which grant us O good Lord for the same thy sonne our Sauiour Jesus Christ his sake who with thee and the holy spirit liveth and reigneth one glorious God for ever and ever AMEN CHAP. XXXVI Meditations concerning death § 1. Seeing all must dye how to prepare that death may not be terrible § 2. Meanes to comfort in the death of deare friends § 3. Comforts against death THat needeth no proofe whereof all are examples to themselves such is that easiest and hardest lesson that All must dye that death is the undoubted issue of sinne that it is a separation of the soule from the body for a time But because it stealeth on as they that sleepe in a ship undersaile arrive at their port while they thinke not of going so goe wee with a restlesse pace to that same terra incognita the unknowne limit of our present life consuming while we are not sensible thereof and because it is terrible to flesh and blood the maine care must be to knowe 1 What preparation we are to make that neither life may be tedious nor death terrible 2 How to comfort our selves against it in case of sorrow for others 3 How we must be comforted against feare of death We must prepare for death because in the place where the tree falleth there it shall be as death leaveth us judgement shall finde us now as the passage to the promised rest which was a type of heaven to the Israël of God was terrible so is this to heaven we are presently ripe though not ready for death all are subject to this pale prince to whom we are going every moment this day wee now live wee divide with death that which is past thereof being unrecoverably gone rhe houre is uncertaine but they are certainly happy who are then provided thou wouldst watch against the comming of theeves who can take nothing from thee but only that which a little time must what a stupid security is it not to watch and provide against death which thou knowest will certainly and quickly come and take away body soule heaven and all to eternity from the secure sinner Thinkest thou of youth and strength Alas how many young and strong men have died before thee Doest thou in others funeralls thinke as the Pharise said I am not as other men What priviledge hast thou Let not Satan delude thee but prepare for the day that it may bee thy happiest To prepare so that thou maist not feare death it is necessary that thou 1 Put thy house in order so that when the houre is come that thou shalt be taken hence all secular cares falling off like Eliahs mantle thou maist quietly fix thy minde on those things which are above to which thou art going 2. That thou alwaies keepe innocency for so thy end shall be peace Psal. 37. 37. The sting of death is sinne 1. Cor. 15. 56. and more greivous then it into which when our first parents fell they became mortall and so death went over all for as much as all have sinned so that which was their punishment became naturall to all borne of them The best preparation against death is as much as we can to avoid the cause thereof but for which as it could never have prevailed so neither can it now be terrible what is the serpent when his venemous teeth are broken or his sting pulled out what is death to those who are fully assured of their sinnes remission death where is thy sting cryed Paul certaine of victory in Christ and insulting over death otherwise even Aristippus how excellently soever disputing of the contempt of death will looke pale in the storme at sea yea where some remaindes of the first Adam appeare and therein some degrees of unbeleefe the saints thinke of death as Jacob said of his Luz how dreadfull is this place this is the gate of heaven for the guilt of sin presenteth the conscience with apprehension and feare of Gods anger as faith doth with confidence of attonement in Christ hence is the conflict in the soule desiring to be with Christ and flesh and blood naturally fearing its owne destructiō look how Moses assured that the rod turn'd into a serpent should not sting him yet fled it with a kind of fearfull willingnesse tooke it up so is it here the guilt of sinne afflicting the conscience is the onely terrour of death therefore as the Philistins said of David we may say of it let him not goe downe into the battel with us lest he be an enemy to us sinne is the mother of unbeliefe feare and doubting it leaveth the conscience wounded and affrighted with feare of judgment whereof death is but the execution most embittred with present sorrow and apprehension of the future which maketh death evill that can be no evill death whith endeth a good life the heathen could say that they that will be immortall must live holily and justly if thou feare death so But why may some say is not death the punishment of sinne taken away from those who by the grace of regeneration are acquitted from the guilt of sinne We must know that if the bodies immortalitie should ever presently follow the sacrament of regeneration faith it selfe should be enervated which then hath being when it expecteth that in hope which is not yet actually seen also the feare of death must be overcome by the strength and conflict of faith in men of ripe yeares as it appeared in the Martyres wherein there could be neither victory nor glory if no conflict as there could not be if the Saints had present immunity from bodily death who would not then runne to the grace of Christ with infants to be baptised that they might not dye And so should faith not be tryed by an invisible reward nor indeed by faith in that it now sought and obtained reward But now by a greater and more admirable grace of our Savicur the punishment of sinne is converted to the use of righteousnesse for then it was said to man if thou sinne thou shalt dye but now it is said to the martyr dye that thou maist not sinne so by the unspeakable mercy of God the very punishment of sinne became the armour of vertue and so death which endeth this mortall and sinfull life becommeth a passage to the eternall in which shall be no sinne and so the punishment is turned into mercy and death become againe by which sinne and misery are cut off lest the evill should be immortall 3 It is necessary that thou strive to live an heavenly life in all godlinesse to set thy affections on things above to reckon that thou art here but a pilgrime and stranger not having in this world any continuing city that thou art a fellow citizen with the Saints and of the houshold of God that being here in this earthly
thou immoderately lament it 2. Remember that this losse neither tooke much time of life from him who went before thee nor left thee much to come who must ere long follow him 3. Remember Gods graces the sweet and certain effects whereof thou sawest in thy now deceased friend undoubtedly they were not bestowed on him in vaine but that in his translation God might perfect the worke of grace with glory and crowne his owâ—e gifts in him David as wee noted bewailed his impious sonne but hee mourned for the innocent no longer then he lay sicke To comfort our selves against the feares and sorrowes of death let us ever remember 1 Our resurrection and immortality in the life to come is assured us by the infallible word of God 1. Cor 15. 1. 2. 4. 20. 54. c. 1. Thess. 4. 14. 15. 18. Dan 12. 2. 3. 13. Joh 5. 28. 29. Joh 11. 23. 25. Rom 6. 23. This we are therefore sure of Democritus beleeved it not Socrates disputed of the soules immortality Pythagoras dreamed of it but as feverish men of things uncertaine and inconsistent the eternitie we beleeve is that to which God created us by his own image impressed on us unto which we are repaired in our baptisme and regeneration by that vertue which raised Jesus from the dead who shall change our vile body that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body that is in immortality and deliverance from death and corruption In that state our daies shall not come and goe as in this world they doe neither shall the beginning of one bee the end of another all shall be to gather termelesse where life it selfe shall have no end 2 That death is but a sleepe none feare that it is a separation of the soule and intermission of life and the acts thereof for a time which it endeth not because the immortall soule ever liveth in it's separation from the mortall body which shall be raised againe to immortality which shall be the soules sanctuary and haven of rest This is a truth so certaine that Gods word aboundeth with proofes and so confessed that the prudent heathens as I have noted constantly asserted it That the feare of death is much worse then death it is a servile and a miserable condition to feare that which cannot be avoided feare may be long but death or the sense thereof can be but short That which is a sick or miserable life is not to bee put on accompt to death which endeth all secular griefes death were to be feared if it could stay with thee as paine and sicknesse may but neither it commeth not when thou fearest it or it must quickly dispatch and passe from thee leaving thee free from feare and sorrow if thou dye in Christ. This is a lesson long learning that when that inevitable houre commeth thou maist willingly depart which because it is a certaine uncertainety a condition common to all men of every age seeing the longest life must have one last houre which bringeth up the rere it shall be thy wisdome as hath been said ever to expect it and to live so as that a guilty conscience doe not then terrifie thee when thou shalt most want comfort the only way to be willing to die and cheerefull in dying is to live well and to fix thy confidence in Jesus Christ wretched is hee who for want hereof is afraid of death 4 Remember that Christ dying for thee hath pulled out the sting of death and destroyed the malitious enemie that had the power thereof Christ is the resurrection and the life he that beleeveth in him though he were dead yet shall he live the only Antidote against death is a lively faith in Christ let thy maine care and hearts desire be upon it give God no rest importune him with earnest and constant prayers to strengthen thy faith he cannot deceive who hath promised herein to satiate the thirsty and weary soule 5 Consider the power of God to save from death and in death what greater evidence could hee have given to men in desperate hazards then he did in Jonah buried but not dead whose living sepulchre carried him as it were to a second birth the Lord spake unto the fish and it cast out Jonah upon the dry land he can deliver in death so doth he all the elect he can raise this dying flesh againe who saith he will who made this universe of nothing he translated Enoch and Eliah certainely those chariots of God are thousand thousands which though not seene by mortall eyes are ever pressed to carry up the soules of the just in their departure into the presence of God a blessed and endlesse life 6 Consider that death is that physitian who can at once cure all diseases and is to the deceased Saints the ende of sinne and misery not of them the medicine of all griefs the debt of corrupted nature the sanctuary against all secular feares the port of a fluctuant and troublesome world the gate of eternall life as Jacob said of Luz Gen 28 17. b This is the gaâ—e of heaven opened that the righteous nation which keepeth truth may enter Now whereas there are divers waies to death some rough some smooth some short some long it is just that thou patiently submit to the providence of God who can and will best dispose of thee let me adde this to them that are impatient or fearefull of death Who is there so constant in infirmity that he would not rather wish to dye then still live weake Who is so hardy in sorrow that hee would not rather desire that death might once end it then life continue it stil If we are displeased with life when yet we knowe there is a determined end neere us how much more impatient should we bee if we knew there were no end of our miseries and labours What is more intolerable then miserable immortalitie And what is long life better then long torment 7 Lay up the promises of God concerning Christs suffering and rising againe comforting and assisting his in life and death c. Joyne here to fervent and constant prayer that God would be pleased so to direct thee in thy whole life and to strengthen thee in thy death that thou maist be willing to dy not for feare of this life's miseries for they that for that cause only are willing to dye would possibly be glad rather to live to pleasures then sanctity but for love of Gods presence and the assurance of his truth That he would proportion his grace to thy trialls the more thou art cast downe and helplesse in thy selfe that he would the more lift thee up and let thee feele his gratious hand susteining thee so he that in mercy hath borne with thy many failings and taken no advantages to judge and cast
