n rule_v in_o jerusalem_n the_o place_n of_o god_n glory_n and_o worship_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o a_o glorious_a priesthood_n many_o hundred_o year_n old_a whereof_o he_o can_v not_o be_v ignorant_a do_v notwithstanding_o abominable_o sin_n and_o seem_v to_o go_v on_o in_o the_o finish_n of_o this_o sin_n for_o a_o long_a time_n overturning_a and_o extinguish_v to_o his_o power_n god_n worship_n build_v again_o those_o high_a place_n which_o his_o father_n have_v cast_v down_o and_o abolish_v make_v a_o grove_n and_o worship_v the_o whole_a host_n of_o heaven_n build_v altar_n contrary_a to_o god_n commandment_n in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o in_o the_o two_o utter_a court_n thereof_o for_o the_o whole_a host_n of_o heaven_n cause_v his_o son_n to_o pass_v through_o the_o fire_n give_v himself_o to_o witchcraft_n and_o sorcery_n to_o use_v familiar_a spirit_n and_o soothsayer_n set_v up_o the_o image_n of_o his_o grove_n in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n fill_v and_o cause_v jerusalem_n to_o swim_v from_o corner_n to_o corner_n with_o innocent_a blood_n final_o exceed_v those_o exceed_n sin_n of_o the_o amorites_n yet_o no_o castaway_n but_o at_o length_n prove_v to_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n for_o all_o this_o 1._o josephus_n also_o thus_o write_v of_o he_o he_o be_v so_o impudent_a that_o he_o spare_v not_o to_o pollute_v the_o very_a temple_n of_o god_n the_o city_n and_o the_o whole_a country_n for_o make_v his_o entry_n in_o despite_n of_o god_n he_o slay_v afterward_o all_o those_o who_o be_v virtuous_a man_n among_o the_o hebrew_n and_o though_o he_o have_v no_o want_n of_o prophet_n yet_o so_o it_o be_v that_o he_o kill_v every_o day_n some_o so_o that_o jerusalem_n be_v overflow_v with_o blood_n etc._n etc._n thus_o far_o we_o see_v one_o go_v and_o be_v by_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n call_v back_o again_o wherefore_o no_o poor_a christian_n howsoever_o sinful_a not_o come_v near_o the_o sin_n of_o manasseh_n ought_v not_o to_o think_v he_o have_v commit_v this_o sin_n yet_o be_v it_o good_a for_o all_o to_o fly_v all_o sin_n chief_o those_o do_v with_o deliberation_n against_o light_n knowledge_n and_o conscience_n for_o we_o know_v the_o further_a that_o even_o peter_n himself_o go_v in_o caiaphas_n hall_n he_o swear_v and_o 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upon_o his_o blood_n we_o upon_o the_o blood_n of_o a_o dog_n whether_o their_o impious_a blasphemy_n be_v such_o that_o with_o the_o pharisy_n they_o do_v call_v he_o belzebub_n whether_o those_o forego_v property_n of_o this_o sin_n have_v be_v in_o they_o viz._n a_o touch_v heart_n a_o taste_n of_o the_o power_n of_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n a_o taste_n of_o the_o power_n of_o the_o world_n to_o come_v to_o be_v partaker_n of_o the_o spirit_n whence_o all_o such_o who_o affirm_v that_o their_o former_a action_n and_o seem_a grace_n have_v only_o be_v hypocritical_a lip-labor_n be_v exclude_v from_o possibility_n to_o have_v commit_v this_o sin_n whether_o they_o have_v fall_v quite_o away_o from_o their_o religion_n whether_o they_o have_v renounce_v their_o faith_n in_o christ_n whether_o they_o have_v impugn_a &_o oppress_v the_o know_a truth_n yet_o persist_v therein_o with_o resolution_n still_o to_o go_v on_o therein_o whether_o they_o have_v fall_v against_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n whether_o there_o be_v no_o infirmity_n in_o their_o fall_n what_o long_a time_n it_o be_v since_o they_o have_v so_o sin_v whether_o or_o not_o as_o yet_o they_o may_v be_v reclaim_v whether_o now_o they_o obstinate_o persecute_v christ_n in_o all_o his_o member_n so_o far_o as_o they_o be_v able_a whether_o they_o run_v not_o with_o a_o high_a hand_n in_o all_o manner_n of_o gross_a actual_a sin_n and_o rebellion_n whether_o their_o wickedness_n be_v such_o that_o unto_o their_o power_n they_o draw_v other_o into_o the_o same_o excess_n of_o riot_n with_o they_o whether_o their_o disease_n have_v be_v and_o be_v only_o in_o blasphemy_n of_o the_o mind_n and_o then_o it_o be_v not_o nor_o so_o long_o can_v be_v this_o great_a sin_n which_o burst_v forth_o as_o be_v prove_v in_o
