but forget some of his Benefits yet forget not all his Benefits if thou canst not remember all at least remember some Forget not It is hee that forgiveth Verse 3 all thy sinnes it is hee that healeth all thy infirmities Remember but these and they will alwayes minister matter enough to keepe thee in worke for blessing his Name For to forgive all my sinnes O my grievous my manifold sinnes that I know not whether they bee more or more grievous whether their Number or their Greatnesse be the greater is it not a benefit that may justly claime a prime place in my memorie If it were but onely to be favourable in punishing my sinnes it were a benefit worth remembring but to blot my sins cleane out and absolutely to forgive them and that freely without any desert of mine Alas without any possibilitie of deserving This is a Benefit that no Lethargie can forget indeed a benefit that deserves remembring in the highest degree And yet perhaps to forgive all my sinnes not a greater benefit then to heale all my infirmities This being the chiefe worke of his Grace as that of his Mercy for seeing my sinnes many of them and upon the matter all of them bee sinnes of infirmitie for even wilfulnesse and presumption are of infirmitie by healing my infirmities hee prevents me of sinning and is it not as great a benefit to keepe me from committing sinnes as to forgiue my sinnes when I have committed them But O my soule meddle not with this high point of Heraldrie to discusse which is the greater of Gods Mercy or his Grace They are both an Abyssus it is worke enough for thee and for all that is within me to Blesse him for both and for both indeed thou hast just cause to Blesse him seeing it is by the vertue of both that thou art able to Blesse him If it were not for his Mercy thou wouldst want the materiall cause of blessing him if it were not for his Grace the efficient but now that there is a concurrence of both together Now that both he forgiveth all thy sinnes in his Mercy and healeth all thy infirmities by his Grace Now O my soule what would it argue but extream ungratefulnesse farre exceeding a forgetfulnesse both in thee and all that is within me if thou shouldst not Blesse his Name For O my soule consider the multitude of infirmities to which thou art subject thou hast many suggestions of the flesh and thou art apt to consent and yeeld unto them and strivest not against them by earnest Prayer and holy Meditations This is an infirmitie In thy prayers to God thy thoughts are often wandring and thou thinkest of other matters farre unworthy of that great Majestie to whom thou prayest or if not so yet thou art quickly weary thy spirits are drowsie in it and thou hadst rather be doing of something else This is an infirmitie And indeed thou hast infirmities in all thy senses In thy seeing thou canst see a moate in thy brothers eye and canst not see a beame in thine owne eye In thy smelling thou thinkest Suavis odor lucri ex re qualibet that the savour of gaine is sweet from whence so ere it rise In thy Hearing Thou art gladder to heare prophane and idle discourses then such as be serious and holy These are infirmities and O my soule if I should cut thee up into as many parts as an Anatomist and examine the infirmities of every part should I not have cause just cause to cry out with Saint Paul O wretch that I am who shall deliver me from this body of sinne Who shall heale me of all these infirmities for whether we call them sinnes and then God forgives them or call them Infirmities and then he heales them they are to us all one benefit in God all one kindnesse that as either of them is well worth remembring so for both of them we have just cause to blesse him and to praise his Name But O my soule as thou remembrest these things that both he forgiveth all thy sins and healeth all thy infirmities so remember also their consequences too for upon these there are great matters depending as worthy to bee remembred as the things themselves For alas my soule thou wert by sinne come to be Mortall and the sentence of Morte morieris was past upon thee but now by forgiving thy sinnes this sentence is reversed by healing thy infirmities thy life is Redeemed it is taken out of the hands of the Destroyer and put into the hands of a Redeemer and a Redeemer not onely from Captivitie but from destruction for Captivitie takes away but onely thy libertie but destruction would take away thy very Being and can it be thou shouldst not keepe that in memorie which is it selfe the cause that thou hast a Memorie for what memorie couldst thou have if thou hadst not a Being and what Being couldst thou have if thou wert destroyed and destroyed thou shouldst be if thou wert not Redeemed and Redeemed thou canst not be unlesse thy sinnes bee forgiven This no doubt is a consequence never to be forgotten and yet perhaps there is a consequence behind of greater consequence then this For this my soule gives thy life but onely a duration but there is a consequence a comming that will give it an exaltation For he crownes thee with loving kindnesse and with tender mercies To be madk a King is an eminent favour but to be made a King from being a Captive where not onely the Quo is so considerable but the Unde more this is indeed a supereminent favour and hardly capable of expressing And this is thy case for where before thou hadst fetters upon thy feet thou hast now a Crowne upon thy head and not a Crowne gotten by violence and worne with feare but He crownes thee with loving kindnesse and tender mercies His kindnesse would have made a Crowne good enough for thy wearing but his loving