prosperous rich mighty and glorious 3. Thus would he be borne poore to make us rich to expresse his love to us 4. Thus he would teach us humility how intolerable is the pride of sinfull man repining at some wants when the sonne of God was thus humbled for our sins 5. He would have this difference betweene his first and second comming first he descended like raine into the fleece without noise he came not then to make any externall politicall â—â—changes in the kingdomes of the world but only to overthrow the spirituall kingdome of Satan and to worke not the Jews temporall redemption as they dreamed but their eternall salvation who beleeve in him both of Jewes and Gentiles And so the manifestation of Christs birth was not to the kings or great Doctors of the Law but to poore shepheards first though not by men but glorious Angels Having considered these things we must learne 1 To subject our reason to the word of God in assurance that all things are possible to him which he will and certainly true which he speaketh Thou wilt say but how shall I doe that I may be assured thereof I conceive these rules very necessary here in 1. That thou understand this word is not discerned by any light but by the same spirit which indited it Therefore said our Saviour when the spirit of truth is come He will lead you into all truth These things seeme foolish and improbable to our carnall man because he wanteth the spirit of God whereby hee might bee able to discerne those things which are not otherwise then spiritually discerned 2. If thou read or heare the Gospell be sure thou bring a beleeving heart resolved in this one principle at least Gods word is certainely true though many particulars are above my apprehension it is but lost labour for him to take the holy word of life into his hand who is resolved to beleeve no more then that which he can bring within the reach and dimension of his own carnall reason which erreth grosly in many things obvious to common sense 3. In this as many other matters necessary to be beleeved the onely way being to apprehend by faith doe thou not attempt the examination of all by reason but rather renounce it as unable to measure these things as thou art to take up the vast ball of earth into thy hand or measure the orbs of heaven by the span the rather in this because the holy Ghost hath told us it is the great mystery of godlinesse God manifested in the flesh 4. Lastly remember when ever thou commest to read or heare of how high a consequence that is to which thou art come it is no vaine word concerning thee but thy life and salvation if thou beleeve and obey or thy destruction on the contrary and thou wilt easily be perswaded to prepare thy selfe by earnest prayer to God for his assistance and blessing who only hath the key of David which openeth and no man can shut the want of this one duty is the cause of so much unbeleefe and impiety in so abundant a light of the Gospell as we had long amongst us 2 That thou know that Christ thus conceived and borne hath sanctified our conception and birth in sin thus are the fountaines of our naturall propagation healed holy wedlock declared an undefiled bed and sacred virginity interressed in eternall attendance on Christ the Lambe of God 3 To be contented in every estate and comforted though in a dejected considering to what Christ descended for thy sake 4 To prepare and magniâ—ie the inestimable love of God shewed us in Christ. So did the holy Angels Luk 1. 46. 47. Luk 2. 14. 5 Where thou hast the promises of God for thy assurance not to feare how impossible or improbable soever they seeme to flesh and blood they shall be fulfilled in their appointed time and manner How impossible did this promise seeme to carnall reason a Virgin shall conceive and beare a sonne the ' B. Virgin her selfe was herewith posed how can this be Yet was it fulfilled in the fulnesse of time though many ages after the promise made Though he seeme to delay yet expect it that cannot faile which God promiseth so also thinke of the promises of thy resurrection and eternall life what ever carnall reason witty to its own destruction or the malitious tempter can object against the word of truth in due time it shall be fulfilled CHAP. V. What we are to beleeve concerning § 1. Christs suffering under Pontius Pilat his crucifying death and buriall § 2. His resurrection § 3. Ascention § 4. Sitting at the right hand of God the Father § 5. His comming to judge 1 THe humiliation of Christ is considerable 1. In generall comprehending all that he suffered in the forme of a servant the whole curse of the Law all kindes of aâ—â—lictions both of body and soule quae à peccato sunt non quae ad peccatum all the effects of sinne without sinne as in his birth circumcision subjection to men temptations blasphemous contradictons and contumelies desertions of friends and most injurious malice of enimies apprehension of his fathers wrath against sinne the paines of death and torments of hell all that which is incident and due to sinfull man sin onely excepted whereby he became the man of sorrowes 2. In particular that which he suffered under Pontius Pilat the then Roman deputie for that Province 2 Concerning the generall we must observe 1. That the divine nature though personally united to the humane suffered not but only the humane yet the suffering is attributed to the person and sometimes to the deity by reason of the communication of proprieties and union of the two natures in one person so God is said to have purchased the Church with his own blood because his blood who is truely God and man was shed for the redemption of his Church As the Athenian Codrus disrobing himselfe and falling into the enemies quarters in the habit of a poore man with a burthen on his back that he might steale a death to make his people conquerers according to the Oracle which said that people should overcome whose king should be slaine in the battle So Christ assumed the forme of a servant and became of no repute so bare he the Crosse that his own knew him not but slew the Lord of life that in his death who so loved us wee might be more then Conquerers He was impatible in his deity therefore he assumed an humanity which could suffer that he might become a ransome and sacrifice for our sinnes that the dignitie and merit of his passion might be vallewed according to the dignitie of the person suffering now because the worth of his passion was to be estimated from the united deity therefore his temporall and short suffering was of infinite merit to redeeme and free us from that which we should
else have suffered to eternitie 2 That the suffering of Christ was neither accidentall or casuall nor soly in the power of man for though there were many actors in his sufferings Herod Pilat Jewes Gentiles Judas and the devill yet all these did only that which the hand and counsaile of God determined before to be done who would never suffer evill to be done but that his infinite wisedome can dispose and his goodnesse overcome evill that he can draw good out of it 3 This suffering of Christ for us was fully and soly satisfactory to the justice of God for all our sinnes here in his passion differed from all others they may truly say as that happy Convert on the crosse we are indeed righteously here but there was no sinne in him No passion of man ever hath beene or ever can be meritorious and propitiatory or satisfactory for his own sinnes much lesse for any others but Christs passion was and is satisfactory and propitiatory for the sinnes of all the elect if all men should have suffered the torments of Hell for the redemption of one soule they could never have satisfied Gods justice for that one but Christs once suffering therefore fully satisfied for all because it was of infinite valew and merit 4 The end of Christs suffering was our redemption of body and soule for so much he redeemed as he assumed to redeeme in the creation he shewed his wisedome power providence but here his justice in that he spared not his owne sonne standing in the place of our surety and his mercy in that he spared us which is a singular comfort when wee consider that hee dyed not in vaine 5 The limits of Christs passion reached from his conception to his resurrection the more evident beginnings whereof were in his life and the coâ—summation then when hee cryed upon the crosse it is finished 6 Thâ— place where his last and consummatory passion began was a garden there sinne invaded man there his soule began to be heavie to the death Math. 26. 38. while hee sweat water and blood neither is it to be wondred at why Christ was so sorrowfull herein whereas some of his Martyrs have rejoyced in their sufferings for these were assured of their sinnes remission by the sufferings of their surety Christ but he felt at once the weight of all the sinnes of the elect he was for a time left to the extreamest sense of his fathers anger and the intensest torments of hell but they in the midst of their sufferings had a comfortable sense of Gods gracious presence assuring them of their reconciliation with God and remission of their sinnes by Christ now whereas we read that he freely laid downe his life for his and none could else have taken from him I say not Pilat Jewes or Gentiles barred if he had pleased by legions of Angels but not age not death it selfe to which all others were subject by sinne but he was therefore exempt because he had no sinne and againe that he did in the bitternesse of his passion deprecate and pray the cup might passe away we must know that these flowed ex diversis principiis though he deprecated the wrath of God and that death as man subject to all our infirmities without sinne yet had he therein relation to Gods will and so willingly compleated the worke of our redemption therefore foreseeing and foretelling of his passion he would yet goe up to Jerusalem as Jonahs crying take and cast mee into the sea prefigured his voluntary passion that he would not die was of the infirmitie of the slesh which naturally and without sinne feareth and shunneth death as destructive that he would die was the promptitude of spirit for that his death was necessary for mans salvation so said he the spirit is willing but the flesh infirme relating not onely to his disciples drouzinesse The circumstance of this passion were suchlike The Jewes consult to take him the conspiracie is hatcht in the chiefe Priests house they the Scribes and Elders though they knew he was no man of violence send out an armed company against him an evill conscience is never secure they came to take him as a malefactour into that place which he had chosen to pray in that ought to have been a sanctuary to him and as the hornes of the Altar free from pursuit Judas à disciple becomes their guide his treason's signall is a kisse as many now honour him with their lips whose hearts and lives crucifie him afresh and under a faire profession betray his truth they take him who with his word could cast them downe he causeth Peter to sheath his sword and healeth one who came to destroy him he will not have his cause maintained by the sword having otherwise appointed to destroy the kingdome of sinne we were assigned for pastours not smiters they bind him and lead him away to Annas first and after to Caiphas his disciples sled the shepheard smitten the flock is scattered This sacred history affords us many good rules 1 In thy places of pleasure remember where Christs passion for thy sinnes began 2. As sorrowes encrease entreat thy fervency in prayer so did Christ. Luk 22. 14. 3 Despaire not when God answereth not thy prayers with that which thou desirest Christ was heard when he wept and offered up strong cries yet the cup did not passe from him if God give us something better then we aske as he ever doth if not that thing we aske we are heard 4 Submit to Gods will so did Christ not as I will but as thou wilt Mat. 26. 39. 42. temporall aâ—â—lictions never made any man unhappy but the impatient and wicked it cannot be an unhappy state in which Christ is neither the malice of those who to the extreame danger of religion seeme and are not religious their conspiring against thee their dealing disspightfully as with a malefactor bands convention before magistrates friends forsaking thee malitious accusations by false witnesses no nor unjust condemnation to death can make thee unhappy all this Christ suffered leaving us an example of patience 7 The high Priest examined him the officer smote him Annas sent him bound to Caiphas Peter denied him thence they lead him to the judgement hall into which his hypocriticall accusers would not enter least they should be defiled hypocrisie straines at gnats and swallowes Camels they made a conscience of going in among the Heathens being to eat the Passeover but not of murthering the Lord of life Pilat examined him sinfull man fitteth to judge the just Judge of all men offered to deliver him whom he knew delivered of envy they preferred Barabbas a murtherer Pilat to please the people scourgeth Jesus the souldiers plat a crowne of thornes and put it on his head and a purple robe on him they moâ—ke and smite him Pilat so present's him
