which it kindleth within This is evident by the zeal of those which have sincerely loved God in all agâ—s we may take all the Saints for an example of this but I will instance only in Moses and Pâ—ul Moses who was the meekest man upon the earth had his spirit so warmed with the love of God in his heart thaâ— the fire of zeal brake forth in an unquenchable flame in him when he saw God dishonoured and an Idol magnified by the people of God And Paul's spirit was hereby so stirred within â—im when he saw the people given to Idolaâ—ry that he could not forbear to reprove it whatever he underwent for it All these had their hearts so warmed with the love of Gâ—d that neither water nor bloud could quench the flame that love had kindled which evidently demonstrates this love to be a heart-warming Affection Though sincere Love to God do warm the hearts of all in whom it is with a zeal of God yet doth it not warm the hearts of all alike according to the measure and degree of love in the heart such is the zeal that issueth out of it Sincere Love to God is a soul-humbling affection it thinks it can never do nor suffer enough for God and thence it is that it doth not glory in any doing or suffering it comes stil short of what it should do and what it would do and therefore is not puffed up with what it doth but rather humbled by its failings Knowledge puffeth up but love casteth down the soul. Sincere Love to God is a heart-softening affection as is evident by the carriage of Nathan towards David when the Lord sent Nathan to awaken David and call him to repentance What did Nathan but labour to set an edge on David's love by setting the loving kindness of the Lord before him as one knowing that if any thing melted his heart this would do it and this we see did it which plainly shews That love is a heart-softening affection This is yet farther evident in other of the Saints Iosiah loved his God and hence it was that his heart melted when he considered how he and his people had offended God by walking contrary to his statutes Mary Magdalen sincerely loved Christ and hence it was that her heart was so mollified and melted for the sinne she had committed Love softeneth the heart in which it is nothing more nothing so mollifying as love love delated and love apprehended mollifyeth the heart as oyl doth the hand The way to encrease sorrow for sinne is to encrease love to God grief is but an effect of love love is the leading affection to grief anger hatred and desire grief springs not so naturally from any thing as it doth from love there is no grief so kindly none so pierâ—ing none so lasting and wasting as that the 〈◊〉 springs from pure love Object But this property of love makes me to question the truth of my love for I find my heart is hard I cannot grieve for sinne as I should or as I would Answ. Softness of heart hath other appearances besides grief it shews it self in yeelding to walk in the statutes of the Lord and keep his ordinances and do them inflexibility and readiness to obey the known will of the Lord without standing out against any part of it and to these a child of God should have recourse in such case Sincere Love to God is a sinne-abating affection This I gather from the propheticall prediction of Jesus Christ concerning these times Because iniquity shall abound the love of many shall wax cold hence it is evident That the abounding of iniquity springs from the totall want or decay of love if love did abound iniquity could not abound it would abate the force of it love is therefore called a breast-plate The abating of iniquity is according to the abounding of love in what measure love aboundeth in that measure sinne abateth but as love decayes abates and cools iniquity abounds While the Church of Ephesus continued in her first and fervent love we read of no complaints of her but when her love abated her inâ—quity abounded Sincere Love to God will abate sinne in a Person Church or Nation if it be in the Person Church or Nation Sincere Love to God is an establâ—shing affection This I gaâ—her from the language of the Apostle 2 Thes. 2.10 11. Because they received not the love of the truth tâ—at they might be saved for this cause God shall send them strong delusions to believe lies c. Hence it is evident That had these of whom the Apostle speakes received the love of the truth had they sincerely loved the God of truth they had continued in the truth in the knowledge of it in the belief of it in the obedience of it and neither totally nor finally apostatized from the truth which strongly argues love is an establishing affection The knowledge of the truth without love of the truth to wit sincere love is utterly unavaileable unto salvation The knowledge of the truth without love of the truth is unvaled to uphold in the profession and obedience of the truth He whose judgement is unsound is in danger to be corrupt by flatteries as the Prophet Daniel speakes but he whose love is unsound is in more danger to be corrupt by flatteries He whose love is sound may through frailty fall and through fear of some corporall evil become guilty of partiall apostacy but he shall never fall away totally nor finally from the God of truth nor from the truth of God By all which it appears that love is an establishing affection Sincere Love to God is not lessened by encrease of knowledge but encreased with it He that loves