not_o step_v out_o it_o be_v unbelieved_a pride_n proud_a faithlesness_n be_v the_o bitter_a root_n of_o all_o unhappiness_n look_v on_o the_o humble-and-beleeving_a man_n he_o will_v be_v happy_a do_v you_o what_o you_o can_v below_o he_o lie_v the_o while_n he_o fly_v above_o the_o great_a evil_n and_o sweet_n the_o bitter_a in_o love_n still_o may_v i_o act_n my_o god-adoring_a faith_n not_o hear_v what_o sin_n or_o sinful_a sorrow_n say_v up_o up_o above_o i_o be_o out_o of_o the_o reach_n of_o what_o in_o pact_n in_o peace_n will_v make_v a_o breach_n the_o cause_n once_o know_v the_o cure_n half_o do_v the_o disease_n exact_o take_v away_o the_o symptom_n cease_v be_v as_o co-transient_a as_o co-incident_a faith_n know_v no_o sin_n nor_o humbleness_n malcontent_a perverse_a and_o faithless_a faithless_a and_o perplex_a be_v the_o combination_n of_o the_o holy_a text._n a_o generation_n of_o perverseness_n in_o he_o no_o faith_n no_o man_n of_o blessedness_n be_v they_o implant_v in_o my_o pleasant_a river_n and_o suck_v the_o sweet_n my_o all-abounding_a name_n deliver_v liberal_a to_o thirsty_a soul_n can_v they_o the_o while_n thus_o feed_v run_v to_o the_o dry_a and_o barren_a soil_n cry_v out_o for_o any_o want_n but_o want_n of_o care_n to_o keep_v they_o fat_v on_o angely_n fare_v to_o stretch_v their_o wide_a branch_n to_o receive_v more_o of_o my_o fullness_n in_o more_o fruitful_a leaf_n happy_a happy_a soul_n indeed_o big_a with_o delight_n know_a of_o and_o know_v the_o lord_n what_o lust_n i_o excite_v he_o sit_v nay_o stand_v nay_o walk_n in_o the_o way_n of_o folly_n what_o black_a event_n becloud_v with_o melancholy_a pure_a candid_a limpid_a quick_a pellucid_a spirit_n stream_v from_o the_o lively_a fountain_n well_o demerit_n the_o honour_n of_o the_o parent_n grace_n why_o be_v living_n man_n who_o life_n be_v joy_n so_o sorrowful_a what_o can_v what_o reas'n_v deject_v he_o man_n suffer_v for_o his_o sin_n which_o faith_n not_o suffering_n let_v we_o no_o suffering_n in_o for_o while_o it_o come_v to_o god_n it_o turn_v from_o evil_a that_o find_v this_o left_a why_o trouble_v at_o word_n of_o devil_n but_o wary_a indign_v simpathize_v heart_n be_v agent_n in_o their_o sweetly-played_n part_n i_o will_v bold_o say_v it_o if_o truth_n say_v true_a so_o far_o untoward_a so_o far_o a_o jew_n untoward_a froward_a faith_n i_o can_v as_o well_o while_o melt_v in_o love_n against_o love_n rebel_n untoward_a froward_a faith_n i_o can_v as_o well_o while_o bless_v in_o heaven_n ban_v in_o hell_n hear_v then_o the_o sum_n of_o christian_a art_n keep_v faith_n in_o all_o thing_n acting_n part_n faith_n only_a where_o it_o live_v and_o where_o it_o live_v be_v the_o spirit_n the_o pair_n of_o nerve_n that_o motion_n give_v to_o every_o action_n the_o man_n the_o work_n be_v dead_a be_v sin_n where_o this_o be_v not_o the_o heart_n the_o head_n fond_a man_n in_o those_o first_o loin_n himself_o unblessed_a flee_v from_o his_o nest_n can_v never_o since_o find_v rest_n now_o soar_v above_o now_o headlong_o fall_v below_o that_o place-uncircumcised_n be_v o_o that_o faith_n will_v hold_v i_o still_o above_o my_o fear_n and_o fear_v below_o my_o pride_n dare_v i_o presume_v to_o bless_v myself_o myself_o unblessed_a doom_n be_v it_o thou_o my_o fear_n great_a god_n how_o soon_o