be like minded having the same love being of one accord of one minde let nothing be done through strife If yee have any part in the communion of Saints hold the unity of the spirit in the bond of peace if there be envy malice contentions schismes factions and discords 't is an ill signe of your interest in this holy communion God's sonnes are peaceable all that are guided by his spirit who is Love love and care for each other as the members of the body mutually defend and hide the blemishes of their fellowes 2. Be compassionate if one member suffer all grieve because they are animated by one soule and is it possible that any man should make himselfe beleeve that the spirit of Jesus hath quickned him who not only remembreth not but malitiously promoteth the affliction of Joseph 3 Forsake not holy assemblies where Gods word soundeth and his honour dwelleth 'T is a delusion of Satan who advanceth his throne most in our divisions which maketh men prefer private prayers and exercises before the venerable publike 4 Unite to holy societies and with draw from evill company 't is very dangerous to have society with the wicked Jehoshaphat found it so what makest thou in the way to Egypt said the Prophet The wisest Solomons hazards were from evill company have no fellowship with them saith the Apostle In the society of the holy there is good even to the wicked sometimes for their sakes Potiphers house prospered for one good Josephs sake the ships company were saved for one Paul how much more are the Saints advantaged by their holy communion Begin thy heaven on earth having society and communion with the Saints here or thou shalt never have the happinesse thereof hereafter 5 Be thou holy if thou wilt be of this society you knowe in worldly leagues 't is parity of manners which begeteeth amity like loves his like get on the wedding garment if thou wilt rejoyce with the invited If we say wee have fellowship with him and walke in darknesse we ly and doe not know the truth Saul among the Prophets became a proverb of a prodigie The Nethanims joyned themselves to Israel but when they returned they could not finde their pedegrees and therefore were diffranchised as hypocrites shall be from the elect there 's no admission of any thing uncleane into heaven no wealth can purchase entrance but only sanctity if Simon had the Indies to morgage he could not enter 6. Let it comfort thee in thy sufferings feare not they are more with thee then against thee in every distresse thou partakest of the sweet odours ascending up into Gods holy presence the prayers of the Saints if one Moses by standing in the gap could divert the plague raging among the people what shall not many thousands doe for one afflicted man We will goe with you said they in the prophesie for wee have heard that God is with you God is with thee in all that thou dost said Abimelech and Phicol to Abraham therefore they thought themselves happy to have a covenant with him what ever thou sufferest they share with thee and intercede for thee CHAP. IX Concerning Remission of Sinnes § 1. Of the necessitie hereof to whom it belongeth it is the summe of the Gospell § 2. Rules hereto appertaining THE second benefit which God bestoweth on his Church is remission of sinnes which is a free pardon of all their transgressions so that God will never impute them remember or charge them upon any of those who are justified by faith in Christ. This is an article of great necessity to be beleeved for what could communion availe us if a free remission of our sinnes did not acquit us of a due condemnation Without this what could we be but a wretched condemned society What ever we else beleeve concerning Christ the Saviour without this wee were no better then excluded Virgins with oylelesse lamps then Judas amongst the Apostles sonnes of perdition This remission is when God forgiveth faults and punishments neither imputing the one nor executing the other not onely some sinnes but all as 't is written Thou wilt cast all their sinnes into the depth of the sea and Psal. 103. 3. Who forgiveth all thy iniquities who healeth all thy diseases 'T is true that sometimes the chastisement lasteth longer then the imputation of the fault so when the Prophet had said to David repenting the Lord hath put away thy sinne yet hee could not prevaile for the life of his child neither did the sword depart from his house but this was a fatherly correction an healing not a punishment and David confessed as much 't is good for mee that I have beene in trouble and it standeth good by reason that God remitteth all sinnes if any for seeing he that breaketh any one commandement is guilty of all if God retained any one sinne unremitted the whole debt must be charged upon the sinner This was that which Christ declared to Simon in the parable of the two debters one owed 50. the other 500. pence and when neither had to pay the creditor equally forgave both 2. This benefit is peculiar to the elect the Church the people that dwell therein shall have their iniquities forgiven they onely are the redeemed of the Lord all others out of Christ are in the gall of bitternesse having no part nor fellowship herein there is no other name under heavenby which we can be saved he was delivered for our offences by his blood we are redeemed the Paschall lambe belongeth onely to this house herein however the grace of God is given in diverse measures remission of sinnes is equally bestowed on all the Saints 3. This great benefit is the summe of the Gospell proclaimed by John Baptist given in charge to be preached to all for this cause God sent his onely Sonne into the world to be a Prince and a Saviour to give repentance and remission of sinnes in him we have redemption through his blood the forgivenesse of sinnes To this point appertaine these rules 1. That we despaire not in respect of the greatnesse of our sinnes how great soever it be it is farre lesse then the infinite merit of Jesus Christ whose blood cleanseth us from all sinnes though your sinnes be as scarlet twice dyed in originall and actuall transgression they shall be white as snow there were many who went out of Christs presence very happy some restored to sight some to hearing some to health some dispossessed of uncleane spirits some restored to life 't was true of him what was said of Caesar hee sent none away sad the yong rich mans owne fault dismissed him so but none more happy then her that heard goe in peace thy sinnes are forgiven thee let the spirit of truth say only this to my soule and in spight
much as thou canst every part must serve to Gods love that wee may love God not only giving us but also severely correcting us and denying us that which we aske and thinke best for us in assurance that he is most just wise and mercifull to dispose all for the best as may be seene in Christ and the Martyres whom nor life nor death nor any pressure could separate from the love of God 4. Though the love of God in mans state of innocency was lost by sinne yet that which is infused in our regeneration shall never fall away because it dependeth on Gods immutable love to us who not only giveth grace but also perseverance there in it was never true love of God which ever faileth if it be true it knoweth no end being ever invincible for the gifts and graces of God are without repentance Rom. 11. 29. faith operative by love cannot be lost neither can true love it may be remitted not lost clouded not extinguished that which in the reprobate seemeth the love of God shal be lost the true which is in the elect can never because though men may be deceived concerning their election God cannot 5. This love of God is never perfect in the best in this life here it may stil receive encreases doth as the Apostle Phil. 1. 9. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 yet more and more in knowledge We love according to our knowledge which being but in part no more is this our whole regeneration is yet imperfect in degrees and so is our love to God 6. Love of God shall remaine and be perfect in the life to come when riches honours pleasures deare friends nay whē those excellent gifts of learning and prophesie shall leave us when faith shall end in enjoying this one treasure shall be secure and encrease to eternity 7. As he that hateth God is herein more excusable then all other sinners because hate of God is more apparently impious then failing in attaining it or falling from it by infirmity for here may be a will to doe good but there cannot so also herein that having but one extreame to fall into the malitious will fall there all other sinnes may be in excesse and in defect because every other vertue this love excepted hath two bastard sisters as valour hath in excesse temerity and in defect timidity justice hath on the right hand too much severity on the left too much mildnesse and indulgence to sinne so is it in the rest only this most amiable vertue hath nothing but defect to oppose it no creature can love God too much because none can love him enough or infinitely This also aggravateth the sinne that there can be no cause in God of any hatred toward him because the only chiefe and true good cannot bee the proper object of hatred nor could the most wicked hate him but that they have sins which his justice must punish because he is good and they have set up their impious desires lusts after pleasures and reveuge in his place and therefore hate all that oppose them so is the wisdome of the flesh enmity with God because it is not subject to the law of God which the signes and effects thereof declare such as are despaire servile feare of God's presence fleeing from him as Adam would have done audacious liberty of sinning c yet are there degrees herein the formall hypocrite doth not professedly and out of destinate malice hate God nor truely love him he professeth love but preferreth the world before God and if any man so love the world the love of God is not in him 1 Joh 2. 15. Now whereas all pretend love as obedience to God yea when they doe no lesse then rebell against him and would if it were possible unthrone him it is necessary to consider some markes and signes of this love which are these and the like we love God 1. If in our hearts desire wee choose him for our chiefe good and preferre him before all loves as the spouse saith thy love is beter then wine if we fix our hearts and affections on God we love him if we delight in him and his law and desire to know more of him for as one saith of Magdalens looking againe into Christs sepulchre the power of love multiplieth the intention of inquisition if we rejoyce at the gaine of his favour above all gaines requirable in heaven or earth if we delight in his presence ordinances and the places where his honour dwelleth in his publike worship as that man after Gods heart whose very name signified love my soule thirsteth after the living God when shall I come and appeare before God Psal 42. 2. If wee desire and delight to heare those who bring his messages to us as Psal 119. 162. if wee often think of him where our love is our thoughts will be if we love to speake of him and to him in fervent and frequent prayers if we have a secret joy of heart at the apprehension of his presence and gratious assistance of us in any thing which may please him at attentive hearing his word zealous prayer secret giving for his sake or for the inward testimony of his spirit assuring us that we are his children because we hold him most deare 2. if we be heartly sorry when God is dishonoured so David mourned because men kept not his word certainly no man can without greife of heart remember or behold his owne or others sinnes whereby God is displeased if he love God they are but hollow freinds that can be pleased and make themselves merry with that which they know hurteth or greiveth those to whom they professe love therefore David Peter and all those that truely love God weep and mourne for their sinnes 't is griefe of soule to them that they cannot serve him as they ought without all sinne therefore David frequent and Peter abundant in teares for their sinnes professed that they loved the Lord this with better confidence then before when hee professed hee would lay downe his life for Christ said Lord thou knowest all things thou knowest that I love thee 3. If we keep his commandements which signe his selfe giveth Joh 14. 15. 23. as also the◠beloved Disciple 1 Joh. 2. 5. this is indeed to walke with him it is an impudent falshood to say we love God while we contemne his lawes as 't is to affirme we love him and hate our brother 4. If we love those that love him and are beloved of him as David did Psal 16. 3. Sec 1. Ioh 5. 1. if we love God whose spirit regenerateth we shall love the regenerate for his sake whose image they beare 5. If we hate that which is evill and delight in that onely which is pleasing to God Among lovers there must bee idem velle idem nolle he that saith he abideth in him ought himselfe also to
