and at length that they shall wholly give themselves to religious exercises and a holy life mean time they conceive they may come in among the true converts and young beginners albeit they come not up the length which they intend but are unde the power of some beloved lusts which they cannot rid themselves of but do hope they shall betime overcome them Such men do miserably mistake the mater first in that they think their purpose of repentance and a new life bred in them by conviction of their duty to be the very grace of regeneration and begun sanctification Secondly they conceive that the lusts which do reign in themselves are common to them and all other regenerat persons of whom few or none think they want their own grosse faults Thirdly they conceive they can repent more seriously when they please and will repent after a whiles following of their beloved lusts as if repentance were not a saving grace of the holy Spirit whom they do daily provoke by their vilenesse but a work in the power of every mans free-will being once convinced of his sin Fourthly they do not consider that by the delay of repenting and turning from all sin unto God their heart is daily more and more in Gods Judgment hardened and God provoked to punish their voluntary impenitence with judicial hardness of heart that they shall never repent Such men our Lord compareth to the disobedient Son who promised to his Father he would go work in his vineyard and went not Math. 21. 30. Such men are they who know the well of the Lord but do it not and therefore worthy of double punishment Math 12. 47. The â—â—medy of this evil Christ giveth Luk. 13. 24 25 26. Strive to enter at the strait gate for many â— say unto you will seek to enter in and shall not be able Mâ—n know not how soon God may shut the door therefore men had need while it is to day not to harden their hearts psal 95. 8. 2. Other some are who being of a civil life professe and do perswade themselves that they indeed do repent and believe in Christ and by faith in him do certainly expect salvation freely of his grace If you pose any such men whether they do indeed believe in Christ they shall presently answer that they firmly do believe in him and that they never doubted but he is their sweet Saviour who died for them If you press them to speak in earnest from their heart they shall presently be ill pleased with the question and ask what cause of suspecting the sincerity of their faith and repentance can be justly alledged or what cause hath any man to suspect them or doubt of Gods favour toward them in Christ In whom should we believe say they if not in Christ Is there any other Saviour of sinners beside him If a man please to try the truth of their faith by their repentance they shall forthwith affirm that they repent day and night and have just cause so to do for in many things we sin all and why then should we not alwayes repent If they be asked of their love to God and their neighbour they shall answer after the same maner Such men are these of whom Christ speaketh that they will confidently come to him and call him Lord Lord and yet be found no wayes carefull to do the Lords will but servants to their own lusts 3. Such men do deceive themselves first by framing to themselves such carnal notions of faith and repentance and of the love of God and of saving hope and other spiritual graces as in their phantasie they conceive they do practise which conceptions are not grounded upon the Word of God Secondly they esteem the assent of their mind unto the truth commending these duties unto men as good as the performance of them and they do take the sentence of their conscience concerning the equity of such duties for the sentence of their conscience bearing witnesse of their practice and obedience of these duties and while their conscience saith why should not I do so they take that for as good as if it had said I do so but saving graces go deeper then civil carriage and to commend the duties of repentance and faith in Christ is not enough except they be put in practice also in daily sorrow for sin and hatred of it and flying to Christ daily to be washen and more and more sanctified 4. Some there are who when they have heard that a man is justified by faith in Christ only without the works of the law do imagine a faith which needeth not to bring forth any good works at all and so they take off the justified man from all necessity of following good works as far as they take off good works from being the cause of justification and do open a door to themselves to live after their own will in the lusts of their flesh conceiving that they who believe in Christ are fred not only from the covenant of the law but also from the command of the law against whom our Lord doth speak and doth cut off such libertines and turners of the grace of God into wantonnesse from the kingdom of heaven Math. 5. 17 18 19. And the Apostle to guard against this self-deceit Heb. 12. 14. commandeth to follow holiness without which no man shall see the Lord. 5. Some there are who pretending to esteem well of the offer of the Gospel and of the duty of following the means of making them partaker of the marriage-supper do yet think themselves excusable when they have much ado in their worldly callings albeit they prefer the care of their family and provision for their things out-ward unto the main work of their entertaining communion with God yea they conceive that God will allow them in so doing as Christ doth insinuat in the parable of the ghuests invited to the feast answering the invitation with I pray have me excused Luke 14. 18 19. This is a rise evil in great personages rich persons and such as are much imploved in earthly affairs such men deceive themselves first in laying down this ground with themselves that their earthly affairs the necessity whereof doth first and most sensibly appear must in the first room be cared-for and that the one thing necessar may be followed after as their civil and earthly affairs may permit Secondly they reckon gain to be godliness 1 Tim. 6. 5. for they cannot be perswaded when gain may be had that God requireth of any man to slip the occasion or to put his worldly goods in hazard by defending or following maters of religion Thirdly they think themselves so wise as they can well enough serve two Masters God and covetousnesse albeit when it cometh to the proof they will be found to serve not God but their own lusts This error our Lord refuteth and giveth warning to beware of it Matth. 6. 24. And Luke 21. 34. Take heed
to prove a man to be regenerat but he must be proven also a true believer in Christ a man reconciled to God a man justified and an adopted child 2. It is necessary therefore for proving a man to be regenerat to know the right description of the regenerat man which is given by the Apostle Phil. 3. 3. We are the circumcision which worship God in the spirit and rejoyce in Iesus Christ and have no confidence in the flesh Wherein the Apostle holdeth forth the truly regenerat circumcised in heart 1. He is not sinlesse but so sensible of his sinfulnesse as he hath no confidence in himself nor any thing else in himself 2. He is not free of accusations or tentations and doubts but he flyeth to Christ for righteousnesse 3. He is not an idle and unfruitfull branch but a worshiper of God in spirit and truth 1. He is burdened with sin 2. He cometh to Christ for relief 3. He puts on Christs yoke Math. 11. 28 29. If a man have these three properties joyntly in him he is a regenerae man and may defend his interest in the state of grace and right to righteousnesse and eternall life through Jesus Christ. 3. Divine operations and saving graces which accompany salvation such as are faith repentance unto life hope Christian love to God and men for Gods cause effectual vocation justification reconciliation adoption go together in time by Gods gift but one of them goeth before another in order of nature for effectual calling goeth before faith and faith goeth before hope and before charity or love Again these graces which are given to the redeemed child of God joyntly in respect of time do not shew themselves in their evidence alike soon in time nor do they equally manifest themselves when they do appear in time And so the evidences of repentance may be discerned in not a few converts before faith in Christ do shew it self in them clearly So also love to God and his Saints oft-times may be discerned in a regenerat man before he himself dare affirm any thing of his faith in Christ. 4. Albeit there be many regenerat persons who for the present time cannot perceive in themselves any undoubted signs of their conversion yet it is certain also that there be many who to their own unspeakable comfort are assured of their regeneration and that they are translated from death to life and that they have received the spirit of adoption and earnest of eternal life as is pointed out in the experience of the Ephesians chap. 1. 14. And this is certain also that all who are fled to Christ for refuge should by all means labour to make their calling and election clear and certain to themselves 2 Pet. 1. 10. And to this purpose we are commanded to examine our selves and try whether we be in the faith or not whether Christ by his Spirit be in us or not 2 Cor. 13. 5. for otherwise except a convert know certainly the blessednesse of his own state and that he standeth in grace and favour with God it is not possible for him to give hearty thanks to God for the change of his state from being an enemy to be made a reconciled subject and child of God It is not possible for him to rejoyce in the Lord or set chearfully himself to serve God or comfortably call on God as a father to him in Christ Wherefore all who in the sense of their sins and fear of deserved wrath are fled for refuge unto Christ should deal by prayer earnestly with God that he would graciously grant unto them his Spirit by whose operation in them they may know the saving graces which he hath freely bestowed upon them of which gift of the holy Spirit the Apostle doth speak 1 Cor. 2. 