refresh_n which_o spring_v out_o of_o that_o promise_n upon_o her_o forlorn_a and_o fearful_a soul_n or_o the_o excess_n of_o that_o love_n which_o she_o bear_v ever_o after_o to_o those_o bless_a line_n to_o the_o mercy_n that_o make_v they_o and_o to_o the_o blood_n that_o seal_v they_o a_o other_o terrify_v in_o conscience_n for_o sin_n resolve_v to_o turn_v on_o god_n side_n but_o the_o cry_n of_o his_o goodfellow_n companion_n strength_n of_o corruption_n and_o cunning_a of_o satan_n carry_v he_o back_o to_o his_o former_a course_n a_o good_a number_n of_o year_n after_o he_o be_v so_o thorough_o wound_v that_o whatsoever_o come_v of_o he_o he_o will_v never_o return_v again_o unto_o folly_n then_o come_v into_o his_o mind_n the_o first_o of_o the_o proverbes_n whence_o he_o thus_o reason_v against_o himself_o so_o many_o year_n ago_o god_n call_v and_o stretch_v out_o his_o hand_n in_o mercy_n but_o i_o refuse_v and_o therefore_o now_o thâ—_n i_o call_v upon_o he_o he_o will_v not_o answer_v though_o i_o seek_v he_o early_o i_o shall_v not_o find_v he_o whereupon_o be_v his_o heart_n fill_v with_o much_o grief_n terror_n and_o slavish_a fear_n but_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n lead_v he_o at_o length_n to_o that_o place_n luke_n 17.4_o if_o thy_o brother_n trespass_n against_o thou_o seven_o time_n in_o a_o day_n and_o seven_o time_n in_o a_o day_n turn_v again_o to_o thou_o say_v i_o repent_v thou_o shall_v forgive_v he_o he_o thence_o happy_o argue_v thus_o for_o himself_o must_v i_o a_o silly_a sinful_a man_n forgive_v my_o brother_n as_o often_o as_o he_o repent_v and_o will_v not_o then_o the_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o the_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n entertain_v i_o seek_v again_o in_o truth_n his_o face_n and_o â—avour_n god_n forbid_v from_o which_o he_o bless_o draw_v such_o a_o deal_n of_o divine_a sweetness_n and_o secret_a sense_n of_o god_n love_n that_o his_o tremble_a heart_n at_o first_o receive_v some_o good_a satisfaction_n and_o afterward_o be_v settle_v in_o a_o sure_a and_o glorious_a peace_n an_o other_o godly_a man_n pass_v through_o his_o lâ—st_o sickness_n with_o such_o extraordinary_a calmness_n of_o conscience_n and_o absolute_a freedom_n from_o temptation_n that_o some_o of_o his_o christian_a friend_n observe_v and_o admire_v the_o singularity_n of_o his_o soul_n quiet_a at_o that_o time_n especial_o question_v he_o above_o it_o he_o answer_v that_o he_o have_v steadfast_o fix_v his_o heart_n upon_o that_o sweet_a promise_n isa._n 26.3_o thou_o will_v keep_v he_o in_o perfect_a peace_n who_o mind_n be_v stay_v on_o thou_o because_o he_o trust_v in_o thou_o and_o his_o god_n have_v gracious_o make_v it_o full_o good_a unto_o his_o soul_n and_o so_o must_v every_o saint_n do_v who_o will_v sound_v the_o sweetness_n of_o a_o promise_n to_o the_o bottom_n &_o make_v it_o the_o arm_n of_o god_n unto_o he_o for_o sound_n &_o thorow-comfort_n even_o settle_v his_o heart_n fix_o upon_o it_o and_o set_v his_o faith_n on_o work_n to_o brood_n it_o as_o it_o be_v with_o its_o spiritual_a heat_n that_o quickenesse_n and_o life_n may_v thence_o come_v into_o the_o soul_n indeed_o for_o god_n be_v wont_n to_o make_v good_a his_o promise_n unto_o his_o child_n 2._o proportionable_o to_o their_o trust_n in_o they_o and_o dependence_n upon_o his_o truth_n and_o goodness_n for_o a_o seasonable_a performance_n of_o they_o now_o all_o these_o promise_n in_o god_n bless_a book_n which_o add_v infinite_o to_o their_o sweetness_n and_o certainty_n be_v seal_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n loc_n heb._n 9.16_o and_o confirm_v with_o the_o oath_n of_o almighty_a god_n heb._n 6.17.18_o god_n willing_a more_o abundant_o to_o show_v unto_o the_o heir_n of_o promise_n the_o immutability_n of_o his_o counsel_n confirm_v it_o by_o a_o oath_n that_o by_o two_o immutable_a par._n thing_n in_o which_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o god_n to_o lie_v we_o may_v have_v a_o strong_a consolation_n who_o have_v flee_v for_o refuge_n to_o lay_v hold_n upon_o the_o hope_n set_v before_o we_o oh_o what_o a_o mighty_a and_o precious_a invitation_n be_v this_o to_o believe_v perfect_o the_o special_a aim_n of_o god_n oath_n whereas_o his_o promise_n have_v be_v more_o then_o infinite_o sufficient_a be_v to_o strengthen_v our_o consolation_n and_o therefore_o every_o heart_n true_a unto_o christ_n ought_v hence_o to_o hold_v fast_o not_o a_o faint_a waver_a inconstant_a but_o a_o strong_a steadfast_a and_o unconquerable_a comfort_n otherwise_o it_o sacrilegious_o as_o it_o be_v rob_v god_n of_o the_o glorious_a end_n for_o which_o he_o swear_v 5._o the_o free_a love_n of_o god_n which_o how_o rich_a and_o glorious_a how_o bottomless_a and_o boundless_a a_o treasure_n it_o be_v of_o all_o gracious_a sweetness_n abundant_a comfort_n and_o endless_a bounty_n appear_v in_o this_o that_o jesus_n christ_n bless_v for_o ever_o that_o unvalewable_a incomparable_a jewel_n come_v out_o of_o it_o for_o god_n so_o love_v the_o world_n that_o he_o give_v his_o only_a beget_v son_n that_o whosoever_o believe_v in_o he_o shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v everlasting_a life_n joh._n 3.16_o and_o therefore_o every_o sincere_a servant_n of_o christ_n when_o upon_o a_o serious_a and_o sad_a survey_n of_o his_o christian_a way_n find_v himself_o to_o come_v so_o far_o short_a of_o that_o which_o god_n require_v and_o himself_o desire_v that_o his_o prayer_n be_v very_o faint_a his_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n very_o scant_o his_o love_n unto_o the_o brethren_n too_o cold_a his_o spend_v the_o sabbath_n very_o unfruitful_a his_o spiritual_a growth_n since_o he_o give_v his_o name_n to_o christ_n very_o poor_a his_o profit_v by_o the_o mean_v he_o enjoy_v most_o unanswerable_a to_o the_o power_n and_o excellency_n thereof_o his_o new-obedience_n almost_o nothing_o etc._n etc._n for_o so_o he_o be_v wont_a to_o vilify_v himself_o whereupon_o he_o be_v much_o cast_v down_o and_o out_o of_o this_o apprehension_n of_o his_o manifold_a unworthiness_n conclude_v against_o himself_o that_o he_o have_v little_a cause_n to_o be_v confident_a in_o the_o promise_n of_o life_n or_o to_o presume_v of_o any_o part_n and_o interest_n in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o so_o begin_v to_o retire_v the_o tremble_a hand_n of_o his_o already_o very-weake_a faith_n from_o any_o more_o laying-hold_a of_o comfort_n i_o say_v in_o such_o a_o case_n be_v true-hearted_a loc_n he_o may_v safe_o and_o upon_o sure_a ground_n have_v recourse_n to_o this_o ever-springing_a fountain_n of_o immeasurable_a mercy_n and_o raise_v up_o his_o droop_a soul_n against_o all_o contrary_a opposition_n with_o unspeakable_a and_o glorious_a refresh_n from_o such_o place_n as_o these_o hos._n 14.4_o i_o will_v love_v thou_o free_o isai._n 55._o ho_o every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n and_o he_o that_o have_v no_o money_n come_v yâ—e_n buy_v and_o eat_v yea_o come_v buy_v wine_n and_o milk_n without_o money_n and_o without_o price_n and_o chap._n 43.25_o ay_o even_o i_o be_o he_o that_o blot_v one_o thy_o transgression_n for_o my_o own_o sake_n and_o will_v not_o remember_v thy_o sin_n revel_v 21.6_o i_o will_v give_v unto_o he_o that_o be_v athirst_a of_o the_o fountain_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n free_o etc._n etc._n god_n never_o set_v the_o promise_n on_o sale_n or_o will_v ever_o sell_v his_o son_n to_o any_o he_o never_o say_v just_o so_o much_o sorrow_n