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from_o hence_o i_o will_v assure_o expect_v to_o be_v release_v from_o all_o these_o evil_n i_o have_v no_o trust_n but_o in_o thy_o goodness_n and_o truth_n so_o long_o as_o this_o anchor_n hold_v i_o shall_v be_v safe_a from_o shipwreck_n in_o all_o the_o tempest_n of_o temptation_n in_o this_o life_n all_o the_o reason_n which_o bind_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o compel_v i_o also_o to_o trust_v in_o thou_o for_o in_o who_o shall_v i_o trust_v but_o in_o he_o who_o so_o love_v i_o in_o he_o who_o have_v heap_v so_o many_o benefit_n upon_o i_o in_o he_o who_o have_v suffer_v so_o grievous_o for_o i_o in_o he_o who_o have_v so_o often_o call_v so_o long_o expect_v so_o careful_o persuade_v i_o in_o he_o who_o be_v so_o merciful_a pitiful_a love_a gentle_a patient_a and_o ready_a to_o forgive_v in_o he_o who_o be_v a_o father_n a_o almighty_a father_n a_o father_n to_o love_v i_o almighty_a to_o help_v i_o a_o father_n that_o he_o will_v almighty_a that_o he_o can_v do_v good_a unto_o i_o 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