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baptise_a with_o i_o have_v be_v ready_a with_o james_n and_o john_n to_o say_v i_o can_v but_o when_o the_o trial_n come_v as_o they_o after_o in_o his_o suffering_n forsake_v he_o and_o flee_v how_o insufficient_a be_v my_o own_o strength_n to_o perform_v my_o promise_n when_o he_o impose_v on_o i_o the_o deny_v of_o myself_o forsake_v all_o and_o take_v up_o the_o cross_n and_o follow_v he_o i_o yield_v and_o covenant_v by_o vow_n to_o do_v it_o but_o it_o be_v by_o the_o help_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n which_o he_o promise_v to_o give_v i_o i_o stand_v lord_n to_o my_o covenant_n help_v i_o to_o perform_v it_o and_o give_v i_o though_o not_o his_o present_a sight_n yet_o some_o of_o peter_n mental_a apprehension_n and_o a_o glimpse_n a_o taste_n of_o that_o which_o transport_v he_o with_o delight_n let_v who_o will_v or_o who_o thou_o will_v take_v the_o riches_n and_o grandeur_n of_o the_o world_n o_o give_v i_o some_o delightful_a taste_n of_o that_o which_o i_o be_o make_v for_o redeem_v for_o and_o which_o thy_o spirit_n have_v long_o teach_v i_o to_o seek_v and_o hope_v for_o as_o my_o all_o §_o 25._o peter_n be_v not_o weary_a with_o the_o sight_n of_o this_o heavenly_a apparition_n why_o shall_v i_o be_v weary_a of_o the_o believe_a contemplation_n of_o great_a thing_n though_o sight_n affect_v we_o more_o sensible_o than_o mere_a believe_v and_o think_v yet_o these_o have_v their_o happy_a office_n which_o may_v be_v effectual_a and_o christ_n who_o thus_o appear_v in_o glory_n to_o peter_n have_v say_v bless_a be_v they_o that_o have_v not_o see_v and_o yet_o have_v believe_v and_o peter_n himself_o say_v of_o they_o that_o see_v not_o christ_n that_o they_o rejoice_v with_o joy_n unspeakable_a
that_o be_v every_o where_o but_o by_o a_o peculiar_a operation_n and_o relation_n and_o so_o holy_a soul_n be_v under_o a_o more_o felicitating_a operation_n of_o god_n may_v well_o be_v say_v to_o have_v a_o near_a union_n with_o he_o than_o now_o they_o have_v §_o 35._o 〈◊〉_d and_o i_o observe_v that_o as_o be_v aforesaid_a all_o thing_n have_v natural_o a_o strong_a inclination_n to_o union_n and_o communion_n with_o their_o like_a every_o clod_n and_o stone_n incline_v to_o the_o earth_n water_n will_v go_v to_o water_n air_n to_o air_n fire_n to_o fire_n bird_n and_o beast_n associate_v with_o their_o like_a and_o the_o noble_a nature_n be_v most_o strong_o thus_o incline_v and_o therefore_o i_o have_v natural_a reason_n to_o think_v that_o it_o will_v be_v so_o with_o holy_a soul_n §_o 36._o 3._o and_o i_o find_v that_o the_o inordinate_a contraction_n of_o man_n to_o himself_o and_o to_o the_o interest_n of_o this_o individual-person_n with_o the_o defect_n of_o love_n to_o all_o about_o we_o according_a to_o every_o creature_n goodness_n and_o special_o to_o god_n the_o infinite_a good_a who_o we_o shall_v love_v above_o ourselves_o be_v the_o very_a sum_n of_o all_o the_o pravity_n of_o man_n and_o all_o the_o injustice_n and_o injury_n to_o other_o and_o all_o the_o neglect_n of_o good_a work_n in_o the_o world_n and_o all_o our_o daily_a terror_n and_o self-distracting_a self-tormenting_a care_n and_o grief_n and_o fear_n proceed_v from_o this_o inordinate_a love_n and_o adhesion_n to_o ourselves_o therefore_o i_o have_v reason_n to_o think_v that_o in_o our_o better_a state_n we_o shall_v perfect_o love_v other_o as_o ourselves_o and_o the_o selfish_a love_n will_v turn_v into_o a_o common_a and_o a_o divine_a love_n which_o must_v be_v by_o our_o prefer_v the_o common_a and_o the_o divine_a good_a and_o interest_n §_o 37._o and_o i_o be_o so_o sensible_a