if he to whom it is brought cannot read it he will not beleeve him or accept him Now God hath revealed himselfe by the creation Rom. 1.19 20. all the creatures are as so many witnesses to reason it selfe that there is a God which made all but reason is deafe and heares not That sound that is gone through the world Psal 19. or heares it so weakly that it cannot settle and quiet it selfe in this truth that God is and that he made the worlds so that our faith even in these things is not onely from the light of nature but also and especially from the light of the spirit and according as this light is afforded more or lesse so doth our faith vary in it's operation by the weaknesse and blindnesse that remaines upon the understanding though it be renewed the minde is disabled to answer these various and snarling objections which are conceived in this fruitfull wombe how many reasonings and strange disputes doth the carnall minde when it is left to it selfe forge against the truth which doe so cloud and puzzle the soule that it is often strangely foyled As those Gentiles being left of God became vaine in their imaginations Rom. 1.21 So the Saints themselves when God shutteth in the light of his spirit are full of dangerous reasonings entangling thoughts the Psalmist beholding the manner of Gods dealing with the wicked and with the godly that they prospered and these were asslicted from hence argues so strangely that he had almost beene soiled but that God did guide him with his counsels and upheld him by his right hand Psal 73. So Moses though God had told him what he would doe for the provision of his people consulting with reason had this answer from it Can God prepare a table in the wildernesse Num. 11. I need not insist upon instances of this nature the minde is very active and quick in working and is able to lose it selfe in doubts and perplexing reasonings but it is not so able without divine assistance to untie her knots and to free her selfe 2 Cause is Satan whose worke it is to molest the Saints Satans working he is full of all knowledge so that he knowes how to weave the most subtilenets to toyle the soule and he hath a way into a man by the phantasie where he is able both to keepe the thoughts working upon some strong imagination and ensnaring reasoning and to suggest new hence it comes about that a man is so mightily and uncessantly pursued with doubts and strong workings of unbeliefe that there is scarce an article of his faith so rooted in him but by these blustering and tempestuous winds it is at one time or other much shaken These then are the causes of the new and strong working of incredulity Atheisme which as it seemed by former force and power of supernaturall light to have beene buried doth in a time of desertion rise up againe to the great affrightment and disturbance of the heart CHAP. XI Of the change and alteration of affections in case of desertion where is spoken of love hope hatred c. with their sad abatements THe third change which a man deserted may finde in himselfe Third change in one deserted is in his affections in respect of his graces is in the affections these are the pulses of the soule by which judgement may be made of the state and temper of the soule the affections are but severall acts and motions of the will according to the quality distance and absence of objects presented to it And the will is the principall subject of holinesse herein the graces are most scituated and planted this is the throne wherein they reigne and rule so that the affections do much discover the state of a man grace hath its birth in the understanding but her seat in respect of the greater part in the will it is seminally in the minde actually and formally in the will especially therefore as I said the will is much to be observed in its tempers and inclinations and motions which are the affections of the soule as we call them Now these affections I referre that I may instance in particulars to two heads according to the principall objects of them which are 1 God and things spirituall 2 Sinne and things carnall As the heavens are moved upon her two poles so the affections are conversant about these two objects First of the affections which looke upward and have God and Christ and heavenly things for their object These affections are all comprised in love g Aquin. 1.2 ae q. 28. a. 6. as among the disliking affections hatred doth vertually contain the rest as griefe fear anger c. so in the liking affections love doth comprehend the rest of that kinde as desire delight joy hope c. these being but the children of love or severall acts of love Now the acts of love towards God and things above are principally three 1 Desire 2 Hope 3 Delight By desire and hope love extends it selfe towards God as absent by delight she enjoyes him as present Desire is love in motion Delight is love in rest Hope is Love having motion in her rest and rest in her motion and in expectation there is neither perfect rest nor perfect motion 1 Desire There will be a great change in this Desires abated so that when God denieth his wonted influence for what is desire but the soules following of God and there is a decay in this proportionable to the abatement of Gods drawing for so far only as God draweth we follow Cant. 1.4 Ioh. 6.44 The abatement of desires will shew it selfe in two things 1 There will be lesse prayer and endeavour to enjoy God Prayer is the presenting of our desires to God there is lesse prayer and endeavour and he that is full of desires is full of prayers the soule that longs after God breathes out many sighs and prayers and teares unto the Throne of Grace and is ever reaching after him h Non requiescit amor in quacunque supersiciali adeptione amati sed quaerit amatum perfecte habere quasi ad intima illius perveniens c. Aqu. 1.2 ae q. 28. a. 2. that it may apprehend him Phil. 3. If God be present it hangs upon him with humble entreaties not to depart from him if absent he flieth after him with mournfull complaints and cries that he would returne to him he cannot be answered or quieted if he finde not the losses and ruines of his spirit to be repaired But where the heart is still and silent in her evils over run with darknesse deadnesse earthlynesse and other like dolefull evils and yet puts not up her prayers or if prayers yet not cries being either no suter or at least no begger but quietly contents her selfe in her way here desires after God are very low The like may be said of all endeavours desires are active if you are become more slacke and
this is continued pag. 481 CHAP. 36. 3. The effects of this sad condition these are expressed according to the quality of the persons thus Deserted 1. As they are sleeping Christians and they are 1. Careless pag. 483 2. Declining in affection pag. 484 3. Apt to he drawne to evill ibid. 2. As they are awakened in these there are different workings 1. Evill effects as 1. Heartless complaints pag. 485 2. Fruitless complaints pag. 486 3. Great unquietness expressed in three things pag. 487 2. Good effects as 1. Sorrow pag. 490. 2. Longing desires pag. 491 3. Repentance ibid. 4. Subjection pag. 492 4. The cause of the restlesness of the soule without God pag. 492 1. From the condition of the subject expressed in five things pag. 492 2. From the object in respect of 1. The quality of it pag. 498 There are three things in God which cause the wound to bleed much ibid. 2. The relation in which God stands to a beleiver pag. 503 3. The operation of God pag. 504 CHAP. 37. 2. The causes for which God deales thus with his people pag. 506 1. To put a difference betwixt Heaven and earth ibid. 2. In judgement to the world pag. 510 3. To establish the godly in more full comforts pag. 512 Affliction of the soule doth advantage much to further establishment foure reasons of it pag. 513 4. The correcting and healing of some evill in his people 517. These evils are 1. Deadness and dulness of heart ibid. 2. Fearelesness of God pag. 519 3. Slightness of heart 521. expressed in three things ibid. 4. Living too much upon the creature expressed in three things pag. 525 5. Intractableness and stifness of heart pag. 528 6. Rigidness and unmercifulness to the spirituall estate of others pag. 530 7. Some great transgression pag. 533 5. To shew that God is the God of all comfort pag. 534 6. To revive their esteeme of mercy pag. 536 7. That others may be instructed pag. 538 8. To fit them for speciall service pag. 539 2. The cure of this sad condition pag. 542 1. In those in whom the cause is naturall pag. 543 2. In those in whom the cause is spirituall and it is applyed 1. To those that have slumbring and drowsie spirits pag. 544 2. To those that are awakened and see their losse to these are propounded 1 Perswasives 1 Comfort is their strength pag. 546 Three great assaults that a man is exposed unto ibid. 2. Sadness doth much hurt both to themselves and others pag. 549 3. Recovery is possible proved by five things pag. 550 2. Directives 1. Seeke the Father in the Son pag. 551 2. Seeke peace much pag. 555 3. Come in much love to God pag. 556 Love shews it self in two things pag. 557 Decemb. 4. 