kindnesse makes it a Crowne worthy of his giving And if there be doubt that his mercies alone may not bee ready enough to bestow this Crowne upon thee yet of the readinesse of his tender mercies there can be no doubt there can indeed be no doubt seeing his loving kindnesse and his tender mercies are the Crowne it selfe which he bestowes For O my soule when I speake of a Crowne thou must not fancie to thy selfe such a Crowne as Kings of the earth weare For Christ professed plainly that his Kingdome is not of this world and therefore neither must thine be but consider the extent of Gods loving kindnesse and of his tender mercies and thou wilt find a better Crowne laid up for thee then all the Kingdomes of the Earth put together can afford O gracious God grant me the Crowne of thy loving kindnesse and tender mercies and all other Crownes I willingly lay downe at the foot of thy Throne with the foure and twentie Elders This onely is the Crowne to which
as the Grave which is low indeed yet there thou maiest rest in hope for even there the Lord will not leave to helpe thee Or is it that he was brought low was humbled in spirit to seeme vile in his owne eyes and then God helped him For God resisteth the proud but giveth grace to the humble Verse 7 Now therefore O my soule returne to thy rest for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee Now my soule let it be no longer said Why art thou so heavie and why art thou disquieted within me For the Lord hath exceeded the bounds of mercifulnesse with his bountifulnesse Not onely in mercy hee hath forgiven my sinnes but as if my sinnes had been Merits he hath made me also to taste of his bountie Hee hath dealt indeed most bountifully with thee for where thou didst make suite but for one thing hee hath granted thee three Thou didst aske but to have my soule delivered and he hath delivered mine eyes and my feet besides and with a deliverance in each of them the greatest that could be for what greater deliverance to my soule then to bee delivered from Death What greater deliverance to mine eyes then to be delivered from teares What to my feet then to bee delivered from falling that if now O my soule thou returne not to thy rest thou wilt shew thy selfe to bee most insatiable seeing thou hast not onely more then thou didst aske but as much indeed as was possible to be ask'd But can my soule dye and if not what bountie is it then to deliver my soule from that to which it is not subject The soule indeed though immortall hath yet her wayes of dying It is one kind of death to the soule to bee parted from the body but the truest kind is to bee parted from God and from both these kindes of death hee hath delivered my soule From the first by delivering me from a dangerous sicknesse that threatned a dissolution of my soule and body from the other by delivering me from the guilt of sinne that threatned a separation from the favour of God and are not these bounties to give my soule just cause of returning to her rest It is true it is the imperfection of life that it is subject to sicknesse and sicknesse drawes mortalitie after it but this imperfection is not here for hee hath delivered my soule from death and what is this but to have perfect health yet it is the imperfection of health that it is subject to crosses and crosses are a cause of teares but neither hath this imperfection any place here for he hath delivered mine eyes from teares and what is this but to have perfect Joy yet it is the imperfection of joy that it useth not to continue as it is said of the prosperitie of the wicked They are set in slipperie places and are apt to fall but neither is this imperfection found here for hee hath delivered my feet from falling and what is this but to be assured of continuance If then thou hast such health such joy such stabilitie Health not subject to sicknesse Joy not capable of sorrow Stabilitie not obnoxious to falling How canst thou O my soule how canst thou choose but pacifie thy unquietnesse and returne to thy rest But alas the rest thou canst returne to now is but a type of that true Rest when thou shalt rest from thy labours and when thy workes that now goe with thee shall then follow thee Thou hast now but one day of Rest for sixe dayes of labour but then thou shalt have an eternall Sabbath without any dayes of labour to disquiet it But though this rest cannot now bee had whilst thou dwellest in a restlesse body and thy body in a restlesse world yet there is a Rest that is worth the having and may onely my soule be called Thy Rest the rest which consists in the peace of conscience and to this rest thou maist well returne seeing not onely thou art at peace with God as being justified by his Grace but thou art in his favour also as having dealt so bountifully with thee And when thou returnest to this rest to the end thou maist have some exercise to thy rest that thy resting make thee not restiffe I will walke Verse 9 before the Lord in the land of the living For now that my feet are delivered from falling how can I better imploy them then in walking were they delivered from falling to the end they should stand still and bee idle No my soule but to encourage me to walke and where is so good walking as in the land of the living Alas what walking is it in the Winter when all things seeme dead when the very grasse lyes buried under ground and scarce any thing that hath life in it to be seene but then is the pleasant walking when Nature spreads her greene Carpet to walke upon and then it is a Land of the living when the Trees shew they live by bringing forth if not fruits at least leaves