12. 5. The knowledge of a mans own regeneration hath many degrees of clearnesse and assurance by reason of the variety of conditions wherein a man truly converted may be For many doubts may arise in the man regenerat which may darken his sight and hinder the assurance of saving grace granted unto him whereof sundry causes may be found and in special these four among others 1. In a man illuminat and renewed by the holy Spirit there remains a great deal of ignorance much doubting mixed with faith by reason of unskilfulnesse of the convert to examine and discern this blessed change made in him where through that cometh to passe in many young converts which will be seen in infants who have a soul indeed but do not know or perceive that they have a soul till they come to some years of discretion yea many sound Christians are oft-times at a stand about their regeneration and know not what to make of their faith or repentance especially when they feel the power of the body of death the strength of natural corruption in themselves and great indisposition for any spiritual exercise they are forced with the Apostle to cry miserable man that I am who shall deliver me Rom. 7. 24. mean time for weaknesse of their faith they are not able at the first to wrestle against discouragment and to come up unto the Apostles thanking God through Christ. 2. By the tentation of Sathan oft-times the perswasion of holy men is darkened so as they cannot see the evidences of their own regeneration clearly for Sathan sets himself to vex the Saints who are delivered from his kingdom and bonds whom albeit he know that he cannot destroy them yet he will not cease to trouble them that at least he may make them some way unfit for Gods service and marr their cheerfulness in his service and because he feareth harm from them unto his kingdom by their dealing with the unconverted to repent their sins and to turn unto God therefore he finds them work at home in their own bosome and puts them to defend themselves and to forbear to invade his subjects till they be setled themselves 3. Oft-times the Lord is offended by the sins of the regenerat and specially by their grosse transgressions for which his Spirit being grieved doth for a time cease from comforting them and doth not bear witnesse with their spirits that they are the children of God as he hath formerly used to do 4. Oft-times the Lord by suffering doubts to arise in their hearts useth to try and exercise the faith of his children and thereby to stir them up to the pursuing of the duties of piety and righteousnesse more vigorously and sincerely that after victory obtained over these tentations they may be more confirmed in their faith and more diligent in his obedience 6. It may come to passe that while the true convert doth most doubt of his own regeneration that the work of Gods special grace may be observed in him and clearly seen by others more experienced in the wayes of God and indued with the spirit of discretion The reason whereof is because howsoever the weak convert and child of light walking
this doubt let us remember that it is pre-supposed and found by experience that some that are afflicted with this doubt and suspicion do not cease to follow duties howbeit heartlesly do live blamelesse in an evil world and so are not idle nor unfruitfull only this doth trouble them that they find not the peace of conscience which they did expect they misse joy in God consolation in their prayers patience in affections chearfulness and alacrity in following their calling they do not find sensible approbation of their work from God as they did promise to themselves and did expect Hence flow their tears lamentations and complaints of themselves and suspicions of the reality and sincerity of their faith and all without just cause for as in bodily sicknesses sometime moe maladies then one are complicat and to each of them respect must be had for perfecting the cure So in this case moe practical errors do concur and each of them must be deciphered and removed We shall condescend upon four The first practicall error of the afflicted is the suspending of his faith upon a tacite condition that such and such effects be produced and that Gods sensible approbation of his diligence and works be felt as if there were no warrantable act of faith for laying hold on Christ except after a certain time and tryal taken whether it shall produce such or such fruits or not And here three deceits do concur The first is a faith with a secret reservation if such fruits follow is by suggestion of the tempter thrust in in the place of absolute believing without reservation and in effect is a trying of God in stead of trusting in him for through temptation the afflicted tacitly craveth a condition to be performed by God that when God performeth the prescribed condition then the mans faith after that may rest upon him other wayes not for when a sinner cometh to Christ he should speak to this sense O Lord my God seing it hath pleased thee to reveal thy self to me a blind impotent sinner running toward hell and hast offered thy self to me for a Saviour in whom I may have wisdom righteousnesse sanctification and redemption Behold O Lord I heartily receive the grace offered I imbrace thy Word and thy Self offered to me in thy Word and do give up my self wholly to thy government that thou may repair in me the lost Image of God and powerfully carry me on unto salvation Instead of saying thus and closing absolutely the bargain with God in Christ reconciling the world to himself the tempter would have the poor afflicted man to speak as it were to this sense O Lord the condition whereupon thou dost offer to be my God and Saviour doth please me well but because I fear I may deceive my self in performing that condition I require another condition of thee that thou wouldst first let me see the fruits of faith in me which if I shall find within sometime hence then will I count my self a believer and will rest on thee but if I find not such fruits as may evidence true faith in me I must pronounce my saith either no faith or a dead faith which hath a name of faith but neither power nor life in it For faith without works is dead as Iames saith ch 2. 26. Now what is this else in effect then to make a new condition in the covenant of Grace and to promise upon this condition to believe on Christ if God shall do as the sinner giveth him direction that is if God shall make him bring forth the fruits of faith first when it became him absolutely to imbrace Christ that he might both be forgiven of sin and enabled to bring forth fruits of faith Another fault is here also which is this the afflicted person doth require mature fruits from a weak faith from a faith that is not setled and fixed but suspended on a condition which is no lesse unreasonable then if a foolish Gardner should require fruits of a young tree lately planted yea before the roots of it were well setled in the ground yea and would not let it stand in his garden except it should first bring forth fruits whereby it might evidence it self worthy of pains taking on it A third fault is this that the afflicted in this case doth pre-suppose that true faith is posterior to the fruits of true faith both in nature and time for if he will not believe in Christ till after he perceive and feel in himself the fruits of faith upon this ground he can never believe till he first find the fruits of faith in himself which is nothing else in effect then to imagine that the effect must go before its cause Unto this threefold self-deceit we offer this one remedy in general that the afflicted person in the foresaid case humble himself before God in the sense of his barrennesse and so much the more as he findeth small or no fruits in himself let him flye to Christ and fasten himself the more on his imputed righteousnesse and cleave unto him by faith without delay that he may draw vertue and furniture from him to bring forth good fruits for this is the only way to make him bring forth fruits in abundance as Christ doth teach us Ioh. 15. 5. He that abideth in me and I in him the same bringeth forth much fruit for without me ye can do nothing He and he only can make a good tree of an evil imp and cause it bring forth fruits answerable to the nature of the true vine wherein it is ingrafted And seing Christ in the Canticle ch 2. 13. doth make no small account of the green figs and tender grapes let not the afflicted despise the day of small things 4. The second practical error in the afflicteds foresaid case is this the afflicted person hath imagined in himself that such and such fruits would presently follow upon his receiving the offer of Christ as that he should forthwith be skillfull in the knowledge of the mysteries of salvation able to pray eloquently made chearfull in singing songs of praise unto God ready and expedit to every good work and that he should feel constantly an un-interrupted peace in his conscience and joy in the holy Ghost but after that by experience he hath found that he cannot so much as enter upon any good work without a fight with Sathan and with his own corrupt nature and other impediments and withall he doth feel the peace of his conscience and the joy of the holy Ghost with-drawn hereupon he begins to suspect the whole work of Gods grace in himself and that he remaineth in the state of nature unrenewed 5. For removing of this error let the afflicted know that the hopes which he hath conceived at the hearing of the Gospel shall not be disappointed albeit according to his childish fore-conception they come not to passe for in a time due and acceptable God shall perform all his promises
