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and_o i_o will_v desire_v this_o blessing_n at_o the_o hand_n of_o he_o who_o give_v liberal_o 1.5_o jam_fw-la 1.5_o and_o upbraid_v not_o yet_o lest_o my_o petition_n shall_v be_v empty_a if_o they_o rise_v not_o with_o tear_n i_o will_v weep_v for_o my_o sin_n which_o have_v cause_v his_o displeasure_n and_o yet_o i_o will_v weep_v in_o hope_n that_o he_o will_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o i_o of_o every_o judgement_n i_o must_v find_v the_o cause_n in_o the_o wickedness_n of_o myself_o i_o want_v the_o comfort_n and_o content_v of_o child_n because_o i_o myself_o have_v be_v a_o child_n disobedient_a to_o my_o god_n but_o i_o will_v bewail_v my_o sin_n and_o bemoan_v my_o condition_n and_o although_o he_o can_v be_v ignorant_a of_o my_o servant_n desire_v yet_o i_o will_v lay_v open_a to_o he_o the_o grief_n of_o my_o heart_n 21._o gen_n 25_o 21._o isaak_n entreat_v he_o for_o his_o wife_n because_o she_o be_v barren_a and_o he_o be_v entreat_v of_o he_o and_o rebekah_n his_o wife_n 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come_v to_o pass_v if_o you_o harken_v to_o these_o judgement_n and_o do_v they_o thou_o shall_v be_v bless_v above_o all_o people_n there_o shall_v not_o be_v male_a or_o female_a barren_a among_o you_o or_o among_o your_o cattle_n again_o they_o be_v promise_v by_o the_o mouth_n of_o moses_n say_v it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v 28.1_o c._n 28.1_o if_o thou_o shall_v hearken_v diligent_o unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n to_o observe_v and_o to_o do_v all_o the_o commandment_n which_o i_o command_v thou_o this_o day_n 11_o vers_fw-la 11_o the_o lord_n shall_v make_v thou_o plenteous_a in_o good_n in_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o in_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o cattle_n and_o in_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o ground_n in_o the_o land_n which_o the_o lord_n swear_v unto_o thy_o father_n to_o give_v thou_o but_o i_o have_v not_o such_o a_o isaak_n to_o entreat_v for_o i_o as_o rebekah_n have_v nor_o such_o a_o elisha_n as_o the_o shunamitesse_n have_v nor_o such_o 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description_n of_o the_o manner_n of_o the_o seize_v p._n 575_o 2_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o malady_n p._n 581_o 3_o the_o hope_n of_o recovery_n p._n 592_o the_o prayer_n p._n 605_o 25_o tear_n of_o a_o mother_n on_o her_o deathbed_n blessing_n her_o child_n the_o soliloquie_n consist_v of_o two_o part_n viz_o 1_o her_o preparation_n to_o bless_v they_o p._n 609_o 2_o the_o blessing_n itself_o end_v in_o a_o prayer_n p._n 616_o 26_o tear_n of_o a_o die_a woman_n wherein_o be_v set_v down_o her_o religious_a exercise_n 1_o a_o soliloquie_n in_o which_o be_v set_v forth_o 1_o a_o desire_n of_o life_n p._n 627_o 2_o certainty_n of_o death_n p._n 637_o 2_o a_o godly_a preparation_n against_o the_o minuit_fw-la of_o death_n p._n 644_o 3_o a_o prayer_n of_o the_o sick_a p._n 654_o 4_o the_o consolation_n of_o the_o godly_a in_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n p._n 658_o 5_o the_o resignation_n of_o the_o foul_a into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n p._n 664_o 27_o tear_n in_o the_o distress_a time_n of_o civil_a war_n the_o soliloquie_n contain_v a_o pathetical_a &_o grievous_a lamentation_n for_o the_o present_a distraction_n both_o in_o our_o church_n and_o commonwealth_n by_o reason_n of_o these_o cruel_a &_o most_o bloody_a war_n p._n 669_o the_o first_o prayer_n wherein_o be_v set_v down_o 1._o god_n justice_n in_o punish_v his_o own_o people_n in_o former_a time_n 2_o his_o justice_n also_o in_o the_o present_a punish_v we_o for_o our_o offence_n 3_o a_o earnest_a supplication_n for_o our_o repentance_n and_o his_o forgiveness_n p._n 701_o the_o second_o prayer_n consist_v of_o 1_o a_o doleful_a complaint_n of_o our_o grievous_a calamity_n 2_o a_o humble_a desire_n of_o the_o remission_n of_o our_o sin_n 3_o a_o fervent_a supplication_n for_o righteousness_n &_o peace_n p._n 713_o the_o three_o prayer_n wherein_o the_o lord_n be_v humble_o implore_v that_o our_o bloody_a battle_n may_v be_v turn_v into_o a_o spiritual_a war_n fare_n p._n 722_o finis_fw-la the_o first_o subject_a tear_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n or_o devout_a melancholy_n wherein_o a_o flexible_a disposition_n apt_a to_o weep_v employ_v those_o tear_n in_o a_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n the_o sanctify_a ejaculation_n to_o precede_v each_o several_a meditation_n and_o prayer_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v the_o meditation_n why_o be_v thou_o so_o full_a of_o heaviness_n 42.6_o ps_n 42.6_o o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o disquiet_v within_o i_o what_o nothing_o but_o tear_n nothing_o â—ut_v sigh_n and_o throb_v of_o â_fw-la tremble_a soul_n grief_n without_o cause_n be_v madness_n and_o without_o moderation_n it_o be_v hopeless_a i_o must_v â—herfore_o look_v into_o the_o cause_n and_o hope_v it_o be_v religion_n that_o raise_v this_o tempest_n but_o let_v i_o not_o err_v in_o my_o judgement_n be_v my_o sin_n the_o cause_n of_o my_o sorrow_n or_o do_v not_o i_o rather_o add_v to_o my_o sin_n by_o the_o pretence_n of_o my_o ground_n that_o tear_n of_o a_o faithful_a soul_n which_o flow_v from_o the_o conscience_n of_o evil_a purify_v the_o conscience_n and_o free_v from_o punishment_n if_o the_o weight_n of_o my_o transgression_n depress_v my_o soul_n the_o comfort_n of_o the_o crucify_a shall_v restore_v i_o to_o joy_n oh_o the_o first_o cause_n of_o my_o blubber_a eye_n be_v that_o which_o make_v our_o parent_n strive_v to_o hide_v themselves_o from_o the_o sight_n of_o our_o creator_n 3.8_o gen_n 3.8_o since_o that_o very_a offence_n it_o have_v be_v a_o sin_n not_o to_o weep_v and_o yet_o too_o much_o weep_v may_v be_v turn_v into_o sin_n tear_n be_v the_o effect_n of_o sin_n and_o tear_n may_v be_v the_o actor_n of_o sin_n thus_o even_o our_o best_a action_n have_v their_o pollution_n &_o our_o grief_n for_o our_o offence_n may_v as_o well_o displease_v as_o pacify_v the_o offend_a deity_n but_o sure_o i_o grieve_v for_o my_o iniquity_n which_o have_v incense_v my_o creator_n &_o i_o sorrow_n because_o i_o can_v express_v no_o more_o sorrow_n for_o my_o fault_n thus_o far_o my_o passion_n then_o be_v religion_n 7.38_o ps_n 56.8_o lu._n 7.38_o &_o my_o god_n shall_v put_v these_o tear_n into_o his_o bottle_n thus_o marry_o maydalene_n stand_v at_o the_o foot_n of_o my_o saviour_n behind_o he_o weep_v wash_v his_o foot_n with_o her_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o her_o head_n my_o sin_n be_v the_o ground_n of_o my_o shame_n and_o my_o shame_n enforce_v i_o to_o come_v behind_o that_o jesus_n 1_o jer_n 9_o 1_o who_o mary_n thus_o embalm_v o_o that_o my_o head_n be_v water_n &_o my_o eye_n a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n that_o i_o may_v thus_o weep_v day_n and_o night_n for_o the_o