far to our selves as to stir up this affection in us Another cause may bee a kinde of doublenesse of heart whereby wee would bring two things together that cannot suite We would grieve for sin so far as we thinke it an evidence of a good condition but then because it is an irksome taske and because it cannot be wrought without severing our heart from those sweet delights it is set upon hence we are loath God should take that course to worke griefe which crosseth our disposition The soule must therefore by selfe-deniall be brought to such a degree of sincerity and simplicity as to be willing to give God leave to worke this sorow not to bee sorrowed for by what way hee himselfe pleaseth But here we must remember againe that this selfe-deniall is not of our selves but of God who onely can take us out of our selves and if our hearts were brought to a stoâ—…ping herein to his worke it would stop many a crosse and continue many a blessing which God is forced to take from us that he may worke that griefe in us which he seeth would not otherwise be kindly wrought God giveth some larger spirits and so their sorowes become larger Some upon quicknesse of apprehension and the ready passages betwixt the braine and the heart are quickly moved where the apprehension is deeper and the passages slower there sorow is long in working and long in removing The deepest waters have the stillest motion Iron takes fire more slowly then stubble but then it holds it longer Againe God that searcheth and knows our hearts better then our selves knows when and in what measure it is fit for to grieve He sees it fitter for some dispositions to goe on in a constant griefe We must give that honour to the wisdome of the great Physitian of soules to know best how to mingle and minister his potions And we must not bee so unkinde to take it ill at Gods hands when he out of gentlenesse and forhearance ministers not to us that churâ—…sh Physick hee doth to others but cheerefully embrace any potion that he thinkes fit to give us Some holy men have desired to see their sinne in the most ugly colours and God hath heard them in their requests But yet his hand was so heavy upon them that they went alwayes mourning to their very graves and thought it fitter to leave it to Gods wisdome to mingle the potion of sorrow then to be their own choosers For a conclusion then of this point If wee grieve that we cannot grieve and so far as it is sinne make it our griefe then put it amongst the rest of our sinnes which we beg pardon of and helpe against and let it not hinder us from going to Christ but drive us to him For herein lyes the danger of this temptation that those who complaine in this kinde thinke it should be presumption to goe to Christ when as he especially calleth the weary and heavy laden sinner to come unto him and therefore such 〈◊〉 are sensible that they are not senâ—… enough of their sin must know though want of feeling be quite opposite to the life of Grace yet sensiblenes of the want of feeling shews some degree of the life of Grace The safest way in this case is from that life and light that God hath wrought in oâ—… soules to see and feele this want of feeling to cast our selves and this our indisposition upon the pardoning and healing mercy of God in Christ. We speake onely of those that are so farre displeased with themselves for their ill temper as they doe not favour themselves in it but are willing to yeeld to Gods way in redressing it and doe not crosse the Spirit moving them thus with David to check themselves and to trust in God Otherwise an unfeeling and carelesse state of Spirit will breed a secret shame of going to God for removing of that wee are not hearty in labouring against so farre as our conscience tells us we are enabled The most constant state the soule can bee in in regard of sin is upon judgement to condemne it upon right â—…nds and to resolve against it Thereupon Repentance is called an afâ—…isdome and change of the minde And â—…s disposition is in Gods children at 〈◊〉 times And for affections love of that â—…ich is good and hatred of that which 〈◊〉 evill these likewise have a setled â—…tinuance in the soule But griefe 〈◊〉 sorow rise and fall as fresh occasions â—…re offered and are more lively stirred 〈◊〉 upon some lively representation to 〈◊〉 soule of some hurt wee receive by â—…e and wrong wee doe to God in it â—…e reason hereof is because till the â—…e be separated from the body these â—…ctions have more communion with 〈◊〉 body and therefore they cary more â—…ward expressions then dislike or â—…omination in the minde doth We 〈◊〉 to judge of our selves more by that â—…ich is constant then by that which is â—…ing and flowing But what is the reason that the affectiâ—…s doe not alwayes follow the judgement 〈◊〉 the choise or refusall of the will Our soule being a finite substance is caried with strength but one way at one time 2. Sometime God calls us to joy as well as to grieve and then no wonder if griefe be somewhat to seeke 3. Sometimes when God calleth â—…o griefe and the judgement and will goeth along with God Yet the heart is not alwayes ready because it may bee it hath runne out so farre that it cannot presently be called in againe 4. Or the spirits which are the instruments of the soule may be so wasted that they cannot hold out to feed a strong griefe in which case the conscience must rest in our setled judgement and hatred of ill which is the surest and never-failing Character of a good soule 5. Oft times God in mercy takes us off from griefe and sorow by refreshing occasions because sorow and griefe are affections very much afflicting both of body and soule When is godly sorrow in that degreâ—… wherein the soule may stay it selfe from uncomfortable thoughts about its condition 〈◊〉 Ans. 1. When we finde strength against that sin â—…ich formerly we fell into and ability to â—…e in a contrary way for this answers Gods end in griefe one of which is a prevention from falling for the time 〈◊〉 come For God hath that affection 〈◊〉 him which hee puts into Parents â—…hich is by smart to prevent their childrens boldnesse of offending for the time to come 2. When that which is wanting in griâ—…fe is made up in feare Here there is 〈◊〉 great cause of complaint of the â—…nt of griefe for this holy affection is 〈◊〉 â—…band of the soule whereby it is â—…pt from starting from God and his â—…yes 3. When after griefe wee finde in â—…rd peace for true griefe being Gods â—…orke in us hee knowes best how
of a mans victory over himselfe when hee loves health and peace of body and minde with a supply of all needfull things chiefly for this end that hee may with more freedome of spirit serve God in doing good to others So soone as grace entreth into the heart it frameth the heart to be in some measure publique and thinks it hath not its end in the bare enjoying of any thing untill it can improve what it hath for a further end Thus to seeke our selves is to deny our selves and thus to deny our selves is truely to seeke our selves It is no selfe-seeking when wee care for no more then that without which we cannot comfortably serve God When the soule can say unto GOD Lord as thou wouldest have mee serve thee in my place so grant me such a measure of health and strength wherein I may serve thee But what if God thinks it good that I shall serve him in weaknesse and in want and suffering Then it is a comfortable signe of gaining over our owne wills when we can yeeld our selves to bee disposed of by God as knowing best what is good for us There is no condition but therein we may exercise some grace and honour GOD in some measure Yet because some enlargement of conditiâ—… is ordinarily that estate wherein wee are best able to doe good in wee may in the use of meanes desire it and upon that resigne up our selves wholly unto GOD and make his will our will without exception or reservation and care for nothing more than wee can have with his leave and love This Iâ—… had exercised his heart unto where upon in that great change of condition hee sinned not that is fell not into the sinnes incident to that dejected and miserable state into sinnes of rebellion and discontent He caried his crosses comely with that stayednesse and resignednesse which became a holy man 7. It is further a cleare evidence of a spirit subdued when wee will discover the truth of our affection towards God and his people though with censure of others David was content to endure the censure of neglecting the state and Majesty of a King out of joy for setling the Arke Nehemiah could not dissemble his griefe for the ruines of the Church though in the Kings presence It is a comfortable signe of the wasting of selfe-love when wee can be at a point what becomes of our selves so it goe well with the cause of God and the Church Now the way to prevaile still more over our selves as when we are to do or suffer any thing or withstand any person in a good cause c. is not to thinke that we are to deale with men yea or with Devils so much as with our selves The Saints resisted their enemies to death by resisting their owne corruptions first if we once get the victory over our selves all other things are conquered to our ease All the hurt Satan and the world doe us is by correspondency with our selves Aâ—… things are so farre under us as wee aâ—… above our selves For the further subduing of our selves it is good to follow sinne to the first Hold and Castle which is corrupâ—… nature The streames will leade us to the Spring head Indeed the most apparant discovery of sinne is in the outward carriage wee see it in the frâ—… before in the root as wee see grace in the expression before in the affection But yet wee shall never hate sinne thorowly untill we consider it in the poysoned root from whence it ariseth That which least troubles a natural man doth most of all trouble a trâ—… Christian A naturall man is sometimes troubled with the fruit of his corruption and the consequents of guilt and punishment that attend it but a true hearted Christian with corruption it selfe this drives him 〈◊〉 complaine with St. Paul O wrâ—… man that I am who shall deliver me 〈◊〉 from the members onely but from 〈◊〉 body of death Which is as noysomâ—… to my soule as a dead carrion is to my senses which together with the members is marvellously nimble and active and hath no dayes or houres or minuits of rest alwayes laying about it to enlarge it selfe and like spring-water which the more it issueth out the more it may It is a good way upon any particular breach of our inward peace presently to have recourse to that which breeds and foments