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although_o you_o do_v often_o make_v strong_a resolve_n not_o to_o fall_v into_o the_o imperfection_n that_o you_o deâ—_n to_o amend_v if_o the_o occasion_n present_v itself_o you_o fail_v to_o stumble_v and_o lay_v your_o nose_n on_o the_o ground_n â—ld_v you_o have_v i_o tell_v you_o why_o we_o remain_v weak_a it_o be_v because_o we_o will_v not_o abstain_v â—n_o unwholesome_a meat_n it_o be_v even_o as_o if_o a_o parson_n 〈◊〉_d will_v not_o have_v the_o pain_n of_o the_o stomach_n â—aske_n of_o a_o physician_n what_o she_o shall_v do_v he_o â—uld_v answer_v she_o that_o she_o must_v not_o eat_v of_o 〈◊〉_d and_o such_o meat_n because_o they_o engender_v crudiâ—_n which_o do_v cause_n pain_n afterward_n but_o she_o 〈◊〉_d not_o abstain_v from_o they_o we_o do_v even_o the_o 〈◊〉_d same_o we_o will_v for_o example_n love_v correâ—_n well_o but_o we_o will_v nevertheless_o be_v obstinate_a â—hat_n a_o folly_n be_v this_o this_o can_v be_v you_o will_v â—er_o be_v able_a and_o strong_a 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love-will_a â—er_o die_v while_o we_o live_v it_o be_v self-love_n that_o cause_v these_o impertinent_a production_n moreoâ—_n it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v frail_a to_o fall_v sometime_o into_o veâ—â—_n sin_n so_o that_o we_o raise_v ourselves_o immediate_o the_o return_n of_o our_o soul_n to_o god_n meeklie_o and_o gâ—tlye_o humble_v ourselves_o we_o must_v not_o think_v live_v with_o out_o commit_v some_o for_o there_o have_v be_v any_o our_o bl._n lady_n except_v that_o have_v this_o privilege_n true_o although_o they_o stay_v we_o a_o 〈◊〉_d as_o i_o have_v say_v they_o do_v not_o divert_v we_o so_o muchâ—_n of_o the_o way_n but_o that_o one_o only_a regard_n of_o god_n relish_v they_o in_o fine_a we_o must_v know_v that_o we_o oâ—_n never_o to_o cease_v from_o make_v good_a resolution_n though_o we_o see_v very_o well_o that_o according_a to_o our_o â—dinarie_n we_o practise_v they_o not_o yea_o when_o we_o deceive_v very_o well_o it_o be_v impossible_a to_o practise_v tâ—â—_n when_o occasion_n shall_v present_v itself_o and_o this_o 〈◊〉_d be_v do_v with_o more_o stability_n then_o if_o we_o feel_v in_o â—_o self_n sufficient_a courage_n for_o to_o bring_v our_o euterpe_v to_o good_a effect_n say_v to_o our_o lord_n it_o be_v trueâ—_n lord_n that_o i_o shall_v not_o have_v the_o strength_n to_o doeâ—_n support_v such_o a_o thing_n of_o myself_o but_o i_o rejoice_v foâ—_n much_o as_o it_o shall_v be_v thy_o streinght_n which_o will_v worâ—_n in_o i_o and_o upon_o this_o foundation_n we_o must_v to_o battle_n courageous_o and_o do_v not_o doubt_v but_o â—_o shall_v have_v the_o victory_n our_o lord_n do_v towâ—â—â—_n we_o even_o the_o very_a same_o that_o a_o good_a father_n or_o â—ther_n who_o permit_v their_o child_n to_o go_v alone_o wâ—_n he_o be_v in_o a_o soft_a meadow_n where_o the_o grass_n be_v uâ—_n grow_v or_o upon_o moss_n because_o if_o he_o happeâ—_n fall_v it_o will_v be_v no_o great_a harm_n but_o in_o the_o ill_a and_o â—â—gerous_a way_n they_o carry_v he_o careful_o in_o tâ—_n arm_n we_o have_v often_o see_v soul_n to_o suppâ—_n couragiouslye_o diverse_a great_a assault_n not_o have_v â—ne_a overcome_v of_o