offence_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v but_o do_v not_o i_o slander_v my_o tear_n be_o i_o not_o mistaken_a in_o the_o cause_n god_n forbid_v no_o cause_n can_v be_v so_o great_a as_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o yet_o even_o these_o may_v multiply_v when_o i_o most_o lament_v they_o o_o my_o god_n accept_v of_o the_o tear_n which_o i_o shed_v for_o my_o sin_n &_o sanctify_v my_o sorrow_n that_o they_o turn_v not_o into_o offence_n yet_o i_o find_v in_o the_o scripture_n other_o cause_n of_o lament_n 9.17_o 2._o king_n 20.5_o jer_n 9.17_o thus_o the_o almighty_a not_o only_o hear_v the_o prayer_n of_o hezekiah_n but_o see_v his_o tear_n too_o when_o he_o plead_v for_o life_n the_o jew_n be_v command_v to_o call_v for_o the_o mourn_a woman_n to_o make_v haste_n and_o take_v up_o a_o wail_n for_o they_o that_o their_o eye_n may_v run_v down_o with_o tear_n &_o their_o eyelid_n gush_v out_o with_o water_n because_o the_o voice_n of_o wail_v be_v hear_v out_o of_o zion_n the_o destruction_n of_o the_o lewes_z be_v hard_a at_o hand_n thus_o the_o prophet_n eye_n do_v fail_v with_o tear_n 2.11_o lam_n 2.11_o his_o bowel_n be_v trouble_v his_o liver_n be_v pour_v upon_o the_o earth_n for_o tâe_v destruction_n of_o jerusalem_n this_o grief_n arise_v from_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o sorrow_n that_o the_o most_o high_a be_v provoke_v by_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o prople_n what_o the_o jew_n deserâ—ed_v may_v be_v my_o reward_n and_o what_o jerusalem_n expect_v may_v be_v my_o heavy_a doom_n for_o the_o fame_n god_n be_v offend_v with_o i_o and_o my_o sin_n have_v merit_v the_o height_n of_o his_o vengeance_n yet_o the_o more_o i_o sin_n the_o more_o he_o spare'_v expect_v some_o measure_n of_o my_o sorrow_n for_o my_o boundless_a offence_n o_o let_v my_o tear_n be_v he_o by_o a_o gracious_a acceptance_n as_o my_o sin_n be_v make_v his_o by_o his_o father_n imputation_n for_o he_o alone_a who_o weep_v in_o the_o garden_n can_v plead_v my_o atonement_n and_o by_o the_o power_n of_o his_o passion_n restore_v i_o to_o comfort_n incredulity_n in_o part_n do_v trouble_v the_o man_n in_o the_o gospel_n 9.14_o mar_n 9.14_o who_o son_n be_v possess_v with_o a_o devil_n both_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a yet_o he_o cry_v out_o and_o say_v with_o tear_n lord_n i_o believe_v help_v my_o unbelief_n deafness_n i_o find_v do_v hang_v in_o my_o ear_n too_o even_o in_o the_o house_n of_o my_o god_n for_o when_o my_o attention_n be_v require_v to_o the_o word_n which_o distil_v from_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o preacher_n even_o than_o the_o poison_n of_o the_o serpent_n make_v i_o imitate_v the_o adder_n refuse_v to_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o charmer_n 5._o ps_n 58.4_o 5._o when_o i_o shall_v counsel_v my_o brethren_n when_o i_o shall_v publish_v the_o truth_n when_o i_o shall_v confess_v my_o sin_n woe_n be_v i_o the_o string_n of_o my_o tongue_n be_v knit_v 3.5_o jam._n 3.5_o the_o door_n of_o my_o lip_n be_v seal_v up_o and_o though_o my_o unruly_a little_a member_n be_v active_a in_o the_o language_n of_o all_o impiety_n yet_o it_o be_v strike_v dumb_a with_o silence_n when_o it_o shall_v publish_v my_o enormity_n whence_o grow_v this_o dumbness_n whence_o this_o deafness_n lord_n shall_v thou_o be_v so_o deaf_a to_o my_o cry_n or_o dumb_a to_o my_o heart_n i_o shall_v never_o hope_v for_o the_o mercy_n of_o my_o redeemer_n but_o some_o faith_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o in_o the_o merit_n of_o his_o passion_n do_v thou_o increase_v it_o the_o seed_n be_v thou_o the_o plant_n be_v thy_o lord_n let_v it_o flourish_v that_o the_o advantage_n may_v be_v i_o 32._o mar_n 13_o 32._o it_o be_v as_o yet_o the_o least_o of_o all_o seed_n let_v it_o grow_v into_o a_o tree_n that_o the_o bird_n the_o bird_n of_o paradise_n may_v nest_n in_o the_o
and_o my_o petition_n to_o god_n must_v be_v likewise_o upon_o condition_n when_o i_o beg_v of_o he_o but_o temporal_a blessing_n his_o blessing_n descend_v not_o unless_o they_o be_v call_v down_o by_o my_o religious_a obedience_n nor_o may_v i_o pray_v for_o the_o blessing_n which_o concern_v this_o life_n but_o with_o this_o condition_n if_o they_o may_v stand_v with_o his_o pleasure_n in_o his_o power_n it_o be_v to_o grant_v the_o suit_n which_o so_o earnest_o i_o make_v i_o wish_v it_o may_v be_v his_o pleasure_n to_o fulfil_v my_o desire_n barren_a sarai_n be_v promise_v a_o son_n and_o isaak_n be_v bear_v 23_o gen._n 21_o 2.3_o lu._n 1.7_o vers_fw-la 57_o gen._n 29_o 31._o c_o 30.22_o vers_fw-la 23_o though_o zacharias_n and_o elizabeth_n be_v strike_v in_o year_n and_o elizabeth_n be_v barren_a yet_o they_o be_v bless_v with_o john_n the_o baptist._n though_o leah_n be_v hate_v by_o reason_n of_o her_o barrenness_n yet_o we_o read_v that_o the_o lord_n do_v open_v her_o womb_n god_n remember_v rachel_n and_o hearken_v unto_o she_o and_o open_v her_o womb_n and_o she_o conceive_v and_o bear_v a_o son_n and_o say_v god_n have_v take_v away_o my_o reproach_n the_o wife_n of_o manoah_n the_o danite_n be_v barren_a 14_o jud._n 13.2_o vers_fw-la 3._o vers_fw-la 14_o yet_o the_o angel_n of_o the_o lord_n appear_v unto_o she_o and_o say_v unto_o she_o behold_v now_o thou_o be_v barren_a and_o bear_v not_o but_o thou_o shall_v conceive_v and_o bear_v a_o son_n and_o the_o woman_n bear_v a_o son_n &_o call_v his_o name_n samson_n and_o the_o child_n grow_v and_o the_o lord_n bless_v he_o 1.10_o 1._o sam._n 1.10_o barren_a hannah_n be_v in_o bitterness_n of_o soul_n for_o want_n of_o a_o child_n when_o peninnah_n her_o fruitful_a rival_n provoke_v she_o sore_o to_o make_v she_o fret_v 20_o vers_fw-la 6._o vers_fw-la 20_o because_o the_o lord_n have_v shut_v up_o her_o womb_n and_o she_o have_v a_o son_n who_o she_o name_v samuel_n thus_o may_v god_n if_o he_o please_v look_v upon_o my_o reproach_n and_o send_v i_o a_o child_n which_o i_o may_v dedicate_v to_o his_o service_n i_o will_v therefore_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o hannah_n the_o devout_a 15_o vers_fw-la 15_o i_o will_v weep_v with_o she_o and_o i_o will_v fast_o with_o she_o and_o with_o she_o will_v i_o pour_v out_o my_o soul_n before_o the_o lord_n who_o know_v but_o my_o tear_n may_v prevail_v through_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o redeemer_n and_o my_o sob_n and_o sigh_n may_v draw_v down_o a_o blessing_n 30.8_o ps_n 30.8_o on_o my_o knee_n therefore_o will_v i_o go_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o get_v i_o unto_o my_o lord_n right_o humble_o i_o will_v weep_v and_o pray_v and_o mourn_v and_o pray_v and_o sigh_v and_o pray_v and_o pray_v i_o will_v say_v the_o prayer_n heeavenly_a king_n father_n of_o mercy_n 72.5_o ps_n 72.5_o thou_o who_o take_v i_o out_o of_o my_o mother_n womb_n but_o have_v deny_v unto_o i_o the_o fruit_n of_o i_o vouchsafe_v to_o look_v upon_o the_o reproach_n of_o thy_o servant_n i_o know_v that_o my_o sin_n do_v stop_v the_o