josephs_n brethren_n after_o he_o have_v humble_v they_o or_o else_o with_o saul_n and_o pharaoh_n he_o will_v plague_v they_o for_o he_o say_v touch_v not_o my_o anoint_v last_o it_o be_v natural_a for_o the_o seed_n of_o the_o serpent_n and_o the_o fiery_a dragon_n to_o persecute_v the_o woman_n and_o her_o child_n as_o it_o be_v that_o fox_n and_o wolf_n shall_v persecute_v the_o sheep_n therefore_o let_v we_o prevail_v by_o patience_n &_o blunt_v their_o sword_n by_o our_o suffering_n a_o prayer_n for_o any_o person_n who_o be_v persecute_a with_o his_o enemy_n o_o eternal_a god_n and_o most_o merciful_a father_n thou_o have_v command_v all_o those_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o load_a to_o come_v unto_o thou_o 11.28_o matth._n 11.28_o and_o thou_o will_v case_v they_o if_o thou_o have_v command_v i_o to_o come_v thou_o will_v not_o reject_v &_o cast_v i_o away_o when_o i_o be_o come_v hear_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o prayer_n out_o of_o thy_o habitation_n and_o put_v not_o away_o the_o supplication_n of_o my_o mouth_n enlarge_v my_o heart_n to_o pray_v and_o open_v thy_o care_n to_o my_o cry_n o_o lord_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o tarry_v i_o enemy_n be_v more_o than_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n etc._n psalm_n 22.12.13_o etc._n etc._n they_o be_v strong_a like_o the_o bull_n of_o bashan_n they_o be_v fierce_a and_o cruel_a like_a lion_n and_o unicorn_n they_o conveance_n against_o i_o and_o say_v that_o there_o be_v no_o more_o help_n for_o i_o in_o god_n o_o lord_n 3.2_o psalm_n 3.2_o when_o trouble_n draw_v near_o i_o be_v not_o far_o from_o i_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o it_o be_v true_a o_o lord_n i_o have_v provoke_v thy_o wrath_n and_o indignation_n i_o have_v be_v thy_o enemy_n and_o hate_v thou_o who_o be_v my_o father_n therefore_o most_o just_o have_v thou_o raise_v up_o these_o wicked_a man_n against_o i_o whatsoever_o i_o suffer_v thou_o have_v do_v it_o out_o of_o thy_o justice_n 51.4_o psal_n 51.4_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v just_a when_o thou_o judge_v o_o lord_n forgive_v i_o my_o sin_n and_o keep_v they_o not_o in_o thy_o remembrance_n for_o all_o the_o creature_n which_o be_v in_o covenant_n with_o i_o be_v become_v enemy_n unto_o i_o oh_o reconcile_v i_o unto_o thyself_o that_o the_o stone_n of_o the_o field_n may_v be_v at_o peace_n with_o i_o 5.23_o job_n 5.23_o the_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n rage_v against_o jonas_n 2.1.2_o jonah_n 1.4_o and_o 2.1.2_o when_o he_o flee_v from_o thy_o presence_n but_o by_o his_o affliction_n thou_o bring_v he_o to_o obedience_n and_o conformity_n to_o thy_o will_n i_o confess_v thou_o have_v enough_o to_o be_v angry_a for_o against_o i_o but_o o_o lord_n what_o have_v i_o do_v to_o offend_v my_o enemy_n they_o persecute_v i_o without_o cause_n 7.3_o psalm_n 7.3_o in_o the_o time_n of_o their_o trouble_n i_o pray_v for_o they_o when_o they_o be_v afflict_v than_o i_o burn_v but_o when_o they_o see_v thou_o afflict_v i_o and_o correct_v i_o than_o they_o be_v alive_a yea_o smoat_a he_o who_o thou_o do_v visit_v o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o try_v i_o and_o search_v my_o heart_n if_o ever_o i_o have_v do_v any_o thing_n amiss_o unto_o these_o who_o persecute_v i_o or_o be_v purpose_v to_o do_v they_o harm_n yea_o lord_n i_o have_v ever_o do_v good_a unto_o they_o and_o they_o have_v repay_v i_o with_o evil_a those_o who_o recompense_v i_o evil_a for_o good_a be_v my_o enemy_n but_o o_o lord_n they_o have_v do_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o do_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o benefit_n i_o have_v loaden_v thou_o with_o sin_n so_o ingrate_a and_o unthankful_a have_v i_o be_v unto_o thou_o &_o so_o just_o have_v thou_o repay_v i_o 8.28_o 2._o king_n 18.19_o 2._o sam._n 16.5_o 1._o sam._n 17.10_o rom._n 8.28_o they_o rail_v against_o i_o as_o rabseke_v do_v against_o hezekiah_n simei_n against_o david_n &_o as_o goliath_n curse_v the_o host_n of_o israel_n but_o o_o lord_n turn_v thou_o their_o curse_v into_o a_o blessing_n who_o have_v promise_v that_o all_o shall_v turn_v to_o the_o best_a to_o they_o that_o love_v thou_o i_o find_v that_o this_o short_a trial_n have_v wrought_v good_a unto_o i_o and_o therefore_o it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o i_o be_o humble_v thereby_o for_o i_o find_v myself_o better_a dispose_v to_o thy_o service_n than_o i_o be_v before_o oh_o sanctify_v this_o my_o affliction_n and_o cross_n that_o howsoever_o satan_n mind_v by_o this_o trouble_n to_o undo_v i_o thou_o may_v draw_v about_o his_o labour_n for_o my_o singular_a comfort_n that_o by_o this_o persecution_n i_o may_v serve_v thou_o more_o righteous_o and_o live_v more_o duetifullie_o and_o love_o with_o my_o neighbour_n and_o more_o temperate_o in_o my_o own_o person_n subdue_a my_o lust_n and_o affection_n so_o that_o this_o cup_n which_o be_v most_o bitter_a to_o my_o nature_n and_o hardly_o of_o i_o to_o be_v drunken_a may_v be_v convert_v into_o wholesome_a medicine_n for_o the_o salvation_n both_o of_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n o_o lord_n give_v i_o a_o good_a conscience_n that_o breastplate_n of_o righteousness_n 6.14_o eph._n 6.14_o and_o i_o will_v not_o be_v afraid_a neither_o for_o the_o multitude_n nor_o the_o malice_n of_o my_o adversary_n guard_v i_o by_o thy_o divine_a providence_n and_o secure_v i_o by_o the_o protection_n of_o thy_o angel_n make_v i_o as_o a_o seal_n on_o thy_o heart_n 8.6_o cantic_a 8.6_o and_o a_o signet_n upon_o thy_o arm_n i_o commit_v my_o soul_n and_o body_n unto_o thy_o hand_n and_o faithful_a keep_n give_v i_o not_o over_o to_o the_o lust_n of_o my_o adversary_n &_o make_v i_o not_o a_o scorn_n to_o fool_n 27.12_o psa_fw-la 27.12_o which_o understand_v not_o let_v i_o possess_v my_o soul_n in_o patience_n 7.16_o psal_n 7.16_o let_v their_o mischief_n turn_v upon_o their_o own_o head_n slay_v they_o not_o lest_o the_o posterity_n shall_v forget_v 59.11_o psa_fw-la 59.11_o but_o rather_o let_v they_o live_v that_o by_o their_o correction_n other_o may_v learn_v not_o to_o persecute_v the_o member_n of_o thy_o body_n o_o lord_n they_o be_v the_o stone_n which_o thou_o cast_v at_o i_o and_o the_o rod_n of_o thy_o fury_n i_o crave_v thou_o mercy_n for_o my_o sin_n but_o as_o for_o they_o thou_o can_v cast_v the_o rod_n into_o the_o fire_n when_o thou_o have_v chastise_v i_o my_o lord_n speak_v seven_o word_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o the_o first_o be_v 23.34_o luke_n 23.34_o forgive_v they_o for_o they_o know_v not_o what_o they_o do_v and_o i_o after_o his_o example_n forgive_v hearty_o