is quite deiected Thirdly we haue the experience of many who haue sought the pangs of death to auoid these pangs of conscience Iudas could find no ease but in a desperate death in hanging himselfe Reuel 9. 6. Such as wish to die seeke death and cannot finde it they follow it but it flies from them and all this in the paine of a despairing conscience But here come three questions to be resolued First How can it bee that the wicked binde vpon themselues such heauy bundles of sinnes and carry all so easily whereas the godly finde such bitternesse in sinnes forgiuen how comes it to passe that the godly feele such sorrow in sinne pardoned and the wicked feele nothing in sinne vnpardoned For these reasons first because now is the time of Gods patience and forbearance of his bountifulnesse and long-suffering towards the vessels of wrath Secondly now is the time of their reioycing but when the daies of their banquetting are gone about then shall come many heauy messengers to tell them of fearefull newes there comes a day of wrath when they shall reape as they sowed and drinke the dreggs of Gods wrath to the bottome of the viall They treasure vp sorrow with their sinne and their griefe shall be full That sinne that now sets no sorrow to their heart shall hereafter be a worme euer gnawing a fire neuer going out a Riuer of brimstone kindled by the wrath of the Lord of hosts and a perpetuall weeping and gnashing of teeth Secondly how comes the body to be troubled by the minde First by the strait vnion and sympathie betweene the soule and the body vnited into one person for while the soule is possessed with feare sorrow languishing wearinesse and heauinesse it is impossible that the body can take any delight in the comforts of nature but that sleep shall depart from it or bee not so short as troublesome the meate and drinke shall be tastelesse or lothsome or mingled with teares I forgot to eate my bread saith Dauid Psalm 102. No comfort shall bee comfortable to him for when the spirit which should sustaine all a mans infirmities failes him what can sustaine him Secondly by the righteous iudgement of God who correcteth together those who haue sinned together and as they haue been vndiuided in sinne so are they not diuided in the smart of it The body hath been a seruant to the lusts of the soule and so receiueth the wages of sin with it Dauid abused the vigor strength and health of his body in the sinnes of adultery and murther and now the Lord chasteneth him in both Thirdly how comes it to passe that all the godly haue not this torment for sinne that they are not thus struck with terror nor so affected for sinne as to haue their strength impaired and their body dried First their persons are not alike and therefore Gods dealing with them is not alike some are more obscure in the world then other and haue onely more secret exercises some are more fitted by God to be speciall vessels for his glory in whom he will shine to his whole Church as Dauid Hezekiah c. and these he will specially worke vpon to make them patterns of his mercie both in leading them in and out of trouble for first hereby he lets the world see that great grace is ioyned with great corruption Secondly that the best haue matter of correction in them Thirdly that hee will not spare to rebuke sinne in those that are neerest and dearest vnto him Fourthly he will haue others to looke vpon them and Gods dealing with them in their casting downe and raising vp Secondly according to the difference of sinnes may be the difference of sorrow many men of greater grace then others haue fallen into greater sinnes then others and their knowledge being more then others is their apprehension of the sentence of the Law hath been deeper and so of wrath due to their sinne Besides in some others some speciall corruption which hath often preuailed or the constitution of body may adde a sting to the sorrow of mind some are naturally more fearefull as melancholy constitutions and so their impressions are deeper and of longer continuance Thirdly although in ordinarie Christians before sense of remission there is a sufficient measure of labour and wearinesse vnder the burthen of sinne yet some of all kindes God will exempt from such depth of griefe that he may shew himselfe free in all his working O that men would hence come to feare the paines prepared for sinners for if first a drop of Gods displeasure let fall secondly in loue thirdly on his owne children fourthly for a moment doe so amaze them and drinke vp their spirits their soules and bodies how much more shall the Ocean and deepe sea of Gods wrath against his enemies for all eternitie consume and torture them in hell Blind people of the world