then the sensible comfort thereof remaineth with him but either doth retreat his judgment of his blessed estate or doth not defend his right doth not resist Sathan by being stedfast in the faith no wonder his disquietnesse and dejection of courage return upon him 6. For removing of this cause of disquietnesse let the afflicted consider that spiritual consolation and sensible feeling of Gods favour is granted to Gods children to make them stedfast in the faith of Gods grace toward them when sensible comfort is with-drawn and when they are put to the tryal and exercise of their faith under trouble and temptations And therefore when the afflâ—cted once being made clear of his interest in Christ and of his keeping on him the yoke of Christ doth find a change in his condition let him presently humble himself before God in acknowledgment of the power of the body of sin in himself and of whatsoever evil fruit it hath brought forth whereby he hath procured the change of his own comfortable condition and let him 〈◊〉 the acts of his repentance and of his 〈◊〉 in Christ striving against all temptations for the 〈◊〉 once given to him and disputing for his right and interest unto Gods grace in Christ that he may with patience obtain the victory over his temptation and be able not only with Dâ—vid to charge his own soul to trust in God the help and health of his countenance Ps. 42. and 43. but also to glory with the Apostle and to say 2 Tim. 1. 22. I know whom I have believed and I am perswaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day And so may the second cause of disquietnesse be removed 7. A third cause of disquietnesse is or may be this if a sincere convert finding himself come short both of his purpose and hope of making progresse in the course of new obedience and reformation of heart and conversation shall in 〈◊〉 of being more humbled and beaten more out of confidence in his own strength and works and in 〈◊〉 of laying 〈◊〉 hold on the imputed righteousnesse 〈…〉 discouragement and so open a 〈…〉 calling his own conversion in question In this case the 〈…〉 of the true convert is augmented by reason of the conscience of his sincerity in his couversion wherein he renounced the love and service of all sin renounced all confidence in his own worth or works did flye unto the grace offered in Christ and received him heartily and purposed â—onestly to serve God thereafter in newnesse of life which maketh him say in himself I can never put repentance from dead works and faith in Christ and purpose of new obedience more sincerely in exercise then I have done and now seing I come short of my purpose and hope of profiting and can never more sincerely repent of sin or believe in Christ then I have done have I not just cause of doubting of my estate and of discouragment and disquietnesse 8. For removing this cause of disquietnesse let the afflicted consider first that there is a great difference between purpose and practice A holy and sincere purpose oâ—t times cometh short in practice for the Apostle saith Rom. 7 18. To will is present with me but how to perform that which is good I find not The inlake here is of strength to perform and not in the sincerity of the will and purpose Secondly let him consider that there is a difference between the consent of a well-informed conscience to the discharge of holy duties and the practical coming up of the not well-reformed heart unto the actual discharge of those duties for oft-times the heart is like a deceitfull bow that disappointeth the archer therefore let not the afflicted deny the sincerity of his purpose but let him be humbled for the corruption of his heart which hath not answered his purpose and expectation Thirdly let not the afflicted think that he hath so fully renounced all confidence in his own works as he conceived we may be clearly convinced not to lean to our own righteousnesse and so more easily in our judgment renounce all confidence in our good behaviour but the dregs of the sin of misbelieving Jews is not easily purged out of us wherein they went about to establish their own righteousnesse and did not submit themselves to the righteousnesse of faith Rom. 9. and 10. 3. As he therefore who denyeth that he leaneth his weight on his staff and yet falleth to the ground when his staff doth slide is found to have leaned more weight on his staff then he pretended So he is found to have leaned too much weight upon his own works who is cast down because his performances are not answerable to his purpose and hopes Humbled indeed he ought to be and to lament his misery under the body of death but not be so dejected and discouraged as to loose or sâ—cken his grips of the covenant of Grace especially when he doth consider that the Lord by this experience of his own weaknesse is teaching him thereafter to have a more high estimation and make better use of Christs imputed righteousnesse and to lean lesse to his own purposes and promises and inherent righteousnesse that so he may draw more ability from Christ by faith to bring forth better fruits for without me saith Christ you can do nothing Joh. 15. 5. Last of all let him neither say nor think that he cannot put forth any act of repentance or saith or purpose of amendment of life more sincerely then he hath done for no man hath attained such a measure of sincerity in the discharge of any act of saving grace but there is room for him to receive a greater measure both of activity and sincerity in acting then he hath attained already but rather let him examine more narrowly and find out the corrupt inclination of the heart to lean to its own inherent righteousnesse and difficulty of subjecting it self wholly to the righteousnesse of â—aith and sanctification through faith in Christ for this doth the Apostle teach us to do Philip. 3. 12 13 14. he did not think himself already perfect but reached himself forth to those things which were before him pressing toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus And the end of the pressing of the Law is that sin may be the more clearly discovered that as sin hath reigned unto death even so might grace reign through Christ Jesus our Lord Râ—m 5. 20 21. 9. The fourth cause of disquietnesse is or may be this if the true convâ—rt being frequently convinced of the manifold deceits of the heart for this cause shall begin to call in question all the work of grace in himself which inconvenience doth flow from his not putting difference between the true consent of the heart unto the covenant of Grace and acts of holinesse in so far as the heart is renewed on the one hand and the doubting
or hesitation of the heart in as far as it is not purged from the relicts of incredulity and backwarddesse unto godlinesse on the other hand or because he puts no difference between the effects of renewing grace and the effects of in-dwelling sin in himself both of them putting forth their power in the self same actions for if this difference shall not be observed and sentence so given as that which is in the renewed man be absolved and commended and that which flowes from indwelling sin be disallowed and condemned without prejudice to any good which shall be found in the renewed man it is impossible that the conscience can be quiet or that any good action of the Saints can be approven by reason of sin in us for the evil which we would not shall be found in us as is clear in the Apostles censure of himself Rom. 7. 15. to 20. 10. For removing this fourth cause of disquietnesse let the afflicted learn so to observe the inlakes and sinfull imperfections and pollutions of his best works as he observe also that which is good in his actions that of the good he may make thankfull confession unto God and pray for the increase thereof and of the inlakes and pollutions of his works he may make confession also and be humbled for them and flye to the unsported righteousness of Christ and to the founta in opened up in his house for sin and uncleannesse Zech. 13. 1. This wisdom is taught us in the example of the father of the child possessed with a dumb and deaf spirit crying out and saying with tears Lord I believe help thou my unbelief Mark 9. 24. he maintains the begun work of faith in himself and confesseth the evil he found in himself and flyeth by prayer to Christ to help him 11. The fifth cause of disquieâ—nesse is or may be this if the true convert suspenâ— the absolution of his own faith and fruits thereof from being hypocritical and counterfeit untill he find himself freed from disquietnesse and do injoy peace and tranquillity of mind which he doth apprehend should alwayes accompany sound sincere and unfained faith and on this ground he esteemeth that faith only to be true faith which hath overcome all doubtings and now being victorious bringeth peace and quietnesse with it and that faith which is tossed or troubled with doubtings he thinketh may justly be suspected of unsoundnesse as if tentation to doubting were a sufficient reason to make a question of the sincerity of believing or as if it were a sufficient reason for a man to call his faith in question whether it be true faith or not because Sathan calleth it in question for if this were a sufficient reason to question a work or act of grace in a man no work of grace nor no point of true religion should be holden for sound and true because Sathan never ceaseth to calumâ—iat and quarrel the truth both of Gods Word and working for he was so malicious and impudent as to question Christ If thou be the Son of God Mat. 4. 3. 12. For removing of this cause of disquietnesse let the afflicted consider first that the assaults of the enemy do neither diminish the worth nor the estimation of faith for faith fighting is no lesse solid and sound in the time of battel then it is after victory standing victorious 2. Let him consider that we are called to a warfare not only against flesh and blood but also against principalities and powers and spiritual wickednesses Ephes. 