my_o particular_a quarrel_n and_o revenge_v for_o vengeance_n belong_v unto_o the_o lord_n 32.35_o deu._n 32.35_o and_o thou_o bid_v i_o bless_v those_o who_o curse_v i_o 5.44_o mat._n 5.44_o and_o give_v my_o enemy_n food_n when_o they_o be_v hungry_a that_o i_o may_v heap_v coal_n of_o fire_n upon_o 12.20_o rom._n 12.20_o their_o head_n and_o albeit_o they_o have_v do_v i_o wrong_n both_o in_o my_o person_n &_o name_n by_o their_o lie_n and_o in_o my_o substance_n yet_o lord_n i_o forgive_v they_o let_v they_o repent_v that_o thou_o may_v pardon_v they_o and_o final_o let_v i_o patient_o endure_v all_o these_o wrong_n that_o thou_o may_v make_v i_o meet_v for_o thy_o kingdom_n that_o be_v more_o than_o a_o conqueror_n have_v make_v conquest_n of_o my_o affection_n i_o may_v inherit_v thy_o glory_n and_o reign_v with_o thou_o for_o ever_o amen_n a_o meditation_n of_o famine_n there_o have_v be_v famine_n through_o all_o age_n by_o which_o god_n have_v correct_v the_o abuse_n of_o his_o people_n the_o famine_n come_v either_o for_o the_o excess_n and_o abuse_n of_o god_n good_a creature_n excess_n cause_n of_o famine_n 1._o excess_n as_o the_o example_n of_o the_o prodigal_a son_n bear_v witness_v who_o be_v bring_v to_o such_o poverty_n 15.15_o luc._n 15.15_o that_o he_o be_v fain_o to_o sustain_v himself_o with_o the_o husk_n which_o the_o swine_n eat_v because_o of_o his_o ryote_n 1._o 2._o oppression_n 2._o sam._n 21.1.3_o idolatry_n 1._o king_n 17_o 1._o or_o for_o the_o oppression_n of_o the_o poor_a as_o in_o the_o day_n of_o david_n for_o the_o wrong_n which_o be_v do_v to_o the_o gibionite_n by_o sauly_n or_o else_o for_o idolatry_n as_o in_o the_o day_n of_o achab._n and_o the_o famine_n continue_v common_o three_o five_o or_o seven_o year_n as_o in_o the_o time_n of_o famine_n the_o lord_n punish_v the_o wickedness_n of_o his_o people_n 5.22_o god_n in_o time_n of_o famine_n remember_v his_o own_o gen._n 21.22_o and_o 30.43_o and_o 47.12_o ruth_n 1.1_o 1._o king_n 18_o 13._o &_o 17.4.9_o psa_n 34.10_o psa_n 37.19_o job_n 5.22_o so_o by_o his_o providence_n he_o comfort_v the_o godly_a he_o increase_v abraham_n
jesus_n i_o may_v sing_v the_o triumph_n and_o render_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n through_o christ_n jesus_n to_o who_o with_o thou_o and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v all_o praise_n for_o evermore_o amen_n a_o meditation_n of_o the_o sword_n the_o sword_n be_v god_n three_o arrow_n which_o he_o send_v out_o either_o upon_o a_o whole_a land_n sword_n cause_n of_o the_o sword_n to_o punish_v their_o wickedness_n 28.49_o deu._n 28.49_o or_o to_o his_o own_o choose_a child_n for_o their_o sin_n as_o to_o david_n the_o sword_n of_o saul_n and_o absolam_n 12.9_o 2._o sam._n 12.9_o the_o lord_n threaten_v by_o the_o prophet_n and_o execute_v many_o time_n in_o the_o scripture_n this_o judgement_n upon_o his_o people_n for_o he_o bring_v nation_n upon_o they_o from_o far_o fly_v as_o swift_a as_o a_o eagle_n to_o the_o prey_n 5.15_o terem_fw-la 5.15_o a_o people_n who_o tongue_n they_o understand_v not_o and_o of_o a_o fierce_a countenance_n which_o will_v not_o regard_v the_o person_n of_o the_o old_a nor_o have_v compassion_n of_o the_o young_a who_o shall_v besiege_v they_o in_o all_o their_o city_n etc._n etc._n 24.14_o the_o sword_n the_o great_a plague_n 2._o sam._n 24.14_o this_o be_v the_o great_a temporal_a scourge_n that_o god_n ever_o send_v to_o a_o land_n to_o give_v they_o over_o unto_o cruel_a tyrant_n for_o which_o cause_n david_n make_v choice_n of_o the_o other_o because_o he_o think_v it_o better_a to_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n than_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o man_n first_o we_o must_v consider_v that_o the_o author_n of_o all_o war_n war_n god_n the_o author_n of_o war_n and_o first_o worker_n be_v the_o eternal_a god_n who_o be_v provoke_v by_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n and_o especial_o by_o idolatry_n and_o innocent_a blood_n as_o also_o sacrilege_n raise_v up_o war_n either_o intestine_a among_o themselves_o or_o foreign_a power_n the_o scripture_n be_v furnish_v with_o insinit_fw-la example_n for_o the_o confirmation_n hereof_o then_o we_o may_v learn_v not_o to_o look_v unto_o the_o rod_n but_o to_o he_o who_o smite_v we_o and_o to_o turn_v unto_o he_o by_o unfeigned_a repentance_n that_o he_o may_v stay_v and_o bridle_v the_o cruelcie_n of_o tyrant_n next_o you_o shall_v know_v the_o cause_n of_o war_n warrand_v war_n be_v lawful_a if_o they_o be_v warrand_v for_o we_o must_v not_o account_v that_o all_o war_n be_v unlawful_a for_o as_o augustine_n say_v melius_fw-la justum_fw-la âellian_n quam_fw-la pax_fw-la iniqua_fw-la that_o be_v a_o just_a war_n be_v better_a than_o a_o unjust_a peace_n therefore_o prince_n shall_v consider_v that_o they_o raise_v no_o war_n upon_o small_a ground_n neither_o by_o ambition_n or_o covetousness_n encroath_n upon_o the_o possession_n of_o their_o neighbour_n prince_n neither_o yet_o shall_v they_o suffer_v their_o people_n to_o be_v oppress_v or_o bring_v under_o thraldom_n either_o of_o their_o body_n possession_n or_o their_o conscience_n but_o rather_o aught_o to_o defend_v they_o by_o the_o sword_n as_o the_o commodity_n of_o peace_n be_v many_o for_o in_o it_o religion_n flourish_v 2.4_o the_o commodity_n of_o peace_n 1._o king_n 4.25_o isa_n 2.4_o and_o learning_n be_v advance_v every_o man_n dwell_v under_o his_o own_o figtree_n and_o the_o sword_n be_v turn_v into_o a_o mattocke_n and_o the_o spear_n into_o a_o since_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o bridegroom_n be_v hear_v in_o the_o city_n and_o not_o the_o bloody_a cry_n of_o the_o opressour_n which_o our_o saviour_n christ_n when_o he_o come_v to_o the_o world_n bring_v with_o he_o although_o it_o be_v attribute_v unto_o augustus_n caesar_n so_o be_v the_o incommodity_n of_o war_n also_o many_o war_n the_o incommodity_n of_o war_n for_o in_o it_o all_o religion_n evanish_v good_a law_n be_v abolish_v good_a manner_n corrupt_v good_a science_n forget_v town_n and_o village_n sack_v field_n and_o land_n which_o be_v manure_v by_o great_a travel_n and_o cost_n waste_v by_o the_o incursion_n of_o stranger_n great_a treasure_n be_v spend_v man_n murder_v or_o make_v captive_n woman_n make_v whore_n &_o slave_n etc._n etc._n so_o that_o war_n be_v the_o beginning_n and_o mother_n of_o all_o evil_n a_o prayer_n in_o time_n of_o the_o sword_n o_o lord_n we_o confess_v that_o by_o reason_n we_o have_v abuse_v so_o long_o and_o so_o gracious_a a_o peace_n and_o thy_o patience_n which_o shall_v have_v lead_v we_o to_o repentance_n we_o be_v worthy_a of_o all_o these_o stripe_n which_o be_v lay_v upon_o we_o by_o