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and_o second_o chapter_n 2.15_o will_v thou_o not_o to_o love_v the_o world_n nor_o the_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n for_o whatsoever_o be_v in_o the_o world_n be_v concupiscence_n of_o the_o flesh_n evil_a concupiscence_n of_o the_o eye_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n out_o of_o which_o as_o out_o of_o head-fountaine_n springe_n all_o other_o evil_n namely_o of_o the_o concupiscence_n of_o the_o flesh_n eye_n voluptuousness_n of_o the_o concupiscence_n of_o the_o eye_n riches_n and_o desire_n of_o thy_o neighbour_n good_n by_o which_o come_v thy_o first_o motion_n to_o desire_v simple_a thy_o tenant_n live_v life_n and_o of_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n spring_v ambition_n and_o desire_n of_o honour_n and_o to_o be_v great_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n out_o of_o which_o spring_v thy_o pernicious_a and_o foolish_a purpose_n to_o build_v voluptuousness_n etc._n etc._n again_o of_o voluptuousness_n come_v unhonest_a and_o uncomely_a thing_n of_o riches_n wicked_a thing_n and_o of_o 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heart_n so_o near_o they_o have_v wound_v my_o conscience_n so_o sore_o that_o virtue_n faith_n &_o godliness_n be_v chase_v clean_o away_o i_o have_v streched_a out_o my_o hand_n to_o take_v that_o i_o ought_v not_o and_o withhold_v they_o from_o do_v that_o which_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v do_v i_o do_v confess_v o_o lord_n i_o can_v deny_v but_o i_o have_v oppress_v &_o pinch_v the_o poor_a to_o make_v myself_o rich_a i_o have_v foolish_o frame_v my_o fantasy_n to_o follow_v &_o fulfil_v all_o unlawful_a desire_n but_o pardon_v i_o oh_o heavenly_a father_n pardon_v i_o and_o give_v i_o grace_n with_o zache_n to_o stand_v up_o &_o restore_v again_o whatsoever_o i_o have_v by_o forge_a flattery_n by_o force_n or_o violence_n wrongful_o take_v from_o any_o body_n that_o thou_o may_v vouchsafe_v to_o come_v and_o dwell_v with_o i_o to_o the_o comfort_n of_o my_o poor_a soul_n say_v unto_o i_o sweet_a jesus_n as_o thou_o say_v to_o zache_v that_o this_o day_n salvation_n shall_v come_v into_o my_o house_n oh_o sweet_a jesu_n come_v thou_o unto_o i_o which_o be_v salvation_n itself_o a_o most_o comfortable_a sweet_a and_o most_o joyful_a news_n it_o be_v to_o he_o so_o sweet_a and_o joyful_a oh_o lord_n jesu_n it_o will_v be_v to_o i_o that_o now_o be_o tie_v with_o the_o fetter_n of_o satan_n for_o than_o shall_v i_o be_v free_a that_o now_o be_o in_o bondage_n and_o then_o i_o shall_v be_v at_o liberty_n wherefore_o sweet_a jesu_n say_v on_o &_o not_o only_o say_v thou_o will_v but_o come_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o know_v thou_o come_v to_o seek_v that_o be_v lose_v to_o call_v they_o home_o that_o go_v astray_o to_o accept_v again_o of_o he_o that_o wilful_o run_v from_o thou_o like_o the_o untamed_a heifer_n who_o be_v too_o well_o feed_v winch_v and_o kick_v against_o thou_o but_o lord_n i_o unfeigned_o lament_v my_o disobedience_n and_o pray_v thy_o grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v forsake_v the_o evil_a and_o perverse_a imagination_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o have_v so_o 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fountain_n flow_v let_v groan_n in_o grief_n be_v now_o thy_o gain_n let_v sorrow_n bear_v y_fw-fr e_o sway_n let_v solace_n pass_v for_o thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o health_n and_o win_v decay_n oh_o worth_n oh_o worth_n i_o wicked_a wretch_n woe_n worth_a y_fw-fr e_o day_n wherein_o that_o my_o rebellious_a mind_n do_v give_v the_o first_o consent_n to_o sin_n wo_n worth_a the_o day_n wherein_o i_o be_v see_v first_o of_o woman_n eye_n will_v god_n my_o life_n have_v end_v when_o i_o first_o begin_v to_o cry_v then_o shall_v not_o thus_o my_o silly_a soul_n be_v wrap_v in_o irksome_a woe_n nor_o it_o have_v feel_v the_o careful_a thrall_n that_o now_o be_v force_v to_o show_v my_o heart_n shall_v not_o have_v harborde_n woe_n nor_o conscience_n cause_n
to_o weep_v that_o now_o in_o grief_n do_v groan_n to_o see_v itself_o in_o torment_n deep_a but_o then_o ten_o thousand_o time_n i_o have_v be_v happy_a in_o my_o death_n ten_o thousand_o time_n unhappy_a now_o that_o i_o enjoy_v my_o breath_n wherefore_o prepare_v oh_o grave_a in_o haste_n to_o take_v thy_o share_n of_o i_o and_o death_n do_v thou_o thy_o duty_n too_o i_o yield_v i_o now_o to_o thou_o for_o all_o my_o pleasure_n now_o be_v go_v my_o mirth_n to_o mourn_a cheer_n be_v change_v quite_o my_o joy_n be_v past_a now_o grope_v grief_n draw_v near_o that_o grieve_v my_o silly_a soul_n so_o sore_o my_o corpse_n consume_v full_a fast_o oh_o death_n deny_v i_o not_o therefore_o but_o take_v i_o hence_o in_o haste_n the_o god_n that_o sit_v in_o crystal_n sky_n have_v cast_v i_o clean_o away_o no_o hope_n of_o help_n no_o hold_v i_o have_v good_a death_n make_v no_o delay_n no_o pardon_n due_a for_o my_o desert_n my_o sin_n deserve_v to_o die_v i_o linger_v like_o a_o loathsome_a 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