when the Valleys shew they live by bringing forth if not sweet flowers to delight the smell at least fresh grasse to please the eyes But is this the walking in the Land of the living that David meanes O my soule to walke in the Land of the living is to walke in the pathes of Righteousnesse for there is no such death to the soule as sinne no such cause of teares to the eyes as guiltinesse of Conscience No such falling of the feet as to fall from God and therefore to say the truth the Soule can never returne to its rest if we walke not withall in the paths of righteousnesse and we cannot well say whether this Rest bee a cause of the walke or the walking be a cause of the resting but this wee may say they are certainly companions one to the other which is in effect but this that Justification can never be without Sanctification Peace of conscience and godlinesse of life can never be one without the other Or is it perhaps that David meanes that Land of the living where Enoch and Elias are living with the living God but if he meane so how can he speake so confidently Verse 10 and say I will walke in the Land of the living as though hee could come to walke there by his owne strength or at his owne pleasure Hee therefore gives his reason I beleeved and therefore I spake for the voyce of Faith is strong and speakes with confidence and because in Faith he beleeved that hee shall come to walke in the Land of the living therefore with confidence he speakes it I will walke in the land of the living and perhaps to signifie that hee shall not walke there against his will but that he endeavours and useth the best meanes he can that hee may walke there For indeed if we endeavour not to walke here with Enoch and Elias in the paths of righteousnesse we shall never come to walke with God
feare evill when the evill is so eminent and the danger so great Is the face of Death no more terrible but that you dare looke upon it without feare Though it be the reproach of the wicked to feare where there is no cause of feare yet not to feare where there is cause can be no commendation in the godly And why then will David speake thus more like a desperate man then one that were well advised No doubt David will give good reason for that hee speakes As it were desperatnesse not to feare where there is Imminent danger So it were cowardise to feare where there is eminent comfort Lay then the comfort to the danger and you will easily excuse David for fearing no evill You have seene the Danger now heare the Comfort The Lord my shepheard is with mee For he is never absent from his flock his rodde and his staffe they comfort mee and may they not justly comfort me when with them he is able to recover a sheepe though falling downe the steepest Praecipyce or though already in the Wolfes mouth or in the pawes of the Lyon Indeed if I had not my Shepheard with mee Or if my Shepheard had not his instruments with him I might justly then be in feare of evill but what evill can I feare now when I have my Shepheard and my Shepheard his Instruments his rod and his staffe Both Instruments of comfort and not onely of comfort but of incouragement both Instruments of preserving But is it well understood what his Rod and his Staffe meane For they may as well bee instruments of correcting as defending and if of defending there is then just cause they should be comforts but if of correcting what comforts can they be for what comfort can it be to be corrected O my soule great comfort to me that know the nature of this Shepheard as I doe for doe not I know that whom he loves he corrects and therefore whom he corrects it is a certaine Argument that hee loves Indeed if the Rodde and the Staffe were in the hands of an enemie I should then feare them as instruments for my evill but being in his hands that is my Shepheard now they are but as my owne weapons put into an abler hand that can better manage them for my good then I could doe my selfe Could Moses with his rod fetch water out of a Rock and shall not God with his rod bring comfort out of trouble Could Jacob with his staffe passe over Jordan and returne enriched with heards of cattell and shall not Gods staffe make me passe over the Jordan of this world and bring mee home with troopes of joy Shall not his rod though it wound me comfort me when I know he wounds but to the end hee may apply a Plaister Shall not his staffe though it beat me comfort me when it is but to beat the dust out of mee that am nothing but dust But most of all must not his rod needs comfort me when it is his rod that makes me lye downe in greene pastures Must not his staffe needs comfort me when it is his staffe that keepes me right in the paths of righteousnesse Oh sweet Rod how can I choose but kisse thee Deare staffe but embrace thee seeing it is long of you that his greene pastures and his paths of righteousnesse doe me any good for they would certainly doe mee hurt his greene pastures would pamper up my flesh too much his pathes of righteousnesse would puffe up my spirits too much If his Rod and his Staffe were not used as Moderatours And if you thinke this strange that the paths of righteousnesse should puffe up the spirits Remember Saint Paul to whom there was given a thorne in the flesh lest his walking in the paths of righteousnesse should puffe him up But if the rod and the staffe in these senses may not be sufficient comfort to take away all cause of feare at least there shall come forth a Rod out of the stemme of Jesse indeed to David in particular a speciall comfort that will certainly be sufficient against all feare though I walke in the Valley