making void all other excellent vertues in them for want of love which is the life of true religion and the infallible marke of Christ's disciples much more doth he labour to keepe us ignorant of God that wee may be so unhappy as not to love him his first assault of man was by his suggesting jealousie betweene man and his creatour by that pestilent cloud to vaile the goodnesse of God toward man in a due consideration whereof he could not but have loved and adheared to him and to make man suspect and disbeleeve the truth of God yea said he hath God said yee shall not eate yee shall not die for God doth know that in the day yee eate thereof your eyes shall be opened and yee shall be as Gods knowing good and evill 2. Remember what he hath done and continually doth for us love followeth love if we can but be throughly perswaded that he loveth us we cannot but love him Consider what great love he hath shewed us electing creating redeeming and preserving us when Christ but shed some teares at Lazarus grave the Jewes said Behold how he loved him what would they have said if they had knowne that he came to shed his heart blood for them consider what he doth in our preservation who blesseth us with increase who makes the earth bring forth who makes the clouds drop fatnesse and crowneth the yeares with plenty who keepeth us when we sleepe from the powers of darknesse never wanting power nor will but onely commission to destroy us who can and will keepe us when we are breathing out our soules we love our deare friends who then cannot keepe us because they would consider I say not if there be not reason but necessity that wee love him that onely can and certainly will preserve us then 3. Learne a due estimate of secular things and to alienate thy affections from them that they may be taken up with things â— on high the more thou emptiest thy soule of those the more capable it will be of these vaine loves cares delights and desires bewitch the greatest part of the world transporting men in a fantisticke dreame of happinesse and prosperity when here 's nothing constant but inconstancie nothing permanent and perpetuall but perpetuall and suddaine changes in Gods love onely there is constancie every thing else yea this world and the fashion thereof changeth mens loves are fickle as the wind they admire and presently loath the same they curse and blesse like Michaes mother at a breath in the sense of their losse or gaine a little seeming injury blasteth their love yea the change of the externall estate changeth their affections who by the mercenary ballance of present profit weith amity with God and men these wethercocks turne with every shift of the winde these shadowes appeare onely in prosperity wherein they follow and will not be beaten off with Ruths importunity that nere so litle clouded they vanish But Gods love is constant and unchangeable he will knowe thy soule in adversity if any unkindnesse reall injuries dishonours and rebellions could change him who had not long since perished 'T was said of that Turkish Emperour in his favour was no constancy and in his least disfavour death but God is of infinite patience mercy though he be every day provoked and in his favour is eternall life 4. Pray him to give thee an heart to know and love him to draw thee that thou maist follow him to shew thee his marvellous loving kindnesse to acquaint thee with his goodnesse Moses desired to see Gods face not to satisfie his curiosity but to fill his affection with Gods love As the Spouse cryed Cant 1. 7. Tell me O thou whom my soule loveth where thou feedest where thou makest thy flockes to rest at noone The motives to incite us to love God are infinite as is his goodnesse the more obvious to us are 1. The great and admirable promises according to which he sheweth mercy unto them that love and obey him See Ex. 20. 6. Luk 10. 27. 28. 1 Cor 2. 9. Jam 1. 12. 2. Love of God is that same ballance of the sanctuary by which all duties must be weighed it is that same salt of the covenant without which no sacrifice can be savory and acceptable it is that holy fire which came from heaven wee may offer no sacrifice without it the devill is obedient but not for love but feare and compulsion it is the summe of the first table of the law it is the maine which God requireth of us for our good because he hath a delight in us Epictetus summe of philosophie was in two words susteine and absteine the summe of Gods law is in this one love and thou hast fullfilled the law no woonder that he saith my yoke is easy and my burden light what burden more light and easie then that love which maketh men happy then that which parity maketh such by his free mercy who saith yee are my freinds What lesse would we doe if we were left to our owne disposing then love so good a God 3. It is a certaine demonstration of Gods love to us none can love him but those whom he loveth first we love him because he loved us first therefore he sheddeth abroad his love in our hearts and it is a certaine token of our adoption and remission of sinnes as our Saviour said many sinnes are forgiven her for she loved much where 〈◊〉 for importeth not a cause but a consequence and certaine signe of her sinnes remission love covereth the multitude of sinnes whether wee instance in Gods love to us or ours to him it proceedeth wholly from him as the waters come through the subterraneous unseene passages from the sea which seeme first to contribute their constant streames to the filling up of her vast channels so it is with our loves which are none other but a meere restuâ—nce of Gods love iufused into our hearts by his holy spirit for love is of God and God is love 4. Not to love God is the heigth of the most wretched ingratitude all unthankfulnesse concludeth a man inhumane and wicked but this maketh him most impious and unhappy he loveth us first before we were so elected us to eternall salvation he gave us all that we have and are hee gave us his own image in our creation his own Son in our redemption he feedeth protecteth preserveth heareth us forgiveth our sinnes giveth us all good things to make us happy if we did not make an ill use of all seeing then he being so great and excellent loved us first so much freely wee being such and so unconsiderable we ought and canâ—ot without greatest ingratitude but love him he is too hard-hearted who though hee cannot first love will not requite 5. Love uniteth and likneth lovers with men
hateth his brother he is a lyar there can be noe salvation without it it beeing as I said the life of faith Love like the heart in the body sendeth out the heate of life through all the parts to make them active it is the primum mobile which carrieth about all the orb's in the speare of religion This affection hath comfortable effects it is the preserver of peace concord while it prudently concealeth many offences bringing them under candid and favourable interpretations and the best constructious which can be made of them which otherwise might prooue the fuell of contention and matter of quarrell it is sins coverture the tessera and certaine pledge of our translation from death to life 1. Joh. 3. 14. of our imitation of Christ. Joh. 15. 12. Ephes. 5. 2. adoption in him 1. Joh. 3. 1. the assurance of our consciences before him 1. Joh. 3. 19. the confidence of our audience 1. Joh. 3. 22. the bond of perfection Colos. 3. 14. the signe of our regeneration 1. Joh. 4. 7. the fruit of the spirit Gal. 5. 22. the assurance of God his beeing in us 1. Joh. 4. 12. 13. and our beeing in him the repaired image of God in us 1. Joh 4. 17. the expeller of feare 1. Joh. 4. 8. the certaine argument of our love to God 1. Joh. 5. 1. and his love to us 1. Joh. 4. 12. it is the fâ—ire mistris of all good it is the heavenly Bethsheba which can attaine any thing yea life for the dead it shal be part of the saincts accoumpt at the day of judgment Math. 25. 34. 35. 2. This love must be regulated with certaine lawes or conditions 1. It must be subordinate to Gods love such as giveth God the first and cheife place not as Elies who honoured his children aboue God nor as many now love so that they will rather displease God then those they love true charity can be in nothing which displeaseth God 2. it must be subject to order in respect of the object first regarding those who are neerest in nature or necessitude I am bound to shew what effects of love and charity I can but first to myne owne family respectiuely and to doe good specially to the howsehold of faith first to my neighbours and then to others 3. It must be for Gods sake and in good when wee love for temporall advantages and such mutuall offices as unite worldly men for such reasons as Hamor and Shechem used for enfranchising Jacobs family these men are peaceably with us and therefore let them dwell in the land and trade therein shall not their cattle and their substance and every beast of theirs be ours that cause failing charity vanisheth many times into mischievous contentions by which readinesse to dissolve the sacred bond of Charity for every triviall occasion and the many bitter discords it too evidently appeareth how few love for God's sake how many for their own when holy Abraham had occasion of quarrell presented him hee declined it by reciding from his right let there be no strife I pray thee betweene me and thee 4. It must be without dissimulation Saul jealous of David and afraid of him because of his wisedome and goodnesse as Princes usually are more jealous of the good then the foolish and dissolute ever others vertue is formidable to them he courteth him with great favours but all to destroy him there 's no such venomous malice out of hell as that which commeth up with a Judas kisse vailed with a shew of amity with a Scorpions imbrace the deeper to strike in the sting the Devills profered curtesies the world riches and honours the designe being to cast thee downe headlong and to make thy ruine the more irreparable by thine own consent 5. It must be constant as they woont to say ad aras to death that which can be lost was never true had it beene grounded on the unchangeable God it must ever have had the same immutable cause and consequently have beene unchangeable The signes of charity are 1. Long suffering 't is not captious nor easily provoked it beareth and endureth all things personall injuries cannot disband it if we love men for our owne sakes wee shall indeed hate them when they hurt us but if for Gods sake we shall use brotherly correction so as to make them understand their faults and repaire us againe and where they erre love their persons whose sinnes we ought to hate and pray for them when they curse and speake evill of us 2. It is kinde in communicating to the necessities of those that want they that have no bowels of compassion how dwelleth the love of God in them 3. It envieth not neither is discontented at others prosperity envie is fortunes companion the blacke shadow of honour ambitious kanker mischievously biting into the bud of merit few like Thrasibulus enjoy great glory without envy because few have the happinesse in their honour to be acquainted with godly love which envieth not but rejoyceth at others good 4. It vanteth not it selfe in boasting or exprobration of good done nor in rash effusions but maketh a deliberate choice of its object without being proud of its act 5. It is not puffed up the proud can bee no mans friend no not his owne Pride is unconsistent with any vertues it is as the worme at the root of Jonahs gourd which eateth up the life of vertue and religion the mischiefe which precipitated glorious Angels from heaven 't is amities paralysis societies enemie nurse of impatience which will neither suffer Caesar to endure a superiour nor Pompey an equall 't is the issue of an emptie braine none truely wise can be proud and the influence of Lucifer upon gracelesse hearts whom God resisteth charity is the daughter of humility 6. It behaveth not it selfe unseemly as sin which is an alaxie and disorder in action a deformitie in the inward man but as the most lovely of all vertues bearing the lively image of God the beauty of holinesse stooping to nothing uncomely or unjustifiable before God and man 7. It seeketh not her owne as doth selfe-love but the good of others it being more divine and honourable to doe good then to receive it 8. It thinketh no evill because it intendeth none commonly men measure others by their owne shadowes which is the cause that the worst are most jealous of others charity doth as it would suffer and thinketh the best where there is not apparent evidence of worse 9. It rejoyceth not in evill nor in iniquity there are that would seeme charitable and to have abandoned that pernitious appetite of revenge and yet secretly rejoyce at any evill which befalleth their enimie This is a proper affection of devills not men expresly forbidden Prov 24. 17. 18. Rejoyce not when thine enemie falleth and let not thine heart be glad when he stumbleth lâ—ast
