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else_o thou_o will_v judge_v thyself_o guilty_a of_o their_o death_n cardan_n 123._o speak_v of_o one_o that_o have_v a_o receipt_n that_o will_v sudden_o and_o certain_o dissolve_v the_o stone_n in_o the_o bladder_n and_o he_o conclude_v of_o he_o that_o he_o make_v no_o doubt_n but_o that_o man_n be_v in_o hell_n because_o he_o never_o reveal_v it_o to_o any_o before_o he_o die_v what_o shall_v we_o say_v then_o of_o they_o that_o know_v of_o the_o remedy_n for_o cure_v soul_n and_o do_v not_o reveal_v it_o nor_o persuade_v man_n to_o make_v use_n of_o it_o be_v it_o not_o hypocrisy_n to_o pray_v daily_o for_o their_o conversion_n and_o salvation_n and_o never_o once_o endeavour_v to_o procure_v it_o and_o be_v it_o not_o hypocrisy_n to_o pray_v that_o god_n name_n may_v be_v hallow_v and_o never_o to_o endeavour_v to_o bring_v man_n to_o hallow_v it_o nor_o hinder_v they_o from_o profane_v it_o and_o can_v you_o pray_v let_v thy_o kingdom_n come_v and_o yet_o never_o labour_v for_o 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especial_o at_o your_o hand_n the_o strong_a be_v make_v to_o help_v the_o weak_a and_o those_o that_o see_v must_v direct_v the_o blind_a god_n look_v for_o this_o faithful_a improvement_n of_o your_o part_n and_o gift_n which_o if_o you_o neglect_v it_o be_v better_o for_o you_o that_o you_o never_o have_v receive_v they_o for_o they_o will_v but_o further_o your_o condemnation_n and_o be_v as_o useless_a to_o your_o own_o salvation_n as_o they_o be_v to_o other_o 3._o sect_n iii_o 2._o all_o those_o that_o have_v special_a familiarity_n with_o some_o ungodly_a man_n and_o that_o have_v interest_n in_o they_o god_n look_v for_o this_o duty_n at_o their_o hand_n christ_n himself_o do_v eat_v and_o
the_o christian_a the_o drunkard_n the_o whoremaster_n and_o the_o jovial_a lad_n do_v swagger_v it_o out_o with_o gallantry_n and_o mirth_n when_o a_o poor_a saint_n be_v mourn_v in_o a_o corner_n yea_o the_o very_a beast_n of_o the_o field_n do_v eat_v and_o drink_v and_o skip_v &_o play_v and_o care_n for_o nothing_o when_o many_o a_o christian_n dwell_v with_o sorrow_n so_o that_o if_o you_o will_v not_o die_v and_o go_v to_o heaven_n what_o will_v you_o have_v more_o than_o a_o epicure_n or_o a_o beast_n etc._n what_o do_v it_o avail_v we_o to_o fight_v with_o beast_n as_o man_n if_o it_o be_v not_o for_o our_o hope_n of_o a_o life_n to_o come_v why_o do_v we_o pray_v and_o fast_o and_o mourn_v why_o do_v we_o suffer_v the_o contempt_n of_o the_o world_n why_o be_v we_o the_o scorn_n and_o hatred_n of_o all_o if_o it_o be_v not_o for_o our_o hope_n after_o we_o be_v dead_a why_o be_v we_o christian_n and_o not_o pagan_n and_o infidel_n if_o we_o do_v not_o desire_v a_o life_n to_o come_v why_o christian_a will_v thou_o lose_v thy_o faith_n and_o lose_v thy_o labour_n in_o all_o thy_o duty_n and_o all_o thy_o suffering_n will_v thou_o lose_v thy_o hope_n and_o lose_v all_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o life_n and_o lose_v all_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n and_o be_v content_v with_o the_o portion_n of_o a_o worldling_n or_o a_o brute_n if_o thou_o say_v no_o to_o this_o how_o can_v thou_o then_o be_v