6. and that we may not promise to our selves freedom or exemption from Sathans throwing fiery darts at us â—o long as we live as the Apostle doth warn us Ephes. 5. Let him consider thirdly that objections and questions moved against the converts faith are rather a token of the sincerity thereof then a reason for bringing it in question for the Pirat Sathan can discern well enough between an empty vessel and a ship loadened with precious wares and useth to set upon the rich ship that he may spoil it if he can of that most precious faith and not trouble himself to molest a secure presumptuous person lest he should waken him by such means out of his dream and chase him unto God But as for a man that is already fled from him and turned to God by faith in Christ he will not fail to follow the chase that if he cannot bring him back yet he may vex him and dog him at the heels till his entry in heaven Fourthly let him consider that the Lord useth to suffer Sathan to trouble the believer with suggestions to waken his faith of set purpose to teach the believer to fight his battels and by frequent exercises to be purified more and more like gold or silver put oft-times in the furnace yea and that the wrestler may be made valiant in fight Heb. 11. 34. whereupon the afflicted must be exhorted not only to take courage and to despise the malice of the adversary but also to rejoyce when he doth meet with manifold tentations as we are charged Iam. 1. 2. because of the fruit following by Gods blessing on such exercise And to this end let him put on the whole armour of God that when he hath resisted and overcome one tentation he may stand and resist another Ephes. 6. 13. The sixth cause of disquietnesse is or may be this if the true convert do not distinguish but confound the peace he hath with God and the peace he hath in his conscience if he do not distinguish but confound peace with God and rest from assaults of the 〈◊〉 if he do not distinguish but confound peace of mind and peace of conscience if he do not distinguish and put a due difference between these sorts of peace he cannot choose but be disquieted by suspâ—â—ting his peace with God because he hath not rest nor peace from Sathans assaults he cannot eshew disquietnesse when he conceives that his peace with God is dissolved when trouble ariseth in his own conscience And no wonder he be disquieted when he apprehendeth every perturbation of his mind to be a breach of peace with God or with his own conscience 14. For removing of this cause of disquietnesse the afflicted must consider first that peace with God doth follow immediatly upon an humbled sinners flying to Christ and embracing the offer of reconciliation with God in Christ when in the mean time the conscience possibly may be going on pursuing the convert with challenges for all sort of sin and guiltinesse for he that is fled to Christ by faith is justified and being justified by faith he hath peace with God granted decreed pronounced in his favours and registrat in the Court-book of the Evangel albeit possibly the absolved convert hath not drawn forth the extract of the decreet nor considered it when he hath read it nor applied the same to himself according as the general sentence giveth him warrand Therefore the humbled sinner fled
unto Christ and engaged heartily to his service must not take heed so much to what his sickly and not clearly informed conscience doth say as to what God who is greater then the conscience and giveth order and rule to the conscience doth say to such a poor soul fled unto Christ. Secondly let him consider that his peace is not â—arred with God by Sathans warring against him for peace with God standeth well with warr against all spiritual enemies and therefore the lesse rest he hath from Sathans trouble and molestation let him be the more confident of his peace with God whose battels he is fighting against Sathan Thirdly let him consider that perturbation of mind doth neither hinder peace with God nor peace of conscience for the mind and thoughts of a man for many reasons may be troubled and disquieted when peace with God and peace of conscience are setled and established for when the mind is troubled and tempted to anxiety the Apostle sheweth how to remove the perturbation of the mind and setle the peace of conscience also Phil. 4. 6 7. Be carefull saith he or anxious for nothing but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanks giving let your requests be made manifest to God and the peace of God which passes all understanding shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Iesus And in his own experience he lets us see the difference of perturbation of mind from peace with God and the conscience also 2 Cor. 7. 5 6. When we were come into Macedonia our flesh had no rest but we were troubled on every side without were fightings within were fears neverthelesse God that comforteth these that are cast down comforted us in the coming of Titus So also 2 Cor. 2. 12 13 14. 15. The seventh cause of disquietnesse is or may be this if the true convert be either ignorant or forgetfull of the way of obtaining maintaining repairing and recovering the true peace of God in himself and of the change of Gods dispensation toward his children which is common through many tribulations God doth bring his own to heaven Sometime he shews them his countenance in a comfortable providence sometime he hides his face but doth not change his love toward them Psal. 30. 7. Thou hidest thy face saith David and I was troubled but here was his wisdom he went the straight way to recover his peace I cryed to thee O Lord and unto the Lord made I my supplication and his mourning was turned into dauncing Psal. 30. 7 8. to the end But many weak converts are not so wise who by their inconfiderat courses do cast themselves in fears jealousies and suspicions both of Gods love to them and of their own interest in him when they misse felt consolations they fall to quarrel their right And if they resolve to have their condition helped they prescribe their own time way and measure and nothing can satisfie them till they recover possession of lost sense with the Spouse Cant. 2. 5. Stay me with stagons comfort me with aples saith she for I am sick of love It is true sometime God doth coudescend to their passionat put suit of comfort but their not believing in the mean time and their hasting to have their condition altered before patience hath wrought the perfect work is not to be commended or approven 16. For removing this cause of disquietnesse let the afflicted consider first that the Lord neither sheweth his loving countenance to the weak disciple nor hideth it from him but out of love he neither corrrecteth nor comforteâ—h him but out of love I am the Lord and change not saith he sensible 3. 6. Therefore you sons of Jacob are not consuâ—â—â—d If he give consolation sensibly it is to confirm their weak saith by 〈◊〉 experience of the fruit of believing in him and if he withdraw his consolation it is that he may excercise their faith and train them to belâ—â—ve his Word without a sensible pawn for it And therefore for removing this cause of disquietnesse by all 〈◊〉 let the afflicted beware to mis-construst the Lords dâ—aling but let him strive against all suggestions of Sathan or 〈◊〉 own misbelieving heart and entertain friendly 〈◊〉 of God for a true friend or father when they give them beter will take it for no small 〈…〉 or fatherly affection to 〈…〉 Physicians and 〈…〉 from their Patients 〈…〉 potions when they 〈◊〉 and carve and 〈…〉 they are exponed to aim at the 〈…〉 much more should every man whatsoever dispensation of God he meet with give a good costruction of his working Secondly let him consider that the Lord hath his own way and order of working first he discovereth sin and misery and weaknesse in the creature and after that he discovereth his grace mercy and power in Christ to relieve first he humbleth and then listeth up first he woundeth and then he healeth first he smiteth and then bindeth up first he bringeth down to death and then restoretâ—â—unto life Hâ—s 6. 1. and Ps. 9. 3. and therefore let the afflicted be hâ—mbled under the sense of apprehended caâ—ses of hiâ— disquietnesse and seek of God the restoring of whaâ— is lost or wanting and the healing of the wound inâ—â—â—ted in due order Now Gods order is this he will fiâ— have the Law magnified and his Justice acknowleâ—ed by all afflicted sinners even by them who are in thâ—tate of Grace and are not under the covenant or cuse of the Law to whom notwithstanding the Law musâ—till be a pedagogue to lead them to Christ and wâ—n the Lords Justice is acknowledged and all fretting â—d murmuring against his dealing stopped then comeâ— in the next place the discovery of grace in Christâ— for since the fall of Adam God hath alwayes been iâ— Christ going about to reconcile the world to himself not imputing their transgressions to them 2 Cor. 5. 19. And when God hath drawn the sinner by faith to the Mediator Christ God incarnat then there is a matrimonial contract made betwixt God in Christ reconciled and the believer and an union between Christ and the believer in a judicial maner and so the believer is made to have a right unto Christs person according to that of the Spouse Cant. 2. 16. My beloved is mine and I am his And by this means also the believer is made to have right unto Christs purchase and benefits and to communion with him and his Saints as the Apostle teacheth us Rom. 32. He that spared not his own Son but delivered him up for us all how shall he not with him also freely give us all things And after right given to the believer in due time the Lord giveth and reneweth the earnest-penny of the inheritance Ephes. 1. 13. In whom also ye were sealed with that holy spirit of promise who really reneweth the believer and giveth him peace joy consolation strength and other gifts of grace with an ebbing and flowing thereof in the sense and feeling of