current_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o it_o be_v thy_o honour_n that_o thou_o be_v a_o forgiver_n of_o offence_n forgive_v my_o sin_n the_o cause_n of_o thy_o curse_n and_o heal_v the_o barrenness_n of_o thy_o despise_a handmaid_n 1.11_o 1._o sam._n 1.11_o o_o lord_n of_o host_n if_o thou_o will_v indeed_o look_v upon_o the_o affliction_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n and_o remember_v i_o and_o not_o forget_v thy_o handmaid_n but_o will_v give_v unto_o thy_o handmaid_n a_o manchild_n then_o i_o will_v give_v he_o unto_o thou_o all_o the_o day_n of_o his_o life_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o be_o a_o woman_n of_o a_o sorrowful_a spirit_n and_o out_o of_o the_o abundance_n of_o my_o complaint_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o and_o grief_n do_v i_o pray_v unto_o thou_o send_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o a_o samuël_n even_o such_o a_o child_n as_o i_o have_v ask_v of_o thou_o if_o it_o may_v stand_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o king_n that_o may_v bring_v honour_n unto_o thou_o and_o comfort_n unto_o thy_o petitioner_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v satisfy_v until_o thou_o hear_v my_o supplication_n 15._o pro._n 30_o 15._o either_o grant_v my_o desire_n or_o arm_v i_o with_o patience_n that_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o may_v serve_v thou_o with_o quietness_n 4.28_o mat_n 4.28_o and_o content_a the_o earth_n thou_o have_v make_v to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n of_o herself_o and_o it_o be_v as_o easy_a for_o thou_o to_o bless_v i_o with_o increase_n but_o if_o thou_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v in_o thy_o secret_a will_n howsoever_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v never_o conceive_v wickedness_n in_o my_o heart_n 5.4_o act_n 5.4_o to_o who_o thou_o deny_v the_o conception_n of_o a_o child_n 1.15_o jam._n 1.15_o let_v not_o lust_n conceive_v in_o i_o lest_o it_o bring_v forth_o sin_n and_o sin_n when_o it_o be_v finish_v bring_v forth_o death_n say_v unto_o my_o heart_n as_o effectual_o as_o once_o thou_o do_v unto_o the_o figtree_n 11._o mat_n 21_o 19_o gal_n 5.22_o vers_fw-la 23_o heb._n 12_o 11._o let_v no_o such_o fruit_n grow_v on_o thou_o hence_o forth_o for_o ever_o but_o let_v i_o always_o produce_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n against_o which_o thy_o apostle_n assure_v i_o that_o there_o be_v no_o law_n let_v this_o thy_o chasten_n yield_v unto_o i_o the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n since_o i_o be_o exercise_v therein_o so_o shall_v i_o willing_o submit_v to_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o beseech_v thou_o to_o grant_v i_o comfort_v and_o joy_n in_o that_o bless_a son_n of_o a_o happy_a woman_n even_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n the_o twelve_o subject_n tear_n of_o a_o child-bearing_a woman_n 1_o at_o the_o time_n when_o she_o begin_v to_o fall_v in_o travel_n 2_o after_o her_o delivery_n i_o st_o her_o tear_n when_o she_o begin_v to_o fall_v in_o travel_n the_o soliloquie_n consist_v of_o three_o part_n viz_o 1_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o sorrow_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o the_o sorrow_n 2_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o pang_n hazard_n and_o fear_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n 3_o consolation_n and_o comfort_n for_o a_o woman_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o her_o travel_n the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o soliloquie_n treat_v of_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o sorrow_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o the_o sorrow_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o the_o will_v i_o pray_v when_o david_n confess_v his_o actual_a crime_n he_o forget_v not_o the_o guilt_n of_o original_a corruption_n &_o therefore_o he_o profess_v say_v behold_v i_o be_v shape_v in_o iniquity_n 5._o vers_fw-la 5._o and_o in_o sin_n do_v my_o mother_n conceive_v i_o by_o the_o corruption_n of_o nature_n even_o saint_n paul_n himself_o be_v not_o without_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o that_o which_o be_v bear_v of_o the_o flesh_n be_v flesh_n 3.6_o rom_n 7_o 17._o io._n 3.6_o as_o my_o saviour_n himself_o do_v tell_v nicoden_n we_o and_o this_o flesh_n conclude_v we_o all_o to_o be_v carnal_a 14._o rom_n 7_o 14._o and_o sell_v under_o sin_n this_o original_a stain_n be_v the_o ground_n of_o all_o our_o actual_a impiety_n just_o therefore_o be_v the_o birth_n of_o a_o child_n accompany_v with_o the_o torment_n and_o sorrow_n of_o the_o mother_n left_a woman_n shall_v forget_v the_o taste_n of_o the_o apple_n i_o will_v great_o multiply_v thy_o sorrow_n 3.16_o gen_n 3.16_o and_o thy_o conception_n say_v the_o lord_n unto_o eve_n in_o sorrow_n thou_o shall_v bring_v forth_o child_n o_o this_o heavy_a chastisement_n do_v now_o approach_v to_o make_v i_o sensible_a of_o my_o sinful_a beginning_n as_o i_o cause_v the_o tear_n to_o flow_v from_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o groan_a mother_n so_o now_o even_o in_o my_o eye_n do_v they_o likewise_o arise_v through_o the_o pang_n which_o do_v seize_v on_o i_o by_o reason_n of_o my_o babe_n lord_n what_o a_o tremble_a possess_v every_o joint_n of_o i_o and_o when_o i_o hope_v for_o ease_v by_o change_v my_o seat_n or_o lie_v on_o my_o couch_n or_o attempt_v to_o walk_v even_o in_o every_o place_n do_v the_o sharpness_n of_o the_o pain_n increase_v its_o strength_n and_o though_o i_o multiply_v my_o cry_n yet_o my_o anguish_n cease_v not_o o_o what_o miserable_a perplexity_n be_v we_o weak_a and_o sinful_a woman_n involve_v in_o we_o who_o can_v worst_o endure_v be_v most_o afflict_a and_o although_o our_o temper_n and_o constitution_n conclude_v we_o weak_a by_o far_a then_o our_o husband_n
yet_o our_o sorrow_n do_v great_o exceed_v their_o sufferance_n certain_o we_o suffer_v more_o because_o we_o be_v first_o in_o the_o first_o offence_n and_o for_o our_o forwardness_n both_o to_o consult_v with_o the_o serpent_n and_o to_o tempt_v the_o man_n our_o portion_n be_v the_o great_a in_o pang_n and_o throw_v we_o be_v drive_v to_o such_o extremity_n that_o either_o we_o must_v be_v torment_v in_o our_o issue_n or_o else_o reproach_v for_o our_o barrenness_n sure_o have_v eve_n but_o be_v sensible_a of_o the_o least_o smart_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n she_o will_v have_v continue_v in_o integrity_n for_o fear_n of_o the_o punishment_n 2.17_o gen_n 2.17_o our_o first_o parent_n be_v threaten_v but_o with_o die_v the_o death_n in_o the_o day_n they_o do_v eat_v of_o the_o tree_n of_o knowledge_n but_o i_o i_o think_v do_v find_v that_o that_o curse_n be_v increase_v for_o death_n will_v not_o come_v without_o the_o society_n of_o pain_n there_o be_v something_o of_o that_o punishment_n in_o the_o pain_n which_o prepare_v we_o for_o the_o entertainment_n of_o death_n something_o in_o the_o very_a instant_n