i_o will_v start_v abhor_v run_v far_o from_o this_o devil_n swell_v heart_n aspire_v thy_o throne_n in_o envious_a discontent_n to_o do_v its_o homage_n to_o thy_o regiment_n my_o wanton_a head_n will_v it_o more_o babell_n plot_v to_o reach_v forbid_v fruit_n my_o froward_a heart_n not_o rejoice_v in_o all_o thy_o will_n my_o stubborn_a hand_n not_o quick_o act_v thy_o sovereign_a command_n this_o head_n heart_n hand_n this_o all_o that_o first_o will_v thou_o their_o maker_n govern_v ever_o they_o will_v humble_v be_v be_v thou_o my_o trust_n shall_v i_o still_o sow_v the_o wind_n and_o reap_v the_o whirlwind_n tangle_v tear_v my_o mind_n with_o thorny_a care_n such_o tire_a circuit_n fetch_v to_o rake_v the_o mammon_n make_v i_o more_o a_o wretch_n contrive_v a_o wisdom_n that_o thou_o never_o taught_v create_v chimera_n flock_n of_o monstrous_a thought_n headless_a conceit_n that_o hold_v not_o of_o thy_o christ_n the_o head_n the_o whole_a where_o all_o our_o worth_n be_v comprise_v resolve_v upon_o a_o happiness_n of_o my_o own_o though_o by_o it_o my_o happiness_n be_v quite_o over_o throw_v pitch_n such_o a_o height_n of_o learning_n unto_o which_o i_o will_v attain_v what_o ere_o come_v on_o it_o itch_n after_o vain_a applause_n be_v eminent_a or_o none_o have_v what_o i_o will_v or_o else_o let_v all_o alone_a silly-proud-childish-obstinate-god-denying_a else_o how_o mad_o lose_v when_o fond_o seek_v myself_o how_o faithless_a pride_n the_o brainesset_n on_o the_o wrack_n while_o fret_a grief_n the_o heartstring_n gnaw_v and_o crack_v be_v god_n thy_o aim_n thy_o stay_n this_o never_o will_v need_v he_o accept_v the_o do_v will_n for_o the_o willing_a deed_n how_o hard_o and_o yet_o how_o easy_a now_o i_o work_v to_o please_v my_o saviour_n save_v i_o from_o the_o turk_n my_o tire_a tyrant_n self_n expect_v the_o tale_n of_o toylosome_n brick_n though_o time_n straw_n strength_n shall_v fail_v i_o will_v be_v rich_a will_v honour_n pleasure_n have_v say_v self_n or_o else_o i_o will_v venture_v on_o the_o grave_n but_o who_o pursue_v these_o riches_n honour_n pleasure_n he_o know_v not_o christ_n his_o alsufficient_a treasure_n how_o easy_a be_v thy_o yoke_n thy_o burden_n light_n when_o with_o self_n world_n devil_n mandate_n i_o they_o tight_a the_o faith_n that_o once_o of_o god_n have_v get_v a_o taste_n love_v not_o the_o world_n so_o well_o to_o fall_v for_o haste_n but_o take_v his_o time_n mean_v measure_n manner_n kind_a as_o willing_a to_o be_v without_o be_v so_o his_o mind_n who_o manifold_a wisdom_n show_v its_o mighty_a power_n to_o keep_v the_o soul_n who_o neither_o the_o golden_a shower_n of_o the_o glittering'_a good_n the_o cheat_a world_n can_v tender_v nor_o the_o bitting'_a siege_n fierce_a shot_n can_v make_v surrender_n and_o wherein_o faith_n most_o brave_o have_v acquit_v it_o self_n be_v not_o tell_v so_o easy_o as_o pertinent_o omit_v since_o then_o the_o evil_a heart_n be_v to_o depart_v from_o thou_o and_o to_o depart_v from_o thou_o be_v the_o heart_n of_o unbelief_n put_v in_o this_o faithful_a fear_n then_o shall_v i_o still_o be_v good_a because_o still_o here_o all_o bliss_n be_v in_o thy_o presence_n the_o evil_a heart_n be_v in_o evil_a case_n cause_v it_o will_v from_o thou_o depart_v evil_a depart_v fare_v ill_a and_o all_o because_o