1638. Imprimatur THO WYKES THE DESERTED SOULES Case and Cure CHAP. I. That the godly are sometimes deserted THough most men since God and they parted in Adam live without God in the world Eph. 2.12 13. and are so far from him that they neither enjoy him nor know him yet there is a generation of men whom God hath made nigh by the bloud of Christ with whom he hath renewed that old acquaintance and amity which at the first he had with them Heu Domine Deus rara hora brevis mora Bern. in Cant. 13. and they with him which blessed estate as it is not here perfected so it 's often interrupted their comforts are sweet alwayes but short often there are but few if any whose joyes in a comfortable communion with God are not sometimes clouded with sorrowes in a dolefull elongation from him so that if you lay but your eare to the doore of their closets you shall often heare the daughters of Sion as heires of their mothers miseries complaining in their mothers language The Lord hath forsaken me and my God hath forgotten me Esay 49.14 If you six your eyes upon them you shall see Sions teares in their eyes her palenesse in their faces her sorrowes in their soules in consideration of and compassion to these mourners I spent some thoughts upon this sad subject Desertions then are either Common or Special These which I call common are such as all men share in by nature God having forsaken and withdrawne himselfe from Adam and all his posterity with Apostate Angels The speciall I shall handle as they concerne Godly The speciall I shall handle as they concerne Hypocrits Desertions as they concerne men truly regenerate are Gods withdrawing himselfe In respect of quickning quicting or cōforting of the soul Desertions as they concerne men seemingly regenerate are Gods withholding of those influences by which they had a kinde of life comfort spirituall To begin then with desertions as they concerne the godly I shall first speake something in generall of them and then descend to the more specials That which I shall say in the generals I will comprize in two things 1 That there is such an evill as spirituall desertion 2 How they are deserted That there is such an estate That the godly may be deserted proved it s almost lost labour to prove yet because as all in Christians is hidden and secret so nothing more than their comforts and discomforts I will and that in two words make it good we will call in two witnesses to give evidence to the truth The experience of the Saints Aske Sion By experience you have her verdict Esay 49.14 And Sion said the Lord hath forsaken me and my God hath forgotten me You see here the Church clad all in blacke bewailing her widowhood as one bereft of her dearest husband every word of her speech is bedewed with teares b 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Plut. l. de consolat ad Apol. and beareth a drop from her bleeding soule The Lord Iehovah he whose power and fidelity hath been to me as the pillars of the earth he hath forsaken me he hath cast me off My Lord he who was mine in covenant mine in communion he who was the joy of my life the life of my joy the strength the stay the spring of my life he hath forgotten me he hath cast me not onely out of his armes but out of his heart I am quite out of his love not onely forsaken but forgotten And in this Sion is not alone Aske David and you shall heare him as soon as you come neare him sighing sobbing crying soaring but what saith he what ailes him he telleth you Psal 22.1 My God my God why hast thou forsaken me See how well their testimonie agreeth how can a man looke upon David and not count him as a poore Orphan that is left in woe case friendlesse helplesse comfortlesse a but yet we will heare a greater than David that is the Captaine of our salvation the first head of the whole order c Christus Primicerius q. in primâ cerâ vel primus in cerâ antiqu s◠ilicet cereis is ebanturtabulis
but Desertion is an eminent abatement of it so that there is an eminent decay of affection and fruitfulnesse and an eminent increase of darknesse and lust As a child cannot be said to be forsaken of his father when hee abateth somewhat of the height and fulnesse of his maintenance but when he keeps from him things necessary suffering him to wander up and downe to goe ragged and torne pinched and wasted with hunger and cold and not relieving though the sonne sue and entreat him to pitty him Then you may say God hath deserted you when he leaves you under the pressures of unbeliefe and the power of corruption and yet though you cry and call supplyes are restrained and you are suffered to walk in the valley of the shadow of death 3. Desertion is not to be judged by an indisposednesse and deadnesse partiall When the deadnesse is universall but universall Not all suspension of grace makes this mournfull state for as I have shewed sometimes God hides himselfe from one part for the quickning of another and may be most abundantly present where he seemes in great measure departed as I shall shew hereafter But when a man is overgrowne with deadnesse which spreads over the whole man that a man is now lesse in affection lesse in action yea unmeet unwilling unapt to all good and the means of good being abated in all his former life and lustre then he is deserted there maybe indisposednes to fome duties froÌ„ sundry causes but when a man is lesse in all then he is in this wofull state 4. Not every interruption of communion with God When the deadnesse abides on the heart not every present distemper and indisposednesse argueth God to have withdrawne himselfe There may be cold blasts stormie weather troubled aire darke clouds in the spring yea in the summer season A man cannot conclude from some present chilnesse or benummednesse of spirit or from some stormes of impetuous lusts that he is deserted The deadness of a deserted soule is not a transient but an abiding deadnesse not a slumber but a sleepe not a fit but a state of spirituall benummedness As a mother is not said to forsake her child that goeth away and returnes quickly so Desertion is not a present short abatement of Gods quickning presence but a continued cessation for some space of time it may be long CHAP. V. That a man may bee Deserted and not know it with the Causes and Evills of it I Have done with the State of a Deserted soule the next thing is the Symptomes and Consequences of it which will give some help to a man to know whether he be in this state or not And it is needfull to declare the signes of it for often men are in this lamentable case and know it not as in another sence it is said of Sampson when he awaked out of that sleep in which he lost his haire that he wist not that the Lord was departed from him Judg. 16.20 So it is true of many God is departed from them and they misse him not till they awake out of their sleepe n Et vigil elapsas quaerit avarus opes Quest But is it possible that that man should be so besotted that falling from a blessed course of sweet communion with God A maÌ„ may be deserted and not know it into so grievous an estrangednesse from him he should not perceive it can a man fall from such a height into such a depth and not know it Ans Yea certainly and there are divers causes of it as 1 there may be a great flush of spirit and much activity from false principles so that a man may seeme to be the same and to enjoy God as he did when if it bee observed hee hath lost much and the greatest part of his life stands upon other pillars as vigor of nature strength of parts inforcement of conscience respects to men false joyes fanatick dreames superstitious rules c. these windes often fill the sayles these waights move the wheeles even there where there is little of God 2. Gods departure is graduall as hee comes not all at once but by degrees so he departs not suddenly but gradually as the Sun riseth by degrees and sets by degrees and so night creepes often upon men before they are aware So God by degrees estrangeth himselfe and leaves the soul to wither by degrees as in a body languishing in a consumption there is not such an apprehension of the going out of life and the comming in of death as in him that receiveth a sudden mortall hurt and as he who wasteth in his estate by little and little is not so sensible of his decay as he that loseth all at once So if a man should fall from a heavenly converse with God and from a flourishing spirituall state into a livelesse and barren condition on a sudden he would be more affected with it but now his fall is graduall therefore lesse seene a hill is sometimes drawne out into such a length that the descent of it doth scarce appeare In Gods way a man may descend dayly yet because his decay is as it were broken into so many small parts he hardly seeth it old age and gray haires come slowly and slily they come by stealth one gray haire creeping after another and here and there upon them they know it not Hos 7.9 A decrepit weake state steales upon men their soules being like dreyning cisternes which empty themselves by drops and so emptinesse overtakes them before they see it while they think they are rich they become poor Apo. 3.17 3. Men lose much of God and know it not Men mistake and are many waies deceived in judging because they rest too much upon other things that doe deceive them some things without them cause them to mistake as 1 a pride and conceitednesse raysed by comparing themselves with others worse than themselves 2 the testimony and applause which others give them especially if by many by the godly by the wise praise blinds them and holds them in a sweet dreame of an imaginary excellency 3 transient and fleeting gales God now and then breaking in with potent workings and that rather to exercise of guifts for his office and for others sakes that they may be built up They consider not themselves when themselves indeede wither 4. They consider not nor examine their estates they lay down their watch and hold not continuall sessions for Judgement of themselves therefore changes befall them and they know it not when men cast not up their estates they may grow poore and not see it Conscience is the soules watchman yea her Iudge â—ow if there be a vacation and the Judge fits not a man may be spoyled of much of his estate and not bee righted except wee judge our selves frequently wee cannot know our selves fully but may lose and not see it But it is needful to know whether we be Deserted