of_o the_o soul_n departure_n and_o yet_o unless_o our_o merciful_a redeemer_n take_v pity_n upon_o we_o the_o great_a of_o all_o will_v be_v in_o a_o second_o death_n of_o the_o first_o pain_n i_o be_o now_o make_v most_o accurate_o sensible_a in_o the_o second_o i_o must_v agree_v with_o the_o child_n of_o eve_n but_o from_o the_o last_o i_o have_v a_o assure_a hope_n that_o my_o god_n will_v deliver_v i_o oh_o my_o pain_n my_o pain_n grow_v strong_a and_o strong_a what_o shall_v i_o do_v strengthen_v i_o o_o jesus_n and_o enable_v i_o to_o suffer_v with_o constancy_n and_o patience_n what_o i_o must_v endure_v for_o a_o child_n elizabeth_n be_v not_o come_v to_o the_o hour_n of_o torment_n when_o 25_o lu._n 1.24_o vers_fw-la 25_o hide_v herself_o for_o five_o month_n together_o she_o rejoice_v and_o say_v thus_o have_v the_o lord_n deal_v with_o i_o in_o the_o day_n wherein_o he_o look_v on_o i_o to_o take_v away_o my_o reproach_n among_o man_n yet_o be_v these_o pang_n more_o desirable_a than_o the_o reproach_n of_o barrenness_n not_o for_o themselves_o but_o for_o their_o happy_a event_n barrenness_n produce_v shame_n and_o discontent_n but_o fruitfulness_n produce_v sorrow_n with_o comfort_n the_o barren_a desire_n what_o they_o partake_v not_o of_o the_o fruitful_a may_v have_v content_a in_o that_o which_o cause_v their_o torment_n by_o we_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v increase_v by_o they_o the_o world_n seem_v ready_a to_o expire_v but_o whence_o do_v this_o fruitfulness_n accrow_n unto_o we_o if_o it_o be_v only_o and_o mere_o from_o ourselves_o than_o i_o suppose_v that_o none_o will_v be_v barren_a if_o it_o be_v a_o blessing_n send_v from_o god_n i_o wonder_v at_o the_o wicked_a for_o the_o psalmist_n say_v they_o be_v full_a of_o child_n 17.14_o ps_n 17.14_o and_o leave_v the_o rest_n of_o their_o substance_n for_o their_o babe_n but_o i_o need_v not_o wonder_n if_o i_o either_o consider_v the_o foregoeing_a word_n where_o the_o prophet_n say_v they_o have_v their_o portion_n in_o this_o life_n or_o if_o i_o remember_v that_o it_o be_v in_o the_o power_n of_o god_n even_o from_o they_o to_o produce_v some_o vessel_n of_o honour_n israël_n be_v threaten_v by_o moses_n say_v 28.15_o deut_n 28.15_o it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v if_o thou_o will_v not_o hearken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n that_o curse_a shall_v be_v the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o body_n 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o o_o how_o full_a of_o horror_n assure_o be_v this_o to_o the_o woman_n of_o israël_n that_o those_o child_n shall_v be_v sentence_v to_o eternal_a weep_n for_o who_o their_o mother_n have_v cry_v in_o the_o anguish_n of_o their_o birth_n such_o o_o such_o there_o be_v and_o always_o shall_v be_v even_o to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n as_o shall_v draw_v tear_n from_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o weak_a parent_n both_o in_o the_o extremity_n of_o the_o throw_n and_o in_o the_o fear_n of_o their_o destruction_n sure_o such_o wiek_v child_n as_o those_o if_o any_o shall_v have_v cause_n to_o expostulate_v as_o do_v the_o patient_a job_n 12_o job._n 3.11_o vers_fw-la 12_o and_o cry_v why_o die_v i_o not_o from_o the_o womb_n why_o do_v i_o not_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n when_o i_o come_v out_o of_o the_o beliy_v why_o do_v the_o knee_n prevent_v i_o or_o why_o the_o beeast_n that_o i_o shall_v suck_v 10.18_o c_o 10.18_o wherefore_o have_v thou_o bring_v i_o forth_o out_o of_o the_o womb_n oh_o that_o i_o have_v give_v up_o the_o ghost_n and_o no_o eye_n have_v see_v i_o or_o they_o may_v say_v as_o once_o do_v the_o prophet_n jeremiah_n curse_v be_v the_o day_n wherein_o i_o be_v bear_v 15_o jer._n 20.14_o vers_fw-la 15_o let_v not_o the_o day_n wherein_o my_o mother_n bear_v i_o be_v bless_v curse_a be_v the_o man_n who_o bring_v tiding_n to_o my_o father_n say_v a_o manchild_n be_v bear_v unto_o thou_o make_v he_o very_o glad_a 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o and_o let_v that_o man_n be_v as_o the_o city_n which_o the_o lord_n overthrow_v and_o repent_v not_o and_o let_v he_o hear_v the_o cry_n in_o the_o morning_n and_o the_o shout_a at_o noontide_n 17_o vers_fw-la 17_o because_o he_o slay_v i_o not_o from_o the_o womb_n or_o that_o my_o mother_n may_v have_v be_v my_o grave_n and_o her_o womb_n to_o be_v always_o great_a with_o i_o 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o wherefore_o come_v i_o forth_o out_o of_o the_o womb_n to_o see_v labour_n and_o sorrow_n that_o my_o day_n shall_v be_v consume_v with_o shame_n but_o i_o will_v hope_v better_a thing_n of_o i_o and_o beseech_v my_o god_n that_o it_o may_v be_v like_a unto_o paul_n who_o speak_v of_o himself_o say_v 16_o gal_n 1.15_o vers_fw-la 16_o god_n do_v separate_v i_o from_o my_o mother_n womb_n and_o call_v i_o by_o his_o grace_n to_o reveal_v his_o son_n in_o i_o etc._n etc._n oh_o my_o pain_n grow_v sharp_a and_o sharp_a and_o be_v strong_a remembrancer_n of_o the_o pollution_n even_o of_o conception_n but_o there_o be_v a_o conception_n as_o well_o spiritual_a as_o carnal_a i_o must_v therefore_o examine_v whether_o the_o womb_n of_o my_o heart_n have_v not_o conceive_v sin_n 33.11_o job._n 15_o 35._o be_v 33.11_o for_o these_o pang_n arise_v not_o without_o foregoe_v wickedness_n the_o hypocrite_n say_v job_n do_v conceive_v mischief_n the_o enemy_n of_o the_o church_n say_v the_o prophet_n isaiah_n shall_v conceive_v chaff_n if_o therefore_o with_o the_o hypocrite_n 59.4_o c._n 59.4_o i_o have_v conceive_v mischief_n i_o fear_v that_o with_o they_o too_o i_o have_v bring_v forth-vanity_n and_o my_o belly_n have_v prepare_v deceit_n if_o with_o the_o sinful_a jew_n i_o have_v not_o call_v for_o justice_n nor_o plead_v for_o truth_n if_o i_o have_v trust_v in_o vanity_n and_o have_v speak_v lie_n then_o i_o fear_v that_o with_o they_o too_o i_o have_v conceive_v mischief_n and_o bring_v forth_o iniquity_n if_o with_o the_o enemy_n of_o the_o church_n i_o have_v conceive_v chaff_n then_o i_o fear_v that_o with_o they_o too_o i_o have_v bring_v forth_o stubble_n and_o i_o may_v just_o suspect_v that_o my_o breath_n as_o fire_n shall_v devour_v it_o 7.14_o ps_n 7.14_o if_o which_o the_o ungodly_a i_o have_v travel_v with_o iniquity_n and_o have_v conceive_v mischief_n then_o i_o fear_v that_o with_o they_o too_o i_o have_v bring_v forth_o falsehood_n thus_o if_o i_o have_v join_v with_o the_o hypocrite_n if_o with_o the_o enemy_n of_o the_o church_n if_o with_o the_o sinful_a jew_n if_o with_o the_o ungodly_a or_o if_o i_o have_v trust_v in_o vanity_n what_o then_o can_v i_o look_v for_o but_o that_o have_v conceive_v all_o kind_n of_o abomination_n i_o shall_v with_o the_o wicked_a man_n travel_v with_o pain_n all_o my_o day_n 15.20_o job._n 15.20_o thus_o i_o must_v confess_v i_o have_v be_v forward_o in_o the_o conception_n of_o all_o manner_n of_o evil_a and_o the_o production_n have_v be_v even_o as_o quick_a as_o the_o thought_n 1.19_o exit_fw-la 1.19_o i_o may_v say_v of_o myself_o as_o the_o midwife_n say_v once_o to_o angry_a king_n pharaoh_n concern_v the_o hebrew_n woman_n i_o have_v be_v lively_a and_o have_v be_v deliver_v of_o my_o grievous_a crime_n ere_o any_o midwife_n come_v in_o unto_o i_o i_o have_v be_v both_o father_n and_o mother_n and_o midwife_n and_o nurse_n and_o every_o thing_n else_o to_o bring_v the_o abortive_a bat_n of_o impiety_n into_o the_o world_n what_o now_o can_v i_o expect_v therefore_o but_o that_o i_o shall_v die_v in_o anguish_n and_o that_o my_o child_n which_o i_o go_v with_o shall_v be_v at_o once_o both_o my_o