store_n of_o all_o manner_n of_o gross_a abominable_a action_n whether_o if_o christ_n be_v now_o among_o we_o visible_o they_o will_v set_v to_o their_o hand_n and_o help_v to_o crucify_v he_o again_o whether_o their_o temporal_a be_v turn_v into_o a_o final_a apostasy_n which_o be_v only_o a_o time_n for_o the_o whole_a church_n to_o judge_v thereof_o final_o whether_o they_o be_v transform_v in_o a_o manner_n into_o the_o very_a devil_n so_o partake_v of_o his_o light_a knowledge_n malice_n and_o devilish_a nature_n all_o which_o property_n to_o be_v in_o they_o none_o but_o by_o advice_n of_o the_o devil_n in_o the_o fury_n of_o a_o strong_a tentation_n will_v dare_v to_o affirm_v so_o that_o by_o tha_z time_n these_o question_n have_v be_v press_v and_o their_o contrary_n lie_v shift_a sophistical_a answer_n objection_n and_o evasion_n refute_v and_o discover_v it_o be_v likely_a by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n and_o the_o other_o mean_n that_o the_o fury_n of_o the_o temptation_n will_v diminish_v and_o their_o judgement_n be_v somewhat_o enlighten_v since_o it_o be_v a_o trick_n of_o the_o devil_n in_o temptation_n chief_o when_o he_o be_v aid_v by_o melancholy_a to_o make_v our_o least_o sin_n our_o great_a and_o our_o indifferent_a sin_n the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a spirit_n therefore_o now_o to_o conclude_v this_o point_n all_o such_o poor_a sinner_n who_o either_o fear_n to_o have_v commit_v or_o to_o commit_v this_o sin_n not_o have_v the_o forenamed_a property_n for_o some_o or_o a_o few_o of_o they_o will_v prove_v nothing_o may_v cheer_v up_o their_o faint-ding_a spirit_n and_o lift_v up_o their_o feeble_a fall_a hand_n &_o weak_a knee_n make_v straight_o step_n unto_o their_o foot_n as_o the_o apostle_n speak_v lest_o that_o which_o be_v halt_v be_v turn_v out_o of_o the_o way_n for_o their_o sin_n be_v far_o far_o far_o and_o not_o near_o this_o most_o fearful_a extreme_o impious_a blasphemy_n unto_o which_o repentance_n be_v deny_v far_o from_o this_o final_a apostasy_n and_o wilful_a malicious_a sin_n against_o knowledge_n and_o the_o convince_a cool_a well-aduised_n light_n of_o conscience_n far_o far_o &_o not_o near_o this_o sin_n unto_o death_n call_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o therefore_o may_v and_o ought_v bold_o to_o use_v all_o the_o holy_a mean_n appoint_v of_o god_n to_o attain_v the_o assurance_n of_o salvation_n schol._n but_o to_o return_v to_o our_o former_a purpose_n how_o come_v it_o to_o pass_v that_o the_o child_n of_o god_n fall_v into_o such_o grievous_a sin_n grace_n by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v begin_v in_o they_o mi._n because_o they_o nourish_v not_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n 30._o but_o suffer_v the_o power_n of_o sin_n to_o over-rule_v they_o schol._n after_o what_o manner_n do_v the_o degree_n of_o sin_n grow_v upon_o the_o elect_n minist_n first_o the_o mind_n be_v blind_v the_o will_n pervert_v and_o the_o affection_n corrupt_v with_o the_o desire_n of_o the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n 2._o the_o grace_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n be_v quench_v by_o the_o entertain_n of_o worldly_a lust_n 3._o the_o inward_a restrain_v grace_n be_v away_o 7.22.23_o and_o so_o the_o heart_n defile_v with_o uncleanness_n the_o member_n of_o the_o body_n which_o be_v now_o become_v the_o weapon_n