amended and reformed and considering that the Lord doth not only in general correct us for Sin but visiteth our special Sins with special Judgements and Afflictions therefore whensoever the Lord visiteth thee with Sickness or exerciseth thee with any affliction know it is thy duty to make a strict search and diligent enquiry into thine own heart for the special Sin or Sins God aims at therein to find out the plague of thine own heart Thus did the people of God under their sad affliction yea they called upon one another to the practice of this duty Let us search and try our wayes said they Lam. 3. 40. for as a Disease can never be well cured till the cause thereof be first found out and discovered so neither can any affliction bee sanctified and removed till that which hath occasioned it be in some sort found out and discovered For the better discovery of the particular Sin or Sins God aims at in thine afflictions take these few rules and directions 1 When God visiteth thee or any of thy dear relations with Sickness or exerciseth thee with any Affliction or doth but shake his Rod over thee set thy self as in his sight and presence and then examine thy Soul and Conscience thorowly make an exact survey and search into every corner thereof to find out the particular Sin God aymeth at 2 Take notice what sin thy Conscience doth first bring to thy remembrance for Conscience is Gods Deputy to convince thee and to tell thee that by living in the practice of such and such a Sin or in the omission of such a Duty thou hast justly brought upon thee such a Judgement as thou mayst see in the example of Iosephs brethren who for their cruelty towards their brother adjudged themselves worthy of all the â—iseries which they suffered for their Consciences it seems in their distress chiefly checked them for that therefore they had good ground to suspect that to bee the cause of their present distress under every Cross and Affliction therefore listen to the voyce of Conscience which will deal impartially with thee 3 Take special notice of the kind of thine affliction for it is Gods usual manner to punish Sin in kind by way of retaliation observing an analogie proportion and similitude between the quality of the Sin and the punishment which hee inflicteth and so leadeth us as it were by the hand that we may come to find and feel it by his guidance and direction for mens punishment often bears the image and superscription of their sin upon it Thus God oftentimes punisheth Drunkards with Dropsies and Covetous men with Theeves who rob them as they have robbed others Thus God often punisheth our prophaning of his Sabbaths by inflicting some judgement upon us on that day and our careless neglect of Family-Duties by taking away a Family-relation Thus there is oftentimes a proportion between mens Practices and Gods Punishments by comparing whereof we may many times come to find out the particular Sin or Sins for which God afflicts us 4 When Gods afflicting hand is upon thee consider for what Sin especially thou hast often been reproved either by the motions of Gods Spirit or by the admonitions of his Ministers or by the checks of thine own Conscience and yet hast refused to reform the same thereupon suspect that Sin in special to be the sin at which the Lord aymeth in thy present affliction for it is usual with God to proceed from words to blows to make us give more diligen◠〈◊〉 thereunto 5 Be earnest with God in Prayer that hee would help thee in this search that he would discover and make known unto thee the Sin or Sins at which he especially aymeth thus did Iob Shew me saith he wherefore thou contendest with me i. e. for what Sin or Sins thou dost thus afflict me And afterwards he cries out in his afflictions Make me to know my transgression and my sin In like manner doe thou in thine affliction fly unto God by Prayer beseeching him to shew unto thee wherefore he doth so contend with thee and to make known unto thee what is thy transgression and thy sin that hath provoked his displeasure against thee III. Having foâ—nd out the particular Sin God aâ—med at in thine affliction then goe and confesse it unto God in Prayer with the aggravating ciâ—cumstances thereof freely judging and condemning thy self before God for the same with a broken and contrite heart And to such as confess their sins there is a promise of forgiveness made To thy confessions adde earnest and fervent Prayer unto God for the pardon and forgiveness of thy sins for and through the merits of Jesus Christ. IV. Wherein soever upon thine examination thou findest thy self to have been faulty thou must endeavour to amend and reform for as the end of thy search is to discover what is amiss in thee so the end of thy discovery is to amend and reform what hath been amiss in thee And truely without this it will little avail thee to pray unto God for the removal of thine Affliction for the Lord himself noteâ—h continuance in sin to be the chief cause of the continuance of his hand of affliction upon his people Isa. 9. 