set to his seal to the truth of God without an hink or fear and suspicion of his right to apply the grace offered in which case so long as he doubts and doth not rest his sinfull soul on the Word of God offering grace to every soul sensible of sin who shall flye to Jesus Christ what wonder the holy Spirit doth with-hold the sealing of the mans faith For this is Gods order holden forth Ephes. 1. 13. that a sinner should first six his faith on Christ offered in the Gospel and after he hath believed not before he do believe wait for the sealing of the holy Spirit For removing this cause 1. let the afflicted acknowledge that his hesitation doubting and suspicion is justly chastised of God because he hath not firmly adhered to the covenant embraced by him and because he hath not given unto God the glory of his truth without a pawn and yet doth in effect quarrel and complain that he doth not find these consolations which are given and but rarely it may be even to the sound and strong in the faith 2. Let him for the confirmation of his faith hereafter consider well how strong and solid a foundation faith hath to lean unto even Gods promise and oath given unto all that do flye to Christ for refuge and relief from sin and misery Heb. â— 17 18. that the afflicted may with the Psalmist Ps. 56. 10. sing in God I will praise his Word 3. Let the afflicted study to be so fast glewed unto Christ in every condition and case he findeth himself and go about the exercise of repentance and faith and new obedience in his calling submitting himself to the will of God in every dispensation which direction if he shall aime to follow he shall not want the fruit of his faith and honest endeavour to please God for Psal. 97. 11. Light is sown for the righteous and joy for the upright in heart CHAP. XXI Wherein is solved the doubt of the true convert whether he be indeed converted because he cannot confidently apply to himself the promises of the Gospel THere are some true converts who albeit for fear of the wrath of God for their sins are already fled unto Christ and have hid themselves under the wings of the propitiatory in the shadow of the Almighty Mediator and are already begun in earnest to give new obedience to the law of God yet from time to time they fall in fear and trembling suspicion that all be not a sound work of grace in them and that partly because they cannot confidently apply to themselves the promises of the Gospel whether absolut such as are made to the Elect Ier. 31 31. or conditional such as are made to believers in Christ offered in the Gospel or qualified promises such as are made to the meek and mercifull Mat. 5. which qualified promises they look upon as conditional excluding them as they conceive who do not find in themselves such qualifications and partly because they are not clear about their right to receive the offer of the Gospel because they want as they conceive fitnesse in themselves to receive the same and thus are they oft-times vexed with doubts whether they be in the state of grace or not 2. For lousing of this doubt sundry things are already said by the way in answering other doubtfull cases But because many do meet with this difficulty we shall speak a little more particularly to the case and first it is needfull that the afflicted be confirmed about that which is right in him that the thing which remaineth and is ready to die may be strengthened To this intent we commend the afflicted that being sensible of sin and feared for-wrath he hath fled unto Christ for refuge next we commend him that he hath begun to give new obedience to Gods Law and doth purpose to follow on as he shall be enabled and thirdly we commend him that albeit he cannot attain that near conjunction with Christ which he would yet he neither will nor dare forsake Christ nor put himself out of the number of weak believers in Christ for he hath said in his heart with Peter Joh. 6. 68. To whom shall I go for Christ hath the words of eternal life Hitherto all is right and the afflicted must resolve to cleave close to this foundation because Christ hath said Ioh. 6. 37. These that come unto me I will in no case cast out 3. For his doubt arising from the nature of the promises absolute conditional and qualified looked upon by him as if they were conditional we answer 1. That these qualified promises having some mark in them of true believers are not exclusive of these believers who find in themselves a defect of the qualification but they are inductive unto all believers to study the attaining of that qualification and are corroborative of these believers who find in any sensible measure these qualifications For example promises made to the mercifull to the peace-makers to the upright in heart do not exclude these who find themselves short in these graces and yet are hungry and thirsty for righteousnesse yet are poor and indigent of all good in themselves and daily beggers at the throne of grace for what they want Mat. 5. for these qualifications sound in a weak believer are signes and effects of sound saith in them And we must grant that of these graces specified in these qualified promises some of them are more eminent in some of the Saints and other some of them more eminently seen and felt in other some of the Saints And in the same person one of these qualifications may sometime shine more clearly and at another time by some tentation or mistake be over-clouded and not shine so clearly as before yet the qualifications are comfortable to all them who find the same in themselves and are inductive to make every believer to aime to excell in these graces and so to confirm their own faith more and more as 2 Pet. 1. 4 5 6 7. we are exhorted Again these qualifications are signs of a believer already entered in the covenant of grace by faith in Christ and begun to bring forth good fruits but they are not the conditions of entering into the covenant for then none could enter in covenant till first these qualifications in exercise were sound in them and that were to dis-annull the covenant of grace and to set up a sort of covenant of works for there is not another condition of entering in the covenant but saith in Christ only whereby the humbled sinner renouncing all confidence in any good in himself or from himself doth betake himself wholly to the grace offered in Jesus Christ in whom perfect righteousnesse is to be found Now unto the man who shall believe in Christ all the promises of the Gospel are made upon this condition that he do believe in Jesus Christ which condition of faith in Christ when it is now performed and by the
conscience and felt wrath pursuing me for sin may be clear to me by its own light and scriptural evidence albeit it being possibly the very instant of my conversion I cannot produce any fruits or evidences of my conversion past or else what shall be said of malefactors on the scaffold presently to be put to death and possibly not wakened in conscience before not fled to Christ before What shall be said of sick persons near unto death who being self-condemned do betake themselves in their last agony unto the grace of God in Christ offered to self-condemned sinners in the Gospel 2. I must put difference between a reason to prove that I have believed and a reason why I may and must now believe The reason to prove that I have believed is from the effect to prove the cause thereof to wit faith to be in me but the reason why I may now and must believe is from the cause to infer the effect that should be in me the cause of believing in Christ is Gods command to self-condemned sinners which command I must now obey left I perish and so if I find fruits I prove I have believed because I feel the love of God shed abroad in my heart and that I love God who hath freely loved me and here I reason from the effect to prove that the cause of this fruit to wit saâ—ing faith hath preceeded and is gone before Again I prove that I should believe because the offer of the Gospel and of free grace in Christs made to all self-condemned persons renouncing confidence in their own worth or works is made to me with a command to believe in the Son of God Christ Jesus for which cause I may and ought to cast my self upon his grace who justifieth the ungodly flying to him without the works of the Law 3. I must put difference between my having fruits of faith in me and my observing and finding these fruits in me for a true convert may have both faith and fruits and for the time being under tryal and temptation may be so darkened that he can see nothing in himself but sin and apparent wrath pursuing him for sin as may be seen in Ionah in the belly of the fish Ionah 2. 4. and David Ps. 51 9 10. 4. I must put difference between my perswasion that I have been and am a true convert and a sincere believer and my perswasion that I have right reason and good warrand to believe in Christ in my lowest condition howsoever then I find my self emptied of all signes of saving grace in me for the time yet my perswasion that I should in this sad condition flye to Christ and believe in him doth serve to make me consent heartily unto the offer of the covenant of grace in Christ doth serve to make way for my justification and looseth all doubts and objections of Sathan tempting me to mis-believe and to run away from Christ and the offered mercy in him 5. And last of all I must put difference between making use of good fruits brought forth by me for confirmation of my faith and my putting confidence in or laying weight on these good fruits for many true converts do here fail and do not mark the mistakes for when they find love to God and his Saints with fear and holy reverence and such other like signes of grace in their hearts and outward fruits thereof in their life then they do believe in Christ and rejoice in him but when at another time they find hardnesse of heart profanity and perversenesse of a wicked nature in themselves they are like to quite their interest in the covenant of Grace and to stand aloof from Christ like strangers when they should most be humbled and creep in to him for remission of sin aâ—d hiding of their nakednesse by his imputed righteousnesse And what is this in effect else then in the first place to lean on their works and holy disposition as if there were merit in them and then after in the next place to believe in Christ who hath furnished them those fruits whereas they should in the sense of their sin and unworthinesse first flye to Christ and firmly adhere to him by faith that out of his fulnesse they may receive grace for grace according as we are taught to do by Christ himself Ioh. 15. 