so_o much_o sanctity_n so_o much_o service_n or_o no_o christ_n but_o he_o ever_o give_v he_o free_o every_o true_o humble_a heart_n which_o will_v take_v he_o at_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n free_a love_n as_o a_o husband_n to_o be_v save_v by_o he_o and_o to_o serve_v he_o in_o truth_n may_v have_v he_o for_o nothing_o yet_o i_o must_v add_v this_o there_o be_v never_o any_o who_o receive_v the_o lord_n jesus_n saving_o but_o he_o labour_v sincere_o to_o sorrow_n as_o much_o for_o sin_n to_o be_v as_o holy_a to_o do_v he_o as_o much_o service_n as_o he_o can_v possible_o and_o when_o he_o reflect_v upon_o his_o best_a he_o ever_o desire_v it_o have_v be_v infinite_o better_a 6._o the_o sweet_a name_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o he_o proclaim_v exod._n 34.6.7_o wherein_o he_o first_o express_v his_o essence_n in_o one_o word_n the_o lord_n the_o lord_n which_o double_v be_v effectual_a to_o stir_v up_o moses_n attention_n second_o three_o attribute_n first_o his_o power_n in_o one_o word_n strong_a second_o his_o justice_n in_o two_o form_n of_o speech_n not_o make_v the_o wicked_a innocent_a visit_v the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o father_n upon_o the_o child_n and_o upon_o child_n child_n unto_o the_o three_o and_o four_o generation_n three_o but_o his_o special_a goodness_n and_o good_a affection_n towards_o repentant_a and_o believe_a sinner_n in_o seven_o
to_o take_v his_o own_o only_a dear_a son_n especial_o since_o thou_o take_v with_o he_o the_o excellency_n and_o variety_n of_o all_o blessing_n both_o of_o heaven_n &_o earth_n a_o discharge_v from_o every_o moment_n of_o the_o everlasting_a pain_n of_o hell_n deed_n seal_v with_o his_o own_o blood_n of_o thy_o right_n to_o the_o glorious_a inheritance_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o light_n in_o a_o word_n even_o 22._o all_o thing_n the_o most_o glorious_a deity_n itself_o bless_v for_o ever_o to_o be_v enjoy_v through_o he_o with_o unspeakable_a and_o endless_a pleasure_n through_o all_o eternity_n prodigious_a consid_n madness_n cruelty_n to_o thy_o own_o soul_n or_o something_o at_o which_o heaven_n and_o earth_n man_n and_o angel_n and_o all_o creature_n may_v stand_v amaze_v that_o thou_o shall_v so_o wicked_o and_o wilful_o forsake_v thy_o own_o mercy_n and_o neglect_v so_o great_a salvation_n 6._o last_o lest_o he_o shall_v let_v pass_v any_o mean_n or_o be_v any_o way_n want_v on_o his_o part_n to_o drive_v we_o to_o christ_n and_o settle_v our_o soul_n upon_o he_o with_o sure_a and_o everlasting_a confidence_n loc._n he_o also_o o_o threaten_v and_o to_o who_o swear_v he_o that_o they_o shall_v not_o enter_v into_o his_o rest_n but_o to_o they_o that_o believe_v not_o heb._n 3.18_o wherein_o he_o express_v extreme_a anger_n unquenchable_a and_o implacable_a indignation_n he_o swear_v in_o his_o wrath_n that_o no_o unbeliever_n shall_v ever_o enter_v into_o his_o rest_n in_o the_o threat_n of_o the_o moral_a law_n there_o be_v no_o such_o oath_n but_o a_o secret_a reservation_n of_o mercy_n upon_o the_o satisfaction_n of_o divine_a justice_n some_o other_o way_n but_o herein_o the_o lord_n be_v peremptory_a and_o a_o three_o way_n shall_v never_o be_v find_v or_o afford_v to_o the_o son_n of_o men._n neglect_v of_o such_o a_o gracious_a offer_n of_o so_o great_a salvation_n must_v needs_o provoke_v and_o incense_v so_o great_a a_o god_n extraordinary_o for_o with_o prodigious_a ingratitude_n &_o folly_n it_o fling_v as_o it_o be_v god_n free_a grace_n in_o his_o face_n again_o and_o sin_n against_o his_o mercy_n suppose_v a_o mighty_a prince_n pass_v by_o all_o the_o royal_a and_o noble_a blood_n in_o christendom_n many_o brave_a and_o honourable_a lady_n shall_v send_v to_o a_o poor_a maid_n breed_v in_o a_o base_a cottage_n bear_v both_o of_o beggarly_a and_o wicked_a parent_n offer_v her_o marriage_n &_o to_o make_v her_o a_o princess_n and_o she_o then_o shall_v foolish_o refuse_v and_o reject_v so_o infinite_o undeserved_a and_o unexpected_a advancement_n as_o she_o may_v thereupon_o be_v just_o brand_v for_o a_o notorious_a bedlam_n so_o will_v not_o so_o great_a a_o prince_n think_v you_o be_v mighty_o enrage_v at_o such_o a_o dunghill_n indignity_n and_o peevish_a affront_n the_o prince_n of_o peace_n upon_o whosâ—_n thigh_n be_v write_v king_n of_o king_n and_o lord_n of_o lord_n 3._o pass_v by_o more_o excellent_a and_o noble_a creature_n send_v unto_o thou_o who_o father_n be_v corruption_n and_o the_o worm_n thy_o mother_n and_o thy_o sister_n and_o who_o in_o respect_n of_o thy_o spiritual_a state_n lie_v pollute_v in_o thy_o own_o blood_n etc._n etc._n and_o offer_v to_o betrothe_v 2.19_o thou_o unto_o himself_o in_o righteousness_n and_o in_o judgement_n and_o in_o love_a kindness_n and_o in_o mercy_n to_o crown_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o riches_n both_o of_o his_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n and_o glory_n etc._n etc._n now_o if_o thou_o shall_v stand_v off_o which_o god_n forbid_v as_o thereupon_o out_o of_o perfection_n of_o madness_n thou_o forsake_v thy_o own_o salvation_n so_o thou_o most_o just_o enforce_v that_o bless_a lord_n to_o swear_v in_o his_o wrath_n that_o thou_o shall_v never_o be_v save_v thus_o thou_o have_v hear_v how_o first_o he_o keep_v open_a house_n to_o all_o such_o hungry_a and_o thirsty_a soul_n rev._n 22.17_o second_o he_o invite_v mat._n 11.28_o three_o invite_v with_o a_o awaken_n and_o rouse_a compellation_n isa._n 55.1_o four_o entreat_v 2._o cor._n 5_o 20._o five_o command_n 1._o joh._n 3.23_o six_o and_o threat_n heb._n 3.18_o how_o cruel_a then_o iâ—_n that_o man_n to_o his_o own_o wound_a conscience_n who_o in_o his_o extreme_a spiritual_a thirst_n will_v not_o be_v draw_v by_o this_o sixfold_a merciful_a cord_n to_o drink_v his_o fill_n of_o the_o fountain_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n to_o cast_v himself_o with_o confidence_n and_o comfort_n into_o the_o arm_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n which_o be_v more_o than_o infinite_o able_a to_o tie_v the_o most_o tremble_a heart_n and_o that_o which_o hangs-off_a most_o by_o reason_n of_o pretend_a doubt_n scruple_n and_o distrust_n to_o that_o bless_a saviour_n of_o his_o with_o all_o full_a assurance_n and_o â—_o perfect_a peace_n how_o be_v it_o possible_a but_o that_o all_o or_o some_o of_o these_o shall_v bring_v in_o every_o break_a heart_n to_o believe_v and_o cause_n every_o one_o that_o be_v weary_a of_o his_o sin_n to_o rely_v upon_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n for_o everlasting_a welfare_n but_o that_o which_o i_o desire_v principal_o to_o press_v for_o my_o purpose_n in_o the_o pâ—int_n at_o this_o time_n be_v this_o thy_o conscience_n be_v now_o awake_v terrify_v and_o trouble_v and_o therefore_o as_o i_o suppose_v tender_a and_o very_a sensible_a at_o least_o for_o a_o time_n of_o the_o least_o sin_n â—very_n sin_n lie_v now_o upon_o thy_o soul_n as_o heavy_a as_o a_o mountain_n of_o lead_n and_o therefore_o thou_o will_v not_o willing_o add_v unto_o thy_o already_o insupportable_a burden_n any_o more_o weight_n all_o thy_o youthful_a lust_n and_o abomination_n stare_v in_o the_o face_n of_o thy_o conscience_n with_o grisly_a and_o horrible_a look_n and_o therefore_o for_o the_o present_a especial_o thou_o be_v notable_o scare_v from_o a_o willing_a provocation_n of_o god_n anger_n and_o wound_v it_o afresh_o with_o any_o new_a sin_n well_o it_o be_v thus_o then_o if_o it_o appear_v unto_o thou_o that_o by_o thy_o