of the shadow of death for this Rod as a Mountaine shall fill up all Valleys and as the substance shall fulfill all shadowe and as the true life shall swallow up Death in victory And is there not a staffe that will doe as much the staffe upon which Jacob leaned when he was a dying when he was indeed in the Valley of the shadow of Death O my soule having this Staffe of Jacob to leane upon this Rodde of the stemme of Jesse to be my comfort I shall make my selfe unworthy of protection if I should feare any evill though I walke in the valley of the shadow of death For why should I feare Death which is but the parting of the soule from the body seeing I cannot come to God with them both at once but they must first bee parted one from another My soule cannot come to the light of life if my body bee not first in the shadow of death indeed but in the shadow for the substance of death can never take hold upon it if my soule be gone before to take possession of the Light O then vouchsafe O God to bring my soule first and after it my body out of the shadow of Death into the light of Life and then I shall have cause just cause to say and to glory in saying The Lord is my shepheard I shall not want But if it be doubted still how it can be that Gods rodde and his staffe should be comforts to the godly then marke the issue and see what followes upon his Rod and his Staffe Thou preparest a Table before mee in the presence Verse 5 of my enemies Thou anoyntest my head with Oyle my cuppe runneth over For this is a sure rule with God that his chastening alwayes ends in cherishing if he strike with his Rod and perhaps breakes the head with his Staffe he gives Oyle presently to anoynt it and to make it whole againe If he make mee to keepe Fasting-day to day he allowes mee a feast for it to morrow and then my cuppe shall runne over Hitherto God hath vouchsafed to bee a Shepheard and David hath beene his sheepe Now God will be a Conquerour and David shall be a King Now God as a Conquerour will bestow favours on his friends and disgraces upon his enemies and therefore now the Scene alters where it was before in the field it is now within doores and where David before spake in the third Person he speakes now in the second Thou preparest a Table before mee and this is to feast his friends In the presence of mine enemies and this is to confound his enemies To prepare a Table before him is it selfe a favour but the greatnesse of the favour is in this that a Table is prepared before him in the presence of his Enemies For as there is no such joy of
stand not idle and may have some testimonie for my salvation that it grow not doubtfull There is one Verse 4 thing I have desired of the Lord and that I will seeke after that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the dayes of my life to behold the beautie of the Lord and to enquire in his holy Temple This beholding of Gods beauty will be a continuall exercise for my Illumination and this enquiring in Gods holy Temple will give me assurance of my salvation It were very hard if David making but one request to God that God should deny him for hath he not bidden us to aske and wee should have and could David aske lesse then to aske but one thing No my soule God denied it not to David nor will deny it to thee nor to any other that shall aske it in Faith and specially if hee aske it to so good an end as David doth here to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in his holy Temple But seeing David would make but one request to God why would he not make a greater for alas what a poore request is this to desire to dwell in Gods house and what to doe but onely to see and to see what but onely a Beautie a fading thing at most but to enquire and what is enquiring but onely to heare newes a vaine fancie and what cause in any of these why David should make it his request to God But marke O my soule what goes with it Take altogether to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in his holy Temple And now tell mee if there be tell me if there can be any greater request to be made any greater cause to be earnest about it For though worldly beauty be a fading thing yet the Beauty of the Lord shall continue when the world it selfe shall fade away and though enquiring after newes be a vaine fancie yet to enquire in Gods Temple is the way to learne there is no new thing under the Sunne and there it was that Solomon learned that all is vanitie Indeed this one thing that David desires is in effect that Unum necessarium that Christ speakes of in the Gospell which Mary made choyce of there as David doth here and I may say it is that pretious Jewell which the rich Merchant sold all he had to buy and had his bargaine commended by Christ himselfe O how happy were wee if we could bound our desires within the compasse of things necesserie for all our miserie growes from this that our desires have no certaine dwelling but wander and range about from one object to another like vagabonds from place to place and no helpe there will be for it till our desire arrive at that which is the best for as long as there is any better to be had the Desire will never leave desiring and where is that best to be had but in him onely that is onely good in him indeed that is the onely good and seeing there can be no happinesse till the Desire be settled and the Desire will never be settled till wee come at God therefore no meanes so likely to make us happy as to dwell in Gods house for there wee are sure we shall be with him and once with him never have desire to any thing besides him There are other houses which in