God sincerely his knowledge doth not lessen his love to God or the Ordinances of God or the Ministers of God but encreaseth it his love doth abound more and more as his knowledge doth abound more and more This is sufficiently intimated by the language of the Apostle Phil. 1.9 He whose light doth not encrease but rather decrease his love hath cause to question his love and his light too Finally Sincere Love to God alwayes produceth sincere love to man for Gods sake This is evident by the language of the Apostle If any man say I love God and hate his brother he is a liar for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen how can he love God whom he hath not seen As if the Apostle had said It is impossible for that man to love God sincerely which loveth not his brother if a man love God this love will constrain him to love his brother it will produce love to man for Gods sake This is farther intimated ver 21. By these few Properâ—ies Effects and Appearances of a sincere love to God I conceive a Christian may judge aright of his love to God and so consequently of his
the world that sooner deceives us or so much abuses us as our own hearts they are not to be consulted with nor trusted to without the Word but tried by it therefore search the Scriptures and search thy self If we go to the Creatuâ—e for assurance and go from Creature to Creature for it as the Bee goes from flower to flower the Creatures may all reply in the language of Job and say it is not in me neither is it to be found in me it cannot be gotten for gold neither shall silver be weighed for the price thereof Honour may say it is not in me neither is it to be found in me and riches may say it is not in me neither is it to be found in me gifts may say it is not in me and learning may say it is not in me neither is it to be found in me and thus may all the Creatures reply But where then is assurance to be found and where is the place thereof seeing it is hid from the eyes â—f the most and kept close from many of Gods Iewels The world sayes we have heard of the fame thereof but know not what it is Gods People say we thirst after it but know not where to find it Thou that thus complainest go to the word and it will tell thee in the Word and in the wildernesse assurance is usually found go thou to the Word to seek it follow the counsell of Christ thou that longâ—st after assurance but knowest not where to find it Go thy wayes forth by the footsteps of the flock and feed thy kids beside thâ— sheepherds tents Frequent the Word preached read the Word Printed Seek for Evidencâ— in grace and not in gifts in renewing grace not in morall grace seek it in the narâ—ow way These are the paths wherein the flock of Christ have gone before us and which they have trodden out unto us follow their foot steps if thou wouldest attain assurance go not in untroden paths to seek it it is a pearl that is not to be found in every place seek it therefore where it is to be found This is the first branch of the second Rule 2. The second is this He that would get assurance must seek it as it is to be sought after He must seek it according to the Scripture directory that is diligently orderly humbly perseveringly First He must seek it diligently Give diligence to make your calling and election sure saith the Text He that would get assurance must seek it diligently and industriously he must seek it as Solomon teaches us to seek wisdoms and understanding seek for it as for silver and search for it as for hid treasure It is treasure which lies hid and lies deep in the Bowels is the Scripture and he that will obtain it must dive deep for it and dive with his eyes open as the Indians are said to do for pearl he must labour for it industriously as labourers do in silver-mines Secondly He must seek it orderly he must follow the vein He must not begin where God begins but where God ends he must not begin at the root to fiâ—d the branch but by the branch discry the roote my meaning is he must not begin with Gods decree in predestination which is the root of salvation But with regeneration and justification which are branches issuing out of this root other wayes he may destroy the tree ere he is aware I mean himself and all hope of Heaven and salvation as I have known some do and fall into utter desperation The truth is he that will not beleeve untill he read God's decree in Heaven must never look for any assurance of Heaven here nor fruition of it hereafter If you will not beleeve you shall not be established saith the Text He that will reach to Heaven by Jacobs Ladder must begin at the lowest step this is the Scripture way to get assurance Christs directory prescribes it when Iesus Christ would instruct Nicodemus about his spirituall and eternall estate he did not send him to Heaven to read the records of the celestiall court but sent him to read himself over to search his own heart and life to consider whether he were regenerate and born again whether he were ingrafted into Christ and made a new Creature yea or nay Christ directs him to the effect to find out the cause not to the cause to find out the effect which teaches us that he that would get some good Evidence of the Love of God and his own salvation must begin at home with the workings of God in and upon himself he must consider what work the Spirit of God hath done in him what sight of sinne what sense of