the opinion of the unwise wicked doe but consider that wise men looke most to the end that they have rightly proposed to themselves which if they attaine their worke is done whether by force or counsell they passe not they looke to the end through just meanes Suppose thine end is to overcome thine enemie if thou mightest make free choice of the meanes tell me wouldst thou overcome him by good or evill by vertue or violence by excelling him in goodnesse or equalling him in evill 'T is an epidemick madnesse to thinke there is no victory but in violence and requiting evill with evill becomming as damnable as their enemies 9. Lastly resolve that every injurie shall better thee doth thine enemie hurt thee Let it occasion thee to pray for him aud to enter into a serious examination of thine owne heart whether thou hast not injured him or some other upon discovery of injury done by thee repent and give satisfaction that God may give thee thy quietus est so will hee in his good time judge for thee ever looke to the hand that smiteth thee Assyria is but the rod of Gods anger God raised up enemies to Solomon It may be that God bad Sheimei curse be not like the foolish dog to bite the stone cast at him but looke to the cause which being removed the effect shall cease There are who bend their tongues to shoot out bitter words which God permitteth to admonish his servants of some unrepented sinnes which being discovered and repented of they proove ike Jonathans arrowes shott to warne not to wound Thy friends may possibly not see or seeing dissemble thy faults marke well what thine enemies say of thee let their vigilant malice apt to accuse thee make thee more carefully watch over thy waies least thy failings advantage them or give them just occasions of reviling thee and as Theseus is said to have cut off his comely lockes least his enemies should finde advantage by catching hold of them so doe thou all occasions of calumny how many men haâ—â— perished in their sinnes unseene had not the malice of enemies awaked admonished them And like Jason Phereus enemy cured them by wounding them Selfe-love is ever blinde and true friendship sometimes but malice hath a thousand eyes this Serpent is quick sighted to find out others faults seeing I cannot but be faulty and would not be so I had rather want many acquaintance then some enemies who may amend mee though for ill will I owe much to many good friends for other offices but most to mine enimies for this who yet through Gods mercy never hurt me but to the greater advantage of my soule I hope they who never could never shall A Prayer for Love and Charity O Lord God of mercy and compassion we humbly acknowledge that so many continuall have our rebellions been against thee that we deserve thine anger and that thoâ—â— shouldst arme all the hoste of heaven and the creatures under heaven against us but we humbly pray thee to pardon us for Jesus Christ his sake give us hearts to repent before the consummation of thy feirce wrath the day of thine anger come upon us to agree with our adversary quickly while we are yet in the way to seeke righteousnesse that we may be hid in the day of thine anger Lord our hope is in thee make us not a reproach to them that hate us withold not thy tender mercy from us let thy loving kindnesse and thy truth preserve us Thou who art the God of love and unity set thine own image again upon us and as thou hast loved redeemed us in the son of thy love Christ Jesus so give us hearts to love one another that thereby all men may knowe that we are his Disciples Lord deliver us not to the will of our enemies and oppressours but forgive us all that wherein we have any waies injured or justly offended our brethren make our waies so pleasing in thy sight that thou maist bee pleased to make our enemies at peace with us Turne their hearts and mischievous intentions as thou didst revengefull Esau's give them a true sight and sorrow for their sinnes that they may repent and bee saved Prevent and divert their malice that it may not proceed further to hurt themselves or us restraine the tempter that he may no more be able to set variance and his owne bitter influence malice and enmity between those whom thoâ— hast united by their adoption in Christ Thou hast promised the blessing on brethren who live together in unity give us that spirit that we may hold the sacred band thereof in peace that we may not bring a scandall on thy truth that our prayers be not hindred that our soules may be delivered from the snares of death in which the malitious are holden that we may all meet cheerefully before thy tribunall in the holy communion of Saints and blessed unity of the body of Christ to whom with thee O Father of love God of peace and the holy Ghost the comforter be rendred all honour glory praise and dominion in heaven and earth for ever and ever AMEN CHAP. XVIII § 1. Of the soule faculties thereof affections minde and thoughts in generall § 2. Of the corruptions of the heart the danger and difficultie of the cure § 3. Of the necessitie of right ordering our thoughts § 4. Rules of practice 1 THere are many things of whose being we know whose quality we knowe not all confesse wee have a soule which commandeth and restraineth in us what a one it is none can tell hence are those many disputes about its essence seat and subject with the subordinate faculties of it no man hath throughly beene acquainted with this secret governour in man some have defined it an harmonie some a divine vertue a particle of the deity some the most exile slender aire some a blood some heat or fire some number so innate is errour that we most erre concerning our owne selves more rightly doe they say who call it an immortall spirit an incorporeall substance created by infusion and infused in its creation made to the image of the Creatour capable of the light of understanding wisdome holinesse blessednesse and eternity so that in its conjunction with the body it ammateth giveth life action and motion wherein it differeth from an Angell and in its separation from the body for a time untill it shall be reunited in the resurrection it subsisteth as doe the Angells and then hath its proper acts and apprehensions as they Now as the eye seeth the eye in a glasâ—e so the soule knoweth it selfe by a kinde of â—reflex The soule is a divine ghest sent from heaven into these earthly Tabernacles to give them life and governe them yet is it neither seene comming nor departing it is an immortall forme of moâ—tall man the body decayeth the soule doth not being
by faith we have peace of conscience and cheerfull accesse to God through Christ there will be joy in the holy Ghost we shall rejoyce in hope I and glory in our tribulations being confident of a blessed issue thereof 2. Joy and rejoycing in God and things divine and spirituall is secure and happy the end of worldly rejoycing is many times in sodaine and unexpected sorrow such was Belshazzars Feast with a thousand of his Princes within the achme of joy changed into sudaine astonishment at the sight of that dreadfull hand writing his doome upon the Palace Wall secular joy entertaineth deluded men as that old lying Prophet of Bethel did the man of God first feeding then affâ—icting with the sad intimation of ensuing destruction Acquaint thy self with true good that thou maist rejoyce securely They most delight in secular things who least know eternall 3. Let not thy heart be too much carryed away with any secular joy they that are over merry and joyfull in prosperity are too much broken and dejected in adversity for both extreames proceeds from impotency of mind to manage the end and beare the other 4. In every rejoycing look with a thankfull heart on the Lord that gave it and with a prudent on that which may quickly once must certainly take all this merry Scene away tast thy joy as the Israelites did their Passe-over with sowre hearbes and prepared to be gone Let the thought of sorrow season all thy mirth leâ—t a sodaine surprisall astonish and overcome thee foreseene dangers least hurt the wise 5. Keep innocency and a good Conscience these shall comfort thee as Lamech said of his Noah concerning thy labour and sorrow all the dayes of the afflicted are evill but he that is of a merry heart that is a good conscience hath a continuall feast 6. Wicked mirth Sardonick laughter and foolish jesting as they demonstrate much levity so doe they dangerous uncomposednesse vanity and weaknesse of mind in such laughing the heart is sorrowfull and the end of that mirâ—h is heavinesse â— hold this also is vanity saith Solomon The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning but the heart of fooles is in the house of mirth we read of Christ's weeping often never of his laughter 't is a rare government of the mind to be merry and wise wherein a prudent cheerefulnesse commendeth mirth well regulated in an holy thankfull use of that we enjoy as the best of things meerely secular To imitate the austerity of Cato or the sullen Crassus who is said to have laughed but once in his life to be an ever-weeping Heraclite or a Democritus ever laughing is to run into vaine and unsafe extreams of the two teares better become much laughter is a symtome of folly in the heart and forgetfulnesse or ignorance of the state of this changable life and indeed vaine pleasure is the devils hook drawing to destruction the mother of sinne the nurse of the never dying worme and therefore as they say oile killeth the insecta but vinegre restoreth them againe so joy and pleasure destroy incautious sinners whom sharp afflictions bring to themselves againe â—o that they doe at last understand that it is good for them that they have been in trouble and healing sorrow 7. Never make another mans sorrow thy joy this is odious to God who reqâ—ireth holy sympathy in his sonnes and seldome escapeth suâ—h revenge as pointeth out the sinne 8. It is a point of wisdome to mark thy joy it is an excellent gage of thy heart otherwise very deceitfull an â—â—ard to be known if thou reâ—oyce in evill certainly thy heart is such if in good then a secret power and spirit of sanctiâ—y ruleth there Look how thâ— things of Musicall Instruments untouched doe move and sound at the striking of other like strings sounding true unison with them so doe the heart-strings at that externall thing with which it inwardly consenteth the carnall heart rejoyceth at the obscenity which vexeth the righteous Lot the holy are cheerfull and rejoyee like the wise Merchant when they finde the treasure of Godâ— inestimable mercy opened to them in the Gospell and goe away thence rejoycing with that happy Converâ— Act. 8. 39. while he that hath no interest therein 〈◊〉 numbring the minutes thinks every Sermon long goeth away either aâ— Ahab with indignation or with the â— Young rich man with sorrow 9. In sorrowes are also dangerous perturbations of the mind and there is as much use of prudent rules herein as of a â—â—der in the sorme thereof 1. In every sorrow search in thy heart for the cause werefore is the living man sorrowfull man suffereth for his sinne Let us search â—nd by our wayes and turnâ— againe unto the â—ord it is vaine to seek any case of sorrowes without this all other lenitives are as draughts of cold water in a Hectick â—itt more enflaming like Davids Harpe to a moody Saul the vexing spirit returneth 〈◊〉 greater violence 2. Set thy sorrow on a right object that is sinne it is 〈◊〉 common errour and danger of secular men they can be sorry for the losse which indeed cannot hurt them but delighted in sinne which wounded the soule and maketh them unhappy We many times greive for that at which we should rejoyce herâ—in consider first the word of God which saith all things work together for good unto them that love God and whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth Secondly consider the work of God chastening it bringeth the quiet fruit of righteousnesse unto them which are thereâ—y exercised we are impatient and cry as men under the Chirurgians hands when he useth the Lancâ—t or Cauterie to cure us David said I roared for the very greife of my heart yet in the issue conâ—essed It is good for me that I have been afflicted before I was afflicted I went astray but now I keep thy word 3. Give not over thy heart to excessive sorrow there is a worldly sorrow to death and a sorrow to repentance not to be repented of that like the immoderate overflowings of Nilus is a fore-runner of dangerous sterility 4. Prepare thy selfe for sad encounters Ships are built to endure stormes and growen Seas and prudent minds are composed to endure and make good use of sorrows 5. Let every sorrow awaken thy minde to fly to Goâ— through Christ and afflictions shall be but like a raine which fell on the Arâ—e the more it powred down the more this was listed up or like Moses rodd to open a way through the brinie floods to our promised rest 1. Anger Malice and Envy doe marvelously discompose the mind Anger is an appetite of punishing for injury received or conceived the proceed of anger is malice which is inveterate anger the fruit revenge at least a desire thereof when being strengthlesse it becomes