worldly considerations and to worldly mindes may seeme as convenient and perhaps be more profitable to dwell in then this house of God but that which makes me so desirous to dwell here rather then any where else is partly for the prospect that I may behold the beauty of the Lord and partly for instruction that I may enquire in his holy Temple For there is not such a Prospect againe in the world as this Not on the Mount where Christ was shewed all the Kingdomes of the earth and the glory of them Nor such another place for instruction as here Not all the Schooles of Philosophers Not all the Oracles of the Heathen in any degree to be compared with it And what then is this beauty of God which David is so desirous to behold what this house of God in which he desires to dwell There is a beauty of God in his creatures most glorious indeed and most worthy of beholding but yet this needs no dwelling in Gods house to see it wee may see it as well dwelling any where else but there is a beauty of God in himselfe a beauty which if once we see wee shall never be willing to take our eyes off a beauty which the more wee see the more we shall see cause to desire to see it a Beauty which without speciall illumination neither the eyes of men are able to behold nor the tongues of Angels to expresse and this Beauty is no where to be seene but in Gods house and not there neither but by dwelling in it It is not for every one that comes in as a stranger to see this Beauty they must be dwellers in it continuall and constant frequenters of it or they are never like to be admitted to behold it There is indeed in all the creatures of God in some more eminently a certaine tincture of this Beauty and is perhaps that which deceives us in the estimating of our happinesse because wee take tincture for substance and fixe our selves upon that which is made but onely for a passage For tinctures though they please for a time yet they soone weare out and decay no solidnesse nor durablenesse but in the substance it selfe and no substance of beauty but onely in God and therefore the truest happinesse indeed all true happinesse in onely the beholding of this Beauty And if any man doubt of this because seeing is but the satisfaction of one sense and happinesse gives satisfaction at least to all the senses Let him then heare what David in another place sayes Videte gustate quam suavis est Dominus See and taste how sweet the Lord is For in this Seeing not onely the Tasting but all the senses are united at least the pleasures of all the senses are comprised and the rather if wee consider that Beholding hath a preheminence above Seeing for where seeing may bee in Transitu onely Beholding implyes a permanencie and a fixing our eyes upon it and such is the Seeing that is the Essentiall sense of happinesse And what then is this house of God in which David desires to dwell hath God any other house then Heaven and would David dwell in Heaven whilst hee is dwelling upon Earth will nothing serve his turne but to aske God for impossibilities Indeed Heaven is Gods Throne but Heaven and Earth both are full of the Majestie of his glory and therefore God hath a House on earth too a House dedicate to the honour of his Name and David justly makes his Prayer for this House because indeed it is the house of Prayer and no Rent payd for dwelling in it
we talk of all this while worldly minds have no feare but of worldly enemies and from such perhaps worldly friends may free them but the spirituall man feares rather spiritual enemies and who can free them from such but onely thou O God that art the God of spirits O mercifull God let not spirituall enemies have the victory over mee and I make no great reckoning of other enemies triumphing Alas I know that worldly enemies can never triumph over me if spirituall enemies get not first the victory And now O my soule if God have done this for me have lifted me up above these enemies above these enemies of both kindes have I not a double cause to extoll him for it and to praise his Name And yet I may say I extoll him not more for doing it then for his readinesse of doing it For I cryed unto him and hee healed mee I no sooner cryed but hee heard me he no sooner heard me but he healed me My suite was no sooner made then granted My disease as soone cured as discovered hee kept me not languishing by drawing out his cure in length but he applyed a present remedy and prevented Hope with hast As therefore I extolled him before for his love in lifting me up above my enemies so I must extoll him now for his compassion in being moved to doe it for my onely crying to him I used no intercessour but my owne voyce and hee healed me and for God to be moved with the cry of a wretched sinner and so to be moved as presently to heale him Is it not a just cause to extoll him and say O the wonderfull bowels of compassion that are in God Verse 3 To be lifted up from any place is an act of Power but the lower the place is it is the greater act of Mercie and can there be a lower place then the Grave at least then the grave of the Soule and from this low place was David lifted up as yee may heare himselfe say Thou O Lord hast brought up my soule from the grave Thou hast kept mee alive that I should not goe downe into the pit But is not this a strange speech in David as though there were a grave of the Soule as there is of the Body for if there be not how then is it true that God hath brought up his soule from the Grave Is it perhaps that he calls it the Soule which is but the cementing of the Body and life together or that he calls it the Grave of the Soule when it is