nothing where I loued nothing and I haue my whole portion when I haue Christ my onely loue and ioy with me Let vs not therefore build where we cannot long continue but let vs make our provision for that place where we may liue and remaine for euer It is wisdome then in euery one to labour to be fitted for this passage Let vs be prepared for this iourney as Chrysostome saith for we haue neede of much prouision because there is much heat much drought much solitude no Inne no resting place no place of aboade there is nothing to be bought by him who hath not taken all things here Heare what the Virgins say Mat. 25.9 goe yee rather to them that sell but going they found not What ought we then to doe Euen that we doe not so labour for the things of this life from which we must be taken and which we must leaue behind vs but for those things which concerne a better life which we may carry with vs not for those things which shall haue either finem tuum vel finem suum as Bernard speaks an end of thee if thou haue not an end of them Either shall they be taken from vs as they were from Iob Iob 1. Luke 12.20 or else we from them as the rich man was from his substance and wealth but for those things which we may carry with vs and â—…ay either bring vs to or adorne vs where wee must bee perpetually euen for euer It were a very foolish part and sencelesse practise for strangers when they are in exile or farre from their owne Countrey in a forren soile where they are sure either to be called by their owne Prince or cast out by the prince of the Countrey to lay out all their wealth vpon some land there neuer prouiding for that which they may carry with them to their Countrey for to adorne them when they come there especially if the so imploying of themselues and their estate be a meanes to keepe them from enioying the happines of their Countrey yea a cause why they shall be cast into prison or plunged into miseries So is it meere madnesse for vs to imploy all our care and spend our time and indeauours for this life and things pertaining to it and the body which wee found here and must leaue here and being here from home strangers in the body 2 Cor. 5.6 absent from the Lord and our owne land as the Apostle speaketh whence we know we shall be called either by a naturall or violent death ordinary or extraordinary taken away by God or thrust out by the cruelty of man neuer prouiding for that which must adorne vs there or further our passage yea procure our entrance specially when such things and the care for them which was ioyned with the neglect of so great things even of so great saluati n shall procure misery and punishment where the other would procure mercy and happinesse here these things are left behinde vs those other goe with vs of these we shall giue an accompt of those there wee shall reape a reward as Chrysostome saith Luk. 16.2 We must therefore imitate strangers who prouide for their departure and store themselues with such things as are both portabâ—e and profitable and may stead vs in our passage and possession of our Countrey so must wee prouide for things spirituall and store our selues with them which we shall onely carry with vs and cannot bee â—aken from vs and shall bee onely commodious to vs when wee come to our Countrey Chrysostome sayth he that is indued with vertue hath such a garment which as moaths cannot so neither can Death it selfe hurt And not without cause for the vertues of the minde take not their beginning from the earth but are fruits of the spirit They are then eternall riches and we shall be eternall by them and though Death dissolue body and soule and destroy our present being in this life yet as Iustine Martir spake for himselfe and others to their persecutors you may kill â—s but you cannot hurt vs so Death may kill vs but it cannot hurt vs whilest it comes expected and prouided for it will be to our great commoditie and aduantage And thus shall Death when it commeth be lesse hurtfull as a tempest before-hand expected Death is compared to the Basiliske which if shee see before shee be seene is dangerous but if a man first descrie the Basiliske the Serpent dieth and then there is no feare So if Death be not seene and prouided for before-hand there is great danger but if it be seene and prouided for the danger is past before their death come And they who with the glorified Virgins wait for Christ in the life of the righteous Mat. 25.10 are alwaies prepared for Death when it knocketh to open vnto it and what is a prepared death but a happie death and what followes a happie death but a happie life neuer to die againe Such go in with Christ to his mariage and haue euerlasting life Let vs not therefore forget heauen for earth the soule for the bodie and heauenly ioyes for earthly toyes one moneth or day for one houre or minute let vs not depriue our selues of that euerlasting happinesse that shall neuer bee taken from vs if we prepare our selues for it O that men would be wise to vnderstand know what Acts 1 7. that the great and generall day of Iudgement cannot be faâ—re off as that likewise of their owne death that they might in time prepare themselues for the same And although this day cannot be knowne of mortall men For it is not for you saith our Sauiour to know the times and seasons Mark 13.32 which the Father hath put in his owne power and is vnknowne to the Angels and to the Sonne as he is man yet neuerthelesse they must know that this day cannot be farre off As Daniel searched and found out by the bookes of Ieremiah not only the returne but the time of the returne of Israel to their owne land from their captiuitie So by the studie of the Scripture ought they to search and so may they come to know the time of their returne from their exile on earth to their countrie in heauen And though they cannot finde the particuler day or yeare yet shall they finde it to bee most certaine and in short time to be finished Man should be wise to vnderstand and know the reasons of the certainty of this day of Iudgement they are these First it is the will and decree of God For the Apostle saith And the times of this ignorance God winked at Acts 17.30.31 but now coÌ„mands all men euery where to repent because he hath appointed a day in which he will iudge the world in righteousnes by that man whom he hath ordained whereof he hath giuen assurance vnto all men in that he hath raised him from the dead Now the will and
