that in the other world I may stand among thy Sheep on thy right hand and hear that blessed heart-chearing voice Come thou blessed of my Father inherit the Kingdom prepared for thee before the foundation of the World For I was hungry and thou gavest me meat I was thirsty and thou gavest me drink I was a stranger and thou didst take me in I was sick and thou visitedst me when my soul shall be above all sin and my body above all sickness and both blessed in thy favour and fruition for ever and ever Amen CHAP. VIII How a Christian may exercise himself to Godliness on a Dying Bed SIxthly and Lastly Thy duty is to exercise thy self to Godliness if God give thee opportunity on a Dying Bed The work of a Saint is to glorifie God not onely in his life but also in his death The Silk-worm stretcheth out her self before she spin and ends her life in her long wrought clew The Christian must stretch out himself on his dying Bed and end his life in the work of his Lord. Every Man by his death payeth his debt to nature He is earth in regard of his Original creation and must be earth in regard of his ultimate resolution Dust thou art and to dust thou shalt return Gen. 3. 19. The Sinner when he dyeth payeth his debt to Sin Satan and the Law To sin as he is the servant of unrighteousness and so must receive its wages which is death To Satan as he hath sold himself to work wickedness at his will and so must have his tempter to be his eternal tormentor To the Law as he hath violated its precepts and commands and therefore must undergo its punishment and curse The Saint when he dieth payeth his debt to God for he oweth him honour as well by his death as by his life Hence we read not onely of their living in the Lord and to the Lord but also of their dying in the Lord and to the Lord Rom. 14. 8. Rev. 14. 13. Which though some expound in that place of the Revelations to the cause for which they died they did not dye out of humour or obstinacy or any carnal selfish interest but purely as Martyrs at Gods call and for Gods cause They loved not their lives to the death for the testimony of Iesus Yet the words may as clearly speak 1. The state in whiâ—â— they died They died in the favour of God reconciled to him through the death of the Mediatour The Castle of their souls was not taken by storm or in a state of emnity and opposition but by a quiet voluntary sâ—rrender or in a state of peace and amity 2. The manner of their deaths They died in the fear of God they exercised grace as well in sickness as in health and when dying as when living their spiritual motions were quick when their natural motions were slow Plutarch reports of Lucius Metellus high Priest of Rome that though he lived to a great old age his voice did not fail him nor his hand shake in his sacrificing to the Gods It s said of Moses when he was a hundred and twenty years old and dyed that his natural sight did not fail him neither was his heat abated So it may be said of the Christian that though he die old his spiritual sight doth not fail him nor his divine heat abate As Caleb he is as strong in regard of grace his inward strength when he is entering into the promised Canaan as he was when he first went forth as a spie by faith to search the land flowing with milk and honey The Heathen counted him happy that dyed either in the midst of the goods of fortune hence they say if Priamus had died a little before the loss of his Town he had died the greatest Prince in all Asia or in the exercise of their moral vertues Hence they so highly extol Seneca and Socrates who seemed to dare even death it self out of resolution and fortitude Though those seeming vertues were but as Austin terms them Splendida Flagitia Famous Vices and their confidence arose not from any grounded knowledge of their good estates but from their blindness and ignorance of their depraved wicked and woful estates He is the happy man indeed that dieth in the faith that sleepeth in Iesus that goeth to his grave in the exercise of grace The Master of Moral Philosophy commendeth that Pilot whom a Ship-wrack swalloweth up at the Stern with the Rudder in his hand The most high God commendeth that person whom death seiseth doing the work for which he was sent into the world Even the blind Mole if Naturalists may be credited opens his eyes when he comes to dye and the crooked Serpent stretcheth out her self straight when she is going to fetch her last breath and shall not the Saint be best at last Reader Observe how careful the Saints have been to do their last work well and to go out of the world like some sweet spices perfuming the room in which they fetch their last breath with holiness and leaving a sweet savour behind them Jacob when dying worshipped leaning on his staff Heb. 11. 21. What a Character doth he give of the Angel of the Covenant and what blessings doth he pray for and prophesie to come on his children when he was going from them How was his heart enlarged in pantings after the Lord Christ Gen. 48. 16. and 49. per tot The living waters of his graces ran with the greater strength when they were emptying themselves into the Ocean of glory Moses like the dying Swan sings most sweetly being to go up to Mount Nebo to dye there What excellent doctrines reproofs instructions doth he deliver to the Israelites How pathetically rhetorically divinely doth he dictate his last legacies to his Political children who can read and not be ravished with wonder and delight Deut. 32. 33. Ioshua like the morning star shines brightest at last He gives his people so strict a charge to serve the Lord such gracious counsel when he was going the way of all the earth that it could not but be remembred many days after Dying Ioseph will lay his bones at stake for Gods faithfulness and that he will visit Israel and deliver them out of Egypt Sampson did the Church of God much service in slaying more of her enemies at his death then in his life Iulius Caesar among the Romans and Olympia the Mother of Alexander among the Grecians were famous for their care to die handsomely and not to commit at last any ill beseeming action whereby their memories should have been rendred inglorious But the Christians care hath always been to die holily and to do their God most service when they are going to that place where they shall do him no more in a proper sense Philosophers tell us that the soul upon deaths approach is more divine and supernaturally inclined certain it is the soul of a Saint onely doth then more
Robert Bolton being told that it would be better for the Church of God if God pleased to spare his life said If I shall find favour in the eyes of God he will bring me again and shew me both it and his habitation if not Lo here I am let him do with me what he pleaseth Another pious soul in his sickness cryed out Domine si tibi sim necessarius non recuso vivere Lord if I may be further serviceable to thee I am willing to live Lucius Cornelius Lieutenant in Portugal under Fabius the Consul was infamous to following ages for his impatience in complaining of his Physitian and railing at Esculapius for not accepting his vow and passionate desire of having his life spun out to a longer thread We cannot blame them who have their portion in this life for their unwillingness to leave it and to become beggers in Hell for ever Mori timeat qui ad secundam mortem de hac morte transibit saith Ciprian de Moral Let him fear death who must pass from this death to the second death To such a one indeed death is a Murderer like Iehorams messenger comes to take away the life of his soul and all his happiness and therefore he may well call as Elisha did shut the door and keep him out Many Saints who died violent and cruel deaths yet gave their very enemies cause to admire their patience They wearied out their bloody Persecutors by their meekness and patience Bonner said of the Martyrs in Queen Marys days A vengeance on them I think they love to burn When that old Disciple Policarp came to the stake at which he was burnt to death he desired to stand untied saying Let me alone for he that gave me strength to come to the fire will give me patience to endure the flame without your tying Cassianus with admirable meekness suffered a cruel Martyrdom from his own Scholars who at the command of the barbarous Tyrant became his Executioners some with their Pen Knives pricking and lancing his flesh others casting stones at him till they had killed him Eulaliae a chast virgin of a noble Family in Portugal being for a time kept close by her Parents for fear her bold Profession should cause her death one night getting from them and appearing before the Tribunal of Maximnus she was for refusing to sacrifice to his Idols Executed in this manner first two Hangmen with all their might rent her joynts in sunder then her flesh was scratched from her sides with the Talons of Wild Beasts and hot burning Torches were set to her sides which ended her life A Christian should also exercise patience and submission to Gods will under his pain It is the rule of Hippocrates that that sickness is most dangerous in which the sick man alters his countenance Undoubtedly its ill and unbecomming Christianity when men who in health are mild and meek in sickness are altered to be peevish and passionate that their relations and attendants who pity their pain and pray for their ease and watch and work night and day to serve them are requited with harsh words and fretful returns Cajus Marius suffered the veins of his legs to be cut out for the cure of his Gout and never shrunk for it The Grecians were cowardly in their encounters with men but valiant and patient in their conflicts with diseases Master Ieremiah Whitaker who on his death-bed had dreadful fits of the stone bore them with maâ—vellous patience often turning up his eyes to Heaven and saying Blessed be God this is not Hell The Saint who is in covenant with God and hath engaged himself to God to submit to all his providences and hath God engaged to him to lay no more upon him then he will enable him to bear may well with patience endure the divine pleasure Vincentius a Spaniard who was Martyred at Valence under Dacianus the President of the cruel Tyrant Dioclestan was used in this manner first he was laid upon the wrack and all the joynts of his body distended till they crackt again then all the members of his body were pierced and indented with deadly wounds then they vexed and tore his flesh with Iron Combs sharply filed then they laid his body on an Iron grate and when they had opened his flesh with Iron Hooks they seared it with fiery Plates sprinkling the same with hot burning Salt last of all they cast him into a vile Dungeon the floor whereof was first thick spread with the sharpest shells that might be gotten his feet then being fast locked in the stocks there he was left alone till he died all which he endured without murmuring or complaining and according to his name Vincentius was over all a Conquerour And shall not Christians who dye in their Beds in peace with much less pain be patient Many who knew not God did look on death as a favour and one of the greatest which their Gods could bestow on them Agamedes and Trophonius having built the Temple of Apollo asked of that God a reward for their service They were answered that within seven days they should be bountifully paid for their pains at the end of which time they dyed in a sleep One of Caesars crazed Souldiers desired the favour of the Emperor to have leave to kill himself Especially the thoughts of the happy issue of the most painful sickness and death to a Child of God may as the wood thrown into the bitter waters of Marah make them sweet unto him Some chuse to be cut rather then to be daily tortured with the stone though they know that cutting will put them to much pain because they hope that cutting will cure them of their distemper When a Gaoler knocks off a Prisoners Fetters and Bolts though it puts him to much more pain then the constant wearing them though every blow goeth to his heart yet he flincheth not he complaineth not because he knoweth his future ease will make amends for his present pain Christians are here fettered with sin and misery which constantly grate upon their spirits Death is the Gaoler to knock of their shackles and let them into the glorious liberty of the Sons of God what though it put them to much pain they may bear it with much patience knowing that it will end in eternal pleasures Though an Hypocrite like a piece of Brass when stricken with the Hammer of Sickness or Death maketh a sharp and irksome noise with impatience and breaketh in peices is undone for ever yet the sincere soul as a piece of Gold when so smitten may sound sweetly and be pliable True Gold may be stretcht out in length and breadth in thin and fine leaves as you please Now Reader that thou mayst thus glorifie thy God credit thy profession further thine account and advantage others by thy death it is requisite that thou be always ready for it The Qâ—arter-day never comes amiss to him that hath always his Rent