to each other by kinde entreating of their Ambassadours Judge thy selfe if thou hast been formerly fearfull jealous watchfull but now art growne heedlesse bold ventrous yea not only lesse fearing occasions of sin but also more delighting in them it is a sure sign that the temper of thy spirit is corrupted thou art growne worse 2. The law of God is lesse loved there are two branches of the law precepts The law lesse loved and prohibitions and our natures will more easily imbrace the one than the other we many times are content to doe much if the law require this or that we yeeld and consent to it but to be limitted and barred is most distastefull when men love their sins though they like not the law prohibiting those sins And looke into your selves for so strangely doe the regenerate sometimes degenerate that sometimes it is a displeasing thing that there should bee any law to crosse and thwart their desires and lusts yea to be angry with them that hold this law unto them so good Asah was overtaken 2 Chron. 16. the Seer struck at his sin with this sword of the spirit Asah stands up in defence of his sin and smites the Seer oh how far may the heart goe out from God what a thing is this that a renewed man should so farre decline as to love that which God hates and so to love it as to reject God to harbour it and to say in his heart oh that there were no bonds that I might be free oh that I had my will then would I repeale that law and returne to sin Lesse prayer against sin yet this is sometimes found but it is a signe of a man much estranged from the life of God 3. His prayer will be lesse against his sin that which we hate is our burthen and so far as the soule hates it it desires to be freed from it m Est intentio odii no cere nec cessat in laesione peccati sed in exterminio Gul. Paris de Rhet. Divin c. 23. Vere poenitens est Iuratus in mortem peccatorum ib. See how the Apostle cryeth out as a man tyred with the chaines of a grievous bondage Oh wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from this body of death Rom. 7. Yea and when hee felt his sinne stirring hee prayes and prayes and prayes againe to heaven for help 2 Cor. 12. There is a praying against sin while yet the heart is towards it but it is fearefull mockery of that Majesty to whom wee pray it may be a mans case that the power of conscience may enforce and extort prayer for subduing of sin and yet the power of sin may be such that it may hold the heart in the love of it But if you slacke in the sincerity and fervency of your prayers for mortifying grace you have abated in hatred of sin In the next place comes griefe for sin a grief rising and springing from the bowells of love to God this is a speciall grace which as it is from God so it is honoured with the promise of Gods presence For thus saith the high and loftie one that inhabiteth eternitie whose name is holy I dwell in the high and holy place with him also that is of a contrite and an humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to revive the heart of the contrite ones Isay 57.15 As when the streames are shallower it hath lesse of the fountaine so the lesse godly sorrow the lesse of God u 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Proverb graec when a man is not so frequent in humbling his soule nor so full of griefe when sins wounds are not so grievous as they have been he hath no cause to 〈◊〉 downe and lament his case for God is departed in a great measure from him CHAP. XII The second rule to judge of Desertion is taken from the increase of sinne where how the increase of sinne may be knowne THe second rule to guide in the judgment of this matter whether a may be deserted or not is the consideration of his sinnes where sin is increased there is lesse of God sin is contrary to godlinesse and the nature of all contraries is that the intention and increase of the one is the remission and decrease of the other as in the ayre when there is most darknesse then there is leas◠light when the spirit of holinesse is present in his powerfull working then the power of sin is weakned but when he withdrawes his influence then sinne breakes out as when the Sun sets then the beasts that lay before lurking in their dennes come forth with roarings and howlings for their prey and as when the King is gone out of his kingdome then the trayterous rebells who before concealed themselves rise up in armes to work their wils And it must needs be that upon Gods departure and his ceasing the acts and operations of his power in the soule When God departs sin increaseth that sin must revive and returne upon a man with a renewed strength and prevaile much For 1. First Satan is vigilant For 1. Satan takes the opportunity and takes his time to doe all the mischief that he can when God leaves a man he seekes to make a re-entry as theeves break open houses and pill and spoyle in the absence of the master And indeed when God thus leaves the soule there is not a meere Desertion onely but a tradition also of a man into the hands of Sathan God permitting him to deale with the soule in a sort as with Iobs body to lay his hand on them to spoyle them to smite them with many soares and though he cannot slay them yet he may much hurt them so that they come out of his hands as the man in the Gospell that fell among theeves and was robbed and wounded and left half dead Luke 10.30 2. Sinne is potent Sinne is a potent thing it hath indeed many things against it but more for it and onely God above it so that if God cease to watch and keepe the heart in his way and to keep down this monster it will be stirring Take a short view of the power o◠sin It is compared to an husband which overcomes by kindnesse to a Lord which prevailes by power yea it is compared to the things of the greatest power it is called a Conquerour leading all in captivity a tyrant holding all in bondage a King holding all in subjectiō and draw near and see the strength of it Consider the City that she is mured in it is man an active creature and as fire is more fierce in gunpowder that in wood and rebellion stronger in a generall than in a peasant so sin is stronger for the subject of it hence it come that the devils exceed man in wickednesse because their natures are more active and more potent sin also is in the whole man therefore as fire that hath hold in every
yea it works not onely an eclipse of favour but dissavour they vexed his holy spirit therefore he was turned to be their enemy and be fought against them Esay 63.10 we must not conceive that there is any passion in God therefore that we may cleare this matter note that the spirit may be considered as having a dwelling in us or others so it is subject to passion that is that which is of God that renewed and heavenly quality in the Saints may be molested oppressed vexed so the Saints may grieve themselves and they may grieve others doing that which brings disquietnesse of spirit and though this spirit be humane yet in a sort it is divine and when the renewed part is grieved we may say the spirit is grieved as that unpardonable sinne which is a malicious opposing of the knowne truths and heavenly graces in others is called the sin against the Holy Ghost How the spirit is said to be grieved as it is in it selfe and so it is impassible but yet it is said to be grieved 1 Because those things that are the effects of griefe in a man are sometimes done by him as God is said to repent Gen. 6. and it is said he cannot repent Numb 23.19 that is the forme of repentance which is a change of minde cannot be in him who is unchangeable but the effects of repentance are wrought by God and these being signes of repentance when God doth them he is said to repent as when a man undoeth what he had done it is a signe he repents so when God was about to pull downe the fabricke which he had raised it is said that God repented that he had made it In like sort God is said to be grieved when he doth that which men grieved by others use to doe that is when he chides rebukes withdrawes c. 2 Because the spirit may have cause of griefe that may be done which gives just cause of griefe and which usually with men works griefe now it is not every sinne which is said to grieve as every offence with man works a displicencie but onely greater offences and evils worke griefe Now the things by which the spirit is grieved Spirit grieved by may be referred to two heads 1 Dishonour 2 Disobedience 1 Dishonour honour is a tender thing Dishonour and by how much the greater it is by so much the more dishonour grieves t Malim de me dici nullum esse Plutarchum quam Plutarchum esse malum et pejus duco mala de Deo sentire quam Deum esse negare De superstit We dishonour the Spirit 1. Negatively when we give not that esteeme to his graces comforts ordinances promises influences that we owe especially if our defect be common as a King would take himselfe dis honoured if his proclamations embasses pardons favours should not be entertained with high respect especially by such as are not onely subjects to his power but the objects of his speciall grace and favour when the Sabbaths are not our delight the word our treasure the promise our joy Christ our life then is dishonour done to God who made these ours by his Sons bloud and reveales offers and seales them by his spirit 2. Spirit dishonoured First directly Postively so we may be guilty of dishonour two wayes 1. Directly 2. Occasionally 1. Directly 1. When we have low esteemes of the counsells and comforts of the Spirit By low esteeme of it when we accept them not gladly keepe them not diligently being such precious fruits of so inestimable mercy if a friend send to his friend his counsells of love and the tokens of amity and they be rejected he counts himselfe dishonoured much more in this case doe we dishonour him who is so glorious and so gracious 2. When we preferre other thing◠before him Preferring other things before it as the wisedome of the fles◠before his counsells and sinfull contentments beggerly treasures vanishing trifles before his comforts what greate dishonour then that the things of the world should sit in the throne and the things of God in the foot-stoole that the slave yea the enemy should have more respect than the supreame Lord 3. When we charge our failings upon the spirit Charging our failings on him as if a subject should father his bastard upon the Prince false opinions boasting that we are taught of God rash and precipitant fiercenesse calling it the zeale of the spirit licencious walking styling it Christian liberty lumpish unchearfulnesse titleing it godly sorow and presumptuous peace naming it the comfort of the spirit what is this but to father errour madnesse wickednesse and dull or sullen sadnesse upon the spirit which is a spirit of truth a spirit of holinesse and a spirit of comsort Putting spirituall things to base employments 4. When men put spirituall things to base imployments as when we use our knowledge or any gifts of ability spiritually to pride covetousnesse fraud or any worldly end u Lucernam sur accrndit ex ara sovis c. repentè vocem sancta misit rebgio sceleste spiritu culpam lues in phaedr fab l. 4.68 this is as if the sacred vessels in the temple should be put to common employments or as if we should use the royall robes of a King to act a play This was Simon Magus his sin Acts 8. who would gladly have purchased those rare gifts of the spirit Themistocles graecum a pud persas interpretem intersici jussit iniquum ratus graecam linguam in iesum Barbarorum convertere Plu. in Them that he might seeme some body and enrich himselfe and thus many even of the godly doe much offend putting forth their parts too much to their owne advantage now what is this but to serve thy selfe of thy God and to make spirituall gifts the price of worldly vanities and what dishonour is this 5. When we are ashamed of the spirit before men When ashamed of him as when we dissemble and hide our graces lest we should be scorned when we count it a dishonout to us to be judged and called spirituall or persons walking in the spirit were it not a dishonour to a Prince that a subject and servant should be ashamed of his master his livery and service this is greatly threatned Whosoever shall be ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinfull generation of him also shall the Sonne of man bee ashamed when he commeth in the glory of his Father with the holy Angells Mark 8.38 2. As the Spirit may be thus dishonoured directly The Spirit dishonoured indirectly when we occasion others todishonor him so also he may be dishonoured by us when we doe such things as occasion it As when by our faulty and unholy conversation we occasion men to thinke and speake evilly of God thus did they whom God taxeth Ezech. 36.20 23. Rom. 2.23 24. these things seldome goe unpunished if blasphemy