loath_a to_o die_v as_o good_a old_a milius_n say_v when_o he_o lie_v a_o die_a milij_fw-la and_o be_v ask_v whether_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o die_v or_o no_o illius_fw-la est_fw-la nolle_fw-la mori_fw-la qui_fw-la nolit_fw-la ire_n ad_fw-la christum_fw-la a_o say_n of_o augustine_n which_o he_o oft_o repeat_v let_v he_o be_v loath_a to_o die_v who_o be_v loath_a to_o be_v with_o christ._n 11._o sect_n xi_o 2._o consider_v be_v god_n willing_a by_o death_n to_o glorify_v we_o and_o be_v we_o unwilling_a to_o die_v that_o we_o may_v be_v glorify_v will_v god_n free_o give_v we_o heaven_n and_o be_v we_o unwilling_a to_o receive_v it_o as_o the_o prince_n who_o will_v have_v take_v the_o lame_a beggar_n into_o his_o coach_n and_o he_o refuse_v say_v to_o he_o opitimè_fw-la mereris_fw-la qui_fw-la in_o luto_fw-la haereas_fw-la thou_o well_o deserve_v to_o stick_v in_o the_o dirt_n so_o may_v god_n to_o the_o refuser_n of_o rest_n you_o well_o deserve_v to_o live_v in_o trouble_n i_o think_v if_o a_o prince_n be_v willing_a to_o make_v you_o his_o heir_n you_o shall_v scarce_o be_v unwilling_a to_o accept_v it_o sure_o the_o refuse_v of_o such_o a_o kindness_n must_v needs_o discover_v ingratitude_n and_o unworthiness_n as_o god_n have_v resolve_v against_o they_o who_o make_v excuse_n when_o they_o shall_v come_v to_o christ_n very_o none_o of_o these_o that_o be_v bid_v shall_v taste_v of_o my_o supper_n so_o be_v it_o just_a with_o he_o to_o resolve_v against_o we_o who_o frame_v excuse_n when_o we_o shall_v come_v to_o glory_n sect_n xii_o 12._o 3._o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v willing_a to_o come_v from_o heaven_n to_o earth_n for_o we_o 13._o and_o shall_v be_v unwilling_a to_o remove_v from_o earth_n to_o heaven_n for_o ourselves_o and_o he_o sure_o if_o we_o have_v be_v once_o possess_v of_o heaven_n and_o god_n shall_v have_v send_v â—s_n to_o earth_n again_o as_o he_o do_v his_o son_n for_o our_o sake_n we_o shall_v then_o have_v be_v loath_a to_o remove_v indeed_o it_o be_v another_o kind_n of_o change_n then_o we_o be_v which_o christ_n do_v free_o submit_v unto_o to_o clothe_v himself_o with_o the_o garment_n of_o flesh_n and_o to_o take_v upon_o he_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n to_o come_v from_o the_o bosom_n of_o the_o father_n love_n to_o bear_v his_o wrath_n which_o we_o shall_v have_v bear_v shall_v he_o come_v down_o to_o our_o hell_n from_o the_o height_n of_o glory_n to_o the_o depth_n of_o misery_n to_o bring_v we_o up_o to_o his_o eternal_a rest_n and_o shall_v we_o be_v after_o this_o unwilling_a sure_a christ_n have_v more_o cause_n to_o be_v unwilling_a he_o may_v have_v say_v what_o be_v it_o to_o i_o if_o these_o sinner_n suffer_v if_o they_o value_v their_o flesh_n above_o their_o spirit_n and_o their_o lust_n above_o my_o father_n love_n if_o they_o needs_o will_v sell_v their_o soul_n for_o nought_o who_o be_v it_o fit_a shall_v be_v the_o loser_n and_o who_o shall_v bear_v the_o blame_n and_o curse_v shall_v i_o who_o they_o have_v wrong_v must_v they_o wilful_o transgress_v my_o law_n and_o i_o undergo_v their_o deserve_a pain_n be_v it_o not_o enough_o that_o i_o bear_v the_o trespass_n from_o they_o but_o i_o must_v