evil thoughts Matth. 15.19 that is the nest in which those Hornets breed The heart is the original of sinful words as well as sinful thoughts Out of the heart proceed false witness blasphemies Matth. 15.19 They were in the heart before ever they were in the tongue It s faid of the Weasel that it conceives at the ear and brings forth at the mouth Every sinner conceiveth at the heart what he brings forth at the mouth Such stinking breath comes from rotten inwards The heart is the â—â—â—sel of poisonous liquor the tongue is but the tap to broach it Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh The heart is the Forge also where all our evil works as well as words are hammered out Out of the heart proceed murthers and thefts and adulteries and fornicaâ—ions Matth. 15.19 You will say that murthers and thefts are hand-sins and that adulteries and fornication belong to the eye and outward parts of the body but alas the heart is the womb wherein they are conceived and bred the outward parts are but the Midwives to deliver the mother of those monsters and to bring them into the world An evil man out of the evil treasure in his heart bringeth forth evil things There is no sin but is drest in the withdrawing room of the heart before it appear on the stage of the life Apollidorus dreamed one night that the Scythians had taken him and flea'd off his skin with an intent to boil him and as he was lifting into the Cauldron his heart said unto him It s I that have brought thee to all this There is a real truth in this that the heart brings men both to all their sins and all their sufferings As the Chaos had the seed of all creatures and wanted nothing but the motion of the good Spirit to produce them so the heart hath the seed of all evil and wanteth nothing but the motion of the evil spirit and a fit opportunity to bring it forth It is in vain to go about an holy life till the heart be made holy The Pulse of the hand beats well or ill according to the sâ—ate of the heart and the inward vital parts Our earthly members can never be mortified unless the body of sin and death be destroyed The foul bird of sin must be killed in the nest the heart or it can never be thrown on the dunghil die in the life Therefore the Holy Ghost calls on men to take away the cause if they would have the effect to cease O Ierusalem wash thy heart from wickedness Cleanse your hearts ye sinners and purifie your hands ye double-minded first the heart cleansed then the hands Ier. 4.14 Iames 4.7,8 If the chinks of the ship are unstopt t will be to no purpose to labour at the Pump It is not rubbing or scratching will cure the itch but the blood whose corruption is the cause of it must be purified When the water is foul at the bottom no wonder that scum and filth appear at the top There is no way to stop the issue of sin but by drying up the matter that feeds it As Moses cast the tree into the bitter waters and sweetned the Springs And as Elijah cast salt into the fountain and thereby healed the waters so the salt of grace must be cast into the Spring the fountain of the heart or the streams of the life will never be sweet Till trees are grafted and their nature altered all the fruit they bring forth is wilde and harsh and little worth Till the Christian is grafted into Christ and a new and another nature be infused into him all his fruit is unsavoury and unacceptable to God vain and unprofitable to himself Such a one is like a Cypress tree fair to look on but barren Like a Painter he may make a great stir about the colours and shadows of things the form of Godliness and shew all his wit and art and skill in expressing the outside but wholly neglecteth the substance and contemneth the inward parts the power thereof There be several things which may help to make the life fair in the eyes of men but nothing will make it amiable in the eyes of God unless the heart be changed and renewed Indeed all the medicines which can be applied without the sanctifying work of the Spirit though they may cover they can never cure the corruption and diseases of the soul. The best man without this is like a Serpent painted as it were without but poysonous within As the herb Biscort he may have smooth and plain leaves but a croked root Or as a Pill be guilded on the outside when the whole mass and body of it is bitterness It is one thing to be angry with sin upon a sudden discontent as a Man may be with his Wife whom he loves dearly and another thing to hate sin as that which we abhor to behold and endeavour to destroy A filthy heart like a foul body may seem for a while to be in good plight but when the heats and colds of temptations appear t will bewray it self Some Insects lye in a deep sleep all the Winter stir not make no noise that one would think them dead but when the weather alters and the Sun shines they revive and shew themselves So though lusts may seem dead in an unregenerate man they are only laid asleep and when opportunity is will revive Shame may hide sin but it will not heal â—â—n Corruption often lyeth secret in the heart when shame hindereth it from breaking out in sâ—abs and boâ—ches in the life Some court holiness as hard in shew as Saul did Samuel to be honoured before the people when like him they hate it in their hearts Fear may do somewhat to curb a vitiated nature but it cannot cure it The Bear dares hardly touch his desired honey for fear of the stinging of the Bees The Dog forbears the meat on the Table not because he doth not love it but because he is afraid of the Cudgel Many leave some sin in their outward actions as Iacob parted with Benjamin for fear they should starve if they kept it who are as fond of it as the Patriarch of his Child This inward love of sin is indeed its life and that which is most dangerous and deadly to the soul. As an imposthume is most perillous for being inward and private Rocks under water split more vessels then those that appear above water so sin raigning onely in the heart is oftentimes more hurtful then when it rageth in the life Such civil persons go to Hell without much disturbance being asleep in sin yet not snoring to the diâ—quieting of others they are so far from being jogged or awaked that they are many times praised and commended Example Custom and Education may also help a man to make a fair shew in the flesh but not to walk after the spirit They may Prune and Lop sin but never stubb it up
quarrels but keep the peace without a Bond. It is the base and vile bramble the fruit of the earths curse that teareth and renteth what is next it Plutarch reports of a falling out between two famous Philosophers Aristippus and AEschines and how after some time Aristippus went to AEschines saying Shall we not be friends before we be a Table-talk to all the town Yea with all my heart saith AEschines Remember then saith Aristippus that thrugh I am your Elder yet I sued for peace True replieth the other I acknowledge you the better and worthier man for I began the strife but you the peace In this Pagan glass many Christians may see their own deformities for even Heathen agree with Scripture in this first particular That they are most wise and prudent who are most meek and peaceable 2. The other which floweth from the forementioned verse is That the Christians meekness must be mixt with wisdom The Apostle calls it meekness of wisdom meekness opposeth fury in our own quarrel not zeal in Gods cause The same Spirit that appeared in the forme of a Dove appeared also in the form of fiery tongues It may be my duty to be silent when I am wronged but its sinful not to speak when God is reproached Though I may compound for my own debts yet I have no power to compound for anothers It s a singular mark of a Saint to be wet Tinder when men strike fire at himself and touch-wood when men strike at God The meekest man upon the face of the earth was the fullest of fury in the cause of Heaven Numb 12. 2. Exod. 32. A skilful Musitian knoweth when to strike a string of a lower sound when of an higher A wise Christian knoweth when to abate when to increase his heats Naturalists observe of Bees that they will ordinarily suffer any prejudice when they are far from their Hives and their own particular is onely concerned but when they are neer their Hives that their Common wealth is engaged in their combats they are furious and will lose their lives or conquer Thy work O Christian is not to abate the least of Gods due but to pocket up many private injuries and to forgive thy personal debts Be not like some as cold in Gods cause as if they had neither sense nor life and as hot in their own as if their work were to make good the opinion of Democritus that the soul is of the nature of fire nothing else but an hot subtle body dispersing it self into fiery atomes Excess of fury is a spiritual frenzy and its ill for them who come within the biting of such mad beasts I have reast of Themistocles that having an House to let he pasted on the Door Here is an House to be hired that hath a good Neighbour It s a great comfort to dwell by a pious and meek person but no small cross to live neer the peevish and passionate A meek man is a good Neighbour in these respects For 1. He is so far from wronging others that he will forgive those that wrong him He is not onely contrary to them who like furious Curs fall upon every one that passeth by without the least cause but also if he be wronged he never studieth revenge though he may seek sometimes for Iustice. The world hath learned of the Divel to offer injuries and he hath learned of God to suffer injuries He dares not usurpe Gods Throne but leaves his cause to the Judge of all men Lev. 19. 