12 13. V. Though Afflictions are special opportunities for Spiritual advantages yet seeing they are not of themselves able to work any good in thee without the special assistance of Gods Spirit working together with them be earnest with God in Prayer for a sanctified use and improvement of them that as he doth afflict thee so he would teach and instruct thee by his holy Spirit how to make a good use thereof to the spiritual advantage of thine own soul. In all thy addresses unto God in Prayer begge of him that no affliction may pass away unsanctified and pray more for the sanctification of them than for their removal VI. In the time of thy affliction vow and promise unto God better obedience for the time to come that thou wilt bee more careful in the avoyding of those sins for the commission whereof and in the performing of those Duties for the omission whereof thy Conscience checks thee David speaks of Vowes which he had made unto God in the day of his trouble and distress and truly this vowing unto God newness of life better obedience and a greater watchfulness over our selves for the time to come is a necessary duty to be oft performed by us especially in the time of our Sickness and that in regard of the weakness of our flesh for howsoever in our sicknesses and afflictions there may be good motions purposes and intentions in our minds yet through the weakness of â—our flesh we are apt to start from them Now a Promise and Vow is a special means to keep us from starting from our good motions and purposes VII Be careful to perform the Vowes aâ—d Promises thou makest unto God in the day of
to others make thee wary yea thus whatsoever things were written aforetime will prove good instructions unto thee III. Rules to bee observed after the reading of the Word 1 Seriously meditate of what thou hast read that so thou mayest the better remember and understand the same 2 Labour to work something of that thou hast read upon thine heart and give not over till thou findest the affections of thy soul warmed thereby To quicken you up to a frequent reading of the Scriptures consider these two Motives 1 The first may be taken from those treasures that are contained therein such treasures as men never heard of The subject matter of the Word are such mysteries as were hidden in God and by his Spirit revealed unto men All the abstruse learning and mysteries of other books and writings are but straw and stubble yea dross and dung in comparison of the precious pearls in this 2 Another Motive may bee taken from the many sweet and precious promises which are scattered up and down in the Word For as there is not a condition into which a Childe of God can fall but there is a Direction and Rule in the Word in some measure suitable thereunto so there is not an affliction into which a childe of God can fall but there is a promise in the Word in some measure suitable thereunto CHAP. V. Of Christian Watchfulness over our Thoughts DO not think that having saluted God by prayer and reading his Word in the morning thou mayest take thy leave of him all the day after But second thy prayeâ—s and reading with Christian Watchfulness which is a duty incumbent upon all being much pressed upon us in Scripture For the profitable handling whereof I shall shew you 1 The Nature of Christian Watchfulness 2 The Extent thereof or the particulars wherein we are to manifest the same I. For the Nature of Christian Watchfulness It is an heedful Observation of our selves in all things and a diligent circumspection over all our waies courses and actions that wee may not displease God in any thing but rather please him in all things II. For the Extent of this duty The Apostle sets it down in general Terms Watch thou in all things which I shall branch into several particulars 1 Over thy Thoughts Words and Actions 2 Against Sin in general and the several kinds thereof 1 Thou must be watchful over thy Thoughts that vain Thoughts may not lodge in thine heart For the profitable pressing of this I shall 1 Give you some Motives to quicken you up thereunto 2 Some Directions and helps thereunto I. For Motives first consider that vain and evil thoughts though they break not forth into acts yet are they actual sins for thoughts though they are inward yet are they the acts of the soul and in that they are evil they are sinful 2 Evil thoughts are not onely sinful in themselves but they are likewise the cause of all sins the plotters of all treasons against God the Panders of all other lusts so much the Apostle Iames expresseth When lust hath conceived it bringeth forth sin lustful thoughts being conceived in the heart they soon bring forth sin breaking forth into acts of filthiness and uncleanness 3 Consider that by our thoughts especially will the Lord judge us at the last day When hee will make manifest the counsel of the heart as the Apostle expresseth it And Rom. 2. 