in the lowest estate of vivifying the Body What ever it be it shewes a great mercy in God and a great power of that mercy to raise him up that was brought so low and to keepe him from falling into the Pit that was fallen already to the pits brinke The truth is that as sinne is the death of the Soule so continuance in sinne is the grave of the Soule and in this Grave of continuance did Davids soule lye a long time Alas the shortest time in this case is long till God by his quickning Spirit restored him againe to the life of Grace that hee had just cause to say Thou O Lord hast brought up my soule from the grave and hast kept mee alive that I should not goe downe into the Pit Oh how many there are that have bodyes walking above ground when their soules are lying in the Grave that are lustie and strong in the naturall life when in the spirituall life they are dead and buryed yet so long as they lye not buried above foure dayes so long as they continue not in sin so long till it have brought the Soule into an absolute corruption there is example in Lazarus and where there is Example there is hope they may be raised againe to life and be kept from falling into the Pit of perdition And now O my soule though God have not lifted thee up to as high a place yet seeing he hath lifted thee up from as low a place as he did David hast thou not as just cause as he to say I will extoll thee O God for thou hast lifted mee up and hast not suffered my enemies sinne and death to triumph over mee And here I find my selfe so oppressed with joy that I am not able to expresse it without assistance and what assistance can I looke for but from the Saints of God O therefore sing unto the Lord all yee saints of his give thankes unto him at the remembrance of his Holinesse It is not enough to praise him if yee doe not sing his praises for it must be done with chearefulnesse and exultation and it is not enough to sing if yee doe not praise him for your joy must be in him and for him in his goodnesse and for his glory If it were to sing of another thing I should require the whole Quire of Gods creatures to joyne in the singing but now that it is to sing of Gods holinesse what should prophane voyces doe in the Consort None but Saints are fit to sing of holinesse and specially of Gods holinesse but most specially with songs of holinesse O therefore sing to the Lord all yee saints of his and let your songs be more of his praises then of your owne thankfulnesse and let your thankfulnesse not be so much for the benefits which you have received as for the holinesse with which they are bestowed for God gives not his benefits as the world useth to doe out of any corrupt affection or with any corrupt intention but there is a holinesse in his giving as well as in his gifts and seeing the Cherubins and Seraphins doe continually cry to God Holy Holy Holy You that are his Saints may well afford to sing to God at the remembrance of his holinesse But what holinesse can there be in Anger Verse 5 and is there not anger in God sometimes and will not this then bee a cause rather of weeping to thinke of his anger then of singing at the remembrance of his holinesse O my soule this need be no cause to breake off the singing for his anger endureth but a moment and even anger it selfe is in God a holinesse It is none of the things that are naturall and permanent in God It is but forced upon him by the violence of sinne and as forced as it is it stayes not with him it is but as a wind that passeth Dum oritur moritur It dyes in the birth Nothing lives and is permanent in God but onely his favour and his love and therefore Though weeping may endure for a night yet joy commeth in the morning And seeing our life is of this condition that heavinesse sometimes must as well be had as joy it is happy for us they are so disposed that heavinesse comes but in the Evening when wee may sleepe it out and when our senses are apt to be tyed up from feeling it but joy commeth in the Morning when all our
from all my troubles had beene a great favour but a farre greater to deliver me from all my feares for where that would have but freed me from present evill This secures me from evill to come that now I enjoy not onely Tranquilitie but securitie a priviledge onely of the godly The wicked may be free from trouble but can they be free from feare No God knowes though they be not in trouble like other men yet they live in more feare then other men Guiltinesse of mind or mind of the world never suffers them to be secure though they bee free sometimes from the fit of an Ague yet they are never without a grudging and if I may use the expression of Poets though they feele not alwayes the Whippe of Tysiphone yet they feele alwayes her terrours and seeing the Lord hath done this for me hath delivered me from all my feares have I not cause just cause to magnifie him and exalt his Name But is Gods mercy confined onely to mee and not extended as well to others Yes my soule Deus omnibus idem God is good to all Verse 5 his mercy is over all his workes Not onely over them as being above them all but over them as extended to them all for other as well as I Looked unto him and were lightened But should it not bee rather said God looked to them and they were lightened then to say They looked to God and were lightened For God is Light and when the Light lookes to us we are sure to be lightened but wee that are darknesse may looke to the Light and yet continue in darknesse still but is it not that the influence of Gods favour descends upon the godly in a kind of correspondence to their service if they cry they shall