18. He knoweth also that good men must have their grains of allowance and Children of the same Father are too prone to quarrel therefore he beareth both with the bad and the good with the former for Christs sake with the latter because they are Christs seed Now such a one is a good Neighbour Calvin said though Luther should call him Satan yet he would honour Luther as a faithful servant of God It s reported of Cato that when a rash bold fellow struck him in the Bath and some time after came to ask him pardon he had forgot that he had been injured Melius putavit non agnoscere quam ignoscere saith Seneca He scorned to approach so neer revenge as acknowledge that he had been wronged It s below a generous Moralist to take notice of petty affronts He kils such slimy wormes by trampling on them The Christian upon a better consideration destroyeth those vermine with the foot of contempt He hath experience what millions of pounds are forgiven him by God and therefore out of gratitude cannot but pardon some few pence to man Forgiving one another as God for Christs sake hath forgiven you Ephes. 4. 32. He knoweth that he needeth favour from others for his offences against them he doth not always walk so carefully but some time or other he hath bespattered those that went neer him and it s but just that he should allow that pardon which he expecteth Eccles. 7.21,22 Tit. 3. 2 3. Shewing all meekness towards all men for we our selves were sometimes foolish living in malice and envy hateful and hating one another The Lacedemonians were wont to pray in their publique service that the Gods would enable them to bear private wrongs with patience 2. A meek person will part with much of his right to buy his peace Where he may not wrong his family too much nor dishonour his God he will yeild far to preserve or purchase a friend Though his priviledge be superior yet he can be contented to hold the stirrup to others and give them place Abraham was the Elder and the Nobler man yet he offereth Lot his choice of the Country and was willing to take what he would leave SECT VI. SEcondly If thou wouldst exercise thy self to godliness in thy dealings with all men look not onely to the manner of thy dealing but also to the principle Thy righteous courteous and meek carriage must proceed from obedience to Gods command Many of the Heathen as thou hast heard were just in their contracts they would as soon die as deceive Now how wouldst thou know whether thou exceedest them but by a principle of Conscience from which thou actest If Pagans and Christians be found travelling in the same path the onely way to difference them iâ— to enquire whence they both sat out and whither they are going what is the principle from which they act and what is the end of their journey According to the principle of a man such is his end If the Barrel of the Musquet be crooked it will never carry the Bullet right therefore thy principle must especially be minded There be many things that move orderly and yet their motion is not from a principle of life as a Mill moveth by reason of the water yet is no living creature An outward principle of custome or fashion or glory may make a man just and patient in his actings many do the things commanded not because they are
endeavour to revive me When I fall he will do his utmost to recover me He will rejoyce with me in my joys and sympathize with me in my sufferings in every condition to his power be a futable consolation O that the value and vertue of this Pearl may make me esteem it at an high price and the more wary that I be not cheated in my Choice Lord thou hast ordained the communion of Saints to be for mutual comfort and counsel let me choose those for my friends that will be faithful to their own and to my soul. I Wish that I may manifest to my own conscience the truth of my conversion by my Companions and that I am passed from death to life because I joyn with and love the brethren Beasts flock together Sinners joyn hand in hand and Saints are of the same heart and walk together towards the same Heaven My Associates will discover my nature whether Vertue or Vice be my Master My Comrades will speak to what Captain I belong If I joyn with the black Regiment of the Prince of Darkness it s a sign I am an enemy to the Lord of Hosts The members of Christs Mystical Body go in company It s presumed they are unchast Women who company with known Harlots and it s supposed they are dishonest men who are familiar with Theives If Christ and grace be predominant in me I cannot like and love their enemies An holy soul cannot delight in prophane sinners goldâ— will unite it self with the substance of gold but not incorporate with dross An heart truly good cannot brook those that are evil All creatures desire to joyn with such as are of the same nature Fish Fowls Birds Beasts all every one strive to be with them that are of the same species Confederacy in sin is the livery by which the black guard of Hell is distinguished from the rest of the rational creatures True friendship is the Cognisance of true Christians By this shall all men know that ye are my Disciples if ye love one another Love is the badge of the houshold of faith which witnesseth to what Lord they appertain Where love is in truth to their persons there will be a delight in their presence For what is love but a motion of the soul towards and its complacency in the object beloved In vain do I pretend my self a Disciple without sincere love which is the life of a Disciple Love to my God is the soul of Religion which keeps it in being in motion without this the whole body of it decayeth and dyeth All my performances if this be lacking are but as an unsavoury Corpse without either loveliness or life Love to my brethren is the sign of Religion which ever sheweth it self at the door where the substance is within He that loveth him that begetteth must needs love him also that is begotten The Child is acceptable for the Fathers sake The Picture is amiable because of the Person it representeth O how grossely do they delude their souls that think they love the Head when they hate and despise the Members that say they affect and prize Christ above their lives when they reject and persecute Christians to the very death Lordâ— thou hast told me He that loveth not his Brother abideth in death All thy Children are my Brethren they have the same Father the same Mother O suffer me not to give conscience cause to witness against me that I am in a state of death of damnation for want of this brotherly affection but grant that the hot beams of thy love may so warm my heart that I may be always reflecting back love to thy self and thy Saints as an evidence of my eternal salvation I Wish that I may consider whom I choose for my Companions least I be disappointed in the ends of Company My God intendeth society to be helpful to his people in the best things But they are never likely to further me in holiness who walk in the broad way that leadeth to Hell Satans Servants will not teach me to do the Lords work That friendship is ill made which is soon broken no band can hold him who is a stranger to Religion Where there is no fear of God in the heart there can be no true friendship They who are two in disposition will scarce be one in affection Where there is no true likeness there can be no true love Can two walk together unless they be agreed Grace is the onely Cement which conglutinates hearts and maketh true friends A brutish Sinner and a Beleiver are contrary each to other An unjust man is abominable to the just and he that is upright in his way is abominable to the wicked the Eagle hath perpetual emnity with Serpents and Dragons and their seed So hath the Eagle-eyed Christian with the seed of the Serpent Beasts hate fire and so do those whom God calleth Foxes and Lions and Bulls the fire of grace that burneth in a Saints heart and flameth out in his life Lambs and Wolves Doves and Ravens cannot unite Jerusalem and Babylon Sion and Sodom can never be compact and at unity togeâ—her Can I expect love from that person that hath none for his own soul nor for the blessed God Can contraries meet and not fight Is there any hope of an amicable conjunction betwixt them that are not onely differing but opposite I am born of God he is of his Father the Devil My work is to do the will of my Father in Heaven his work is to do the lusts of the wicked one Self is the Byass by which he moveth Scripture iâ— the Compass by which I sail I am travailing towards heaven he is hastening to hell and is it possible for us to have one heart O that no worldly advantage might make me ever strive to strike a Covenant with them to whom I am thus contrary They must needs be false to me that are made up of unfaithfulness A true friend is another self a vicious man cannot be a true friend because he is never himself Sometimes he is drunk with passion and so loseth his guide and leaveth the dictates of reason those servants are often in rebellion and thâ—n like the troubled Sea he casteth up mire and dirt In his fury he will strike at friends or foes and discover what he knows and more many times Passion is an high Feaver wherein men talk idly therefore the wise man gives a special Caution against such Companions Make no friendship with an angry man and with a furious man thou shalt not go Sometimes he is overcome with wine and then the Beast in him puts the curb into the mouth of reason and hath the command of it A Drunken man hath Nebuchadnezzars brutish heart and is fit onely to graze with Cattel Clitus is killed by his drunken Master and such a one speaketh and doth he knows not what He speaks what he should forget and forgets what he hath
burned We strike fire by meditation to kindle our affections This application of the thoughts to the heart is like the natural heat which digesteth the food and turneth it into good nourishment When we are meditating on the sinfulness of sin In its nature its contrariety to God his being his law his honour its opposition to our own souls their present purity and peace their future glory and bliss In its causes Satan the wicked one its Father the corrupt heart of man its Mother In its properties how defiling it is filthiness it self how infectious it is overspreading the whole man polluting all his natural civil spiritual actions making his praying hearing singing an abomination how deceiving it is pretending meat and intending murder In its effects the curse of God on all the creatures evident by the vanity in them the vexation they bring with them in the anger of God on sinners apparent in those temporal punishments spiritual judgements and eternal â—orments which he inflicteth on them I say when we meditate on this we should endeavour to get our hearts broken for sin ashamed of sin and fired with indignation against sin O what a wretch am I should the soul think to harbour such a Traytor against my Soveraign What a fool am I to hug such a serpent in my bosom What sorrow for it can be sufficient What hatred of it is enough What watchfulness against it what self abhorrency because I have loved it and lived in it can equal its desert O that I could weep bitterly for the commission of it and watch narrowly for the prevention of it and pray-fervently â—or pardon of it and power against it How much am I bound to God for his patience towards so great a sinner How infinitely am I engaged to Christ for taking upon him my sins T was infinite condescention in