these_o barbarous_a tyrant_n which_o thou_o have_v raise_v up_o against_o we_o but_o we_o have_v our_o refuge_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o mercy_n beseech_v thou_o dear_a father_n to_o remember_v that_o we_o be_v the_o price_n of_o thy_o son_n blood_n and_o for_o his_o sake_n spare_v we_o chastise_v we_o in_o mercy_n and_o in_o measure_n with_o the_o rod_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o suffer_v not_o thy_o turtle_n dove_n to_o be_v a_o prey_n to_o the_o wild_a beast_n 74.19_o psa_fw-la 74.19_o our_o heart_n be_v oppress_v and_o wound_v with_o sorrow_n when_o we_o see_v thy_o glory_n deface_v thy_o name_n blaspheme_v by_o these_o bloody_a beast_n thy_o temple_n burn_v with_o fire_n and_o thy_o people_n daily_a put_v to_o the_o sword_n o_o lord_n the_o example_n of_o other_o that_o call_v upon_o thou_o in_o their_o trouble_n give_v unto_o we_o hope_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o suffer_v we_o to_o be_v confound_v our_o enemy_n have_v raise_v up_o battle_n against_o we_o without_o all_o deserve_n or_o cause_n upon_o our_o side_n or_o injury_n offer_v unto_o they_o therefore_o o_o lord_n maintain_v our_o innocency_n as_o thou_o do_v always_o defend_v a_o righteous_a cause_n o_o lord_n look_v to_o their_o cruelty_n and_o merciless_a tyranny_n who_o spare_v neither_o the_o gray_a hair_n nor_o tender_a suckling_n neither_o woman_n with_o child_n &_o the_o rather_o o_o lord_n they_o seek_v our_o destruction_n because_o we_o have_v renounce_v the_o roman_a antichrist_n who_o kingdom_n they_o defend_v in_o daily_a shed_v the_o blood_n of_o thy_o saint_n o_o lord_n look_v to_o their_o craft_n and_o policy_n whereby_o daily_a they_o undermine_v us._n in_o we_o o_o lord_n there_o be_v no_o strength_n no_o wisdom_n no_o number_n nor_o judgement_n to_o withstand_v their_o force_n their_o craft_n multitude_n and_o diligence_n and_o therefore_o o_o lord_n look_v thou_o merciful_o upon_o we_o and_o deliver_v we_o from_o their_o cruelty_n for_o thy_o christ_n sake_n thou_o have_v assist_v thy_o church_n even_o from_o the_o begin_n and_o for_o the_o delivery_n of_o the_o same_o thou_o have_v plague_v her_o cruel_a persecuter_n from_o time_n to_o time_n o_o lord_n thou_o remain_v one_o for_o ever_o thy_o nature_n be_v unchangeable_a thou_o can_v not_o but_o hate_v cruelty_n pride_n oppression_n and_o murder_n and_o special_o these_o bloody_a tyrant_n who_o be_v send_v against_o we_o by_o that_o romish_a idol_n and_o hire_v to_o root_v out_o all_o those_o who_o true_o profess_v thy_o holy_a name_n put_v out_o thy_o arm_n o_o god_n for_o our_o relief_n &_o let_v all_o the_o world_n know_v 17.46_o 1._o sam._n 17.46_o that_o the_o god_n of_o israel_n yet_o live_v hear_v we_o o_o lord_n help_n &_o deliver_v we_o for_o thy_o christ_n sake_n amen_n a_o meditation_n of_o death_n enemy_n death_n a_o dead_a enemy_n death_n be_v our_o last_o and_o least_o enemy_n for_o if_o sin_n and_o satan_n who_o be_v live_a enemy_n be_v overcome_v by_o the_o power_n of_o christ_n in_o we_o what_o need_v we_o to_o fear_v death_n which_o be_v a_o dead_a enemy_n and_o altogether_o without_o power_n &_o strength_n indeed_o death_n be_v terrible_a to_o the_o worldling_n and_o no_o marvel_n for_o it_o separate_v he_o from_o all_o his_o comfort_n and_o enter_v he_o to_o all_o his_o pain_n but_o it_o possess_v the_o godly_a in_o all_o their_o joy_n and_o make_v a_o end_n of_o all_o their_o trouble_n it_o be_v to_o they_o non_fw-la obitus_fw-la sed_fw-la abitus_fw-la non_fw-la exitus_fw-la sed_fw-la transitus_fw-la ambros_n ambros_n iis_fw-la funera_fw-la sunt_fw-la faenora_fw-la that_o be_v not_o death_n but_o a_o depart_a not_o a_o out-going_a be_v in_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n remember_v what_o thou_o be_v what_o thou_o be_v &_o what_o thou_o shall_v be_v but_o a_o thorow-going_a and_o to_o these_o their_o burial_n be_v gain_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n remember_v with_o remorse_n thy_o former_a life_n thy_o future_a life_n with_o joy_n and_o delight_n and_o thy_o present_a estate_n with_o patience_n if_o the_o trouble_n of_o thy_o conscience_n or_o pain_n of_o thy_o sickness_n urge_v thou_o to_o impatience_n cris_fw-la quid_fw-la scis_fw-la quid_fw-la sueâis_fw-la cuique_fw-la futurus_fw-la cris_fw-la then_o think_v this_o be_v the_o high_a way_n to_o heaven_n for_o even_o by_o the_o
rouse_v from_o sleep_n so_o deep_a and_o long_o god_n wak'n_v have_v the_o echo_n of_o this_o song_n w._n d._n on_o the_o seven_o day_n the_o glorious_a god_n the_o first_o day_n make_v the_o light_n next_o stretch_v the_o firmament_n in_o breadth_n &_o height_n the_o three_o dry_a earth_n and_o it_o with_o plant_n he_o store_v the_o four_o the_o heaven_n with_o lamp_n of_o light_n decore_v five_o the_o air_n with_o fowl_n with_o fish_n fill_v each_o flood_n the_o sixth_o make_v beast_n and_o man_n and_o all_o be_v good_a on_o the_o seven_o day_n the_o lord_n from_o work_n do_v rest_n therefore_o that_o day_n he_o sanctify_v and_o blessed_v i._o a._n a_fw-la antiphone_fw-la or_o epode_n for_o vv._n d._n his_o heptachordon_n to_o the_o author_n this_o seven_o string_a lute_n as_o show_v the_o sacred_a story_n god_n make_v to_o show_v the_o brightness_n of_o his_o glory_n on_o which_o by_o diverse_a hand_n six_o thousand_o spring_n be_v play_v and_o all_o to_o praise_v that_o king_n of_o king_n now_o last_o the_o son_n of_o that_o sweet_a swan-like_o singer_n who_o christ_n in_o arm_n embrace_v will_v not_o linger_v long_o on_o earth_n harmoniouslie_o do_v raise_v on_o it_o note_n fit_v the_o furious_a fit_n to_o appease_v of_o soul_n saule-like_a and_o of_o their_o frantic_a folly_n they_o charm_n to_o sound_v his_o praise_n who_o be_v only_o holy_a therefore_o my_o brother_n dear_a well_o may_v thou_o think_v employ_v thy_o pain_n thy_o paper_n penne_n and_o ink_n whereby_o poor_a soul_n be_v save_v god_n name_n be_v extol_v and_o thou_o amongst_o never-dying_a name_n enroll_v m._n i._o adamson_n the_o content_n of_o this_o book_n a_o humble_a confession_n of_o sin_n pag._n 1_o a_o meditation_n on_o the_o first_o day_n work_v pag._n 19_o a_o prayer_n on_o the_o first_o day_n pag._n 22_o a_o meditation_n on_o the_o second_o day_n pag._n 27_o a_o prayer_n on_o the_o second_o day_n pag._n 30_o a_o meditation_n on_o the_o three_o day_n pag._n 36_o a_o prayer_n on_o the_o three_o day_n pag._n 38_o a_o medit._n on_o the_o four_o day_n pag._n 50_o a_o prayer_n on_o the_o four_o day_n pag._n 62_o a_o med._n on_o the_o five_o day_n pag._n 68_o a_o pr._n on_o the_o fâfth_o day_n pag._n 74_o a_o meditat._n on_o the_o six_o day_n pag._n 79_o a_o prayer_n on_o the_o six_o day_n pag._n 85_o a_o meditation_n on_o the_o seven_o day_n pag._n 91_o a_o