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repentance_n and_o grace_n and_o peace_n enough_o for_o many_o year_n and_o hence_o the_o soul_n take_v its_o rest_n grow_v sluggish_a and_o negligent_a oh_o if_o you_o die_v in_o this_o case_n this_o night_n thy_o soul_n shall_v be_v take_v away_o to_o hell_n 2._o if_o when_o man_n fall_v from_o the_o lord_n and_o they_o rise_v up_o only_o in_o ordinance_n but_o fall_v down_o constant_o out_o of_o ordinance_n without_o feeling_n a_o carnal_a heart_n fall_v but_o he_o think_v himself_o be_v not_o therefore_o without_o all_o grace_n because_o in_o a_o ordinance_n his_o heart_n sometime_o be_v affect_v so_o they_o be_v ezek._n 33._o 31._o the_o prophet_n ministry_n be_v sweet_a to_o they_o but_o their_o heart_n go_v after_o their_o covetousness_n their_o hog_n their_o house_n their_o lust_n their_o lot_n and_o they_o joy_n in_o the_o prophet_n but_o never_o mourn_v for_o that_o a_o precious_a heart_n also_o fall_v out_o of_o ordinance_n but_o he_o feel_v his_o fall_n though_o he_o fall_v 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and_o curse_a one_o will_v think_v so_o for_o the_o present_a but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o because_o the_o season_n of_o fruit_n and_o leaf_n be_v not_o now_o if_o in_o spring_n and_o summer_n it_o shall_v be_v so_o than_o you_o may_v well_o suspect_v it_o thus_o jer._n 8._o 5_o 7_o 8._o yet_o they_o say_v they_o be_v wise_a and_o they_o have_v law_n and_o ordinance_n among_o they_o true_a yet_o they_o do_v not_o know_v their_o season_n hence_o fall_v with_o a_o everlasting_a backslide_n hence_o psal._n 1._o 3_o 4_o 5._o they_o be_v like_o the_o tree_n plant_v by_o the_o river_n side_n which_o bear_v in_o season_n what_o and_o when_o be_v this_o season_n quest._n i_o can_v tell_v you_o the_o season_n of_o every_o man_n answ._n but_o i_o will_v show_v you_o the_o usual_a season_n of_o many_o man_n 1._o when_o jesus_n christ_n the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n draw_v exceed_o near_o unto_o the_o soul_n and_o that_o to_o the_o revive_n of_o other_o isai._n 55._o 6._o but_o thy_o heart_n 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but_o the_o lord_n depart_v now_o this_o recover_v they_o as_o a_o man_n that_o have_v a_o friend_n though_o they_o grow_v weary_a of_o their_o company_n and_o they_o begin_v to_o carry_v away_o divers_a thing_n yet_o when_o they_o come_v to_o take_v their_o leave_n indeed_o now_o they_o recover_v and_o they_o can_v part_v now_o like_a joseph_n and_o his_o brethren_n they_o can_v neither_o of_o they_o part_n nicodeâ—â—us_n and_o joseph_n can_v contain_v but_o cleave_v to_o christ_n when_o most_o forsake_v david_n when_o god_n hide_v his_o face_n be_v trouble_v psal._n 30._o 7._o it_o be_v with_o 〈◊〉_d as_o with_o sick_a folk_n when_o their_o sickness_n and_o sore_n come_v to_o their_o height_n now_o they_o break_v and_o recover_v hos._n 5._o 15._o but_o if_o god_n depart_v from_o thou_o make_v thou_o more_o vile_a it_o make_v thou_o apostatise_v from_o he_o it_o be_v certain_a thou_o have_v never_o life_n then_o this_o be_v a_o saul_n brand_n 1_o sam._n 28._o he_o forsake_v the_o lord_n and_o go_v to_o â—_o witch_n never_o see_v you_o yet_o a_o gracious_a heart_n but_o the_o lord_n make_v extremity_n fetch_v he_o in_o and_o no_o sure_a sign_n of_o a_o ungracious_a heart_n than_o to_o have_v this_o blast_v he_o and_o drive_v he_o from_o the_o lord_n mal._n 3._o 14._o a_o man_n have_v god_n ordinance_n he_o find_v no_o profit_n no_o god_n no_o christ_n his_o affection_n be_v lose_v and_o now_o he_o forsake_v the_o lord_n oh_o when_o christ_n be_v a_o rock_n of_o offence_n woe_n wo_n wo_n to_o that_o soul_n now_o thou_o have_v neither_o summer_n nor_o winter-fruit_n oh_o look_v to_o thy_o fall_n here_o 4._o when_o man_n so_o fall_v from_o the_o lord_n as_o that_o their_o whole_a heart_n make_v choice_n of_o and_o be_v espouse_v to_o some_o lust_n wed_v to_o some_o distemper_n for_o though_o the_o saint_n may_v fall_v yet_o never_o to_o another_o lover_n