delighteth not in the death of sinners but in their conversion and as experience teacheth if wee may know who is welcome to the master of a family by the countenance and deportments of the servants and attendants then we may know how welcome a penitent sinner is to God by this that the Angels of heaven doe much rejoice at it 3. If he would have destroyed thee how often might he have taken thee away in thy sins but now that he giveth thee this time it is to lead thee to repentance that second table of ship-wrackt souls and to salvation Rom. 2. 4. 2 Cor. 7. 10. Ezek. 18. 21 30. Repentance is never too late if serious 4. He terrifieth with present sense of his anger against sinne that men may be stirred up to repentance and forsaking their sinne wherein they shall be more assured of the mercy of God and their salvation as the stormes often shaking the trees doe thereby more fasten them and give them better root so is it here as the windes purifie the aire and water by their agitation so doth God the mindes of his saints by afflictions feare of his judgments and sorrows 2 Cor. 7. 11. Psal. 119. 67 71. It is Gods mercy to terrifie thee now that thou maist repent and be saved the most unhappy condition of the sinner is when God concealeth his anger to the last and giveth the impenitent over as incorrigible Isai. 1. 5. so that if thou hadst no remorse of conscience thy case were desperate but this conflict in the soule concludeth another power in thee resisting finne whence thou maist be assured of thy regeneration because however weakly the spirit of God doth yet expresse it selfe to thee yet it is certain he can never be overcome 5. All men have sinned come short of the glory of God and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus It is not therefore any mans own righteousnesse that must or can save him Blessed is the man whose sins are covered and to whom the Lord imputeth no sin not who hath no sinne for on those termes none could be blessed It is not in the geatnesse or smalnesse of the debt where 50. or 500. are equally forgiven and where an infinite Majestie if offended in the least Never any of the Saints were saved because they had lesse sins then thou who fearest Gods wrath because thine are great and appeare so to thy conscience because some they had and he that breaketh one commandement is guilty of all and subject to the curse of the law which is to those that continue not in all things written in the law to do them A little wound to the heart will as surely kill as the deepest and of the greatest orifice a shelfe of little sands will as surely bilge the ship as the greatest rocks a little postern gate unguarded will let in the enemy the smallest sinnes if not covered by faith and cured by repentance will destroy the soule When we consider Noah's drunkennesse David's murder and adultery Solomon's idolatry Manasses murder witch-craft and idolatry Paul's persecution Peter's denial of Christ it may appeare that these fell into the acts of some more grosse sinnes then thou canst charge thy conscience withall and that if Gods justice should proceed according to the rigour of his law no flesh living could be saved therefore is Christ the end of the law to every one that beleeveth as he was to Abraham David Peter Paul and all those that are saved when wee lay hold on him and his merits by Gods own covenant of grace the rigour and curse of the law is suspended hee therefore gave us Christ with this condition that whosoever beleeveth in him should not perish but have everlasting life therefore being justified by faith we have peace with God and there is no condemnation to them that are in Christ for if God justifie who shall condemne 6. No sinne is so great as God's mercy and Christ's merit all actions of the creature are finite but his mercy and Christ's merit are infinite a drop holdeth some proportion with the sea because both are finite but finites with infinites hold none Feare not then if thou canst repent and beleeve there is balme in Gilead a plaister incomparably bigger then the wound onely despaire condemneth 7. Humility is the foundation of religion God giveth grace to the humble but resisteth the proud when the subtle tempter cannot prevaile in his perswasions to evil hee insinuateth himselfe into the minde of them who have done some good by his mischievous suggestions lifting it up to a secret admiration of the same untill it be deprived of grace and the fruit thereof The poore publican in his humility not daring to lift up an eie toward that heavenly Majesty he had so grievously offended having nothing to say but only God be merciful to me a sinner went home justified rather then the proud Pharisee who boasted of much sanctity Humility is the securest vertue pride the worme at the root of religion eating up the very life thereof now because it is a very hard thing for corrupt man to have any thing better then ordinary and not to be lifted up in minde above his opinion of others for the same therefore God justly permitteth his deare children sometimes to their own strength like a tender nurse a little with-drawing her hand from the childe to make it feele it owne weaknesse thereby to check a more dangerous presuming so that falling into some broad and disgraceful sinne they may learn in humility safely to distrust their own strength and depend upon God better was Peter weeping then presuming to lay down his life for Christs sake then he fell but now he rose again If the considerations of thy sinnes do throughly humble thee thou hast attained a good effect of a bad cause 8. God would have the great failings and grievous sinnes of some of his elect to stand upon record that wee might conclude from these instances as well as God's promises that if we can repent of sinnes as purple as they wee also shall finde mercy But this is here deeply considerable that wee never think of any of these to presumption but to move us to repentance and faith in him who freely forgiveth the penitent not the obstinate presumptuous sinner and is with nothing more offended then despair of his mercy which is a secret questioning the trueth of his promises and impenitency which is the undoubted issue of unbeliefe indeed there is no greater injury to God's mercy then in despair thereof to continue in sinne seeing his trueth is engaged for our pardon if we beleeve and repent he hath not said in vaine Isai. 1. 18. Though your sinnes be as scarlet they shall be as white as snow 9. Consider why hee sent Christ into the world because he
same sometimes want of patience want of love to God and charity to men in fine such a general debility or distemper of the inward man that hee readily concludeth with Paul I know that in me that is in my flesh dwelleth no good thing for to will is present with mee but how to perform that which is good I finde not for the good that I would I do not but the evil which I would not that I do O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from the body of this death These are great maladies of the soule and wounds of the spirit but the sense hereof as I sayed is a good sign of a bad cause where these are and the sinner is not sensible thereof they are desperate Symptoms For comfort herein let us as was proposed in case of the precedent distresse consider 1. That the very same measure of grace which to the present sense of a regenerate man seemeth incompetent may yet be a sufficient measure to save him and he is then strong by the power of Christ resting upon him and shewing it perfection in mans weaknesse when crying out for God's assistance he is most weak in his own sense so in Paul's distresse the Lord thus answered his petitions My grace is sufficient for thee hee saith not it shall be as relating to a greater supply but it is sufficient as speaking of the present measure of grace which then hee had when hee seemed to himselfe weakest 2. That the saints present measure of assurance is such as that they must not only give diligence to make their calling and election sure that so an entrance may be administred to them abundantly into the everlasting kingdom of Christ but though it be God which worketh in them both to will and to do they must also work out their own salvation with fear and trembling 3. All unbeleefe concludeth not a reprobate sense there is an unbeleefe in the elect before and a perplexing remainder thereof after their calling yea in their best estate here why else did the Apostles pray Encrease our faith and why did our Saviour upbraid them with unbeleefe 4. That saving faith differeth in degrees so that there is a stronger and a weaker faith yet both true and justifying so do all other graces one hath a greater and more excellent measure of the spirit of prayer then another one hath a more discerning and attentive spirit of hearing then another and yet in either instance the least may be true and sufficient for to every man is given according to the measure of Christ one hath ten talents another but two yea in one and the same mans faith there is sometimes a greater sometimes a lesser measure of confidence and assurance and so wee must judge of other gifts sometimes there is more fervency in praier sometimes lesse the sun-beams fall not on us at all times alike neither doth the light of grace 5. That a true saving faith may be very weak and the beleever may have very little sense thereof for the time and yet the gates of hell shall never prevaile against it as may appear in Peter's example 6. That there are doubtings and failings in the best on earth because wee are here but partly spirit wee are not yet come to perfection faith here must receive contintuall encreases and be subject to tryals so must all other graces 7. That true faith can never never shall finally fall away or utterly faile though it be subject to intension and remission because Christ intercedeth for us as hee said to Peter Behold Satan hath desired that hee may sift you as wheat but I have prayed for thee that thy faith faile not because his grace by which wee are called and stand is immutable in the counsell and decree of God and because hereto wee are scaled up by the holy spirit of promise and the like wee are to judge of all the fruits of sanctification which being the gifts and graces of God are 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 such as God repenteth not of neither finally with-draweth Wee must here againe examine the conscience I have spoken something concerning the examination of faith in the 2. Chap. but intend here onely those things which concerne this present Argument of comforting the afflicted soule aske thy conscience therefore whether 1. Thou hast indeed a true sense of thy spirituall wants and grievest at thy corruptions of heart which on every occasion breake out into acts of sin against God is this a grievous burden unto thee be comforted thy sin is out of it proper place a stranger unto thee for nothing in it owne place is heavy The danger is want of sense and taking pleasure in unrighteousnesse if a man feele not when hee is wounded hee is either dead or in some dangerous ectasie No part hath sense but the living though it were for the present more comfortable to be whole yet sense of smart in thy wounds concludeth life and indeed in God's cures who maketh all things work for the best to them that love him a better state in respect of the quiet fruits of righteousnesse accrewing to them that are thereby exercised and the ulcerous corruptions of our souls often necessitating our wounding that we may be healed then the secure prosperity of sinners it is good at the last for the saint that he hath been troubled When thou hearest or readest the Scriptures doest thou feele the want of saith assurance sanctification the spirit and fervency of praier be comforted as the sunnes eclipse and failing of light towards us can be discerned by no light but it own so neither can the want of grace be possibly discerned by any thing but grace 2. Hast thou an hearty desire to have these wants of grace supplied feare not that very desire of grace is grace without which thou couldst not desire it Blessed are they who doe hunger and thirst after righteousnesse for they shall be filled God will never famish that soul which desireth him and his saving health none can hunger but the living none hunger for grace but hee that liveth thereby but thy desire of grace must be hearty not languid such as cannot rest unsatisfied with any thing else in the world there may be a feeble or oblique appetiâ—e of salvation in Balaam for feare of damnation but hee more loved the wages of unrighteousnesse the most happy thirst for the waters of life is that which afflicteth the soule till it be obtained which can never rest or joy in any thing without it so that indeed this very condition which so much afflicteth and affrighteth thee is the most secure and happy and thou shalt once know that which hee said in the happy event of his unhappy ship-wrack Wee had perished if wee had not thus perished And when thou hast received the spirit of God in such