my_o whole_a life_n but_o to_o be_v free_v from_o these_o calamity_n which_o begin_v to_o fall_v on_o i_o 55.4_o ps_n 55.4_o my_o heart_n be_v sore_o pain_v within_o i_o and_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n be_v fall_v upon_o i_o fearfulness_n and_o tremble_a be_v come_v upon_o i_o 5._o vers_fw-la 5._o and_o horror_n have_v almost_o over_o whelm_v i_o i_o can_v forget_v how_o the_o wife_n of_o phinehas_n the_o son_n of_o eli_n be_v near_o to_o be_v deliver_v 19_o 1._o sam_n 4._o 19_o when_o she_o hear_v the_o sad_a tiding_n that_o the_o ark_n of_o god_n be_v take_v and_o that_o her_o husband_n and_o her_o father_n in_o law_n be_v dead_a she_o bow_v herself_o and_o travel_v for_o her_o pain_n come_v upon_o she_o she_o travel_v be_v deliver_v and_o dye_v i_o can_v forget_v how_o rachel_n journey_v from_o bethel_n 16._o gen_n 35_o 16._o when_o there_o be_v but_o a_o little_a way_n to_o come_v to_o ephrath_n travel_v and_o have_v hard_a labour_n and_o though_o when_o she_o have_v hard_a labour_n the_o mid_a wife_n say_v unto_o she_o 17_o vers_fw-la 17_o fear_v not_o thou_o shall_v have_v this_o son_n also_o 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o and_o she_o have_v her_o son_n and_o call_v he_o ben-oni_n the_o soon_o of_o her_o sorrow_n but_o his_o father_n call_v he_o benjamin_n the_o son_n of_o his_o right_a hand_n yet_o she_o die_v the_o remembrance_n of_o these_o that_o die_v in_o childbirth_n increase_v my_o fear_n and_o add_v to_o my_o affliction_n i_o be_o so_o dismay_v between_o the_o pang_n which_o i_o suffer_v and_o the_o suspicion_n of_o death_n which_o possess_v my_o soul_n that_o i_o be_o i_o know_v not_o how_o divide_v and_o forlorn_a one_o while_o i_o resolve_v to_o submit_v to_o my_o god_n another_o while_o i_o suspect_v that_o i_o shall_v not_o possible_o endure_v the_o severity_n of_o my_o torture_n my_o tear_n be_v many_o my_o pang_n increase_v and_o double_a and_o treble_v themselves_o upon_o i_o one_o o_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o cry_v but_o as_o if_o my_o short_a 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himself_o down_o and_o the_o people_n so_o sore_o to_o weep_v be_v they_o not_o come_v out_o of_o captivity_n be_v they_o not_o busy_v in_o re-edify_n the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v not_o their_o burn_a offering_n and_o their_o sacrifice_n make_v unto_o the_o god_n of_o israël_n what_o now_o shall_v deject_v they_o what_o shall_v dismay_v they_o the_o lord_n question_v cain_n the_o murderer_n 4.6_o gen_n 4.6_o the_o fratricide_n say_v why_o be_v thy_o countenance_n fall_v if_o thou_o do_v well_o shall_v thou_o not_o be_v accept_v 7._o vers_fw-la 7._o and_o if_o thou_o do_v not_o well_o sin_n lie_v at_o the_o door_n thus_o may_v judah_n and_o benjamin_n be_v likewise_o examine_v they_o have_v a_o sin_n that_o lie_v at_o the_o door_n yea_o near_o close_o to_o they_o if_o possible_o may_v be_v even_o in_o their_o bed_n 9.1_o ezr_fw-fr 9.1_o in_o their_o bosom_n they_o have_v not_o separate_v themselves_o from_o the_o people_n of_o the_o land_n and_o from_o do_v according_a to_o their_o abomination_n but_o they_o have_v take_v of_o their_o daughter_n for_o themselves_o 2._o vers_fw-la 2._o and_o for_o their_o son_n yea_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o prince_n and_o ruler_n have_v be_v chief_a in_o this_o trespass_n yet_o for_o all_o this_o their_o punishment_n be_v not_o hitherto_o come_v upon_o they_o to_o the_o full_a they_o have_v yet_o but_o a_o sprinkeling_n of_o it_o only_o some_o drop_n or_o at_o most_o but_o a_o gust_n a_o small_a storm_n a_o shower_n or_o two_o of_o rain_n when_o the_o lord_n be_v angry_a the_o cloud_n frown_v they_o knit_v their_o brow_n and_o as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o abundance_n of_o their_o compassion_n 10.9_o c_o 10.9_o they_o dissolve_v into_o tear_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n but_o more_o vengeance_n be_v expect_v therefore_o the_o child_n of_o the_o captivity_n turn_v away_o their_o wife_n 14_o vers_fw-la 14_o that_o the_o fierce_a wrath_n of_o god_n for_o this_o matter_n may_v be_v turn_v from_o they_o if_o such_o a_o sin_n as_o this_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o this_o our_o dreadful_a visitation_n we_o ought_v also_o with_o they_o to_o sit_v in_o the_o street_n of_o the_o house_n of_o god_n tremble_a 9_o vers_fw-la 9_o because_o of_o this_o matter_n whether_o this_o or_o whatsoëver_o else_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o this_o contagion_n the_o sin_n of_o this_o land_n for_o my_o part_n i_o will_v resolve_v with_o the_o same_o ezra_n to_o sit_v astonish_v at_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o land_n 9.4_o c_o 9.4_o and_o with_o the_o people_n i_o will_v tremble_v at_o the_o word_n of_o the_o god_n of_o israël_n because_o of_o the_o transgression_n of_o
the_o people_n of_o this_o land_n i_o will_v not_o arise_v from_o my_o heaviness_n 2.13_o vers_fw-la 5._o joël_n 2.13_o but_o i_o will_v rend_v my_o garment_n or_o rather_o my_o heart_n and_o not_o my_o garment_n and_o turn_v unto_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n for_o he_o be_v gracious_a and_o merciful_a slow_a to_o anger_n and_o of_o great_a kindness_n and_o repent_v he_o of_o the_o evil_a i_o will_v fall_v upon_o my_o knee_n 9.5_o ezr._n 9.5_o and_o spread_v out_o my_o hand_n unto_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n example_n 4_o zion_n be_v threaten_v that_o her_o gate_n shall_v lament_v and_o mourn_v and_o that_o she_o be_v desolate_a 3.26_o be_v 3.26_o shall_v sit_v on_o the_o ground_n here_o be_v the_o punishment_n a_o grievous_a punishment_n desolation_n by_o war_n destruction_n by_o the_o sword_n 25_o vers_fw-la 25_o her_o man_n shall_v fall_v by_o the_o sword_n and_o her_o mighty_a man_n in_o the_o war_n but_o what_o be_v the_o cause_n what_o stir_v up_o the_o almighty_a to_o shower_n down_o his_o vengeance_n alas_o it_o be_v too_o easy_o find_v the_o pride_n of_o the_o woman_n be_v the_o destruction_n of_o the_o man_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o it_o be_v because_o the_o daughter_n of_o zion_n be_v haughty_a and_o walk_v with_o stretched-out_a neck_n and_o wanton_a eye_n walk_v and_o mince_v as_o they_o go_v and_o make_v a_o tinkle_n with_o their_o foot_n we_o be_v punish_v we_o be_v afflict_v not_o by_o the_o sword_n but_o which_o be_v more_o dreadful_a by_o