him to take upon him my nature but O what humiliation was it to take upon him my sins What life can answer such love what thankefulness should I render for such grace such goodness The close applying of our meditations to our hearts is like the applying and rubbing in oyl on a benummed joynt which recovers it to its due sense He that omits it doth as a chapman that praiseth ware and cheapens it but doth not buy it and so is never the better for it David proceeds from meditation of Gods works to application of his thoughts Psal. 8.2,3,4 When I consider the heavens the work of thy fingers c. What is man that thou art mindful of him and the son of man that thou dost thus visit him 5. It is a serious applying of some sacred subject that his resolutions may be strengthned against evill and â—or good The Christian must not onely pray his good thoughts but practice them he must not lock them up in his mind but lay them out in his life A Council of war or of State is wholly useless if there be none to execute what they determine That Kingdom flourisheth best where faithful execution followeth sound advisements Therefore the Heathen pronounced that City â—afe which had the heads of old men for consideration and the â—ands of young men for execution Action without consideration is usually lame and defective consideration without action is lost and abortive Though meditation like Rachel be more fair execution like Leah is most fruitful The beasts under the law were unclean which did not both chew the cud and divide the hoof Ruminatio ad sapientiam fissa ungula pertinet ad mores Chewing the cud signifieth meditation dividing the hoof an holy conversation without which the former will be unprofitable saith Austin Reader Hast thou thought of the beauty and excellency of holiness in its nature its conformity to the pure nature and holy commands of the blessed God in its causes the Spirit of God its principal efficient the holy Scriptures its instrumental In its names it s the image of God the divine nature light life the travel of Christs soul grace glory the Kingdom of heaven In its effects or fruits how it renders thee amiable in Gods eye hath the promise of his ear is entituled to pardon peace joy adoption growth in grace perseverance to the end and the exceeding and eternal weight of glory and hast applied this so close to thy heart that thou hast been really affected with its worth and wished thy self enriched with that jewel though thou wert a beggar all thy life and resolved with thy self Well I will watch and weep and hear and pray both fervently and frequently for holiness I will follow God up and down and never leave him till he sanctifieth my soul Now I say to thee as Nathan to David when he told him of his thoughts and resolution of building a temple Do all that is in thine heart for God is with thee 2 Chron. 17.2 or as God to Moses concerning the Jews They have well spoken all that they have said O that there were an heart in them to keep my commandments It s well thou art brought to any good purposes but it will be ill if they be not followed with performances Good intentions without suitable actions is but a false conception or like a piece charged without a bullet which may make a noise but doth no good no execution Indeed there is no way better to evidence the sincerity of thy intentions then by answerable actions David was good at this I thought on my wayes there was his serious consideration and turned my feet to thy testimonies there is his holy conversation So again I will meditate on thy precepts and will have respect to thy testimonies T is in vain to pretend that like Moses we go into the mount of contemplation and converse with God unless we come down as he did with our faces shining our conversations more splendent with holiness This saith the cheif of the Philosophers will a man to perfect happiness if to his contemplation he joyn a constant imitation of God in wisdom justice and holiness Thus I have dispatched those five particulars in meditations The first three are but one though for methods sake to help the Reader I spake to them severally and are usually called Cogitation the other two Application and Resolution Cogitation provides food Application eats it Resolution digests it and gets strength from it Cogitation cuts out the sute Application makes it up Resolution puts it on and wears it Cogitation betters the judgement Application the affections and Resolution the life It s confest this duty of set meditation is as hard as rare and as uneasie as extraordinary but experience teacheth that the profit makes abâ—ndâ—nt recompence for our pains in the performance of it Besides as Milstones grind hard at first but being used to it they grind easily and make good flower so the Christian wholly disused to this duty at first may find it some what difficult but afterwards both facile and fruitful Reader to help thee
would not reverence the issue for the Authors sake Surely that coin deserves esteem which hath that Kings Image and Superscription on it The matter in thee merits respect Thou art a Love-letter from God to his creature revealing his eternal thoughts of good will publishing his acts of grace and oblivion to all traytors and rebels in arms against his Majesty upon condition they will throw down their weapons and become Loyal Subjects for the future Thou art the Churches Charter containing all the priviledges which the blessed Jesus purchased for her What wise man would not value the deeds and evidences which speak and give a right to pardon love grace joy peace and the undefiled inheritance for ever When thou comest to a soul salvation comes to that soul Thou art always attended with a rich train of all sorts of comforts The good tidings thou bringest and great blessings thou conveyest where ever thou comest may well make thee welcome I may well say unâ—o thee beholding the bracelets and ear-rings wherewith thou adornest the Spouse of the true Isaac as Laban to Abrahams servant Come in thou blessed of the Lord why standest thou without I have prepared lodging for thee If I am bound to bless my God for the natural lights which he hath made the greater to rule the day and the lesser to rule the night because thereby it appears that his mercy endureth for ever Psa. 136. 7 8 9. How much am I bound to bless him for the spiritual light of his word that true that marvellous light which shineth in a dark place till the eternal day dawn O what mercy what mercy enduring for ever is there in every leaf in every verse in every line of that sacred Book If Regeneration be a mercy to be partaker of the divine nature the stamping the lovely Image of the glorious God upon thee then the word is a mercy for that is the seal in the hand of the Spirit which imprinteâ—h it on thee Iames 1. 18. Is faith a mercy that shield of the soul whereby it quencheth the fiery darts of the Devil that Ladder by which the soul mounteth to Heaven and converseth daily with its Lord and Master then the word is a mercy for faith comes by hearing the word is the door of faith Rom. 10. 14. Act. 14. 27. If repentance be a mercy those second and best thoughts of the soul that recovery of the man to his wits and right mind then the word is a mercy for t is the voice of Christ in the word that casteth the Devil of impenitency and sensuality out of the heart where it raigned and raged sending out fire and flames like AEtna for many years and makes the man like him in the Gospel out of whom the Devil was cast to sit at Iesus his feet in his right mind bitterly weeping and mourning for his former folly and madness T is the hot beams of love that shine in the Gospel that thaw the frozen spirits Is hope a mercy â—hat Helmet of salvation which defendeth the head of Christians from Swords and Musquets the souls of Saints from the darts and dangers of temptations those Bladders of the soul which keep it from sinking in deep waters then the word is a mercy for we through patience and comfort of the Scripture have hope Rom. 15. 4. Hope had never lookt out at the window longing for the coming of its beloved if the word had not come before as a faithful Messenger and brought certain news that he was upon the way Are pardon reconciliation with God adoption growth in grace yea Heaven it self a mercy then the word is a mercy All those Jewels are lockt up in that Cabinet Man durst not have presumed he could not have conceived that the glorious jealous God should ever have such infinite respect for such wretches and rebels if he had not found it written with his own hand in the word T is on the waters of the sanctuary that the Saint saileth safely through the Sea of this world to the Port of salvation There was no visible bridge laid over the Gulf of Gods wrath for sinners to pass into the Kingdom of grace here and glory hereafter till the Gospel erected one O my soul what honour can be high enough what love hot enough for the holy Scriptures 1. Consider the preciousness of them in the eyes of good men and the love they had for them Iob preferred them before food before his necessary food Solomon before ornaments of gold crowns of glory Paul before all other Doctrines though Preached by Angels David before the honey and the honey comb great spoils thousands of gold and silver all riches And when he ceaseth to compare beginneth to admire iâ—s worth Wonderful are thy testimonies And his own fervent affection to it O how love I thy law it is my meditation all the day 2. The price paid for it It cost the blood of thy beloved well may the Scriptures be called Testaments they were both sprinkled with blood and made valid by the death of the Testatour Heb. 9. 15 16 17. And for this cause he is the mediatour of the New Testament that by means of death for the redemption of transgressions that were under the first Testament they which were called might receive the promise of eternal inheritance For where a Testament is there must of necessity also be the death of the Testator For a Testament is of force after men are dead otherwise it is of no strength at all whilst the testator liveth 3. The pearl hid in it The Lord Jesus Christ is the matter as well as the Author of it Well may it be called the Word of Christ. Search the Scripture for they are they that testifie of me He was the substance of the Law and he is the sum of the Gospel Thou hadst not known sin but for the Law nor the Saviour but for the Gospel When David considered the kindness he had receâ—ved from Ionathan he said to his servants Is there none left of the house of Saul that I may shew kindness to for Jonathans sake He could not but in gratitude study some return suitable to that good will of his dear friend Great is the kindness I have received from the Scripture What wilt thou say what wilt thou do O my soul for this Word of thy God! O swear unto the Lord and vow unto the mighty God of Jacob surely I will not come into the tabernacle of my house I will not go up into my bed I will not give sleep to mine eyes nor slumber to mine eyeâ—lids until I â—inde out a place for the law of the Lord and an habitation for the Gospel of the God of Jacob. Wilt thou not willingly O my soul rather then this worthy guest should lie without doors take it into thy heart O that thou wert the ark wherein the two Tables the two Testaments might be laid up for ever Lord I will