stand_n off_o in_o the_o case_n i_o have_v suppose_v thou_o from_o take_v christ_n as_o thy_o own_o apply_v the_o promise_n as_o most_o certain_o belong_v unto_o â—hee_n and_o so_o put_v to_o thy_o seal_n that_o god_n be_v true_a thou_o dishonour_v he_o extraordinary_o in_o many_o respect_n i_o think_v then_o thou_o shall_v be_v mighty_o move_v without_o any_o more_o ado_n to_o cast_v thyself_o present_o upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n with_o comfort_n and_o much_o assurance_n especial_o since_o thy_o so_o yield_v to_o the_o law_n of_o faith_n be_v for_o thy_o infinite_a good_a and_o assure_v thyself_o thou_o offend_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n many_o way_n 1._o by_o a_o sour_a and_o self-willed_a unmannerliness_n towards_o christ_n in_o not_o come_v when_o he_o call_v theo_fw-la mat._n 11.28_o it_o be_v pride_n and_o high_a pride_n say_v a_o worthy_a faith_n divine_a not_o to_o come_v when_o thou_o be_v call_v it_o be_v rudeness_n and_o not_o good_a manner_n not_o to_o do_v as_o thou_o be_v bid_v to_o do_v yea_o so_o often_o and_o earnest_o charge_v to_o do_v it_o will_v be_v a_o foul_a fault_n and_o unmannerly_a disobedience_n for_o any_o subject_n in_o this_o kingdom_n though_o never_o so_o ragged_a &_o totter_a or_o pretend_v never_o so_o much_o his_o unfitnesse_n and_o unfinenesse_n to_o press_v into_o so_o great_a a_o presence_n not_o to_o come_v unto_o the_o king_n if_o he_o shall_v please_v earnest_o to_o call_v upon_o he_o disobedience_n to_o the_o law_n of_o faith_n and_o reject_v god_n gracious_a offer_n of_o his_o son_n free_o be_v the_o great_a and_o a_o inexpiable_a sin_n he_o have_v swear_v in_o his_o wrath_n that_o such_o a_o refusant_fw-mi shall_v never_o enter_v into_o his_o rest_n 2._o by_o a_o saucy_a prescribe_v unto_o he_o upon_o what_o term_n he_o shall_v take_v thou_o 55.1_o ho_o say_v he_o every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n and_o he_o that_o have_v no_o money_n come_v you_o 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be_v very_o much_o delight_v 2._o cause_v we_o with_o peace_n and_o patience_n to_o submit_v unto_o and_o depend_v upon_o his_o merciful_a wisdom_n in_o dispose_v and_o appoint_v time_n and_o season_n for_o our_o deliverance_n and_o refresh_n for_o he_o well_o know_v that_o very_a point_n and_o period_n of_o time_n first_o when_o his_o mercy_n shall_v be_v most_o magnify_v second_o his_o child_n heart_n most_o seasonable_o comfort_v and_o kind_o enlarge_v to_o pour_v out_o themselves_o in_o praisefulnesse_n three_o his_o and_o our_o spiritual_a enemy_n most_o glorious_o confound_v 3._o quicken_v and_o set_v on_o work_n with_o extraordinary_a fervency_n the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n fright_v we_o further_o from_o sin_n for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v fit_v we_o for_o a_o more_o fruitful_a improovement_n of_o all_o offer_v and_o opportunity_n to_o do_v our_o soul_n good_a to_o make_v more_o of_o joy_n and_o peace_n in_o believe_v when_o we_o enjoy_v it_o and_o to_o declare_v to_o other_o 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etc._n etc._n take_v here_o notice_n upon_o this_o occasion_n that_o as_o a_o true_o humble_v soul_n receive_v christ_n in_o the_o sense_n i_o have_v say_v have_v power_n give_v he_o thereby_o to_o become_v the_o son_n of_o god_n so_o he_o do_v draw_v also_o from_o that_o glorious_a object_n of_o faith_n so_o full_a of_o all_o amiableness_n excellency_n and_o sweetness_n 1._o sometime_o by_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n a_o very_a sensible_a stir_v and_o ravish_a joy_n unspeakable_a and_o full_a of_o glory_n which_o though_o it_o be_v many_o time_n very_o short_a yet_o be_v unutterable_o sweet_a 2._o if_o not_o so_o yet_o a_o habitual_a calmness_n of_o conscience_n if_o i_o may_v so_o call_v it_o which_o though_o we_o do_v not_o mark_v it_o so_o much_o or_o magnify_v god_n mercy_n for_o it_o as_o we_o ought_v yet_o it_o make_v we_o differ_v as_o far_o by_o a_o comfortable_a freedom_n from_o many_o slavish_a guilty_a twitch_n &_o a_o universal_a contentedness_n in_o all_o our_o course_n 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joy_n shall_v be_v the_o sweet_a by_o how_o much_o thy_o former_a temptation_n and_o trial_n have_v be_v the_o sore_a for_o we_o must_v ever_o hold_v fast_o this_o bless_a truth_n penult_n that_o we_o be_v justify_v by_o cast_v ourselves_o upon_o christ_n not_o by_o comfort_n by_o faith_n not_o by_o feeling_n by_o trust_v the_o sure_a word_n of_o god_n not_o by_o assurance_n but_o i_o desire_v to_o come_v yet_o near_o to_o thy_o conscience_n and_o to_o press_v comfort_n upon_o thou_o with_o such_o strong_a and_o unresistable_a argument_n which_o all_o the_o subtilety_n of_o the_o infernal_a power_n will_v never_o be_v able_a to_o dissolve_v thou_o say_v and_o i_o suppose_v so_o that_o thou_o be_v weary_a of_o all_o thy_o sin_n hunger_n and_o thirst_v after_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n prize_v he_o before_o all_o the_o world_n have_v cast_v thyself_o upon_o his_o truth_n and_o tenderheartedness_n for_o everlasting_a safety_n and_o yet_o thou_o feel_v no_o special_a sensible_a 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this_o blessedness_n comprise_v a_o absolute_a and_o universal_a confluence_n of_o all_o excellency_n perfection_n pleasure_n and_o felicity_n in_o this_o world_n and_o in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v begin_v in_o some_o measure_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n and_o make_v complete_a in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n through_o all_o eternity_n but_o i_o may_v thou_o say_v out_o of_o evident_a feel_n and_o experience_n find_v myself_o to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n therefore_o i_o be_o most_o certain_o bless_v and_o interested_n in_o all_o the_o rich_a purchase_n of_o christ_n dear_a blood_n and_o merit_n which_o be_v the_o full_a price_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o all_o the_o glory_n thereof_o etc._n etc._n whosoever_o be_v etc._n athirst_a have_v his_o part_n in_o the_o fountain_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n rev._n 21.6_o and_o 22.17_o joh._n 7.37_o isa._n 55.1_o but_o i_o may_v thou_o say_v can_v deny_v dare_v not_o belie_v myself_o but_o that_o my_o poor_a heart_n thirst_v unfeigned_o to_o be_v bathe_v in_o the_o heavenly_a stream_n of_o god_n free_a favour_n and_o christ_n sovereign_a blood_n therefore_o undoubted_o i_o have_v my_o part_n in_o the_o well_o of_o life_n everlasting_o whence_o what_o delicious_a stream_n of_o dear_a 556._o joy_n do_v sweet_o flow_v whosoever_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v may_v just_o challenge_v at_o the_o hand_n of_o christ_n rest_n and_o refresh_n mat._n 11.28_o but_o i_o feel_v all_o my_o sin_n a_o intolerable_a burden_n upon_o my_o wound_a soul_n and_o most_o willing_o take_v he_o as_o a_o saviour_n and_o a_o lord_n therefore_o i_o have_v my_o portion_n in_o his_o spiritual_a and_o eternal_a rest_n the_o high_a and_o lofty_a one_o that_o inhabit_v eternity_n who_o name_n be_v holy_a and_o who_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a and_o holy_a place_n dwell_v also_o in_o every_o humble_a and_o contrite_a spirit_n