sinne what sorrow for sinne what lâ—athing and forsaking of sinne he hath wrought in him what grace or desire of grace or prizing of grace the Spirit of God hath wrought in him The Father himself Loveth you saith Christ. But how shall that appeare Why the next words tell us Ye have loved me and beleeved c. The Father himself loved you because ye have loved mâ— and beleeved that I came out from God It is as if Christ had said your faith to me working by love to me demonstrates it for Christ doth not here make our Faith or our love the cause of Gods love to us but the discoverer of it And the Apostle tells us That whom God did foreknow he also did predestinate to be conformed to the Image of his Sonne and ver 30. saith that whom he did predestinate them he also called to wit inwardly and effectually according to his purpose by giving them saving grace and whom he thus calleth them he also justifieth and whom he justifieth them he also glorifieth And here the Apostle followeth the example of his Lord and Master leading us to the cause by the effects and to the end by the meanes hence it is evident That he that would get assurance of his Election must seek it in the workings of God in and upon himself he must consider how his justification iâ— evidenced by his sanctification and his election by both Sanctification is Gods work in us justification is Gods work upon us both together are certain pledges of his good will towards us In the third place He that would seek assurance as it is to be sought after must seek it humbly with feare and trembling the Scripture calls upon us so to do Work out your own salvation with feare and trembling a seeker of assurance must seek humbly upon his knees and he must seek tremblingly with a holy feare and jealousie least he should mistake and miscarry for though it be possible for a Child of God to know his estate yet it is very difficult Fourthly He must seek perseveringly he must never give over asking untill he receive never give over seeking untill he find what he seeketh He must follow the example of the Spouse seeking
believeth all things loveth all things endureth all things 1 Cor. 13.4 5 6 7. It is a heart-softening affection a heart-mollifying love This is intimated by the language of the Apostle Heb. 3.13 Exhort one another daily while it is called to day lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfullness of sinne Hence it is evident That if our love one towards another were such as it should be and did operate as it should do it would soften and mollifie our hearts Congruous love is mollifying Here note two or three things Christians frequently complain of hardness of heart in these dayes and not without cause but few I believe take notice that want in love is the cause of it Strangeness weakens cools and abates love nothing more this it doth in man towards God and in man towards man and as love abates and strangeness grows the heart contracts hardness more and more Probatum est Whilest the Galatians love towards Paul continued they were pliable within and without they would have parted with any thing to have done him good but when once their love abated their hearts were hardned towards him and his message too Love and intimate converse melts the heart nothing more strangeness hardens it nothing the like intimate converse with God encreaseth love to God and melteth the heart intimate converse with the godly-wise doth the like Our great hardness of heart and unprofitableness under the great meanes of grace in publick I may truly say hath in great part sprung from the gross neglect of the duties of Christian love and the great strangeness that is grown amongst Christians in these times where we meet but in complement usually But when God shall give his people one heart and one way to serve him with one consent when their love shall abound one towards another and operate without these obstructions of division in judgement and affection they shall then have hearts of flesh and not of stone as appears by Ier. 32.39 and Zeph. 3.9 compared with Ezek. 36.26 which places have reference to one and the same time It is said of Leviathan Job 41. That the flakes of his flesh are joyned together they are firme in themselves they cannot be moved His scales are one so neer another that no Air can come between them They are joyned one to another they stick together that they cannot be sunderâ—d The Lord Jesus Christ is the great Leviathan of Heaven and Earth and his people are his scales and the flakes of his flesh and were they so joyned together in Christian love and society that no Air of temptation could come between them they would be firm in themselves and so stick together that they could not be sundered yea in their neck would strength remaine and sorrow would be turned into joy before them I wish all the Saints to whose view this may come may take these things into consideration Great is the latitude of Christian love of love congruous to the rule of God for they whose love is congruous to the rule of God Grudge not a one against â—â—e other Speak not evil one of another Do not bite and devour one another Deviâ—e â—ot evill one against another Do not oppress over-reach or defraud one another iâ— any matter Render not evill for evill unto any man Say not I will do so to him as he hath done to me I will â—ender unto the man according to his deeds They bear