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testify_v i_o answer_v in_o this_o place_n our_o spirit_n be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o evidence_n of_o god_n from_o heaven_n as_o a_o loud_a token_n give_v assure_v i_o upon_o good_a ground_n that_o i_o have_v not_o mis-applyed_n the_o promise_n but_o though_o god_n do_v write_v bitter_a thing_n against_o i_o yet_o that_o i_o love_v he_o still_o and_o cleave_v unto_o he_o that_o for_o all_o this_o i_o know_v that_o i_o still_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n that_o i_o will_v not_o be_v beat_v off_o nor_o receive_v a_o ill_a report_n of_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n that_o i_o rest_n wait_v fear_v and_o trust_v in_o he_o still_o when_o thus_o our_o valour_n and_o faith_n be_v try_v then_o come_v the_o same_o spirit_n and_o seal_n with_o our_o spirit_n that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n when_o our_o seal_n be_v first_o put_v than_o god_n seal_v with_o our_o spirit_n the_o same_o thing_n by_o his_o spirit_n to_o this_o effect_n be_v that_o in_o 1_o joh._n 3.8_o we_o 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