committed though in their kinde lesse abominable then many many smaller sins may amount to as much as a great transgression yea often lesser evils provoke most f Quo levius mandatum co graevius peccatum as we say to our friend would you stick with me in so small a thing so God takes it ill when in things which are more in our power we transgresse for it proceeds from much neglect of him and it is more that he should be neglected by his children then that his encmies rebell 6. When the occasion is lesse When occasion small the sin is the greater Adams turning from God for the forbidden fruit so small a matter was very grievous the lesse a man is tempted the more voluntary is his sin and so more sinfull 7. When it is a leading sin as 1. When it is a leading sin when by a governour or minister whose example doth much especially if such a one sin in drawing others to sin this God will punish as in Aaron who was not only an occasion but a cause of the peoples Idolatry by the Idols which he made Exod. 32.4 So Mal. 2.7 8 9.2 When it is the first transgression and breach of a law so Nadab and Abihu for offering strange fire were judged of God Levit. 10. So Vzzah for touching the Arke 1 Chron. 13.10 As in civill States the first breach of a law is often punished with exemplary punishment it is a dangerous thing in a common wealth to be the first man in a rebellion and to break the yce to others Thus you see how the Spirit may be resisted and grieved many wayes and for such causes as the outward man is often left unto great calamities so the inward man is afflicted with great miseries through Gods departing from it when the soule joynes it self to other lovers then comes a kinde of divorce and God saith of a man as he did of Ephraim Ephraim is joyned to Idols lâ—â— him alone Hos 4.17 Let him god on in his way let his soule wither let his lusts prevaile upon him let nothing do him good 3. Men resist the Spirit Thirdly the Spirit is resisted by voluntary impenitency when they beare up themselves with fearelesnesse boldnesse shamelesnesse and impenitency in their way ospecially when they are strongly called and urged to repentance as the authority of a Prince is two wayes resisted 1. When men willingly transgresse 2. When they beare up themselves impudently and stubhornly in their transgression So God is not only opposed and affronted by disobedience but also by impenitence and indeed there is more provocation in a fault when not bewailed then in a fault when it is committed to a good disposition he that is penitent is in a sort innocent humble confession is a kinde of satis faction but stoutnesse and stiffeneckednesse encreaseth rage For impenitence is 1. A coÌ„tinuatioÌ„ of the offence For it is 1. a coÌ„tinuation of the offence he is stil in the offence his heart is with it and in interpretation of Justice he doth sin continually that repents not Repentance breakes off the foul from it but impenitence is a continuing it disobedience in committing sin is like the falling into mire impenitence is like the lying in it 2. 2. A justification of the offence Impenitence is a Iustification of the offende for he that repents not acknowledgeth no offence when a man apprehonds that he hath done evilly this breeds shame sorrow which ever arises as high as the sight of the sinfulnesse of sin so he that is not ashamed seeth not the evill that he hath done see it in the Jews No man repented him of his witkednesse saying what have I done Jer. 8.6 they being a stiffencoked people were far from judging and condemning themselves yea they excused themselves and pleaded their cause as if they had done nothing worthy of such ovils as the Prophets threatned yea they argue the matter with God hand to hand O ye Priests that despise my Name and ye say wherein have we despised thy Name Mal. 1.6 Yee offer polluted bread upon mine Altar and ye say wherein have we polluted thear v. 7. Yee have wearied the Lord with your words yet ye say Wherein have we wearied him Chap. 2.17 Return unto me saith the Lord of hoasts and I will return unto you but ye said Wherein shall we return Chap. 3.7 Ye have robbed me but ye say Wherein have we robbed thee v. 8. Your words have been stout against me saith the Lord yet ye say What have we spoken against thee v. 13. Thus an impenitent person justifieth himself and this provokes highly especially where the fault is 1 Great as it is here 2 Cleare as it is here 3. Impenitence is disloyalty yea Greater disloyalty then the act greater than an act of offence for a man may offend out of feare hope rashness ignorance c. but he that is wilfully impenitent hath a disloyall spirit towards his God 1. Here is little love Impenitents are disloyall having 1 Little love 2 Little feare for love would meltand draw the heart back to God 2. Little feare for this would make a man serious in consideration humble in confession and fervent in supplication that his sin may be pardoned and favour restored CHAP. XVIII Perswasive considerations to move men to study the preservation of communion with God NOw having treated of the causes of the sad losse of Gods quickning presence I come to consider of the cure and because as some are actually in this miserable state and all are potentially in it that is though they are not in this maner deserted yet they may be I will accordingly prescribe rules 1 Preservative for all 2 Restaurative for such as are in this state In the former I will propound something 1 For perswasion 2 For direction Labour to maintaine communion with God for That which I perswade is that men would labour to maintaine a constant communion with God consider 1. You may lose much You may lose much of God as I have declared the best may be in this case therefore be not secure g 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Greg. Naz. though thou saylest now with a full gale thou maist be becalmed thy mountain is not so strong but it may be shaken h Animi motus mores suum habent orbem raroque consistunt Cun. de republ Hebr. lib. 1. dangers should make men wise especially so great as this though the promise assures thee of life yet thou art not out of danger of sicknesse thou caryest a backsliding heart in thy bosome and there are seducing spirits many Legions which seek to cloud the day of thy spirituall prosperity therefore watch that you enter not into temptation Mat. 26.41 But work out your salvation with feare and trembling Phil. 2.12 2. You may lose that quickly which will hardly be recovered More then will easily be recovered a
Proposition It is safer to exceed then to come short it is safer to extend you selves by over-abounding then to c◠short it savours of a better spirit wh◠a man is free though in excesse the when he is slack and back ward and is not so much evil by abounding so◠what to pinch the flesh as by abating suffer losse in the spirit the things the concern the body are not of such va◠as those that concerne the soule 〈◊〉 so much the more cause you have 〈◊〉 ther to leane to the right hand because as there is a greater worth in the w◠on the right hand so there is usually disposition inclining rather to the 〈◊〉 hand Few men offend in passing their bounds More men are found defective in giving almes then excessive and so where one is in any way of piety carried with too full a gale an hundred lye becalmed where one piece is more than weight many are found too light 4 Proposition Fourth Proposition A man must not make his disposition a rule alway Which in three cases is hardly bounded That a man must not be ruled by his own disposition but must seek arule to walk by for in some men the heart hangs with perpetuall hungring after converse with God that if there were nothing to limit them they would scarce doe any thing else and there are three things draw the heart still unto God 1 Great comforts in meeting God in duty Great comforts these make the soule to say as David It is good for me to draw neare to God Psal 73.28 When God opens himselfe and his treasures and lets in his people to his presence and feasts them with spirituall and joyfull sights and tasts this makes them loath to leave but they hang unto duties as the child to the breast and finding so sweet a conjunction of plenty and sweetnesse are filled with delight and are ready to say to all things else as Abraham to his servant when he went up to the mount Stay thou in the valley the spouse vns with her beloved and found him as a apple tree among the trees of the forrest whose fruit was sweet unto her taste hee led her into his wine-cellar and she was ravished with his love and greatly solaced in his sweet embraces and now see what care shee takes to keep that which she joyed to have and feared to lose I charge you oh ye daughters of lerusalem that ye stir not up nor wake my beloved till he please Cant. 2.7 But in such a case it is a point of obedience and self-deniall for a man to leave his banquet to do that which he is called to and we should so prefer God to all our comforts as to bee content to come downe with Moses from the Mount when he hath businesse for us below 2 Love to God Great love this is of a living and large disposition and apt to draw the heart much out he that loves come as a friend he loves to come and converse with God and even then when his necessities are not urgent yet his heart is drawing heaven-wards as the wife loves to be with her husband c. 3 Necessitousnesse of spirit Great necessities when one is sensible of great wants great corruptions tentations feares then he is apt to be