prayer_n on_o the_o seven_o day_n pag._n 102_o morning_n prayer_n pag._n 108_o evening_n prayer_n pag._n 114_o a_o meditation_n on_o the_o church_n pag._n 120_o a_o prayer_n for_o the_o church_n pag._n 125_o a_o meditation_n on_o the_o holy_a communion_n pag._n 133_o a_o prayer_n before_o the_o communion_n pag._n 139_o a_o thanksgiving_n after_o the_o communion_n pag._n 141_o a_o medit._n of_o the_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n pag._n 143_o a_o prayer_n for_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n pag._n 149_o a_o meditation_n of_o king_n pag._n 155_o a_o prayer_n for_o the_o king_n etc._n etc._n pag._n 158_o a_o meditation_n of_o sickness_n pag._n 161_o a_o prayer_n for_o a_o sick_a person_n pag_n 163_o a_o prayer_n for_o a_o woman_n in_o travel_n pag._n 169_o a_o meditation_n of_o persecution_n pag._n 173_o a_o prayer_n for_o one_o persecute_v pag._n 177_o a_o meditation_n of_o famine_n pag._n 182_o a_o prayer_n in_o time_n of_o famine_n pag._n 184_o a_o meditation_n of_o pestilence_n pag._n 187_o a_o prayer_n in_o time_n of_o pestilence_n pag._n 189_o a_o meditation_n of_o the_o sword_n pag._n 191_o a_o prayer_n in_o time_n of_o the_o sword_n pag._n 194_o a_o meditation_n of_o death_n pag._n 197_o a_o prayer_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n pag._n 200_o finis_fw-la a_o humble_a confession_n of_o sin_n oeternall_a god_n and_o most_o merciful_a father_n i_o confess_v and_o acknowledge_v before_o thy_o heavenly_a majesty_n that_o i_o be_o a_o most_o miserable_a sinner_n first_o nature_n sin_n by_o nature_n because_o i_o be_v conceive_v in_o sin_n and_o bear_v in_o iniquity_n next_o by_o reason_n i_o have_v add_v to_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o nature_n the_o sin_n of_o a_o damnable_a life_n for_o there_o iâ_n no_o precept_n of_o thy_o law_n which_o i_o have_v not_o break_v neither_o be_v there_o any_o judgement_n which_o i_o have_v not_o deserve_v insensible_a insensible_a but_o yet_o this_o increase_v my_o woe_n that_o when_o i_o be_o thus_o wound_v i_o feel_v not_o my_o wound_n but_o do_v lie_v sleep_v as_o jonas_n do_v when_o the_o tempest_n of_o thy_o judgement_n do_v assault_v i_o but_o alace_o this_o be_v most_o grievous_a of_o all_o 1.5_o jonah_n 1.5_o that_o when_o thy_o majesty_n by_o the_o sweet_a voice_n of_o thy_o word_n knowledge_n against_o knowledge_n have_v call_v i_o to_o repentance_n i_o close_v my_o care_n to_o thy_o warning_n if_o those_o who_o transgress_v the_o law_n of_o moses_n 19.15_o deu._n 19.15_o under_o two_o or_o three_o witness_n die_v without_o mercy_n much_o more_o i_o who_o have_v tread_v under_o my_o foot_n the_o blood_n of_o the_o new_a testament_n 10.29_o heb._n 10.29_o and_o have_v account_v light_n of_o the_o offer_v of_o thy_o grace_n and_o by_o the_o testimony_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n be_o worthy_a of_o condemnation_n and_o see_v i_o be_o arraign_v before_o thy_o tribunal_n i_o flee_v to_o thyself_o as_o to_o a_o city_n of_o refuge_n 19.3_o deut._n 19.3_o where_o i_o will_v plead_v my_o cause_n by_o a_o humble_a confession_n therefore_o i_o shall_v down_o upon_o the_o knee_n of_o my_o heart_n before_o the_o port_n of_o thy_o mercy_n beg_v of_o thou_o the_o spirit_n of_o unsained_a repentance_n that_o acknowledge_v my_o sin_n i_o may_v find_v grace_n in_o thy_o eye_n but_o because_o the_o beginning_n of_o repentance_n be_v to_o see_v my_o sin_n open_v my_o eye_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v see_v my_o nakedness_n &_o bewail_v the_o day_n of_o my_o sin_n i_o will_v give_v up_o ditty_n against_o myself_o i_o will_v give_v out_o doom_n against_o my_o soul_n i_o will_v condemn_v myself_o that_o thou_o may_v absolve_v i_o i_o will_v have_v my_o sin_n before_o my_o eye_n that_o thou_o may_v cast_v they_o behind_o thy_o back_n i_o will_v remember_v they_o that_o thou_o may_v forget_v they_o i_o will_v repent_v they_o &_o thou_o will_v forgive_v they_o i_o acknowledge_v my_o sin_n 51.3_o psal_n 51.3_o &_o my_o iniquity_n be_v ever_o before_o i_o o_o lord_n thou_o love_v the_o truth_n in_o the_o inward_a affection_n 6._o ibid._n 6._o i_o be_o content_a that_o shame_n be_v to_o i_o if_o honour_n come_v thereby_o to_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v just_a when_o thou_o speak_v 4._o ibid._n 4._o and_o pure_a when_o thou_o judge_v first_o i_o confess_v that_o i_o be_v create_v to_o thy_o image_n but_o sin_n have_v so_o disgrace_v and_o deface_v it_o in_o i_o that_o there_o appear_v no_o print_n thereof_o in_o my_o nature_n i_o be_v white_a as_o the_o snow_n 13.23_o jer._n 13.23_o but_o be_o become_v black_a as_o the_o more_o my_o righteousness_n be_v as_o a_o menstruous_a garment_n 64.6_o esa_n 64.6_o restore_v thy_o image_n in_o i_o and_o repair_v thy_o ruinous_a building_n thy_o honour_n shall_v be_v great_a in_o reform_v than_o in_o form_v i_o as_o in_o my_o resurrection_n thy_o glory_n shall_v kythe_v more_o than_o in_o my_o creation_n the_o liberality_n of_o thy_o goodness_n appear_v when_o as_o thou_o stamp_v such_o grace_n in_o my_o nature_n but_o thy_o mercy_n which_o endure_v for_o ever_o may_v be_v see_v when_o thou_o renewe_v those_o gift_n which_o i_o have_v prodigal_o waste_v and_o spend_v upon_o sin_n transform_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o thy_o similitude_n that_o as_o thou_o be_v holy_a wise_a merciful_a patient_a bountiful_a etc._n etc._n so_o i_o may_v represent_v thou_o in_o some_o measure_n in_o they_o all_o as_o for_o my_o infancy_n infancy_n man_n state_n in_o infancy_n i_o know_v not_o what_o i_o be_v a_o poor_a suckling_n upon_o my_o mother_n breast_n i_o can_v no_o way_n help_v myself_o but_o by_o weep_v i_o be_v casten_z upon_o thou_o from_o the_o womb_n by_o thy_o providence_n i_o be_v keep_v and_o thy_o angel_n guard_v i_o but_o this_o i_o know_v that_o a_o infant_n of_o one_o day_n be_v not_o clean_o before_o thou_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n and_o by_o the_o holy_a infancy_n of_o my_o saviour_n i_o beseech_v thou_o abolish_v whatsoever_o guiltiness_n i_o have_v contract_v in_o my_o childhood_n even_o from_o my_o birth_n childhood_n childhood_n then_o i_o grow_v a_o child_n which_o i_o do_v well_o remember_v &_o the_o poisonable_a root_n of_o sin_n which_o lie_v hide_v in_o my_o infancy_n spring_v forth_o in_o my_o childhood_n and_o then_o for_o as_o little_a as_o i_o be_v i_o begin_v to_o disdain_v yea_o to_o snite_v