all our disquiet Lord what doe I complaine of this my unruly passion I carry a nature about me subject to breake out continually opon any occasion Lord strike at the root and dry up the fountaine in mee Thus David doth arise from the guilt of those two foule sinnes of Murther and Adultery to the sinne of his nature the root it selfe As if hee should say Lord it is not these actuall sinnes that defile mee onely but if I looke backe to my first conception I was tainted in the spring of my nature This is that here which put Davids soule so much out of frame For from whence was this contradiction Anâ—… whence was this contradiction so unwearied in making head againe and againe against the checks of the spirit in him Whence was it that Corruptioâ—… would not be said Nay Whence were these sudden and unlookt for objections of the flesh But from the remainder of old Adam in him which like a Michel within us is either scofing 〈◊〉 the wayes of God or as Iobs wife fretting and thwarting the motions of Gods spirit in us which prevailes the more because it is homebred in 〈◊〉 whereas holy motions are strangers to most of our soules Corruption is loth that a new commer in should take so much upon him as to controule As the Sodomites thought much that Lot being a stranger should intermeddle amongst them If God once leave us as heedid Hezekiah to trie what is in us what should he find but darknesse rebellion unrulinesse doubtings c. in the best of us This flesh of ours hath principles against all Gods principles and lawes against all Gods lawes and reasons against all GODS reasons Oh! if wee could but one whole houre seriously think of the impure issue of our hearts it would bring us downe upon our knees in humiliation before God But wee can never whilest we live so thorowly as we should see into the depth of our deceitfull hearts nor yet bee humbled enough for what we see For though we speake of it and confesse it yet we are not so sharpned against this corrupt flesh of ours as wee should How should it humble us that the seeds of the vilest sinne even of the Sinne against the holy Ghost is in us and no thanke to us that they breake not out It should humble us to heare of any great enormous sinne in another man considering what our owne nature would proceed unto if it were not restrained We may see our owne nature in them as face answering face If
to maintaine what is evill or shifts to translate it upon false causes or sences to arme us against whatsoever shall oppose us in our wicked waies Though it neither can nor will be good yet it would bee thought to be so by others and enforces a conceit upon it selfe that it is good It imprisons and keepes downe all light that may discover it both within it selfe and without it self if it lie in its power It flatters it selfe and would have all the world flatter it too which if it doth not it frets especially if it bee once discovered and crossed hence comes all the plotting against goodnesse that sinne may reigne without controule Is it not a lamentable case that man who out of the very principles of nature cannot but desire happinesse and abhorre misery yet should bee in love with eternall misery in the causes of it and abhorre happinesse in the wayes that leade unto it This sheweth us what a wonderfull deordination and disorder is brought upon mans nature For every other creature is naturally carried to that which is helpfull unto it and shunneth that which is any way hurtfull and offensive Onely man is in love with his owne bane and fights for those lusts that fight against his soule §. 4. Our duty is 1. to labour to see this sinfull disposition of ours not onely as it is discovered in the Scriptures but as it discovers it selfe in our owne hearts this must must be done by the light and teaching of Gods Spirit who knowes us and all the turnings and windings and by-wayes of our soules better then wee know our selves Wee must see it as the most odious and lothsome thing in the world making our natures contrary to Gods pure nature and of all other duties making us most indisposed to spirituall duties wherein wee should have neerest communion with God because it seizeth on the very spirits of our mindes 2. Wee should looke upon it as worse then any of those filthy streames that come from it nay then all the impure issues of our lives together there is more fire in the fornace then in the sparkles There is more poyson in the root then in all the branches for if the streame were stopt the branches cut off and the sparkles quenched yet there would bee a perpetuall supply as in good things the cause is better then the effect so in ill things the cause is worse Every fruit should make this poysonfull root more hatefull to us and the root should make us hate the fruit more as comming from so bad a root as being worse in the cause then in it selfe the affection is worse then the action which may be forced or counterfeited Wee cry out upon particâ—…r sinnes but are not humbled as wee should be for our impure dispositions Without the sight of which there 〈◊〉 be no sound repentance arising from the deep and through consideration of sin no desire to be new moulded without which we can never enter into so holy a place as heaven no selfe deniall till we see the best things in us are enmity against God no high prizing of Christ without whoÌ„ our natures our persoâ—… and our actions are abominable in Goâ—… sight nor any solid peace setled in the soule which peace ariseth not from the ignorance of our corruption or compounding with it but from sight and hatred of it and strength against it 3. Consider the spiritualnesse and large extent of the law of God together with the curse annexed which forbids not onely particular sinnes but all the kindes degrees occasions and furtherances of sinne in the whole breadth and depth of it and our very nature it selfe so farre as it is corrupted For want of which we see many alive without the law joviall and merry from ignorance of their misery who if they did but once see their natures and lives in that glasse it would take away that livelinesse and courage from them and make them vile in their owne eyes Men usually looke themselves in the lawes of the State wherin they live and thinke themselves good enough if they are free from the danger of penall statutes this glasse discovers onely foule spots grosse scandalls and breakings out Or else they judge of themselves by parts of nature or common grace or by outward conformity to Religion or else by that light they have to guide themselves in the affaires of this life by their faire and civill carriage c. and thereupon live and die without any sense of the power of godlinesse which begins in the right knowledge of our selves and ends in the right knowledge of God The spiritualnesse and purity of the law should teach us to consider the purity and holinesse of God the bringing of our soules into whose presence will make us to abhorre our selves with Iob in dust and ashes contraries are best seene by setting one neere the other Whilest we looke onely on oâ—… selves and upon others amongst whom we live we think our selves to be some body It is an evidence of some sincerity wrought in the soule not to shunne that light which may let us see the soul corners of our hearts and lives 4. The consideration of this likewise should enforce us to carry a double guard over our soules David was very watchfull yet we see here he was surprized unawares by the sudden rebellion of his heart we should observe our hearts as governours doe rebells and mutinous persons Observation awes the heart We see to what an excesse sinne groweth in those that deny themselves nothing nor will be denied in any thing who if they may doe what they will will doe what they may who turne liberty into licence and make all their abilities and advantages to doe good contributary to the commands of overruling and unruly lusts Were it not that God partly by his power suppresseth and partly by his grace subdueth the disorders of mans nature for the good of society and the gathering of a Church upon earth Corruption would swell to that excesse that it would overturne and confound all things together with it selfe Although there bee a common corruption that cleaves to the nature of all men in generall as men as distrust in GOD selfe-love a carnall and worldly disposition c. yet God so ordereth it that in some there is an ebbe and decrease in others God justly leaving them to themselves a flow and encrease of sinfulnesse even beyond the bounds of ordinary corruption whereby they become worse then themselves either like beasts in sensuality or like devills in spirituall wickednesse though all be blinde in spirituall things yet some are more blinded though all be hard hearted yet some are more hardened though all be corrupt in evill courses yet some are more corrupted and sinke deeper into rebellion then others Sometimes God suffers this corruption to breake out in civill men yeâ—… even in his owne children
Reformation of their Gospell Nay rather what 's become of your eyes we may say unto them For God is nearest to his children when hee seemes furthest off In the mount of the Lord it shall be seene God is with them and in them though the wicked be not aware of it it is all one as if one should say betwixt the space of the new and old Moone where is now the Moone when as it is never nearer the Sun then at that time Where is now thy God Answ. In heaven in earth in me every where but in the heart of such as aske such questions and yet there they shall finde him too in his time filling their consciences with his wrath and then Where is their God where are their great friends their riches their honors which they set up as a god what can they availe them now But how was David affected with these reproaches their words were as swords as with a sword in my bones c. they spake daggers to him they cut him to the quicke when they toucht him in his God as if he had neglected his servants when as the devill himself regards those who serve his turn touch a true godly man in his Religion and you touch his life and his best freehold he lives more in his God then in himselfe so that we may see here there is a murther of the tongue a wounding tongue as well as a healing tongue men think themselves freed from murther if they kill none or if they shed no blood whereas they cut others to the heart with bitter words It is good to extend the Commandement to awake the conscience the more and breed humility when men see there is a murdering of the tongue Wee see David therefore upon this reproach to be presently