this_o fearless_a unbelief_n not_o tend_v thy_o law_n stamp_v on_o the_o heart_n in_o golden_a character_n of_o never_o deface_v love_n and_o thence_o transfer_v its_o thought_n to_o trash_n put_v forth_o its_o hand_n to_o folly_n the_o luscious_a fare_v resolve_v in_o it_o '_o adust_a melancholy_a fond_a fearless_a faithless_a man_n never_o find_v his_o rest_n run_v from_o his_o mercy_n lest_o he_o shall_v be_v blessed_v then_o let_v thy_o fear_n fall_v and_o encompass_v i_o from_o this_o false_a world_n while_o faith_n make_v upward_o fly_v thus_o both_o make_v one_o in_o love_n this_o faithful_a fear_n translate_v my_o soul_n to_o its_o celestial_a sphere_n to_o rest_v from_o the_o labour_n i_o to_o the_o utmost_a do_v and_o sing_v it_o along_o '_o cause_n thou_o will_v bring_v i_o through_o so_o give_v he_o his_o belove_a rest_n sweet_a sleep_n amid_o the_o sprightly_a est_fw-fr activity_n do_v keep_v my_o spirit_n in_o repose_a freshness_n while_o the_o world_n break_v their_o sleep_n head_n heart_n with_o vain_a turmoil_v work_n out_o salvation_n with_o a_o tremble_a fear_n give_v love_v its_o perfect_a work_n it_o will_v cast_v out_o fear_n the_o excrementitious_a humour_n thus_o expel_v the_o implant_v spirit_n of_o faith_n communion's_n hold_v the_o better_a with_o the_o gracious_a love_n that_o sweet_o feed_v of_o the_o pure_a pabulum_fw-la of_o humble_a deed_n 1_o joh._n 3.9_o cud'st_a thou_o induce_v the_o proposal_n to_o vouchsafe_v a_o touch_n unto_o the_o stately_a to_o yes_n the_o fair_a moil_n the_o rich_a dâ—â—â—â—gerie_n what_o brave_a indignationed_a boil_v in_o that_o heroic_a breast_n while_o thou_o shall_v see_v the_o imminent_a crown_n of_o such_o a_o eminency_n surround_v thou_o in_o a_o glorious_a compass_n have_v no_o end_n of_o time_n nor_o place_n but_o shall_v thou_o not_o intend_v thy_o heedy_a faith_n but_o the_o glance_a squint-eye_n lend_v from_o he_o to_o paint_a lie_n how_o soon_o thou_o will_v mend_v o_o how_o thy_o bowell'sed_a turn_n within_o thou_o with_o a_o sweet_a regret_n to_o think_v thy_o father_n see_v can_v thou_o now_o sin_n while_o such_o a_o
in_o its_o balbutient_fw-la age_n instruct_v the_o father_n or_o what_o more_o can_v engage_v i_o to_o content_v then_o it_o be_v my_o father_n pleasure_n in_o who_o contentment_n be_v lie_v up_o all_o my_o treasure_n of_o joy_n and_o bliss_n but_o th'want_v o'th'lay_v th'foundation_n well_o and_o well_o build_v on_o it_o make_v all_o th'mutation_n so_o oft_o befall_v we_o else_o may_v we_o steady_a stand_v upright_a unshaken_a move_v on_o neither_o hand_n god_n be_v my_o diapason_n rise_v or_o fall_v above_o all_o through_o all_o the_o ground_n of_o all_o and_o so_o he_o be_v to_o all_o his_o work_n but_o they_o can_v hear_v no_o concord_n that_n will_v disobey_v but_o we_o that_o put_v ourselves_o into_o his_o hand_n obedient_a instr'ment_n of_o his_o just_a command_n who_o with_o his_o crosse-division_n run_v art_n give_v such_o mysterious_a pleasure_n to_o the_o heart_n of_o his_o understanding_n one_o a_o stranger_n can_v conceive_v who_o judgement_n be_v too_o too_o rude_a too_o scant_o to_o compass_v such_o a_o odd_a variety_n into_o a_o sweeter-sounding_a unity_n nor_o see_v th'decorum_n now_o with_o smart_a stroke_n of_o its_o valour_n excitate_v tone_n provoke_v our_o rouse_a spirit_n unto_o