16. God hath appointed a day wherein he will judge the secrets of men by Iesus Christ. Then the swarms of our vain and evil thoughts shall be discovered and laid open to our eternal shame before God Angels and men without true and unfeigned repentance 4 Evil and vain thoughts without true and unfeigned repentance will sink our souls to Hell such of you therefore as make no conscience of your thoughts but delight your selves in vain and wicked thoughts in lustful and unclean thoughts and that impenitently how can you escape the vengeance of hell I deny not but the best men through the remainder of corruption in them are subject to vain and wicked thoughts but these are their grief and their burden against which they strive and for which they earnestly begge pardon and therefore shall not bee said to their condemnation The helps and directions are these 1 Consider That the Lord doth as strictly observe all inward sinful thoughts as he doth the outward acts of sin Hee is Omniscient and knoweth all things yea he is the trier and searcher of our hearts and so is privy to every vain and wicked to every wanton and lustful thought in our hearts So that howsoever men discern not our thoughts yet God doth 2 Make not too much of those vain and wicked thoughts which doe either arise from thine own corrupt heart or are cast in by Satan I mean thou must not revolve them in thy mind by musing and meditating on them with any delight for if so thou art in danger to be ensnared by them 3 With detestation speedily reject and cast all vain and wicked thoughts out of thine heart As in thy judgement thou canst not but condemn them as base and wicked so in thy affections abhor and defest them yea reject and cast them away as abominable 4 So soon as any vain or wicked thoughts begin to arise in thine heart fix thy meditation upon good thoughts and upon such especially as are contrary thereunto Thus when vain thoughts begin to arise in thine heart strive to put them out by fixing thy meditation upon some serious matter when earthly worldly thoughts begin to arise in thine heart fix thy meditation upon some spiritual and heavenly thoughts when any lustful and impure thoughts begin to arise in thine heart fix thy meditation upon some holy and good thoughts think of the excellency and necessitie of holiness without which no man shall see the Lord. 5 Humble thy self for all thy sinful and vain thoughts of what sort or kind soever For know assuredly that unless thou humble thy self for thy sinful and vain thoughts thou shalt bee called to an account for them at the Day of Judgement when the Lord will bring to light the hidden things of darkness and will make manifest the counsels of the heart 6 And that which sanctifies all other means is earnest and hearty prayer unto God that he would be pleased as to suppress and keep down all vain wicked wanton thoughts from rising in thy heart so that he would rebuke Satan and restrain his malice that he may not cast his hellish thoughts into thine heart or at least that he would enable thee to quench them at their first entrance This course did the Apostle Pauâ— take in the like case as we read in 2 Cor. 12. 7 8. CHAP. VI. Of watchfulness over our Words AS thou must be watchful over thy Thoughts so likewise over thy Words according to the counsel of the Prophet David Keep
the better strengthening of their hearts and faith as Psal. 6. 2 3. III. When God shall exercise you with any losses crosses or afflictions labour to bear them Christianâ—like to that end observe these rules 1 Bear them sensibly the Lord expects we should be sensible of the waight of our afflictions hee would not have us as Stoicks or Stocks which are not affected with his stripes but like Children he would have us sensible of the smart of the rod. Thus was Iob. There are two Extreams whereunto we are very prone to run in times of afflictions the one is a despising of afflictions the other is a fainting under them both which are hinted to us by the Author to the Hebrews My Son despise not thou the chastening of the Lord nor faint when thou art rebuked of him these are the two extreans we are carefully to avoyd in times of afflictions 1 Not to despise or slight the chastisement of the Lord saying If God will have my estate let him have it if hee will have my Husband or Wife or Child let him have them this is a despising of the chastening of the Lord a little regarding yea a contemning thereof as the Greek word implieth which is very displeasing unto God 2 Not to faint under our losses crosses and afflictions as when Children dye then the spirit of the Parent to dye also or when the Husband dyeth then the spirit of the Wife to dye also this is a fainting under the burthen of our afflictions as if they were unsupportable not to be indured as the notation of the Greek word implieth 2 If you would bear your afflictions Christian-like bear them with patience and silence according to the example of David who when God laid his hand upon his back he presently laid his hand upon his mouth as appeareth by his own expression I was dumb I opened not my mouth because thou didst it This patient silent bearing of Afflictions is opposed to two things 1 To an inward repining at the Dispensations of God towards you 2 To an outward complaining and murmuring at them both which you must carefully avoyd 1 You must carefully avoyd all inward repinings at the dispensations of Gods Providence towards you whatsoever storms are without you yea and blow upon you yet your hearts within you should be calm and quiet what though the Lords dealings with you be very sharp yet you ought not to repine at them but quietly and silently to submit thereunto acknowledging the equity of Gods proceeding with you that as he is righteous in all his ways so in particular towards you and thereupon to say with good old Ely It is the Lord