lay a dying he lift up his head from his Pillow to hear the discourses of his friends that sat by him saying I shall dye with the more comfort if I can dye learning something The Christian both by his painful sickness and approaching death may learn something of the evil of sin and certainly he may dye with the more comfort for godly sorrow and joy may be contemporaries as the Heavens shine and showr at the same time if he dye in a flood of tears for his unkindness to Christ. 4. Charity in a double respect 1. In forgiving them that have wronged thee If the natural Sun should not go down upon our wrath muchless should the Sun of our Lives It s bad to bear anger or malice one hour in our hearts against any but it s worst of all to carry it with us into the other world How can he expect to dye in peace with God who dyeth in war with men when God himself hath said Except ye forgive others their trespasses against you neither will your heavenly Father forgive you your trespasses Amilcar the Father of Hannibal when he was dying made his Son take a solemn Oath to maintain a perpetual War with the Romans Edward the first adjured his Son and Nobles that if he dyed in his expedition against Bruce King of Scotland they should not inter his Corps but carry it about with them till they had avenged him on that Usurper But certainly its a desperate thing to leave Children Heirs to the Parents wrath and rage as well as to his riches O how dreadful is his estate who takes his enemy by the throat when God by death is taking him by the throat and ready to thrattle him for ever If thou hast wronged others either in name or goods or body seek reconciliation and make satisfaction for this is righteous and just If thy brother hath ought against thee thou hast never more need of reconciling thy self to him then when thou art approaching the Altar of death there to offer up the last sacrifice to God in this world If thy Brother have wronged thee in any sort remit it this is charity to do otherwise is to give place to the Devil Eph. 4. 16 17. and thou hast least cause to give him ground when his rage is greatest and his barteries strongest in thy last conflict with him O! imitate that blessed Martyr Stephen and the incomparable Saviour in begging Gods love for them who hate thee Act. 7. 60. Luke 23. 34. 2. In remembring the poor and afflicted if God hath made thee able its best to be merciful in our life-time to make our own hand our Executors and our own eyes our Overseers for the payment of our Gifts and Legacies to our spiritual Kindred for such have a particular promise that God will make all their bed in their sickness but its good to be charitable when we are dying True friends show most love at parting Though justice must be blind not to see persons yet charity must be quick-sighted to pick out the fittest objects viz. the poor and the pious poor in the first place Our Goods will not extend to God therefore they must to the Saints When Ionathan was beyond the reach of Davids charity he doth for his sake manifest it to his Son God is beyond all our gifts therefore for his sake we must bestow them on the Godly that are his Children Make you friends of the Mammon of unrighteousness that when that faileth ye may be received into the everlasting habitations Hereby men lay up a good foundation against the time of need Godly Parents are ignorant how their Children may imploy the estate they leave whether as fuel for corruption or as oyl to keep the Lamps in Gods sanctuary burning its good therefore for themselves with prudence to dispose of what they may to Gods Servants and Service Some men have estates dropping on them out of the clouds as it were large inheritances fair patrimonies like Canaan both in regard of their fruitfulness and abounding with all sorts of comforts and in regard of their easiness of obtaining them without sweat or labour they inherit aâ— the Israelites Houses which they built not Wells which they digged not and Vineyards which they planted not upon both these accounts such persons are engaged to do good and distribute and to be rich in good works God expects a return of his Talents with advantage How liberal nay lavish have many Papists been upon their death-beds to Friars and Monks even to the wronging their Wives and Children that some States as Venice have been forced to make Laws to restrain men lest the Church should in time swallow up all the revenues of the Common-wealth and all this upon a foolish vain conceit that they should the sooner pass through Purgatory It is certainly a great disgrace to the Disciples of Christ and no mean dishonour to Christ himself that so many and such large gifts have proceeded from the false faith of Merit-mongers when the faith of his most glorious Gospel doth not work the like in true beleivers How will Christians answer it that an idle Dream and fancied Fear of an imaginary Purgaâ—ory should do more them the sure perswasion of the love of God and the certain hope of eternal life 4. Patience and Submission to the will of God both as to our death or life and also as to our pain or ease in sickness As to our life and death we must know God is wise and will never gather his fruit but in the best season None ununless a fool but will be willing God should chuse for him It s excellent for a sickâ—person to be wholly at Gods disposal as knowing that whilst he is here God will refresh him with the first fruits and when he goeth hence receive him into that place where he shall enjoy the whole harvest It was the speech of dying Iulian he that would not dye when he must and â—e that would dye when he must not are both of them Cowards alike To desire to live when one is called to dye is a sign of Cowardise for such a one is afraid to enter the list with the King of terrors To desire to dye when one is called to live speaks a faint-hearted creature for such a man dares not look an affliction or disaster in the face therefore would take shelter in deathâ— Cato Cleombrotus Lucretia shewed more cowardise then courage in being their own Executioners The Romans commended Terentius for his resolution to live after his Army was routed by Hannibal He is the most valiant person that can dye willingly when God would have him dye and live as willingly when God would have him live He that is weary of his work before the evening is an unprofitable servant and is either infected with idleness or with diseases When Dr. Whitaker was told death was approaching he answered Life or Death is welcom to me which God pleaseth Mr.
answerable to my peril and my danger Lord when that day and hour draweth near that I must go hence and be no more seen do thou draw near in boundless mercy to my poor soul When I must enter into the Chambers of death and make my bed in the grave save me from the paws of Satan and the power of Hell that the bottomless pit may not shut her mouth upon me and give me to triumph in that hour of tribulation as knowing that neither tribulation nor persecution nor principalities nor powers nor things present nor things to come nor life nor death can seperate me from thy love which is in Christ Jesus my Lord. I Wish that when I am going to the place of silence I may speak the excellencies of my God and make his praise glorious It is the unhappiness of worldlings and wicked men that they cannot when they dye commend the principles whence they have acted nor the vain pleasures which they have minded and pursued How many of them whose lives have been nothing but a bundle of false-hood and lies when God hath called them to leave the world have spoken truth and told their Friends and Relations that sin is an evil and bitter thing that carnal pleasures are guilded poisons that the greatest and choicest of worldly comforts though they may have honey in their mouths have a sting in their tailes and what a vain empty nothing the whole creation is How often have they complained how the world hath deceived them the flesh deluded them and Devil beguiled and destroyed them It is my priviledge as well as my duty to extol my Master whom I have served to commend the sweetness of his ways the pleasantness of his worship the reasonableness of his precepts the richness of his promises and the vastness of that portion which he hath laid up for his Children when they come to age I have sometimes tasted his work and ways to be sweeter then the honey and the honey comb I have viewed by faith his reward to be vastly glorious and beyond all apprehensions excellent O why should I not diswade others from their eager pursuit of foolish fading shadows and perswade and encourage them to earnest endeavours after real substance and durable riches The sinner who hath wallowed all his life time in the mire of filth and wickedness will when he comes to dye and begins to return to his wits from his own experience of the emptiness and unprofitableness of his ungodly courses and from the convictions of his natural conscience acknowledge a sober sanctified conversation to be safest and the ways of God to be most gainful and upon these accounts advise his friends and relations to forsake and abandon the lusts of the world and flesh and to follow after holiness as they would be happy eternally And have not I much more cause to shew my abhorrency of sin and love to my Saviour and his image when I am entering into my Fathers house The sinner hath onely found at last a fleshly life to be vain and fruitless and is like to pay dear for his learning but I have known the paths of piety to be paths of pleasantness and rejoyced more in them then in all riches The sinner hath onely the dim light of nature to shew him the loathsomness of vice and the loveliness of grace but I have the holy Spirit of my God to enlighten my mind in the knowledge of both The sinner hath only a carnal love to his Neighbours and Kindred he knoweth not what it is to love them in Christ and for Christ I have some knowledge of the love and Law of Christ of the worth of their souls of the price paid for them by the Lord Iesus and their unchangeable conditions in the other world O that my language to them might be somewhat answerable to the love of Christ to me Lord It is unrighteousness to die in debt to man and not to endeavour to make them satisfaction according to my power I am sure to dye in thy debt for I am less then the least of all thy mercies and unable to requite thee for the smallest of thy favours It is my comfort that all the recompence thou expectest is a thankful acknowledgement and hearty acceptance of thy grace and good will O what injustice and ingratitude were I guilty of should I deny thee so small a request Be pleased to help thy servant in his last hours both to accept unfeignedly of thy grace for his own good and to acknowledge thy good will and bounty and faithfulness to thy glory for the good of others I Wish that my lost breath may be drawn Heaven-ward I mean that I may enter praying into the house of blessing and praise I am no Christian if I do not give my self to prayer whilst I live It is one choice piece of my spiritual Armour whereby I have often assaulted and conquered my soul-enemies It is the Ambassadour which I have many a time sent to the heavenly Court that always received a favourable Audience and obtained his errand It is the Vessel which hath brought me food from far and ever returned richly laden if it were not my own fault It is the element in which I live the aliment by which I subsist the pulse the breath of my soul without which it must needs dye On my death-bed I have as much need of its succour as at any season My adversaries will then imploy their greatest power and policy to rout and ruine me I am but weak flesh and blood altogether unable to combat with Principalities and Powers and how can I expect supplies from the Lord of Hosts unless I send this Messenger to intreat it My wants and weaknesses at such a time will be more then ordinary Faith must then be acted in spight of all the frights and fears which a malicious Devil and an unbeleiving heart from the number and nature of my sins the strictness of the law and the justice of God may put me to Repentance must then be exercised and my sins lye nearer my heart then my sharpest diseases In patience I must possess my soul under all the pains and pressures which the wise God shall lay upon me I must then chearfully submit to the divine pleasure and by my willingness to leave all the world to go to Christ shew that I hate Father Mother Wife Child House Lands Life and all for Christ. Those graces and many other must be put forth at suâ—h a time none of which I can do by my own power and therefore have abundant cause to fetch help from Heaven by prayer Besides the distempers of my body will discompose my soul and unfit it in a great measure for all holy service Again my Benefactors my near Friends and Relations the poor afflicted Church of God do all call aloud to me to pray for them as the last kindness I shall ever do for them I profess