Christ it ceaseth to bee a plague or punishment and of a curse is made vnto vs a blessing and become vnto vs a friend and a passage or middle way betweene this life and eternall life and is become as it were a little wicket entrance or doore whereby we passe out of this world into heauen And then in this respect this saying of the Preacher is most true for in the day of birth men are brought forth and borne into the vale of misery but afterward when the children of God goe hence hauing death altered vnto them by the death of Christ they enter into eternall life and happinesse The third obiection is taken from the example of most worthy men who as it should seeme haue made their prayers against death Mat. 26.39 as our Sauiour Christ We reade when our Sauiour Christ was borne it was a ioyfull time at whose birth there was great ioy and mirth Simeon and Anna Luke 2.10.13.28.38 Luke 19.41 Marke 16.10 Luke 23.28.45 Matth. 27.51 yea and the Angels of heauen did sing and they bid the Shepheards sing because they brought them glad tidings of great ioy which should be vnto all the people But when our Sauiour Christ suffered death then it seemed that it was a dolefull time for then there was as much lamentation and weeping Our Sauiour Christ himselfe wept whom we reade to haue wept three times at the destruction of Ierusalem Iohn 11.35 at the raising of Lazarus and in his agony the disciples wept the daughters of Ierusalem wept Heb. 5.7 the Sunne was darkened the vaile of the Temple was rent the stones were clouen in sunder Yea all these and all sencelesse creatures in their kind did weepe and lament the death and passion of their maker And so it should seeme that our Sauiour Christ prayed against death on this manner Psal 6.4.5 Father if it be thy will let this cup passe from me Wee reade also that the Prophet Dauid prayed against death Returne O Lord saith he deliuer my soule O saue me for thy mercies sake for in death there is no remembrance of thee in the graue who shall giue thee thankes Againe Esay 38.1 wee reade that King Ezechiah prayed against death for when the Prophet brought him word from the Lord that hee should die and not liue this good king at this newes wept very sore and prayed for further life Now by the examples of these most worthy men yea by the example of the Sonne of God himselfe it should seeme that this should not be true which the Preacher doth heere auouch That the day of death should bee better then the day of birth but rather that the day of death should be the most dolefull and terrible day of all Answ We are heere to vnderstand that when our Sauiour Christ prayed in this sort as we haue heard he was in his agonie and he then as our Redeemer stood in our roome and stead to suffer and endure all things which wee our selues should haue suffered in our own persons for our sins if he himselfe had not vouchsafed to suffer for vs and therefore hee did not pray simply against the bodily or naturall death but against the cursed death of the Crosse for he feared not death it selfe which is the separating of soule and bodie but the curse of the Law which went with death as namely the vnspeakeable wrath and iudgement of God which was due for our sinnes The first death troubled him not but the first and second ioyned together Therefore the Author to the Hebrewes saith Heb. 5.7 That Christ in the daies of his flesh wheâ— he had offered vp prayers and supplications with strong crying and teares vnto him that was able to saue him from death that he was heard in that he feared By which place it appeareth that Christ did not pray simply against the naturall death but against the cursed death of the Crosse which was the second death Concerning Dauids praying against death we are to vnderstand that when he made that sixt Psalme hee was not onely sicke in bodie but also perplexed with the greatest temptation of all in that hee wrastled in conscience against the wrath of God as appeares by his owne words For hee there saith Psal 6.1 O Lord rebuke me not in thy anger c. Wherein wee may see that he prayed not simply against death but against death at that instant when hee was in that grieuous temptation for at other times he had no such feare of death And therefore in another Psalme he saith Psal 23.4 Yea though I walke through the valley of the shadow of death I wil feare none ill c. Wherefore he prayed against death onely in that sixt Psalm as it was ioyned with apprehension of Gods wrath as our Sauiour Christ did Lastly touching king Hezekiah wee are to vnderstand that he prayed against death not onely because hee desired to liue and to doe seruice to God in his kingdome but also it was vpon a further and more special regard because when the Prophet brought him this message of death he was then without issue hauing none of his owne body to succeede him in his kingdome But then it wil be obiected What warrant he had to pray against death for this cause Answ His warrant was good for God had made a particular promise vnto Dauid and his posteritie after him 1. King 2.4 that as long as they feared him and walked in his commandements with all their heart and with all their soule there shal not faile thee saith he a man on the throne of Israel Now this good king Hezekiah at the time of the Prophets message of death remembring what promise God had made to Dauid and to his seed and how that he for his part in some poore and weake measure had kept the condition in that he had walked before God with an vpright heart and had done that which was well pleasing and acceptable in his sight as he himselfe saith in the same place Isay 38 3. therefore hee prayed against death not for that he feared it but he desired to haue issue of his own to succeed him according to the Lords promise to his seruant Dauid Which prayer of his was so well accepted of God that hee gaue him his request and added vnto his daies fifteene yeeres and three yeeres after God gaue him Manasses Isay 38.5 Againe beside these examples it will be further obiected that the godly haue feared death 1. Kings 19.30 or esse why did Eliah flie from it in the persecution of Iezabel and Christ teach his to flie it in the persecutions of men Mat. 10.23 and Christ himselfe as we haue alreadie heard did pray against the bitter cup of it in his agonie Mat. 26.39 and before his apprehension Answ Those Saints did not nor were to flie from death as it is the end of life and a most blessed end