a measure as thereby to know the things that are freely given thee of God thou shalt finde that Blessed is the man whom the Lord chasteneth and teacheth in his law that hee may give him rest from his daies of adversity 3. In sense of spiritual wants aske thy soule whether ever thou hadst that whereof thou now feelest the want if thou hadst be assured it shall revive againe and finally overcome as it is written Whosoever is born of God overcometh the world and this is the victory that overcometh our faith And this sense and sorrow is a certain token of thy recovery and soules health as that seven times neesing of the Shunamites sonne before hee opened his death-closed eies was of his lifes returning If thou never yet hadst the grace whereof thou now beginnest to feele the want it appeareth by this sense that now thou shalt have it and this trouble of thy soule is but as the moving of Bethesda waters a certain signe of an healing power descended thereinto 4. Aske thy conscience as the Prophet saith Hast thou not procured this unto thy selfe this of which thou complainest of hast thou not neglected the appointed meanes Suppose want of faith perplexe thee hast thou not carelesly heard the Gospel hast thou layed it up in a carefull heart hast thou valued it and begged it fervently and frequently of God above all things in the world Thou complainest of want of the spirit of praier hast thou not neglected this duety in times past doest thou duely prepare thyself thereto doest thou use that vigilancy which Christ enjoined Watch and pray by re-calling thy profane and wandring thoughts from their extravagancies and in all attention of spirit fixing them on Jesus Christ thou feelest the want of sanctification in thy heart tongue and actions Ask thy conscience if thou hast not heretofore buried the checks thereof for some vaine pleasure or profit's sake If thou wouldst have the effect cease remove the cause God will have his ordinances duely observed wherein they shall never want their promised effect 5. Ask thy conscience whether thou doest not live in some grievous sinne It is but folly to cry out of the heat and still cast oil on the fire if it be an Achan's wedge hidden search for the cursed thing and the plague in thine own heart in the cure whereof thou shalt be comforted if it be a sleeping Jonah cast him over-board as Eliphaz said If thou return to the Almighty thou shalt be built up thou shalt put iniquity farre from thy tabernacles the Almighty shall be thy defence then shalt thou have delight in the Almighty and shalt lift up thy face unto God thou shalt make thy praier unto him and he shall hear thee The rules of practice are 1. Heare God's word preparedly that is as hath been said renew thy repentance and pray for a blessing thereon heare it reverendly and attentively faith is by hearing so is sanctification Gods spirit working upon his own ordinance to make it active thereto The very cause why so many hear so often and so few so seldome practice and receive true comfort thereby is because they prepare not but are like men that sow among thorns 2. Let faith and all other graces be precious to thee for his sake whom it apprehendeth God will never bestow his inestimable gifts on men who sleight and undervalue them how few set a right estimate on precious faith the spirit of praier or memory of good things till it be too late things of this world are rated high enough but where is the man that riseth early late takes rest eats the bread of carefulnesse ventureth sea and land to get faith and sanctity doe but thou so value and desire these best gifts and God will not with-hold them from thee Psal. 84. 11. 3. Jesus said Hee that beleeveth in mee out of his belly shall flow rivers of living waters that is the abundant graces of the holy Ghost labour for this faith but if thou wilt attain it endeavour to remove all lets and obstructions thereto resolution to continue in any known sin and true faith are inconsistent Hardnesse of heart is like the great stone on the mouth of the well at Padan-Aram which keepe men from the refreshing waters these must first be removed sin in the affections is like a venemous toad in the mouth of the fountain stopping up the waters of life 4. Consider God's work in thee by comparing thy condition with others thou art possibly not heard in thy prayers not to say Doest thou aske according to his will I say mark Gods work which is to save thee and make thee eternally blessed if he do that by a means which he knoweth best Wilt thou be impatient with Naaman if thou art not healed and helped according to thy way which thou proposest Is it not enough that hee will do that which is best for thee and canst thou judge so well of that as God nay but subject to God's good will and infallible wisedom thou maist erre in asking who hath not but hee cannot in giving for the best it may be hee seeth best to try thy perseverance patience whereof I confess I know no harder object then opinion of his not hearing our praiers It was no small tryal when David cryed out My God my God why hast thou forsaken mee why art thou so far from helping mee and from the words of my crying It was the greatest when our Saviour repeated the same Moses was denied entrance into Canaan but received into heaven the cup did not passe away from Christ but Gods will was done in the work of mans redemption and so hee was heard Thy faith beareth many sharp charges of the tempter mark Gods work therein Doth hee not even by this means more confirm it Is not every temptation as the shaking of the trees which loosning the ground maketh them take the deeper root thou feelest great defects of sanctification and thence many dubious conflicts between the spirit the flesh making thy soul cry w th Rebecca perplexed with her wrestling twins why am I thus despair not but consider Gods work thus he forceth thee often to fly to him and to consult his oracles thus hee exerciseth thee to humility without which the most excellent graces could not save thee He that prayed for Peter fallen could have kept him from falling into that sin but thus he kept him from presumption and fitted him to confirm his brethren 5. Begge holinesse of God who hath said Aske and yee shall have it is a vehement motive hereto to consider that God is holinesse and certainly hee cannot chuse but love his own image in us and give us that which hee loveth it pleased God that Solomon before riches revenge and life it selfe begged of him Wisedom so that he did not only grant his request but over and above gave him riches
come and leave no roome for good counsel and resolution Here thou maist finde some liberty to serve God as Paul and Silas did to pray and sing Psalmes at least and who can say that God did not therefore confine thee seeing thee too attentive to the world and carelesse of holy duties that the prison might teach thee devotion which thy liberty could not There are many things which may befall thee for thy good and there are unexspected revolutions both in prosperity and adversity out of the prison hee cometh to reigne whereas also hee that is borne in his kingdome becometh poor Thou maist securely exspect that which God knoweth best for thee it may be there is but one doore into the prison there are many out either mercy or violence innocency reward favor of men or the Angel of God either man or death which hath a key to open every doore shall set thee free if nothing else enlarge thee that will not faile thee at the appointed houre and variable are the conditions to which the prison rendreth men as I. Caesar to an Empire Marius to a consul-ship Regulus and Sâ—crates to death I need not these who read of Pharoah's servants James Peter Joseph John Baptist the prison sendeth some to heaven some to destruction sooner or later one way or other it rendreth all I only note that the most infamous temporal end it rendreth men unto can be no obstruction and hindrance to their eternal happinesse in Christ who therefore submitted himselfe to the then most infamous death that hee might take away the curse of the law which saith cursed is every one which hangeth on a tree The main skill therefore is and the only certain comfort against imprisonment or death to gain assurance that thou arâ— in Christ in every place and condition doing those things which may further thy certainty thereof to which observe such like rules 1. Keepe innocency that if thou suffer it may be wrongfully for this is thanke worthy if a man for conscience toward God endureth griefe suffering wrongfully if when yee doe well and suffer for it yee take it patiently this is acceptable to God And if thou hast lost the first parts of innocency despaire not but lay hold on the second table of repentance the penitent theefe on the crosse who confessed hee justly suffered yet heard of Christ this day thou shalt be with mee in Paradise 2. Search thy heart diligently least some secret sin causeth this affliction in case it appear not that thou justly sufferest of men See Isai. 42. 22 23 24. 3. Think how long these imperious masters can hold thee there and feare not them who only can imprison and destroy the body but fear and trust in him who can cast body and soule into hell and save thee from thy oppressors prepare thee to entertain death cheerfully hee shall once come like the Angel to Peter and take thee out in spight of the most rigid keepers there the prisoners rest together that shall free thy body from a loathed prison and thy soul from an afflicted body 4. Improve thy time to some good some birds sing sweetest in the cage that excellent monument which beareth the title of the first part of the worlds general history is an example hereof 5. Keep thy minde free from all reigning sin and in spight of all geives and fetters and the bespattering of black and unhallowed mouths thou shalt have a more happy freedom in prison then thy persecuters have in their liberty besides that their accompt with the eternal justice of God is to come and yet not closed nothing but sinnes can miserably enthral wee may well say to them as Sampson to the men of Judah Swear to mee that you will not fall upon mee I fear none other bonds hee is a free-man whose conscience accuseth him not God's service in every state is the best freedom 6. Subject thy minde to inevitable necessity by patient bearing the way to make bonds more heavy and intolerable is vainly to struggle with them if thy minde were to stay within thy confinement were no prison it were a punishment to command thee out if thy minde be reluctant thou straitnest thy selfe a nè exeat regnum may make some man think England a prison the old man who had never gone out of the city gates receiving a warrant from the Prince prohibiting his going out could not rest till he had stollen out it was his city before but the restraint made it a prison to an impatient minde if thy minde having a willing compliance thy prison becometh no prison to thee an impatient wearisome minde maketh a kingdome no more 7. Be thou meek in affliction and thou shalt be temperate in thy liberty if God restore it so this shall not corrupt thee more then that break thee however if thou canst but learne this one lesson as thou hast the best tutor that ever suffered so shalt thou finde the best fruit rest to thy soule 8. To conclude let the prison make thee more zealous in Gods service more fervent in prayer more attentive in hearing more charitable and pitiful to others that suffer and more fruitful in all good works and thou shalt owe thanks to thy persecuters and oppressors more then thy friends deserved of thee it skilleth not much who bettereth thee if thou be indeed made better for whosoever be the instrument it 's Gods favour to thee Hee is never wanting to them that call upon him faithfully but surely he is neerest them that are in greatest troubles hee heard Jonah out of the whales belly Daniel out of the lions denne the three Israëlites out of the fiery fornace the Disciples in the storme Joseph Jeremy Paul Silas all his servants in prison the Churches praiers brought an Angel from heaven to deliver Peter No wards can shut up thy praiers remember you that are free what you owe to Christs prisoners little comfort will he afford them who cannot his earnest praiers remember you that are in bonds what you owe your selves it is in you to make the prison evil or good to you be you holy and it shall make you happy pray instantly God hath promised to heare and helpe you The prisoners Petition O Holy and merciful Lord God who hast made heaven and earth the sea and all that therein is which keepest trueth for ever which excusest judgement for the oppressed givest food to the hungry raisest them that are down and loosest thy prisoners though thou afflict and try thy children thou wilt not cast them off for ever though thou causest grief yet thou wilt shew compassion according to thy mercies thou afflictest not willingly nor grievest the children of men to crush under foot the prisoners of the earth to turn aside their right and subvert them in their cause our sinnes have provoked thy justice and put this rod into thy fatherly hand thou wouldst not the