ease_v i_o thereof_o that_o with_o âacritie_n and_o readiness_n of_o heart_n i_o may_v derue_v thou_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n as_o i_o âave_n serve_v sin_n before_o alace_o be_v âot_n i_o the_o cause_n that_o thy_o son_n die_v âine_o angel_n be_v offend_v and_o thy_o church_n grieve_v o_o lord_n let_v i_o be_v comfort_v before_o my_o departure_n that_o i_o may_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o all_o their_o joyed_a by_o my_o repentance_n as_o i_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o their_o sorrow_n by_o my_o fall_n and_o foul_a defection_n but_o alace_o when_o that_o i_o have_v repent_v i_o of_o my_o former_a wickedness_n i_o be_o ready_a to_o run_v back_o unto_o that_o filthy_a puddle_n of_o sin_n from_o the_o which_o i_o be_v new_o washen_v yea_o i_o have_v fall_v more_o often_o than_o seven_o time_n every_o day_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n with_o thy_o merciful_a hand_n do_v lift_v i_o up_o again_o therefore_o dear_a father_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o and_o continue_v thy_o love_n and_o favour_n towards_o i_o and_o let_v i_o not_o fall_v as_o do_v the_o wicked_a who_o fall_n and_o rise_v no_o more_o send_v unto_o i_o o_o my_o god_n faithful_a admonisher_n and_o let_v the_o righteous_a rebuke_v i_o yea_o let_v i_o not_o want_v the_o check_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n that_o i_o dare_v forswear_v my_o promise_n to_o my_o god_n god_n breach_n of_o promise_n to_o god_n i_o promise_v to_o amend_v my_o life_n but_o i_o have_v not_o perform_v my_o oath_n and_o have_v come_v under_o a_o double_a guiltiness_n i_o purpose_v to_o cease_v from_o sin_n even_o when_o i_o vow_v think_v to_o stand_v by_o my_o own_o strength_n but_o now_o good_a lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o thou_o will_v give_v i_o thy_o constant_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v stand_v by_o thy_o power_n 51.10_o psa_fw-la 51.10_o and_o fall_v no_o more_o if_o thou_o will_v narrow_o mark_v my_o iniquity_n o_o lord_n 5.3_o job_n 5.3_o i_o can_v not_o answer_v thou_o to_o one_o of_o a_o thousand_o yea_o my_o own_o mouth_n condemn_v i_o 9.20_o job_n 9.20_o and_o my_o own_o clothes_n will_v defile_v i_o wash_v i_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n purge_v i_o with_o hyssop_n 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v clean_a with_o myrrh_n and_o pure_a water_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v white_a than_o snow_n o_o pass_v by_o my_o great_a sin_n for_o mercy_n please_v thou_o 7.8_o mich._n 7.8_o remember_v not_o o_o lord_n my_o ingratitude_n and_o unthankfulness_n towards_o thy_o majesty_n ingratitude_n ingratitude_n for_o all_o thy_o manifold_a and_o rich_a benefit_n which_o thou_o have_v so_o bountifullie_o bestow_v upon_o i_o from_o time_n to_o time_n ne_o yet_o good_a lord_n remember_v my_o hypocrisy_n and_o superficial_a service_n hypocrisy_n hypocrisy_n which_o many_o time_n i_o have_v do_v unto_o thou_o both_o private_o and_o in_o thy_o house_n i_o crave_v pardon_n for_o these_o two_o sin_n which_o be_v most_o heinous_a and_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o ever_o hence_o forward_o to_o give_v i_o a_o thankful_a mind_n and_o heart_n unto_o thou_o for_o all_o thy_o innumerable_a benefit_n and_o blessing_n and_o sincerity_n in_o thy_o worship_n that_o with_o a_o single_a eye_n and_o a_o true_a heart_n i_o may_v glorify_v thou_o o_o my_o creator_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o pilgrimage_n here_o in_o this_o life_n and_o hereafter_o with_o thy_o saint_n for_o ever_o oh_o and_o alace_o i_o be_o sorry_a and_o do_v most_o hearty_o repent_v i_o for_o those_o manifold_a injury_n which_o i_o have_v do_v unto_o my_o neighbour_n neighbour_n injury_n to_o our_o neighbour_n even_o for_o lack_v of_o love_n towards_o they_o but_o o_o lord_n i_o be_o no_o way_n able_a to_o reckon_v my_o heinous_a sin_n and_o grievous_a offence_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v both_o against_o god_n and_o man_n no_o more_o than_o i_o be_o able_a to_o count_v the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n or_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n or_o the_o star_n of_o heaven_n but_o bind_v thou_o all_o my_o transgression_n in_o the_o bundle_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o burn_v they_o in_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o love_n oh_o bury_v they_o all_o in_o the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o christ_n and_o in_o the_o grave_n of_o perpetual_a oblivion_n for_o why_o o_o lord_n thy_o name_n be_v mercy_n mercy_n 1._o god_n name_n be_v mercy_n and_o thy_o nature_n merciful_a yea_o thy_o mercy_n be_v above_o all_o thy_o work_n and_o in_o dure_v for_o ever_o merciful_a 2._o his_o nature_n merciful_a thy_o promise_n be_v o_o god_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o cast_v off_o those_o that_o come_v unto_o thou_o thou_o have_v swear_v that_o thou_o delight_v not_o in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n oath_n 3._o his_o promise_n and_o oath_n but_o that_o he_o be_v convert_v and_o live_v thou_o command_v all_o that_o be_v weary_a 18.1_o 4._o his_o commandment_n matt._n 11.28_o luke_n 18.1_o and_o lade_v with_o sin_n to_o come_v unto_o thou_o and_o thou_o will_v ease_v they_o thou_o commend_v the_o unjust_a judge_n who_o at_o last_o yield_v to_o the_o importunity_n of_o the_o widow_n therefore_o o_o lord_n according_a to_o the_o riches_n of_o thy_o mercy_n look_v upon_o my_o infirmity_n bestow_v upon_o âe_n o_o father_n the_o comforter_n 14.26_o joh._n 14.26_o even_o the_o spirit_n of_o truth_n who_o may_v lead_v i_o in_o all_o verity_n through_o this_o wilderness_n and_o thy_o constant_a spirit_n who_o may_v establish_v my_o heart_n by_o his_o grace_n and_o who_o may_v sanctify_v i_o and_o purify_v the_o sountaine_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o all_o good_a action_n may_v abundant_o spring_v from_o thence_o and_o final_o o_o lord_n i_o resign_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n into_o thy_o hand_n beseech_v thou_o most_o entire_o that_o thou_o will_v keep_v thy_o own_o lodging_n that_o i_o may_v be_v direct_v by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n in_o the_o course_n of_o this_o transitory_a life_n that_o i_o have_v the_o assurance_n of_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o all_o my_o former_a sin_n and_o likewise_o a_o care_n fear_v and_o revenge_n of_o my_o corruption_n i_o may_v learn_v to_o number_v my_o day_n 90.12_o psa_fw-la 90.12_o &_o redeem_v the_o time_n and_o spend_v and_o end_n my_o life_n to_o thy_o honour_n praise_n and_o glory_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n and_o only_a saviour_n amen_n so_o be_v it_o meditation_n and_o prayer_n upon_o the_o lord_n seven_o day_n work_n moses_n albeit_o he_o be_v bear_v after_o the_o flood_n yet_o he_o prophesi_v of_o thing_n do_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n and_o have_v