the_o pestilence_n our_o sufferance_n be_v not_o in_o the_o same_o manner_n indeed_o as_o be_v they_o and_o yet_o we_o deserve_v both_o the_o manner_n and_o the_o measure_n our_o sin_n be_v alike_o our_o punishment_n must_v therefore_o be_v expect_v alike_o alike_o in_o the_o greatness_n though_o they_o be_v not_o in_o the_o kind_n they_o seem_v i_o be_v already_o to_o agree_v in_o part_n for_o beside_o our_o sickness_n 6._o mat_n 24_o 6._o we_o hear_v of_o war_n and_o rumour_n of_o war_n yea_o they_o come_v yet_o near_o 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21_o vers_fw-la 22_o vers_fw-la 23_o and_o our_o bracelet_n and_o our_o ring_n and_o our_o changeable_a suit_n of_o apparel_n and_o our_o manâ—les_n and_o our_o glass_n and_o our_o fine_a linen_n and_o our_o hood_n and_o our_o veil_n we_o may_v most_o just_o indeed_o expect_v a_o stink_n 24_o vers_fw-la 24_o instead_o of_o a_o sweet_a smell_n and_o instead_o of_o a_o girdle_n a_o â—ent_n and_o instead_o of_o well-set_a hair_n baldness_n and_o instead_o of_o a_o stomacher_n a_o girdle_n of_o sackcloth_n and_o burn_v instead_o of_o beauty_n for_o we_o the_o land_n mourn_v for_o our_o pride_n he_o people_n be_v humble_v for_o our_o sin_n the_o pestilence_n reign_v lord_n make_v we_o all_o with_o zion_n lament_v and_o mourn_v make_v we_o fit_a on_o the_o ground_n acknowledge_v thy_o justice_n and_o our_o sinfullnesse_n 15._o eze._n 31_o 15._o god_n have_v come_v down_o to_o the_o grave_n among_o we_o as_o he_o do_v at_o the_o destruction_n of_o assyria_n for_o the_o pride_n thereof_o and_o cause_v libanon_n to_o mourn_v for_o we_o and_o the_o tree_n of_o the_o field_n to_o faint_v for_o we_o therefore_o with_o zion_n i_o will_v lament_v i_o will_v mourn_v i_o will_v sit_v on_o the_o ground_n example_n 5_o a_o voice_n be_v once_o hear_v from_o the_o high_a place_n of_o israël_n 3.21_o jer_n 3.21_o weep_v and_o supplication_n of_o the_o people_n because_o they_o have_v pervert_v their_o way_n they_o have_v forget_v the_o lord_n their_o god_n here_o be_v sorrow_n at_o the_o heart_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o yet_o no_o destruction_n of_o the_o body_n threaten_v for_o disobedience_n have_v they_o continue_v in_o this_o their_o repentance_n they_o may_v have_v prevent_v the_o ensue_a judgement_n but_o intermission_n of_o sorrow_n prove_v to_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o their_o sorrow_n hence_o come_v theâ—_n land_n to_o be_v curse_v with_o barrenness_n and_o the_o prophet_n to_o cry_v out_o 12.4_o c_o 12.4_o how_o long_o shall_v the_o land_n mourn_v and_o the_o herb_n of_o every_o field_n wither_v for_o the_o wickedness_n of_o they_o that_o dwell_v thereinâ—_n here_o wickedness_n be_v the_o cause_n and_o barrenness_n the_o effect_n but_o why_o shall_v the_o herb_n and_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n suffer_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n alas_o they_o grow_v up_o towards_o heaven_n in_o their_o grateful_a acknowledgement_n that_o from_o thence_o they_o receive_v their_o nourishment_n in_o the_o earth_n yea_o so_o innocent_a they_o be_v that_o when_o they_o look_v about_o they_o and_o see_v as_o it_o be_v the_o wickedness_n of_o they_o for_o who_o service_n they_o be_v make_v every_o morning_n hang_v pearlie_o tear_n upon_o their_o droop_a eye_n and_o when_o they_o see_v that_o man_n have_v not_o half_a so_o much_o remorse_n as_o they_o themselves_o they_o sad_o shrink_v to_o bed_v again_o in_o the_o earth_n it_o be_v a_o curse_n to_o they_o to_o be_v enslave_v in_o the_o service_n of_o curse_a sin_n so_o poisonous_a be_v transgression_n so_o mischievous_a be_v iniquity_n thus_o the_o herb_n be_v curse_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o jew_n but_o what_o have_v the_o jew_n do_v amiss_o which_o we_o have_v not_o exceed_v what_o wickedness_n have_v they_o commit_v which_o we_o have_v not_o surpass_v therefore_o our_o herb_n and_o our_o flower_n the_o beauty_n of_o our_o garden_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o our_o knot_n be_v nip_v be_v wither_v with_o the_o poisonous_a breath_n that_o arise_v from_o our_o infect_a body_n and_o yet_o we_o fear_v that_o what_o we_o dispatch_v the_o air_n to_o kill_v in_o our_o garden_n will_v bring_v poison_n to_o we_o and_o slay_v we_o in_o our_o house_n thus_o we_o suffer_v for_o thus_o have_v we_o finned_a i_o will_v therefore_o resolve_v with_o the_o prophet_n david_n 136._o ps_n 119_o 136._o that_o river_n of_o water_n shall_v run_v down_o my_o eye_n because_o we_o have_v not_o keep_v the_o â—aw_v of_o our_o god_n example_n 6_o shall_v not_o the_o land_n tremble_v for_o this_o 8.8_o amos._n 8.8_o and_o every_o â—…e_a mourn_n that_o dwell_v therein_o say_v the_o prophet_n amos._n tremble_v for_o what_o israël_n know_v well_o enough_o the_o poor_a be_v sensible_a enough_o 6._o vers_fw-la 6._o even_o the_o poor_a that_o be_v buy_v for_o silver_n and_o the_o needy_a that_o be_v sell_v for_o a_o pair_n of_o shoe_n here_o be_v oppression_n in_o the_o street_n and_o cry_v in_o the_o gate_n 5._o vers_fw-la 5._o for_o the_o ephah_n be_v make_v small_a and_o the_o shekel_n great_a and_o the_o balance_n be_v falsify_v by_o deceit_n no_o marvel_n that_o the_o psalmist_n conclude_v 62.9_o ps_n 62.9_o sure_o man_n of_o low_a degree_n be_v vanity_n and_o man_n of_o high_a degree_n be_v a_o lie_n to_o be_v lay_v in_o the_o balance_n they_o be_v altogether_o light_a than_o vanity_n it_o be_v thus_o among_o the_o israelite_n and_o thus_o it_o be_v among_o we_o also_o man_n of_o low_a degree_n be_v vanity_n vanity_n in_o the_o account_n and_o contempt_n of_o superior_n vanity_n in_o the_o cruelty_n of_o superior_n man_n of_o high_a degree_n the_o rich_a trader_n the_o merchant_n of_o corn_n and_o the_o other_o fruit_n of_o the_o earth_n be_v a_o lie_n their_o measure_n be_v false_a theâ—_n weight_n be_v false_a yea_o they_o buy_v by_o one_o and_o they_o sell_v by_o another_o they_o devour_v their_o brethren_n and_o yet_o they_o do_v it_o by_o aâ—_n show_v of_o justice_n for_o the_o balance_n they_o haw_v corrupt_v and_o the_o weight_n they_o have_v pare_v insomuch_o as_o man_n err_v most_o they_o be_v most_o deceive_v when_o they_o think_v themselves_o most_o right_v best_a deal_v with_o this_o injustie_a command_v we_o just_o to_o mourn_v so_o the_o belly_n cry_v and_o the_o back_n cry_v the_o