left being obedient It was neuer beautifull and cheerefull since it waxed old in youth through manifold attaxes and disorders and at this day lyes bedrid waiting for the comming of the Son of God And we full well know and are taught by the reading of the Scripture and also by experience that men are not so long liued nor of that goodly tall proportion or strong constitution of bodie as in former ages For the world as a voice out of a bush telleth Esdras 2. Esdr 14.14 hath lost his youth and the times beginne to waxe old and we are borne weaker and more feeble then all creatures and had we not some body to receiue vs when we come into the world woe were it with vs wee might make a short and wofull stay or tragedie to bee borne to weepe to die We haue no cause to perswade vs that this is the golden age but rather that according to the dreame of Nebuchadnezzar Dan. 2. The golden head the siluer breasts the brasen thighes are long since past and wee now liue in the time of the Iron legges the feete whereof are partly yron partly clay In the fortunate Islands beyond the Atlantick seas in the vttermost borders of Ethiopia where the people that liue there are called Macrobij for their long life a man perhaps may liue a long life but what countrey may bee found where a man may auoid the sickle of Death Hence it was that Hormisda did answere the Emperour Constantine demaunding him of the bewtie of Rome stately buildings goodly Statues and sumptuous Temples if he thought that in all the world were any such Citie Surely saith Hormisda there is indeede none comparable vnto it yet hath it one thing saith hee common to all other Cities for men die heere as they die in all other places And what doth it profite to liue long and wickedly and die at length It were better like Cadmus progeny to die the same houre wee were borne What Duellum is this betweene death and nature And if God should not suffer vs to die alas what a miserable life would this be when we come to be old and full of sorrowes Eccle. 11.1 aches sicknesses diseases and griefes When our sences are gone and we haue no pleasure in any thing And when as the Psalmist saith Psal 90.10 our life is but a labour and a sorrow In which age we had need if we haue our sences then to pray hartily to the Lord. Psal 71.9.18 Cast me not off in the time of old age forsake me not when my strength faileth me And also When I am old and gray headed O God forsake me not And alas if we should not then die we would wish to die and say it were better a thousand times to die then to liue For death saith Iesus the sonne of Syrach is better then a better life Eccle. 30.17 or continuall sicknesse And therefore we reade of a certaine Islâ—nd where they liue so long that they are faine to bee carried out thence that they might die And God hath prouided wonderous well for mankind that whereas any man may take our life from vs yet there is none that can take Death from vs who can stoppe the winde that it blow not Who can hinder death that it come not If Iacob counted his time but short Gen. 47.9 hauing already liued an hundred and thirty yeeres what reckoning may we make of our time which is farre shorter Gen. 5.5.27 In the time before the Floud the age of man was great Adam liued nine hundred and thirtie yeeres Noah nine hundred and fiftie Gen. 9.29 Methusalem nine hundred sixtie nine yeeres but after the Floud in Terahs dayes who was father to Abraham Gen. 11.32 Gen. 25.7 Deut. 34.7 Iosh 24.29 the age of man was a great deale shortned from nine hundred brought downe to two hundred and twentie and vnder For Terah liued two hundred and fiue yeeres Abraham his sonne not so long one hundred seuentie fiue yeeres Iacob in his time brought it to a shorter account one hundred and thirty Moses 120. and Ioshua one hundred and ten yeeres And yet are wee not truely said to liue any one of these yeeres vnlesse it be religiously and holily in Christ as a certaine worthie souldier seruing in the warres a long time vnder Adrian the Emperour yet in the end returned to his house and liued Christs souldier where and in which manner after he had liued seuen yeares he departed this life and being readie to die commanded that it should be written on his tombe Heere lyeth Similis for so was his name who was a man many yeeres and liued but seuen accounting that he liued no longer then he liued a Christian How many spend their daies in war after the flesh vnder the Emperour of the Ayre not vnder Adrian who yet I cannot say for seuen yeeres I would I could truely say seuen daies or seuen houres before their death cast away these weapons of sinne that it might be written vpon their grauestone for their Epitaph that seuen dayes or seuen houres before their last houre they not only had a being but a life in the world and not onely were but also liued Therefore it is our duetie to liue well that at the day of death we may speede well and to liue well should be the delight and sweete perfume of euery Christian Thus liue well that thou mayest die well and after death eternally speed well Psal 90.12 Yea So teach vs to number our daies saith the Prophet that we may apply our hearts vnto wisdome Where we are to obserue that he speaketh heere not of weekes or moneths or yeeres but of daies noting thereby the shortnesse of our life in this word Daies And the same phrase is vsed of all the holy men of God vpon the like occasion Iacob being asked by Pharaoh how old he was Gen. 47.8.9 tould him That few and euill were the dayes of his pilgrimage speaking of the time to note the shortnesse of the time or of his life he names not yeeres but daies and speaking of the toyles and troubles of life he calles it a pilgrimage as to be euery day hastely iourneying towards our end Iob 9.25.26 Iob 14.14 Iob in like manner numbring his dayes My dayes saith he are more swift then a post and swifter then the ships And againe he saith All the daies of my appointed time will I waite till my change come The time of Iobs attending or waiting on God for his helpe is the whole terme or acte of his life which he calleth not yeeres but dayes so hee measureth his short time by the inch of dayes rather then by the span of moneths or long ell of yeeres teaching thereby that the dayes of man are few and his life short vpon earth Our Sauiour Christ teaching vs to pray Matth. 6.11 bids vs to pray thus Giue vs this day our