so moved as to fall out with himselfe for it Why art thou so cast down and disquieted ô my soule This bitter taunt ran so much in his minde that he expresseth it twice in this Psalme He was sensible that they struck at God through his sides what they spake in scorne and lightly hee tooke heavily And indeed when religion suffers if there be any heavenly fire in the heart it will rather break out then not discover it selfe at all We see by daily experience that there is a speciall force in words uttered from a subtle head a false heart and a smooth tongue to weaken the hearts of professors by bringing an evill report upon the strict profession of religion as the cunning and false spies did upon the good land as if it were not onely in vaine but dangerous to appeare for Christ in evill times If the example of such as have saint spirits will discourage in an army as wee see in Gideons History then what will speech inforced both by example and with some shew of reason doe To let others passe we need not goe further then our selves for to finde causes of discouragement there is a seminary of them within us Our flesh an enemy so much the worse by how much the nearer will be ready to upbraide us within us where is now thy God why shouldest thou stand out in a profession that findes no better entertainment CAP. III. Of discouragements from within BUt to come to some particular causes within us There is cause oft in the body of those in whom a melancholly temper prevaileth darknesse makes men fearefull Melancholly persons are in a perpetuall darknesse all things seeme blacke and darke unto them their spirits as it were dyed blacke Now to him that is in darknesse all things seem black and dark the sweetest comforts are not lightsome enough unto those that are deepe in melancholly It is without great watchfulnesse Satans bath which hee abuseth as his owne weapon to hurt the soule which by reason of its sympahy with the body is subject to be missed as we see where there is a suffusion of the eye by reason of distemper of humours or where things are presented through a glasse to the eye things seeme to be of the same colour so whatsoever is presented to a melancholly person comes in a darke way to the soule From whence it is that their fancy being corrupted they judge amisse even of outward things as that they are sicke of such and such a disease or subject to such and such a danger when it is nothing so how fit are they then to judge of things removed from sense as of their spirituall estate in Christ To come to causes more neere the soule it selfe as when there is want of that which should be in it as of knowledge in the understanding c. Ignorance being darknesse is full of false feares In the night time men think every bush a theefe our forefathers in time of ignorance were frighted with every thing therefore it is the policy of popish tyrants taught them from the prince of darknesse to keep the people in darknesse that so they might make them fearefull and then abuse that fearefulnesse to superstition that they might the better rule in their consciences for their owne ends and that so having intangled them with false feares they might heale them againe with false cures Againe though the soule be not ignorant yet if it be forgetfull and mindlesse if as Heb. 12. the Apostle saith You have forgot the consolation that speaks unto you c. Wee have no more present actuall comfort then we have remembrance help a godly mans memory and help his comfort like unto charcoale which having once been kindled are the more easie to take fire He that hath formerly knowne things takes ready acquaintance of them againe as old friends things are not strange to him And further want of setting due price upon comforts as the Israelites were taxed for setting nothing by the pleasant land It is a great fault when as they said to Iob the consolations of the Almighty seeme light and small unto us unlesse we have some outward comfort which we linger after Adde unto this a childish kinde of peevishnesse when they have not what they would have like children they throw away al which though it be very offensive to Gods spirit yet it seazeth often upon men otherwise gracious Abraham himselfe wanting children undervalued all other blessings Ionas because hee was crossed of his gourd was weary of his life The like may be said of Elias flying from Iezebel This peevishnesse is increased by a too much flattering of their griefe 〈◊〉 farre as to justifie it Like Ionas I dâ—… well to be angry even unto death he would stand to it Some with Rachel are so peremptory that they will not be comforted as if they were in love with their grievances Wilfull men are most vexed in their crosses It is not for those to bee wilfull that have not a great measure of wisedome to guide their wils
about matters that are variable which especially fals ouâ—… in games of hazard wherein they ofâ—… spare not Divine Providence it selfe but break out into blasphemy Likewise men that graspe more businesses then they can discharge must needs beare both the blame and the griefe of losing or marring many businesses It being almost impossible to doe many things so well as to give content to Conscience Hence it is that covetous and busie men trouble both their hearts and their houses though some men from a largenesse of parts and a speciall dexterity in affaires may turne over much yet the most capacious heart hath its measure and when the cup is full a little drop may cause the rest to spill There is a spirituall surfet when the soule is over-charged with businesse it is fit the soule should have its meet burthen and no more As likewise those that depend too much upon the opinions of other men A very light matter will refresh and then againe discourage a minde that rests too much upon the liking of others Men that seeke themselves too much abroad finde themselves disquieted at home even good men many times are too much troubled with the unjust censures of other men specially in the day of their trouble It was Iobâ—… case and it is a heavy thing to have affliction added to affliction It was Hannahs case who being troubled in spirit was censured by Eli for distemper iâ—… braine but for vain men who live moâ—… to reputation then to conscience iâ—… cannot be that they should long enjoy setled quiet because those in whoâ—… good opinion they desire to dwell aâ—… ready often to take up contrary conceits upon slender grounds It is also a ground of overmuch trouble when we looke too much and too-long upon the ill in our selves and abroad we may fixe our eyes too long even upon sinne it selfe considering that we have not onely a remedy against the hurt by sinne but a commandement to rejoyce alwayes in the Lord Much more may we erre in poring too-much upon our afflictions wherein we may finde alwayes in our selves upon search a cause to justifie God and alwaies something left to comfort us Though we naturally minde more 〈◊〉 crosse then a hundred favours dwelling overlong upon the sore So likewise our mindes may be too much taken up in consideration of the miseries of the times at home and abroad as if Christ did not rule in the midst of his enemies and would not help all in due time or as if the condition of the Church in this world were not for the most part in an afflicted and conflicting condition Indeed there is a perfect rest both for the soules and bodies of Gods people but that is not in this world but is kept for hereafter here we are in a sea where what can wee look for but stormes To insist upon no more one cause is that wee doe usurpe upon God and take his office upon us by troubling our selves in forecasting the event of things whereas our worke is onely to doe our work and be quiet as children when they please their parents take no further thought our trouble is the fruit of our folly in this kinde That which we should observe from all that hath beene saâ—… is that wee bee not overhasty in consuring others when wee see their spirits out of temper for we see how many things there are that work strongly upon the weak nature of man Wee may sinne more by harsh censure then they by overmuch distemper as in Iobs case it was a matter rather of just griefe and pity then great wonder or heavy censure And for our selves If our estate be calme for the present yet wee should labour to prepare our hearts not onely for an alteration of estate but of spirit unlesse wee be marvellous carefull before hand that our spirits fall not down with our Condition And if it befalls us to find it otherwise with our soules then at other times we should so farre labour to beare it as that wee doe not judge it our owne case alone when we see here David thus to complaine of himselfe Why art thou cast downe ô my soule c. CAP. IV. Of casting downe our selves And specially by sorow Evills thereof TO returne againe to the words Why art thou cast downe ô my soule c. or why dost thou cast downe thy selfe or art cast downe by thy selfe Whence we may further observe That wee are prone to cast downe our selves wee are accessary to our owne trouble and weave the web of our owne sorow and hamper our selves in the coards of our owne twining God neither loves nor wills that we should be too much cast down Wee see our Saviour Christ how carefull hee was that his Disciples should not bee troubled and therefore hee labours to prevent that trouble which might arise by his suffering and departure from them by a heavenly sermon Let not your hearts bee troubled c. Hee was troubled himselfe that wee should not bee troubled The ground therefore of our disquiet is chiefly from our selves though Satan will have a hand in it We see many like sullen birds in a cage beate themselves to death This casting downe of our selves is not from humility but from Pride wee must have our will or God shall not have a good look from us but as pertish and peevish children we hang our heads in our bosome because our wâ—… are crost Therefore in all our troubles wee should looke first home to our owne hearts and stop the storme there for wee may thanke our owne selves not onely for our troubles but likewise for overmuch troubling ourselves in trouble It was not the troubled conditioâ—… that so disquieted Davids soule for if hee had had a quiet minde it would not have troubled him But Davis yeelded to the discouragements of the flesh and the flesh so farre as it is unsubdued is like the sea that is alwayes casting mire and dirt of doubts discouragements and murmurings in the soule let us therefore lay the blame where it is to be laid Againe wee see it is the nature of sorow to cast downe as of joy to lift up Griefe is like lead to the soule heavie and cold it sinks downwards and carries the soule with it The poore Publican to shew that his soule was cast downe under the sight of his sinnes hung downe his head the position of his body was sutable to the disposition of his minde his heart and head were cast downe alike And it is Satans practice to goe over the hedge where it is lowest he addes more weights to the soule by his tentations and vexations His sinne cast him out of heaven and by his temptations hee cast us out of our Paradice and ever since he labors to cast us deeper into sinne wherein his scope is to cast us either into too much trouble for sinne or presumption