martial_a feat_n to_o quiet_a combat_n with_o the_o enemy_n threat_n now_o w'th_v soft_a retreating_n recollect_n they_o by_o it_o be_v remisser_n touch_v to_o a_o watchful_a quiet_n strike_v hard_a or_o gentle_o stroke_n this_o know_v we_o still_a we_o be_v the_o better_a music_n of_o his_o graceful_a skill_n prosperity's_n a_o trial_n too_o and_o he_o that_o use_v it_o not_o in_o that_o notion_n exceed_o abuse_v himself_o and_o it_o and_o never_o soon_o lose_v his_o every-way_n ensnare_v soul_n then_o when_o he_o choose_v it_o not_o as_o please_a god_n but_o he_o refuses_z adversity_n not_o because_o his_o mind_n induce_v he_o t'think_v it_o be_v not_o think_v good_a of_o god_n but_o he_o will_v ever_o prosperous_a never_o afflict_a be_v and_o will_v thou_o so_o know_v every_o state_n be_v a_o trial_n and_o all_o prosperity_n lie_v in_o self-deniall_n while_o thou_o surround_v with_o the_o confluence_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n indearement_n that_o present_v thou_o with_o its_o goodly_a heart-alluring'st_a offer_n take_v they_o as_o not_o take_v of_o they_o daily_o proffer'_v a_o glad_a resignment_n have_v learn_v the_o art_n to_o have_v thy_o food-indeed_n ever_o hunger_a heart_n more_o fill_v with_o heaven_n then_o thy_o hand_n with_o earth_n count_v myriad_o of_o world_n a_o starve_a dearth_n till_o he_o thou_o see_v in_o all_o get_v he_o through_o all_o above_o all_o live_v with_o he_o be_v in_o through_z above_o all_o o_o such_o a_o man_n this_o man_n of_o million_o he_o be_v well_o bottom_v bear_v so_o well_o so_o high_a degree_n be_v root_v ground_a establish_v in_o the_o faith_n so_o may_v thou_o rear_v that_o superstructure_n have_v a_o winde-and-storme-out-facing_a firmitude_n who_o be_v capstone_n shall_v be_v constant_a gratitude_n who_o corner_n stone_n be_v christ_n who_o while_o we_o see_v how_o can_v we_o unchearefull_a how_o unthankful_a be_v in_o every_o thing_n give_v thanks_n '_o cause_n every_o thing_n bring_v good_a to_o we_o '_o cause_n glory_n to_o he_o bring_v this_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n sweet_a will_n the_o will_n of_o god_n concern_v i_o what_o i_o what_o still_o more_o sweetness_n what_o be_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v to_o be_v the_o subject_n of_o such_o majesty_n that_o thou_o shall_v once_o bestow_v a_o thought_n on_o i_o but_o such_o a_o such_o a_o thought_n concern_v i_o in_o christ_n in_o he_o even_o now_o translate_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n may_v view_v my_o cross_n triumph_v over_o by_o a_o patient_a and_o long_o suffer_v joy_n while_o strengthen_v strengthen_v stand_v with_o might_n all_o might_n according_a to_o his_o power_n his_o glorious_a power_n do_v all_o thing_n overpower_v of_o the_o joy_n the_o joy_n the_o overflow_a joy_n tide_n on_o the_o heaven-ward_n soul_n wherein_o the_o law_n of_o comfort_n god_n a_o hide_a spring_n delight_v the_o inward_a man_n who_o chief_a who_o sole_a delight_n be_v to_o be_v the_o subject_n of_o god_n will_v a_o joy_n who_o boundless_a inundation_n can_v destroy_v and_o bear_v before_o it_o like_o a_o wisp_n of_o straw_n the_o huge_a opposition_n sad'st_a annoy_n that_o earth_n and_o hell_n can_v raise_v a_o joy_n redouble_v it_o be_v augment_v force_n by't_n increase_v trouble_n the_o while_n