wil not know what hell meaneth till they be in it Secondly let vs learn to haue compassion on such as are troubled in spirit seeing such is their heauines as presseth downe both soule and body let vs apply our selues to comfort them as Dauid did here in his owne person and example Many thinke this sicknesse to be but passion conceit or melancholy and because it changeth the body often they thinke it to arise from the body but there is no disease like to this for symptomes and torment First they all are naturall this supernaturall SeSecondly they from the constitution of the body this from the constitution of the soule Thirdly in them the humours first or imagination as in Melancholy are distempered in this the conscience first and the humours after Fourthly they all may be cured by naturall remedies and bringing the body to a temperature all naturall medicines vnder heauen cannot cure this sicknesse Blessed is hee that iudgeth wisely of the poore to relieue the sicke conscience is mercy indeed Christ had the tongue of the learned giuen him to speake a word of comfort to such weary soules and was sent to bind vp the broken in heart and not onely ministers but euery Christian hath receiued of his anointing Thirdly in that Dauids sicknesse of body was from the sinne of his soule learne that health is a special blessing of God seeing wee euer carry that about with vs which might change it the first and most noysome humour which breeds bodily diseases is sinne the disease of the soule and therefore if God change his hand and bring weakenesse vpon our bodies we must not fixe our eyes vpon second causes not on abundance of peccant humours but looke backe to our sinnes and life past consider how silent and impenitent we haue been turne to God bewaile and forsake sinne resolue to vse our health better and our strength for God and not against him and thus the sicknesse of our body shall turne to the soundnesse and health of the soule
Rom. 8. 26. Fiftly only they know that Christ is theirs with all his merits and thus attayne the ioy of beleeuing He that sold all to buy the field went away with ioy that he had gotten the field So he that knowes he hath gotten Christ and groweth vp in him as a member in the head and liueth and moueth by him will reioyce in his purchase of naked Christ. How did Simeon reioyce when he had Christ in his armes How much more will a sound Christian who carries him in his heart Sixtly only they sucke and draw their ioy out of the Wells of sound consolation Isa. 12. 3. that is out of the Scriptures which are written that their ioy may be ful 1. Ioh. 1. 4. The priuiledge of Gods testimonies is that they reioyce the heart Psal. 19. 8. These make knowne to vs the things giuen vs of God these contayne the glad tydings of saluation and the precious promises of grace and glorie which belong only to godlinesse here be the deedes and conueyances of their eternall inheritance only bequeathed to children these be the Chariot of the Spirit who yeeldeth no argument of ioy and comfort but from the Word and all ioy elsewhere sought is carnall and presumptuous Seuenthly only they enioy the sweet peace and ioy of a good conscience excusing and acquitting them in the sight of God which it selfe is a continuall feast and makes them glad and cheerefull Prou. 15. 15. This was the true cause of the heauenly ioy which the Apostles in their labours and persecutions enioyed euen the testimonie of a good conscience 2. Cor. 1. 12. Eighthly only they haue the hope of glorie in soule and body which is a fruit of iustification Rom. 5. 3. and a sound cause of ioy We reioyce saith the Apostle vnder the hope of the glory of God and hope maketh not ashamed And not only this but a grounded assurance also that all things in earth which may seeme to darken their hopes shall be turned to the best Rom. 8. 28. All this may be a meanes to bring godly life in request seeing it is the only ioyfull life and none haue indeede any sound cause of reioycing but the godly And here we are to meete with two obiections which terrifie men from godly life that lyes now a dayes like refuse wares vnaskt for and vnregarded First that the world accounteth the slate of Gods children most lumpish heauie and solitarie yea most vncomfortable it thinkes that no ioy nor mirth nor pleasure of their liues belongs vnto them but if once a man beginne in truth to liue godly he must bid a dieu to all mirth and gladnesse and betake himselfe to a mopish heauinesse and sadnesse But this is a grosse and foule deceit of the father of lyes whereby he hath much aduantaged his Kingdom and by a supposed want of ioy exceedingly puts godlinesse out of countenance Yet first true it is that