expectation of them 3. and preparatiâ—… for them When any thing is strange and sudden and lights upon us unfurnished and unfenced it must needs pâ—… our spirits out of frame It is good therefore to make all kinde of troubles familiar to us in our thoughts at least and this will breake the force of them It is good to fence our soules before-hand against all assaults as men use to keepe out the Sea by raising bankes and if a breach bee made to repaire 〈◊〉 presently We had need to maintaine a strong Garrison of holy Reasons against the assaults of strong passions wee may hope for the best but feare the worst and prepare to beare whatsoever We say that a set diet is dangerous because variety of occasions will force us upon breaking of it So in this world of changes wee cannot resolve upon any certaine condition of life for upon alteration the minde is out of frame We cannot say this or that trouble shall not befall yet we may by helpe of the Spirit say nothing that doth befall shall make mee doe that which is unworthy of a Christian That which others make easie by suffering that a wise man maketh easie by thinking of beforehand If we expect the worst when it comes it is no more than wee thought of If better befals us than it is the sweeter to us the lesse wee expected it Our Saviour foretels the worst In the world you shall have tribulation therefore looke for it but then hee will not leave us Satan deludes with faire promises but when the contrary falls out hee leave his followers in their distresses Wee desire peace and rest but wee seeke iâ—… not in its owne place there is a rest for Gods people but that is not here nor yet but it remaines for them they rest frâ—… their labours but that is after they are dead in the Lord. There is no sound rest till then Yet this caution must be remembred that wee shape not in oâ—… fancies such troubles as are never likely to fall out It comes either from weaknesse or guiltinesse to feare shaddowes We shall not need to make crosses they will as we say of foule weather come before they be sent for How many evills doe people feare from which they have no further hurt then wâ—… is bred onely by their causelesse feaâ—… Nor yet if they be probable must wee thinke of them so as to be altogether so affected as if undoubtedly they would come for so wee give certaine strength to an uncertaine crosse and usurpe upon God by anticipating thâ—… which may never come to passe It was rashnesse in David to say I shâ—… one day perish by the hand of Saul If they be such troubles as will certainely come to passe as parting with friends and contentments at least by death than I thinke of them so as not to be much dismayed but furnish thy heart with strength before-hand that they may fall the lighter 2. Thinke of them so as not to give up the bucklers to passion and lye open as a faire marke for any uncomfortable accident to strike to the heart nor yet so think of them as to despise them but to consider of Gods meaning in them and how to take good by them 3. Thinke of the things we enjoy so as to moderate our enjoying of them by considering there must be a parting and therefore how wee shall bee able to beare it when it comes 2. If we desire not to be overcharged with sorrow when that which we feare is fallen upon us we must then before-hand looke that our love to any thing in this world shoot not so farre as that when the time of severing commeth we part with so much of our hearts by that rent Those that love too 〈◊〉 will alwayes grieve too much It is tâ—… greatnesse of our affections which câ—… seth the sharpnesse of our afflictions 〈◊〉 that cannot abound without pride aâ—… high-mindednesse will not want wiâ—… out-too-much dejectednesse Love 〈◊〉 planted for such things as can retuâ—… love and make us better by loving them wherein we shall satisfie our loâ—… to the full It is pitty so sweet an affection should be lost So sorrow is 〈◊〉 sinne and for other things as they mâ—… sinne the more bitter to us The 〈◊〉 of a Christian should be a meditatiâ—… how to unloose his affections from inferiour things hee will easily die that 〈◊〉 dead before in affection But this will never be unlesse the soule seeth some thing better than al things in the world upon which is may bestow it selfe In that measure our affections die in theâ—… excessive motion to things below 〈◊〉 they are taken up with the love and admiration of the best things He that 〈◊〉 much in heaven in his thoughts is free from being tossed with tempest here below the top of those mountaines that are above the middle Region are so quiet as that the lightest things as ashes lie still and are not moved The way to mortifie earthly members that bestirre themselves in us is to mind things above The more the wayes of wisedome lead us on high the more wee avoyd the snares below In the uncertainty of all events here labour to frame that contentment in and from our owne selves which the things themselves wil not yeeld frame peace by freeing our hearts from too much feare and riches by freeing our hearts from covetous desires Frame a sufficiencie out of contentednesse If the soule it self be out of tune outward things will doe no more good than a faire shooe to a gouty foote And seeke not our selves abroad out of our selves in the conceits of other men A man shall never live quietly that hath not learned to be set light by of others He that is little in his owne eyes will not be troubled to be little in the eyes of others Men that set too high a price upon themselves when others will not come to their price are discontent Those whose condition iâ—… above their worth their pride above their condition shall never want sorrow yet wee must maintaine our authority and the Image of God in our places for that is Gods and not ours and we ought so to carrie our selves as we approve our selves to their consciences though we have not their good words Let none despise thy youth saith Saint Paul to Timothy that is Walke sâ—… before them as they shall have no cause It is not in our owne power what other men thinke or speake but it is in oâ—… power by Gods grace to live so thâ—… none can thinke ill of us but by slandering and none beleeve ill but by too much credulity 3. When any thing seiseth upon us wee must take heed we mingle not oâ—… owne passions with it wee must 〈◊〉 ther bring sinne to nor mingle 〈◊〉 with the suffering for that wil trouble the spirit more than the trouble it 〈◊〉 We are more to deale
with our owâ—… hearts than with the trouble it selfe We are not hurt till our soules be hurt God will not have it in the power of any creature to hurt our soules but by our owne treason against our selves Therfore we should have our hearts in continuall jealousie for they are ready to deceive the best In suddaine encounters some sinne doth many times discover it selfe the seed whereoflyeth hid in our natures which wee thinke our selves very free from Who would have thought the seeds of murmuring had lurked in the meeke nature of Moses That the seeds of murther had lurked in the pittifull heart of David That the seeds of deniall of Christ had lyen hid in the zealous affection of Peter towards Christ If passions breake out from us which we are not naturally enclined unto and over which by grace wee have got a great conquest how watchfull need wee be over our selves in those things which by temper custome and company wee are carried unto and what cause have wee to feare continually that wee are worse than we take our selves to be There are many unruly passions lye hid in us untill they be drawne out by something that meeteth with them either I by way of opposition as when the truth of God spiritually unfolded meets with some beloved corruption it swelleth bigger the force of Gunpowder is not knowne untill some sparke light on it and oftentimes the stillest natures if crossed discover the deepest corruptions Sometimes it is drawne out by dealing with the opposite spirits of other men Oftentimes retyred men know not what lies hid in themselves 2. Sometimes by crosses as many people whilest the freshnesse and vigour of their spirits lasteth and while the flower of age and a full supply of all things continueth seeme to be ofâ—… pleasing and calme disposition bâ—… afterwards when changes come like Iobs wife they are discovered Thâ—… that which in nature is unsubdued openly appeares 3. Temptations likewise have a searching power to bring that to light in us which was hidden before Sathan hath beene a winnower and a sister of old hee thought if Iob had beene but touched in his body hee would have cursed God to his face Some men out of policie conceale their passion untill they see some advantage to let it out as Esau smoothered his hatred untill his fathers death When the restraint is taken away Men as wee say shew themselves in their pure naturalls unloose a Tyger or a Lyon and you know what he is 4. Further let us see more every day into the state of our owne soules what a shame is it that so nimble and swift a spirit as the soule is that can mount up to heaven from thence come downe into the earth in an instant should whilest it lookes over all other things over-looke it selfe that it should bee skilfull in the story almost of all times and places and yet ignorant of the story of it selfe that we should know what is done in the Court and Countrey and beyond the Seas and be ignorant of what is done at home in our owne hearts that we should live knowne to others and yet die unknowne to our selves that we should be able to give account of any thing better then of our selves to our selves This is the cause why we stand in our owne light why wee thinke better of our selves than others and better then is cause This is that which hindreth all reformation for how can wee reforme that which wee are not willing to see and so wee lose one of the surest evidences of our sincerity which is a willingnesse to search