be heard if they mourne they shall be comforted if they humble themselves they shall be exalted so here because they looked to God they were lightened Indeed Light is the proper inheritance of the godly as being the children of light which though they cannot deserve yet they may expect and have they not reason then to looke to him in whom it is and from whom it must come They little deserve to be lightened that will not looke to him that is their light If it may be had for a looke and they will not doe that they worthily deserve to be kept in darknesse It is true all would be lightened but all take not the right course they looke not the right way There are some that looke to the starres to bee lightened because the starres indeed are glorious bodyes and give light to the world and these are such as attribute all to Chance and Fortune and there are some and these the worst some that looke to Lucifer to be lightened because they thinke he beares not his name for nought and these are such as light them Candles of impietie and by impietie but these are delusions and impostures the way to bee truly lightened indeed is to looke to God for hee is the Father of Lights and as there is nothing with him so there comes nothing from him but onely Light O then my soule looke to God and he will lighten thee looke to him with the eye of Faith and the light of his Countenance shall shine upon thee But though the children of the world bee wiser in their Generation then the children of Light yet in this the godly are the wiser for they looked to God and were lightened and their faces were not ashamed But may wee not say then the more shame for them for is it not true which is said that nothing belongs to us but confusion and shame of face may we not be ashamed to shew our faces to God being so foule and filthy as they are seeing hee endures nothing that is uncleane O my soule as they that looked to the Brazen Serpent were presently healed so they that looke to God are presently lightened for though looking to the materiall Sunne bee a cause to stayne and tanne the face yet looking to the Sunne of Righteousnesse is a meanes to cleanse it and make it amiable and why then should they be ashamed Is it any shame to shew our sores to our Physitian or any shame to shew our faults to our Confessour No more is it any shame to shew our faces to God though never so foule and so full of staynes seeing hee is the true Physitian that onely can cure us Hee the true Confessour that onely can absolve us But who are they that were lightened Perhaps Pauci quos aequus amavit some few that were in his favour perhaps rich men that could offer him Hecatombes and plentifull sacrifices No my soule The poore man cryed and hee heard him and saved him out of all his troubles Verse 6 for God is no accepter of persons Hee neither regards the legges of the strong nor the faces of the beautifull nor the wealth of the rich but whosoever they be that looke to him and feare him they are sure to taste of his mercy and goodnesse But though the poore man cryed are wee sure he cryed to God hee might cry out of sense of his misery and what were this to move God to heare O my soule any crying of the godly is a Musick with which God is pleased or at least is moved if it bee a crying out of sense of miserie God is moved with it in his mercy if a crying out of Devotion God is pleased with it in his Justice O then my soule rather never cry then not cry to God for by crying to him thou gettest I may say two strings to thy bow both his Mercie and his Justice and were it not folly to leave out one where thou mayst have both But though wee know not what the poore mans crying was yet wee see what Gods hearing was for hearing him hee saved him from all his troubles and who would not cry to be so heard The world may thinke it a strange course in the poore man to cry to God to deliver him from his troubles being so farre off from him but how farre was hee from him when he heard him If hee were so neere to him that he might heare him hee could not be so farre from him but he might helpe him O my soule let the world thinke their pleasure let them studie and plot and cast about how to bring their purposes to passe Doe thou cry to God to deliver thee from thy troubles for if thou cry thou mayst be sure hee will heare thee and if he heare thou needst not doubt but he will helpe thee But yet mistake not the meaning when it is sayd that God saved him from all his troubles as though because hee was a poore man that therefore hee was presently made rich Or if he were in paine that he had presently ease for God goes not alwayes the ordinary way of Physicians to cure cold Diseases with hot Medicines his wayes of
my soule aspires for onely this Crowne makes sinne and Death to be my subjects Rebellious sinne that can never be brought into subjection but onely by this Crowne O God of thy loving kindnesse and tender mercies These indeed are Consequences most worthy to be remembred but yet perhaps not apt to be remembred for are they not of too high a straine and what the understanding doth not well apprehend the memorie doth not easily retaine He will therefore descend to Benefits of a lower Verse 5 ranke He satisfieth thy mouth with good things and renues thy youth like the Eagles This no doubt is apt to be remembred because it falls within the compasse of sense for who is not sensible of good things and specially when they bee good things for the mouth for all the labour of man is for the mouth All that the hands worke for and all that the feet toyle about is all but for the mouth so long as we may have