let him doe what seemeth him good and with our blessed Saviour Father not my will but thy will be done And if you bear your afflictions thus quietly you shall bear them with much more ease at present and find them more profitable in the end 2 As you must carefully avoyd all inward repining so likewise all outward complaining and murmuring under the sad dispensations of Gods providence As you must not entertain any hard thoughts of God as if he punished you above your deservings or more than you are able to bear so neither must you express any discontented words against the Lords dealings with you for though a Christian may mourn under sad Providences yet may hee not murmâ—â—e at them though he may groan yet not grumble but quietly bear all losses crosses and afflictions both in opposition to all inward repining and outward murmuring 3 If you would bear your afflictions Christian-like you must bear them willingly and cheerfully To help you herein take these few considerations 1 That no afflictions befall any without the wise ordering Providence of God as Eliphas implieth when he saith That affliction cometh not forth of the dust neither doth evil spring out of the ground Truly there is not a Warrant comes to Arrest thy Body with Pain or Sickness but it comes under the Hand and Seal of thy heavenly Father there is not a Habeas Corpus comes to remove thy Yoke-fellow Child or Friend but it is signed by thy heavenly Father This consideration hath been a ground of comfort unto the people of God in all their afflictions The Lord said Iob hath given and the Lord hath taken away blessed be the name of the Lord. And this must needs be a ground of comfort yea and joy unto all the people of God especially if you shall consider in the next place 2 That the end God aims at in your afflictions is to doe you good yea some special good that could not be done so well in any other way The Lord chasteneth us for our profit saith the Apostle every Cross will bring with it some blessing or other if the fault be not in our selves yea the greatest cross will bring the greatest blessing 3 As God doth intend our good thâ—reby so when it hath effected that good which God intended thereby hee will soon remove your affliction from you for the Lord taketh no delight or pleasure in your pains or sufferings but delighteth in mercy and therefore will not neither can he suffer his afflicting hand to lye longer upon you than in his wisdome he seeth to be needful and necessary for the effecting of that good which he intends you thereby and therefore if your afflictions seem long unto you know it is no longer than needs must and that that good for which God sent it is not yet effected 4 That God will either proportion your afflictions to the measure of your strength or your strength to the measure of your affliction laying no more upon you than he will enable you to bear according to that of the Apostle God is faithful and will not suffer you to bee tempted above what you are able to bear IV. If you would bear you afflictions Christian-like you must bear them fruitfully by labouring to make a sanctified use and improvement of them whereby they will become comfortable blessings unto you for a sanctified affliction is a great blessing Q. What course should I take to have my afflictions so sanctified unto me that I may be able to say with David It is good for me that I have been afflicted A. I. In every Affliction take notice of the displeasure of God against thee for though the Lord doth sometimes afflict his Children for the trial and exercise of their Graces rather than for any displeasure he hath conceived against them as in Iobs case it was yet usually he strikes not till he be provoked by our Sins and therefore it will be thy wisedome in every affliction to take notice of the displeasure of God against thee II. Search into thine own heart and labour to find out the cause of Gods displeasure against thee for it is not for nought that God afflicts thee something or other is amiss in thee which God would have
again unto him who did and suffered so much for us How should the meditation of the manifold sufferings of Christ especially of his bitter Death and Passion work in us an holy passion of love 3 The remembrance of Christs death should work in us a care to please him in all things to be willing to doe and suffer any thing for him who hath done and suffered so much for us which Christ declareth to be a good proof of our love to him saying If yee love me keep my Commandements And though we cannot exactly keep the Commandements of Christ yet we may and ought sincerely to endeavour the keeping of them without which our profession of love is but vain and fruitless in shew and not in truth 4 The remembrance of Christs death should work in us a godly sorrow for our sins as the true cause of his sufferings For the truth is it was not so much Iudas that betrayed Christ nor the Scribes and Pharisees that accused him nor Pilate that condemned him nor the Souldiers that Crucified him nor the Devil that set them all on work as our sins that were the true cause of Christs sufferings The Souldiers that Scourged him and Crucified him were but our Executioners to inflict on him those punishments which our Sins deserved and