he_o make_v the_o more_o retire_v repair_v unto_o h_n entowr_a name_n view_v the_o legion_n there_o attend_v he_o how_o heaven_n soldier_n flock_v about_o he_o with_o their_o proffer_a service_n and_o his_o doubt_n fly_v far_o away_o the_o while_n he_o be_v more_o intent_n to_o the_o secret_n of_o his_o heart_n more_o represent_v he_o purity_n integrity_n simplicity_n sincerity_n truth_n the_o face_n of_o god_n whereby_o h_n inlarged_o spirit_v with_o joyful_a love_n it_o dare_v wrestle_v a_o fall_n with_o death_n and_o belong_v to_o prove_v the_o mastery_n and_o like_o some_o mighty_a giant_n fill_v with_o generous_a wine_n speed_v sprightly_a to_o the_o field_n of_o high_a exploit_n that_o the_o world_n and_o he_o may_v see_v th'o'repowr_a arm_n of_o alsufficiency_n what_o wonder_v it_o act_n in_o feeble_a flesh_n a_o joy_n that_o can_v the_o most_o bloodsucking_a sorrow_n cloy_v with_o superabundant_a sweetness_n a_o joy_n sing_v nothing_o sweet_a than_o its_o wish_a envoy_n unto_o the_o world_n a_o joy_n who_o skill_n be_v show_v '_o n_o extract_a marrow_n from_o the_o dry_v bone_n a_o joy_n of_o that_o extend_a pure_a delight_n '_o i_n impossible_a the_o heart_n be_v in_o such_o a_o plight_n shut_v up_o in_o selfish_n ridgid_a austere_a constriction_n no't_n can_v be_v hard_a while_o such_o a_o bless_a affection_n dissolve_v it_o all_o in_o pity_n draw_v power_v it_o out_o in_o stream_n of_o meek_a compassion_n run_v about_o on_o every_o side_n with_o heedy_a tenderness_n to_o see_v what_o way_n of_o succour_a redress_n it_o may_v find_v while_o still_o it_o make_v this_o gentleness_n prove_v more_o flame_a oil_n to_o its_o seraphic_a love_n thus_o thus_o anoint_v with_o this_o celestial_a joy_n diffuse_v weighty_a spirit_n and_o employ_v my_o in_o such_o a_o sadness_n to_o which_o all_o the_o rest_n be_v madness_n a_o grave_a confult_a serious_a sober_a sadness_n consist'_v with_o be_v the_o basis_n of_o true_a gladness_n it_o which_o all_o other_o be_v but_o a_o merry_a madness_n a_o joy_n be_v no_o light_n slight_a frothy_a vapour_a bubble_n that_o disappear_v at_o th'softliest-blasting_a trouble_n but_o a_o perspicuous_a solidity_n transplendent_a firmness_n agile_a stability_n thus_o kind_o may_v the_o influented_a art_n of_o that_o bright_a morning_n star_n that_o rule_v this_o heart_n temper_v thou_o to_o itself_o and_o warm_v thy_o soul_n with_o spirit_n may_v raise_v the_o above_o the_o world_n control_n it_o be_v not_o thy_o music_n story_n company_n thy_o force_a ungenuin_n mirth_n can_v remedy_v thy_o wound_n no_o be_v but_o a_o palliate_v cure_n it_o will_v fester_v more_o and_o thou_o will_v less_o endure_v it_o be_v return_v smart_n but_o leave_v this_o mountebank_n trick_n and_o search_v to_o the_o core_n better_a once_o be_v thorough_o sick_a then_o never_o true_o well_o out_o with_o this_o odd_a this_o peevish_a humour_n that_o oppugnes_fw-la thy_o god_n his_o sacred_a will_n for_o then_o and_o not_o till_o than_o will_v say_v to_o all_o his_o work_n a_o glad_a amen_o it_o be_v only_o this_o our_o inconformitie_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o all_o our_o sin_n and_o misery_n and_o will_v thou_o not_o conform_v do_v firm_o believe_v he_o all_o good_a thou_o all_o bad_a but_o hence_o we_o grieve_v fond_a soul_n the_o grief_n must_v be_v grieve_v