Why this is but nature whereas to go to Heaven 't is necessary we walke in a supernaturall Path much contrary to nature wherefore sure this cannot be right Light There are two things in Man which are call'd Nature one Reason which truly is his Nature ruling all his actions as he is Man and distinguishing him from Beasts The other is this frame of our Materiall Instruments which we call our Body consisting of Motion of Blood and Spirits which have a course in us so depending from other causes that neverthelesse a great part is in our power Of these two Natures Reason often contradicts the Inferiour and therefore Grace and our supernaturall way must do the same Whereas for Reason Grace never contradicts it but guides it and shewes it that many things which otherwise it would never have attain'd to are very reasonable and by force of reason it self ought to be enacted and put in execution For our supernaturall life is like a Graft which though it bear a better fruit then the Stock yet can it bring forth nothing but by means of that and in the season wherein the Stock of it self flourishes Soul Then I must employ my time in gaining knowledge and governing my self according to it but what should I seek to know Light Your enquiry may be fully satisfied if you confine your search to these two Heads To learn the things that concerne you in the next life which are chiefly Heaven and Hell in Heaven I comprehend all that belongs to Almighty God as well to his Godhead as his Humanity And secondly to study what in this life imports you which is the real valuation of those motives that govern mankind here and the true and straight way that leads to blisse hereafter Soul Surely this cannot chuse but be a pleasant and delightsome Method For what more pleasant then to know especially such truths as most are ignorant of what more delightsome then to enjoy a clear serenity of mind free from those errours we see our Neighbours tossed and turmoyl'd in But above all what can be so ravishing as to understand we are in the direct path towards those great felicities promised us in the next life Light If you take the right course and ply it diligently you shall instead of that anxious and troublesome way you walk possesse all this pleasure and much more whereof as yet you have no feeling nay which you little think your whole pursuit shall be after pleasures and those the highest this life can afford For since Reason is our Nature which hath the greatest stroak in all our actions and whatever is conformable to Nature the more powerfull Nature is the more pleasant that must be it follows the pleasures of Reason are greater far then those of Sense Now Grace being but an heightening of Reason what is conformable to Grace must be still more pleasing to Nature Soul I can easily apprehend the Contemplation of Heaven must be full of pleasure especially if the Contemplatour findes in himself hopes of attaining thither but I know not how the dreadfull consideration of Hell and Death and Judgement should be pleasing being of themselves such frightfull things Light As for those fearfull objects you need not trouble your self yet if you find the considerations of Heaven take hold of your Soul which when they are once settled and well possess'd of your heart will alone so entertain and fill you that you will be free and secure from the irksomenesse of other apprehensions but you must first strive to be in love with heaven and heavenly things if possibly you can Soul I confesse hitherto my considerations have been very dry I not being able to make any apprehension of what pleasure can possibly be found where all that gives us content here will be wanting The second discourse Light NOw if you were sure to find there the same pleasures you enjoy here in this only changed that what ever makes them short noysome tedious or allayes them here with any other discommodity is not there to be found so that the pleasure is there more clear more sweet perpetuall and never cloying you must of necessity make a good apprehension of a desirable place and lovely end to aim at Soul If you can make me see this I hope I shall be better affected to Heaven that with a naturall tye Whereas now I force my self to love a thing which I cannot understand what it is Light Well then do you take pleasure in company of friends with whom you can be free Soul Very much especially if their discourse be such as goes down with some smartnesse and delight Light At least then there 's one pleasure in heaven which you can relish for friends and acquaintance you cannot want there all that are in Heaven knowing all being familiar with all and their hearts lying open to all so that what delight you can imagine in conversation you shall have there a thousand fold multiplied above what it is here Soul But that which pleases me here is to be with a friend in a corner where no body may hear our discourse for it would be a great annoyance to have any one partaker of our secrets Light And why if you have reflected upon it is it troublesome to have overhearers of your discourse Soul Because some would laugh at my follyes or imperfections and jeere at my conceits different from theirs others would carry tales abroad and make a businesse of nothing others are indiscreet and altogether unable to give me either advice or