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that_o paul_n have_v speak_v unto_o they_o that_o they_o shall_v see_v his_o face_n no_o more_o a_o mourning_n i_o read_v of_o that_o be_v in_o hadadrimmon_n in_o the_o valley_n of_o megiddo_n when_o jeremiah_n lament_v and_o all_o the_o sing_a man_n and_o the_o sing_a woman_n speak_v of_o their_o king_n in_o their_o lamentation_n and_o make_v they_o a_o ordinance_n in_o israel_n that_o be_v for_o josiah_n who_o be_v slay_v by_o the_o army_n of_o pharaoh_n necho_n in_o the_o valley_n of_o megiddo_n in_o ramah_n be_v a_o voice_n hear_v 31.15_o jer_n 31.15_o lamentation_n and_o bitter_a weep_v rachel_n weep_v for_o her_o child_n because_o they_o be_v not_o this_o i_o think_v come_v home_n close_o near_o to_o i_o this_o be_v for_o the_o captivity_n of_o judah_n and_o benjamin_n or_o it_o be_v for_o the_o infant_n slay_v by_o that_o bloody_a that_o presecute_a herod_n here_o be_v child_n lament_v so_o far_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o weep_a comply_v with_o i_o but_o neither_o be_v my_o 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yet_o my_o passion_n declare_v that_o i_o mourn_v as_o if_o it_o be_v lose_v 38.9_o ps_n 38.9_o o_o lord_n god_n thou_o know_v all_o my_o desire_n and_o my_o groan_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o thou_o see_v how_o my_o tear_n do_v flow_v through_o my_o infirmity_n thou_o hear_v my_o sigh_n which_o arise_v from_o my_o dis-content_a i_o confess_v it_o i_o be_o sorrowful_a for_o it_o i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o it_o 7.60_o act._n 7.60_o lord_n lay_v not_o this_o sin_n to_o my_o charge_n thou_o have_v take_v nothing_o but_o thou_o own_o o_o be_v please_v so_o to_o make_v i_o thy_o own_o by_o grace_n and_o then_o shall_v i_o be_v assure_v in_o thy_o own_o due_a time_n to_o be_v receive_v into_o glory_n allay_v the_o heat_n of_o my_o passion_n by_o the_o pleasant_a gale_n of_o thy_o refresh_a spirit_n grant_v that_o my_o tear_n may_v be_v keep_v for_o my_o sin_n &_o my_o sad_a lament_n for_o my_o deplorable_a condition_n through_o my_o many_o offence_n my_o heart_n be_v heavy_a for_o the_o 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die_v in_o sin_n but_o to_o it_o that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v quicken_v together_o with_o thy_o son_n make_v i_o to_o yield_v myself_o unto_o thou_o 13._o rom_n 6_o 13._o as_o those_o that_o be_v alive_a from_o the_o dead_a and_o my_o member_n as_o instrument_n of_o righteousness_n unto_o thou_o my_o god_n forgive_v my_o excess_n of_o love_n to_o he_o that_o be_v go_v my_o excess_n of_o tear_n and_o sigh_n that_o have_v be_v cause_v by_o his_o departure_n my_o want_n of_o patience_n and_o submission_n to_o thy_o holy_a pleasure_n and_o
be_v none_o to_o deliver_v we_o o_o thou_o who_o do_v suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o transgression_n be_v please_v to_o cure_v the_o wound_n and_o malady_n both_o of_o the_o soul_n and_o body_n of_o thy_o distress_a servant_n thou_o know_v lord_n that_o the_o feeble_a soul_n can_v praise_v thou_o with_o cheerfulness_n nor_o serve_v thou_o with_o alacrity_n the_o sickness_n of_o the_o body_n disturb_v the_o soul_n and_o make_v it_o un-apt_a to_o serve_v thou_o with_o readiness_n o_o say_v of_o his_o disease_n that_o it_o be_v enough_o and_o remove_v from_o he_o speedy_o this_o heavy_a visitation_n thy_o hand_n o_o lord_n be_v lay_v upon_o he_o and_o the_o stroke_n be_v so_o heavy_a that_o it_o wound_v we_o both_o merciful_a god_n let_v the_o sin_n of_o both_o of_o we_o be_v blot_v out_o of_o thy_o remembrance_n like_o a_o cloud_n 44.22_o be_v 44.22_o and_o be_v appease_v with_o we_o through_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n 2.17_o mar_n 2.17_o the_o whole_a have_v no_o 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his_o torment_n who_o thou_o visite_a with_o this_o sickness_n and_o ease_n thou_o my_o sorrow_n which_o arise_v from_o his_o pain_n give_v the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o spirit_n both_o to_o he_o and_o i_o that_o when_o this_o painful_a life_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n we_o may_v be_v find_v of_o thou_o in_o peace_n 9.6_o 2._o pet._n 3.14_o be_v 9.6_o through_o the_o merit_n and_o mercy_n of_o the_o prince_n of_o peace_n even_a jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n and_o only_a saviour_n amen_n the_o nineteenth_o subject_a tear_n of_o a_o woman_n lament_v the_o death_n of_o her_o belove_a husband_n the_o soliloquie_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v when_o mary_n come_v where_o jesus_n be_v 11.32_o io._n 11.32_o and_o see_v he_o she_o fall_v down_o at_o his_o foot_n say_v unto_o he_o 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be_v go_v i_o lament_v not_o his_o happiness_n but_o my_o own_o loss_n 35_o vers_fw-la 35_o my_o jesus_n himself_o do_v weep_v for_o lazarus_n in_o testimony_n of_o his_o affection_n for_o so_o say_v the_o jew_n 36_o vers_fw-la 36_o behold_v how_o he_o love_v he_o and_o be_v my_o love_n to_o my_o husband_n so_o little_a or_o so_o cold_a that_o i_o shall_v forget_v to_o testify_v it_o in_o a_o sorrowful_a tear_n o_o i_o can_v forbear_v the_o remembrance_n of_o he_o 1.12_o be_v 1.2_o lam_n 1.12_o who_o be_v dear_a unto_o i_o then_o life_n itself_o hear_v o_o heaven_n and_o give_v ear_n o_o earth_n be_v it_o nothing_o to_o you_o all_o you_o that_o be_v by_o he_o when_o you_o see_v he_o breathe_v out_o his_o soul_n and_o forsake_v the_o world_n o_o behold_v and_o see_v if_o there_o be_v any_o sorrow_n like_a unto_o my_o sorrow_n which_o be_v do_v unto_o i_o wherewith_o the_o lord_n have_v afflict_v i_o in_o this_o day_n of_o his_o anger_n tell_v i_o not_o how_o jacob_n lament_v the_o 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and_o yet_o though_o abraham_n lose_v but_o only_o a_o wife_n i_o read_v that_o he_o come_v to_o mourn_v and_o to_o weep_v for_o she_o tell_v i_o not_o of_o abijah_n the_o son_n of_o a_o king_n how_o he_o die_v and_o be_v lament_v can_v a_o prince_n be_v as_o near_o and_o dear_a to_o the_o people_n as_o a_o love_a husband_n to_o the_o wife_n of_o his_o bofome_n yet_o though_o neither_o marriage_n nor_o blood_n can_v plead_v for_o a_o tear_n i_o find_v that_o all_o israël_n mourn_v for_o he_o
heart_n so_o that_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lord_n may_v not_o come_v upon_o i_o o_o that_o i_o can_v pray_v with_o hezekiah_n &_o weep_v with_o hezekiah_n that_o the_o lord_n may_v say_v unto_o i_o as_o he_o do_v unto_o he_o 38.5_o be_v 38.5_o i_o have_v hear_v thy_o prayer_n i_o have_v see_v thy_o tear_n that_o curse_n which_o david_n prophetical_o lay_v upon_o the_o wicked_a in_o his_o time_n 58.7_o ps_n 58.7_o i_o be_v do_v seem_v at_o the_o first_o severe_a but_o yet_o it_o be_v just_a let_v they_o melt_v away_o as_o water_n which_o run_v continual_o 8._o vers_fw-la 8._o as_o a_o snail_n which_o melt_v let_v every_o one_o of_o they_o pass_v away_o like_o the_o untimely_a sruit_n of_o a_o woman_n that_o they_o may_v not_o see_v the_o sun_n the_o snail_n consume_v wheresoëver_v it_o crawl_v and_o yet_o the_o providence_n of_o god_n be_v such_o that_o the_o consume_a snail_n be_v often_o find_v a_o remedy_n for_o the_o consumption_n thus_o what_o be_v good_a for_o my_o disease_n be_v trouble_v with_o the_o same_o and_o that_o which_o some_o have_v find_v to_o be_v a_o remedy_n be_v to_o i_o a_o certain_a remembrancer_n of_o my_o misery_n o_o that_o every_o thing_n may_v put_v i_o in_o mind_n as_o well_o of_o the_o cause_n of_o this_o my_o disease_n lord_z how_o my_o flesh_n do_v quiver_n though_o but_o little_a be_v leave_v of_o it_o how_o my_o heart_n do_v tremble_v as_o if_o no_o comfort_n be_v leave_v i_o i_o have_v sin_v i_o have_v