Gods Justice imposed for the same They were our Sins which envenomed those Whips that scourged his innocent Body those Thorns which pricked his Temples and those Nayls which pierced his Hands and Feet and made them so bitter unto him Oh therefore that we could so look upon him whom we have pierced by our Sins that we might mourn as one that mourneth for his only Son and be in bitterness as one that is in bitterness for his first-born 5 The remembrance of Christs death should work in us the death of Sin wee should so remember the death of Christ as to dye unto Sin For the Apostle Paul urges our death to sin from the death of Christ that as Christ dyed and rose again so wee should dye to sin and live to God To this end let us hate and loath Sin as the greatest evil resolving with the assistance of Gods grace to leave and forsake all manner of sins for the time to come for why should any sin seem light to us which lay so heavie upon our Saviour as to cast him into a bloody sweat Why should any sin be sweet to us which was so bitter to our Saviour Farre bee it from us by our renewed sins to tear open his Wounds afresh and Crucifie him again 6 The remembrance of Christs death should work uâ— our hearts to some due thankfulness unto God and his Son Iesus Christ for their unspeakable love and mercy towards us therein Thankfulness is a grace not only to be exercised after our receiving of the Sacrament but likewise while we are present at the Ordinance when our hearts are affected with the apprehension of the incomprehensible love of God the Father in giving his beloved Son out of his own bosome to dye for us and of the unspeakable love of Christ in offering his own Body a Sacrifice upon the Cross for our Sins then should they break forth in praises and thanksgivings unto God the Father and his Son Jesus Christ. III. Another Duty to be performed at the Ordinance is the exercise of thy graces more especially thy faith and repentance It is not enough that thou bring faith repentance and other graces to the Sacrament but thou must likewise there stirre up thy graces and exercise the same or else thou wilt be an unworthy receiver For not only a wicked man that wants grace but likewise a child of God that hath true grace may receive the Sacrament unworthily and go away without any comfort or benefit at all namely if hee do not there stir up and exercise his graces For Sacraments do not work as Physick by a virtue inherent in them but according to the disposition of the party that partaketh of them And therefore as thou wouldest be a worthy guest and partake of the comfort of the Ordinance stir up and exercise thy graces As I. Thy Faith This is the chief grace to be exercised at the Sacrament for Faith is the eye of the Soul whereby it seeth and discerneth the body and blood of Christ under the elements of bread and wine it is likewise the hand of the Soul whereby it receiveth Jesus Christ and the mouth of the Soul whereby it feedeth upon Jesus Christ. And therefore without the exercising of thy Faith at the Sacrament thou canst receive no benefit at all There is a threefold act of Faith to be exercised at the Lords Supper 1 To look out for Jesus Christ. 2 To receive Christ. 3 To apply and appropriate him unto thine own self 1 The first act of Faith is to look out for Christ and therefore when thou art present at the Lords Supper rest not in the outward elements in the beholding and taking of them but with the eye of Faith discern the body and blood of Christ under the elements of bread and wine which indeed do spiritually sacramentally set forth the body and blood of Christ as is clear from Christs own expression for holding the bread in his hand he said of it This is my body i. e. Mystically and Sacramentally by way of representation as if hee had said This bread representeth my body And holding the cup that had wine in it and speaking of the wine therein hee saith This is my blood i. e. Mystically and Sacramentally by way of representation q. d. This wine representeth my blood And as thou art not to rest in the outward elements so neither in the outward rites and actions but in the beholding of them thou art with the eye of Faith to see and discern the spiritual things signified thereby When therefore thou beholdest the Minister breaking the bread then meditate of the manifold sufferings of Christ and with the eye of Faith look upon Jesus Christ hanging upon the Cross there conflicting with his Fathers wrath and groaning under the weight and burden of our sins Behold his blessed body broken and torn with stripes and wounds with whips and nails The Apostle St. Paul thus bringeth in Christ himself applying that rite of breaking the bread for saith hee Christ took bread and brake it and said This is my body which is broken for you which yet is not to be so understood as if his blessed body or any part or member thereof were broken in two peeces For that charge of not breaking a bone of the Paschal Lamb is applied to Christ in that his leggs were not broken But of the breakings of his flesh by thorns whips nails c. and other sufferings which hee endured in his body till his blood was shed This rite also of breaking the bread implieth thaâ— the sufferings of Christ were so many and so great