comfort but talk nonsense and rather trouble me then do me good Light Then if the company were such that from every one you could promise your self all respect love prudence and such parts as should be fit to improve heighten the content you aimed at the plurality of those with whom you converse would rather strengthen your pleasure then any way diminish it Soul 'T is true but I cannot conceive if the company be greater then a certain proportion which by interchange may still keep life in the discourse but that the conversation must either be hindred by many speaking at once or dull by one party's speaking so seldome Light But on the contrary if you did apprehend the whole multitude without intermission speaking together and that he that speaks perfectly understood all the rest and himself also were perfectly understood by every one so that each continually declared his own mind without the least impediment to understand perfectly at the same time what all others said and this not onely to himself but any one to any other do you not see what the proportion of content by such discourse would be to the satisfaction you find here when you are in the fullest careere of joy that ever you experimented or can wish or even imagine according to the course of our conversation Soul If this were true I see an extreme increase of pleasure in Heaven over the greatest our
the most rich and excellent piece of all in his own particular property and degree The fifth discourse Soul AS you put me in mind of one thing I should have forgotten so you have embolden'd me to ask another I should else have been asham'd to propose and yet I confesse it has a great power mastery over my affections 't is that I love to be beloved If any shew the least signe of kindnesse for me methinks presently they are the best persons in the world neither is there so poor a wretch but if I see in him a hearty expression of love towards me I cannot chuse but love him again Alas what do I talk of Men if a little Dog or Bird or any other dumb Creature come once to take a haunt to me and be delighted in my pany 't is a death to see any harm befall them and I find a very great satisfaction and content to see them play and pleas'd according to their low manner Now if this love be wanting in Heaven I fear 't will put me out of conceit with the pleasures there Light You are too fearfull and too little considerate of the joyes you aim at Think but with your self that Charity is nothing but the love of God and your Neighbour that 't is the way to Heaven and that of our three guides and conducters thither onely that remains with us and see then whether there can be any fear you shall want love Consider that the principall and main employment in Heaven is nothing else but to love and be beloved and those there are the greatest lovers who are in the greatest favour and highest glory For God himself is love and none is in God or God in them but by love Measure therefore with your thoughts the scope of Heaven from Gods eternall throne to the least child which by Baptisme is made partaker of the Adoption of Christ and be sure that all these shall love you you especially love you as much as if there were no others to be belov'd but only your self that the higher and greater every one is the more ardent expressive and effectuall shall his love be to you in person in particular by name and design What do you now conceit of the base love of this world of the love of Dogs and Birds raise a little your thoughts and look up at true love where it reignes in its full glory where it shewes it self in its Magnificence fly at it there fear not if you love it cannot escape you make but your approaches it will meet you 't is too ethereall for this cloudy region lift but your self above your body and of it self it will bend and stoop to your Arms. Soul What you have said cannot chuse but be a great comfort but I have a foolish scruple if you will give me leave to utter it yet I need not be so coy since you know enough by me this ' t is I have been taught that we should strive to love all men for Almighty Gods sake and so I suppose it passes in Heaven that all these great lovers which you have express'd to be there are of this Nature that they will love me because God Almighty commands it And this alas according to my low apprehension gives me but little satisfaction for this love and good will is not to me but to Almighty God whereas my perversenesse is such that I my self would be beloved and I mark in my self a great difference between when I give money to some little child I am pleas'd with when I bestow an Almes on a poore body that askes me for Gods sake in the one I find that affection I desire others should bear to me towards the Beggar I have no such inclination and the cause as I conceive is that one seems to deserve my love the other only to need it Now if you tell me that in Heaven they shall love me but I shall not deserve it I confesse as my affections now stand 't will be a great cooling to the esteem I desire to have of their love Light How truly spake he that said I know my self a Man that is a proud and yet a wretched thing Is it possible you cannot endure to be belov'd beyond your desert I fear you endure it often enough in this world but here self-conceit makes you easily think not