for_o they_o can_v fall_v into_o any_o sin_n that_o break_v covenant_n between_o they_o and_o the_o lord_n hos._n 2._o 19_o when_o man_n make_v choice_n of_o any_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n to_o take_v content_a in_o more_o than_o in_o the_o lord_n or_o together_o with_o the_o lord_n and_o hence_o defend_v it_o as_o lawful_a and_o be_v full_o free_a in_o it_o there_o be_v never_o grace_n there_o for_o if_o any_o thing_n do_v give_v the_o saint_n content_a it_o be_v not_o their_o choice_n but_o refuse_v but_o you_o be_v wed_v to_o your_o lust_n david_n can_v say_v i_o have_v choose_v thy_o testimony_n oh_o forsake_v i_o not_o utter_o other_o choose_v somewhat_o else_o not_o thou_o psal._n 125._o 5._o
this_o your_o sin_n make_v your_o shame_n and_o there_o be_v the_o want_n of_o holiness_n 1_o pet._n 3._o 3._o man_n may_v be_v conveâ—ted_v by_o the_o wife_n and_o the_o wife_n by_o the_o husband_n not_o that_o it_o be_v always_o so_o but_o usual_o so_o second_o look_v into_o church_n what_o be_v the_o reason_n people_n lose_v their_o honour_n much_o in_o the_o heart_n of_o minister_n he_o respect_v other_o but_o not_o i_o and_o sometime_o they_o think_v now_o he_o strike_v at_o i_o and_o mean_v i_o and_o then_o the_o heart_n swell_v etc._n etc._n what_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o paul_n profess_v he_o will_v come_v with_o a_o rod_n among_o the_o corinthian_n they_o be_v babe_n and_o carnal_a and_o contentious_a and_o puâ—t_v up_o little_a love_n and_o life_n and_o what_o be_v the_o reason_n he_o set_v out_o the_o thessalonian_n so_o 1_o thess._n 1._o 5._o because_o of_o this_o they_o do_v abound_v and_o hence_o commend_v of_o all_o saint_n hence_o want_v of_o growth_n and_o 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of_o christ_n be_v not_o indeed_o see_v a_o holy_a man_n exact_a shall_v never_o want_v love_n that_o in_o every_o company_n scatter_v something_o that_o like_o christ_n go_v up_o and_o down_o do_v good_a heal_v the_o disease_n of_o man_n heart_n there_o be_v a_o man_n i_o can_v die_v with_o he_o in_o my_o very_a bosom_n i_o be_o persuade_v the_o decay_n of_o holiness_n in_o the_o life_n of_o man_n be_v the_o cause_n why_o sanctification_n be_v question_v as_o a_o evidence_n of_o justification_n and_o hence_o division_n three_o look_v abroad_o into_o the_o world_n what_o be_v the_o reason_n the_o church_n lie_v among_o the_o pot_n and_o be_v soil_v with_o so_o many_o disgrace_n that_o though_o we_o be_v the_o people_n of_o the_o lord_n yet_o we_o be_v not_o call_v so_o why_o jaâ—s_n division_n earthliness_n want_v of_o love_n and_o mercy_n murmur_n loss_n of_o former_a life_n when_o jew_n be_v shine_v with_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n king_n and_o all_o nation_n shall_v bring_v in_o 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everlasting_a name_n for_o you_o though_o you_o have_v disgrace_n by_o it_o nay_o though_o no_o success_n yet_o isa._n 49._o 5._o glorious_a in_o the_o lord_n eye_n oh_o it_o be_v a_o sweet_a course_n of_o barak_n judg._n 4._o 9_o thou_o shalâ—_n lose_v honour_n that_o be_v all_o one_o say_v she_o let_v i_o do_v the_o lord_n work_v though_o it_o be_v in_o a_o difficult_a work_n of_o pursue_v the_o lord_n enemy_n what_o profit_n have_v you_o on_o the_o other_o side_n when_o you_o seek_v it_o in_o your_o pitcher_n what_o company_n etc._n etc._n this_o be_v saul_n sin_n 1_o sam._n 15._o 30._o oh_o worship_n and_o honour_v i_o nevertheless_o this_o time_n before_o the_o people_n it_o be_v his_o reward_n and_o it_o be_v the_o devil_n sin_n to_o be_v puff_v up_o this_o pull_v down_o nebuchadnezar_n herod_n be_v smite_v with_o worm_n because_o he_o give_v not_o glory_n to_o god_n but_o take_v it_o to_o himself_o it_o be_v a_o heavy_a speech_n to_o eli_n 1_o sam._n 2._o 29._o because_o thou_o 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and_o yet_o be_v exclude_v mat._n 8._o 11_o 12._o child_n of_o the_o kingdom_n cast_v out_o there_o shall_v be_v weep_v the_o high_a a_o man_n be_v rise_v