also_o bear_v my_o father_n wrath_n and_o satisfy_v the_o justice_n which_o they_o have_v wrong_v must_v i_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n to_o earth_n and_o cloth_n myself_o with_o humane_a flesh_n be_v spit_v upon_o and_o scorn_v by_o man_n and_o fast_o and_o weep_v and_o sweat_n and_o suffer_v and_o bleed_v and_o die_v a_o curse_a death_n and_o all_o this_o for_o wretched_a worm_n who_o will_v rather_o hazard_v all_o they_o have_v and_o venture_v their_o soul_n and_o god_n favour_n than_o they_o will_v forbear_v but_o one_o forbid_v morsel_n do_v they_o cast_v away_o themselves_o so_o slight_o and_o must_v i_o redeem_v they_o again_o so_o dear_o thus_o we_o see_v that_o christ_n have_v much_o to_o have_v plead_v against_o his_o come_n down_o for_o man_n and_o yet_o he_o plead_v none_o of_o this_o he_o have_v reason_n enough_o to_o have_v make_v he_o unwilling_a and_o yet_o do_v he_o voluntary_o condescend_v but_o we_o have_v no_o reason_n against_o our_o come_n to_o he_o except_o we_o will_v reason_v against_o our_o hope_n and_o plead_v for_o a_o perpetuity_n of_o our_o own_o calamity_n christ_n come_v down_o to_o fetch_v we_o up_o and_o will_v we_o have_v he_o loose_v his_o blood_n and_o labour_n and_o go_v away_o again_o without_o we_o have_v he_o buy_v our_o rest_n at_o so_o dear_a a_o rate_n be_v our_o inheritance_n purchase_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o god_n and_o be_v we_o after_o all_o this_o loath_a to_o enter_v ah_o sir_n it_o be_v christ_n and_o not_o we_o that_o have_v cause_n to_o be_v loath_a the_o lord_n forgive_v and_o heal_v this_o foolish_a ingratitude_n 13._o sect_n xiii_o 4._o consider_v do_v we_o not_o combine_v with_o our_o most_o cruel_a mortal_a foe_n and_o jump_v with_o they_o in_o their_o most_o malicious_a design_n while_o we_o be_v loath_a to_o die_v and_o go_v to_o heaven_n where_o be_v the_o height_n of_o all_o their_o malice_n and_o what_o be_v the_o scope_n of_o all_o temptation_n and_o what_o be_v the_o devil_n daily_a business_n be_v it_o not_o to_o keep_v our_o soul_n from_o god_n and_o shall_v we_o be_v well_o content_a with_o this_o and_o join_v with_o satan_n in_o our_o desire_n what_o though_o it_o be_v not_o those_o eternal_a torment_n yet_o it_o be_v the_o one_o half_a of_o hell_n which_o we_o wish_v to_o ourselves_o while_o we_o desire_v to_o be_v absent_a from_o heaven_n and_o god_n if_o thou_o shall_v take_v counsel_n of_o all_o thy_o enemy_n if_o thou_o shall_v beat_v thy_o brain_n both_o night_n and_o day_n in_o study_v to_o do_v thyself_o a_o mischief_n what_o great_a than_o 〈◊〉_d can_v it_o possible_o be_v to_o continue_v here_o on_o earth_n from_o god_n except_v only_a hell_n itself_o o_o what_o sport_n be_v this_o to_o satan_n that_o his_o desire_n and_o thou_o shall_v so_o concur_v that_o when_o he_o see_v he_o can_v get_v thou_o to_o hell_n he_o can_v so_o long_o keep_v thou_o out_o of_o heaven_n and_o make_v thou_o the_o earnest_a petitioner_n for_o it_o thyself_o o_o gratify_v not_o the_o devil_n so_o much_o to_o thy_o own_o displeasure_n 14._o sect_n fourteen_o 5._o do_v not_o our_o daily_a fear_n of_o death_n make_v our_o life_n a_o continual_a torment_n colloq_fw-la the_o fear_n of_o death_n as_o erasmus_n say_v be_v a_o