theit_n enemy_n who_o withâ—_n while_o have_v be_v overcome_v in_o slight_a encounter_n why_o so_o because_o our_o lord_n see_v it_o can_v do_v tâ—_n no_o great_a harm_n to_o fall_v leave_v they_o to_o go_v alonâ—_n themselves_o the_o which_o he_o do_v not_o do_v when_o they_o â—ere_z in_o the_o desperate_a term_n of_o great_a temptation_n 〈◊〉_d of_o which_o he_o draw_v they_o by_o his_o almighty_a â—wer_n paula_n who_o be_v so_o generous_a to_o forsake_v the_o â—rld_n quit_v the_o city_n of_o rome_n and_o so_o great_a â—ndance_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o who_o can_v not_o be_v shaâ—_n by_o the_o motherly_a affection_n she_o bear_v to_o her_o â—dren_n so_o resolute_a be_v she_o to_o forsake_v all_o for_o god_n â—er_o she_o have_v effect_v all_o these_o great_a marvel_n she_o â—mitted_v herself_o to_o be_v surmount_v by_o the_o tentaâ—n_n of_o her_o proper_a judgement_n which_o make_v her_o belue_n that_o she_o ought_v not_o to_o submit_v herself_o to_o the_o â—â—ise_n of_o many_o holy_a person_n who_o do_v desire_v she_o withdraw_v somewhat_o of_o her_o ordinary_a austeâ—es_n wherein_o s._n hierome_n avow_v that_o she_o be_v prehensible_a let_v we_o mark_v well_o for_o conclusion_n 〈◊〉_d all_o whatsoever_o we_o have_v declare_v in_o this_o disâ—rse_n be_v thing_n very_o delicate_a concern_v perfect_a and_o therefore_o let_v none_o of_o you_o that_o have_v hear_v â—m_n be_v affright_v or_o afflict_v if_o she_o find_v not_o her_o â—e_n to_o have_v arrive_v to_o this_o perfection_n since_o by_o the_o â—ce_n of_o god_n you_o have_v so_o good_a courage_n to_o desire_v 〈◊〉_d pretend_v the_o attain_v thereunto_o live_v jesus_n amen_o the_o ten_o entertainment_n of_o obedience_n 1._o obedience_n be_v a_o moral_a virtue_n which_o depend_v of_o justice_n now_o there_o be_v certain_a â—orall_a virtue_n which_o have_v so_o great_a affinitye_n with_o 〈◊〉_d virtue_n theological_a which_o be_v faith_n hope_n and_o charity_n that_o they_o seem_v as_o it_o be_v theoloâ—call_a although_o they_o be_v in_o a_o degree_n very_o inferior_a penance_n religion_n justice_n and_o obedience_n no_o obedience_n consist_v in_o two_o point_n the_o first_o be_v obey_v superior_n the_o second_o to_o obey_v our_o equal_o and_o inferior_n but_o this_o second_o appertain_v ratâ—_n to_o humility_n gentleness_n and_o charity_n then_o to_o oâ—dience_n for_o the_o person_n that_o be_v humble_a think_v tâ—_n all_o other_o surpass_v she_o and_o be_v better_o than_o she_o â—_o such_o sort_n that_o she_o esteem_v they_o her_o superiors_n and_o believe_v that_o she_o ought_v to_o obey_v they_o 〈◊〉_d touch_v the_o obedience_n that_o regard_v the_o suâ—riours_n that_o god_n have_v establish_v over_o we_o to_o goveâ—_fw-mi we_o it_o be_v of_o justice_n and_o necessity_n and_o we_o ouâ—_n to_o render_v it_o unto_o they_o with_o entire_a submission_n our_o understanding_n &_o will_n now_o this_o obedieâ—_n of_o the_o understanding_n be_v practise_v when_o be_v â—maunded_v we_o accept_v and_o approve_v the_o commauâ—ment_n not_o only_o with_o our_o will_n but_o also_o with_o â—_o understand_v approve_v and_o esteem_v the_o thâ—_n that_o be_v command_v and_o judge_v it_o better_o â—_o any_o other_o thing_n that_o they_o may_v have_v command_v we_o upon_o this_o occasion_n when_o one_o be_v come_v to_o tâ—_n than_o they_o love_v so_o to_o obey_v that_o they_o desire_v insâ—ably_o to_o be_v command_v to_o the_o end_n that_o all_o tâ—_n do_v be_v do_v by_o obedience_n this_o be_v the_o obedâ—_n of_o the_o perfect_a and_o that_o which_o i_o desire_v for_o 〈◊〉_d which_o proceed_v from_o the_o pure_a gift_n of_o god_n 〈◊〉_d otherwise_o be_v get_v with_o long_a time_n and_o labâ—_n and_o