into our hearts and to bee searched by others A sincere heart will offer it selfe to triall And therefore let us sift our actions and our passions and see what is flesh in them and what is spirit and so separate the precious from the vile It is good likewise to consider what sinne we were guilty of before which moved GOD to give us up to excesse in any passion and wherein we have grieved his Spirit Passion will bee 〈◊〉 moderate when thus it knowes it must come to the triall and censure This course will either make us weary of passion or else passion will make us weary of this strict course Wee shall find it the safest way to give our hearts no rest till we have wrought on them to purpose and gotten the mastery over them When the soule is invred to this dealing with it selfe it will learne the skill to command and passions will be soone commanded as being invred to be examined and checked As wee see doggs and such like domesticall creatures that will not regard a stranger yet will be quieted in brawles presently by the voice of their Master to which they are accustomed This fits us for service Unbroken spirits are like unbroken horses unfit for any use untill they be thorowly subdued 5. And it were best to prevent as much as in us lieth the very first risings before the soule bee overcast Passions are but little motions at the first but grow as Rivers doe greater and greater the further they are carried from their Spring The first risings are the more to bee looked unto because there is most danger in them and we have least care over them Siâ—… like rust or a Canker will by little aâ—… little eate out all the graces of the soule There is no staying when we are once downe the hill till we come to the bottome No sin but is easier kept out tâ—… driven out If wee cannot prevent wicked thoughts yet wee may deny them lodging in our hearts It is our giving willing entertainment to sinfull motions that increaseth guilt and hinderâ—… our peace It is that which moveth God to give us up to a further degree of evill affections Therefore what we are afraid to doe before men we should bee afraid to thinke before God It would much further our peace to keep our judgements cleare as being the eye of the soule whereby we may discerne in every action and passion what is good and what is evill as likewise to preserve rendernesse of heart that may checke us at the first and not brooke the least evill being discovered When the heart begins once to be kindled it is easie to smother the smoke of passion which otherwise will fume up into the head and gather into so thicke a cloud as wee shall lose the sight of our selves and what is best to bee done And therefore David here labours to take up his heart at the first his care was to crush the very first insurrections of his soule before they came to break forth into open rebellion stormes we know rise out of little gusts Little risings neglectd cover the soule before wee are aware If wee would checke these risings and stifle them in their birth they would not breake out afterwards to the reproach of Religion to the scandall of the weake
till God in judgement gave him up to what his covetous heart led him unto A man is not fit to deliberate till his heart be purged of false aymes for else God will give him up to the darknesse of his owne spirit and he will bee alwayes warping unfit for any byas Where the aymes are good there God delighteth to reveale his good pleasure Such a soule is levell and suitable to any good counsell that shall bee given and prepared to entertaine it In what measure any last is favoured in that measure the soule is darkned Even wise Solomon whilest he gave way to his lust had like to have lost his wisdome We must looke to our place wherein God hath set us if we be in subjection to others their authority ought to sway with us Neither is it the calling of those that are subjects to enquire over-curiously into the mysteries of government for that both in peace and war breeds much disturbance and would trouble all designes The lawes under which we live are particular determinations of the law of God in some duties of the second table For example The Law of God sayes Exact no more then what is thy due But what in particular is thy due and what another mans the lawes of men determine and therefore ought to be a rule unto us so farre as they reach though it be too narrow a rule to be good only so farre as mans law guides unto Yet law being the joynt reason and consent of many men for publique good hath an use for guidance of all actions that fall under the same Where it dashes not against Gods law what is agreeable to law is agreeable to conscience The law of God in the due enlargement of it to the least beginning and occasions is exceeding broad and allowes of whatsoever stands with the light of reason or the bonds of humanity civility c. and whatsoever is against these is so farre against Gods law So that higher rules be looked to in the first place there is nothing lovely or praise-worthy among men but ought to be seriously thought on Nature of it selfe is wilde and untamed and impatient of the yoke but as beasts that cannot endure the yoke at first after they are enured a while unto it beare it willingly cary their work more easily by it So the yoke of obedience makes the life regular and quiet The meeting of authority and obedience together maintaines the order and peace of the world So of that Question Though blindfold obedience such as our Adversaries would have be such as will never stand with sound peace of conscience which alwayes lookes to have light to direct it for else a blinde conscience would breed blinde feares yet in such doubtfull cases wherein we cannot winde out our selves we ought to light our candles at others whom we have cause to thinke by their place and parts should see further then wee In matters of outward estate wee will have men skilfull of our counsell and Christians would finde more sound peace if they would advise with their godly and learned Pastors and friends Where there is not a direct word there is place for the counsell of a prudent man And it is a happinesse for them whose businesse is much and parts not large to have the benefit of those that can give ayme and see further then themselves The meanest Christian understands his owne way and knowes how to doe things with better advantage to his soule then a gracelesse though learned man yet is still glad of further discovery In counsell there is peace the thoughts being thus established When wee have advised and served Gods providence in the use of meanes then if it fall out otherwise then wee looke for wee may confidently conclude that God would not have it so otherwise to our griefe we may say it was the fruit of our owne rashnesse Where we have cause to thinke that wee have used better meanes in the search of grounds and are more free from partiall affections then others there we may use our owne advise more safely Otherwise what wee doe by consent from others is more secure and lesse offensive as being more countenanced In advice with others it is not sufficient to be generally wise but experienced and knowing in that wee aske which is an honour to Gods gifts where we finde them in any kinde When we set about things in passion we work not as men or Christians but in a bestiall manner The more passion the lesse discretion because passion hinders the sight of what is to be done It clouds the soule and puts it on to action without advisement Where passions are subdued and the soule purged and cleared there is nothing to hinder the impression of Gods spirit the soule is fitted as a cleane glasse to receive light from above And that is the reason why mortified men are fittest to advise with in the particular cases incident to a Christian life After all advise extract what is fittest and what our spirits do most bend unto For in things that concerne our selves God affords a light to discerne out of what is spoken what best suteth us And every man is to follow most what his owne conscience after information dictates unto him because conscience is Gods deputy in us and under God most to bee regarded and whosoever sinnes against it in his own construction sinnes against God God vouchsafeth every Christian in some degree the grace of spirituall prudence whereby they are enabled to discerne what is fittest to be done in things that fall within their compasse It is good to observe the particular becks of providence how things joyne and meete together fit occasions and suting of things are intimations of Gods will Providence hath a language which is well understood by those that have a familiar acquaintance with Gods dealing they see a traine of providence leading one way more then to another Take especiall heed of not grieving the Spirit when he offers to bee our guide by studying evasions and wishing the case were otherwise This is to be Law-givers to our selves thinking that we are wiser than God The use of discretion is not to direct us about the end whether wee should doe well or ill for a single heart alwayes aymes at good but when we resolve upon doing well and yet doubt of the manner how to performe it discretion lookes not so much to what is lawfull for that is taken for granted but what is most expedient A discreet man lookes not to what is best so much as what is fittest in such and such respects by eying circumstances which if they sort not doe vary the nature of the thing it selfe And because it is not in man to know his owne wayes we should looke up unto Christ the great Councellour of his Church to vouchsafe the spirit of counsell and direction to us that may make our way plaine before us by