of_o the_o power_n and_o plague_n of_o selfishness_n and_o how_o it_o now_o corrupt_v tempt_v and_o disquiet_v i_o that_o when_o i_o feel_v any_o fear_n lest_o individuation_n cease_v and_o my_o soul_n fall_v into_o one_o common_a soul_n as_o the_o stoic_n think_v all_o soul_n do_v at_o death_n i_o find_v great_a cause_n to_o suspect_v that_o this_o arise_v from_o the_o power_n of_o this_o corrupt_a selfishness_n for_o reason_n see_v no_o cause_n at_o all_o to_o fear_v it_o be_v it_o so_o §_o 38._o 4._o for_o i_o find_v also_o that_o the_o nature_n of_o love_n be_v to_o desire_v as_o near_o a_o union_n as_o be_v possible_a and_o the_o strong_a love_n do_v strongly_a desire_v it_o fervent_a lover_n think_v they_o can_v scarce_o be_v too_o much_o one._n and_o love_n be_v our_o perfection_n and_o therefore_o so_o be_v union_n §_o 39_o 5._o and_o i_o find_v that_o when_o christian_n have_v the_o first_o and_o full_a pouring_n out_o of_o the_o spirit_n they_o have_v the_o fervent_a love_n and_o the_o near_a union_n and_o the_o least_o desire_n of_o propriety_n and_o distance_n §_o 40._o 6._o and_o i_o find_v that_o christ_n prayer_n for_o the_o felicity_n of_o his_o disciple_n be_v a_o prayer_n for_o their_o unity_n joh._n 17._o 22_o 23._o and_o in_o this_o he_o place_v much_o of_o their_o persection_n §_o 41._o 7._o and_o i_o find_v also_o that_o man_n be_v a_o sociable_a nature_n and_o that_o all_o man_n find_v by_o experience_n that_o conjunction_n in_o society_n be_v needful_a to_o their_o safety_n strength_n and_o pleasure_n §_o 42._o 8._o and_o i_o find_v that_o my_o soul_n will_v fain_o be_v near_a god_n and_o that_o darkness_n and_o distance_n be_v my_o misery_n and_o near_a communion_n be_v it_o that_o will_v answer_v all_o the_o tendency_n of_o my_o soul_n why_o then_o shall_v i_o fear_v too_o near_o a_o union_n §_o 43._o i_o think_v it_o utter_o improbable_a that_o my_o soul_n shall_v become_v more_o near_o unite_v to_o any_o creature_n than_o to_o god_n though_o it_o be_v of_o the_o same_o kind_n with_o other_o soul_n and_o infinite_o below_o god_n for_o god_n be_v as_o near_o i_o as_o i_o be_o to_o myself_o i_o still_o depend_v on_o he_o as_o the_o effect_n upon_o its_o total_a constant_a cause_n and_o that_o not_o as_o the_o fruit_n upon_o the_o tree_n which_o borrow_v all_o from_o the_o earth_n water_n air_n and_o fire_n which_o it_o communicate_v to_o its_o fruit_n but_o as_o a_o creature_n on_o its_o creator_n who_o have_v no_o be_v but_o what_o it_o receive_v total_o from_o god_n by_o constant_a communication_n hence_o autonine_n seneca_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o stoic_n think_v that_o all_o the_o world_n be_v god_n or_o one_o great_a animal_n consist_v of_o divine_a spirit_n and_o matter_n as_o man_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n sometime_o call_v the_o suppose_a soul_n of_o the_o world_n god_n and_o sometime_o call_v the_o whole_a world_n god_n but_o still_o mean_v that_o the_o universe_n be_v but_o one_o spirit_n and_o body_n unite_v and_o that_o we_o all_o be_v part_n of_o god_n or_o of_o the_o body_n of_o god_n or_o accident_n at_o least_o §_o 44._o and_o even_o the_o popish_a mystical_a divine_n in_o their_o pretension_n to_o the_o high_a perfection_n say_v the_o same_o in_o sense_n such_o as_o benedict_n anglus_fw-la in_o his_o regula_n perfectionis_fw-la approve_v by_o many_o doctor_n who_o place_v much_o of_o his_o supereminent_a life_n in_o our_o believe_v very_o that_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o god_n and_o live_v according_o maintain_v that_o all_o creature_n be_v nothing_o distinct_a from_o god_n but_o be_v to_o god_n as_o the_o beam_n be_v to_o