not false witness against their Neighbour nor bear witness without cause against their Neighbour nor deceive with their lips Lay not wait against the dwelling of the righteous Spoil not his resting place Adde not affliction to the afflicted Rejoyce not in their enemies fell much less in their brothers Hate not their brother in heart Stand not against the blood of their Neighbours out of desire of revenge nor upon a politicall account Are not as Cain who slew his Brother They judge not their Brother nor set at nought their Brother Give no offence willingly to any but endeavour as much as lawfully they may to live peaceably with all men They put away all bitterness and wrath and anger and â—lamour and evill speaking with all malice Love one another as God gave us Commandement Love one another as Christ hath loved us Love as Brethren Love without dissimulation cordially unfeignedly out of a pure heart fervently Love not in word and in tongue only but in deed and in truth They walk in love abound in Love grow in Love speak the truth in Love serve one another in Love continue in Love are kindly affectionated one towards another with brotherly Love Rejoice with them that rejoyce and weep with them that weep In honour preferre one another have compassion one of another are pitifull are courteous one towards another tender hearted if rich they are rich in good works ready to distribute willing to communicate shew mercy with cheerfullness they beare one anothers burdens If strong beare the infirmities of the weak support the weak beare one with another aâ—d forbeare one another Forsake not the assembling of themselves together but exhort one another daily edify one another and comfort one another with the Word of the Lord Teach and admonish one another consider one another to provoke unto Love and to good works confess their faults one to another This I think is meant at least chiefly of faults committed one against another and pray one for another Pray for all men even enemies Do good unto all but especially unto the houshold of Faiâ—h they are not overcome of evill but labour to overcome evill with goodness they do as they would be done by in all things they esteem very highly in Love for their works sake their lawfull and faithfull Ministers especially those in whom they have propriety They receive one another as Christ received us to the glory of God and be at peace among themselves Then again He whose Love to his brother is congruous to the Rule of God goes not up and down as a tale-bearer He seeks not his own but his brothers good labours to avoid whatsoever may offend or weaken his brother or be a stumbling block unto him labours to please his brother for his good to Edification He loves his Neighbour as himself doth good freely looking for nothing again He saies not as Cain Am I my brothers keeper but watches over his brother for his good and reproves his brother in Love according to Christ's Rule privately and publiquely if need be informs against his brother in such place and case as Christ commands him and with-draws from his brother in case of
and ye shall be my People Jer. 31.33 What doth the Lord require herein on our part but to take him for our God and yield up our selves unto him as his People to apply Christ unto our selves and our selves unto Christ as aforesaid This is the Obedience of faith this is Evangelical Obedience the Obedience which the Gospel cals for and which it only accepts What shall we do that we might work the Works of God said some to Christ Ioh. 6.28 Christ replyes ver 29. This is the work of God that ye believe on him whom he hath sent In these few words is comprehended the whole work of Obedience the whole work assigned us by God This is the Work of God c. It is as if Christ had said you naturally seek Heaven by works but altogether mistake that work of works which is only acceptable and effectual to attain its end Beleeve on him whom he hath sent Beleeve on him who hath fulfilled the Law for us and will fulfill the Law in us This is the work of God assigned to us and a work which God worketh in us and this is unto flesh and blood of all works the hardest Here note these Corollaries Corol. 1. That the Obedience of Faith is of all works the most difficult unto flesh and blood this requires a man to deny himself totally which flesh and blood will rather deny God himself then do We rejoyce in Christ Iesus and have no confidence in the flesh c. 2. Our Souls naturally had rather dye and put off their immortality and everlasting being then put on the Lord Jesus Christ. They will not come to me 3. We all naturally dote upon works and say as the young man in the Gospel that came to Christ What shall I do that I may inherit eternall life But the work of works Beleeve in the Lord Iesus Christ we are of all other the farthest from till the Spirit of God work in us These from our Saviours mouth I have deducted This is the Work of God that ye beleeve in him whom he hath sent 4. Man naturally is so proud That he will not seek after God saith the Psalmist that is God in Christ for no otherwise can God be approached unto He thinks himself rich and to need nothing and knows not that he is poor and blind and miserable wretched and naked and therefore scornes to seek to God in Christ for wealth He will rather make a covering of Figg-Leaves than of Christs righteousnesse rather cover