side_n six_o that_o they_o may_v grow_v into_o great_a conformity_n with_o their_o bless_a saviour_n in_o spiritual_a suffering_n seven_o that_o taste_v again_o sometime_o the_o bitterness_n of_o divine_a wrath_n for_o sin_n they_o may_v be_v the_o more_o fright_v and_o flee_v further_o from_o it_o eight_o that_o thereby_o the_o incomprehensible_a love_n of_o christ_n towards_o they_o may_v sink_v deeply_o into_o their_o heart_n who_o for_o their_o sake_n and_o salvation_n drink_v deep_a and_o large_a and_o the_o very_a dregs_n of_o that_o cup_n the_o least_o drop_n whereof_o be_v to_o they_o so_o bitter_a and_o intolerable_a nine_o that_o by_o sometime_o sense_n of_o the_o contrary_a their_o joy_n in_o the_o favour_n and_o light_n of_o god_n countenance_n may_v be_v more_o joyful_a their_o spiritual_a peace_n more_o pleasant_a the_o pleasure_n of_o grace_n more_o precious_a the_o comfort_n of_o godliness_n more_o comfortable_a etc._n etc._n ten_o for_o admonition_n to_o other_o to_o 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ponder_v upon_o that_o terrible_a place_n 1._o pet._n 4.17.18_o if_o judgement_n begin_v at_o the_o house_n of_o god_n what_o shall_v the_o end_n be_v of_o they_o that_o obey_v not_o the_o gospel_n of_o god_n and_o if_o the_o righteous_a scarce_o be_v saveâ—_n if_o god_n child_n have_v their_o conscience_n scorch_v as_o it_o be_v with_o the_o flame_n of_o hell_n where_o shall_v the_o ungodly_a and_o the_o sinner_n appear_v but_o even_o in_o the_o bottom_n of_o that_o fiery_a lake_n and_o amid_o the_o unquenchable_a rage_n of_o those_o endless_a flame_n twelve_o for_o the_o just_a harden_v of_o such_o as_o hate_v to_o be_v reform_v and_o be_v desperate_o resolve_v against_o the_o save_a preciseness_n of_o the_o saint_n it_o may_v be_v in_o this_o manner_n a_o godly_a man_n have_v live_v long_o among_o rebel_n thorn_n and_o scorpion_n scorner_n railer_n persecutor_n who_o although_o he_o have_v shine_v all_o the_o while_n as_o a_o light_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o a_o crooked_a and_o 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combine_v against_o he_o with_o all_o their_o policy_n purse_n and_o possibility_n like_o those_o ungodly_a one_o wisd._n 2._o let_v we_o lie_v in_o wait_n for_o the_o righteous_a because_o he_o be_v not_o for_o our_o turn_n and_o he_o be_v clean_o contrary_a to_o our_o do_n he_o upbraid_v we_o with_o our_o offend_v the_o law_n and_o object_v to_o our_o infamy_n the_o transgressing_n of_o our_o education_n etc._n etc._n i_o say_v now_o god_n may_v suffer_v such_o a_o man_n upon_o his_o deaths-bed_n to_o fall_v into_o some_o more_o extraordinary_a and_o markable_a discomfort_n and_o distress_n of_o conscience_n of_o which_o those_o graceless_a wretch_n take_v greedy_a notice_n may_v thereby_o be_v desperate_o obstinate_v and_o harden_v in_o their_o lewd_a and_o carnal_a course_n for_o see_v god_n hand_n upon_o he_o in_o that_o fearful_a manner_n and_o want_v the_o spirit_n of_o discern_v they_o do_v conclude_v most_o peremptory_o that_o for_o all_o his_o great_a show_n he_o be_v most_o certain_o but_o a_o counterfeit_n and_o so_o themselves_o become_v upon_o that_o occasion_n many_o time_n more_o most_o implacable_a enemy_n to_o grace_n and_o all_o good_a man_n they_o be_v strongly_a lock_v up_o in_o the_o arm_n of_o the_o devil_n fast_o nail_v to_o formality_n or_o good-fellowship_n and_o which_o be_v the_o perfection_n of_o their_o madness_n and_o misery_n bless_v themselves_o in_o their_o heart_n say_v merry_o to_o their_o brethren_n in_o iniquity_n you_o see_v now_o what_o these_o man_n be_v which_o make_v themselves_o so_o holy_a and_o be_v so_o hot_a in_o religion_n these_o be_v the_o fellow_n which_o pretend_v to_o be_v so_o scrupulous_a and_o precise_a and_o of_o that_o singular_a strain_n of_o sanctity_n that_o they_o think_v none_o shall_v be_v save_v but_o themselves_o etc._n etc._n you_o see_v in_o this_o man_n the_o desperate_a end_n of_o such_o hypocritical_a puritan_n thus_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n justice_n be_v just_o magnify_v by_o let_v they_o 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direct_o but_o some_o time_n some_o other_o motive_n abraham_n be_v put_v unto_o that_o heavy_a task_n of_o take_v away_o his_o own_o only_a dear_a son_n life_n principal_o for_o the_o trial_n of_o his_o faith_n job_n be_v visit_v with_o such_o a_o matchless_a variety_n and_o extremity_n of_o affliction_n upon_o purpose_n to_o end_v that_o controversy_n between_o god_n and_o satan_n whether_o he_o fear_v god_n for_o nought_o or_o no_o god_n heavy_a hand_n be_v sometime_o upon_o david_n special_o for_o the_o manifestation_n of_o his_o innocency_n see_v psal._n 17.3_o nay_o our_o bless_a saviour_n infinite_o free_a from_o sin_n be_v notwithstanding_o tempt_v and_o try_v by_o satan_n and_o the_o world_n that_o his_o heavenly_a virtue_n &_o divine_a excellency_n may_v appear_v and_o be_v make_v more_o illustrious_a and_o himself_o tell_v we_o joh._n 9.3_o that_o the_o blind_a man_n be_v so_o bear_v neither_o for_o his_o own_o sin_n nor_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o his_o parent_n but_o that_o the_o work_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v make_v manifest_a in_o he_o for_o the_o particular_a i_o have_v in_o hand_n to_o prevent_v some_o sin_n into_o which_o he_o see_v his_o child_n inclinable_a and_o like_a to_o fall_v by_o reason_n of_o some_o violent_a occasion_n natural_a propension_n strong_a temptation_n industrious_a malice_n of_o the_o devil_n to_o disgrace_v he_o and_o his_o profession_n scandalous_o etc._n etc._n god_n in_o great_a mercy_n may_v give_v he_o a_o taste_n nay_o a_o deep_a draught_n of_o the_o unexpressable_a terror_n of_o a_o trouble_a mind_n s.s.s._n again_o that_o thereby_o he_o may_v be_v teach_v betimes_o to_o take_v more_o heed_n walk_v more_o wary_o and_o stand_v upon_o his_o guard_n with_o extraordinary_a watchfulness_n against_o the_o very_a first_o assault_n and_o least_o insinuation_n of_o sin_n there_o be_v prevent_a physic_n for_o preservation_n of_o health_n as_o well_o as_o that_o when_o
tartness_n of_o the_o law_n case_n of_o conscience_n lib._n 1._o cap._n 7._o sect._n 5._o here_o remember_v by_o the_o way_n that_o the_o comfort_n minister_v usual_o and_o ordinary_o must_v not_o go_v alone_o but_o be_v mingle_v and_o temper_v with_o some_o terror_n of_o the_o law_n etc._n etc._n the_o minister_a of_o comfort_n in_o this_o distress_n will_v not_o be_v direct_a and_o present_a but_o by_o certain_a step_n and_o degree_n except_o only_o in_o the_o point_n of_o death_n for_o then_o a_o direct_a course_n must_v be_v use_v iâ—id_n cap._n 11._o sect._n 1_o matth._n 11.28_o james_n 4.10_o prov._n 28.13_o heb._n 12.14_o revel_v 3.19_o psal._n 9.17_o 9.17_o proprietates_fw-la dei_fw-la essentiales_fw-la sunt_fw-la realitèr_fw-la ip_n samet_fw-la dei_fw-la essentia_fw-la &_o nec_fw-la ab_fw-la essentiâ_fw-la dei_fw-la nec_fw-la inter_fw-la se_fw-la reipsâ_fw-la differunt_fw-la non_fw-la ab_fw-la essentiâ_fw-la quia_fw-la sic_fw-la sunt_fw-la in_o essentiâ_fw-la ut_fw-la sint_fw-la ipsa_fw-la essentia_fw-la non_fw-la inter_fw-la se_fw-la quia_fw-la quicquid_fw-la in_o deo_fw-la est_fw-la unum_fw-la est_fw-la à _fw-la primâ_fw-la autem_fw-la unitate_fw-la omnis_fw-la prorsus_fw-la differentia_fw-la omnisque_fw-la numerus_fw-la abesse_fw-la debet_fw-la polan_n syntag._n theol._n lib._n 2._o cap._n 7._o 7._o proprietates_fw-la dei_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d sunt_fw-la aequales_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d inaequales_fw-la alsted_n theol._n didactico_fw-la scholast_n sect._n 1_o cap._n 15._o 15._o now_o we_o his_o minister_n his_o almoner_n to_o distribute_v his_o comfort_n even_o as_o many_o as_o be_v in_o the_o scripture_n dare_v not_o lavish_a they_o out_o