of_o unrighteousness_n have_v no_o power_n to_o resist_v do_v yield_v and_o fulfil_v the_o will_n of_o the_o flesh_n scholar_n what_o may_v we_o learn_v from_o hence_o minist_n 39.10_o first_o to_o take_v good_a heed_n and_o beware_v of_o the_o first_o motion_n of_o sin_n next_o wary_o to_o entertain_v grace_n both_o in_o fly_v all_o occasion_n of_o wickedness_n and_o entertain_v all_o holy_a exercise_n thereby_o prevent_v hardness_n of_o heart_n blindness_n of_o mind_n and_o deadness_n of_o spirit_n further_o 7.24.25_o to_o have_v a_o continual_a battle_n against_o the_o vildness_n of_o our_o inward_a lust_n last_o although_o the_o flesh_n refuse_v to_o fight_v yet_o to_o be_v constant_a and_o never_o give_v over_o strive_v if_o it_o be_v but_o with_o one_o sigh_n unto_o god_n from_o the_o sense_n and_o burden_n of_o corruption_n schol._n what_o be_v the_o disposition_n and_o state_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n when_o he_o sin_v in_o the_o aforesaid_a manner_n mini._n he_o be_v senseless_a either_o of_o the_o joy_n which_o he_o once_o feel_v 10.11.1â—_n or_o of_o the_o terror_n wherewith_o his_o soul_n once_o be_v pierce_v because_o he_o have_v quench_v the_o spirit_n next_o 3.1.2.3.4_o the_o love_n of_o sin_n prevail_v against_o that_o love_n which_o former_o he_o have_v of_o god_n then_o the_o heart_n be_v harden_v in_o which_o although_o there_o abide_v a_o memory_n of_o wrath_n yet_o there_o remain_v no_o terror_n to_o be_v as_o a_o bridle_n to_o curb_v and_o restrain_v sin_n 16.19_o further_o there_o be_v a_o sluggish_a unwilling_a carelessness_n in_o performance_n of_o all_o spiritual_a exercise_n he_o have_v then_o no_o pleasure_n in_o prayer_n read_v or_o hear_v of_o the_o word_n etc._n etc._n last_o of_o all_o those_o small_a sin_n which_o before_o he_o make_v conscience_n of_o he_o will_v neither_o account_v so_o much_o of_o they_o nor_o of_o great_a sin_n as_o before_o he_o do_v of_o evil_a thought_n schol._n what_o be_v the_o cause_n hereof_o minist_n first_o a_o inward_a desertion_n of_o the_o spirit_n next_o the_o tyranny_n of_o the_o flesh_n in_o the_o lust_n of_o it_o scho._n what_o cause_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n to_o withdraw_v himself_o min._n 4.30_o sin_n and_o impenitency_n scho._n what_o make_v the_o affection_n to_o be_v thus_o vile_a minister_n first_o a_o distaste_n of_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n 2._o pleasure_n in_o unrighteousness_n schol._n do_v the_o child_n of_o god_n sin_n as_o free_o and_o as_o senseless_o as_o the_o wicked_a and_o reprobate_a min._n before_o he_o be_v call_v he_o may_v sc._n but_o after_o effectual_a call_n will_v he_o sin_v as_o free_o and_o loose_o without_o conscience_n as_o the_o wicked_a minist_n as_o concern_v the_o unrenewed_a part_n sch._n how_o be_v it_o possible_a that_o the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v effectual_o call_v can_v fall_v see_v he_o have_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n minist_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o weakness_n of_o grace_n and_o strength_n of_o corruption_n 5.17_o then_o because_o the_o child_n of_o god_n suffer_v the_o heart_n to_o go_v loose_a 4.23_o without_o lay_v any_o imposition_n and_o burden_n upon_o the_o same_o either_o of_o terror_n or_o inward_a strife_n by_o holy_a exercise_n of_o the_o mind_n or_o outward_a lawful_a employment_n of_o a_o ordinary_a call_n scho._n what_o necessity_n be_v there_o of_o this_o burden_v the_o heart_n min._n because_o the_o heart_n be_v never_o idle_a but_o in_o continual_a motion_n 5._o therefore_o when_o we_o overcome_v it_o not_o with_o good_a thing_n it_o be_v now_o bend_v unto_o all_o evil_n or_o when_o in_o strive_v we_o be_v not_o equal_a unto_o it_o it_o overcom_v we_o make_v we_o to_o 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