over-solicitous and active especially when such an afflicted spirit hath either both of these two things 1 An opinion that all good lyeth in duties When men thinke that a hard heart may be softned a stiffe heart bowed a corrupt heart changed and all good attained by labour and sweate men that know what it is to want these will worke even their soules out of breath and are so carried with desire of the good that they are not sensible of the labour But remember all lyeth in Christ and therefore you must seek it from Christ by the meanes if you make duty and endeavour your refuge you are deceived 2 If there be an opinion that God will not accept lesse this is the case of many they have been at prayer and that not only in sincerity but with importunity and with a full tyde of spirit and yet they are afraid to betake themselves to their employments out of opinion that they have not done that which is sufficient but that their occasion and necessity cals for more still but herein men have under-thoughts of God as if he were like the gods of the heathen that did not heare or as if hee were hard to be entreated For a close of this businesse I will in a briefe view present some things that are considerable in way of satisfaction in such cases Farther considerations to cleare the question 1 Distinguish between occasions and duties ordinary and extraordinary Distinguish betwixt duties ordinary and extraordinary for as when an extraordinary or great person comes all stand by and give him place which we will not if an ordinary and common man come so affaires and things of the world and nature doe stand for their own and will not be set aside for ordinary duties to waite at the closet dore as when an extraordinary service is performed Your time is divided betwixt heaven and earth therefore you must not only give to both but with equality each must have his owne 2 There is a time to waite as well as to work Know there is a time to waite as well as to work when you have presented your suites with what strength you are able now faith must come in and lay hold upon the promise and you ought to beleeve that God heareth for you have his word The eyes of the Lord are upon the righteous and his eares are open to their prayers Psal 34.15 Remember you come not to God to obtain a promise and grant but it is obtained in Christ you must only sue it out by prayer and whatsoever you aske in Christs name beleeving you shall receive it Mat. 21.22 so Davids practise he begins often with prayer but ends with praise it is want of faith that causeth unquietnesse though you should not rest in your duties yet you should rest in the promise if God heare not at first yet he will heare at last yea he heares when you thinke hee heares not But you must give God time that is all he requires the thing shall be yours but the time is his doe with your prayers as with your seed be patient til God come Behold the husbandman waiteth for the precious fruit of the earth and hath long patience for it untill he receive the early and the latter rain Ja. 5.7 Be ye also patient stablish your hearts for the comming of the Lord draweth nigh When you have preferred a petition to the King you do not fall presently to write another but you waite a time convenient and then you move again so doe with God the doore is open you may come again in due time but live by faith and
hearts to himselfe and the Saints doe not rest in these they doe not match with the handmaides the fruits of Gods love are sweet When for losse not onely as bitter but as a signe of Gods displeasure and because they are sweet therefore God is precious Christ is pretious to them that beleeve 1 Pet. 2.7 4. When your sorrow is not onely for the losse as it is your evill but also as it betokeneth displeasure in God a true friend is grieved when his friend leaves him and casts him off not onely for his owne great losse but for his friends anger he can as well be without his friend as without his love and is as loath his friend should be displeased as himselfe endammaged 5. When because by this losse you are disabled to serve him When your sorrow is that you have lesse strength to serve him grace hath a great recompence in it selfe but can you grieve that by bringing your selves into this state of deadnesse you have lived to little honour to your God When you can submit to all tearmes of reconcilement and are not now able to doe much for him this is ingenuous sorrow 6. When you can gladly submit to all conditions of reconcilement and of restauration though God require much or impose much yet you count all nothing in comparison of God can you say Lord command me chide rebuke smite doe what thou wilt ſ 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 inquit Themistocles Eurybiadi plagasque minanti dum sanum in praelio cōsilium decerit Plut. though it be through a desart yea through a Sea of straits and troubles yet I am content to goe so I may arrive at last at my desired end if I may have thy good presence it shall be enough if thou wilt come to me if I may come to thee every way shall be sweet though I goe thorow thornes and bryars to the raking of my flesh and the effusion of my blood yet this shall be nothing to me if I may enjoy my God who is all in all to me When your sorrow is ingenuous then you will find God yea indeed he hath found much whose frozen heart begins to thawe and to dissolve it selfe in showres of teares for the return of God unto his deserted soule the Lord hath looked upon thee if with Peter thou weep bitterly t Tunc peccator visitatur a Domino quando compungitur ad lacrymas nam et Petrus tunc flevit quando in eum Christus respexit Bern. de mod bene viv ser 10. Secondly bewaile the cause this is part of that cure which the great Physitian of soules prescribed to Ephesus languishing in a like disease I have somewhat against thee Bewaile the cause of the losse because thou hast left thy first love remember therefore from whence thou art fallen and repent Apoc. 2.4 5. Quest Whether the substraction of the quickning influences of the spirit be alway for sinne Ans 1 Answ 1. Sometimes it is like he doth it not because his people have sinned but for higher ends as Peter was left to be strangely foyled with fears of suffering falling exceedingly beneath his former spirit and resolution yet not for any particular sin of his but as it is likely that he might see how unable he was of himselfe that so all the glory of his future heroick acts and sufferings might come not to himselfe but unto Christ and so Paul was buffetted that he might not be exalted God let loose Satan not to punish but to prevent his sin 2 Cor. 10. so the case stood with the blinde man John 9.3 Ans 2 2 There is also cause in us though God make it not a cause to himselfe and to his action therefore your way is to consider your wayes Ans 3 3 God usually doth it for sin and if you search the Scriptures they testifie that sin is the usuall spring of this evill Sin separates betwixt us Esay 59.2 he bath threatned If we forsake him he will forsake us 2 Chron. 15.3 Quest Quest How a man may finde out what sin is the cause Answ Answ First sometimes the cause 〈◊〉 visible and a man can scarce look besides it 1. When upon some particula◠grosse failing a damp hath fallen upon him in such a case God points at the sin and discovers the cause of his displeasure by this sudden punishment inflicted on him Scriptures afford man◠instances of discovering the sin by th◠time of the punishment 2 It may be there hath been an eminent neglect of those meanes by which life was upheld and grosse carelesnesse in omission or palpable remissenesse is duties vanity of minde sinfull affections and other evils connived at have so broken in that a man may plainly se◠the time when his fall began and whe◠his sun began to set Secondly Upon consideration 〈◊〉 though the cause be not transparent i◠may be discovered and for help in this I will propound foure rules 1 Pursue your losse and sad condition to the birth of it consider how long this night of darknesse hath been upon you look back to the dayes in which you were happy in a living communion with God if a man have lost a thing hee bethinkes himselfe when he had it and where and so as much as may be pursueth his losse to the very time and place It may be when you come to this you will have much light to finde out how you lost your treasure God goeth not away upon small offences you will by searching finde the gap that let in these floods 2 Consider what things have beene most pressed by God from time to time upon you for though the whole law and all righteousnesse be enjoyned to all yet there are some things more especially pressed so Iosuah was much pressed to courage so much as if it had been his only taske Be strong and of a good courage only be thou strong and very couragiou◠Josh 1.6 7 9. The Israelites were mightily among other things called on to take heed of forgetting God and what he had done when they should possesse the land of promise Deut. 4.9 Only take heed to thy selfe and keep thy soule diligently least tho◠forget c. Chap. 8.2 5 10 11 14 18. And after their returne from Babylon some things especially were againe urged as not to mixe themselves with the heathen which things Ezra Neh laboured much in and to build the temple which the Prophet Haggai againe and againe enforceth c. So every Christian according to his station temper measure of gifts and graces relation age course c. is put upon some things in a speciall manner heare what the spirit saith the voice cals upon you it may be for more humiliation or more meditation or more thankfulnesse prayer reading zeale mortification of particular lusts now if you have been deafe to these cals it is like here grew the difference betwixt God and you for here is great