are good but confidence in them is hurtfull and there is more of our owne in them for the most part to humble us then of Gods spirit to embolden us so farre as to trust in them Alas they have nothing from us but weaknesse and defilement and therefore since the fall GOD would have the object of our trust to be out of our selves in him and to that purpose he useth all meanes to take us out of our selves and from the creature that he only might be our trust Yea wee must not trust trust it selfe but God whom it relyes on who is therefore called our trust All the glorious things that are spoken of trust are onely made good by God in Christ who as trusted doth all for us God hath prescribed trust as the way to carry our soules to himselfe in whom we should only rely and not in our imperfect trust which hath its ebbing and flowing Neither will trust in God himselfe for the present suffice us for future strength and grace as if trusting in God to day would suffice to strengthen us for tomorrow but wee must renew our trust for fresh supply upon every fresh occasion So that wee see God alone must be the object of our trust There is still left in mans nature a desire of pleasure profit and of what ever the creature presents as good but the desire of gracious good is altogether lost the soule being wholy infected with a contrary taste Man hath a nature capable of excellency and desirous of it and the Spirit of God in and by the word reveales where true excellency is to bee had but corrupt nature leaving God seeketh it elsewhere and so crosseth its owne desires till the Spirit of God discovers where these things are to be had and so nature is brought to its right frame againe by turning the streame into the right current Grace and sinfull nature have the same generall object of comfort onely sinfull nature seekes it in broken Cisterns and grace in the fountain the beginning of our true happinesse is from the discovery of true and false objects so as the soule may cleerely see what is best and safest and then stedfastly rely upon it It were an happy way to make the soule better acquainted with trusting in God to labour to subdue at the first all unruly inclinations of the soule to earthly things and to take adâ—…antage of the first tendernesse of the soule to weede out that which is ill and to plant knowledge and love of the best things in it otherwise where affections to any thing below get much strength in the soule it will by little and little be so overgrowne that there will be no place left in it either for obiect or act God or trust God cannot come to take his place in the heart by trust but where the powers of the soule are brought under to regard him and those great things hee brings with him above all things else in the world beside In these glorious times wherein so great a light shineth whereby so great things are discovered what a shame is it to be so narrow hearted as to fixe upon present things Our aymes and affections should be sutable to the things themselves set before us Our hearts should be more and more inlarged as things are more and more revealed to â—…s Wee see in the things of this life as wisedome and experience increaseth so our aimes and desires increase likewise A young beginner thinkes it a great matter if hee have a little to begin withall but as he growes in trading and seeth further wayes of getting his thoughts and desires are raised higher Children thinke as Children but riper age puts away childishnesse when their understandings are inlarged to see what they did not see before we should never rest till our hearts according to the measure of revelation of those excellent things which God hath for us have answerable apprehension of the same Oh if we had but faith to answer those glorious truths which God hath revealed what manner of lives should we leade CHAP. XX. Of the method of trusting in God and the tryall of that trust LAstly to add no more our trusting in God should follow Gods order in promising The first promise is of forgivenesse of sinne to repentant beleevers next 2. of healing and sanctifying grace then 3. the inheritance of the Kingdome of Heaven to them that are sanctifyed 4. and then the promises of all things needfull in our way to the Kingdome c. Now answerably the soule being inlightned to see its danger should looke first to Gods mercy in Christ pardoning sinne because sinne onely divides betwixt God and the soule next to the promises of grace for the leading of a Christian life for true faith desires hea ling mercy as well as pardoning mercy and then to Heaven and all things that may bring us thither By all this wee see that it is not so easie a matter as the world takes it to bring God and the soule together by trusting on him It must be effected by the mighty power of God raising up the soule to himselfe to lay hold upon the glorious power goodnesse and other excellencies that are in him God is not onely the object but the working cause of our trust for such is our pronenesse to live by sense and naturall reason and such is the strangenesse and height of divine things such our inclination to a selfe sufficiency and contentment in the creature and so hard a matter is it to take off the soule from false bottomes by reason of our unacquaintance with God and his wayes besides such guilt still remaines upon our soules for our rebellion and unkindnesse towards God that it makes us afraid to entertaine serious thoughts of him and so great is the distance betwixt his infinite Majesty before whom the very Angels doe cover their faces and us by reason of the unspiritualnesse of our nature being opposite to his most absolute purity that we cannot be brought to any familiarity with the Lord so as to come into his holy presence with confidence to rely upon him or any comfort to have communion with him till our hearts be sanctified and lifted up by divine vigour infused into them Though there be some inclination by reason of the remainder of the image of God in us to an outward morall obedience of the Law yet alas we have not onely no seeds of Evangelicall truths and of faith to beleeve them but an utter contrariety in our natures as corrupted either to this or any other good When our conscience is once awaked we meditate nothing but feares and terrors and dare not so much as think of an angry God but rather how wee may escape and fly from him Therefore together with a deepe consideration of the grounds wee have of trusting God it is necessary wee should thinke of the indisposition of our hearts unto it especially
trust in God In this case wee must goe to God with whom all things are possible to put forth his Almighty power not only in the pardoning but in subduing our iniquities He that can make a Camell goe through a needles eye can make a high conceited man lowly a rich man humble Therefore never question his power much lesse his willingnesse when he is not onely ready to receive us when we returne but perswades and intreates us to come in unto him yea after back-sliding and false dealing with him wherein he allowes no mercy to be shewed by man yet he will take liberty to shew mercy himselfe But I have often relapsed and fallen into the same sin againe and againe If Christ will have us pardon our brother seaventy seaven times can wee thinke that hee will enjoyne us more then he will be ready to doe himselfe when in case of shewing mercy hee would have us thinke his thoughts to be farre above ours Adam lost all by once sinning but we are under a better covenant a covenant of mercy and are encouraged by the Sonne to goe to the Father every day for the sinnes of that day Where the worke of grace is begun sin loses strength by every new fall for hence issues deeper humility stronger hatred fresh indignation against our selves more experience of the deceitfulnesse of our hearts renewed resolutions untill sin be brought under That should not drive us from God which God would have us make use of to flye the rather to him since there is a throne of grace set up in Jesus Christ we may boldly make use of and let us be ashamed to sinne and not ashamed to glorifie Gods mercy in begging pardon for sin Nothing will make us more ashamed to sin then thoughts of so free and large mercy It will grieve an ingenuous spirit to offend so good a God Ah that there should be such an heart in me as to tire the patience of God and damme up his goodnesse as much as in me lyes but this is our comfort that the plea of mercy from a broken spirit to a gracious Father will ever hold good When wee are at the lowest in this world yet there are these three grounds of comfort still remaining 1. That wee are not yet in the place of the damned whose estate is unalterable 2. That whilest we live there is time and space for recovering of our selves 3. That there is grace offered if we will not shut our hearts against it O but every one hath his time my good houre may be past That is counsell to thee it is not past if thou canst raise up thy heart to God and embrace his goodnesse Shew by thy yeelding unto mercy that thy time of mercy is not yet out rather then by concluding uncomfortably willingly betray thy selfe to thy greatest enemy enforcing that upon thy selfe which God labours to draw thee from As in the sinne against the Holy Ghost feare shewes that wee have not committed it So in this a tender heart fearing least our time bee past shewes plainely that it is not past Looke upon examples when the Prodigall in his forlorne condition was going to his Father his Father stayed not for him but meetes him in the way he did not only goe but ranne to meet him God is more willing to entertain us then we are to cast our selves upon him As there is a fountaine opened for sinne and for uncleannesse so it is a living fountaine of living water that runnes for ever and can never bee drawne dry Here remember that I build not a shelter for the presumptuous but only open an harbour for the truly humbled soule to put himselfe into CHAP. XXII Of sorow for sin and hatred of sinne when right and sufficient Helps thereto AH there 's my misery If I could bee humbled for sinne I might hope for mercy but I never yet knew what a broken heart meant this soule of mine was never as yet sensible of the griefe and smart of sinne how then can I expect any comfort It is one of Sathans policies to hold us in a dead and barren condition by following us with conceits that wee have not sorowed in proportion to our offences True it is we should labour that our sorow might in some measure answer to the haynousnesse of our sins but we must know sorrow is not required for it selfe in that degree as faith is If we could trust in God without much sorow for our sins then it would not be required for God delights not in our sorow as sorow God in mercy both requires it and workes it as thereby making us capable vessels of mercy fit to acknowledge value and walke worthy of Christ he requres it as it is a means to imbitter sin and the delightfull pleasures thereof unto us and by that meanes bring us to a right judgement of our selves and the creature with which sinne commits spirituall adultery that so we may recover our taste before lost And then when with the Prodigall wee returne unto our selves having lost our selves before we are fit to judge of the basenesse of sin and of the worth of mercy and so upon grounds of right reason bee willing to alter our condition and embrace mercy upon any tearmes it shall please Christ to injoyne Secondly if we could grieve and cast downe our selves beneath the earth as low as the nethermost pit yet this would be no satisfaction to God for sin of it selfe it is rather an enterance and beginning of hell Thirdly we must search what is the cause of this want of griefe which wee complaine of whether it be not a secret cleaving to the creature and too much contentment in it which oft stealeth away the heart from God and brings in such contentment as is subject to faile and deceive us whereupon from discontentment wee grieve which griefe being carnall hinders griefe of a better kinde Usually the causes of our want of griefe for sin are these First a want of serious consideration and dwelling long enough upon the cause of griefe which springs either from an unsetlednesse of Nature or distractions from things without Moveable dispositions are not long affected with any thing One maine use of crosses is to take off the soule from that it is dangerously set upon and to fixe our running spirits For though griefe for crosses hinder spirituall griefe yet worldly delights hinder more That griefe is lesse distant from true griefe and therfore neerer to be turned into it And put case wee could call off our mindes from other things and set them on griefe for our sinnes yet it is onely Gods spirit that can worke our hearts to this griefe and for this end perhaps God holds us off from it to â—…each us that he is the teacher of the heart to grieve And thereupon it is our duty to waite till hee reveale our selves so