and_o promise_v they_o to_o such_o lazy_a indifferent_n as_o these_o but_o if_o we_o see_v any_o ready_a to_o faint_v for_o want_n say_v give_v i_o drink_v or_o else_o i_o die_v then_o we_o reach_v the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n to_o he_o and_o bid_v he_o drink_v of_o it_o neither_o dare_v we_o to_o give_v it_o to_o any_o other_o roger_n of_o dedham_n doctr._n of_o faith_n pag._n 186._o tit._n 2.11_o 12._o zech._n 13.1_o 13.1_o as_o concern_v sorrow_n see_v the_o cause_n still_o remain_v namely_o corruption_n and_o affliction_n therefore_o this_o sorrow_n must_v continue_v to_o our_o life_n end_v though_o in_o a_o different_a manner_n now_o mingle_v with_o comfort_n whereas_o the_o former_a before_o faith_n can_v have_v none_o whereas_o on_o the_o other_o side_n the_o sorrow_n that_o quite_o dry_v up_o be_v never_o sound_a as_o it_o be_v to_o be_v see_v in_o many_o who_o be_v once_o deep_o afflict_v and_o in_o great_a heaviness_n for_o their_o miserable_a state_n afterward_o come_v to_o some_o comfort_n be_v grow_v so_o secure_a and_o senseless_a that_o have_v no_o true_a grief_n or_o remorse_n for_o their_o daily_a corruption_n content_v themselves_o that_o they_o be_v once_o cast_v down_o who_o life_n as_o they_o be_v foul_a and_o full_a of_o blot_n so_o their_o end_n be_v oft_o fearful_a either_o senseless_a or_o uncomfortable_a so_o dangerous_a be_v it_o to_o quench_v the_o spirit_n in_o any_o pat_o culverwell_n in_o his_o treatise_n of_o faith_n pag._n 46.47_o certum_fw-la est_fw-la sine_fw-la sensu_fw-la peccati_fw-la &_o miseriae_fw-la primùm_fw-la deinde_fw-la â—iberationis_fw-la in_o christo_fw-la jesu_fw-la â—â—_o eadem_fw-la illá_fw-la miseriá_fw-la nullam_fw-la in_o christo_fw-la esse_fw-la veram_fw-la consolationem_fw-la nos_fw-la quidem_fw-la hodierno_fw-la die_fw-la expectamus_fw-la non_fw-la primumillum_fw-la sed_fw-la secundum_fw-la christi_fw-la adventum_fw-la ut_fw-la igitur_fw-la eum_fw-la cum_fw-la aliquâ_fw-la consolation_n expectemus_fw-la danda_fw-la nobis_fw-la opera_fw-la est_fw-la in_o totâ_fw-la vitâ_fw-la ut_fw-la magis_fw-la magisque_fw-la in_o sensu_fw-la peccati_fw-la &_o miseriae_fw-la nostrae_fw-la proficiamus_fw-la alioqui_fw-la proâ—ectò_fw-la tantum_fw-la aberit_fw-la ab_fw-la eo_fw-la ut_fw-la cum_fw-la consolation_n &_o gaudio_fw-la â—um_fw-la christi_fw-la adventum_fw-la expectemus_fw-la ut_fw-la è_fw-la contrà _fw-la cum_fw-la horroribus_fw-la aâ—iâ—i_fw-la &_o conscientiae_fw-la nâ—n_fw-la tam_fw-la expectemus_fw-la illum_fw-la diem_fw-la quam_fw-la eum_fw-la aversemur_fw-la rolloc_n in_o johan_n pag._n 346._o perpetuò_fw-la resipiscamus_fw-la in_o perpetuâ_fw-la luctâ_fw-la &_o perpetuâ_fw-la resipiscentiâ_fw-la simus_fw-la idem_fw-la ibid._n pag_n 337._o some_o be_v only_o slight_o humble_v and_o have_v get_v comfort_n be_v never_o more_o grieve_v whereas_o a_o true_a believer_n even_o after_o faith_n grieve_v still_o for_o his_o daily_a sin_n but_o these_o think_v it_o enough_o that_o they_o be_v once_o grieve_v and_o therefore_o now_o grieve_v no_o more_o for_o their_o foul_a sin_n roger_n of_o dedham_n doctr._n of_o faith_n pag._n 367._o cum_fw-la sèmper_fw-la nobis_fw-la agnoscenda_fw-la sint_fw-la peccata_fw-la nostra_fw-la &_o credendum_fw-la quòd_fw-la remittantuâ—_n nobis_fw-la peccatâ—_n propter_fw-la christum_fw-la senâ—imus_fw-la semper_fw-la etiam_fw-la in_o hâ—c_fw-la vitâ_fw-la nobis_fw-la agendam_fw-la esse_fw-la penitential_a harmon_n confess_v p._n 2._o wirtenbergica_fw-la confess_v de_fw-fr poenit_fw-la pag._n 153._o we_o be_v to_o note_v that_o repentance_n be_v a_o continual_a course_n of_o sorrow_n and_o if_o we_o have_v this_o in_o truth_n then_o may_v we_o bold_o seek_v for_o comfort_v out_o of_o god_n word_n and_o from_o his_o minister_n and_o look_v what_o comfort_n they_o give_v we_o on_o earth_n the_o same_o shall_v be_v seal_v also_o in_o heaven_n wherefore_o as_o it_o be_v requisite_a continual_o to_o till_o the_o ground_n if_o we_o will_v have_v fruit_n and_o daily_o to_o eat_v if_o we_o will_v live_v so_o in_o spiritual_a thing_n we_o must_v be_v humble_v with_o continual_a sorrow_n that_o we_o may_v be_v refresh_v with_o daily_a comfort_n in_o christ._n greenham_n serm._n 7._o of_o repentance_n i_o the_o rather_o quote_v these_o divine_n for_o this_o point_n to_o oppose_v the_o wicked_a and_o ignorant_a folly_n of_o some_o ill-tonged_a anti-nomists_a and_o other_o peevish_a and_o proud_a phantastic_o phantastic_o â—_o sam._n 7.6_o hauserunt_fw-la aquas_fw-la è_fw-la puâ—eo_fw-la cordis_fw-la svi_fw-la &_o abundè_fw-la lachrymati_fw-la sunt_fw-la coram_fw-la domino_fw-la resipiscentes_fw-la chald._a paraph._n est_fw-la quadam_fw-la precum_fw-la omnipotentia_fw-la luth._o luth._o quntum_fw-la prinâ—us_fw-la ego_fw-la lum_n hoc_fw-la ergo_fw-la apud_fw-la beatum_fw-la paulum_fw-la siduciae_fw-la &_o consolationis_fw-la accipite_fw-la fratres_fw-la ut_fw-la ad_fw-la dominum_fw-la iam_fw-la conversos_fw-la non_fw-la nimis_fw-la criâ—ciet_fw-la praeteritorum_fw-la coâ—scientia_fw-la delictorum_fw-la sed_fw-la tantùm_fw-la bumâ—lieâ—_n vos_fw-la sicut_fw-la &_o ipsum_fw-la ego_fw-la sum_fw-la inquit_fw-la minimus_fw-la apostolorum_fw-la qui_fw-la non_fw-la sum_fw-la dignus_fw-la vocari_fw-la apostolus_fw-la qui_fw-la sum_fw-la persecutus_fw-la ecclesiam_fw-la dei._n ita_fw-la &_o nos_fw-la humiliemur_fw-la sub_fw-la potenti_fw-la manâ—_n dei_fw-la etc._n etc._n bern._n col._n 225._o 225._o et_fw-la si_fw-la preces_fw-la quotidiè_fw-la quotidiè_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la agaâ—_n quoth_v in_o antiquis_fw-la domibus_fw-la facere_fw-la solemus_fw-la cum_fw-la fuerint_fw-la putrefactae_fw-la putrida_fw-la subtrahimus_fw-la &_o supponimus_fw-la nova_fw-la &_o à _fw-la continuâ_fw-la curâ_fw-la nunquam_fw-la desinimus_fw-la chrysost._n ad_fw-la pop_n antioch_n hom._n 80._o 80._o if_o any_o doubt_n how_o godly_a sorrow_n and_o spiritual_a joy_n may_v consist_v together_o at_o the_o same_o time_n in_o the_o same_o subject_n let_v they_o take_v satisfaction_n even_o from_o philosophy_n de_fw-fr dolore_fw-la &_o gaudio_fw-la dupliciter_fw-la loqui_fw-la possumus_fw-la uno_fw-la modo_fw-la secundum_fw-la quod_fw-la sunt_fw-la passiones_fw-la appetitus_fw-la scusitivi_fw-la et_fw-la sic_fw-la nullo_fw-la modo_fw-la possunt_fw-la essè_fw-la simul_fw-la eo_fw-la quòd_fw-la sunt_fw-la omâ—inò_fw-la contrariae_fw-la velex_n parte_fw-la obiecti_fw-la put_v à _fw-fr cum_fw-la sunt_fw-la de_fw-la eodem_fw-la vel_fw-la saltem_fw-la ex_fw-la parte_fw-la motus_fw-la cordis_fw-la nam_fw-la gaudium_fw-la est_fw-la cuiâ—_n dilstatione_fw-la cordis_fw-la tristitia_fw-la verò_fw-la cum_fw-la constrictione_fw-la et_fw-la hoc_fw-la modo_fw-la loquor_fw-la philosophus_fw-la eth._n 9_o â—â—io_fw-la modo_fw-la possumus_fw-la loqui_fw-la de_fw-la gaudio_fw-la &_o tristitiâ_fw-la secundum_fw-la quod_fw-la consistunt_fw-la in_fw-la simplici_fw-la actu_fw-la voluntatis_fw-la cui_fw-la aliquid_fw-la placet_fw-la vel_fw-la displicet_fw-la et_fw-la secundum_fw-la hoc_fw-la non_fw-la possunt_fw-la babâ—â—â—_n contrariâ—tateâ—â—_n nisi_fw-la ex_fw-la parte_fw-la object_n putà _fw-la cum_fw-la sunt_fw-la de_fw-la codem_fw-la &_o secundum_fw-la idem_fw-la 〈◊〉_d non_fw-la possunt_fw-la 〈◊〉_d esse_fw-la gaudium_fw-la &_o tristitia_fw-la quia_fw-la non_fw-la potest_fw-la simulideâ—s_fw-la secundum_fw-la idem_fw-la placene_n &_o displiâ—â—re_a 〈◊〉_d verò_fw-la gaudiuâ—â—_n &_o tristitia_fw-la sic_fw-la accepta_fw-la non_fw-la sint_fw-la de_fw-fr eodem_fw-la sâ—â—â—â—dumidem_fw-la sed_fw-la vel_fw-la de_fw-la diversis_fw-la vel_fw-la de_fw-la eodem_fw-la secundum_fw-la diversa_fw-la sic_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la contrarietas_fw-la gaudij_fw-la &_o tristitia_fw-la vnde_fw-la nihil_fw-la probebent_fw-la hominem_fw-la simul_fw-la gandere_fw-la &_o tristari_fw-la putà _fw-la si_fw-la videamus_fw-la iustum_fw-la affligi_fw-la 〈◊〉_d placet_fw-la nobis_fw-la eiâ—â—_n iustitia_fw-la &_o displicet_fw-la aâ—flictio_fw-la et_fw-la hoc_fw-la modo_fw-la simul_fw-la potest_fw-la alicui_fw-la displicere_fw-la quòd_fw-la peccavit_fw-la placere_fw-la quòd_fw-la hoc_fw-la ei_fw-la displicet_fw-la cum_fw-la spe_fw-la veniae_fw-la ita_fw-la quòd_fw-la ipsa_fw-la tristitia_fw-la