sore_a evil_n than_o death_n itself_o and_o thus_o as_o paul_n do_v die_v daily_o in_o regard_n of_o preparation_n and_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o necessary_a suffering_n of_o his_o life_n so_o do_v we_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o torment_n and_o the_o useless_a suffering_n which_o we_o make_v ourselves_o those_o life_n which_o may_v be_v full_a of_o joy_n in_o the_o daily_a contemplation_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v and_o the_o sweet_a delightful_a thought_n of_o bliss_n how_o do_v we_o fill_v they_o up_o with_o terror_n through_o all_o these_o causeless_a thought_n and_o fear_n thus_o do_v we_o consume_v our_o own_o comfort_n and_o prey_n upon_o our_o truâ—st_a pleasure_n when_o we_o may_v lie_v down_o and_o rise_v up_o and_o walk_v abroad_o with_o our_o heart_n full_a of_o
circumstance_n though_o to_o some_o they_o may_v seem_v small_a thing_n do_v much_o conduce_v to_o our_o hindrance_n or_o our_o help_n 23._o christ_n himself_o think_v it_o not_o vain_a to_o direct_v in_o this_o circumstance_n of_o private_a duty_n mat._n 6.4_o 6_o 18_o if_o in_o private_a prayer_n we_o must_v shut_v our_o door_n upon_o we_o that_o our_o father_n may_v hear_v we_o in_o secret_a so_o be_v it_o also_o requisite_a in_o this_o meditation_n how_o oft_o do_v christ_n himself_o depart_v to_o some_o mountain_n or_o wilderness_n or_o other_o solitary_a place_n for_o occasional_a meditation_n i_o give_v thou_o not_o this_o advice_n but_o for_o this_o daily_o set_v and_o solemn_a duty_n i_o advise_v that_o thou_o withdraw_v thyself_o from_o all_o society_n yea_o though_o it_o be_v the_o society_n of_o godly_a man_n that_o thou_o may_v a_o while_n enjoy_v the_o society_n of_o christ_n if_o a_o student_n can_v study_v in_o a_o crowd_n who_o exercise_v only_o his_o invention_n and_o memory_n much_o less_o when_o thou_o must_v exercise_v all_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o that_o upon_o a_o object_n so_o far_o above_o nature_n when_o thy_o eye_n be_v fill_v with_o the_o person_n and_o action_n of_o man_n and_o thy_o ear_n with_o their_o discourse_n its_o hard_a then_o to_o have_v thy_o thought_n and_o affection_n free_a for_o this_o duty_n though_o i_o will_v not_o persuade_v thou_o to_o pythagoras_n his_o cave_n nor_o to_o the_o hermit_n wilderness_n nor_o to_o the_o monk_n cell_n yet_o i_o will_v advise_v thou_o to_o frequent_a solitariness_n that_o thou_o may_v sometime_o confer_v with_o christ_n and_o with_o thyself_o as_o well_o as_o with_o other_o we_o be_v flee_v so_o far_o from_o the_o solitude_n of_o superstition_n that_o we_o have_v cast_v off_o the_o solitude_n of_o contemplative_a devotion_n friend_n use_v to_o converse_v most_o familiar_o in_o private_a and_o to_o open_v their_o secret_n and_o let_v out_o their_o affection_n most_o free_o public_a converse_n be_v but_o common_a converse_n use_v therefore_o as_o christ_n himself_o do_v mark_v 1.35_o to_o depart_v sometime_o into_o a_o solitary_a place_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v whole_o vacant_a for_o this_o great_a employment_n see_v mat._n 14.23_o mark_v 6.47_o luke_n 9.18_o 36._o john_n 6.15_o 16._o we_o seldom_o read_v of_o god_n appear_v by_o himself_o or_o his_o