God helpeth and draweth Christian ioy out of godly sorrow and no man can attaine this sound ioy but hee that is soundly humbled at the sight of his sinnes and herein the World sticketh not seeing the powerfull worke of GOD who out of this darknesse bringeth light who soweth light to the righteous and out of this sorrowfull Seed-time brings forth a white Haruest of ioy Secondly because now the heart being regenerate cannot carnally reioyce as before nor in carnall things hauing better obiects and causes of ioy on which it feedeth the stranger that cannot enter into this ioy thinkes he hath no ioy at all onely because worldly ioy is vnsauourie to him in comparison of spirituall Thirdly the World and wicked men set themselues to vnsettle the peace of the godly and doe often disquiet them and will let them haue as little ioy as may bee Yet Notwithstanding all this First the godly euen when they doe not reioyce haue iust cause to reioyce else our Sauiour would not haue pronounced the mourners blessed euen for the present Blessed are they that mourne nor haue said to the Disciples In the world ye shall haue affliction but in mee yee shall haue peace Ioh. 16. 33. Secondly if they sorrow they shall out-grow their sorrow and their sorrow shall bee turned into ioy as Christ promised the Apostles Ioh. 16. 20. The redeemed of the Lord shall returne and come to Sion with praise and euerlasting ioy shall be vpon their head they shall obtaine ioy and gladnesse and sorrow and mourning shall flye away Isa. 35. 10. So Isa. 61. 3. Christ hath appointed vnto them that mourne in Sion beauty for ashes the oyle of ioy for mourning and the garment of praise for the spirit of heauinesse Thirdly our Text teacheth that God would not haue the hearts of his children at any time so possessed with sorrow no not for the most iust causes but that they must support themselues and rise out of it with heauenly and spirituall ioy to which end serue all these commandements so thicke as we say and threefold which were all idle and to no purpose if their liues were still to be led in a lumpish and sowre manner Here therefore I would aduise such as feare God to looke to two things First to prepare their hearts by fulnesse of godly sorrow to be filled with ioy seeing it riseth out of serious sorrow for sinne and out of a broken heart we tune our harpes and musicall instruments to sweete musicke by wresting the strings neither must we as we are too ready to conceiue these two as enemies destroying but rather as constitutiue and conseruing causes one of another Then secondly let Gods people bee aduised to looke into their priuiledges which are such as may well not onely affect but rauish them with ioy and consider of their happie estate and translation into the fellowship of GOD and his Saints and that for these causes first that they may yeelde obedience to Gods commandement both here and elsewhere secondly manifest the presence of the Spirite in their hearts who brings with him peace and ioy and settles the Kingdom of the euerliuing God in the heart which consisteth in these thirdly that they may not onely take away this scandall which Satan and the wicked make aduantage of but also encourage others to get part in the same grace which keepes them in a cheareful and constant course of wel-doing when they see that no trouble nor affliction can interrupt their ioy fourthly without true ioy wee can neuer praise God heartily or serue him chearefully for no ioy in God none in his ordinances none in our dueties of either of our callings but we must needes be lumpish and heauie and soone weary of our prayers and hearing the word and the speciall actions of our calling wherein if we had delight we would not easily be pulled from them but count much time imployed therein as Iaakob did an hard prentiship of many yeeres but a few dayes because of
aboue all things Againe what an indigne thing is it for a man to bee beguiled of himselfe Men cannot abide to be deceiued of others yet most are deceiuers of themselues and that in a thing which should bee so familiar vnto them Is it not a shame to bee deceiued in the knowledge of himselfe and his owne estate In a matter of such moment as the saluation of his owne foule What maruel if Satan and all other deceiue those who are so willing to deceiue themselues VERSE 3. 