from_o between_o the_o tooth_n of_o bloody_a persecute_v wolf_n 2._o tim._n 4.17_o second_o martyrdom_n sometime_o he_o take_v away_o or_o lessen_v the_o sting_n and_o fury_n of_o the_o torment_n and_o torturer_n the_o fire_n have_v no_o force_n at_o all_o over_o the_o body_n of_o those_o bless_a man_n dan._n 3.27_o and_o no_o doubt_n in_o queen_n mary_n day_n of_o most_o abhor_a memory_n he_o many_o time_n mollify_v and_o sweeten_v the_o rage_n and_o bitterness_n of_o those_o merciless_a flame_n for_o our_o martyr_n sake_n three_o sometime_o he_o support_v and_o supply_v they_o with_o supernatural_a vigour_n and_o extraordinary_a courage_n over_o the_o smart_n and_o rigour_n of_o the_o most_o terrible_a and_o intolerable_a torture_n the_o heart_n of_o that_o holy_a proto-martyr_n steven_n be_v furnish_v and_o fill_v with_o those_o heavenly_a infusion_n of_o spiritual_a strength_n and_o joy_n when_o the_o heaven_n open_v 55.56_o he_o see_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o jesus_n stand_v on_o his_o right_a hand_n which_o be_v glorious_o transcend_v and_o triumphant_a over_o the_o utmost_a of_o all_o corporal_a pain_n and_o jewish_a cruelty_n and_o so_o gracious_o deal_v he_o with_o many_o other_o martyr_n in_o succeed_a age_n as_o we_o may_v read_v in_o ecclesiastical_a story_n four_o he_o may_v sometime_o also_o out_o of_o his_o merciful_a wisdom_n put_v into_o their_o heart_n such_o a_o deal_n of_o heaven_n beforehand_o and_o ravish_a comfort_n of_o the_o world_n to_o come_v that_o the_o excess_n thereof_o do_v swallow_v up_o and_o devour_v as_o it_o be_v the_o bitterness_n of_o all_o bodily_a infliction_n and_o suffering_n of_o sense_n thus_o merciful_o deal_v he_o with_o that_o worthy_a martyr_n master_n robert_n glover_n even_o when_o he_o be_v go_v towards_o the_o stake_n he_o pour_v into_o his_o soul_n upon_o the_o sudden_a such_o overflow_a river_n of_o spiritual_a joy_n that_o no_o doubt_n they_o mighty_o abate_v and_o quench_v the_o rageful_a fury_n of_o those_o popish_a flame_n wherein_o he_o be_v sacrifice_v for_o the_o profession_n of_o the_o gospel_n of_o christ_n and_o god_n everlasting_a truth_n and_o assure_o that_o comfortable_a sunshine_n of_o unexpresse-able_a joy_n which_o by_o the_o good_a hand_n of_o god_n be_v shed_v into_o master_n peacock_n sorrowful_a heart_n in_o the_o depth_n of_o his_o darkness_n and_o desertion_n a_o little_a before_o the_o resignation_n of_o his_o happy_a soul_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n do_v make_v the_o pang_n of_o death_n and_o that_o dreadful_a passage_n a_o great_a deal_n less_o painful_a and_o sensible_a if_o not_o very_o lightsome_a and_o pleasant_a now_o in_o both_o these_o man_n of_o god_n a_o woeful_a spiritual_a dereliction_n be_v a_o fit_a introduction_n and_o immediate_a preparative_n to_o the_o effusion_n of_o such_o a_o sudden_a torrent_n of_o strange_a exultation_n and_o ravishment_n of_o spirit_n upon_o their_o sad_a and_o heavy_a heart_n conceive_v the_o point_n then_o 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thereunto_o by_o a_o spiritual_a desertion_n as_o he_o do_v in_o the_o forenamed_a glorious_a martyr_n master_n glover_n for_o want_v of_o the_o sense_n of_o the_o comfort_n of_o godliness_n for_o a_o season_n do_v make_v our_o soul_n a_o thousand_o time_n more_o sensible_a of_o their_o sweetness_n upon_o their_o re-infusion_n 8._o eight_o thus_o may_v the_o lord_n sometime_o deal_v with_o his_o best_a and_o dear_a child_n even_o by_o withdraw_v the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n leave_v they_o for_o a_o while_n to_o these_o inward_a conflict_n and_o confusion_n of_o spirit_n that_o thereby_o they_o may_v be_v fit_v and_o inform_v with_o a_o holy_a experimental_a skill_n to_o speak_v feel_o and_o full_o to_o the_o heart_n of_o their_o christian_a brethren_n which_o may_v afterward_o be_v tempt_v and_o trouble_v as_o they_o have_v be_v for_o god_n be_v wont_n at_o all_o time_n in_o his_o church_n so_o gracious_a be_v he_o purposely_o to_o raise_v up_o and_o single_a out_o some_o 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proper_o belong_v to_o his_o
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scornful_a insultation_n of_o his_o enemy_n sore_a suffering_n from_o all_o thing_n in_o heaven_n earth_n and_o hell_n of_o those_o pinch_a passion_n hunger_n thirst_n weariness_n of_o bodily_a torture_n hideous_a temptation_n agony_n of_o spirit_n 12_o even_o of_o the_o full_a cup_n of_o his_o father_n fiery_a wrath_n and_o 51._o horror_n of_o soul_n for_o our_o sin_n to_o the_o very_a last_o drop_n which_o go_v as_o far_o beyond_o his_o other_o outward_a extremity_n as_o the_o soul_n go_v beyond_o the_o body_n god_n utmost_a anger_n the_o malice_n of_o man_n whereby_o he_o be_v now_o bless_o fit_v and_o enable_v excellent_o to_o succour_v they_o that_o be_v tempt_v consciousness_n of_o his_o own_o case_n in_o the_o day_n of_o his_o flesh_n be_v a_o keen_a incentive_a to_o his_o holy_a and_o heavenly_a soul_n more_o sensible_o and_o soon_o to_o take_v pity_n upon_o and_o ease_v the_o several_a necessity_n trouble_n sorrow_n and_o soule-affliction_n of_o all_o his_o child_n 3._o three_o as_o this_o ever-blessed_n redeemer_n of_o we_o be_v in_o himself_o more_o than_o infinite_o free_a and_o more_o than_o far_o enough_o from_o all_o sin_n so_o by_o consequent_a from_o any_o inherent_a cause_n of_o the_o least_o cross_n or_o any_o shadow_n in_o the_o world_n of_o his_o dear_a father_n displease_v countenance_n for_o original_o he_o be_v of_o a_o most_o pure_a harmless_a and_o holy_a nature_n all_o his_o life_n long_o kind_a sweet_a and_o gracious_a to_o every_o creature_n offend_v none_o do_v good_a unto_o all_o in_o his_o death_n incomparable_o patient_a bring_v as_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o that_o bloody_a slaughter_n not_o open_v his_o mouth_n for_o all_o those_o base_a and_o barbarous_a provocation_n of_o the_o cruel_a and_o merciless_a miscreant_n about_o he_o swim_v in_o blood_n burn_v in_o zeal_n wrestle_v in_o prayer_n even_o for_o the_o salvation_n of_o his_o enemy_n so_o that_o his_o guiltless_a and_o unspotted_a soul_n have_v no_o need_n at_o all_o of_o any_o passion_n or_o expiation_n all_o his_o sorrow_n and_o suffering_n be_v voluntary_o under-gone_a only_o for_o our_o sake_n and_o sin_n have_v not_o the_o precious_a heartsblood_n of_o the_o only_a dear_a natural_a eternal_a son_n of_o god_n be_v pour_v out_o as_o water_n upon_o the_o ground_n where_o at_o the_o whole_a creation_n be_v astonish_v the_o earth_n tremble_v and_o shake_v her_o rock_n cleave_v asunder_o her_o grave_n open_v the_o heaven_n withdraw_v their_o light_n as_o not_o dare_v to_o behold_v this_o sad_a and_o fearful_a spectacle_n never_o have_v the_o soul_n of_o any_o son_n or_o daughter_n of_o adam_n be_v save_v it_o be_v not_o the_o glory_n and_o treasure_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n