have_v perfect_a simplicity_n have_v but_o one_o love_n â—hich_v be_v for_o god_n and_o in_o this_o love_n she_o have_v but_o one_o only_a pretence_n which_o be_v to_o repose_v upon_o the_o breast_n â—f_fw-mi her_o celestial_a father_n and_o as_o a_o child_n of_o love_n to_o make_v her_o abode_n there_o leave_v entire_o all_o the_o care_n â—f_fw-mi herself_o to_o her_o good_a father_n never_o more_o trouâ—ling_v herself_o for_o any_o thing_n but_o still_o retain_v this_o â—oly_a confidence_n so_o that_o neither_o the_o desire_n of_o virtue_n and_o grace_n themselves_o do_v disquiet_v she_o and_o indeed_o wherefore_o serve_v the_o importune_a and_o unquiet_a â—_z of_o virtue_n the_o practice_n whereof_o be_v not_o necessary_a to_o we_o graciousness_n mildness_n love_n of_o our_o twne_o abjection_n humility_n sweet_a charity_n cordial_a freindshipe_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n and_o obedience_n be_v the_o virtue_n which_o we_o ought_v to_o practise_v most_o common_o because_o they_o be_v necessary_a for_o we_o and_o the_o encounter_n of_o such_o occasion_n be_v frequent_a with_o we_o but_o for_o constancy_n magnificence_n and_o such_o other_o virtue_n that_o it_o may_v be_v we_o shall_v neveâ—_n have_v occasion_n to_o practice_n let_v we_o not_o trouble_v ouâ—_n self_n we_o shall_v not_o be_v for_o this_o the_o less_o magnanimous_a or_o generous_a §_o 7._o you_o ask_v of_o i_o how_o the_o soul_n who_o iâ—_n prayer_n be_v draw_v to_o this_o holy_a simplicity_n and_o thâ—_n perfect_a forsake_v all_o in_o god_n aught_o to_o guide_v themselves_o in_o all_o their_o action_n i_o answer_v that_o not_o onelâ—_n in_o prayer_n but_o in_o the_o conduct_n of_o their_o whole_a lifâ—_n they_o ought_v invariable_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o spirit_n 〈◊〉_d simplicity_n and_o abnegation_n remit_v their_o whoâ—â—_n soul_n their_o action_n and_o success_n to_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n by_o a_o love_n of_o perfect_a and_o most_o absolute_a confidence_n leave_v themselves_o to_o the_o mercy_n anâ—_n care_n of_o the_o eternal_a love_n which_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v of_o they_o and_o therefore_o they_o must_v houâ—_n themselves_o constant_a in_o this_o course_n not_o permittiâ—_n any_o alteration_n or_o reflection_n about_o themselves_o to_o 〈◊〉_d what_o they_o do_v or_o whether_o they_o be_v satisfy_v alaâ—_n our_o satisfaction_n and_o consolation_n do_v not_o satisâ—_n the_o eye_n of_o god_n but_o they_o only_o content_v this_o miserable_a care_n and_o love_n that_o we_o have_v of_o ourselves_o oâ—_n of_o god_n and_o his_o consideration_n certain_o the_o child_n which_o our_o lord_n note_v unto_o we_o to_o be_v tâ—â—_n model_n of_o our_o perfection_n have_v not_o ordinary_o aâ—â—_n care_n above_o all_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o