him to be released and if your selfe belong to God it is best for you also at this time to loose him best I say in the wisdome of God and to some end although not so in your owne reason which seeth not so farre and in all respects best Now thinke with your selfe thus much if you had done good to one and pleasured him much and all the friends he hath or any of them should crie out for it would it not grieue you surely it would grieue you so much the more by how much that vnthankefull dislike should be more vehement and last long So it is with God and therefore see what you doe and whom you moue to anger The Apostles words are plaine All things worke for the best vnto them that feare God if you beleue it and also thinke of your dead friend and your selfe God the holy Ghost who cannot lye concludeth that the same was best both for him and you which now is come to passe When good is done we should not grieue and when the best is done much lesse should we grieue for God calleth him out of this life when he is at his best if he be good that hee turne not to euill if euill that hee waxe not worse Away then with sorrow and sowre lookes and let the Lord for his mercie receiue your thankes from faithfull content and not murmuring and repining from vnbridled affections not onely good is done but the best euen the very best by the best that onely knowes what is best and it should appease and satisfie you God is no lyer neither can he be deceiued but if one houres life might haue been better either for him or you then is not the best done and then the Apostles words are not true but that were wicked once to imagine so Therefore no longer life would haue profited him or you but the very best is done blessed therefore be God for his goodnesse euer Fourthly I consider what the same Apostle saith in another place I desire to be loosed and to be with Christ Phil. 1.23 which is best of all And I aske of you whether your selfe do not the like as you are able if you doe not you are yet ouer earthly and further in loue with this wicked and sinfull world then you should be If you doe it why then grieue you that your friend hath obtained that which you desire this will seeme rather enuie then loue in you to conceiue dislike for ones well doing What againe if your friend wish as the Apostle doth long before he obtained his request and now the Lord hath granted what he so heartily wished this is mercie to be reioyced for and not any miserie to bee wept for A true friend acknowledgeth a debt for the pleasuring of his friend and is not mooued with anger or griefe for the same stay then your teares if you will bee iudged a friend and neither grudge to God the companie of his child nor to the child the presence of his God because this is wicked Thinke of the glorie company immortalitie and ioy and comfort with the blessed Trinity and all the hoste of heauen that now your friend enioyeth thinke of the woes and miseries in this wretched vale of teares from which he is freed and then iudge you if the Apostle say not true that it is best to be loosed and to be with Christ If this best bee now at this instant fallen to your good friend by Gods good mercie blesse God for it and comfort your self that your friend enioyeth such endlesse ioy and comfort and thereby shall you shew your selfe a friend indeed and all that are godly and wise cannot but thinke well of you Againe the Apostle saith 2. Cor. 5.6.8 That we know that whilest wee are at home in the bodie we are absent from the Lord therefore we loue rather to remoue out of the bodie and to dwell with the Lord. From which absence from God your friend is freed and by presence and dwelling with God he is now blessed a true cause and a great cause as hath beene said of good content Then doe not you prouoke the Lord with vnthankfull teares sighes and groanes but stay that course which offendeth greatly and tread the steppes of all such as vpon the like occasion haue walked rightly by their discreet mourning Who are euer patient and moderate in sorrow repressing and ruling their affections and gaue them not a loose reine and so ought you Againe in the first Epistle to the Thessalonians it is said I would not haue you ignorant brethren concerning them that sleepe that yee sorrow not 1. Thess 4.13 as they which haue no hope Reade the place and examine your owne course whether you hope or no. First that your friend is well and then that Almightie God will supply his want to you some other way for both these are necessarie our friends are our comforts if they be good But if I tie God to them and thinke all is gone when they are gone where is my hope what pleasure to God so to trust in him that I trust more in my friends and cry out when they goe how shall I doe how shall I liue what ioy can I now haue Is this hope is this trust is this faith fie that euer affections and passions should carie any good child of God so far from his dutie and from true knowledge I say againe our friends are our comfort while the Lord lendeth them and when our friend returneth to his earth yet the Lord is in heauen where he euer was if I haue lost my father to be my father mother sister friend yea all in all to me whatsoeuer I want Therefore while he liueth which is and shall bee for euer I cannot be friendlesse though my friends die or depart from me but that either for one he will raise me vp another or himselfe supplie the place which is best of all Mourne not then I pray you as one without hope but hearken vnto the Apostle and shew foorth your faith hope and obedience vnto God to the glorie of God and your owne praise Againe wee read in the booke of Leuiticus Leuit. 10.3 that the sonnes of Aaron Nadab and Abihu were slaine by the Lord in his anger for their sinnefull presumption in offering vp strange fire which the Lord commanded them not which was a fearefull sight and spectacle to the fathers eyes to see two sonnes at once and in such sort dead Yet what did Aaron I pray you marke the text I will saith the Lord bee sanctified in them that come nigh me and before all the people I will be glorified And Aaron saith the holy Ghost there held his peace And what an example is this if any thing may mooue you to stay your affections for the death of your friends Againe it is said in the booke of the Reuelation And I heard a voyce from heauen Reu. 14.13