perishing world so the more our afflictions are showred down upon us the more let our soules be lifted up unto thee and to those things which are above with thee that we being weaned from the vain love of this world may have our conversation in heaven and be willing to be dissolved that we may live with our Lord Jesus eternally And now being by thy appointment to take our bodily rest wee pray thee to assure us of our peace with thee through the merits of thy holy son Jesus let our beds put us in remembrance of our graves to which wee are descending that wee may keep a faithful watch to the coming of Christ Jesus for our deliverance out of these earthly tabernacles let thy providence keep us and all ours from the powers of darknesse and all dangers of body and soule sleeping waking living dying have us ever in thy keeping that our waking may also remember us of our resurrection from the dead unto the life of glory These and all other things necessary for our bodies or souls wee begge of thee for Jesus Christ his sake in his name and words concluding our petitions in that form of praier which hee hath taught us saying Our Father which art in heaven c. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ c. AMEN CHAP. XXXII § 1. Of Banishment several kindes general cause therâ—of § 2. What wee must do to be comforted herein 1. MAny are the afflictions of the righteous so that I may say of their sanctity as it was once of Agisilaus deformed and lame ignoti faciem ejus cùm inâ—uerentur contemnebant c. they who knew him not when they saw his face despised him but they who knew his vertue could not enough admire him Among the Saints impropriated evils may Banishment be numbred as also the consolation thereof among the fruits of Sanctity 2. There are three kindes of Banishment to which the Romanes were wont to condemne 1. Confinement to some one foreigne place 2. Inderdiction of the native soile onely 3. Limitation of mens approaches to some certaine Province or City 3. The general cause of Exile is sinne for which our first parents and we in them suffered an ejectionem firmi being cast out of the pleasant and commodious Eden to labor and sorrow in that attainder forfeiting our interest in all the good creatures until they are restored us againe by Christ in whom wee have a divine right to them all as it is written for all things are yours as also by the municipal lawes of that Republick whereof wee are a part we have a civil right to some of them now though depriving hereof by God is ever just because no man liveth and sinneth not and thereby often forfeiteth life liberty and all to his justice yet this punishment inflicted by men against a divine and civil right may make the Judges extreamly guilty though it can never make the proscribed Saint unhappy for the Lord will not leave them in their hand nor condemne them when they are judged For comfort then to those that suffeâ— any kinde of Banishment I advise 1. That thou be more careful for the heavenly inheritance whence no violence shall remove thee and the more thou art barred earthly comforts the more set thy affections on things which are above As the sea-men loosing sight of the land look up to fetch their directions from the starâ—es of heaven it was a great comfort to him who could say I have Christ a partner of my unjust banishment it were wretched indeed if mens enemies could confine them to some place where they could not finde their God but hee never deserteth his captives if hee know his owne so that if thou be driven from all humane society yet canst thou not be comfortlesse or alone if Christ be with thee if thou art justly banished let that affliction amend thee and it shall make thee happy if unjustly fear not that is thy enemies sinne not thy misery It is not banishment but guiltinesse that maketh a man unhappy nothing can make a man truely wretched but his own sinne if by any means hee can leave that though his place know him no more hee is happy enough who cannot be unhappy First then learne to walk with God living to him and with him ever setting thy self in his presence meditating on him praying to him and asking counsel of him and his oracles being so acquainted with spirituall company as that neither thy necessary society with man may hinder thy conversation in heaven nor this make thee neglectful of Gods ordinance in that who hath appointed thee both comfort in humane society and witnesses therein of thy conversation that in the sight of thy good works God may be glorifyed therefore cleave sted fastly to Christ let no condition pull away thy heart from him though thou be sequestred from all else Christ is incomparably better then all the creatures Secondly keepe a good conscience hee cannot be unhappy in any place who having the comfort of innocency is not so in himselfe miserable are they where erâ— they are who carry with them that portable hell a guilty conscience which in the midst af all secular prosperity maketh a man truely unhappy such a one like the wounded deere carrieth deaths messenger the killing arrow sinne sticking in the heart and cannot out-runne his misery a mans â—nemies are they of his own house among them his self is the worst no man can be hurt but by himselfe the powers of hell malicious as they are cannot hurt thee if thou have not an hand in it thy selfe there is no terror in the world like that of a guilty conscience only Gods anger maketh a man unhappy none other can if Christ be with thee every place shall be thy heaven 2. Know thy happinesse where ever God sheweth thee favour and leadeth thee so did Abraham when hee was a stranger in Canâ—an and Joseâ—h by his brothers envy sold into Egypt but God was with him and delivered him giving him wisedome and favor in the sight of Pharoah that minde is too much straitned in it selfe which confineth desire and content to one place as if the world had no more the heavens are as cheerful a covering abroad as at home the sunne shineth as comfortably on other nations as on that which wee call ours the same providence of God ruleth in all the world that place which thou countest forreigne and thy place of exile is a native soile to some who in thy house would have as much cause to think themselves banished as Philiscus urged for a comfort to the Orator All this world is as much our country as any part thereof if we reckon right within which if any man make himselfe an exile hee is straitned in minde rather then in place had such opinion limited all men how many great parts of the world had been
God into its own bitter relish and humility not to bee prowd of beauty youth strength subject to so many diseases as pose art it selfe and overcome the old remedies with accession of new sicknesses so that it is true Bodily infirmities stir up the vigor of the minde and transmit the strength of body into it so that it is a kinde of health sometimes to be unhealthy diseases overcomming the body the soule overcommeth sinne sicknesse is an harbinger or quartermaster to death the monitor of our ends approaching and that which taketh off the bewitching love of this world the historians tell us of a kinde of fire which rageth the more by how much more water thou castest on it is quenched only by casting on of dust it may bee true in the morall for such a kind of heat is there in the love of the world the more thou givest it the more thou inâ—lamest it it is quenched only with the dust of the grave and that which bringeth thereto The life of man is like a lovely rivers streame neere the rising set with flowrie bancks plants houses pleasant walkes gardens sweet meddowes and delightfull seats but if you follow it toward the end you shall â—inde it more and more troublesome stormy deepe dangerous and so engulâ—ing into bitternesse as the Lord permitted Israël to bitter pressures in Egypt that they might more willingly depart thence toward the promised rest so is it here the healthy and prosperous say in their hearts as the Reubenites and Gadites Numb 32. 5. when they saw the pleasant Jazer and the fruitfull Gilead if we have found grace in thy sight let this land be given unto thy servants for a possession they would not goe hence now God though he give us sweet comforts in the first fruits of his spirit like clusters from Escol Deut. 1. 24. 25. yet he embittereth our worldly delights our places of pleasure are toucht with some griefe our beds of rest become places of sicknesse and death Eden was the theatre for mans first tragoedie Christ began his passion in a garden the easterne people made their sepulchres in gardens to teach them what may and must come of their pleasures Sicknesse maketh the prudent loath sinne in the sense of the bitter effects thereof the victories of sinne are destructive if they are againe intangled therein and overcome the latter end is worse with them then the beginning as it was said in the name of those white sacrifices which Marcus Caesar used to offer in his triumphs if thou overcommest we perish we truely may say of sin happy affliction therefore which maketh us out of love with that which cannot destroy except it overcome nor overcome except we love it Sicknesse awaketh us from security except we are like those sleepy beares which cannot be awaked no not with wounds and stirreth them up to seek the Lord as hee saith in their affliction they will seeke me early Though wicked Asa in his great sicknesse sought not to the Lord Yet to the Saints sicknesse is a sweet enditer of prayers as it is written in the day of my trouble I will call upon thee for thou wilt heare me How many men for bodily sicknesse were brought to Christ and had their soules cured who being in health lived in unbeleefe before Terrour of conscience oppression poverty and sicknesse are profitable for the elect in that they serve like those foure bearers of the paralyticall man to bring them to Christ. That thou maist therefore make a right use of thy sicknesse observe these rules 1. Search thy heart and turne unto the Lord in serious repentance make thy peace with him quickly considering the cause of thy sicknesse thy sinnes judge and condemne thy selfe for them that God may acquit thee and render unto the Lord that for which he delivereth thee if thou recover 2 Set thy house in order and dispose of thy estate which God hath given thee if thou have not before done it 3 Use the help of the learned Physitian but rely on God for the blessing on the meanes there are divers pernitious errours in this case to be avoided some to their losse neglect all meanes these betray their own lives undervallew Gods favours and despise his ordinance in the good creatures made for the reliefe and recovery of the sick and the Physitian who is to be honoured some trust too much to second causes neglecting the first so did Asa some seeke to evill and unlawfull meanes Witches Charmers c. so Ahaziah sent to Baal-zebub the idol of Ekron some as fâ—olish if not so wicked seeke to the unskilfull and ignorant trusting a pretious life into the hands of those who without learning or calling are many times venterous murderers as if God were not the God of wisdome and what wonder seeing upon the like hazard they venture their immortall soule 4 Watch and pray as in all estates so specially in this that as God hath given thee this warning to prepare thee to meet him so that he would sit thee for himselfe and so sanctifie thy trialls that they may better thee and make thee ready for his kingdome that he would restore thy health and give thee an heart to make a more thankfull prudent and holy use thereof then thou hast formerly dore to give thee patience masure thy trials in mercy proportion thy strength to the affliction and to keep thee in life and death as one of his 5 Endeavour what humane infirmitie will permit to beare patiently not stupidly but in confidence of Gods mercy For 1. Impatience is but an accession to thy griefe so much worse then the disease as the soule is better then the body and the distempers thereof more dangerous then the bodily 2. All that we now can suffer commeth inâ—initely short of that we shall enjoy in Christ. 3. God can if he see it best deliver us from the greatest dangers 4. He will lay no more upon us then he will make us able to beare and give and issue out of every triall 5. Our sufferings if with patience are to his glory as Christ said of some 6. We must through many trials enter into glory 7. Christ is toucht with a feeling of our misery 8. These afflictions are but trialls and exercises of our faith and patience 9. Christ suffered inâ—initely more for thee 10. Many of the Saints have suffered long infirmities 11. As this earthly house of this tabernacle must by little and little be destroyed so must our afflictions therein have an end so that they cannot last long it is of excellent use to patience or moderation to consider well in all temporall interest how long we can suffer or enjoy 12. Sicknesse is the soules physick nothing will amend him whom sicknesse cannot we endure hard things patiently for the cure of the body and what is the health