angel_n to_o any_o of_o his_o prophet_n or_o saint_n in_o a_o throng_n but_o frequent_o when_o they_o be_v alone_o and_o as_o i_o advise_v thou_o to_o a_o place_n of_o retiredness_n so_o also_o that_o thou_o observe_v more_o particular_o what_o place_n and_o posture_n best_o agree_v with_o thy_o spirit_n whether_o within_o door_n or_o without_o whether_o sit_v still_o or_o walk_v i_o believe_v isaac_n example_n in_o this_o also_o will_v direct_v we_o to_o the_o place_n and_o posture_n which_o will_v best_o suit_v with_o most_o as_o it_o do_v with_o i_o viz._n his_o walk_v forth_o to_o meditate_v in_o the_o field_n at_o the_o eventide_n and_o christ_n own_o example_n in_o the_o place_n forecited_a give_v we_o the_o like_a direction_n christ_n be_v use_v to_o a_o solitary_a garden_n that_o even_o judas_n when_o he_o come_v to_o betray_v he_o know_v where_o to_o find_v he_o john_n 18.1_o 2._o and_o though_o he_o take_v his_o disciple_n thither_o with_o he_o yet_o do_v he_o separate_v himself_o from_o they_o for_o more_o secret_a devotion_n luke_n 22.41_o and_o though_o his_o meditation_n be_v not_o direct_o name_v but_o only_o his_o pray_v yet_o it_o be_v very_o clear_o imply_v matth._n 26.38_o 39_o his_o soul_n be_v first_o make_v sorrowful_a with_o the_o bitter_a meditation_n on_o his_o death_n and_o suffering_n and_o then_o he_o pour_v it_o out_o in_o prayer_n mark_v 14.34_o so_o that_o christ_n have_v his_o accustom_a place_n and_o consequent_o accustom_a duty_n and_o so_o must_v we_o christ_n have_v a_o place_n that_o be_v solitary_a whither_o he_o retire_v himself_o even_o from_o his_o own_o disciple_n and_o so_o must_v we_o christ_n meditation_n do_v go_v further_a than_o his_o thought_n they_o affect_v and_o pierce_v his_o heart_n and_o soul_n and_o so_o must_v we_o only_o there_o be_v a_o wide_a difference_n in_o the_o object_n christ_n meditate_v on_o the_o suffering_n that_o our_o sin_n have_v deserve_v that_o the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n even_o pass_v through_o his_o thought_n upon_o all_o his_o soul_n but_o the_o meditation_n that_o we_o speak_v of_o be_v on_o the_o glory_n he_o have_v purchase_v that_o the_o love_n of_o the_o father_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o spirit_n may_v enter_v at_o our_o thought_n and_o revive_v our_o affection_n and_o overflow_v our_o soul_n so_o that_o as_o christ_n meditation_n be_v the_o sluice_n or_o floodgate_n to_o let_v in_o hell_n to_o overflow_v his_o affection_n so_o our_o meditation_n shall_v be_v the_o sluice_n to_o let_v in_o heaven_n into_o our_o affection_n 9_o sect_n ix_o so_o much_o concern_v the_o time_n and_o place_n of_o this_o duty_n i_o be_o next_o to_o advise_v thou_o somewhat_o concern_v the_o preparation_n of_o thy_o heart_n the_o success_n of_o the_o work_n do_v much_o depend_v on_o the_o frame_n of_o thy_o heart_n when_o man_n heart_n have_v nothing_o in_o it_o that_o may_v grieve_v the_o spirit_n than_o be_v it_o the_o delightful_a habitation_n of_o his_o maker_n god_n do_v not_o quit_v his_o residence_n there_o till_o man_n do_v expel_v he_o by_o unworthy_a provocation_n there_o grow_v no_o strangeness_n till_o the_o heart_n grow_v sinful_a and_o too_o loathsome_a a_o dungeon_n for_o god_n to_o delight_v in_o