their_o father_n aâ—_n mother_n they_o keep_v themselves_o near_o to_o they_o nâ—â—ther_o regard_v their_o satisfaction_n nor_o consolation_n which_o they_o take_v in_o good_a part_n and_o enjoy_v in_o simplicity_n without_o any_o curiosity_n of_o consider_v tâ—_n cause_n or_o the_o effect_n love_v so_o much_o employ_v thâ—_n that_o they_o can_v do_v no_o other_o thing_n he_o who_o be_v veâ—_n attentive_a to_o please_v love_o the_o celestial_a lover_n hâ—â—_n neither_o hart_n nor_o leisure_n to_o reflect_v upon_o himself_o his_o spirit_n continual_o tend_v thither_o where_o â—oâ—_n carry_v it_o §_o 8._o this_o exercise_n of_o the_o continual_a abandon_v of_o himself_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n do_v excellent_o comprehend_v all_o the_o perfection_n of_o other_o exercise_n its_o most_o perfect_a purity_n and_o simplicity_n anâ—_n while_o god_n permit_v we_o to_o use_v it_o we_o ought_v nâ—_n to_o change_v it_o the_o spiritual_a lover_n spouse_n of_o the_o celestial_a king_n true_o do_v view_v themselves_o from_o timâ—_n to_o time_n as_o dove_n who_o be_v near_o the_o most_o pure_a water_n to_o see_v if_o they_o be_v well_o accommodate_v to_o tâ—_n like_v of_o their_o lover_n and_o this_o be_v perform_v in_o tâ—â—_n examan_n of_o their_o conscience_n whereby_o they_o cleanâ—â—_n purify_v and_o adorn_v themselves_o the_o best_a they_o maâ—_n not_o for_o to_o be_v perfect_a nor_o to_o satisfy_v themselves_o nâ—_n for_o the_o desire_n of_o their_o progress_n in_o welldoing_a but_o â—_o obey_v the_o spouse_n for_o the_o reverence_n they_o bear_v unâ—_n he_o and_o for_o the_o exceed_a desire_n they_o have_v to_o gâ—ue_v he_o contentement_fw-fr be_v not_o this_o a_o very_a pure_a loâ—â—_n unspotted_a and_o very_o simple_a since_o they_o do_v not_o purify_v themselves_o to_o be_v pure_a they_o adorn_v not_o theâ—_n self_n to_o be_v fair_a but_o only_o to_o please_v their_o louâ—_n to_o who_o if_o deformity_n be_v as_o acceptable_a thâ—_n will_v love_v it_o as_o much_o as_o beauty_n and_o so_o theâ—_n simple_a dove_n do_v not_o employ_v care_n or_o time_n nâ—_n any_o eagerne_n to_o wash_v and_o trim_a themselves_o fâ—â—_v the_o confidence_n that_o their_o love_n give_v they_o of_o beiâ—â—_n much_o belove_v although_o unworthy_a i_o say_v the_o confidence_n that_n their_o love_n give_v they_o in_o the_o loâ—â—_n and_o bounty_n of_o their_o lover_n take_v from_o they_o solicitude_n and_o diffidence_n of_o not_o be_v sufficient_a fair_a and_o the_o desire_n to_o love_n rather_o than_o to_o adorâ—_n and_o prepare_v themselves_o to_o love_n cut_v of_o froâ—_n they_o all_o curious_a care_n and_o make_v they_o conteâ—_n with_o a_o sweet_a and_o faithful_a preparation_n maâ—_n lovinglye_o and_o cordiallye_o 8._o and_o to_o conclude_v this_o point_n st._n francis_n senâ—ing_v his_o religious_a into_o the_o world_n in_o a_o journey_n gaâ—_n they_o this_o advice_n in_o steed_n of_o money_n and_o for_o all_o theâ—_n provision_n cast_v your_o care_n on_o our_o lord_n and_o he_o wâ—_n feed_v you_o i_o say_v the_o same_o to_o you_o my_o most_o dear_a daughter_n cast_v all_o your_o pretension_n your_o solicitude_n â—nd_v affection_n within_o the_o fatherlie_a breast_n of_o 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