4. When I held my tongue my bones consumed in my roring all the day For thine hand is heauy vpon me day and night and my moisture is turned into the drought of Summer SELAH OVr Prophet confirmeth his former Proposition by his owne experience First of the misery hee was in in respect of Gods wrath for his sinne in these two Verses Secondly of blessednesse in respect of remission Vers. 5. It is as if he had said I know what a miserable burden sinne is by wofull experience the guile of my heart ouer-reached me and made me know to my cost what it is to hide and keepe close sinne I was night and day in a little ease my body fayling me my spirit not sustayning me but so tormenting me as that I rored out for paine my miserie while I carryed my sinne was intolerable Whence in generall note First that a Christian must not only heare and learne the Word but also haue experience of it in his owne person as Dauid here teacheth not by Precept only but by his owne example so Psal. 119 75. I know Lord that all thy iudgements are good and Psal. 34. 8. Taste and see how good the Lord is make tryall in your soules and finde it in experience And this is when men will be informed and reformed by it then they taste the sweetnesse of the Gospell But many of great experience in the world haue no insight in the businesse of saluation as being a thing which they thinke concerneth them not Secondly note that euery Christian must make himselfe an example of the Word hee heareth and professeth he must bee a burning and shining light to giue light to others that there may be no Christian duety of Faith Loue Obedience Humility Patience c. but he may shew his measure and degree of it in his owne life and conuersation Thou being conuerted strengthen thy brethren Thus euery priuate Christian shall be a Teacher in his place and able to strengthen others and say I haue preuailed with God by humility and silence and so shall you I haue preuailed against my sinnes by humble prayer and confession so shall you I haue obtayned comfort in distresse by these and these meanes and so shall you I preserue my peace with God by such and such courses as himselfe hath appointed and so in time shall you Thus must euery Christian by wise obseruation and application of Gods Word and Workes to himselfe shew himselfe an example and copie of the rules of Christian life Masters of Families to them that are about them and Parents to their children Christ came from heauen to be an example of meekenesse and lowlinesse Learne of me for I am meeke and lowly and yee shall finde peace to your soules God himselfe teacheth men by his owne example to rest on the Sabbath as he did to be holy as himselfe is holy c. Farre are they from this that make themselues examples of scoffing the Word and Professors examples in lying swearing drinking oppressing examples in Sabbath-breaking gaming whoring and the like whom we leaue as hopelesse to the Lords rebuke who will take them at the rebound and make them examples of his plagues to as many as they haue beene examples in sinne euen to Men and Angels Are these the fruits of so long hearing of praying and cōming to Church Are these the lessons thou learnest Is this the returne of thy prayer Take vp betime with thy selfe lest God be inforced not to take vp with his displeasure against thee In the two Verses are two points First the touch of conscience for sinne Secondly the reason for thy hand c. The touch of conscience is described First by the cause While I kept close my sinne Secondly by the grieuousnesse of it as it is set forth 1. By the effects which were two 2. By the continuance of this touch day and night 1. The change of the body seene in 2. The roring of the voice 1. His bones consumed 2. His moysture dryed vp First for the cause While I kept close my sinne that is while I dissembled it and confessed it not Whence note First the disposition of a godly mans heart hee cares not to shame himselfe to all the World so God may be glorified Dauid publisheth to all the world his sinne and shame his hiding of sinne and his guile of heart Why doth he thus forget himselfe and his fame He was a King had glory wealth and honor Oh but he was a Christian hee had piety and holinesse in his heart where he can glorifie God he will abase himselfe if he can edifie others he will cast downe himselfe The like we see he did in the 51. Psalme and many other places The like did Moses Daniel and other holy Pen-men of Scripture set downe their owne sinnes and shame so Paul I was a Persecutor an Oppressor a Blasphemer who could say more against him then himselfe did But meaner men then Kings are ashamed to be known of any sinne and flatter themselues Because they are great therefore scarce men but Dauid though a King who had carryed his sinne so secretly as none knew it none could compell him yet is willing for God and his Church and a good conscience to shame himselfe And teacheth vs thereby that euen the greatest though they might without being detected conceale their sinnes yet in some cases must confesse them and that they should more