greene Pastures and still Waters so long as we may have meat and drinkes not onely to satisfie hunger but to please the palate wee care not greatly for any thing else But O my soule these are not the good things that are here meant and yet even this perhaps were worth the caring for if it might continue but alas the dayes will come when I shall say I have no pleasure in them the time will come when my mouth will lose its taste and what good then will these good things of the mouth doe me No my soule no feare here of old age no feare of defect by reason of yeares For thy youth shall bee renewed like the Eagles There shall be no loosening here of the silver Cord no breaking of the golden Bowle but as the Eagle by mewing her feathers renues her youth So thou my soule by mewing thy feathers which is by casting off this fraile Tabernacle of thy flesh shalt perpetually be kept by the powerfull hand of God in a state of vigour Indeed the life we live now is the greatest part no life for Child-hood is scarce come to it and Old age is almost past it no time properly remaining to life but onely the short time of youth but the life that God hath in store for them that feare him not onely shall be alwayes but shall be alwayes Youth and no defect of Age shall be able to take hold upon it But may we not now begin anew and conceive rather that when David calls upon his soule to blesse the Lord and not to forget all his benefits Hee meanes he would have it to remember all his benefits and therefore he presently falls to reckon them all up himselfe not singula generum but genera singulorum Not all in particular but the generall Heads under which all the Particulars are comprehended And he begins with forgiving of sinnes because this is the Foundation this is that which reconciles us to God and which makes us capable of all his other benefits But alas what good will his forgiving my sinnes doe me if he stay there and goe no further for shall I not be committing of new sinnes continually and so God shall bee alwayes forgiving and never the neere Never the neere unlesse hee be alwayes forgiving To helpe this therefore his next benefit is the healing all my infirmities for this takes away that aptnesse to sinne to which wee are all of us by nature so prone and subject But alas what good will both these benefits doe me if hee yet stay here and goe no further seeing I am now a captive and already condemned to dye the death for should not my case bee like to theirs who upon the scaffold aske the King forgivenesse and when he forgives them yet they are put to death neverthelesse His next Verse 4 benefit therefore is a remedie for this For hee Redeemeth thy life from destruction Hee not onely frees thee from captivitie but preserves thee from perishing But alas what good yet will all these doe me if he should yet stay here and goe no further for when my sinnes be forgiven when my infirmities healed when my life redeemed yet what am I more by all this then as it were an Abrasa tabula at most what have I more to take joy in then every other ordinary creature Hee will now therefore Coronidem imponere give a benefit that shall perfect all For Hee crownes thee with loving kindnesse and tender mercies Whatsoever is within the compasse of his loving kindnesse whatsoever within the extent of his tender Mercies he will not onely make thee capable of it but will freely bestow it all upon thee And who can deny but this now is a perfect Inventorie of all the benefits for which the soule hath cause to blesse the Lord to blesse him in respect of it selfe though there are other benefits indeed to the body for which the soule must blesse him too for alas the body is not able not able of it selfe without the soule and they are soone reckoned for they may be reduced to these two Sustentation and Renovation For hee satisfieth thy mouth with good things and thy youth is renewed like the Eagles as much as to say Thou shalt have the happinesse of the Epicure and of the Stoick both at once at least there shall bee no feare of hunger and thirst No drooping with Age nor ruines of Time And now O my soule let not my being in trouble and oppressed with sorrowes make thee doubt of the truth of these things for besides Verse 6 these benefits The Lord executeth Righteousnesse and Judgement for all that are oppressed Righteousnesse to them and Judgement for them For as it is righteous with God that his servants who are here oppressed should hereafter be comforted and be made partakers of all these benefits so it is his Judgement to the wicked who are their oppressours that they should feele hereafter the full measure of Gods wratth as it were in their revenge And this Righteousnesse and this Judgement he not onely deliberateth and determineth hee not onely promiseth to the godly and threatens to the wicked and then leaves them undone but he is perfect in all his wayes hee is truly Reall and puts them most assuredly in execution at least he executes them Per se or Per alium either by himselfe or by his Angels For indeed this part of his Judgement which is inflicting of punishment is not properly in God Opus suum and therefore no marvell if hee leave it to be done by Angels as he did at Sodome but though the Ministrie be theirs yet the Execution is His all the power is onely from him And although the executing his Righteousnesse and his Judgement be inter Arcana sua things hidden from us at which we may stand amazed but can never understand them yet he hath often-times revealed them to his servants the Prophets and specially to his servant Moses For he made knowne his wayes unto