saying vnto me Write Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord from henceforth yea saith the Spirit that they may rest from their labours and their workes follow them Your friend is dead in the Lord and therefore blessed will you then weepe and lament for him his workes follow him and the Lord in mercie hath crowned his obedience according to his promise and will you looke awry at it God forbid Againe consider with your selfe that your friends walk with God and are gone to their heauenly Father in peace they are gathered vnto their people they are not dead but sleepe and their flesh resteth in hope they are gone the way of all flesh and doe now behold the face of God in heauen and what cause of sorrow is this to any friend that loueth them If your friend were discharged and released out of prison and miserie and preferred to the palace of an earthly prince and to his Court to his great and exceeding ioy and content would you shewe your loue and contentment toward him in bewailing the same how much lesse then should you lament his preferment into Gods euerlasting Court and kingdome to his vnspeakable ioy and comfort Thus may you gather many places of holy Scripture and on this sort meditate on them For sweet is the word of God against all sorrowes and griefes and by name against this But it may happily be obiected it is your child that is dead and it died before it could well be baptized this grieueth me more then otherwise it would and so you feare your childs estate Answ God forbid that we should either speake or think so seeing the Lord neuer said so but contrariwise the Scripture witnesseth that they are in the Couenant of God and so in state of saluation so soone as they are borne and Baptisme doth not make them Christians that were none before but is the Sacrament the seale the signe the badge of them that are Christians before Besides it is not the want of the Sacrament that depriueth a man of Gods fauour for the children of the Israelites were not circumcised all those fortie yeeres which they liued in the wildernesse the reason whereof was because they were euer to remoue and iourney whensoeuer the pillar of the cloud that was their guide ascended and went forward Numb 9.18 c. so that they were alwaies to attend vpon the cloude both night and day not knowing when it would remooue and therefore could not circumcise their children in the wildernesse as yee may read Iosh 5.2 c. but it is the contemning or despising of the Sacrament that depriueth men of Gods fauour when they make no more account of it then Esau did of his birth-right Gen. 25.32 then Ahaz did of the Lords helpe Esay 7. and it is also the neglecting of it when God offereth time and opportunitie that we might haue it Againe the Lord neuer said that whosoeuer died vncircumcised or vnbaptized should be wiped out of the booke of life but hee hath said Gen. 17.12.14 that whosoeuer contemneth or carelesly neglecteth the Sacraments shal be cut off from among his people And so read you the notes vpon that seuenteenth chapter of Genesis and I hope they shall content you for this matter God is not tyed to the Sacrament nor euer was The contempt hurteth but not the want when it is against your will Obiect Happily your child was of ripe yeeres and withall so toward that it could not be but that he should come to some great place and preferment if he had liued both for the good of himself and his friends and that he in his youth and the flower of his age should thus bee taken away is a great losse say you Answer True it is that the losse is great in respect of the world but what is that if we consider God God is also able to supplie all that some other way if we take it well This is apparant that what good or preferment could haue come to him any way or to his friends if he had liued the Lord for some purpose as yet happily hidden hath preuented but yet his arme is not shortened as I said to doe vs good some other way but it might perhaps prooue otherwise contrarie to our expectation if he had liued longer and then it would haue beene a great griefe vnto vs. But admit that it would haue beene as you hope if he had liued longer yet he is more highly preferred euen to the highest heauens and to the presence of God and this no earthly preferment can match And except we be wholy earthly our selues we cannot but sauour this and not let his youth grieue vs for no youth nor age is too good for God when he is pleased to take them A foole or a child seeing a goodly cluster of grapes thinketh it pitie to put them into the presse to deface them but he that is wise knoweth that thereby the liquour which is in them is preserued and that this timely gathering is a meanes to keepe them from corruption So we thinke sometime Oh it is great pitie such a one should die so soone so towardly a youth so good a creature can hardly be spared but God in his wisedome knoweth it to be good And if he cut off the life of that good and godly king Iosiah as it were in the middle of the stemme 2. Kings 22.20 doubtlesse it is for this cause that his eies may not see the manifold euils to come If you will be ruled to weigh things with reason you may well see mercie euen in this timely death for many are the perils both of bodie and soule that young men auoid when they are taken hence false doctrine heresies errours and many grieuous sinnes wounding the very conscience with a biting worme that euer gnaweth publike calamities and ruine of state many priuate miseries great and grieuous which no man can thinke of beforehand more bitter to good men then any death from all which this happie deliuerance in time of youth doth free your child and set him safe that you shall neuer mourne with him nor for him that way And herein we haue Dauid an example of godly fortitude who hauing a child sicke did while it liued afflict his soule besought God for the child and fasted and wen◠〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and lay all night vpon the earth and would not be comforted Thus while there was hope of remedie he gaue way to the sorrow of his heart 2. Sam. 12.16 but when Dauid perceiued that the child was dead then he arose from the earth and washed and anointed himselfe and changed his apparell and came into the house of the Lord and worshipped and after came to his owne house and bad that they should set bread before him and he did eate His sorrow ended when he once saw there was no hope of enioying any longer the companie of his child Now this course seemed vnto