tender the quiet of their consciences then all the honor of the world more respect Gods glory then their owne Cases of open confession are these First in case of publike offence so Achan confessed and gaue glory to God Secondly when knowing our owne sinnes and Gods mercy we confesse them to comfort others so Paul relates of his persecution blasphemy Thirdly to witnesse our sound and thorow turning to God we must not be in some case loth to acknowledge our faults in the face of all the World Many are franke often-times in complayning of themselues and acknowledging of their corruptions but farre short of this holy man for it proceedeth not of hatred of sinne but often from boasting or It proceedeth not from iust ground or settled iudgement but from too light an opinion that our selues are sinners or It often goeth with lesning or excusing the sin or ones selfe and not with exaggerating of his sinne as here to the sound breaking of his heart or It hath
as may be seene in Achans example Gehazi not confessing his sinne vpon examination of his Master to whom God had detected him was stricken with Leprosie Ananias and Saphyra with death Ionas by his confession to the Mariners glorified God and the fruit was They feared God exceedingly Secondly men must sometimes publikely confesse their sinne vnto men for the good of the Church as when Christians haue publikely offended the Church of God they are to giue publike satisfaction by open and free confession for hereby First the truth of their Repentance is testified Secondly Gods mercy is publikely implored by the whole Church which is forceable Thirdly a whole Congregation is instructed and warned to take heede of like sinnes Fourthly the loue of Gods people is notably confirmed againe to the party Vpon such a publike confession and humiliation was the Incestuous person receiued in againe 2. Cor. 2. 6. it is sufficient that the same man was rebuked of many and Act. 19. 18. it is recorded of the beleeuers of Ephesus that being stricken with a great feare they came and confessed their workes before the multitude It is much to bee desired that this publique confession being an ordinance of Iesus Christ were more practised in euery congregation then it is or is like to be for if those that sinne openly were rebuked openly others would feare 1. Tim. 5. 20. Secondly we allow also priuate confession of man to man in two cases First in priuate iniuries betweene man and man for by our sinnes wee may also wrong men as Dauid did Vriah and here it will be meete to come and confesse our fault to the party wronged to testifie First our repentance Secondly our sound reconciliation This is intended by the speech of Christ Luk. 17. 4. If thy brother trespasse against thee seuen times a day and hee come and say It repents mee thou shalt for giue him Yea God himselfe sends Abimilech to Abraham whom he had vnwittingly wronged and offended to reconcile himselfe to him that hee might obtaine Abrahams prayers So likewise hee sent Iobs friends hauing wronged him to Iob to confesse their fault and get him to intreat of Gods peace for them Secondly in trouble of conscience to finde peace it is fit to vse the helpe of some speciall man minister or other and being a man of wisedome gifts and secresie to confesse to him both the trouble of conscience and the cause of the griefe Of this the Apostle Iames saith Confesse one to another pray one for another Now in this case although the Minister should bee the fittest man as hauing a learned tongue and studied in the cases of conscience to minister vnto a wearie soule a word of comfort inseason and hath speciall promise to be heard as being a minister of reconciliation betweene God and his people and it is not for nothing that the Lord vseth this reason to Abimelech Goe to ABRAHAM for hee is a Prophet Yet that place shewes that the troubled conscience is not to be tyed to one person nor to a Priest but to bee performed also to priuate Christians Hence wee may see how farre all this differeth from Popish Auricular Confession For first we hold it not a matter of absolute necessitie to confesse vnto men as they doe but that there be cases wherein it may be conuenient or necessarie Secondly we vrge not confession of all sinnes with all the circumstances to bee necessarie yea the very thoughts and intentions of the heart which is First the rack and gibbet of consciences and no easer Secondly it is fit for such as would know all the secrets of States Kings and Kingdomes all a Kings reuenue cannot maintaine so many intelligencers as make knowne so much to the Pope as this common leager of confession in all States and Courts and Houses yea bosomes of men and women Thirdly it is