to â—…easure it Therefore whatsoever â—…e God brings my soule into I am 〈◊〉 rest in his goodnesse and not except â—…gainst his dealing That peace and joy â—…ich riseth from griefe in the use of â—…eanes and makes the soule more â—…ble and thankfull to God and lesse censorious and more pitifull to others is no illusion nor false light The maine end of griefe and sorow is tâ—… make us value the grace and mercy of God in Christ above all the contentments which sinne feeds on Which where it is found we may know that griefe for sin hath enough possessed the soule before The sufficiency of things is to be judged by an answerablenesse to their use and ends God makes sinne bitter that Christ may be sweet that measure of griefe and sorow is sufficient which brings us and holds us to Christ. Hatred being the strongest deepest and steadiest affection of the soule against that which is evill Griefe for sinne is then right when it springs from hatred and encreaseth further hatred against it Now the soule may bee knowne to hate sin when it seekes the utter â—…lishing of it for hatred is an impâ—…ble and irreconcileable affection True hatred is caried against 〈◊〉 whole kinde of sin without respect 〈◊〉 any wrong done to us but only out of meere Antipathie and contrariety of â—…sposition to it As the Lambe hateth â—…he whole kinde of Wolves and man â—…eth the whole kinde of Serpents A load does us no harme but yet wee â—…e it That which is hatefull to us the â—…earer it is the more wee shun and abâ—…orre it as venomous Serpents and â—…full creatures because the neerenesse of the object affects us more deeply Therefore if our griefe spring â—…om true hatred of sinne it will make â—…o new league with it but grieve for 〈◊〉 sinne especially for our owne particular sinnes as being contrary to the worke of Gods grace in us then is griefe 〈◊〉 affection of the new creature and every way of the right breed But for fuller satisfaction in this case â—…e must know there is sometimes griefe 〈◊〉 sin in us when we thinke there is none 〈◊〉 wants but stirring up by some quickning word the remembrance of Gods â—…avours and our unkindnesse or the aâ—…â—…aking of our consciences by some â—…osse will raise up this affection feelingly in us As in the affection of love many thinke that they have no love to God at all yet let God be dishonoured in his name truth or children and their love will soone stirre and appeare in just anger In want of griefe for sinne we must remember 1. That wee must have this affection from God before we can bring it unto God And therefore in the second place Our chiefe care should be not to harden our hearts against the motions of the spirit stirring us to seasonable griefe for that may cause a judicial hardnesse from God God oft inflicteth some spirituall judgement as a correction upon men for not yeelding to his spirit at the first they feele a hardnesse of heart growing upon them This made the Church complaine Why hast thou hardened our hearts from thy feare which if Christians did well consider they would more carefully entertaine such impressions of sorow as the spirit in the use of the meanes and observation of Gods dealing towardâ—… tselves or others shall worke in â—…m then they doe It is a saying of 〈◊〉 Let a man grieve for his sinne and 〈◊〉 for his griefe Though wee can neiâ—…er love nor grieve nor joy of our â—…es as we should yet our hearts tell 〈◊〉 wee are often guilty of giving a â—…ck to the spirit stirring these affectiâ—… in us which is a maine cause of the â—…y sharp afflictions wee endure in â—…is life though Gods love in the main â—…er of salvation be most firme unto 〈◊〉 We must not thinke to have all this â—…fe at first at once for oftentimes â—…n deeper after a sight and feeling of Gods love then it was before God is a 〈◊〉 Agent and knowes every mans seâ—…ll mould and the severall services â—…is to use them in and oft takes liberâ—… afterwards to humble men more â—…en he hath inabled them better to â—…e it then in their first entrance inâ—… Religion Griefe before springs â—…monly from selfe-love and feare â—…ger Let no man suspect his estate â—…se God spares him in the beginning For Christians many times meete with greater trials after their conversion then ever they thought on When men take little fines they means to take the greater rent God will have his children first or last to feele what sin is and how much they are beholding to him for Christ. This griefe doth not alwayes arise frâ—… poring on sinne but by oft considering of the infinite goodnesse of God in Christ and thereby reflecting on our owne unworthinesse not onely in regard of sinne past but like wise of the sin that hangeth upon us and issues daily from 〈◊〉 The more holy a man is the more hee sees the holinesse of Gods nature with whom he desires to have communion the more he is grieved that there shoul be any thing found in him displeasing to so pure a Majestie And as all our griefe comes noâ—… 〈◊〉 first so God will not have it come 〈◊〉 once but to be a streame alwayes â—…ning fed with a spring yet withiin 〈◊〉 bankes though sometimes deepâ—… sometimes shallower Griefe for sâ—… iâ—… like a constant streame griefe for â—…her things is like a torrent or swelling waters which are soone up soone downe what it wants in greatnesse is made up in continuance Againe If wee watch not our nature there will be a spice of Popery which is a naturall Religion in this great desire of â—…re griefeâ—… as if we had that then we had something to satisfie God withall â—…nd so our mindes will run too much â—…pon workes This griefe must not â—…ly bee wrought by God revealing 〈◊〉 sinne and his mercy unto us in Christ But when it is wrought wee â—…st altogether rest in a sense of our â—…e emptinesse upon the full satisfaâ—…on and worthinesse of Christ our Saâ—… All this that hath beene said tends 〈◊〉 to the abating of our desire to have 〈◊〉 tender and bleeding heart for sinne 〈◊〉 that in the pursuit of this desire we 〈◊〉 not cast downe so as to question our â—…es if we feele not that measure of â—…se which we desire and endeavour 〈◊〉 Or to refuse our portion of joy which God offers us in Christ. Considering griefe is no further good then it makes way for joy which caused our Saviour to joyne them together Blessed are the mourners for they shall bee comforted Being thus disposed wee may commit our souls to God in peace notwithstanding Satans troubling of us in the houre of temptation CHAP. XXIII Other spirituall causes of the soules trouble discovered and removed and objectâ—…ons answered ANother thing that
the love of God in the crosse as well as out of it hee may bee cast out of his happy condition in the world but never out of Gods favour If Gods children have cause to praise God in their worst condition what diffeâ—…ce is there betwixt their best estate and their worst Howsoever Gods children have conâ—…uall occasion to praise God yet â—…ere be some more especiall seasons of praising God then others there bee dayes of Gods owne making of purpose to â—…joyce in wherein we may say This is the day which the Lord hath made let us rejoyce therein And this I thinke is â—…iefly intended here David comforts â—…imselfe with this that however it was â—…w with him yet God would deale so â—…iously with him hereafter that he â—…uld have cause to blesse his name Though in evill times we have cause 〈◊〉 praise God yet so wee are and such 〈◊〉 our spirits for the most part that â—…ction straitens our hearts Thereâ—…re the Apostle thought it the fittest â—…y in affliction to pray Is any afflicted 〈◊〉 him pray saith Iames Is any joyfull let 〈◊〉 sing Psalmes shewing that the day â—…ejoycing is the fittest day of praiâ—… God Every worke of a Christian is beautifull in its owne time the graces of Christianity have their severall offices at severall seasons in trouble prayer is in its season in the evill day call upon me saith God In better times praises should appeare and shew themselves When God manifests his goodnesse to his hee gives them grace with it to manifest their thankfulnesse to him Praising of God is then most comely though never out of season when God seemes to call for it by renewing the sense of his mercies iâ—… some fresh favour towards us If a bird will sing in Winter much more in the Spring If the heart be prepared in the Winter time of adversity to praise God how ready will it bee when it iâ—… warmed with the glorious sunshine of his favour Our life is nothing but as it were a webbe woven with interminglings 〈◊〉 wants and favours crosses and blessings standings and failings combate and victory therefore there should be a perpetuall intercourse of praying and prâ—… sing in our hearts There is alwayes ground of communion with God in â—…e of these kindes till wee come to â—…at condition wherein all wants shall be supplied where indeed is only matter of praise Yet praising God in this â—…fe hath this prerogative that here we praise him in the middest of his enemies In heaven all will bee in consort with us God esteemes it an honour in the middest of devils and wicked men whose life is nothing but a dishonour aâ—… him to have those