Joseph shall send to convey me to the true Goshen I Wish that I may with patience submit on my dying bed to the divine pleasure It hath been far from some Moralists to murmure either at the extremity of their sickness or the necessity of dying By impatience I do not help but rather kill my self before-hand It s the general lot of mankind to sickeâ— and dye Am I angry that I am a man that I am mortal Because I know that I must be sick and dye I know that I must submit The knowledge of an approaching evil is no small good if improved Though it cannot teach me to prevent it by all my power or providence yet it may teach me to prepare for it and to bear it with courage and patience Discontent and quarrelling are great arguments of guilt and a defiled conscience The harmless sheep conscious of their innocency do quietly receive the Knife either on the Altar or in the Shambles and give death entrance with small reluctancy when the filthy loathsom Swine roar horribly at their first handling and with hideous cries are haled and held to the fatal block The Children of God and members of Christ who are perfect through their head do often give up the Ghost and desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ when the souls of wicked men are required of them and they are strangely passionate at the approach of death and with dreadful screeches salute its Harbinger sickness O that patience might have its perfect work in me when I am taking my leave of it and its work is near an end Lord my heart is too prone to be impatient under thy hand though thou art infinitely wise as well as gracious and knowest what is best for me In my sickness turn mine eyes upon my sins that my discontent may be at my self for that which is the original of all my sorrows and then I shall never repine or murmur against thee I Wish that I may daily think of death and wait beleiving and repenting and working out my salvation till my change shall come My whole time is given me that therein I might prepare and dress my soul for my blessed eternal estate Why should it not be imployed for that end The Child who hath all day been diligent about his duty may expect his Fathers good word at night But what Master will give a reward to him in the evening who hath all the day long served his enemy My life is the seed which will yeild a crop of horror or comfort in an hour of death If that be good my Harvest will be glorious and joyful if that be sinful my Harvest will be bitter and sorrowful Do men gather Grapes of Thorns or Figs of Thistles The Grapes of comfort are not to be expected from the Thistles of corruption nor the Figs of peace from the thorns of impiety I should blush to commit to the keeping of a cleanly and considerable person a foul and filthy vessel With what face can I commend to the holy and glorious God an impure and polluted soul O how dreadful will it be to meet with my dying bed before I have met with the Lord of life and to be going out of the world before I have seriously considered why I came into it My great work in this world is to get my depraved nature healed by the blood and spirit of Christ ifâ— I forget my business when I have time to do it and trifle away my days in doing evil or doing nothing I lose my soul am unfaithful to my Master and deepen my judgement by the number of my days â— That Traveller may well be agast and perplexed who hath a long journey to go upon pain of death in one day for which the whole day is little enough and seeth the sun near setting before he hath begun his journey How ill doth the evening of my time and the morning of my taske accord together How justly may God reserve the dregs of his wrath for me if I reserve the dregs of myâ— days for him What folly am I guilty of in deferring my preparation for death If he be a ridiculous person that having choice of lusty horses should let them all go empty and lay an extraordinary heavy load upon a poor tired jade that is hardly able to go much more foolish is he that prodigally wasteth his youth and health and strength in the service of the flesh and the world and leaves the great and weighty affairs of his soul and eternity to be transacted on a sick or dying bed O my soul what little cause hast thou to future or delay thy solemn provision for the other world First thy life is uncertain thou hast not another day at thy disposal There are some creatures they say in Pontus whose life lasteth but one day They are born in the morning come to their full growth at noon grow old in the evening and dye at night What is thy life but a vapour that soon passeth away The first minute thou didst begin to live thou didst begin to dye Death was born when thou wast born the last act of life is but the completing of death As on thy birâ—hâ—day thou didst begin to dye so on the day of thy death thou dost cease to live How many outward accidents and inward diseases art thou every moment liable to May I not say to thee as Michael to David Save thy self to night for tomorrow thou shalt be slain Others have died suddenly by imposthumes or the falling-sickness or violent means and if thou promisest thy self a fair warning before the fatal stroak thou dost but cozen and cheat thy self But secondly If thou wert sure to see the evening star of sickness before the night of death overtake thee thou art not sure thy sickness shall not be such as may not incapacitate thee for the working out thy salvation Extremity of pain anguish of body lack of sleep the violence of a fever may indispose thee and distract thee that thou canst not so much as think of God Or thy distemper may be such that the Physitian may charge thee not to trouble thy self with melancholy or sad thoughts lest thou wrongest thy body and yet the Minister commandeth thee to pull up those sluces of sorrow if thou wouldst not lose thy soul for ever Or cold diseases as the Lethargy or Palsie may surprise thee and incline thee to continual slumbers till at last thou sleepest the sleep of death O how sottish art thou and how grosly doth the destroyer of souls delude thee to defer that work of absolute necessity of conversion to God upon which thine endless weal or wo dependeth to a dying Bed when thou art not sure to dye in thy bed but mayst as well dye in thy Shop or Fields or in the Streets when thou art uncertain what disease if thou shouldst meet with a dying bed should send thee to thy eternal
so often to remember his latter end because the meditation of it is so gainful to him The first day man was made he was called to think of his last day God minded him of death in the Tree of Knowledge and the threatning annexed to the Prohibition that he might thereby keep him from sin Satan could not prevail with Eve to taste of that killing fruit till he had prevailed with her to distrust that threatning of death ye shall not surely dye Gen. 3. 4. After the fall God reneweth this meditation by turning the conditional into an absolute commination Dust thou art and to Dust thou shalt return and though the Holy Ghost omitteth many particulars about Gods carriage with the long-lived Patriarchs and their holy conversation before him yet he is exact in registring their deaths And he died and he died of every one Gen. 5. to quicken us to fear God because we are but dying frail men There is hardly any thing about which we deal but God gives us by it a Memento of Death Our Cloaths are all fetcht out of Deaths wardrobe our food out of deaths shambles The Sun is an emblem of lifes posting the night of the chambers of darkness the year hath its autumn the day its night Our candles should mind us of the wasting of our days the evening of the shadow of death our undressing of our putting off our earthly tabernacles and our lying down in our beds of our lying down in our graves If thou wouldst make Religion thy business and main work think often and seriously of thy death and departure of this world He that guides and steers the ship aright sits in the stern or hinderâ— most part of it He that would order his works his way according to God must be frequent in the meditation of his end The end of his days must be at the end of all his thoughts Zeno Cittiaeus consulted with the Oracle how he might live well and received this answer If he would be of the same colour with the dead Reader if thou wouldst live much and well get thy heart as much affected with godliness in health as it will be in sickness Have the same thoughts of it the same seriousness about it the very same carriage towards it whilst the world salutes thee with its smiling face and bewitching features which thou wilt wish thou hadst had when thou shalt come to take thy leave of it and lye upon thy dying bed Be of the same colour with the dead O what thoughts have the dead of godliness and of making it ones business The dead in Christ and the dead out of Christ have both other manner of thoughts of Religion and making it ones occupation then thou canst possibly imagine Those who while they live delay repentance and dally about Religion minding it as if they minded it not who neither in their dealings with men nor duties towards God nor in their relations nor vocations make it their business but mispend their precious time misimploy their weighty talents neglect God and their eternal welfares as if they had not been made to mind either when they come to dye and perceive in good earnest that that surly Serjeant Death will not be denyed but away they must go into the other world and fare well or ill for ever according as their hearts and lives have been godly or ungodly good or bad here good Lord what thoughts have they then of godliness How hearty are their wishes that they had made it their business What Worlds would they give that Religion had been their principal work What prayers and tears do they poure out for a few days to mind it in What sighs and sobs and groans that they have neglected it so long What purposes do they take up what promises do they make if God spare them to follow hard after holiness and make it their onely business A Philosopher asking Euchrites which of the two he had rather be Craesus one of the richest and most vicious in the world or Socrates one of the poorest and most vertuous Eucrites answered Craesus vivens Socrates moriens Craesus while he lived and Socrates when he dyed The Cuckoe when wearing away changeth her noat The worst men when they come to dye alter and change exceedingly It is worthy our observation that those who are greatest strangers to death are most familiar with the works of darkness No place abounds more in Wolves no person in wickedness then where this Mastiff is wanting Jerusalem hath greivously sinned her filthiness is in her skirts she remembreth not her last end therefore she came down wonderfully 1 Lamen 8. 