the_o great_a be_v his_o fall_n and_o his_o bruise_n at_o the_o bottom_n so_o when_o one_o have_v be_v raise_v up_o to_o great_a hope_n profession_n affection_n yet_o now_o to_o fall_v to_o lose_v all_o to_o see_v he_o have_v be_v spin_v cobweb_n all_o his_o life_n when_o israel_n be_v near_o to_o canaan_n now_o to_o be_v shut_v out_o now_o they_o weep_v use_v 1_o 1_o we_o may_v see_v hence_o what_o little_a cause_n any_o have_v to_o boast_v only_o in_o outward_a privilege_n or_o common_a gift_n grace_n excellency_n i_o confess_v it_o be_v great_a mercy_n for_o the_o lord_n to_o call_v a_o man_n out_o of_o his_o profaneness_n and_o separate_v he_o from_o the_o world_n bring_v he_o to_o the_o fellowship_n of_o saint_n and_o give_v he_o that_o which_o make_v hâ—m_o repute_v well_o of_o by_o other_o but_o boast_v not_o only_o of_o this_o as_o if_o the_o lord_n do_v therefore_o high_o favour_v you_o for_o the_o lord_n jesus_n may_v show_v for_o all_o this_o his_o love_n to_o his_o own_o and_o his_o terror_n to_o thou_o and_o may_v shut_v the_o door_n of_o glory_n at_o last_o upon_o thou_o 1_o cor._n 1._o 27_o 28_o 29._o the_o lord_n choose_v thing_n that_o be_v not_o to_o bring_v to_o nought_o and_o to_o stain_v other_o glory_n rom._n 11._o 17._o the_o gentile_n boast_v themselves_o that_o they_o be_v graff_v in_o oh_o say_v the_o apostle_n see_v this_o spirit_n apt_a to_o rise_v boast_v not_o be_v not_o high-minded_a do_v not_o grow_v secure_a but_o fear_v common_a grace_n ever_o make_v man_n proud_a as_o other_o make_v man_n humble_a they_o despise_v not_o other_o they_o magnify_v god_n if_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v a_o difference_n see_v the_o goodness_n of_o god_n verse_n 22._o but_o boast_v not_o therein_o therefore_o do_v not_o content_v thyself_o with_o a_o name_n to_o live_v and_o have_v some_o canker_a 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deborah_n awâ—ke_v lâ—te_a and_o harp_n and_o it_o be_v this_o do_v not_o only_o remember_v and_o think_v on_o the_o lord_n love_v save_v thou_o call_z humble_v etc._n etc._n but_o so_o as_o to_o call_v thou_o and_o leave_v other_o to_o quicken_v thou_o and_o leave_v other_o dead_a to_o open_v the_o door_n of_o glory_n to_o thou_o and_o exclude_v other_o to_o call_v thou_o out_o of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o the_o world_n to_o look_v upon_o thou_o in_o a_o sinful_a town_n to_o awaken_v thou_o and_o leave_z other_o so_o many_o secure_a to_o call_v thou_o out_o of_o thy_o sinful_a company_n some_o of_o which_o like_a brand_n be_v now_o smoke_v in_o this_o world_n other_o burn_v in_o another_o to_o call_v thou_o out_o of_o a_o sinful_a ignorant_a family_n thou_o the_o least_o the_o worst_a of_o they_o and_o to_o leave_v the_o rest_n this_o be_v much_o but_o when_o thou_o be_v bring_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n fellowship_n of_o saint_n for_o the_o lord_n to_o love_v thou_o set_v 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difference_n between_o thou_o and_o other_o do_v not_o deny_v do_v not_o doubt_v of_o do_v not_o despise_v his_o grace_n that_o if_o thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o first_o love_n this_o may_v recover_v it_o if_o all_o his_o love_n make_v thou_o more_o humble_a and_o thankful_a you_o stand_v rom._n 11._o 20._o isa._n 65._o 16._o do_v not_o fear_v thy_o estate_n because_o the_o lord_n cut_v off_o the_o natural_a branch_n that_o therefore_o thou_o may_v be_v one_o but_o be_v featful_a of_o the_o least_o sin_n and_o wrong_v to_o christ_n that_o have_v love_v thou_o especial_o of_o pride_n and_o unthankfulness_n the_o root_n of_o that_o and_o remember_v that_o the_o poor_a thing_n be_v choose_v to_o confound_v the_o mighty_a that_o the_o door_n of_o grace_n and_o glory_n shall_v be_v shut_v against_o all_o wicked_a man_n live_v 2._o at_o the_o come_n of_o the_o lord_n to_o death_n or_o judgement_n there_o be_v a_o time_n that_o the_o door_n be_v open_a unto_o man_n in_o regard_n of_o 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