over_o again_o cause_v our_o weak_a faith_n this_o maxim_n can_v maintain_v how_o can_v we_o be_v in_o our_o repine_a mood_n but_o in_o our_o heart_n we_o say_v he_o be_v not_o good_a no_o no_o it_o be_v not_o it_o be_v not_o so_o easy_a a_o thing_n to_o b'leeve_v he_o good_a for_o whether_o will_v it_o not_o bring_v we_o due_o true_o creedit_v keep_v then_o to_o this_o say_v god_n be_v good_a for_o that_o be_v all_o our_o bliss_n our_o bliss_n be_v all_o in_o christ_n by_o who_o alone_o the_o self_n deny_v soul_n god_n good_a have_v know_v work_v wait_v pray_v praise_n this_o part_n be_v thou_o god_n the_o rest_n it_o be_v dare_a sacrilege_n to_o be_v unblessed_a god_n glory_n be_v robe_v ere_o thy_o own_o good_a but_o pray_v thy_o will_v be_v do_v let_v thankful_a patience_n pray_v bless_a man_n how_o ever_o there_o be_v nothing_o come_v amiss_o to_o the_o man_n harh_n take_v the_o will_n of_o god_n for_o he_o be_v now_o no_o more_o himself_o be_v rule_v by_o another_o soul_n his_o sole_a
know_v that_o have_v god_n for_o his_o god_n fail_v then_o heart_n and_o strength_n yet_o shall_v the_o strength_n of_o our_o heart_n fail_v never_o shall_v be_v with_o we_o in_o the_o fire_n and_o in_o the_o water_n be_v a_o ark_n to_o his_o noah_n a_o zoar_n to_o his_o lot_n et_fw-la pater_fw-la &_o mater_fw-la dosunt_fw-la nec_fw-la restat_fw-la amious_a nec_fw-la manet_fw-la ulla_fw-la domus_fw-la not_o manet_fw-la ulla_fw-la salus_fw-la tota_n haud_fw-la habere_fw-la sentias_fw-la necem_fw-la mala_fw-la omnia_fw-la quae_fw-la multis_fw-la dantur_fw-la tibi_fw-la nulla_fw-la sed_fw-la ipsum_fw-la quod_fw-la vel_fw-la perpaucis_fw-la reddidit_fw-la ille_fw-la deus_fw-la hic_fw-la instar_fw-la omnium_fw-la fit_a atque_fw-la praevalet_fw-la my_o near_a and_o dear_a friend_n in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n i_o can_v but_o according_a to_o your_o desire_n acquaint_v you_o with_o present_a passage_n and_o passage_n i_o may_v well_o say_v for_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v but_o pass_a shadow_n nothing_o be_v we_o in_o our_o own_o place_n we_o may_v look_v down_o upon_o they_o as_o little_a fleet_a vapoury_a cloud_n without_o rain_n or_o else_o see_v ourselves_o so_o far_o above_o they_o in_o this_o three_o region_n as_o we_o need_v not_o fear_v the_o storm_n it_o be_v unworthy_a the_o thought_n of_o a_o christian_n that_o have_v already_o lay_v hold_n of_o eternal_a life_n to_o shrink_v at_o the_o appear_a loss_n of_o a_o mortal_a but_o we_o be_v man_n but_o god_n be_v god_n and_o he_o be_v our_o own_o god_n the_o god_n of_o our_o salvation_n etc._n etc._n o_o that_o we_o can_v that_o we_o always_o can_v see_v ourselves_o so_o partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n so_o fill_v with_o all_o the_o fullness_n of_o god_n that_o we_o can_v look_v upon_o life_n and_o death_n principality_n power_n etc._n etc._n as_o thing_n give_v in_o unto_o we_o and_o all_o as_o thing_n under_o our_o foot_n at_o our_o command_n for_o so_o they_o be_v to_o he_o that_o believe_v for_o all_o be_v we_o and_o we_o be_v christ_n and_o christ_n be_v go_n our_o faith_n must_v fall_v before_o we_o and_o our_o god_n before_o our_o faith_n for_o it_o be_v found_v on_o that_o rock_n that_o live_a stone_n that_o be_v the_o life_n of_o all_o the_o building_n let_v