himself with rotten raggs than be beholding to Christ for his robe 5. Man regenerated so far forth as carnal is very unwilling to be beholding to Christ wholly for all the good he stands in need of hence it is that many regenerate persons will rest on promises no further than they can find themselves to obey precepts weary themselves out with labouring to fulfil the Law and never study the Obedience of Faith which is to renounce all that we can do To put no confidence in the flesh but rest only on what Christ hath done and suffered for us beleeving that every promise shall be made good to us so farre forth as may be good for us for Christ's sake This is to apply Christ unto our selves And our selves unto Christ According unto all his precepts This is the latter clause in the description of Evangelicall Obedience A Christian by the Obedience of faith Opens the everlasting doors to the King of Glory to come in and take possession and rule all in his heart and in his life He resigns up all to be ordered by him who so loved him that he gave himself for him so that not he but Christ liveth ruleth and ordereth all Every thought is yielded up unto the Obedience of Christ with desire that he will bring it into subjection 2 Cor. 10.5 Faith doth both receive and give it is faith that applies Christ to the man and the man to Christ as appears by Ioh. 1.12 compared with 2 Cor. 8.5 Faith makes him ours who makes all happiness ours Faith makes him ours in whom we are compleat and generates Love in our souls to him that hath loved us and given himself for us and this love constrains us to live not unto our selves but unto him which dyed for us and rose again 2 Cor. 5.14 15. and this is that Obedience which the Gospel cals for and which only it accepts and this if fincere and cordial is very acceptable with God though many wayes deficient It is the Gospel and the Gospel only that cals for this Obedience the Law doth not require us to apply our selves unto Christ no more than it doth require us to apply Christ unto our selves but barely saith Do this and live Transgrefse this and dye The Gospel doth not barely call for this Obedience of Faith but promises to give it and works the heart unto it yea freely gives it us as a gift They shall looke on him whom they have pierced c. Zach. 12.10 I will put my Spirit within you and cause you to walk in my Statutes saith the Lord c. Ezek. 36.27 To you it is given in the behalf of Christ not only to beleeve on him but also to suffer for his sake saith the Apostle Phil. 1.29 These things premised I proceed to the tryal of Obedience and for the more perspicuity propound this Question Quest. How may I discern whether my Obedience be sincere and cordiall Obedience yea or nay Answ. Thou mayest discern it by the efficient cause by the final cause and by the properties of cordial Obedience The efficient cause of cordial Obedience is the Love of God the final cause thereof is the Glory of God 1. The efficient cause of cordial Obedience is the Love of God cordial Obedience springs out of Love to God and he that cordially obeys the Will of God obeys it in Love to God not slavish feare nor self love nor vain glory But Loâ—e to God is that which leades him to obey the Will of God Therefore saith the Apostle The Love of Christ constraineth us 2 Cor. 5.14 Here note these two things 1. That whatsoever a man doth in way of Obedience to the Will of God be the action never so good or glorious in it self is no wayes acceptable unto God except it spring from Love a pregnant proof of this we have 1 Cor. 13.1 2 3. where the Apostle shews at large That all Obedience without Love comes to just nothing all parts and gifts all Faith and Obedience though it be to the death and the cruellest death that possibly may be without faith working by Love without Obedience springing from Love comes to just nothing at length It profiteth me nothing saith the Apostle On the other hand though we can do but little for God if that little we do issue out of Love to God it is very pleasing to and acceptable with God who looks more on our affection than our
man pray frequently and pray fervently Seek the Lord early and seek him earnestly wrestle with God in prayer witnesse Iacob and the Prodigall 6. Chastisements sanctified beget and increase love in the chastised towards the chastiser Rebuke a wise man and he will love thee saith Solomon Pro. 9.8 Chastisements sanctified increase love to God 7. Chastisements sanctified meeken the heart and moderate anger mortifie in man hatred and malice which generate thoughts and desires of revenge against the instruments in Gods hand They beget patience under all strokes I have sinned therefore I will beare the indignation of the Lord saith the soul whose Chastisement is sanctified and justifiesGod in all his dealings 8. Chastisements sanctified soften the heart and make it pliable to the will of God they subject a man unto Christs yoke 9. They fit a man for any condition that God cals him unto prosperity or adversity they fit him to abound and fit him to want fit him to live to Christ and fit to him to dye for Christ they fit a man to live to Christ here and to live with Christ heareafter in Heaven 10. They make a man long to be dissolved to be with Christ yet patiently to wait on God all the daies of his appointed time untill his change come Rom. 5. â— Job 14.14 11. Sanctified