and_o be_v this_o soul_n reduce_v to_o its_o former_a innocency_n god_n will_v quick_o return_v to_o his_o former_a habitation_n yea_o so_o far_o as_o it_o be_v renew_v and_o repair_v by_o the_o spirit_n and_o purge_v of_o its_o lust_n and_o beautify_v with_o his_o image_n the_o lord_n will_v yet_o acknowledge_v it_o his_o own_o and_o christ_n will_v manifest_v himself_o unto_o it_o and_o the_o spirit_n will_v take_v it_o for_o his_o temple_n and_o residence_n so_o far_o as_o the_o soul_n be_v qualify_v for_o converse_v with_o god_n so_o far_o it_o do_v actual_o for_o the_o most_o part_n enjoy_v he_o therefore_o with_o all_o diligence_n keep_v thy_o heart_n for_o from_o thence_o be_v the_o issue_n of_o life_n prov_fw-mi 4.23_o more_o particular_o when_o thou_o fette_v on_o this_o duty_n first_o get_v thy_o heart_n as_o clear_v from_o the_o world_n as_o thou_o can_v whole_o lay_v by_o the_o thought_n of_o thy_o business_n of_o thy_o trouble_n of_o thy_o enjoyment_n and_o of_o every_o thing_n that_o may_v take_v up_o any_o room_n in_o thy_o soul._n get_v thy_o soul_n as_o empty_a as_o possible_o thou_o can_v that_o so_o it_o may_v be_v the_o more_o capable_a of_o be_v fill_v with_o god_n it_o be_v a_o work_n as_o i_o have_v say_v that_o will_v require_v all_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o soul_n if_o they_o be_v a_o thousand_o time_n more_o capacious_a and_o active_a than_o they_o be_v and_o therefore_o you_o have_v need_n to_o lay_v by_o all_o other_o thought_n and_o affection_n while_o you_o be_v busy_v here_o if_o thou_o can_v well_o perform_v some_o outward_a duty_n with_o a_o piece_n of_o thy_o heart_n while_o the_o other_o be_v absent_a yet_o this_o above_o all_o i_o be_o sure_a thou_o can_v not_o sure_o if_o thou_o once_o address_v thyself_o to_o the_o business_n indeed_o thou_o will_v be_v as_o the_o covetous_a man_n at_o the_o heap_n of_o gold_n that_o when_o he_o may_v take_v as_o much_o as_o he_o can_v carry_v away_o lament_v that_o he_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v no_o more_o so_o when_o thou_o shall_v get_v into_o the_o mount_n in_o contemplation_n thou_o will_v find_v there_o as_o much_o of_o god_n and_o glory_n as_o thy_o narrow_a heart_n be_v able_a to_o contain_v and_o almost_o nothing_o to_o hinder_v thy_o full_a possession_n but_o only_o the_o uncapableness_n of_o thy_o own_o spirit_n o_o then_o will_v thou_o think_v that_o this_o understanding_n be_v large_a that_o i_o may_v conceive_v more_o that_o these_o affection_n be_v wide_a to_o contain_v more_o it_o be_v more_o my_o own_o unfitness_n than_o any_o thing_n else_o which_o be_v the_o cause_n that_o even_o this_o place_n be_v not_o my_o heaven_n god_n be_v in_o this_o place_n and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o this_o mount_n be_v full_a of_o the_o angel_n of_o god_n but_o my_o eye_n be_v shut_v and_o can_v see_v they_o o_o the_o word_n of_o love_n that_o christ_n have_v to_o speak_v o_o the_o wonder_n of_o love_n that_o he_o have_v to_o show_v but_o alas_o i_o can_v bear_v they_o yet_o heaven_n be_v here_o ready_a at_o hand_n for_o i_o but_o my_o uncapable_a heart_n be_v unready_a for_o heaven_n thus_o will_v thou_o lament_v that_o the_o
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