persecutions into desarts mountaines and holes of the earth But they were worthy and had farre better company hauing a kind of fellowship with Christ and all the Saints that were gone before them So for the faithfull that now liue if the wicked and vngodly make no more of them then of the filth of the World and as of the of scouring of all things as the Apostles speaketh it is because they are too good to liue amongst them and too precious to be cast before swine 1 Cor. 4 13. that so treade and trample them vnder their feet And where they say away with such fellowes from the earth Math. 7.6 for it is not fitte that they should liue Christ will in his due time take them from the earth by a blessed and most sweet death Act. 22.22 to haue the company and fellowship with him his Angels and Saints and with all the holy company of Heauen and then they shall haue their desire Thirdly it is lawfull to desire death in respect of our sinnes to the end we might not offend God any more by sinning And what a miserie and bondage it is to bee in subiection to sin may appeare by the most earnest and feruent prayer of the blessed Apostle Saint Paul vvho feeling the waight and heauie burden thereof 2 Cor. 12.7.8.9 he desired God with earnest zeale and feruencie and with deepe sighes and groanes that hee might be deliuered from it And againe after the long and lamentable complaint that the Apostle made of the Law that was in his members striuing against the law of the Spirit and leading him captiue into the law of sinne hee breaketh forth into this most patheticall exclamation O wretched man that I am who shall deliuer mee from the body of this death or this body of death I thanke God through Iesus Christ our Lord. Rom. 7.24.25 The Prophet Dauid also feeling the heauy waight of his sinnes maketh his grieuous complaint and mone thereof vnto God saying There is no soundnesse in my flesh Psal 38.34 because of thine anger neyther is there any rest in my bones because of my sinnes for mine iniquities are gone ouer my head as a heauie burthen they are too heauy for me If a man would inuent a torment for such as feare God and desire to walke in newnesse of life and to haue part in the first resurrection hee cannot deuise a greater torment then to be disquieted with this tyranny of sinne and with this vnquiet vnhappy Iebusite euen the rebellion and corruption of our owne flesh and this heauie weight of sinne that doth cleaue and hang so fast vpon vs. O happy therefore and blessed death that dischargeth and freeth vs from so sore combersome and cruell bondage and from further offending of him who dyed for our sins So that death freeth vs from the necessity of sinning also brings vs to bee with Christ And to desire death in this case is not a loathing to liue but a loathnesse to sinne In which case Iob desired death because of his sinnes that he might not offend â—od any more and therefore hee sayth Iob. 6.8.9 10. O that I might haue my request and that God would grant me the thing that I long for euen that it would please God to destroy me that he would let loose his hand and cut me off then should I yet haue comfort Now in the meane while till we can haue our desire in this case accomplished Rom. 6.12 wee must resist and striue against our sinnes that they may not raigne in our mortall bodies and let all our endeauor and care increase against our sins that the force of them may be dayly weakened their number lessened and all occasions of sinning auoyded Fourthly it is lawfull to desire death in respect of the miseries calamities and troubles of this life and for the preuenting of the miseries to come And yet this holy desire must not be simple and absolute but it must bee restrained with certain respects and with these reseruations First it must bee desired so farre forth as it is a meanes to put an end to all our miseries to all the dangers of this life to all the corruption of nature and to the necessity of sinning Secondly as it is a gate by which wee enter into the immediate fellowship with Christ and of God And our desire also for these endes must keepe it selfe within these limits wherein two Caueats must bee obserued First it must not bee immoderate exceeding the golden meane Secondly it must alwayes be with a reseruation of Gods good pleasure and with an humble submission and subiection of our willes to the will of God For if eyther of these be wanting the desire of death is defectiue faulty and dangerous Death frees vs from the miseries and perils of this world abolisheth all present and preuents all future dangers and brings vs to be with Christ What man wearied with labour desires not rest what Mariner tossed vpon the seas wisheth not to come into safe harbour What traueller toiled with a tedious and perilous iorney would not willingly come to his wayes end what sicke maÌ„ accepts not health what slaue imbraceth not freedome what prisoner doth not entertaine inlargement what captiue would not welcome liberty what husbandman would be euer toyling and not at length receiue the fruit of his labour what marchant is content to liue euer in danger by sea and by land amongst Pyrats and robbers not to come at last safe home with his wealth And lastly what man hauing the reuersion of a goodly kingdome would be loath to receyue the possession of it And sure wee are all in this case by reason of the manifold miseries incident to vs in this world that wee haue good cause to wish with a holy desire to be loosed from al these miseries and to be with our Sauiour Christ and in the meane time Luk. 21.19 till we can haue our desire in this case Let patience possesse our soules Fifthly and lastly it is lawfull to desire death for the perfecting and full accomplishment of that coniunction and vnion which wee haue in Christ Iesus our head that wee might be where he is to enioy his presence For we are saith the Apostle members of his body of his flesh Eph. 5.30 and of his bones that is we are most straightly coupled to Christ by the spirituall band of our faith which vnion is most admirable For first wee are vnited to his Godhead that is not by transfusion of the diuine substaÌ„ce but by effectual working by the manhood and secondly wee are one with his manhood that is really and substantially Ioh. 15.5 as appeareth by those Similitudes by which this vnion is expressed in holy Scriptures as namely First of the Vine and branches Ioh. 3.29 Rom. 11.18 Eph. 2.20 Eph. 1.23 Secondly of the Bridegroome and the Bride Thirdly of the Oliue tree and the