a fit meanes to know the disposition of all persons by which they know where to haue fit agents for their villanies fit Patients for their lusts resolute Catholikes to stab Kings and blow vp Parliament houses But wee leaue it free and to be onely of those sinnes which most trouble the conscience and hinder the peace of the soule Thirdly we inioyne it not at set times as once a yeere at Easter but onely when the fore-named occasions are offered Fourthly we say it may be made not to a Priest onely or Fryar and their owne Parish Priest but if the Minister be a fit man then to him and if hee be not then to some other Minister or in the defect of such a one then to some ordinarie faithfull Christian to whom hee may discouer his trouble with the cause of it And if all this be so that confession must be made to God then consider before thou sinne that thou must go backe to God againe after thy departure from him by sinne the Prodigall goes from his Father but hee must come backe againe if there be a going from God there must be a returning to him if thou hide thy sinne thou must againe vncouer it Secondly if sinne must be confessed vnto God then doe it sincerely as before God In all things the heart and tongue ought to agree because the Lord made the one to expresse the other and so our Prophet in this confession suffered not his tongue to runne before his wits but hee thought hee would confesse and confessed so in all the parts of Gods worship the first thing respected is the heart whereas contrarily many in confession publike or priuate haue one thing in their mouth another in their heart Againe thou sinnest before God before his face in his sight the Lord looking on and standing by there is nothing which is not naked to his eyes no darknesse nor night can couer thee for that is as day to him with whom is no darknesse and therefore it is a bootlesse thing to seeke to hide thy sinne from him hee heard thee lye sweare and forsweare hee saw thee drunken and committing vncleannesse thou couldst not flye from his Spirit his fierie eyes did looke on thee himselfe stood at thy elbow Thirdly if thou confessest vnto God then in confession euer set thy selfe before God and this will season it with necessarie qualities as first thou wilt bring shame in thy face and an holy blushing as it is said What fruit haue ye of those things whereof ye are now ashamed And it is hollownesse and impudencie to offer to confesse foule sinnes without blushing and shame before God Oh said the holy man Ezra I am confounded and ashamed to lift vp mine eyes vnto thee A good heart seeing Gods eyes to be set on his nakednesse stands agast and ashamed in it selfe and there is no quietnesse to it till it bee couered with the garment of Christs righteousnesse Ezek. 16. 61 62 63. Then thou shalt remember thy wayes and be ashamed and confounded
sorrowes in number many in kinde many in this life many moe in the life to come many within him many without him and many on euery side as the next branch in the opposition shewes that God on euery side compasseth his children with goodnesse and mercy Whence Note the vnhappy and cursed estate of euery wicked and obstinate sinner in the world his sorrowes shall bee many and great Isa. 65. 13 14. Behold my seruants shall eat and yee shall bee hungry my seruants shall sing for ioy of heart and and yee shall cry for sorrow of heart and shall howle for vexation of minde and yee shall leaue your names for a curse vnto my chosen Reu. 9. 12. One woe is past and two are to come and Chap. 8. 13. The Angel flying thorow the midst of heauen cryed Wo wo wo to the inhabitants of the earth All these many woes are proclaimed against the wicked of the world cleauing either to the Kingdome of Antichrist in the West or of Mahomet in the East Turkes Saracens Arabians Tartarians and after them to all the wicked that cleaue not to God in the purity of his worship and in obedience of his word And that they are onely denounced against them appeares Chap. 9. vers 4. because the children of God are sealed and exempted from them Deutron 28. 58. 