Chastisements indeare to a man his Fathers house his house of grace and his house of glory they did thus operate in David Psa. 42. and in Israel in captivity Psal. 137.1 6. and in the Prodigall Luk. 15. When his Chastisement was sanctified unto him it indeared his fathers house 12. Sanctified Chastisements will make a man labour to excell in grace There is no man so covetous after grace as he to whom Gods chastising hand is sanctified There is none so sensible of the want of grace nor of the worth of grace as this soul is therefore such an one usually labours above all others to excell in grace 13. Finally Sanctified Chastisements leave impression behind them when they are gone they do not only make impression while they are present as unsanctified Chastisements many times do but they leave impression behind them when they are removed impression of holy feare of love of humility of watchfulnesse of holinesse of compassion towards others under Gods Chastising hand They yield the peaceable fruit of righteousnesse to them that have been exercised thereby and the like they do not barely produce good purposes and promises but resolve them into performances according to ability and opportunity By some one or other of these every one may perceive whether Gods Chastisements be sanctified to him or no and so consequently whether Gods rod upon himself be a sign and pledg of Gods speciall Love towards him or not Object But God Chastises in wrath and displeasure as well as in love In my wrath I smote thee saith God of his own People Isa. 60.10 In a little wrath I hid my face from thee c. Isai. 54.8 How shall I then know whether God chastise me in love or in displeasure Sol. To find out this Consider 1. That those which the Lord here speaks of though they were the Lords own People by profession yet they were not all such by true conversion they were not all beloved after a speciall manner 2. Know That God may and often times doth Chastise in wrath and yet in love too When God Chastiseth his own Adopted Child he many times doth it in wrath and displeasure towards his sin but alwayes in love to his person Wouldest thou then know whether thou art Chastised of God in love or not Consider whether thou art an Adopted Child of God or not Try thy selfe by what hath been formerly said and if thou findest that thou art truely such conclude thou mayest certainly That all thy Chastisements do spring from love for whatsoever stroks God smites such an one with he doth it in Love to his person this is a sure rule though God speak bitter things against thee as Iob complains he did against him and do bitter things unto thee yet all springs from his love though he bide his face from thee for a while and chastise thee with sâ—ourging he doth it in love to thy person all Gods dealings with thee spring from his love his love is the efficient whatsoever be the meritorious or immediate cause of thy Chastisement When God is angry with thee and smites thee for thy sinne it is in love to thy person he loves thee still Is Ephraim my deare sonne is he a pleasant Child for since I spake against him I do earnestly remâ—ember him still c. Ier. 31.20 All Gods Children even the best of them all here have faults many faults and God will not suffer them to go unchastised Children are sure of chaftisement however servants speed legitimate sonnes are sure of chastisement when they offend however bastards escape God hath no time to chastise his Children but here therefore they are sure of Chastisement here it will not stand with Gods Love to passe by them and wink at their faults the nearer in relation the surer of correction the dearer in affection the surer of chastisement Whom the Lord loveth he chastiseth and scourgeth every sonne whom he receiveth Wouldest thou then get a true evidence of the speciall Love of God towards thee and of this Adoption by Jesus Christ Consider well of two things First Whether thou hast been Chastised of the Lord yea or nay Secondly Whether thy Chastisiments are sanctified to thee or not and if thou canst truely conclude on the affirmative thou hast good ground to beleeve that thou art one beloved of God after a speciall manner that thou art an Adopted Child of God and an heir of Heaven But if thou hast been altogether free from or unprofitable under Gods Chaftisement thou hast just cause to feare whether thou art an Adopted Child of God or not at least that thou art not yet brought home to thy Heavenly Father For whom the Lord loveth he certainly sooner or later chastiseth as the Text tels us Whom the Lord loveth he chastiseth and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth Gospell Sufferings OR Suffering as a Christian. 2 Tim. 2.12 If we suffer we shall also reign with him IN these words the Apostle briefly layes before us another and a higher Evidence of our Salvation to wit suffering Heaven the Kingdom of glory where Jesus Christ reigns is here promised to sufferers But to find out what kind of sufferers they are to whom this great reward is promised we must consult with other Scriptures for it is not to all kind of sufferers that this promise is made Before I speak of the kind of suffering here spoken of I shall here note foure or five things First That suffering is a lesson very hard to flesh and blood to learn which the Apostle knowing as a wise scholemaster sets before us his schoolers that