only all love and esteem due to you which is offer'd but for the most part that too little is offer'd Yet I have observ'd sometimes it happens that we truly conceit another to shew more affection towards us then we have deserved though I never heard any offended at such excesse but rather highly pleas'd and engag'd to an endeavour of deserving it Neverthelesse I 'le strive to give you content even in this point Therefore tell me what you think of a person in whom reason governs in full measure so that not a thought passes but according to the pure direction of it do you believe in such a person any love can be unreasonable Soul No certainly so far is past doubt Light And if we love any thing more then it is amiable do you think that love is reasonable Soul I perceive whither you aime that since in Heaven all 's govern'd by reason none there can love otherwise then according to desert but withall I see there may be that desert in another and not in me as for example they shall love me because God who deserves to be obey'd commands them and if only thus I rest as unsatisfied as before Light Why do you conceive that God can command any unreasonable thing especially there where reason is in it's perfection for here I know not what the mixture of bodily qualities with reason may make it reasonable for God to command or if God would command others to love you beyond desert yet do you think that himself being the essence of reason and understanding can love you so or that any one by his command can love you more then himself does Soul This is right again Yet I see we love many things for the connexion they have with some other and not for themselves a Dog a Book a Glove from a beloved person is much made of not for it self but because the using it kindly is an expression or rather a practise of our love towards the person to whom it belongs So I imagine because I am a creature of Almighty God's making and have cost his only Son so dear a price those blessed spirits inflam'd with the love of God may also expresse an affection to me which you see is wholly by the desert of another not mine and however it may be infinitely more then I deserve yet is it not that which I express'd to be requisite to my content Light Your palate is very nice and delicate yet you shall be pleas'd What think you then where reason as I asked before is in full height can any thing there be
successe relieves the afflicted In fine if any word or deed come in very pat and unexpectedly I am highly ravish'd These things I observe both please me in the reading or seeing and afterwards I find my self great with desire till I have discharged my self of them to some other whom I conceive apt to take pleasure in such passages In true Histories and Newes I am affected with a kind of sober satisfaction and if I have heard or read half a story I feel a want of content till I know the rest and be fully possest of the whole proceeding As for home-bred Curiosities I cannot conceive what entertains our affections concerning them except the common desire to know which I imagine is greater towards those things whereof we have already a beginning for so I see this Itch is pleased chiefly in the businesse of mine own acquaintance Light And do you think that the common desire of Knowing is a Passion of so triviall a consequence which peradventure if all things were throughly look't into would appeare the chief or sole cause of all our pleasure at least it being the inclination of our understanding and reason that is the most substantiall and principall part of us it must necessarily have great influence upon all our actions But besides this I see another delight which is a kind of tickling our affections whereat they move and have their course as strings tuned to certain notes answer one another And this happens in all humane affaires but chiefly in such as bear a particular relation to our own state and private circumstances We heare not of any action done by another man but it presently strikes a key in our breasts either of pleasure or displeasure because it has a proper and particular report to our condition Now consider how small a time you can endure to sit ruminating on a businesse that no way concerns you how impossible it is to take off your hearts from thoughts wherein your interest or affections are notably engag'd and then reflect on the choice which in heaven you shall have where according to what is declared the whole course of the sons of Adam shall be clear before your eyes none of their actions or secretest thoughts hidden from you Think how one reflection will preoccupate another how one delight will surcharge another If you will see the Counsels of Statesmen and great Princes there opens it self a Carriere aperte de vieu as the French say If you will see how Scholars came to their profound learning how Artificers to their great experience If you will see how petty fellows shew as much cunning in a little circle as the Grandees of the world in their deep and politick designes If you will see the increase as it were of souls from the babling of children that know not how to spell their letters to the learned Sermons and sublime Speculations of the most famous and renowned Masters in every kind an excesse of examples a world of particulars will display themselves to