insist the longer vpon it And therefore to conclude with my Statute It is appointed c. It is therefore a care that euery one ought to haue viz. to know that they must die and that they cannot auoid it The decree is gone out against them from the highest court of Parliament of the most High What contempt were it not to take notice of it Euery one therfore ought to labour to number his daies and truely to know his mortalitie the greatest as well as the meanest the wisest as the simplest For if any one then all and if any more then other then the greatest for the greatest are most subiect to death As they challenge themselues to be the finest of the common mould so they must know that by that they are not exempted from the common law of Nature and force of Gods decree But as the finer the mettall or the purer the matter of any glasse or earthen vessell is the more subiect it is to breaking and so the daintiest bodies the soonest gone It behoueth vs all therefore to seeke for spirituall Arithmeticke thereby to number our dayes in a religious meditation of the incertainties of the time and the certaintie that that time will come Let vs therefore liue to die yea liue the life of grace that wee may liue the life of glory And then though we must go to the dead yet we shall rise from the dead and from thenceforth liue with our God out of the reach of Death for euermore The end of the first Diuision THE SECOND DIVISION ON THE MEDITATION OF DEATH THen if Death be thus certaine in the next place the law of reason aduiseth vs to thinke of the worlds vanitie to contemne it of death to expect it of iudgement to auoid it of hell to escape it and of heauen to desire it And thinke it not needlesse or superfluous to bee exhorted to this Meditation that the ignorant may learne the carelesse consider and the forgetfull remember that they all must die For as Saint Augustine saith nothing so recalleth a man from sinne as the frequent remembrance of death For the error of all men for the most part taketh his originall from hence that they forget the end of their life which they ought alwayes to haue before their eyes And of the want of this commeth pride ambition vaine-glory too much carefulnesse of the body too much carking and caring after the things of this life Hence also it commeth that we build Towers vpon the sand For if wee did consider what we shall be after a few dayes our manner of liuing would perhaps bee more humble temperate and godly for who would haue a high looke Psal 131.1 and a proud stomacke if hee did with the eyes of his minde behold what manner of one he shortly after shall be in his graue who would then worship his belly for a god Phil. 3.19 when he waigheth with himselfe that the same must in short time be wormes meate who would be so in loue with money that he would runne like a mad-man by sea and land as it were through fire and water if he vnderstood that he must leaue all behinde him If this were well thought vpon our errors would soone be corrected and our liues bettered Wish therefore rather for a good then a long life It is a thing doubtlesse worthy of euery mans best thoughts and intentions For seeing euery man must die and hath a course to finish which being finished hee must away It is speciall wisdome to learne to know the length of his dayes as it were the length of his lease for as he hath vsed himselfe in his farme he shall enter at the expiration of his time vpon a better or a worse 1. Sam. 13.14 Dauid for his learning a Prophet for his acceptation a man after Gods owne heart for his authority a King was then very studious in this knowledge when after fasting and watching he besought God to be instructed in it Lord let me know my end Psal 39.4 and the measure of my dayes what it is let me know how long I haue to liue Act. 7.22 So Moses wise in all the wisdome of Egypt and Israel accounted faithfull in the house of God Heb. 3.2 prayed yet for this point of wisdome to be informed in it Psal 90.12 and as well for himselfe as others Teach vs so to number our daies saith he that we may apply our hearts vnto wisdome like carefull schollers who forsake their meat and drinke and breake their sleepe and are often in meditation when they beate vpon some serious subiect What thinke you it will profit a man if by his skill in Arithmetike hee be able to deale with euery number and to diuide the least fractions and neuer to thinke on the numbering of his daies with the men of God and yet his dayes are few and euill What will it profit him if by Geometrie hee bee able to take the longitude of most spatious prospects and not be able to measure that which the Prophet hath measured with his spanne Psal 39.51 What will it auaile him if with the astronomer he be able to obserue and know the motions of the heauens and yet haue his heart so buried in the earth that hee cannot thinke of that which passeth away as swiftly as any motion of them all What profiteth it I say If he be able with the Philosopher to search out the causes of many effects and to know the causes of many changes as of the ebbing and flowing of the seas the increasing and wayning of the Moone and the like and be not able to know his owne changes and the causes of them Doubtlesse all this wil profit them nothing all this knowledge will be to little purpose in the end And vnlesse they think vpon death they cannot apply and fashion themselues to a godly life Yea we finde daily by experience that the forgetfulnesse of death maketh vs applie our hearts to all kinde of folly and vanity The holy men in old time were wont to keepe such an account of their dayes and so to think on death that aboue all things they might apply their hearts vnto wisdome So mindfull of these things was Saint Ierome who saith of himselfe that whether he did eate or drinke or whatsoeuer else he did he thought alwaies this sound of the last trumpet did euer ring in his eares Arise yee dead and come to iudgement Which when I consider saith he it makes me shake and quake and not dare to commit sinne which otherwise I should haue committed Likewise that ancient and reuerend father Innocentius the fourth was so carefull to auoid the vengeance to come that to stirre vp all the powers and faculties of his minde with due consideration of the vanitie of this world the vilenesse of his nature the shortnesse of his time the causes of sinne and the punishment for the same he still imagined to