neither destroy thee c. Deut. 4.29 30 31. Take then the counsell of the Prophet which he gave to Israel when God was departed from them Oh Israel return unto the Lord thy God for thou hast fallen by thine iniquity take with you words and turn to the Lord say unto him Take away all iniquity and receive us graciously so will we render the calves of our lips Hos 14.1 2. That you may finde the like favour and God may do for you as hee promised to them I will heale their back slidings I will love them freely for mine anger is turned away from him I will be as the dew unto Israel he shall grow as the Lilly and cast forth his roots as Lebanon his branches shall spread and his beauty shall be as the Olive tree and his smell as Lebanon c. ver 5 6. When Ephraim repented and mourned God pittied him I have surely heard Ephraim bemoaning himself thou hast chastised me and I was chastised as a bullock unaccustomed to the yoke turne thou me and I shall be turned for thou art the Lord my God c. Is Ephraim my deare Son is he a pleasant childe for since I spake against him I doe earnestly remember him still therefore my bowels are troubled for him I will surely have mercy upon him saith the Lord. Jer. 31.18 19 20. You see then what encouragement you have to seek in this way for peace with God and for the quicknings of his Spirit which you have lost sin armes God against you but he cannot hold back mercy from the humble his promise hath given repentance a power to prevaile with him and he will not contend with the broken hearted hee hath a speciall eye upon mourners and will not hide himselfe from the cry of the afflicted a contrite heart is a sacrifice which he will accept Psal 51. He is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit Psal 34.18 The father z Quit ille nobis intelligen lus pater Deus scilicet Tam pater nemo tam pius nemo Is ergo te filium suum etsi acceptīe ab eo prodegeris etsi nudus redieris recipiet quia redisti Tertul de poenitent Patris cibus est salus nostra Beda Ambr. in Luc. 15. of the Prodigall made hast to receive and welcome his straying son and rejoyced that hee that was lost was found again and that he that was dead was alive againe Luke 15. this is the way walk in it if God should deny such he should deny himselfe because he hath said though he hath been Sorely displeased turne you unto me and I will turn to you Zach. 1.2 3. Till you repent your sin is continued and conse quently Gods displeasure Therefore consider seriously of your case for want of serious thoughts doth great hurt so that though the heart bee affected yet not enough it seeth often that all is not well and knoweth the cause yet because these things lye not upon the spirit by ponderous thoughts a man beares his misery happily complaining but not wisely and strongly endeavouring to remove it And the heart is not soone brought downe you must hold up the objects of spirituall griefe by consideration that they may be able to beare downe the heart therefore be much in pondering these two things 1 The sad effects of the losse of God see what blindnesse barrennesse weaknesse depravednesse vanity feares accusations of heart what cryes and clamours in your soules and now what if afflictions come how will you be able to live in such a time other then a dying and a feareful life what if death come either a black cloud of darknesse will over-spread you or a storme of affrightments and terrors will torment you and now remember your sinne hath brought all this upon you 2 The sinfulnesse of the cause why did you neglect and despise your God if you had not set him shamefully at a low rate you would not have turned your back upon him what Could not the infinite Majestie and mercy of the Father the incomprehensible love of the Son the unutterable comforts of the holy Ghost prevaile with you Do you see what you have done have you not said to the Father I neither fear thy Majesty nor desire thy mercy and to the Son I care not for all thy love nor yet for thee that dyedst for me and to the holy Ghost I regard not all thy saving counsels living influences and high refreshments doe you not heare these pleading with you each for himselfe and each for all they are one and what you have done in this you have done against each and against all weigh well then what your carelesnesse and disobedience amounts to that you may meet him with an humbled spirit drenched in teares and clothed with shame put case now that God should requite you in your kinde and that his heart should not be towards you then you might bid peace yea life yea hope adieu for ever Consider further how God did follow you and entreated you not to goe from him did he not tell you he could not beare contempts and that you would repent it at last and will see that what you have done against him you have done against your selves did he not kindly use you and were you not alwayes welcome to him Oh my people what have I done unto thee and wherein have I wearied thee testifie against me Mich. 6.3 and when you were going did he not cry after thee Returne thou back sliding Israel and I will not cause mine anger to fall upon you for I am mercifull and I will not keep anger for ever Jer. 3.12 Yet you would not Consider now how long you have lived without him and how often God hath called upon you to consider your waies if you will let your thoughts out you will finde abundant cause of griefe and when you seek him with repētance you will finde him in mercy drawing neare and he will forget your unkindnesse and you shall heare no more of them doubtlesse your sinnes this way are very great so that sometimes God hath been put as it were to a stand what course to take when God had promised mercy to his revolting people he addes But I said how shall I put thee among the children and give thee a pleasant land and I said thou shalt call me my father and shalt not turne away from me Jer. 3.19 When the Church had been disloyall she at last fell to this course of repentance and see the issue A voice was heard upon the high places weeping and supplications of the children of Israel for they have perverted their wayes and they have forgotten the Lord their God returne ye backsliding children and I will heale your backslidings ver 21. and oh that you also would tread in their steps and say We come unto thee for thou art the Lord our God ver 22. CHAP. XXIX Two other
but full of troubles and exigences God by his mighty power did worke greater things for them then ever after yet was hee still their God At the first comming of the Gospel the way being new and so subject to cavils and persecutions which Christ knew the world would raise against it he poured out more of his Spirit and wrought with more glorious power then in succeeding ages yet the promise of Christ stands firme Loe I am with you q Christus nobiscum 1. Politice ut Rex in regno Dux inexercitu 2. Oeconomice ut Pater in domo 3. Ethice ut ratio in homine 4. Physice ut anima in corpore Cornel à lapide to the end of the world 3 At and about the time of conversion there may be more quicknesse and vivacity of spirit then afterwards At the first conversion and hence many conclude that they are sinfully abated and that they are fallen from their first love But although I doubt not but that it is indeed a just complaint in many yet I beleeve that some doe charge themselves without cause Note therefore that by two things there may bee a greater flush of affection at that time then in after time 1 The newnesse of the condition naturally new things affect much the suddennesse of the change to be translated from blacknesse of darknesse into marvellous light doth greatly affect them in this case distinguish betwixt solid affection and fleeting passion the soule of a new convert is put into a kinde of astonishment to see so strange and sudden a metamorphosis as if he were become another man and the whole world turned upside downe so that heaven stands where the earth did and the earth in the heavens place high things are made low and low things are set on high these things put the soule into a maze but much of this will weare off suppose a man going to execution in great heavinesse and feares and in the way his pardon with promise of the Princes favour is brought to him me thinkes I see his heart leaping his spirit dancing and the man filled with abundant joy But marke him and in processe of time you will see much of this vanishing yet his life is still as deare as ever or suppose two persons marryed sweeth conjoyned in deare affections and after many dangers and difficulties happly enjoying each others desired company what a flush of joy what a violence 〈◊〉 affection is mutually expressed but 〈◊〉 time much of this ceaseth but true loâ—e still remaineth Count not all that grâ—â— which is working at the time of the 〈◊〉 conjunction of Christ and the souleâ— there is much passion in it yet such at is holy and good but as it was stirred upon a speciall occasion so the occasion ceasing it may cease and yet the caâ—â— may be good the Iews were as theâ—â— that dreamed when they were first delivered but that dreame did not alwayes last the lame man when he was firâ—â— healed was seen walking and leaping and praising God Acts 3.8 but thoughâ— he was alwayes glad of his recovery yet he did not ever leap and dance 2 God doth more at the first conversion for his people 1 He gives more assistance for now â— man is entring upon a new way a way of difficulties and all the power of hell comes out as Pharaoh to reduce their escaped captives therefore God covers them with his hand and fils them with strength to grapple with this legion and â—o break through these difficulties 2 God often poures in much comfort it that time When the Prodigall was returned his Father made him very welcome and calleth to his servant Bring forth the best robe and put it on him and put a ring on his hand and shooes on his feete and bring hither the fatted calfe and kill it and let us eate and be merry for this my Son was dead and is alive he was lost and is found Luke 15.22 23 24. Here was more then of necessity not only shooes but a ring not onely clothes but the best robes here is feasting and joy and cheare This Son was as welcome afterwards yet had not this entertainment every day it may bee some of that comfortable presence of God which hee then affords some of that abundant joy may cease because it was given upon a speciall occasion anâ— yet no just cause given to raise such saâ— thoughts that God hath for saken you 4 There may be lesse activity Activity of spirit varieth much as the body changeth no from change of the spirit but of nature the body may be more feeble sicknesse or age may clip the wings of activity take off much of a mans former vigor the body is the instrument of the soult and as he that rides upon a weak and tyred horse cannot ride post so when the oyle of naturall life and vigour begins tâ— wafte it cannot burn so cleare as it was wont wee see in sicknesse when the naturall strength is decayed how the losse of spirits degrades them from that high lustre wherein they were admired in the time of health by the way it may be a Caveat and warning to carelesse and dilatory spirits