5. He that abideth in me and l in him the same bringeth forth much fruit for without me you can do nothing CHAP. VII Concerning the case of the convert in some point of doctrine deluded and pleasing himself in this condition TO speak of delusion and bewitching in the general requireth a large Treatise It shall suffice our purpose to speak of it as it hath place in the point of doctrine and practice erroneous Which we describe thus Delusion is a powerfull operation of a lying Spirit whereby he obtrudes to men some noysome error in doctrine or practise contrary to true doctrine fairded over with sophistical deceits and doth perswade inconsiderate souls effectually to receive the error for truth and to defend and spread it in their rash zeal For explication of which description we say 1. delusion is a powerfull operation of a lying Spirit wherein Sathan in Gods judgment is permitted to put forth his power in lying effectually Therefore in all his effectuall delusions there is a concurring righteous judgment of God in loosing reins to the rempter that by delusion one sin in one degree may be punished by a following sin in a higher degree No wonder therefore that a lying Spirit do work more effectually when he is not restrained by the powerfull hand of God 2. We say that delusion is in some dangerous error tending to the damage of the Church and hazard of souls And this we say not as if we did think that any sin doth not draw with it the merit of death for the wages of every sin is death but because Sathan is not so busie to spred and foment such errors as are lesse perillous as he is active in such errors which do most tend to pester the Church and divert the professors of religion from the path way of saving doctrine And to this purpose he essayes all means that he may obscure and darken the truth and devise and spread abroad the most pernicious errors Mean time he is not idle in sowing and spreading lesser errors that he may stir up contention and jangling in the Church whereby precious time which should be spent for mutual edification may be idly wasted in needlesse disputes and mens minds may be prepared to receive grosser errors Thirdly we put some difference between errors in doctrine and errors in practice albeit there cannot be one error in practice whether it be in the external worship or government of the Church or in outward conversation which being stiffly maintained hath not some error of judgment and doctrine joyned with it or else it should not be contrary to sound doctrine
to light by his long continued preaching of his word the obstinat enimity of the reprobat multitude against him opened up his decree against all that sort in the sad message committed to Isaiah Chap. 6. 9 10. Go and tell this people hear ye indeed and understand not see ye indeed but perceive not make the heart of this people fat and make their ears heavy and shut their eyes least they see with their eyes and hear with their ears and understand with their heart and convert and be healed vers 13. yet there shall be a tenth part the holy seed to wit the elect shall be the substance thereof And of this prophesie use is made when the multitude of misbelievers was like to obscure the glory of Christ Iob. 12. 37 38. to 42. they heard the offer of grace preached by Christ himself and saw his manifold wonders yet they believed not neither could they believe because God had rejected them as Iohn doth prove from the prophesie of Isaiah Secondly Is it not fair dealing when the Lord professeth that his word shall be preached and his wonders manifested for the elects cause albeit they were but as a tenth part to a cursed and reprobat multitude who should hear and see without his blessing and in his dispensation doth in effect as he hath professed As it is a reasonable answer of a husband man and Gardener to his child asking him why he beats the whole sheaf and watereth all the Garden seing the sheaf is most part straw and chaff and the garden full of weeds to say to his child that he beats the shâ—af that he may sever the corn from the straw and chaff and that he watereth the ground where herbs and weeds do grow together that he may make both to come up above ground and after that may pull out the weeds and foster the herbs for the masters use So it is a reasonable answer to such as cavil against the preaching of the Gospel to a mixed multitude of elect and reprobat to say that the Gospel is preached to both for the conversion of the elect and bringing to light the hatred of the reprobat against God and the offer of his grace Thirdly we grant the Lord knoweth mens wickednesse and inability to obey his commands and their naturall enimity against him but he knoweth also that all men by nature are proud and puffed up with the conceit of their own wisdom and righteousnesse and ability so as they will not acknowledge their sinfulnesse nor be sensible of their misery and danger of perdition but do entertain a high esteem and opinion of themselves and in speciall this that they love God above all things and that they can do any thing commanded at least in such a measure as may reasonably satisfie God as is to be seen in the example of the Israelits undertaking Exod. 19. therefore God in His wisdom before he convert any man doth pull down this false conceit by putting his ability to proof by the preaching of the law to the intent that as the Lord knoweth what is in man so man may know it also both in his own and other mens experience and this is brought to light yet more clearly by the preaching of the Gospel wherein albeit God make the precious offer of life and salvation to every hearer of the Gospel if he will acknowledge his sin and betake himself to Christ yet no man of himself will either believe or receive the offer but will go on in his own counsell and wayes till God by his grace convert him This sicknesse is common both to the elect and the reprobat but when the naturall perversnesse of both is manifested God cometh and maketh the difference of the one from the other out of his meer grace by drawing the elect powerfully to Christ and letting the rest go on to their own perdition in his righteous judgment And our Lord doth so expound the mater Ioh. 8. 47. He that is of God heareth Gods words ye therefore hear them not because ye are not of God Fourthly the Lord professeth plainly that in the dispensation of his word and works of providence he intendeth the tryall of men and the discovery of their hearts to themselves and to others and what fairer dealing can there be then this for Exod. 16. 4. He tells them that he will rain down Manna upon them to prove them whither they will walk in his law or not and Exod. 20. 20. He tells them he will give them his law and preaching of his word to prove them that his fear might be before them and Deut. 8. 2. that the dispensation of his providence toward them all the fourty years in the wildernesse was to humble them and to prove them to know what was in their heart whether they would keep his commands or not and Deut. 13. 1 2 3. that he would suffer false prophets to arise among them to prove them and to try whether they would love the Lord their God with all their heart And to this same intent we are advertised that Christ should be not only a tryed stone but also a stone for tryall set for the ruine of some and raising up of other some Isa. 28. 16 17. and 8. 14. compared with Luke 2. 34 35. for by this maner of dispensation the Lord maketh manifest that both the elect and reprobat are concluded under sin and unbelief of themselves and that no man can come to Christ except the Father draw him that he may have mercy on whom he will have mercy And this maner of probation of men by a common offer of grace unto all is a part of that prudence whereby Christ by his conditionall promises and exhortations and the preaching of the Gospel to all heaâ—ers maketh all these that are outwardly called to be without excuse and fisheth forth the elect out of the sea of sin and misery and out of the society of those that perish of which prudence Isaiah speaketh chap. 52. 13. Behold my servant shall deal prudently and prosper and be extolled and be very high Wherefore this wisdom of God in converting the elect without giving cause of stumbling unto any of the rest is rather to be admired and praised then to be disputed against as we are taught Rom. 11. 33 34 35 36. O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God how unsearchable are his judgments and his wayes past finding out Obj. But for all this the carnall wisdom of proud men is such as neither is it subject to God nor indeed can be but standeth in hostile enimity against him and will not be quiet but when it heareth what is said Rom. 9. 18. that God will have mercy on whom he will have mercy and whom he will he hardeneth will say as it is vers 19. why doth God yet find fault for who hath resisted his will this doctrine say they doth hinder mens repentance
