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and_o the_o earth_n shall_v cast_v out_o the_o dead_a my_o body_n remain_v god_n jewel_n when_o it_o have_v lose_v that_o lustre_n the_o soul_n do_v give_v it_o god_n lock_v it_o up_o in_o the_o grave_n as_o in_o his_o cabinet_n god_n well_o know_v my_o body_n be_v liable_a to_o danger_n in_o the_o day_n of_o his_o wrath_n against_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o earth_n the_o grave_n be_v the_o receptacle_n from_o distress_n whereinto_o he_o do_v gather_v it_o know_v my_o soul_n and_o body_n you_o when_o divide_v do_v abide_v object_n of_o god_n compassion_n complacency_n and_o care_n enter_v into_o your_o chamber_n
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justice_n the_o thief_n crucify_v with_o christ_n receive_v and_o confess_v so_o much_o the_o due_a reward_n of_o his_o evil_n 43._o luk._n 23.41_o 43._o yet_o this_o hinder_v not_o his_o soul_n be_v that_o night_n in_o paradise_n with_o his_o saviour_n and_o fellow-sufferer_n the_o crime_n not_o the_o condition_n must_v divide_v between_o god_n and_o the_o soul_n as_o it_o do_v divide_v the_o soul_n from_o the_o body_n but_o repentance_n be_v the_o sponge_n of_o guilt_n where_o god_n give_v repentance_n he_o deni_v not_o remission_n of_o the_o most_o egregious_a crime_n to_o the_o most_o heinous_a offendor_n the_o hand_n of_o humane_a justice_n may_v be_v the_o help_n of_o the_o sinner_n repentance_n and_o than_o tyburn_n or_o tower-hill_n may_v be_v as_o near_o as_o good_a yea_o a_o much_o better_a way_n to_o heaven_n then_o any_o other_o happy_a be_v the_o stroke_n of_o justice_n 33.12_o 2_o chron._n 33.12_o which_o may_v save_v the_o soul_n from_o hell_n manasseh_n fetter_n make_v 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and_o due_a confusion_n under_o the_o just_a sentence_n of_o a_o most_o righteous_a law_n i_o can_v but_o think_v repentance_n have_v be_v more_o proper_a matter_n for_o their_o profession_n than_o their_o insultation_n and_o rejoice_v in_o their_o suffering_n as_o if_o in_o and_o for_o the_o lord_n and_o their_o peace_n joy_n and_o courage_n whereof_o their_o survive_a friend_n boast_v not_o observe_v the_o same_o abstract_a from_o that_o humiliation_n and_o pensive_a demeanour_n most_o christianly_o suitable_a to_o so_o just_a and_o sad_a suffering_n if_o there_o be_v in_o i_o any_o real_a guilt_n for_o which_o i_o have_v deserve_v to_o die_v i_o pray_v god_n convince_v i_o of_o it_o for_o i_o yet_o see_v it_o not_o and_o affect_v i_o with_o it_o if_o in_o any_o thing_n i_o have_v violate_v the_o law_n though_o through_o error_n or_o ignorance_n god_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o justify_v the_o righteousness_n of_o that_o law_n by_o which_o i_o may_v be_v condemn_v and_o than_o if_o my_o 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preacher_n against_o the_o king_n be_v not_o michaiah_n carge_v by_o the_o king_n to_o be_v one_o that_o bear_v ill_a will_n to_o the_o king_n be_v not_o this_o the_o very_a lot_n of_o christ_n himself_o suffer_v not_o that_o righteous_a one_o as_o a_o blasphemer_n and_o as_o a_o enemy_n to_o caesar_n shall_v i_o be_v deter_v from_o follow_v my_o master_n from_o drink_n of_o the_o cup_n whereof_o my_o dear_a redeemer_n have_v begin_v from_o travel_v in_o the_o beat_a road_n of_o all_o god_n prophet_n the_o very_a way_n prescribe_v by_o the_o lord_n himself_o have_v not_o the_o lord_n christ_n declare_v humane_a rage_n and_o reproach_n to_o attend_v all_o who_o faithful_o reveal_v his_o will_n and_o man_n sin_n be_v not_o unjust_a reproach_n in_o my_o death_n part_n of_o christ_n cross_n and_o my_o crown_n why_o then_o do_v i_o dread_a and_o decline_v it_o if_o i_o be_v reproach_v for_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n i_o be_o happy_a 4.14_o 1_o pet._n 4.14_o the_o spirit_n of_o glory_n 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in_o the_o burn_n of_o a_o favour_n a_o fit_a of_o the_o stone_n or_o colic_n have_v wish_v for_o death_n to_o ease_v they_o of_o their_o pain_n my_o fear_n of_o pain_n in_o death_n be_v much_o great_a than_o what_o i_o shall_v feel_v in_o the_o stroke_n thereof_o the_o pomp_n and_o passage_n unto_o death_n do_v and_o will_v more_o perplex_v my_o soul_n than_o the_o pain_n thereof_o can_v possible_o pinch_v my_o sense_n but_o suppose_v the_o worst_a yet_o the_o great_a pain_n of_o death_n be_v tolerable_a and_o pass_v away_o in_o a_o moment_n with_o how_o much_o ease_n do_v the_o lord_n jesus_n give_v up_o the_o ghost_n in_o that_o die_a act_n the_o dreadful_a expectation_n of_o which_o make_v he_o sweat_v blood_n and_o water_n how_o many_o of_o the_o martyr_n have_v with_o most_o calm_a and_o compose_a spirit_n lie_v under_o the_o most_o cruel_a and_o exquisite_a torment_n and_o as_o lamb_n before_o the_o shearer_n breathe_v out_o their_o last_o breath_n in_o the_o great_a pain_n of_o 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it_o can_v hinder_v my_o grace_n from_o go_v with_o i_o to_o heaven_n though_o i_o must_v at_o death_n leave_v my_o outward_a comfort_n this_o be_v my_o advantage_n i_o may_v retain_v and_o carry_v with_o i_o my_o integrity_n my_o soul_n death_n shall_v not_o meddle_v with_o thy_o best_a treasure_n be_v therefore_o content_a to_o part_v with_o thy_o worst_a enjoyment_n thy_o outward_a comfort_n whilst_o thy_o totter_a tabernacle_n must_v fall_v thy_o earthly_a cottage_n must_v be_v burn_v rejoice_v and_o bless_v god_n that_o thou_o can_v save_v any_o thing_n much_o more_o that_o thy_o best_a good_n thy_o substance_n be_v escape_v and_o secure_v for_o be_v herewith_o store_v thou_o shall_v possess_v a_o estate_n much_o more_o plentiful_a and_o pleasant_a than_o what_o thou_o have_v in_o this_o life_n and_o world_n god_n death_n cut_v i_o off_o from_o my_o relation_n but_o cast_v they_o on_o god_n sect_n x._o death_n will_v cut_v i_o off_o from_o my_o dear_a relation_n who_o dependence_n 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