to be better husbands in opportunity and while their blood is full in their veines and their arteries are rich in spirits to take hold of time by this golden forelock and to make their voyage while they have full tyde and winde lest when death creeps on and by diseases hath dismounted them from their vigour they finde darknesse and sleepinesse to binde them in chaines But for those whose feete did run in the wayes of God and who were as the winged bird when youthfulnesse and vigour was in them and their breasts did flow with milke and their bones were full of marrow though now nature being decayed they seem lesse yet their case is safe and good Alas when the keepers of the house tremble and the strong men bow themselves and those that looke out of the windowes are darkened and when the Almond tree shall flourish and the grashopper is a burthen and desire falleth when the silver cord is loosing and the golden how breaking when nature is brought to this low state how can it be that there should bee that livelinesse of soule which was before Second false Rule they think they are deserted because they doe lesse It is dangerous to abate in doing Eccles 12.3 4 5 6. Second false rule Men think they are in this sad condition because they doe lesse then they have done And I say that this is an ill signe simply considered because all things worke as they are and I desire not to be mistaken here for I would not be so injurious to God or cruell to men as to nourish a slothfull and backsliding person in his Apostacy and carelesnesse but I say this that it is possible lesse may be done then hath been yet without all losse of life for besides
that which hath been said before But not alwayes a signe of a declined heart For 1. it may be more was done then should I adde in way of satisfaction these considerations 1 It may be that which was done before was more then should have beene another men are apt to fall short so a godly man is apt to exceed especially when his necessities pinch him and when the feares of God lye heavy upon his soule then he neither mindeth businesse nor friends nor himselfe but is so intent upon this one thing as if it were the only thing which he had to minde I have spoken largely before how a man may know when he doth so much as that he may with comfort walk in his way 2 The abundance of doing Measure of doing varieth with occasions is to rise and fall according to occasions when a man is in straits hee may and must doe much yea more then is required at other times 3 God may give lesse opportunity for the same abundance of holy duties at all times God may give lesse opportunity hee may put them upon such conditions and employments as may take them up more as a woman when she is marryed by the variety of occasions that attend that state may bee deprived of some opportunities which shee had when she was free There is difference betweene a wife and a virgin shee that is unmaried careth for the things that belong to the Lord how she may please the Lord but shee that is married careth for the things of the world how she may please her husband 1 Cor. 7.14 The Apostle meaneth not that the married care not for the things of God but that that condition will bring distractions yea and by Gods appointment doth put them upon such things that they cannot have that fulnesse of time for exercises of godlinesse which they had in a single state in all abatements of spirituall action a speciall eye must bee had to the cause for if either we thrust our selves into a thicket of businesses unnecessarily or have lost that edge of holy desires and dispositions which wee had wee have here cause to lament our elongation from God CHAP. XXXII Other false Rules causing mistake in judgement THird false Rule Third false Rule More stirring of corruption More stirring of corruptions because men feele greater workings of lusts and corruptions then before they think that God is not with them as before but in way of satisfaction to these as I must needs grant that this also is an ill signe yet I will demonstrate that it may be the case of a man who is as full of God as ever 1 Distinguish betwixt corruptions formally considered and effectively considered But 1. distinguish betwixt corruptions considered formally effectively there may be many motions to sin which are not corruptions then they are corruptions when they do corrupt and deprave the heart Christ himselfe had motions to sin though not rising from himselfe but caused by the tempter so that his soule was but as a glasse of pure water jogged and though the motions to sin which arise from that sinfulnesse in us are formally and in interpretation of the Law sins yet except they take hold of the heart and doe infect it they are not corruptions not such as argue lesse of God nay as when a man lives in an unhealthfull and infectious ayre the power of God is much seen in keeping him up in health so the power of the Spirit is much put forth in that soule which is kept sound from the plague in the midst of infectious and poysonous workings and foamings of that sinfulnesse within it was the Apostles case he had some burning lust like a splent or coale in his flesh but God kept him My grace is sufficient for thee r Sufficit mihi gratia tua cum desicit virtus mea Bern. apud Cornel. Ã lapide in locum for my strength is made perfect in weaknesse 2 Cor. 12.9 2 A man may have more occasions to stir corruptions then before Occasions of sin may be more then have beene and occasions to lusts are as winde to the Seas or fuell to the fire it may be you thought better of your selves then you had cause you might think you had more meeknesse when you were lesse angry but it may bee your anger was not so much not because your meeknesse was great but because your offences were few know this that occasions do not so much beget as bring forth corruptions 3 It may be your lusts have not more life but they seeme so Lusts may seeme to have more life when it is not so because you have more 1 More light to see them at first grace is busie about the outward man and grosser sins but afterwards it descends into the lower and more retyred parts of the soule and by the candle of God searcheth the hidden deepes and finding still new worlds of sin you are apt to thinke you are worse then you were the puddle smels when it is stirred but as the Sun sheweth a great deale of dust in the ayre yet you know it was there before though not seen before so c. 2 There is more sense when there was but little life many lusts might work unfelt but now every touch of sin is felt and so you may thinke amisse that you have more when indeed the cause is not encrease of sin but of grace the Apostle made nothing of lustings and many other things till grace had incorporated it selfe and made him quick to feele the bitter and stinging workings of it Rom. 7. 4 It may be your life hath been in a continuall tumult and warfare It may bee lusts had not time to work with great afflictions of body and minde so that corruptions had no time to worke but now being brought to a greater calme they begin to stir In a tempestuous day the birds hide themselves in the hedges and the Conies in their holes but when the stormes are past then they come forth while Rome was held in wars and while the Athenians were busied by the Lacedemonians their owne dissentions and internall evils lay asleep but when they had rest then that which lay hid brake forth to their great hurt we see men that are serious laden with weighty concernments living in croudes of affaires or distracted with great cares and feares are free from many vices in their lives which breake out when they have more liberty Consider well if there be not some eminent change in your conditions for a calme estate is subject to many inconveniences in this kinde but it is not because lusts have more life but because they have more advantage 5 God may permit Satan to worke in men Often stirring of lusts works their death and suffer their corruptions to bee drawne out that they may bee more mortified Then we take up armes and fight much when wee see our
terrours of God doe set themselves in array against me Job 6.2 3 4. And when the soule hath exceeded all eloquence and past almost all humane bounds of language and expression it is not satisfied but thinkes it falls exceeding short of uttering her misery My stroak is heavier than my groaning Job 23.2 But all this is not a right carriage of the spirit such passions would befit such as have a God without mercy and distresse without a promise and without a redeemer Faith is suspended when these clamours are heard and the soule forgets the freenesse and fulnesse of grace when it is thus transported out of it self and from its hopes Secondly Good effects The good effects of such uncomfortable eclipses of Gods favour and presence follow which are 1 Sorrow great sorrow thou hidst thy face and I was troubled Sorrow Psal 30.6 the heart should not yea if it be in due temper cannot rest without God his absence is worthy to bee lamented whose presence is most worthy to bee prized 2 Longing desires of Gods gracious returne Desire after God the soule thinkes delaies grievous m Etiam celeritas in desiderio est mora P. Syri Desideranti invisa est quaevis mora desiderium acuit absentis vicinitas post spem omne desiderium impatientissimum est Quamdiu differtur spes aeternorum affligitur anima fidelium i.e. vel pro dilatione bonorum quae amat velpro illulion malorum quae tolerat Beda hope deferred maketh the heart sicke Prov. 13.12 The Church saith she was sicke of love Cant. 5.8 The heart that hath had a sense of Gods sweet presence cannot bee satisfied without him but counts all things nothing till it regaine him who is to her as the Sunne to the world and the soule to the body 3 Repentance and humbling of soule Repentance it seekes what unhappy and accursed thing hath raised this cloud betwixt God and her and falls downe at his feet confessing weeping and begging his favour in Jesus Christ willingly grieved and ashamed it counts not this sorrow bitternesse but hath some sweetnesse in it n 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Arist Rhet. Lachryma animae amarae dulces sunt amarae propter absentiam boni dulces propter certitudinem inveniendi c. Savanarol med in Psal Qui Regis Israel 4 Subjection to all conditions of agreement It saith Subjection Lord impose demand what thou wilt I count nothing too deare for thee I count the gaine of the whole world losse