4. They eat up my people as they eat bread and call not upon the Lord. They have a form of godlinesse but in their deeds they deny the power of it for they beleeve never a word of what is preached of things spirituall revealed in the word of God No wonder therefore that they will not examine themselves nor receive any accusation from their own consciences for any sin of this sort which concerneth godlinesse 2. The causes of such mens hardening of their heart may be four the first is the measure of worldly wisdom granted to them and others like themselves above common people with the conceit whereof they are so puffed up that they care for nothing save this present world they acknowledge no other holinesse but civil observance of humane laws as if Scripture and all Religious exercises were to be referred to this only end that men living according to the laws and customes received into the Societies they live into should study to make the best they can of this present world And this worldly and carnall wisdom is called Psal. 1. the counsell of the ungodly because all ungodly persons do think it shall be more safe to walk in the wayes of their wisdom then to be hemmed in by the laws of God The second cause of their obduration is carnall confidence in their worldly prosperity which they hope alwayes to enjoy and that by the principles of their own wisdom Psal. 10. 6. he hath said in his heart I shall never be moved I shall never be in adversity The third cause is the stumbling block of the cross and affliction wherewith they perceive the godly usually to be exercised Upon which offence they stumble the more readily because they judge that the greatest part of the affliction of the godly proceeds from their own imprudency and do ascribe their own prosperity to their own wisdom wherein they are so lifted up in their own estimation that they despise all men in comparison of themselves Psal. 10. 5. As for his enemies he puffeth at them The fourth cause is the not observing the slighting and despising of Gods Judgments concerning which they do not give credit unto God when he speaketh and therefore do not make use of the operation of his hands Psal. 10. 5. Thy judgments are far above out of his sight 3. Albeit there be very small hope of the conversion of any such because they cannot abide free dealing from any man in private for to give them any admonition is to them a reproach and they cannot endure it and nothing can cut them at the heart more then that any man should suspect them of hypocrisie and atheism yet because no Pastor may despair of any man or judge him a reprobat so long as the long-suffering patience of God inviteth him to repentance therefore the Pastor must deal with such men in the general in his sermons that from the Scripture he may convince them of their ignorance of Gods wayes and of their atheism To which end and purpose first he must point such men forth in their colours as the Scripture doth describe them yet so as he hold himself in generall in dealing with all such persons without particular description of any man by particular circumstances whereby such a man one or moe of the auditors may appear to be picked out and shot at Secondly he must denounce gravely and with compassion the heavy Judgments of God against them Thirdly he must pull the mask of civil honesty off their face and let them know the righteousness of Christ imputed to humble sinners flying to him to be the only garment to hide nakedness if possibly the hearer may conceive hope he may be forgiven his former hypocrisie and be allured unto Christ. Fourthly let him often against such persons make use of the Apostles admonition 1 Cor. 3. 18 19. Let no man deceive himself if any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world let him become a fool that he may be wise for the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God for it is written he taketh the wise in their own craftinesse Fifthly let the Pastor observe the occasion if at any time it shall please God to lay calamity on such a man and then let him wisely labour with all meekness and tenderness to awaken up his conscience to take notice of the sparks of wrath least he perish in Gods displeasure if he do not humble himself before God and draw in to Christ upon which condition let him make the fairest offers of grace and mercy that the Gospel can yield to him if possibly the Lord may give him repentance and faith in our Lord Jesus Christ. For removing the fourth impediment THe fourth impediment of self-examination is the stupidity and senslesness of the conscience past feeling as it were burnt with a hot iron This disease may be seen in bâ—â—otted Epicures given to their brutish lusts who are so carried on after their furious beastly affections that they have no more power over themselves then beasts and such monsters of men by frequent sinning have extinguished all sense of sin for albeit by nature there is some remainder of light in fallen man whereby the work of the law may be found written in their heart as far as to make them inexcusable when they do contrary to it and albeit there is leâ—t in the natural man some natural power of the conscience to vex him that rebelleth against it to restrain him thereafter from doing the like yet some have so sold themselves to the lust and wantonnesse of their flâ—sh that they will not hear any admonition or check of the conscience which might make any remorse but do run madly after all sort of uncleannesse corrupting themselves as brute beasts The like disposition may be seen in openly profane persons who not only in their deeds have denyed the power of godliness but also renounce the profession of all form of godlinesse and shamelesly foam forth their ungodlinesse as an open rotten grave casts forth the stink thereof Of this sort are these who when they do blaspheme will not be reproved Psal. 12. 4. Our tongues are our own who is Lord over us and who as dogs do trample under-foot all holy things and rent them who reprove them and who insult over the godly in their affliction saying with Davids enemies where is their God and who openly scorn all religion like these desperat scoffers 2 Pet. 3. 4. saying where is the promise of his coming Such as these are practically atheists and in some sort also in their minds for albeit they have some natural principles of a Godhead imprinted on them yet they smother all knowledge of God and belch out their own shame against God and religion and all the godly 2. Of mens falling unto such a fearfull abomination four causes may be rendered The first is the mans violence used against his conscience frequently in committing of grievous
professors of the christian Religion and seeming zealous worshipers crying Lord Lord may deceive themselves and misse heaven but also Preachers of the Gospel yea and Prophets yea and men indued with the gift of doing miracles and casting out of devils in Christs name not a few shall be disclaimed by Christ and condemned by him in the day of judgment If it be asked what can be their mistake and the cause of Christs rejecting of them we answer Such men deceive themselves 1. because both they and beholders also think them holier then they who are inferiour in place and gifts unto them 2. They compare themselves with those they live among and not with the law of God 3. They put not due difference between common gifts and saving graces 4. They consider not that to whom much is given much will be required of them and therefore after tryal they will be found pust up with the estimation of gifts induements imployment and successe which they have had as if these were the undoubted evidences of their regeneration and of Gods special love towards them they will be found men void of repentance and far from humble walking in the sense of their natural habitual and actual sins they will be found void of all fear of wrath which might drive them in the acknowledgment of their blindnesse poverty and misery unto Christ the Redeemer and justifier of sinners and they will be found void of all care of and endeavour after new obedience conceiving that the exercise of their gifts and successe in their imployments are sufficient holinesse and evidence of the holy Ghosts dwelling in them and working by them for otherwayes Christ will never disclaim them who have fled to him in the sense of their sin and haunted him as their refuge in the fear of deserved wrath and studied by faith in him to be furnished to bring forth the fruits of the Spirit which he hath promised to them that abide in him It is one thing to be justified before God another thing to be reputed righteous by men and esteemed so by a mans own self it is one thing to be indued with the knowledge of divine mysteries another thing saveingly to believe them and have them written in their heart it is one thing to teach others the way of salvation whereby the hearers may be saved another thing to apply saving doctrine to themselves and make right use of it it is one thing to cleanse the outer side of the plater and reform the mans outward carriage another thing to be inwardly renewed it is one thing to teach repentance and mortification of lusts another thing by he Spirit of Christ ro mortifie in-bred pride and the love of the world vain glory and other carnal lusts The course which Paul followed is the only safe way though he was a man most laborious in the work of the Lord yet he lived most sensible of his natural corruption and the body of death he did not trust in his holy life but in Jesus Christ Rom. 7. 24 25. he so made use of faith in Christ as he did not neglect the means of mortification of his sinfull nature 1 Cor. 9. 27. I keep under my body and bring it under subjection lest that by any means when I have preached to others I my self should be a cast-away The fifth and last sort of self-deceivers by absolving of themselves without the Lords allowance or approbation are temporizers who for their temporary believing temporary repenting temporary motions of their affections and temporary amendment of their maners do seem to themselves and others also true believers This sort however it be in sundry cases coincident with one or moe of the former four self-absolvers yet because our Lord in the parable of the sower of seed Matth. 