59. If thou wilt not obserue to doe all the wordes of this Law then the Lord will make thy plagues wonderfull and the plagues of thy seed euen great plagues and of long continuance and sore sicknesses and of long continuance But many are the woes and miseries of the godly and therefore what is it better to bee a godly man then a wicked There is great difference betweene them for first these are all mingled with mercy Indeed a child that is deare to his father if he runne another way with Ionah must bee whipt and fetcht backe againe yet the Lord puts not off fatherly affection but remembreth mercy in iudgement and smiteth with the rods of men but his mercy he taketh not away Whereas the sorrowes of the wicked are destitute of all mercy and no maruell seeing all their blessings are leuened and sowred and tend to their bane through a secret curse of God blowing on them and blasting them Secondly the godly call not their miseries on them by a trade and course in sin as the wicked do but when for tryall or correction of some slip God leads them where they would not they follow him taking vp the crosse thereby learning the will of God prouing what is in themselues amending that which is amisse confirming themselues to euery good work this cannot the wicked do who whatsoeuer they suffer fall from euill to worse Thirdly the Lord deliuers the godly out of all putteth vnder his hand and reares them vp and leaueth them not in the sorrow till hee haue enlarged their feete and brought them where all teares shall bee wiped away Whereas he leaues the wicked in sorrow laughes at it and suffereth the fire of his iealousie to seaze on them to the bottome of hell Fourthly the Lord recompenseth the light afflictions of his seruants with an exceeding weight of mercy first in this life iustifying sanctifying beautifying teaching feeding protecting them and theirs Secondly in death bringing their soules to heauen and laying vp their bodies safe till the resurrection Thirdly at the day of iudgment bringing both body and soule into the glory of the iust But these sorrowes of wicked men are farre other both for number and measure in this life and afterward much more all of them void of all mercy And to conceiue aright of them consider first the kindes of them Secondly the causes or reasons of them Thirdly the vse For the first these sorrowes are partly in this life and partly after it First In this life these sorrowes are partly in the present practice of sinne and partly in the consequent fruits of it Secondly the very course of a sinner although Satan present it to him through a false glasse and it seeme pleasant and care to be quite away yet indeed it is a sorrowfull and heauie course for the laughter of a wicked man is but in the face not in the heart and euen in laughter the heart is heauie or hath cause so to bee That which Salomon speakes of a voluptuous course which most agreeth with the flesh is true euen in the passing of it It striketh as a Dart through the liuer Prou. 7. 23. The same is true in the purchase of other sinnes as 1. Tim. 6. 10. the Apostle noteth of the course taken vp in earthlinesse and carking care after the things of this life that this man though hee seeme to liue merrily yet he pierceth himselfe through with many sorroweâ— The intemperate person meetes with many diseased dayes and houres of paine and sorrowes as the Gowt Dropsie Palsies Surfets which make his life a burden vnto him so as though the sinner see it not yet in the practice of sinne there is more gall then honie and at the best it is but a bitter-sweete But Secondly after the sinne is committed comes a fearefull and more sorrowful sence of it for if the best fruits of sin euen in the godly that are renued by repentance be shame and sorrow no maruell if the wicked be hanted and hunted with horrors of conscience desperate feares restlesse torments and be as the raging Sea which cannot rest for there can bee no peace to the wicked man so long as his conscience hath any sense but let him goe and ride where he wil he pursues himselfe with hue and crie and so long as he cannot runne from himselfe hee carries his accuser and tormenter with him as Cain did and Baltasar euen at his Feast was pierced with feares and sorrowes that made his ioynts loose and his knes knocke together so shal Gods hand-writing be on the walles of profane consciences How many sorrowes after his sinne ouertooke Iudas and so oppressed him that his heart being not able longer to susteine him his best ease was to hang himselfe a wofull remedy not much better then his disease but such shifts are the wicked sometimes put to when their sweete meates are recompensed with sowre sawce Secondly after this life is the consummation of his sorrowes euen in Christs appearance for all that this life can load him with is but the beginning of sorrow The parcels of this sorrow shall especially bee in these particulars First they shall waile and sorrow to see him come in the clouds whom they haue pierced he shall bee their Iudge whose lawes and person all their villanies haue been committed against Secondly in that wofull separation first from God in the losse of glory and happinesse and then from Gods people when they shall see Abraham Isaac and Iaakob and all the Saints in the kingdome of heauen and themselues shut out