you all different in some respects yet all agreeing in generall heads all inviting and enticeing by their specialty all contenting and satisfying by shewing their source in evident and common principles Nor shall therebe in the whole multitude any one that shall not affect you with some particular relish and satisfaction by its speciall conformity or difformity to your nature for both these in that state shall yield content as you see here we laugh and are delighted with that in another whereat we should be asham'd and displeas'd if it were in our selves Soul Truly you tell me of a great content but I have been taught that it is the propriety of Almighty God to see hearts and that none else can penetrate into what passes there but by revelation from him Wherefore pray make me know what you mean when you say No mans thoughts are hidden from the Blessed for this I hear is grounded in the holy Scriptures so a dangerous matter to be meddled with Light Those who consider not that the Scriptures are written to men that is to people living in a vale of ignorance and darknesse may perhaps too hastily passe their censure upon the City of Light whereof we discourse But as far as I can understand them there is not a word in our holy books excluding the heavenly Jerusalem from this-knowledge and our Masters use to give a rule that speeches are to be taken secundum subjectam materiam according to the matter we treat of for he that speaks is suppos'd to confine himself to the particular subject of the discourse he undertakes neverthelesse you have not yet heard me say the celestiall habitation enjoyes this priviledge without Revelation for here I do not display the principles upon which their conclusions depend but onely declare to you admitting such positions to be true the excesse of pleasure and content you are to reap in that harvest if you cultivate your land in this world as you are commanded Soul Then I 'le believe what you say without farther enquiry For truly I see that if the day of Judgement declare the justice of Almighty God this cannot be done without full and generall discovery of all hearts and if then every secret thought shall be laid open before the whole world me thinks 't is no great matter the blessed should in joy the priviledge of knowing them before Besides it would be an unhandsome maime both to their knowledge and content if seeing the effects they should be depriv'd of seeing the causes which for the most part reside in the inward thoughts And so have I fallen upon no small subject of delight to me that I shall see the Motives and true Sources of all effects a thing I observe much aimed at by men of sharpest understandings whence 't is that Historians are so desirous to dive into the secrets of affaires those being accounted the best who are thought most truly to have found the deepest ground and bottom of matters of great consequence Light 'T is a good and ingenuous reflection And if you will take the paines to examine also the inconveniences which here you find in talking reading or fitting at a Play peradventure by comparison of your pleasures below you will make a fuller conceit of the content you shall meet above finding there all the delights sincere and pure without the mixture of those bitter and distastfull contingencies which are so frequently offensive here Soul I have not so ill and slowly follow'd you but of my self I can understand that there I shall not have that incertitude of reports which here we wholy rely upon and yet they are generally so fallible that it were a great indiscretion to believe above the tenth part of what is told us Nay even when I heare any strange relation from parties who were present whose eyes and eares saw and heard what pass'd yet am I often troubled how to understand their words some for Interest
and Passion some for carelesnesse or ignorance some because they think it a piece of wit to mend every thing they tell so disguising and altering the truth that it requires a sharp and steady sight to discern it Now for reports how easily they rise upon what mistakes how they are increas'd going from hand to hand with what assurance even those who are accounted the best intelligencers will relate and confidently stand upon them our daily experience gives so full a satisfaction that 't is almost a folly to believe any thing certainly till a common consent has taken away all doubt And all these difficulties may in a proportion be applyed to Histories and perhaps in some respect remain lesse answerable then the objections against living reports so that I cannot but admire their levity who dare with such security ground their judgements in matters of great consequence upon the particular relations of some one or few Authours though living and present I see likewise I shall not be troubled with the drynesse the ill behaviour and importunity of such idle braines as are generally the inventers of those News nor be molested with impertinent discourses upon subjects of little moment in themselves and less concernments to me which often occur in the best Histories and Playes Neither shall my body be diseas'd my head heavy mine eyes sore my time over-slipt when businesse or rest calls upon me all which are diminishing circumstances I feel continually checking my appetite towards these delights