9. Jerusalem hath greivously sinned hath sinned sin Heb. Hath committed a great or greivous sin so the Chaldee Behold here the colour of her sin is was not of an ordinary dye but of a black a bloody an heinous nature Her filthiness is in her skirts Lo here her carriage after her sinning she made of it an open shew so far was she from shame It is a term taken from prostituted Strumpets or monstrous women saith Diodat The outward looks of the former bewray her inward lusts and the marks of the latters defilement are visible on her garment thus the shew of Ierusalems countenance did publiquely evidence her crime She did as clearly by her skirts proclaim her filth as if it had been written on her face and engraven on her forehead Here was impiety in her practice Ierusalem hath greivously sinned and impudency to purpose Her filthiness is in her skirts But what dust was that which bred such vermine what polluted seed was that which begat such a poisonous serpent Reader if thou wouldst know the Mother which brought forth and bred up this ugly Monster She remembreth not her last end therefore she came down mightily It was her forgetfulness of death which nourished and cherished her wicked deeds They who mind not their reckoning care not how much they riot and revel They who put far away the evil day cause the seat of violence to come near Amos 6. 3. The further we drive death from our thoughts the nearer we draw to sin They who fancy their foe to be very far off will not prepare and make ready to fight Men that are young do not consider that the old Ass often carrieth the skin of the young to the Market that death comes like a Thunderbolt and Lightning and blasteth the green corn and consumeth the strongest buildings if they did they would flee youthful lusts He who seeth death at his door will be most diligent about his duty A serious consideration of the death of the body will be a soveraign though a sharp medicine to kill the body of death The Naturalists tell us that the ashes of a Viper applied to the part which is stung draweth the venome out of it They who look on themselves as Pilgrims and strangers will abstain from fleshly lusts which war against the
course will be hindered Indeed as God could preserve our bodies without food or any sustenance by his omnipotent power as he did Moses and Elijah forty days together but he will not where he affordeth ordinary means So he could preserve our souls in life without ordinances but he will not where his providence giveth us opportunity to enjoy them Reader I must say to thee as Iacob to the Patriarchs Behold I have heard that there is Corn in Egypt get you down thither and buy for us that we may live and not dye Behold thou hast heard there is spiritual food in Heaven the Son of Ioseph hath his granaries full of Corn go thou thither daily by sacred duties that thy soul may live and not dye There is a sensible decay of the strength in Husbandmen whose work is great upon one days abstinence If tradesmen grow careless of their business and neglect their Shops they quickly decay in their estates When Christians grow careless of duties and neglect their Closets t is no wonder that they decline in their spiritual stocks When the Moon hath her open side downward she decreaseth but when her open side is upwards towards Heaven she increaseth in light There is no growing in grace and holiness but by conversing with Heaven Grace like Armour may easily be kept bright if it be daily used but if it hang by the wall it will quickly rust and cost much time and pains to scoure Much fasting takes away the stomach and omission of Closet duties at one time makes a man more backward to them and dead about them another time When a Scholar hath plaid the Truant one day its difficult to bring him to School the next day Fear and Shame both keep him back when he comes thither he is the more untoward about his book Our deceitful hearts after they have discontinued holy exercises and are broken loose are like horses gotten out of their bounds not found or brought back without much trouble When an instrument is daily plaid on it s kept in order but if it be but a while neglected and cast into a corner the strings are apt to break the frets to crack the bridge to flye off and no small trouble and stir is requisite to bring it into order again We read of the Iews daily sacrifice which was Morning and Evening Exod. 29. 38. and 30. 7 8. David was for Morning and Eveningâ— and Noon-tide Psa. 55. 17. Daniel was three times a day upon his knees Dan. 6. 10. In the Morning the Saints were at their devotion which is thought to be the third hour when the Holy Ghost descended on the Apostles Act. 2. 15. This is deemed to be our ninth hour The midle or mid day prayer was termed the sixth hour which is our twelfth Ioh. 4. 6. At this time Peter went up to the house top to pray Act. 10. 9. The evening Prayer was at the ninth hour which is our three a clock in the After-noon Now Peter and John went up together into the Temple at the hour of prayer being the ninth hour Act. 3. 1. So Cornelius Act. 10. 30. At the ninth hour I prayed in my house Some think the Primitive Christians had these three hours in such regard and use that thence they were termed Canonical hours David tells us Seven times a day do I praise thee because of thy righteous judgements Psa. 119. 164. The more frequent a Christian is at holy duties supposing he doth not make the commands of God to interfere and neglect his calling and family when his presence is required in them the more thriving he shall be in his spiritual trade The oftener we go to the Fountain or River the more water we bring thence As Runners in a Race do daily diet their bodies and use exercise to keep themselves in breath that they may be more able and active when they run for the wager whereas if they should neglect it they would grow pursie and shortwinded and unlikely to hold out when they run for the Garland So Christians who would hold out to the end and so run as to obtain must be daily feeding and dieting their souls and renewing their strength by these means which God hath appointed As the Sun is the cause of life and groweth in vegetables so is the Son of God the efficient cause of motion and growth in Christians where the Son is present in any soul there is spiritual moâ—ion and growth budding and blossoming and bearing fruit but when the Sun with-holds and with-draws when this Sun departs the soul is at a stand Now Ordinances are the means whereby the Mediatour conveys heat and life and growth to men CHAP. XI Means whereby Christians may exercise themselves to Godliness Frequent Meditation of the day of judgement A daily Examination of our hearts Avoiding the Occasions and Suppressing the beginnings of Sin SEvently If thou wouldst exercise thy self to Godliness Meditate much upon the day of Iudgement They will prepare themselves best to the battel who always hear the sound of the last trump in their ears Zisea that valiant Captain of the Bohemians commanded his Country-men to flea off his skin when he was dead and to make a Drum of it Which use saith he when ye go to battel and the sound of it will drive away the Hungarians or any of your enemies Could the Christian but with Ierom hear the sound of the last trumpet in his ears at all times it would encourage him in his spiritual warfare and enable him to fight manfully and to cause the enemies of his salvation to flee before him He who can frequently by faith view the Judge sitting on his Throne of Glory hear the last trumpet sounding behold the dead raised the books opened the godly examined by the Covenant of grace all their duties graces services sufferings publiquely declared approved and rewarded the wicked tried by the Law of works all their natural defilements actual transgressions in thought word and deed which ever they were guilty of with their crimson bloody circumstances openly revealed their persons righteously sentenced to the vengeance of the eternal fire and that sentence speedily without the least favour or delay executed on them will surely loath sin as that which brings him certain shame and torment and follow after holiness which will be his undoubted credit and comfort at that day The Apostle writing to the Iews concerning the terror of that day how the Heavens must pass away with a great noise and the Elements melt with fervent heat the earth also and the works therein burnt up makes this use of it Seeing then that all those things shall be dissolved What manner of persons ought we to be in all holy conversation and godliness And again Wherefore beloved seeing ye look for these things be diligent that ye may be found of him in peace without spot and blameness He had need to be exact in his conversation who must