not_o any_o stream_a sacrifice_n of_o pure_a gold_n not_o the_o life_n of_o man_n and_o angel_n no_o not_o the_o power_n and_o prostration_n of_o all_o the_o creature_n in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n or_o of_o ten_o thousand_o world_n beside_o can_v have_v prevail_v satisfy_v and_o serve_v the_o turn_n in_o this_o case_n either_o the_o heir_n of_o all_o thing_n must_v die_v or_o we_o have_v all_o be_v damn_v be_v the_o heart_n then_o of_o any_o mourner_n in_o zion_n heavy_a and_o ready_a to_o break_v for_o sorrow_n because_o he_o have_v lose_v the_o light_n of_o god_n face_n feel_v of_o his_o love_n and_o consolation_n of_o grace_n so_o that_o the_o darkness_n of_o his_o spirit_n thereupon_o fright_v he_o with_o re-possession_n of_o his_o pardon_a sin_n temptation_n to_o despair_n and_o fear_n lest_o he_o be_v forsake_v o_o then_o let_v he_o hie_v and_o have_v speedy_a recourse_n unto_o this_o heavenly_a cordial_n when_o our_o lord_n and_o our_o love_n feel_v the_o curse_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o his_o father_n hot_a wrath_n come_v upon_o he_o in_o the_o garden_n without_o any_o outward_a violence_n at_o all_o only_o out_o of_o the_o pain_n of_o his_o own_o thought_n bleed_v through_o the_o flesh_n and_o skin_n not_o some_o faint_a dew_n but_o even_o solid_a drop_n of_o blood_n and_o afterward_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o his_o soul_n cry_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o and_o none_o of_o all_o this_o for_o himself_o for_o no_o stain_n at_o all_o do_v cleave_v to_o his_o sacred_a soul_n but_o all_o this_o the_o least_o of_o 43._o which_o we_o can_v no_o more_o express_v than_o we_o can_v undergo_v for_o thy_o sake_n and_o salvation_n alone_o who_o love_v our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n in_o sincerity_n and_o therefore_o ground_n upon_o it_o as_o upon_o the_o sure_a rock_n even_o in_o the_o height_n of_o thy_o heavie-heartednesse_n and_o depth_n of_o a_o spiritual_a desertion_n that_o those_o depth_n of_o sorrow_n whereof_o our_o conceit_n can_v find_v no_o bottom_n through_o which_o he_o wade_v in_o his_o bloody_a sweat_n cry_v upon_o the_o cross_n and_o painful_a suffering_n in_o soul_n do_v most_o certain_o evangel_n free_v thou_o everlasting_o from_o the_o guilt_n venom_n and_o endless_a vengeance_n of_o all_o terror_n of_o conscience_n agony_n of_o spirit_n temptation_n to_o despair_n and_o damnation_n of_o hell_n the_o righteous_a judge_n of_o all_o the_o world_n will_v never_o expect_v or_o exact_v at_o the_o hand_n of_o any_o of_o his_o creature_n double_a payment_n a_o double_a punishment_n our_o dear_a saviour_n have_v satisfy_v to_o the_o utmost_a with_o his_o own_o blood_n the_o rigour_n and_o extremity_n of_o his_o father_n justice_n in_o thy_o behalf_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v utter_o impossible_a that_o thou_o shall_v ever_o final_o perish_v inward_a affliction_n and_o trouble_n of_o mind_n may_v for_o a_o time_n press_v thou_o so_o sore_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v ready_a to_o sink_v for_o 1_o chastisement_n 2_o trial_n 3_o prevention_n of_o sin_n 4_o perfect_v the_o pang_n of_o the_o new-birth_n 5_o example_n to_o other_o etc._n etc._n but_o in_o despite_n of_o the_o unite_a rage_n and_o policy_n of_o all_o infernal_a power_n thou_o shall_v in_o due_a time_n be_v raise_v again_o by_o that_o victorious_a and_o triumphant_a hand_n which_o bruise_v the_o serpent_n locum_fw-la head_n and_o burst_v the_o heart_n of_o hell_n even_o 40.2_o out_o of_o a_o horrible_a pit_n be_v set_v upon_o a_o rock_n far_o above_o the_o reach_n of_o all_o hellish_a hurt_n or_o sting_v of_o horror_n in_o a_o little_a wrath_n i_o hide_v my_o face_n from_o thou_o for_o a_o moment_n but_o with_o everlasting_a kindness_n will_v i_o have_v mercy_n upon_o thou_o say_v the_o lord_n thy_o redeemer_n isa._n 54.8_o 5._o there_o be_v another_o terrible_a fiery_a dart_n dip_v full_a deep_a in_o the_o very_o rank_a poison_n of_o the_o infernal_a pit_n which_o though_o it_o be_v not_o much_o talk_v of_o abroad_o nor_o take_v notice_n of_o by_o the_o world_n yet_o be_v secret_o suggest_v and_o manage_v with_o extreme_a malice_n and_o cruelty_n in_o the_o silent_a bosom_n of_o god_n blessed_a one_o cogitat_fw-la the_o most_o holy_a heart_n be_v many_o time_n most_o haunt_v with_o this_o foul_a fiend_n stranger_n to_o the_o way_n of_o god_n be_v not_o much_o trouble_v in_o this_o kind_n nor_o ordinary_o vex_v with_o such_o horror_n satan_n as_o i_o say_v before_o make_v as_o much_o of_o his_o in_o this_o world_n as_o he_o can_v possible_o know_v that_o he_o have_v time_n enough_o even_o eternity_n to_o torment_v they_o in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v and_o therefore_o he_o be_v not_o wont_n to_o wield_v this_o terrify_a weapon_n against_o they_o save_v only_o at_o some_o dead_a lift_n or_o upon_o some_o special_a advantage_n as_o under_o some_o extraordinary_a misery_n or_o in_o excess_n of_o melancholy_n to_o drive_v they_o thereby_o to_o distraction_n selfe-destruction_n or_o despair_n or_o it_o may_v be_v god_n may_v suffer_v he_o to_o afflict_v thus_o hideous_o some_o grievous_a sinner_n which_o he_o be_v
and_o privilege_n and_o of_o the_o chief_a that_o be_v execute_v of_o the_o nobility_n none_o be_v in_o the_o whole_a country_n more_o affect_v to_o that_o religion_n than_o be_v the_o most_o noble_a and_o valiant_a count_n of_o egmond_n the_o very_a glory_n of_o that_o country_n who_o neither_o for_o his_o singular_a victory_n in_o the_o service_n of_o the_o king_n of_o spain_n can_v be_v forget_v in_o the_o true_a history_n nor_o yet_o for_o the_o cruelty_n use_v for_o his_o destruction_n to_o be_v but_o for_o ever_o lament_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o natural_a people_n of_o that_o country_n see_v a_o book_n entitle_v a_o declaration_n of_o the_o cause_n move_a the_o queen_n of_o england_n to_o give_v aid_n to_o the_o defence_n of_o the_o people_n afflict_v and_o oppress_v in_o the_o low-countries_n pag._n 5.6_o 5.6_o phalaris_n and_o his_o fellow_n tyrant_n come_v far_o short_a of_o these_o bloodhound_n heylyn_n p._n 52._o 52._o philip_n the_o second_o of_o spain_n after_o many_o precede_a vastation_n and_o pressure_n do_v last_o by_o strong_a hand_n and_o main_a force_n attempt_v not_o only_o to_o make_v himself_o a_o absolute_a monarch_n over_o the_o hollander_n but_o turke-like_a to_o tread_v under_o his_o foot_n all_o their_o national_n and_o fundamental_a law_n privilege_n and_o ancient_a rite_n to_o effect_v which_o after_o he_o have_v easy_o obtain_v from_o the_o pope_n a_o dispensation_n of_o his_o former_a oath_n which_o dispensation_n be_v the_o true_a cause_n of_o the_o war_n and_o bloodshed_n since_o then_o etc._n etc._n s.w.r._n in_o his_o preface_n preface_n the_o king_n of_o spain_n have_v pay_v above_o a_o hundred_o million_o and_o the_o life_n of_o above_o four_o hundred_o thousand_o christian_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o those_o country_n which_o for_o beauty_n give_v place_n to_o none_o and_o for_o revenue_n do_v equal_v his_o west_n indies_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o a_o nation_n which_o most_o willing_o obey_v he_o and_o who_o at_o this_o day_n after_o forty_o year_n war_n be_v in_o despite_n of_o all_o his_o force_n become_v free_a estate_n and_o far_o more_o rich_a and_o powerful_a than_o they_o be_v when_o he_o first_o begin_v to_o impoverish_v and_o oppress_v they_o idem_fw-la ibid._n ibid._n obey_v the_o commandment_n which_o