do_v very_o wicked_o but_o do_v the_o cure_n of_o my_o sickness_n as_o much_o exceed_v the_o power_n of_o my_o god_n as_o the_o skill_n of_o my_o physician_n no_o no_o he_o may_v if_o he_o please_v restore_v i_o to_o health_n again_o and_o he_o may_v when_o he_o please_v commit_v i_o to_o the_o worm_n all_o be_v in_o his_o hand_n o_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o purchase_v his_o favour_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o have_v he_o reconcile_v fain_o i_o will_v weep_v for_o my_o sin_n but_o i_o know_v not_o how_o fain_o i_o will_v shed_v some_o penitent_a tear_n but_o hardly_o will_v nature_n afford_v i_o moisture_n enough_o but_o i_o resolve_v howsoever_o that_o no_o excuse_n shall_v save_v a_o tear_n or_o a_o throb_v since_o without_o these_o i_o can_v hope_v for_o excuse_n and_o pardon_n alas_o my_o sin_n lie_v heavy_a at_o the_o door_n 4.7_o gen_n 4.7_o but_o i_o will_v roll_v they_o away_o with_o the_o force_n of_o a_o water_n course_n i_o will_v grieve_v for_o my_o offend_v so_o merciful_a a_o god_n i_o will_v lament_v for_o the_o offence_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v against_o he_o that_o visit_v i_o i_o have_v but_o a_o little_a time_n to_o continue_v upon_o earth_n unless_o it_o shall_v please_v he_o to_o restore_v i_o to_o health_n earth_n i_o be_o i_o must_v confess_v it_o but_o i_o will_v not_o be_v dry_a i_o will_v not_o be_v dust_n until_o i_o be_o lay_v to_o sleep_v in_o the_o dust_n 9.6_o io_n 9.6_o he_o who_o make_v clay_n with_o his_o spittle_n to_o cure_v the_o blind_a can_v open_v my_o eye_n with_o the_o blessing_n of_o a_o tear_n i_o be_v i_o be_o like_a unto_o the_o corn_n that_o be_v ground_n in_o a_o mill_n for_o so_o be_o i_o tear_v so_o be_o i_o crumble_v &_o wear_v into_o meal_n but_o since_o i_o be_o so_o i_o will_v make_v dough_n of_o this_o meal_n i_o will_v leaven_n it_o with_o my_o sorrow_n i_o will_v add_v unto_o it_o the_o water_n of_o my_o tear_n i_o will_v kneade_v it_o by_o contrition_n and_o bake_v it_o with_o the_o heat_n of_o that_o zeal_n which_o i_o will_v preserve_v in_o my_o heart_n and_o then_o will_v i_o pray_v that_o it_o may_v be_v a_o present_a accept_v by_o my_o god_n thus_o will_v i_o weep_v in_o my_o languish_a sickness_n thus_o will_v i_o lament_v for_o the_o cause_n of_o my_o sickness_n but_o i_o will_v weep_v in_o faith_n and_o i_o will_v lament_v in_o hope_n that_o my_o jesus_n will_v say_v unto_o i_o as_o he_o do_v to_o the_o woman_n that_o touch_v his_o garment_n 9.22_o mat_n 9.22_o daughter_n be_v of_o good_a comfort_n thy_o faith_n have_v make_v thou_o whole_a thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o part_n 3_o the_o three_o part_n of_o the_o soliloquie_n set_v forth_o the_o patient_n hope_n of_o recovery_n the_o hour_n of_o death_n seem_v near_o approach_v and_o put_v i_o in_o remembrance_n of_o my_o last_o account_n the_o weakness_n of_o my_o body_n tell_v i_o now_o that_o the_o time_n be_v come_v wherein_o i_o must_v appear_v at_o the_o great_a tribunal_n i_o think_n be_v these_o lean_a and_o languish_a joint_n do_v seem_v to_o wonder_v at_o i_o for_o so_o long_o entertain_v the_o fleet_a air_n and_o do_v groan_n under_o the_o burden_n of_o this_o sharp_a disease_n lord_n i_o can_v hope_v to_o continue_v here_o long_o since_o the_o little_a house_n of_o my_o body_n be_v so_o totter_a and_o shake_v and_o yet_o i_o think_v i_o have_v not_o sufficient_o complete_v the_o work_n of_o my_o repentance_n and_o can_v therefore_o account_v myself_o ready_a to_o meet_v my_o god_n i_o repent_v indeed_o of_o whatsoever_o former_o i_o have_v do_v amiss_o and_o yet_o i_o can_v choose_v but_o do_v amiss_o again_o even_o as_o soon_o as_o i_o have_v repent_v i_o tremble_v when_o i_o think_v upon_o the_o punishment_n due_a to_o offender_n and_o yet_o i_o tremble_v not_o when_o i_o commit_v when_o i_o act_v my_o offence_n ready_a i_o be_o not_o to_o die_v too_o desirous_a i_o will_v not_o be_v to_o live_v and_o yet_o die_v i_o must_v and_o yet_o live_v i_o may_v lord_n if_o thou_o prolonge_v my_o life_n renew_v my_o obedience_n i_o will_v be_v content_v to_o live_v but_o then_o i_o will_v live_v without_o sin_n i_o can_v yield_v to_o continue_v a_o while_n that_o i_o may_v perfect_v my_o repentance_n but_o then_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v add_v to_o the_o number_n of_o those_o sin_n whereof_o i_o repent_v i_o will_v resolve_v therefore_o neither_o to_o hasten_v my_o death_n nor_o yet_o too_o eager_o will_v i_o desire_v life_n i_o must_v needs_o confess_v that_o i_o be_o willing_a enough_o to_o live_v lord_n grant_v that_o if_o i_o do_v live_v i_o may_v live_v to_o thy_o glory_n and_o if_o i_o do_v recover_v my_o health_n i_o may_v express_v my_o thanks_o in_o a_o religious_a life_n thus_o i_o pray_v with_o my_o lip_n but_o do_v i_o pray_v so_o with_o my_o heart_n i_o be_o apt_a to_o promise_v unto_o god_n more_o than_o i_o fear_v i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o perform_v and_o all_o these_o promise_n be_v make_v in_o hope_n that_o i_o may_v recover_v my_o strength_n yea_o and_o it_o may_v please_v he_o who_o be_v the_o physician_n both_o of_o the_o soul_n and_o body_n to_o restore_v my_o body_n to_o health_n and_o strength_n i_o know_v that_o it_o be_v in_o his_o power_n he_o may_v do_v it_o if_o he_o please_v 26._o mat_n 19_o 26._o with_o man_n indeed_o this_o seem_v impossible_a but_o with_o god_n all_o thing_n be_v possible_a if_o i_o live_v i_o will_v spend_v my_o time_n in_o his_o service_n and_o upon_o these_o condition_n i_o may_v hope_v to_o live_v yea_o and_o so_o i_o will_v hope_v why_o shall_v i_o not_o he_o in_o who_o alone_o i_o do_v hope_n have_v power_n to_o grant_v the_o thing_n that_o i_o hope_v for_o yea_o and_o to_o give_v a_o blessing_n thereto_o if_o he_o fullfilleth_a my_o hope_n by_o he_o even_o dead_a body_n have_v be_v restore_v to_o life_n it_o be_v not_o hard_o therefore_o for_o he_o to_o restore_v a_o live_a body_n to_o health_n when_o tabytha_n be_v dead_a 39_o act_n 9.37_o vers_fw-la 39_o and_o wash_v and_o lay_v out_o peter_n go_v into_o the_o upper_a chamber_n where_o all_o the_o widow_n stand_v by_o he_o weep_v and_o show_v the_o coat_n and_o garment_n which_o dorcâ—s_n have_v make_v while_o yet_o she_o be_v with_o they_o 40_o vers_fw-la 40_o then_o the_o apostle_n put_v they_o all_o forth_o and_o kneel_v down_o and_o pray_v and_o turn_v he_o to_o the_o body_n he_o say_v tabytha_n arise_v and_o she_o open_v her_o eye_n &_o when_o she_o see_v peter_n she_o sit_v up_o here_o be_v a_o wonder_n wrought_v by_o a_o man_n far_o great_a than_o the_o recovery_n of_o my_o health_n will_v prove_v but_o this_o man_n receive_v his_o power_n from_o god_n 9.8_o mat._n 9.8_o well_o may_v the_o people_n marveile_v when_o they_o see_v such_o thing_n and_o glorify_v god_n who_o have_v give_v such_o power_n unto_o man_n but_o saint_n peter_n be_v dead_a and_o in_o these_o latter_a time_n those_o miracle_n be_v cease_v of_o restore_v the_o dead_a what_o then_o i_o be_o yet_o alive_a and_o my_o cure_n be_v not_o difficult_a to_o