write_v five_o book_n of_o the_o same_o genesis_n genes_n genes_n which_o signify_v generation_n because_o it_o contain_v the_o beginning_n both_o of_o the_o world_n and_o of_o the_o church_n exod._n exod._n exodus_n a_o out-passage_n or_o delivery_n of_o the_o church_n from_o egypt_n leviticus_n levit_fw-la levit_fw-la set_v down_o both_o the_o order_n and_o office_n of_o the_o levit_n for_o the_o right_a ministration_n of_o god_n service_n number_n a_o reckon_a of_o man_n numb._n numb._n wherein_o god_n perform_v his_o promise_n to_o abraham_n 22.17_o gen._n 22.17_o that_o his_o seed_n shall_v be_v like_o the_o star_n of_o heaven_n deuteronomie_n deut._n deut._n or_o a_o second_o law_n or_o declaration_n of_o the_o will_n of_o god_n before_o the_o death_n of_o moses_n he_o begin_v at_o the_o creation_n by_o which_o he_o confute_v the_o opinion_n of_o the_o eternity_n of_o the_o world_n to_o such_o as_o inquire_v what_o god_n be_v do_v before_o the_o creation_n world_n what_o god_n be_v do_v before_o the_o world_n i_o answer_v with_o s._n augustine_n he_o be_v prepare_v hell_n for_o such_o curious_a brain_n and_o to_o such_o as_o ask_v where_o he_o be_v i_o say_v that_o god_n need_v no_o place_n who_o be_v comprehend_v in_o no_o place_n place_n be_v make_v for_o body_n which_o be_v conprehensible_a the_o creator_n be_v incomprehensible_a have_v no_o need_n thereof_o neque_fw-la tempus_fw-la habet_fw-la quando_fw-la neque_fw-la locum_fw-la ubi_fw-la augustine_n augustine_n neque_fw-la modum_fw-la quomodo_fw-la neque_fw-la causam_fw-la cur_n fit_n that_o be_v he_o have_v neither_o a_o place_n wherein_o he_o be_v nor_o a_o time_n when_o nor_o a_o manner_n how_o nor_o a_o cause_n why_o he_o be_v but_o he_o be_v in_o himself_o and_o have_v a_o perfect_a delectation_n in_o his_o own_o trinity_n a_o meditation_n upon_o the_o lord_n first_o day_n work_v the_o first_o creature_n which_o god_n make_v out_o of_o the_o chaos_n and_o mass_n be_v the_o light_n admirable_a light_a admirable_a which_o be_v admirable_a in_o two_o respect_n first_o darkness_n 1._o out_o of_o darkness_n because_o it_o proceed_v out_o of_o darkness_n as_o he_o do_v produce_v one_o contrare_fw-la out_o of_o another_o instrument_n 2._o without_o &_o
now_o o_o lord_n thou_o have_v feed_v i_o with_o the_o most_o excellent_a food_n which_o thou_o have_v and_o have_v slay_v thy_o fat_a calf_n for_o i_o 15.23_o luk._n 15.23_o therefore_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v honour_v thou_o as_o my_o father_n and_o bestow_v all_o the_o action_n of_o my_o life_n the_o motion_n of_o my_o mind_n &_o the_o speech_n of_o my_o mouth_n to_o set_v forth_o thy_o praise_n in_o this_o world_n that_o i_o become_v never_o unthankful_a and_o ingrate_a to_o meet_v thy_o good_a benefit_n with_o my_o sin_n to_o thou_o therefore_o o_o lord_n with_o thy_o son_n and_o holy_a spirit_n be_v all_o praise_n and_o honour_n for_o evermore_o amen_n a_o meditation_n of_o the_o trouble_a of_o conscience_n as_o it_o be_v easy_a to_o speak_v of_o sickness_n and_o deadly_a disease_n incurable_a so_o man_n may_v speak_v of_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n but_o none_o can_v speak_v of_o either_o of_o they_o more_o powerfullie_o or_o comfortable_o than_o those_o who_o have_v experiment_v they_o both_o therefore_o let_v we_o speak_v first_o of_o conscience_n itself_o and_o next_o of_o her_o disease_n and_o trouble_n and_o last_o of_o the_o remedy_n anent_o a_o grievous_a and_o trouble_a conscience_n conscience_n be_v a_o compose_a word_n of_o con_n and_o science_n so_o that_o it_o must_v have_v a_o knowledge_n of_o sin_n be_v what_o conscience_n be_v and_o somewhat_o more_o that_o be_v a_o feeling_n conjoin_v with_o the_o knowledge_n there_o be_v many_o who_o sin_n ignorantlie_o think_v that_o they_o do_v god_n good_a service_n as_o saul_n do_v and_o the_o jew_n 10.2_o 1._o timot._fw-la 1.13_o rom._n 10.2_o of_o who_o he_o bear_v witness_v that_o they_o have_v the_o zeal_n of_o god_n without_o knowledge_n other_o know_v their_o sin_n and_o that_o they_o be_v into_o a_o wrong_a course_n have_v science_n without_o conscience_n and_o knowledge_n without_o feel_v and_o these_o be_v in_o a_o worse_a case_n for_o their_o knowledge_n make_v to_o their_o far_a damnation_n god_n have_v erect_v a_o tribunal_n in_o man_n burrio_fw-la conscience_n be_v god_n tribunal_n judge_n accuser_n and_o burrio_fw-la &_o have_v set_v it_o in_o his_o heart_n fense_v the_o court_n of_o conscience_n wherein_o he_o make_v both_o index_n index_n &_o vindex_n that_o be_v attorney_n judge_n and_o burrio_fw-la there_o be_v no_o subterfuge_n against_o the_o accusation_n of_o the_o conscience_n no_o excuse_n no_o reply_n no_o dilator_n but_o she_o must_v simple_o confess_v and_o as_o she_o give_v up_o ditty_n against_o herself_o so_o she_o give_v sentence_n of_o condemnation_n for_o her_o sin_n according_a to_o the_o law_n of_o god_n whereupon_o arise_v such_o torment_n &_o torture_n in_o the_o conscience_n and_o a_o hell_n begin_v and_o a_o fire_n kindle_v which_o shall_v never_o be_v quench_v unless_o god_n by_o the_o blood_n of_o his_o christ_n quench_v the_o same_o conscience_n the_o tenderness_n of_o the_o conscience_n the_o conscience_n be_v a_o very_a tender_a thing_n and_o do_v examine_v the_o quiet_a thought_n of_o the_o mind_n which_o other_o man_n do_v pass_v light_o it_o censure_v the_o small_a word_n or_o idle_a speech_n challenge_v man_n that_o he_o must_v be_v comptable_a for_o they_o it_o charge_v man_n look_n as_o job_n say_v i_o have_v make_v a_o covenant_n with_o my_o own_o eye_n his_o hear_n taste_v 51.1_o job_n 51.1_o and_o all_o his_o other_o sense_n so_o that_o the_o small_a thought_n be_v more_o grievous_a to_o a_o feel_a conscience_n than_o the_o worst_a action_n be_v to_o a_o sleep_a conscience_n or_o to_o a_o reprobate_n this_o conscience_n be_v common_a to_o the_o elect_n &_o reprobat_fw-la etc._n rom._n 1.24.25.26_o etc._n etc._n the_o hethnik_v look_v to_o the_o glass_n of_o nature_n and_o their_o conscience_n mutual_o accuse_v or_o excuse_v they_o but_o christian_n look_v unto_o the_o glass_n of_o the_o law_n and_o see_v there_o what_o they_o have_v do_v well_o or_o evil_a the_o hethnik_n describe_v conscience_n magna_fw-la est_fw-la vis_fw-la conscientiae_fw-la in_o utramque_fw-la partem_fw-la ut_fw-la neque_fw-la timeant_fw-la qui_fw-la nihil_fw-la commiserint_fw-la milone_n cic._n pro_fw-la milone_n &_o poenam_fw-la semper_fw-la ante_fw-la oculos_fw-la versari_fw-la putent_fw-la qui_fw-la peccarint_fw-la that_o be_v great_a be_v the_o force_n of_o the_o conscience_n on_o both_o side_n that_o neither_o they_o be_v fear_v who_o do_v no_o wrong_n &_o those_o who_o have_v offend_v suppose_v punishment_n ever_o to_o be_v before_o