the_o sun_n and_o as_o the_o heat_n be_v to_o the_o fire_n which_o real_o be_v itself_o and_o so_o teach_v we_o to_o rest_v in_o all_o thing_n as_o good_a as_o be_v nothing_o but_o god_n essential_a will_n which_o be_v himself_o resolve_v even_o our_o sin_n and_o imperfection_n according_o into_o god_n so_o that_o they_o be_v god_n or_o none_o §_o 45._o and_o all_o these_o man_n have_v as_o fair_a a_o pretence_n for_o their_o conceit_n of_o such_o a_o union_n with_o god_n now_o as_o for_o such_o a_o union_n after_o death_n for_o their_o reason_n be_v 1._o that_o god_n be_v infinite_a there_o can_v be_v no_o more_o being_n then_o his_o own_o but_o god_n and_o the_o small_a be_v distinct_a will_v be_v more_o entity_n than_o god_n alone_o but_o infinity_o can_v have_v no_o addition_n 2._o because_o ens_fw-la &_o bonum_fw-la convertuntur_fw-la but_o god_n only_o be_v good_a and_o if_o we_o be_v notwithstanding_o all_o this_o distinct_a being_n from_o god_n now_o we_o shall_v be_v so_o then_o for_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v annihilate_v and_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v so_o advance_v as_o to_o be_v deify_v and_o of_o creature_n or_o distinct_a being_n turn_v into_o a_o be_v infinite_o above_o we_o if_o we_o be_v not_o part_n of_o god_n now_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v so_o then_o but_o if_o they_o can_v prove_v that_o we_o be_v so_o now_o we_o shall_v quick_o prove_v to_o they_o 1._o that_o then_o god_n have_v material_a divisible_a 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and_o to_o enter_v the_o holy_a celestial_a society_n shall_v be_v no_o more_o joyful_o affect_v with_o these_o hope_n and_o that_o i_o shall_v make_v any_o great_a matter_n of_o the_o pain_n and_o languish_v and_o perish_v of_o the_o flesh_n when_o it_o be_v the_o common_a way_n to_o such_o a_o end_n o_o hateful_a sin_n that_o have_v so_o darken_v and_o corrupt_a soul_n as_o to_o estrange_v and_o undispose_v they_o to_o the_o only_a state_n of_o their_o hope_a happiness_n alas_o what_o do_v man_n when_o he_o forsake_v the_o love_n and_o obedience_n of_o his_o god_n how_o just_a it_o be_v that_o this_o flesh_n and_o world_n shall_v become_v our_o prison_n which_o we_o will_v make_v our_o home_n and_o will_v not_o use_v as_o our_o lord_n appoint_v we_o as_o our_o servant_n and_o way_n to_o our_o better_a state_n though_o our_o way_n must_v not_o be_v our_o home_n our_o father_n will_v not_o have_v be_v so_o strange_a to_o we_o in_o the_o way_n if_o we_o have_v not_o unthankful_o turn_v 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it_o we_o can_v have_v the_o conduct_n and_o comfort_n of_o it_o while_o we_o shut_v our_o eye_n and_o turn_v away_o and_o what_o though_o god_n give_v not_o to_o all_o man_n a_o overcome_a measure_n nor_o to_o the_o best_a so_o much_o as_o they_o desire_v the_o earth_n be_v but_o a_o spot_n or_o point_n of_o god_n creation_n not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o ant_n hillock_n to_o a_o kingdom_n or_o perhaps_o to_o all_o the_o earth_n and_o who_o be_v scandalize_v because_o the_o world_n have_v a_o heap_n of_o ant_n in_o it_o yea_o or_o a_o nest_n of_o snake_n that_o be_v not_o man_n the_o vast_a unmeasurable_a world_n of_o light_n which_o be_v above_o we_o be_v possess_v by_o inhabitant_n suitable_a to_o their_o glory_n a_o casement_n or_o crevise_v of_o light_n or_o a_o candle_n in_o this_o darksome_a world_n be_v a_o unspeakable_a mercy_n yea_o that_o we_o may_v but_o hear_v of_o a_o better_a world_n and_o may_v seek_v it_o in_o hope_n we_o must_v not_o grudge_v that_o in_o our_o prison_n 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