heare a damned soule answere his demand as followeth in manner of an interlocution or dialogue Thou dust and clay tell me I say where is thy bewtie fled Was it in vaine or doth it giue thee fauour with the dead Thy house so high thy pleasures by thy cattell more and lesse Thy land so wide thy wife beside a stranger doth possesse Where is thy strength become at length thy wit thy noble blood Thy worldly care thy daintie faire doe these thee any good The answere I will not faine all is but vaine there is no food to find No wit nor wealth no hire no health no hope in graue assign'd What wilt thou more my goods in store my land so large wide My glory gay my braue aray increased haue my pride My pride my paine procur'd againe my paine my griefe alas My griefe my griefe without reliefe my sences doth surpasse My wailing woe no man doth know no tongue can halfe display I freeze I frie exceedingly alas and well away I weepe I wayle I faint I faile I stirre I stampe I stare I dye I dye e'relastingly farewell by me beware Remember thou learn'd that die thou must And after come to iudgement iust Behold thy selfe by me such one was I as thou And thou in time shall be euen dust as I am now And so mindefull hereof also was Anaxagoras for when word was brought vnto him that his sonne was dead hee was not much moued with the newes because as he said he knew and had well considered long before that his son was mortall For a mortall father cannot beget an immortall sonne If they that brought vs into the world are gone out of the world themselues wee may infallibly conclude our owne following Hee that may say I haue a man to my father a woman to my mother in this life may in death say with Iob Iob 17.14 To corruption thou art my father to the worme thou art my mother and my sister Xerxes that mighty Monarch and Emperor of the Persians beholding from a high place the hugenesse of his Army in strength inuincible in quality diuers in number infinite in whose courage and might he had fully reposed the strength of his Kingdome the safegard of his person and glory of his Empire could not refraine his eyes from teares considering that of all this maruelous multitude which hee saw that after one hundred yeares there should not a man be left And shall we that are Christians at least wise by name viewing from the highest pinnacle of our conceit our selues our glory magnificence and renowne our wealth our strength our freinds our health and all our brauery wherein we repose all our felicity and happinesse be nothing moued with the due consideration of our Death and with the passing away of the world and the concupiscence thereof Therefore saith Martial an antient Bishop what haue we to doe with the delight of the world that it should hinder vs from the meditation on Death You may call it as you will either pleasure pastime gladnesse mirth ioy but in Gods dictionary it hath no such name in the holy scripture it is otherwise called It is called Adams goodlie apple Gen. 3.17 Gen. 25.30 1 Sam. 14 43. Ioh. 13.27 Reu. 1. Luk. 15.16 which being eaten depriued him of paradise Esaus redde broath which being supt vp bereaued him of his birthright Ionathans sweete honycombe which being but tasted was like to cost him his life Thus is all the delight in the world called in Gods dictionarie It is called Adams apple Esaus broath Ionathans hony-combe So that all this delight is no delight or suppose it were yet certainely it shall not giue thee the desires of thy heart As any solide body though it haue neuer so faire a colour as crimson or cornation or purple or scarlet or violet or such like yet alwaies the shadow of it is black so any earthly thing though it haue neuer so faire a shew yet alwaies the shadow of it is blacke and the delight thou takest in it shall prooue to be grieuous in the end when thou must leaue all Therefore Plato calleth it a sweete bitter thing so likewise if we meditate on Death it will make vs to call all these things of the world not sweet but bitter And it would make vs say with the Apostle Gal. 6.14 God forbid that I should delight in any thing but in the crosse and death of Christ by which the world is crucified vnto me and I vnto the world But of all arithmeticall rules this is the hardest to number our daies Men can number their heards and droues of Oxen and sheepe they can account the reuenues of their lands and farmes they can with a little paines number their coyne and gaines yet they are perswaded that their daies are infinit and innumerable and therefore they neuer begin to number nor thinke on them for the which they will neuer find any leasure Who saith not vpon the view of another surely yonder man looketh by his countenance as if he would not liue long yonder woman is old her daies cannot be many Thus we can number the dayes and yeares of others and vtterly forget our owne But the true wisdome of mortall men is to number their owne daies and like skilfull Geometricians to measure all their actions all their studies all their cares and indeauours all their thoughts and desires and all their counsells by their departure out of this life as the end whereunto they are reserued as it were by a certaine rule and thereunto to direct all things and so to finish the course of our life which God hath giuen vs that at last we may come to the hauen of eternall rest and happinesse What if we had dyed in the dayes of ignorance like Iudas that hanged himselfe before he could see the passion resurrection or ascension of Iesus Christ We should then haue numbred our daies and our sinnes too But alasse how many dayes haue we spent and yet neuer thought why one day was giuen vs But as the old yeare went and an other came so we thought that a new would follow that and so we thinke that another will follow this and God knoweth how soone wee shall be deceiued For so thought many of them before who are now in their graues Dearely beloued this is not to number our dayes but to prouoke God to shorten our dayes I that write you that read and all that heare this which of vs hath not liued twenty yeeres yea some forty fiftie or more and yet wee haue neuer seriously thought on Death nor applyed our hearts aright vnto wisdome O if we had learned but euery yeere one vertue since wee were borne we might by this time haue bene like Saints amongst men whereas if God at this present time should call vs to iudgment it would appeare that we had applyed our hearts mindes memories hands feete tongues and all our whole bodies