in this world and I see all these being taken away there arises a pure a high an uninterrupted and never ending contemplatition an abundant a filling and overflowing delight Now methinks I begin to understand how the waters our Saviour promised the Samaritan can prove an everlasting Fountain of joy and refreshment perpetually springing to-eternall life But yet I do not find I shall have those pleasures that Playes and Romances aim at which consist in passion and unexpected Contrivances Nay methinks both are impossible to that State where neither Passion nor Ignorance have any place and nothing can be unexpected but what we are ignorant of untill it comes Light True it is you shall have no Passion yet shall you not want the least delight even That can afford For Passion does not please of it self but only so far as it increases our knowledge or heightens our affections Wherefore if the impression in the Soul be as great as Passion could make you shall have all the pleasure That can procure Now unexpectednesse moves us by that vertue which contraries put neer together have to encrease and set off one another such surprises being only a suddain joyning of some accident unthought on to what was formerly in full and quiet possession of our mindes For whilst our thoughts are wholly entertained and busily apply'd to any conceit we least expect to see the contrary fall out Now consider with your self the passage you must make out of the body into the state of Eternity how suddain how quick how truly indivisible it will be so that whatever surprise can be imagined in this world is dull and infinitely slower Remember farther that whatever settles in eternity can never fade or change so that how long soever you are out of the body all things shall be as fresh and new to you the last day as the first Conceit then what an unexpectednesse what a perpetuall newnesse shall be in all you know what an extream difference betwixt the conceits of them before and those you shall be endu'd with in that happy condition An able and judicious person was wont to compare this change with our going into a Court-mask when out of a darksome Gallery pestred with crowding noise and confusion by the short turn of a wheel in the twinkling of an eye we are translated as it were into a paradise of glorious light attracting spectacles and heavenly company Soul I see there will be no good thing wanting that can increase and heighten our pleasures but that only in short which would diminish and abate the great delights God hath created us for so that you need tell me no more of this point for I am fully satisfied and apprehensive of the vast joyes I shall derive out of this subject Light You must rise yet a little higher and set your self to contemplate those great Mysteries which have blinded the sharpest sights and puzzled the subtlest wits of the world Mysteries that dazled the eyes of S. Paul and struck his heart with wonder and astonishment whilst he stands admiring the depth of the riches of the wisdome and knowledge of God Think with your self that the Abysses of Gods judgement shall be layd open to your discovery the fates and destinies of Men and Angels why Jacob elected and Esau a reprobate before either of them had done or good or evil why Pharaoh obdurate and Moses made his God why S. Peter head of the Church and Judas a Devill seeing it was in the power of the Almighty to have disposed quite contrary of their fortunes or brought them all to felicity But far more content will you receive to see why the only seed of Abraham for thousands of years were the Elect people of God the rest of the nations all in heaps tumbling into eternall misery Why even since the Gospell so many and great Nations are inwrapped in no lesse darknesse and dismall unhappinesse for ever How all this can stand with God's infinite Goodnesse and Mercy Why he does not rather extinguish and annihilate the unfortunate Angels and Men then reserve them to such extremity of torments Certainly though all these secret mysterious effects are of so high a nature that we cannot reach their causes and true Motives for who is able to be the counseller of Almighty God in the fabrick disposure of the world yet may we arrive at this conclusion that of necessity there must be reasons for all Else what more unreasonable then to imagine that Almighty God who is Reason it self essentiall Understanding and absolute Omniscience does these great things without reason What more absurd then to say that whereas all upright mens wills are govern'd by reason God's will which is the Author the Exemplar and Rule of our wills is blind and wilfull What more extravagant then to think that the will which cannot swerve from doing the best should work without a best In fine what lamenesse were it in Almighty God to have his will more ample then his understanding could direct Reasons therefore there are and when you come to lay your mouth to the spring of eternall truth there shall you suck in these ineffable Mysteries there shall you see how from the essentiall goodnesse and the impossibilitie of swerving from it the world and all the variety of Creatures inevitably flow there shall you behold how by the infallible manuduction of Reason every particular is digested and ordered how by a constant line of succession the