we_o stand_v therefore_o have_v take_v we_o unto_o the_o whole_a armour_n of_o god_n for_o what_o can_v the_o man_n do_v that_o come_v after_o the_o devil_n and_o sure_o little_a nay_o no_o cause_n have_v we_o to_o fear_v in_o adversity_n that_o can_v stand_v in_o prosperity_n that_o soul_n and_o only_o that_o soul_n that_o in_o this_o estate_n can_v follow_v god_n full_o be_v so_o satisfy_v with_o the_o hourly_a minutely_o presence_n of_o god_n that_o in_o all_o thing_n it_o cross_v itself_o of_o its_o own_o will_n as_o not_o endure_v the_o least_o estrangement_n from_o he_o certain_o in_o the_o other_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n shall_v so_o follow_v he_o so_o shall_v he_o delight_v himself_o continual_o in_o he_o as_o that_o in_o all_o thing_n he_o will_v cross_v man_n and_o devil_n of_o their_o will_n against_o he_o and_o so_o overpowre_n he_o with_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n without_o which_o he_o be_v dead_a in_o the_o dear_a enjoyment_n and_o with_o which_o he_o live_v in_o the_o deadly_a confusion_n as_o shall_v make_v they_o gnash_v their_o tooth_n to_o see_v such_o a_o divine_a reflect_v from_o that_o light_n unspeakable_a and_o glorious_a whereby_o he_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o laugh_v death_n and_o destruction_n in_o the_o face_n but_o shall_v we_o not_o fear_v not_o grieve_v he_o be_v no_o true_a christian_n that_o do_v not_o shall_v the_o lion_n roar_v and_o we_o not_o tremble_v yet_o must_v we_o be_v confident_a in_o this_o fear_n and_o joy_n in_o this_o sorrow_n and_o indeed_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n be_v strength_n prov._n 14.26_o psal_n 112.1_o with_o ver_fw-la 7._o and_o 8._o and_o by_o the_o humility_n of_o our_o heart_n be_v our_o trust_n in_o the_o lord_n prov._n 28.25_o but_o audaciousness_n and_o pride_n will_v shrink_v in_o the_o wet_n neither_o will_v james_n his_o joy_n 1.2_o hold_v good_a without_o paul_n sorrow_n 2_o cor._n 7.7_o nor_o his_o sorrow_n without_o his_o joy_n it_o be_v not_o the_o excess_n of_o fear_n and_o grief_n but_o the_o defect_n of_o confidence_n and_o joy_n that_o hurt_v we_o our_o own_o weakness_n can_v never_o too_o much_o fright_v we_o our_o own_o and_o other_o sin_n grieve_v we_o neither_o will_v it_o be_v find_v so_o proper_a and_o sovereign_a a_o salve_n to_o those_o happy_o languish_a conscience_n to_o tell_v they_o they_o be_v too_o much_o deject_v cast_v down_o sorrowful_a but_o rather_o they_o have_v too_o little_o lift_v up_o christ_n in_o their_o heart_n and_o their_o heart_n in_o christ_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o think_v too_o base_o of_o ourselves_o and_o if_o there_o may_v be_v degree_n in_o impossibility_n more_o impossible_a to_o think_v too_o high_o of_o he_o when_o we_o be_v lead_v back_o by_o any_o particular_a sin_n to_o the_o original_a source_n of_o all_o as_o we_o must_v if_o we_o mean_v to_o know_v it_o to_o any_o purpose_n and_o see_v the_o horrid_a shape_n of_o it_o and_o become_v sensible_a of_o the_o malignity_n the_o universality_n the_o inherencie_n of_o it_o etc._n etc._n with_o all_o those_o infinite_a as_o to_o we_o actual_a break_n out_o of_o rebellion_n from_o it_o or_o rather_o the_o divers_a kind_n of_o break_v out_o of_o one_o continue_v unintermit_v act_n now_o