that will make his â—…e as it is in it selfe so great in the â—…ld David comforts himselfe in this that he should praise God which shewes he had inured himselfe well before to this holy exercise in which hee found â—…ch comfort that he could not but joy in the fore-thoughts of that time wherâ—… he should have fresh occasion of his â—…mer acquaintance with GOD. Thoughts of this nature enter not into â—…eart that is strange to God It is a speciall Art in time of misery 〈◊〉 thinke of matter of joy if not for the â—…sent yet for the time to come for joy disposeth to praise and praise again stirres up joy these mutually breed one another even as the seed brings forth the tree and the tree brings forth the seed It is wisdome therefore to set faith on worke to take as much comfort as wee can from future promises that wee may have comfort and strength for the present before we have the full possession of them It is the nature of faith to antidate blessings by making them that are to be performed hereafter as present now because wee have them in the promise If God had not allowed us to take many things in trust for the time to come both for his glory and our good hee would never have left such rich promises to us For faith doth not only give glory to God for the present in a present beleeving of his truth and relying upon him but as it lookes forward it sees an everlasting ground of praising God and is stirred up to praise him now for that future matter of praise which it is sure to have hereafter The very hopes of future good made David praise God for the present If the happy condition wee looke for were present wee would embrace it with present praises Now faith is the evidence of things not sâ—…ene and gives a being to that which is not whereupon a true beleeving soule cannot but bee a praising soule For this end God reveales before hand what wee shall have that before hand we should praise him as if we possessed it For that is a great honour to his â—…uth when wee esteeme of what hee speakes as done and what he promiseth as already performed Had wee not a perpetuall confidence in the perpetuity of his love to us how is it possible we should praise him But we want those grounds for the time is come which David had hee had particular promises which we want Though we want Vrim and Thumâ—… and the Prophets to foretell us what the times to come shall be yet we have the Canon of Scripture enlarged â—…e live under a more glorious manifestation of Christ and under a more plentifull shedding of the Spirit wherby that want is abundantly supplyed we have generall promises for the time to come that God will never faile nor forsake us that he will be with us in fire and in water that he will give an issue to the temptation and that the issue of all things shall be for our good that we shall reape the quiet fruit of righteousnesse and no good thing will he withhold from them that tend a godly life c. If wee had a spirit of faith to apply these generalls we should see much of Gods goodnesse in particular Besides generall promises wee have some particular ones for the time to come of the confusion of Antichrist of the conversion of the Iewes and fulnesse of the Gentiles c. which though we perhaps shall never live to see yet we are members of that body which hereafter shall see the same which should stir up our hearts to praise God as if we did enjoy the present fulfilling of them our selves for faith can present them to the soule as if they were now present Some that have a more neere communion with God may have a particular faith of some particular deliverances whereupon they may ground particular prayer Luther praying for a sicke friend who was very comfortable and usefull to him had a particular answer for his recovery whereupon he was so confident that he sent word to his friend that hee should certainly recover Latimer prayed with great zeale for three things 1. That
David takes up his rest and so let us Then whatsoever times come wee are sure of a hiding place and Sanctuary FINIS HAB. 3. 17. Although the figge tree shall not blossome neither shall fruit be in the Vines the labour of the Olive shall faile and the fields shall yeeld no meat c. yet I will rejoyce in the Lord I will joy in the God of my salvation PSAL. 91. 1. 2. Hee that dwelleth in the secret place of the most high shall lodge under the shadow of the Almighty I will say of the Lord He is my refuge and my fortresse My God in him will I trust PSAL. 73. 26. My strength and my heart faileth but God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever An Alphabeticall Table of chiefe things in the fore-going Treatise A. ACtions of man what are the principles of them Page 221 Admire Gods love 479 Adventure of faith makes a rich returne 490 Affections their conflict one with another 79. How to be ordered 104. In case of Gods dishonour no affection is excessive 106 Affections why they doe not alwayes follow the judgement 377. God most to be affected 498 Appearance of salvation in the countenance whence and why 469 Application of mercy in particular necessary reasons 482. In the wicked it is a lye 485. It is no easie matter to say My God 486. When it is right 495. A shame not to improve it 511 Arguments for faith to come to God 418 Art in bearing of troubles 64 Art in misery to think of matter of joy 429 Assurance of Gods favour what we should doe in the want thereof 441 B Backe faith with strong reasons and arguments 414 Beauty of a well-ordered soule 135 Beauty of Christians works performed in season 428 Bilneyes offence at a Preacher 362 Blasphemy temptations of blasphemy and how checked 350 Breach of inward peace still looke at thy selfe therein 149 Bookes all written to amend the booke of conscience 67 C Casting downe disquiets why 44. Remedies against casting downe 46 Censure not Christians distempered dangerous so to doe 40 Change of nature changeth all 187 Changes must be fore-thought of 128 Caution in fore-casting such changes 120. Direrections for this fore-thinking of troubles 121 Character of a good soule 378 Christ is salvation clothed in mans flesh 465 Christian Calling what is the true ability to it grace not gifts onely 405. Particular Calling directions for it 408 Combats spirituall how discerned from that of common grace and light 83 Comfort in the Churches troubles 411. and 471. Comfort amisse sought in sanctification 28. Yet to have and hold comfort grow up in holinesse 30 Comforters in way of humanity many few in way of Christianity 227. Graces necessary in a good Comforter 230. Method of comforting 231. A sinne not to comfort the afflicted 235. How comfort tendered doth no good miscarriages therein 238 Communion with God to be sought and how Christians have continuall ground of it 429 Communion of friends in watching over one another 2â—…5 In comforting one another 218 Complaine of thy selfe not of God nor others 74 Concupiscence not severely censured by Papists 153 Condition of life none wherein we may not exercise some grace 146 A man can be in no condition wherein God is at a losse and cannot help him 265 Confidence in our selves how chased away 243 Confidence for mercies warranted to us as well as to David or others 431 Conflict of grace and corruption much cast us downe 386. Should make us trust in God the more 387 Conflicts in mans soule kindes and degrees of them 78 Conscience not cleare brings disquietnesse 30 Constancy how it quiets the spirit Consideration the best objects of it 186 Contentment to be framed to our selves and how 123. It is a speciall meanes of quieting the soule Ibid. Continuance of sinne or sinnes of continuance dangerous 359. And how to be dealt withall 360 Corruption how farre curbed or repressed by God 171 Corruptions remaining in an holy heart are naturall they would not be controlled 150 And what followes 157 Courage a meanes to stablish the soule Court of conscience in man 51. Why wee are so backward to keepe this Court 57 D Deale with thy selfe in all afflictions to get quietnesse 115 Death comfort in the houre of it 402. In the estate after death 403 Delay not the praising of God 446 Defects in life rise from defects in trust 333 There is a supply for all our defects 391 Deordination of nature to be lookt upon and how 166. Most needfull so to doe 168 Deniall of our selves necessary wherein 140. Notes of it 142 Desertion then Christ should be put betweene God and us 509 Despaire of mercy no cause of it 565 Desperation may be where is onely a generall apprehension of mercy 483 Difference betweene a carnall Christian and another 437 Discouragement in affliction incident to Gods owne people 11. Causes hereof in our selves privative 21. Positive 23. Wee are apt to cast downe our selves 41. Reasons against discouragement the hurt that comes by it 46. It crosseth our owne principles 54. In case of discouragement we should not thinke too much on our corruptions 95. A godly man knowes how to carry himselfe in discouragements 78 Disquieted wee may be for that which it is not a sinne to be disquieted for 91 Disquietnesse three notes of that which is not befitting 92 Disquietnesse for sin when it exceeds measure 94 Disquietments proper to the soule beside those of the body 108 Distrust the cause of all disquiet 252 Distempers fall if arraigned before reason 53 Doubting ariseth of Popish doctrine of works 29 Duty more to be thought of then comfort 422 Duties to be don with united forces or spirits 30 E Eloquence of Ambrose converted Austine 196 Election not knowne no hinderance to our trust in God 489 Enemies of the Church comfort against them 412 Envie not their prosperity 474 Estate of a Christian how to be judged 26 Event of things not to be too much forecasted 39 Evidence of faith more constantly upholds the soule then evidence of sight 532 Evill in an holy Christian not to be too much lookt upon 38. Nor evills of the time 39 Evills of sinne 87 Excellencies of God to be branched out for our severall uses 508 Exercise of grace preserves the soule 249 Experiments of God treasured up in the heart would much help faith 529 Experiences to be called to mind 312. And communicated to others 313 Extremities whereinto the godly are suffered to fall and why 310 Evills that are outward how remedied 593 F Faith must own God specially 480. And why 482. It relyes on a double principle 299. Why so requisite in Christians 301. It is stil shaked by the devill and wicked ones 17. It must have price set on it and how this may be 315. 317. In us no seeds of faith as of obedience 332 Fancy to be quickly limited and restrained 189. The proper use of it 193