he denied the Faith but siting at the Court Gate when Simeon an old Bishop and holy person was leading to prison he rose up to salute him but the good Bishop frowning on him turn'd away his head with indignation upon which Vsthazanes fell a weeping went into his chamber put off his Courtly attire and burst out into this speech Ah how shall I appear before the great God of heaven whom I have denied when Simeon but a man will not endure to look upon me If he frown how will God frown when I come to appear at his Tribunal Upon these considerations he repented of his Apostacy assumed courage and be-became a glorious Martyr for Christ. If Felix an Heathen trembled when Paul reasoned of judgement to come nay if the very Devils so far believe that day as to tremble at the thoughts of it well may the consideration of that day make Christians tremble at the thoughts of sin and not dare thereby to treasure up wrath upon their heads against that day of wrath and the declaration of the righteous judgement of God Reader At this day think much of that day of judgement hereby thou wilt be stirred up to judge thy self to repent of sin to ensure an interest in Christ the Judge to keep a good conscience and so to think speak and act as one that must be judged by the Law of liberty 1 Cor. 11.31 Act. 3.19 and 17. 31. 2 Pet. 3. 11. Eccles. 12. ult Iam. 2. 12. Act. 24. 16. Eighthly If thou wouldst exercise thy self to Godliness Call thy self often to account This is a special help to holiness I considered my ways and turned my feet to thy testimonies saith David Psa. 119.5 A man that goeth out of his way will continue wandering if his mind be occupied about other things and he consider not what he is doing and whither he is going The Christian that is careless of his carriage and seldom compareth his heart and life with the divine commands to observe how they agree or disagree will never order his conversation aright When a clock is out of order we take it to peices and search where the fault lyeth knowing that one wheel amiss may hinder the going of the whole Clock Our hearts are every day out of order our work must be to take them to peices by Examination and to see where the great fault is Seneca's sober young man Ita laborat ita ludit ita caenat ita potat ita loquitur ita vivit ut qui ephemerides Patri est approbaturâ—â—â— so labours so playeth so eateth so drinketh so speakâ— and so lives as one that is daily to be accountable for all to his Father He that would keep his spiritual estate must keep his Account-books well The neglect of this hath been the breaking of many Tradesmen When Shop-keepers live high far above their incomes and for want of searching into their Books are ignorant whether their gains will allow such large expences it is no wonder if they prove worse then naught They who expect the coming of great and severe strangers who will observe narrowly how their house lyeth and how their vessels are kept and publish it either to their credit or discredit according as they find will keep their houses in order sweep them clean have their pewter bright and clear and all things exactly in their places When the Christian looks every night for the coming of Gods Deputy his conscience to spy and search into his heart and life how clean and holy both have been kept all the day it will be a special means to make him watchful over his ways and exact in his carriage and conversation Bee-Masters tell us that they are the best hives which make the greatest noise So that conscience is the best which makes the greatest noise in daily reasonings and debates before its own bar Examination is the quickest way to bring the erring sheep home to the fold Honest men will examine their weights and measures by the standard that if they be defective they may be mended The honest heart will examine its thoughts its words its actions by the Royal Law that their unsutableness to its strictness and latitude may be repented of and to the utmost of its power reformed Let us search and try our ways For what cause What will be the issue of such a scrutiny And turn again to the Lord Lam. 3.39 What man will seek to a Physitian or accept his advice or take his prescriptions who doth not know himself distempered and feel his disease T is examination of our hearts and lives by the holy and pure Law of God that gives thee knowledge of our spiritual sickness and helpeth us to feel it to prize our Physitian and thankfully and heartily to accept his directions for our cure It s observed of the Dutch-men that they keep their banks notwithstanding the threats of the insulting Ocean with little cost and labour because they look narrowly to them and stop them up in time If there be but a small breach they stop it presently and hereby save much charge and trouble Frequent examination will do this courtesie for the Christian it will maintain his peace with little charge and trouble comparatively As soon as any breach is made by sin that Arch-make-bate between God and the soul it will help the Christian to run presently to Christ to heal and make it up in Heaven by his merits and in the soul by his purifying and pacifying spirit The counsel which the Philosopher gave the young men at Athens may sutably and profitably be applied to Christians That they should often view themselves in a glass that if they were fair and well featured they should do such things as were beseeming their amiable shape but if soul and ill-favoured that then they should labour to salve the bodies blemishes by the beauties of a mind accoutred with the ornaments of vertue and good literature Examination is a special preservative against sin No Children are more bold to defile themselves and to play with dirt or rake in kennels then those who know their Parents are so foolishly fond like David of Adonijah that they never displease them at any time in saying Why hast thou done so The Child that expecteth to be reckoned with at night will be careful how he dirtieth his cloaths in the day Examination will help the Christian if not to hinder a coming disease yet to prevent its growing and increase The Ship that leaketh is more easily emptied at the beginning then afterwards The Bird is easily killed in the Egge but when once hatcht and fledged we may kill it when we can catch it A frequent reckoning with our selves will pluck sin up before it is rooted in the soul. Examination will help the Christian that hath fallen and bruised himself to heal the wound whilst it is fresh before it is festered This one advantage if there were no more is extraordinary As the sting of
shine brightly with grace and holiness they do not they will not know it They consider their greatest light and lustre is but a reflection from the Father of lights and therefore they have no reason at all to boast of borrowed goods The worm of pride breeds soonest in rotten wood The proud Pharisee who justified himself had nothing in him but matter of condemnation When the poor humble Publican affected with his own vileness and baseness had something of worth in him even his sense of his own unworthiness Brass makes a greater sound and is heard farther then Gold but every one knoweth there is no comparison between them Chaff is seen above the Wheat not because it is better but because it is lighter Alas what is man what hath man that he should be proud He is but enlivened dust moving earth refined clay that which beasts trample under their feet He hath nothing that good is but what he hath received He lives wholly upon the alms and charity of another A proud heart and a beggars purse do not agree As he is a sinner he is more vile and base more noisom and loathsom then any Toad or Snake or Serpent and hath he any reason to be proud Reader be cloathed with humility learn of thy Redeemer for he was meek and lowly in heart Though he thought it no robbery to be equal with God yet he made himself of no reputation and took upon him the form of a servant Phil. 2.7,8 When pride cometh then cometh a fall As a Wrastler if he can lift his fellow from the ground quickly gives him a fall so the Devil if he can lift up with pride doubts not but to throw them Physicians observe that the Dropsie and Consumption are usually together when once thou swellest with this Dropsie of pride expect a Consumption of thy godliness He walks but dangerously who walks on high places as on the ridges of houses and on ropes he that walks below is more safe Angels Adam David Hezekiah Peter and many others in Scripture confirm the Wisemans Proverb Pride goeth before a fall Trees that are set on mountains are easily shaken and torn up by the roots when stormy winds arise Indeed t is no wonder that a proud man should fall into sin for he relieth on his own strength which is but a broken reed Peter had not fallen so fouly if he had not undertaken to stand upon his own legs which were too weak to bear his weight But before honour is humility The lower the foundation the higher the building A proud man hath a great infelicity in that he is his own enemy and makes all others his enemies God is his enemy there is no sinner whom he proclaims such open war against in such express terms as the Proud God setteth himself in battel array against the proud T were better Earth and Hell should unite their force against him then one God Ah who knoweth the power of thine anger Men are his enemies he disdaineth others for their meaness or poveâ—ty or want of parts and they disdain him for his pride He that over-valueth himself shall soon be under-valued by every one Pride makes him scorn friends for familiarity would deprive him he thinks of that reverence which he deserves and therefore all must be his enemies but he is his own enemy most in cutting such a gash in his soul by his pride and making way for all other sins to fall on He that is lifted up with pride quickly falls into the condemnation of the Devil Satan had found this vice Pride by experience so prevalent to draw the creature from God that he knew no better bait to catch Adam with Ye shall be as gods and when afterwards he encountred David 't was with this weapon he tempted David to number the people Yet alas though it be so prejudicial how natural is it to us Pride is a weed a worm that gets into the best Garden It was a witty taunt which a proud Cardinal had from a friend of his that upon his election went to Rome on purpose to see him where finding his behaviour stretcht to nothing but pride and state he departed and put on a mourning suit and the next day comes in black to visit him The Cardinal asking the cause why he was in mourning he answered It was for the death of Humility which fetcht its last breath in him when he was elected Cardinal Most of us have cause to put on mourning upon the same account Eleventhly If thou wouldst exercise thy self to godliness Suppress sin in the beginning This foul Bird is easiest kild in the egge When a fire is first broke out in a Chimny it may with much less labour be quenched then when it hath seised the Timber of the House What small beginnings had those fires which have conquered stately Pallaces and turned famous Cities into ruinous heaps An Hair is but a little thing yet some have been choaked with it If the Tetter be not killed it will come to be a Ring-worm Passion at the first kindling may be quenched but if let alone sends such a smoke into the understanding which thickens into a cloud and hinders us from the sight of our selves and our duties The Tree may soon be pulled up before it hath taken root but then it may be too hard for the strongest man A prick with a Pin or a Thorn being let alone hath sometimes caused the cutting off of a limb nay the loss of life Minutes to sin are like Cyphers to a figure which quickly increase it to vast sums Sin increaseth by degrees Iam. 1. 14 15. First it surprizeth the heart in a thought then it stealeth into the affections for approbation then the affections plead with the will for its consent and then that commandeth the act of it and frequent acts cause an habit and custom in sin causeth despair despair causeth men to defend sin their defence of sin a boasting and glorying in it and the next step is Hell Sin is therefore fitly by the Prophet compared to a Chain for one link draweth another As the Ivy by little and little creepth upon the Oak till at last it doth destroy it so doth sin cling about the soul and by degrees over-run and undo it When the water begins to freeze it will hardly bear a peny weight let it alone a little longer and it will bear a shilling then a pound weight then a man then a horse then cart and load and all As the cloud which Elijahs servant saw was at first no bigger then a mans hand but afterwards it spread till it covered the Heavens Peter first denyeth his Master then sweareth then curseth and forsweareth himself Cain first haâ—bours envious thoughs of his brother then murdereth him in his heart then kills him with his hand then quarrelleth with God and despaireth There is no staying when we are once down the Hill till we come to the bottom If this