while_o the_o soul_n be_v thus_o take_v a_o bottome-and_a through-searching_a view_n of_o itself_o by_o a_o beam_n of_o the_o divine_a light_n and_o love_n shed_v abroad_o in_o its_o heart_n without_o which_o it_o can_v make_v no_o through_o no_o true_a discovery_n of_o it_o and_o thereupon_o throw_v itself_o below_o the_o low_a hell_n in_o a_o sensible_a self-condemning_a while_o it_o be_v still_o hold_v up_o by_o the_o hand_n of_o faith_n in_o a_o unspeakable_o bless_a distraction_n now_o to_o see_v this_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n still_o rise_v and_o rise_v with_o its_o infinite-surpassing_a infiniteness_n of_o glory_n splendour_n loveliness_n upon_o the_o lighttransformed_a soul_n lie_v under_o the_o gracious_a dropping_n of_o its_o heal_a wing_n o_o how_o sweet_a be_v that_o heal_n how_o how_o glorious_a that_o sun_n but_o the_o see_v the_o feel_a soul_n where_o be_v it_o how_o high_a how_o low_a how_o lose_v between_o both_o be_v then_o as_o sorrowful_a my_o soul_n as_o may_v be_v thou_o can_v not_o be_v enough_o for_o sin_n as_o joyful_a as_o may_v be_v thou_o can_v not_o be_v enough_o for_o grace_n abate_v not_o of_o that_o sorrow_n but_o increase_v this_o joy_n go_v as_o low_a as_o thou_o can_v but_o be_v sure_a thou_o rise_v high_a by_o it_o to_o be_v so_o deject_v and_o cast_v down_o as_o not_o to_o be_v heighten_v raise_v by_o it_o in_o the_o admiration_n the_o love_n the_o life_n of_o thy_o saviour_n be_v indeed_o to_o have_v proud_a and_o haughty_a thought_n of_o thyself_o and_o low_a and_o undervalue_v of_o thy_o christ_n never_o fear_v thy_o liveliness_n and_o cheerfulness_n so_o far_o as_o due_o object_v on_o he_o nor_o lessen_v so_o much_o thy_o love_n to_o the_o creature_n as_o augment_v it_o to_o he_o thy_o creator_n affect_v with_o the_o strong_a and_o hearty_a endearment_n any_o thing_n beside_o he_o and_o yet_o abhor_v it_o with_o the_o most_o detest_a and_o abominate_a hatred_n for_o he_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o i_o set_v my_o eye_n on_o that_o i_o will_v not_o love_v as_o proceed_n from_o he_o as_o subsist_v in_o he_o but_o so_o far_o as_o degenerate_v from_o he_o as_o come_v in_o competition_n with_o he_o the_o indignation_n wherewith_o it_o affect_v i_o be_v inutterable_a thus_o shall_v cesar_n best_o have_v his_o due_n and_o god_n he_o himself_o and_o what_o be_v subordinate_a to_o he_o god_n take_v away_o no_o affection_n no_o nor_o the_o intensivenesse_n of_o it_o but_o only_o its_o obliquity_n to_o the_o object_n nay_o i_o be_o persuade_v that_o all_o worldly_a fear_n all_o worldly_a sorrow_n fall_v far_o short_a of_o spiritual_a the_o one_o be_v from_o a_o displease_a world_n which_o be_v finite_a the_o other_o from_o a_o displease_a god_n who_o be_v infinite_a but_o how_o great_a then_o be_v that_o confident_a joy_n to_o which_o this_o fear_v grief_n be_v but_o a_o set_v off_o for_o these_o to_o overcome_v the_o soul_n and_o they_o for_o christ_n to_o come_v and_o overcome_v that_o conquest_n what_o a_o triumph_n will_v there_o be_v oh_o the_o depth_n of_o the_o riches_n both_o of_o the_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n and_o bless_v ever_o bless_v be_v our_o god_n that_o we_o be_v not_o of_o they_o from_o who_o he_o have_v hide_v the_o mystery_n of_o godliness_n strength_n make_v