their_o eye_n then_o if_o this_o be_v into_o the_o hethnik_n much_o more_o ought_v it_o to_o be_v in_o christian_n who_o see_v clear_o either_o god_n allow_v their_o good_a action_n whereby_o there_o be_v breed_v a_o unspeakable_a tranquillity_n and_o peace_n to_o their_o soul_n or_o dissallow_v they_o whereby_o the_o infernal_a fury_n be_v kindle_v within_o they_o in_o the_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n there_o arise_v a_o fire_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n conscience_n the_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n conceive_v against_o our_o sin_n out_o of_o the_o which_o fire_n arise_v such_o a_o smoke_n which_o let_v we_o see_v nothing_o in_o god_n but_o justice_n and_o where_o the_o creator_n be_v obscure_v and_o his_o light_n eclipse_v nothing_o appear_v unto_o we_o on_o earth_n but_o darkness_n all_o the_o creature_n yea_o the_o dear_a unto_o they_o seem_v to_o be_v their_o enemy_n for_o when_o the_o sun_n be_v darken_v simil._n simil._n what_o marvel_n be_v it_o that_o there_o be_v no_o light_n on_o the_o earth_n or_o what_o comfort_n can_v all_o the_o creature_n minister_v unto_o we_o when_o the_o creator_n draw_v back_o his_o countenance_n from_o we_o simil._n simil._n as_o if_o the_o king_n will_v look_v down_o upon_o a_o subject_a who_o dare_v countenance_v he_o any_o long_o this_o sort_n of_o temptation_n befall_v david_n 5.4_o psal_n 22.1_o narke_n 15.34_o christ_n have_v trouble_v of_o conscience_n john_n 5.4_o and_o to_o our_o lord_n himself_o upon_o the_o cross_n who_o cry_v my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o neither_o shall_v we_o account_v they_o the_o less_o belove_v of_o god_n who_o be_v thus_o try_v for_o as_o the_o pool_n of_o bethesda_n be_v trouble_v by_o the_o angel_n bring_v present_a health_n to_o he_o who_o be_v casten_z into_o it_o so_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n in_o god_n mercy_n bring_v salvation_n and_o comfort_n to_o a_o christian_n and_o as_o medicine_n that_o work_v vehement_o after_o bring_v health_n simil._n simil._n so_o do_v tranquillity_n and_o peace_n come_v after_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n differ_v pretend_a trouble_n and_o true_a differ_v but_o many_o pretend_v a_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n when_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o they_o but_o a_o furious_a madness_n and_o a_o melanchollious_a desperate_a diffidence_n in_o god_n for_o perplexity_n &_o misery_n whereinto_o they_o be_v bring_v where_o there_o be_v a_o manifest_a difference_n betwixt_o that_o their_o pain_n and_o the_o other_o in_o that_o the_o godly_a be_v only_o pain_v for_o the_o sin_n which_o they_o have_v do_v against_o god_n wicked_a trouble_n work_v diverslie_o in_o the_o godly_a and_o wicked_a the_o other_o for_o the_o calamity_n whereinto_o their_o sin_n have_v bring_v they_o true_a it_o be_v they_o acknowledge_v their_o sin_n to_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o it_o but_o they_o be_v not_o move_v for_o the_o sin_n but_o for_o the_o pain_n now_o see_v the_o spirit_n of_o man_n can_v bear_v all_o external_a pain_n 18.14_o prou._n 18.14_o but_o who_o can_v bear_v a_o wound_a spirit_n therefore_o let_v we_o see_v what_o remedy_n can_v be_v apply_v to_o cure_v the_o disease_n of_o the_o conscience_n conscience_n remedy_n against_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n first_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o the_o doctrine_n of_o faith_n be_v propound_v whereby_o the_o conscience_n terrify_v with_o god_n judgemente_n may_v be_v strengthen_v by_o his_o mercy_n and_o it_o be_v requisite_a that_o all_o the_o place_n of_o scripture_n which_o promise_v god_n mercy_n shall_v be_v propound_v unto_o the_o patient_a next_o that_o a_o interpreter_n one_o of_o a_o thousand_o may_v be_v seek_v who_o may_v pray_v for_o he_o as_o a_o spiritual_a physician_n to_o his_o soul_n three_o that_o he_o be_v frequent_a in_o read_v and_o pray_v that_o he_o enter_v not_o into_o temptation_n and_o then_o thus_o be_v exercise_v by_o god_n help_n he_o will_v recover_v and_o after_o his_o recovery_n let_v he_o take_v heed_n to_o himself_o that_o he_o grieve_v not_o god_n spirit_n but_o walk_v in_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o he_o shall_v find_v such_o excessive_a joy_n after_o that_o trouble_n as_o he_o never_o do_v in_o all_o his_o life_n before_o for_o as_o after_o the_o winter_n blast_v simil._n simil._n the_o sun_n shine_v more_o comfortable_o in_o summer_n so_o after_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n come_v great_a tranquillity_n to_o our_o mind_n &_o after_o the_o
thou_o make_v a_o good_a change_n a_o prayer_n for_o a_o sick_a person_n o_o most_o merciful_a father_n i_o acknowledge_v and_o confess_v that_o i_o be_o a_o most_o vild_a creture_n cry_v to_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v hear_v i_o &_o let_v my_o prayer_n come_v unto_o thou_o in_o thy_o holy_a temple_n 7_o jonah_n 2.3_o and_o 7_o the_o wave_n of_o thy_o judgeman_n have_v go_v over_o i_o and_o have_v overwhelm_v i_o the_o venom_n of_o thy_o arrow_n have_v drunken_a up_o my_o spirit_n 6.4_o job_n 6.4_o and_o thy_o hand_n be_v heavy_a upon_o i_o i_o think_v the_o day_n light_n shall_v have_v comfort_v i_o but_o behold_v my_o pang_n increass_v and_o my_o pain_n run_v upon_o i_o then_o i_o begin_v to_o think_v my_o bed_n will_v give_v i_o some_o rest_n but_o thou_o affright_v i_o with_o vision_n 7.13_o job_n 7.13_o and_o do_v keep_v my_o eye_n wake_v my_o strength_n fail_v with_o pain_n 6.2_o psal_n 6.2_o &_o my_o bone_n be_v consume_v have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n my_o eye_n 31.9_o psal_n 31.9_o my_o soul_n and_o my_o belly_n be_v consume_v with_o grief_n when_o thou_o chastise_v man_n for_o his_o iniquity_n 39.5.11_o psal_n 39.5.11_o thou_o make_v his_o beauty_n to_o fade_v as_o a_o moth._n sure_o man_n in_o his_o best_a estate_n be_v altogether_o vanity_n o_o lord_n why_o be_v thou_o so_o far_o from_o my_o health_n 22.1.2_o psa_fw-la 22.1.2_o &_o the_o word_n of_o my_o roar_n i_o cry_v by_o day_n and_o thou_o hear_v not_o and_o in_o the_o night_n i_o have_v none_o audience_n my_o life_n be_v draw_v near_o the_o grave_n and_o my_o year_n to_o the_o burial_n there_o be_v nothing_o find_v in_o my_o flesh_n 38.3.4_o ps_n 38.3.4_o because_o of_o thy_o anger_n neither_o rest_n in_o my_o bone_n because_o of_o my_o sin_n my_o iniquity_n be_v go_v over_o my_o head_n and_o as_o a_o weighty_a burden_n they_o be_v too_o heavy_a my_o reins_n be_v all_o full_a of_o burn_v and_o there_o be_v no_o strength_n find_v in_o my_o flesh_n 7._o ibid._n 7._o my_o heart_n pant_v my_o strength_n fail_v i_o and_o