for thee and will deny my selfe for thee If my heart draw backe draw it on to thee as farre as I am able to sacrifice my selfe to thee I doe it Thus the soul sets on towards God inquires for him in all meanes will not be put off it falls not by despaire or sleepes in sloth but faith holds up hope and hope keepes up indeavours and it cannot be quiet without God There are two maine Causes of the restlessenesse of the soule without God Causes why the soul cannot bee quiet in this case First The condition of the subject 1 Tender the soule but especially in a beleever From the subject when hee is in a living state is very sensible of any evill especially of the greatest evill Tender a mans sorrow is as his sight is therefore where hee seeth God and hath a knowledge of him in his excellencie the losse of him is grievous o Summi deloris causa summum gaudium est Sen. all evils on the body are but as the rending of the garment but griefe in the soule is as the tearing of the flesh A wounded spirit who can beare Prov. 18.14 outward evils are but as the breaking of the out-works All sense in the body is from the soule therefore the soule must needs be most sensible 2. It is spirituall 2. Spiritual if the body bee in miserie externall things may helpe in sicknesse physick p Omnes humanos sanat medicina dolores Propert. Eleg. l. 2. in want reliefe in famine bread c. but when the soule is in distresse all the world is but like a great cipher it amounts to nothing Heaven and earth is but as a shadow nothing but God can quiet q Tranquillus Deus tranquillat omnia quietum aspicere quiescere est Bern. in Cant. 23. As the body is not satisfied with things spirituall so the soule is not contented with things corporall there must bee a fitnesse in the object else it moves not as the eare is not pleased with light and colours nor the eye with sounds The soule therefore being spirituall must meet with that which is spirituall and proper for it else it is not contented every living creature hath an appetite and sense carried to some things and out of that compasse it hath no quiet as take a beast and you shall never satisfie him but with pastures and such things as he affects and take a man and he must have other things things of higher worth sutable to his nature and take a spirituall man whose soule is illuminated and drawne out to higher and more spirituall things and him you cannot quiet with a thousand worlds without interest in Christ and the favour of God the spirituall man is carried to things spirituall as the naturall man to things naturall And as a naturall man cannot be quieted without naturall accommodations and enjoyment of such things as sute with him so the spirituall man cannot have rest without his spirituall treasure 3. It hath pitched upon God by faith and hope It hath pitched upon God it hath devolved it selfe upon him and that for eternity and in the businesse of life and death Now if a man were passing over a deepe and swift torrent and when hee is upon these deepes shall feele the bridge cracking and sinking it must needs let in a sea of feares and amazement upon him And how can it bee that when a man seeth the vastnesse of eternity the greatnesse of sinne the terrors of the wrath that burnes like fire and hath in his agonie throwne himselfe upon God in Christ and now is doubtfull whether Christ will owne him or take any care of him I say how can it bee but hee should bee in great distresse at such a time when God withdrawes his comforts every thing that may afflict stands forth in greatest strength now death is death and sin is sin and the soule feeles the weight of every load comfort lightens all burthens and when Christ is present all evils vanish and discouragements scatter as a mist but when that is gone then those evils gather like clouds of fire and blood over the soule and those miseries which did lie as conquered men doe rise up with renewed strength and what a sad time is this when the soule seeth her danger and not her refuge her wounds but not her cure nay to see him that is her only trust not onely not to
be with her but against him it hath chosen him as her chiefe treasure therefore can no more be without him than without her selfe 4. It hath had hopes of Gods favour time hath beene It hath had hopes when it saw it selfe in the armes of Christ and walked with some assurance that it had a friend in Heaven and therefore seeing now her hopes to wither and those golden daies to passe as a pleasant dreame it cannot but be much afflicted This shall be the bitternesse of the anguish of unsound hearts at last who after they have fed their soules with hope and have run out their daies in a paradise of imaginary happinesse finde when they come to die all those joyes and all that confidence to spend themselves like a vapour and the leane kine to eate up the fat sorrow and everlasting perdition comming instead of joy and salvation which they looked for oh who can utter this misery a man hurled from a pinacle of high and glorious hopes into a depth of eternall woe By this wee may guesse what it is for a deserted soule that hath reckoned long upon high things and now seeth such a change that it is forced to count it selfe deceived and to exchange her living hopes for killing feares and whereas she thought her selfe a child to bee cast forth as a stranger yea as an enemy 5. It hath had much in communion with God and Christ 5. It did enjoy God time was when the man was kindly used when God conversed with him as a man with his friend when he invited him often and entertained him in love and powred in much of heaven upon him therefore now to see God estranging himselfe yea frowning chiding arming against him cannot but bee a cutting to his soule David having lost the liberties of the ordinances which were better than his kingdome to him sits downe in heavinesse as one taught by the experience of his former happinesse the deeper to lament his present misery When I remember these things I powre out my soule in me for I had gone with the multitude I had gone with them to the house of God with the voice of joy and praise with a multitude that kept holy day Ps 42.4 And this was the affliction of the Church that she lost him in whose presence she had received such abundant comfort Cant. 5. the more the soule hath had of God the more bitter is her losse of him Secondly 2. From the object in respect of 1. Quality of it the object is such as if you weigh it you will see that a man cannot be at rest when God holds back and leaves him in this dolefull case Consider first the quality of the object there are three things in God which cause the wound of an afflicted spirit to bleed much 1. 1. Goodnesse Goodnesse because God is good therefore his disfavour is a great affliction this sweet balme the heart in such a day will turne into a sharpe corrosive and out of this sea of comfort will draw bitter waters this golden mine which is a rich treasure unto others yeelds that which the heart turnes into iron rods and sharpe swords to wound it selfe For first if it apprehend his goodnesse to bee his kindnesse and gracious disposition to pitty and mercy then it reason heavily oh unhappy wretch that there should bee so sweet a fountaine and I should not drinke of it that streames should flow forth towards thousands none to me I envie not others happinesse but I lament mine owne misery that I should die in the midst of life and perish in the midst of salvation God is so good so ready to shew mercy that sure he is highly incensed against mee who seeke and call and cry yet am not relieved if my wickednesse were not very great yea if I were in his heart at all surely he that is so good in himselfe and unto thousands would not thus reject me I am tossed night and day and carry an hell in my soule continually and if I were not as an enemie in his eye if I were a child his bowels would not hold I should surely be received who can reckon the heavy conclusions which the heart will draw against it selfe it is so disposed to its owne hurt that not onely against faith but against reason it will afflict it selfe turning the Sun into darknesse and the Moone into blood setching misery out of mercy and hell out of heaven Or if secondly the goodnesse of God be taken for his holinesse and perfection then they reason thus surely I am very evill whom goodnesse rejects if I had any sparke of good in me God would not cast me off but certainely he seeth my abundant naughtines therfore he setteth himselfe against me Thus sundry waies the goodnesse of God makes the hiding of his face and the manifestation of his displeasure to be very grievous 2. Greatnesse When a man apprehends the Majesty of God the feare of his disfavour fals heavy upon him Who knoweth the power of thine anger even according to thy feare so is thy wrath Ps 99.11 The favour of a man of power is of much worth and there is power in his wrath The wrath of a King is as the roaring of a Lion but his favour is as dew upon the grasse Prov. 19.12 The wrath of the God of power is terrible as thunder a Fulmen est ubi cum potentia habitat iracundia Sen. and as b Leonis voci tontus naturaliter inest terror ut multa animantium quae per celeritatem possent impetum ejus evadere rugientis ej us sonitu velut quadam vi attonita atquâ—â—icta deficiant Ambr. hexam lib. 6. cap. 3. the beasts fall downe astonished at the roaring of a Lion so the soule is overwhelmed when so glorious Majestie is incensed In God there is a twofold power A power first of Authority which is that power by which 1. He despenseth all things as having all in his hand as absolute Lord and Soveraigne And what a misery is this that he that hath eternall life and death heaven and hell in his power should seeme to be against a man this is the fulnesse of all evill when hee upon whose will all things depend becomes ones enemie the losse of a particular comfort and contentment is great but how much worse is the losse of all 2. By which hee judgeth all God being the Supreme Lord holds this royalty that all men and Angels are accountable to him in all things now to apprehend that the Judge of all the world will not shew mercy but will proceed in strictnesse of justice especially when a man knoweth that he is guilty many waies and that God is privie to all his sins must needs bee a sore shaking to the soule Though all friends and ministers yea though all Angels come in to comfort yet it will not satisfie because they are but subjects God is supreme