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sin_v daniel_n we_o have_v deal_v wicked_o we_o have_v most_o traitorous_o rebel_v against_o thou_o these_o word_n come_v not_o faint_o from_o y_z e_z tongue_n but_o with_o force_n and_o faith_n from_o the_o very_a root_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o why_o because_o he_o have_v search_v and_o try_v yea_o he_o have_v a_o feeling_n a_o inward_a grief_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n who_o confession_n be_v accept_v and_o who_o prayer_n be_v hear_v the_o sinful_a man_n before_o i_o do_v confess_v to_o thou_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v behold_v the_o same_o at_o large_a what_o need_v i_o they_o my_o sin_n thus_o to_o unfold_v solace_n indeed_o i_o do_v behold_v most_o plain_o action_n aswell_o the_o very_a intent_n of_o the_o heart_n the_o inner_a part_n thereof_o as_o the_o outward_a action_n the_o external_a and_o visible_a corrupt_a conversation_n there_o be_v no_o secret_a thought_n no_o imagination_n that_o pass_v unreveil_v by_o the_o light_n of_o my_o knowledge_n but_o whatsoever_o 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14.3.2_o for_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o heavenly_a father_n can_v no_o man_n by_o his_o own_o merit_n be_v accept_v righteous_a 1.3_o but_o through_o i_o be_v they_o acceptable_a and_o just_a in_o his_o sight_n and_o therefore_o say_v job_n what_o if_o i_o shall_v flatter_v myself_o 9.15.2_o and_o stand_v in_o my_o own_o conceit_n righteous_a and_o just_a when_o my_o deed_n shall_v be_v lay_v open_a when_o they_o shall_v be_v manifest_v i_o can_v answer_v one_o of_o a_o thousand_o thing_n lay_v to_o my_o charge_n therefore_o say_v he_o i_o will_v make_v my_o prayer_n and_o supplication_n unto_o the_o judge_n if_o therefore_o thou_o be_v desirous_a to_o be_v justify_v promise_n before_o my_o heavenly_a father_n thou_o must_v sâ—y_v away_o all_o desert_n of_o thy_o own_o and_o confess_v that_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o thou_o but_o mere_a wickedness_n horrible_a confusion_n &_o utter_a despair_n of_o thy_o own_o goodness_n yield_v thyself_o guilty_a of_o many_o evil_n for_o if_o 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