command_v thou_o to_o believe_v against_o all_o unbelief_n and_o above_o all_o belief_n and_o to_o hope_v above_o hope_n that_o be_v in_o infinite_a doubt_n to_o believe_v in_o all_o despair_n to_o hope_n and_o when_o all_o reason_n ground_n mean_n and_o hope_n be_v want_v yet_o to_o believe_v only_o because_o god_n command_v thou_o so_o to_o do_v though_o nature_n reason_n sense_n and_o thy_o own_o heart_n and_o faithless_a fear_n and_o all_o creature_n forbid_v thou_o so_o to_o do_v say_v that_o thy_o strength_n and_o hope_n be_v perish_v from_o the_o lord_n lam._n 3._o yet_o obey_v and_o believe_v none_o of_o these_o but_o god_n commandment_n command_v thou_o to_o believe_v his_o promise_n against_o they_o all_o and_o so_o to_o honour_v he_o as_o god_n above_o they_o all_o in_o power_n mercy_n truth_n and_o faithfulness_n throgmorton_n of_o faith_n pag._n 194._o 194._o 1._o cor._n 3_o 22._o 22._o nullum_fw-la genus_fw-la insipientiae_fw-la infidelitate_fw-la ut_fw-la sic_fw-la loquar_fw-la insipientâ—us_fw-la bern._n de_fw-fr consid_n consid_n dicitur_fw-la inquit_fw-la deus_fw-la etiam_fw-la iurâssè_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la iureiurando_fw-la interminatus_fw-la esse_fw-la non_fw-la ingressuros_fw-la esse_fw-la in_o svam_fw-la requiem_n quibusnam_fw-la verò_fw-la non_fw-la sanè_fw-la omnibus_fw-la sed_fw-la solis_fw-la illis_fw-la contumacibus_fw-la cogitate_v igitur_fw-la &_o vobis_fw-la iuratam_fw-la hanc_fw-la dei_fw-la interminationem_fw-la incumbere_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la obediat_fw-la be_v deo_fw-la per_fw-la evangelium_fw-la vos_fw-la hodiè_fw-la vocanti_fw-la par._n in_o loc._n loc._n the_o state_n of_o mankind_n be_v happy_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o angel_n which_o fall_v for_o none_o of_o they_o be_v or_o shall_v over_o be_v restore_v to_o their_o former_a state_n as_o he_o who_o fall_v from_o a_o steep_a and_o high_a rock_n into_o a_o deep_a pit_n or_o gulf_n can_v possible_o escape_v death_n whereas_o one_o who_o fall_n be_v less_o may_v have_v hope_n of_o life_n so_o it_o be_v with_o these_o wicked_a angel_n who_o sin_n we_o may_v true_o call_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n commit_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n if_o it_o be_v object_v that_o the_o angel_n may_v repent_v and_o so_o obtain_v salvation_n we_o answer_v first_o that_o it_o be_v impossible_a by_o reason_n of_o the_o nature_n of_o their_o sin_n be_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n that_o they_o shall_v ever_o true_o repent_v and_o second_o that_o if_o they_o can_v after_o some_o sort_n repent_v yet_o they_o be_v altogether_o uncapable_a of_o salvation_n because_o god_n have_v not_o take_v unto_o himself_o the_o nature_n of_o angel_n as_o he_o have_v do_v the_o nature_n of_o man_n and_o so_o join_v it_o to_o himself_o who_o be_v life_n itself_o make_v it_o a_o live_n and_o holy_a nature_n morton_n of_o the_o threefold_a state_n of_o man_n cap._n 1._o sect_n 3._o 3._o hos._n 2.19_o 2.19_o isai._n 6._o â—_o â—_o ward_n in_o his_o life_n of_o faith_n isai._n 55.1_o 55.1_o vivo_fw-la ego_fw-la dixit_fw-la dominus_fw-la jenova_fw-la etc._n etc._n jurans_fw-la per_fw-la vitam_fw-la svam_fw-la id_fw-la est_fw-la deitatis_fw-la suae_fw-la aeternam_fw-la essentiam_fw-la omnipotentiam_fw-la &_o divinam_fw-la maiestatem_fw-la ac_fw-la naturam_fw-la quasidicat_fw-la quam_fw-la certum_fw-la &_o immotum_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la quod_fw-la vivam_fw-la ego_fw-la &_o sim_fw-la verus_fw-la aeternus_fw-la vivus_fw-la &_o omnipotens_fw-la deus_fw-la tam_fw-la infallibili_fw-la támque_fw-la irrefragabili_fw-la certitudinis_fw-la argumento_fw-la nititur_fw-la haec_fw-la promissio_fw-la laurent_n adversus_fw-la desperationem_fw-la desperationem_fw-la ut_fw-la vivo_fw-la dictum_fw-la domini_fw-la jehovae_fw-la non_fw-la delector_fw-la morte_fw-la improbi_fw-la sed_fw-la delector_fw-la quum_fw-la revertitur_fw-la etc._n etc._n jun._n piscat_fw-la si_fw-mi quaeritur_fw-la genuinus_fw-la prophetae_fw-la sensus_fw-la tantùm_fw-la spem_fw-la veniae_fw-la &_o aquavitae_fw-la resipiscentibus_fw-la facit_fw-la sic_fw-la ut_fw-la illis_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la dubitandum_fw-la quin_fw-la deus_fw-la paratus_fw-la sit_fw-la ignoscere_fw-la etc._n etc._n polan_n in_o loc_n loc_n matth._n 11.28_o 11.28_o revel_v 21.6_o 21.6_o beati_fw-la sumus_fw-la quorum_fw-la causâ_fw-la deus_fw-la iurat_fw-la sed_fw-la miseri_fw-la &_o detestabiles_fw-la si_fw-la ne_fw-la iuranti_fw-la quidem_fw-la oredimus_fw-la tertull._n tertull._n see_v luke_n 4.18_o 4.18_o sicut_fw-la illi_fw-la qui_fw-la morbum_fw-la nec_fw-la agnoscunt_fw-la nec_fw-la sentiunt_fw-la medicinam_fw-la nec_fw-la curant_fw-la nec_fw-la quaerunt_fw-la nec_fw-la applicant_n ita_fw-la gratuâ—am_fw-la misericordiam_fw-la dei_fw-la quae_fw-la in_o christo_fw-la proponitur_fw-la nemo_fw-la satis_fw-la curate_n nemâ—_n seriò_fw-la &_o rectâ—_n quaerit_fw-la &_o amplectitur_fw-la nisi_fw-la qui_fw-la agnitione_n sen_fw-mi su_fw-es &_o pavore_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la &_o iâ—ae_fw-la dei_fw-la adversus_fw-la peccata_fw-la contritus_fw-la &_o perterrefactus_fw-la est_fw-la lex_fw-la enim_fw-la paedagogus_fw-la est_fw-la urgens_fw-la &_o impellens_fw-la ad_fw-la quaerendam_fw-la gratiam_fw-la dei_fw-la in_o christo._n et_fw-la ordo_fw-la divinus_fw-la est_fw-la quòd_fw-la vult_fw-la quidem_fw-la evangâ—lizare_n sed_fw-la pauperibus_fw-la vulâ—_n sanare_fw-la sed_fw-la contritos_fw-la uâ—lt_fw-la praedicare_fw-la dimissionem_fw-la sed_fw-la 〈◊〉_d vult_fw-la educere_fw-la &_o liberare_fw-la sed_fw-la â—â—nctos_fw-la hoc_fw-la est_fw-la sub_fw-la pecâ—atis_fw-la conclusos_fw-la vult_fw-la consolari_fw-la sed_fw-la contriâ—aâ—os_fw-la &_o lâ—gentes_fw-la vult_fw-la respicere_fw-la sed_fw-la ad_fw-la contritum_fw-la spiritu_fw-la beâ—e_fw-la plâ—citum_fw-la est_fw-la domino_fw-la sed_fw-la super_fw-la timentes_fw-la â—um_fw-la &_o in_o eye_n qui_fw-la sperant_fw-la super_fw-la misericordiâ_fw-la eius_fw-la vult_fw-la resâ—ceâ—e_fw-la sed_fw-la laborantâ—â—_n &_o â—nâ—ratos_fw-la â—â—lt_fw-la coronare_fw-la misericordiâ_fw-la &_o miserationibus_fw-la sed_fw-la caput_fw-la humiliatum_fw-la non_fw-la turgidum_fw-la vult_fw-la inâ—undere_fw-la oleum_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la sed_fw-la vulneratis_fw-la etc._n etc._n chemnit_fw-la exam._n p._n 2._o de_fw-fr contrite_a contrite_a sive_fw-la meo_fw-la volueris_fw-la expolâ—ri_fw-la ornatu_fw-la sive_fw-la armis_fw-la meis_fw-la armari_fw-la 〈◊〉_d mea_fw-la 〈…〉_z meis_fw-la delitiari_fw-la sive_fw-la iter_fw-la meum_fw-la peragere_fw-la sive_fw-la in_o 〈…〉_z be_v sex_n &_o conditor_n ipse_fw-la sum_fw-la sive_fw-la in_o region_fw-la meà _fw-la domum_fw-la aedificare_fw-la 〈◊〉_d omne_fw-la facere_fw-la potes_fw-la ut_fw-la non_fw-la modò_fw-la 〈◊〉_d abs_fw-la te_fw-la harum_fw-la rerum_fw-la omnium_fw-la mercedem_fw-la exigam_fw-la sed_fw-la ipse_fw-la tibi_fw-la magnae_fw-la velim_fw-la esse_fw-la mercedis_fw-la debtor_n dummodò_fw-la uti_fw-la rebus_fw-la meis_fw-la non_fw-la abomineris_fw-la quid_fw-la huic_fw-la liberalitati_fw-la aequale_fw-la unquam_fw-la inveniri_fw-la potest_fw-la in_o cap._n matth._n 24._o homil_n 77._o 77._o as_o for_o thy_o do_n thou_o must_v have_v that_o power_n from_o god_n after_o thy_o believe_v therefore_o believe_v first_o and_o thou_o shall_v do_v after_o roger_n dedham_n doctrine_n of_o faith_n pag._n 150._o they_o may_v not_o for_o any_o thing_n they_o see_v in_o themselves_o put_v these_o