the_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n 10._o ibid._n 10._o even_o they_o be_v not_o my_o own_o i_o beseech_v thou_o pity_v i_o &_o come_v in_o to_o this_o bed_n to_o comfort_v i_o thy_o poor_a prisoner_n for_o lord_n i_o be_o a_o prisoner_n of_o hope_n &_o i_o trust_v in_o thou_o though_o i_o say_v in_o my_o haste_n thou_o have_v casten_z i_o out_o of_o thy_o presence_n 31.22_o psa_fw-la 31.22_o yet_o thou_o will_v hear_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o prayer_n when_o i_o call_v upon_o thou_o take_v away_o my_o iniquity_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o sickness_n purge_v i_o from_o these_o filthy_a humour_n which_o be_v the_o matter_n of_o my_o sickness_n that_o these_o sin_n of_o corrupt_a humour_n be_v remoove_v my_o pain_n may_v be_v mitigate_v my_o sin_n inward_o press_v i_o down_o and_o my_o disease_n thereby_o be_v augment_v hide_v thy_o face_n from_o my_o sin_n and_o put_v away_o my_o iniquity_n create_v a_o new_a heart_n in_o i_o 51.10_o psa_fw-la 51.10_o and_o renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o let_v my_o pain_n asswadge_v a_o little_a that_o i_o may_v gather_v my_o strength_n yet_o before_o i_o go_v hence_o 39.13_o psa_fw-la 39.13_o and_o be_v no_o more_o now_o i_o call_v to_o mind_v my_o sin_n by_o the_o which_o i_o have_v provoke_v thou_o to_o wrath_n &_o i_o look_v to_o thou_o who_o i_o have_v reject_v i_o have_v multiply_v my_o iniquity_n against_o thou_o and_o thou_o most_o just_o have_v double_v the_o stripe_n upon_o i_o cure_v my_o sin_n by_o thy_o correction_n i_o refuse_v not_o to_o be_v correct_v but_o do_v it_o to_o i_o in_o thy_o mercy_n and_o let_v i_o feel_v the_o merciful_a hand_n of_o thy_o spirit_n bear_v i_o up_o and_o comfort_v i_o let_v i_o hear_v his_o voice_n speak_v peace_n to_o my_o soul_n give_v comfort_n to_o my_o inward_a man_n as_o i_o have_v sickness_n which_o bear_v down_o my_o outward_a man_n thou_o wente_v down_o with_o daniel_n to_o the_o den_n 3.25_o dan._n 6.22_o and_o 3.25_o and_o with_o the_o thrie_a child_n to_o the_o fire_n refuse_v not_o to_o visit_v this_o thy_o poor_a prisoner_n in_o this_o bed_n of_o sickness_n and_o if_o i_o find_v thou_o with_o i_o i_o be_o content_a ever_o to_o abide_v here_o forgive_v i_o o_o lord_n the_o abuse_n of_o my_o former_a health_n sure_o thou_o have_v just_o punish_v the_o abuse_n thereof_o in_o wantonness_n in_o riot_n &_o excess_n in_o the_o pleasure_n of_o my_o flesh_n now_o my_o flesh_n be_v punish_v for_o my_o foolish_a delight_n be_v turn_v unto_o gall_n and_o bitterness_n wash_v &_o cleanse_v i_o in_o thy_o son_n jesus_n christ_n his_o holy_a blood_n that_o i_o may_v be_v as_o white_a as_o snow_n and_o my_o foolishness_n may_v not_o be_v in_o thy_o remembrance_n 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o o_o fie_o upon_o the_o world_n which_o i_o love_v and_o think_v it_o my_o felicity_n now_o it_o be_v a_o burden_n to_o i_o when_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v rich_a i_o fall_v into_o many_o temptation_n and_o with_o zacheus_n greedy_o draw_v to_o i_o that_o which_o i_o do_v now_o most_o willing_o reject_v and_o cast_v from_o i_o lord_n 19.8_o luke_n 19.8_o thou_o be_v my_o only_a physician_n neither_o have_v i_o go_v with_o ahaziah_n 16.12_o 2._o king_n 1.2_o 2._o chro._n 16.12_o to_o seek_v after_o beelzebib_n the_o god_n of_o ekron_n neither_o with_o asa_n put_v i_o my_o confidence_n in_o physician_n but_o in_o the_o live_a god_n o_o lord_n cure_v i_o help_v i_o o_o my_o god_n who_o make_v i_o thou_o be_v my_o health_n my_o strength_n and_o my_o saviour_n if_o my_o health_n may_v serve_v any_o way_n to_o further_a for_o thy_o glory_n i_o pray_v thou_o for_o to_o restore_v i_o let_v i_o go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o praise_v thou_o 6.5_o psal_n 6.5_o for_o the_o dead_a will_v not_o praise_v thou_o and_o those_o who_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n will_v not_o magnify_v thy_o name_n let_v i_o not_o go_v out_o of_o this_o bed_n to_o dishonour_v thou_o but_o that_o i_o may_v receive_v a_o new_a life_n from_o thou_o to_o lead_v a_o new_a life_n before_o thou_o and_o if_o thou_o have_v appoint_v that_o by_o this_o sickness_n thou_o will_v draw_v i_o home_o to_o thou_o than_o i_o beseech_v thou_o prepare_v my_o soul_n and_o make_v it_o ready_a and_o give_v i_o before_o i_o come_v to_o thou_o a_o clear_a sight_n of_o thou_o and_o a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o be_v with_o thou_o 3._o 2._o cor._n 12.2_o 3.4.5_o etc._n etc._n phil._n 1.2_o 3._o for_o when_o saint_n paul_n see_v the_o heaven_n it_o be_v no_o marvel_n that_o he_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v &_o to_o be_v with_o thou_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n i_o commit_v my_o body_n and_o my_o soul_n to_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o good_a will_n dispone_fw-la they_o as_o thou_o think_v meet_a for_o thy_o glory_n that_o whether_o i_o live_v or_o die_v christ_n may_v be_v my_o advantage_n 1.4_o phil._n 1.4_o only_o i_o crave_v holy_a father_z that_o i_o may_v so_o depend_v upon_o thou_o in_o this_o my_o disease_n that_o i_o never_o depart_v from_o thou_o to_o any_o other_o i_o crave_v also_o holy_a patience_n by_o the_o which_o i_o may_v patient_o abide_v to_o be_v correct_v by_o this_o visitation_n 29._o matth._n 11_o 29._o &_o to_o bear_v thy_o yoke_n willing_o &_o drink_v this_o cup_n chearfullie_o and_o hearty_o assure_v myself_o that_o all_o these_o trouble_n in_o end_n shall_v work_v together_o for_o the_o best_a to_o i_o that_o be_v simil._n simil._n that_o by_o they_o i_o may_v be_v try_v as_o gold_n in_o the_o fire_n and_o my_o dross_n be_v purge_v i_o may_v serve_v thou_o more_o perfect_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n through_o christ_n my_o saviour_n amen_n a_o prayer_n for_o a_o woman_n in_o travel_n with_o child_n o_o lord_n god_n and_o most_o merciful_a father_n i_o thy_o poor_a creature_n who_o thou_o have_v bind_v up_o with_o the_o band_n of_o this_o sickness_n do_v present_a myself_o upon_o the_o knee_n both_o of_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n even_o i_o thy_o poor_a supplicant_n who_o thou_o put_v upon_o my_o knee_n in_o this_o my_o travel_n that_o i_o may_v learn_v to_o know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o help_n at_o all_o for_o i_o but_o that_o which_o i_o must_v beg_v from_o thou_o in_o this_o my_o tribulation_n and_o because_o this_o pain_n of_o i_o have_v come_v to_o all_o woman_n by_o the_o transgression_n of_o eva_n the_o first_o woman_n 3.16_o gen._n 3.16_o let_v i_o remember_v that_o sin_n be_v the_o mother_n of_o these_o pang_n forasmuch_o as_o all_o have_v sin_v and_o must_v be_v partaker_n of_o their_o sorrow_n