13. 21. and Luke 4. 17 doth put a difference between the stony ground and the other sorts of ground we shall give it a room by it self specially because it may have the own proper considerations Temporizers then we call such as upon temporary motives from temporary principles for temporary ends do imbrace the Word of the Lord readily but slightly and do as readily and lightly passe from it upon temporary motives in special when persecution arileth for the Word Mark 4. 16. when they have heard the Word immediatly they receive it with gladness and afterward when affliction or persecution arises for the Words sake immediatly they are offended Lightly they take up truth delivered and lightly do they passe from it again they have no root in themselves or solid believing of the truth for the truths cause but what pleaseth others pleaseth them and what displeaseth others doth displease them in the maters of religion the way of God set down in Scripture when they hear it they can say nothing against it yea they think it good to hear the Gospel and the largenesse of Gods grace and because it sheweth unto them a possibility of their salvation they receive it with a sort of natural gladnesse which sort of believing doth endure for a time to wit so long as the way of others among whom they live and the laws of the country and prosperity and good estimation with others goeth along with the profession of the truth received but when the wind of another doctrine bloweth and doth carry with it power to trouble and persecute them who will not receive it by and by they are offended and renounce the truth controverted because it draweth trouble with the profession of it for such persons suppose that gain ease and applause are very godlinesse It is true sometime the true believer may be surprised with a sudain tentation to renounce the profession of truth in some point for fear of death as Peters example doth shew us but true faith recovereth strength and ariseth after a fall and endureth persecution for that truth as temporary belief doth not but faileth altogether And the temporizers repentance failleth also because it ariseth from natural principles and is for natural motives and ends Such was the repentance of Saul in weeping and justifying David for sparing his life 1 Sam. 27. 21. Such was the repentance of the carnal Israelits Psal. 78. 36. and the humiliation of Ahab and such is their amendment of life all nothing but temporary and which doth not continue as Hosea chap. 6. 4. sheweth O Ephraim what shall I do unto thee O Judah what shall I do unto thee for thy goodnesse is like the morning cloud and like the early dew that passeth soon away Neither is it any wonder that unrenewed men may attain to something like unto faith and repentance and outward amendment of maners if we consider that humane writings find so much credit with men as not to be called in question but believed to be true for experience testifieth that their affections are moved sometime with delight and sometime with indignation and pity not only when they read Histories but also when
SOme true converts are found who having for a time injoyed pâ—eace of conscience have called their conversion in question by occasion of hearing or reading some sermon of some zealous Preacher pressing the marks of true and sincere conversion and making self-denyall and loving of God for himself the main marks of conversion and without circumspect and wise difference put by him betwixt legall perfection and evangelical sincerity pressing self-denyal and the loving of God abstractly further then any Saint doth attain unto in this life Whereupon some tender souls do fall in question with themselves whether they be among the true and sincere converts because they know that our Lord requireth self-denyall in every person who will follow him and doth condemn them all for unbelievers who seek glory of men and not the glory which is of God And because the Preacher possibly hath made the loving of God for his benefits to be too too mercenary and hath pressed without respect to benefits that God must be loved for himself therefore the weak convert beginneth to be troubled as if he were not a true convert at all saying what shall I think of my self and of my following of Christ seing I feel so little of self-denyall in me seing I have loved Christ for my own good and many a time in my best actions I have sought the commendation of men in my heart and I have been ill pleased when I did not obtain it 2. For solving of this doubt we grant that every man who will follow Christ is bound to deny himself And true it is there is nothing more difficile then to forsake our own carnall wisdom and estimation of our own worth works and abilities how small â—oever Neither is there any more dangerous evil then in the discharge of Christian duties to seek or accept our own glory and the applause of men for he that in this point doth foster his natural corruption certainly doth not in so far favour these things which are Gods but serveth his own flesh Therefore because the reliques of this and all other sin do remain in the regenerat the Lord by variety of exercises setteth his children daily to learn this lesson over and over for mortifying their corrupt lusts It is their duty therefore when any spark of this evil of self-seeking doth appear to cast themselves down humbly at Christs feet and confesse the sin lest some spark of wrath break forth upon them from the Lord. For the end of this exercise yea and the reason of the Lords not removing fully in-dwelling sin is to humble us and send us to Christ least if he should otherwayes deal with us we should grow proud and not make such use as becometh us of Gods free grace and Christs righteousnesse imputed to the believer mean time we must not yield to Sathans tentation coloured with pretense of Scripture as if Christ had discharged us to seek any good from him to our selves or to love him for the good which he hath purchased to us and which he from time to time bestoweth on us for when Christ requireth of us to deny our selves he requireth indeed the renounciation of our own carnall and corrupt lusts and confidence in our own wisdom worth and works But he doth not require of us to renounce the sanctified love of our own well-being or the seeking our sanctification consolation and salvation in him alone for the love of God and of his glory is the main end of all our desires and the seeking that God would glorifie his own grace and truth in his promises to us by sanctifying comforting and saving us is a subordinat mean unto Gods glory yea the more we seek our righteousnesse consolation and salvation in God through Christ the more we glorifie God and do say in substance of God that he is the fountain of all felicity and that he is good and faithfull to grant all good things to such as believe in him and do seek grace for grace from him 3. It is true that we should love God above all things and love him more then our selves and love him though he should slay us but it is true also that the more we love him for any cause the more we esteem of him the more we magnifie and glorifie him and what is love to and seeking of God but the acknowledgement of our own emptinesse and his all-sufficiency and what is our seeking communion with him but a refounding of our selves into the fountain whence we have our being that he may be glorified in our being and fully well-being And so our spiritual love of God for himself and for the goodnesse which is let forth in doing good to us is not mercenary love but is the acknowledgement of his perfections and of his grace to us to whom he will be our God in Christ even all in all to us in him As for seeking of mens applause whensoever whether upon receiving of any benefit or discharge of any duty the corrupt lust of vain glory doth mix it self which cannot but obscure and hinder the shining of his glory which should be aimed at in all things by us incontinent upon the first motion of this our sinfull corruption perceived let out sin be humbly acknowledged and confessed unto God the searcher of the heart and let supplication in our spirit be made unto him to pardon our sin and mortifie the bitter root of this and all other evils in us CHAP. XIX Wherein is solved the doubt of the true convert whether he be indeed converted arising from this that he knoweth no child of God so hardly exercised as he is SOme converts are who by the light of the Law of God are brought to the acknowledgment of their sin and misery and by the doctrine of the Gospel are brought to seek their relief in Christ and have taken on his yoke and submitted themselves to his discipline and yet fall in question whether they be converted because they do find such inequality in their conversation and such changes in their condition and variety of tentations as they can find no example of the like in Scripture and where it pleaseth them to be free with their Pastor or confident Christian friend do fall out in questions if ever they have read in Scripture any like unto them in such and such particulars as they please to condescend upon and if their Pastor or Christian friend shall give them some example in the Scripture of Gods children so exercised they are ready to find such differences between the case of the godly in Scripture and their case as they cannot receive satisfaction And if possibly it be told them that their caâ—e is not singular but such as hath befallen sundry of their Christian acquaintance in this present age yet they cannot receive satisfaction for all this but still do insist that their case is not like to any of the godly Whereupon they foster the suspicion of their not