Master Shepheard Ib. Severall directions given by Doctor Preston in this case Ib. 3. Directions given in this case p. 53 1. Consider the nature of thy sinne in 6 particulars Ib. 2. Consider the mercy of God in 3 particulars Ib. 3. Fly to God by Prayer p. 53 54 SERM. III. CHAP. III. HOw to satisfie such Christians as thinke they ought not to beleeve because they doe not know they are elected The Complaint of the troubled soule p. 56 Something spoken to it by way of promise p. 57 The truth concerning Election premised in 5 Conclusions Papists and Arminians wound truth to heale conscience by lying charmes Ib. 8. Considerations propounded for soules thus troubled p. 58 59 c. 1. Consid Faith is not an apprehension of particular Election but an application of generall promises p. 59 60 61 62 2. Consid That thy faith only can discover to thee thy Election p. 62 The Covenant is only shewed by God to his Saints p. 62 63 3. Consider the phrase of Scripture expounding how our Election may be made knowne to us p. 63 4. Thou hast no ground to conclude against thy Election but thy unbeliefe p. 64 65 5. Cons Those that God elects to the end he elects to the means p. 65 66 We must have a sense of faith before we can have a sense of our Election p. 66 6. By this stumbling as we perplexe our selves so we call Gods wisdome in question a wayes and slander the charters of free grace p. 67 7. If we will beleeve Gods decrees cannot hinder us of heaven p. 68 8. Heaven and glory are worth an adventure whether we be elected or no. p. 68 69 Sâ—RM IV. CHAP. IV. HOw to comfort poore soules that dare not beleeve because of their unworthinesse in respect of their many and great sins 7. Considerations to comfort the soule under this affliction p. 72 73 c. 1. Gods grace is full enough of heighth and length and depth and breadth Christ cannot be brought to pant for breath of free grace p. 72 73 74 75 2. Consid There 's no defect of will in God to save the highest or greatest sinners p. 76 77 78 79 There is not only power but eagernesse in Christs will to save the greatest sinners p. 77 75 Christs eagernesse to save sinners proved by 12 particulars p. 77 78 79 1. He speaks 2. He sweares 3. He pleads 4. He expostulates with us upon denyals 5. He appeales 6. He wishes 7. He professeth he knowes not how to destroy them 8. He weeps 9. He invites 10. He comes from heaven to earth on this errand 11. He dyes for great sinners 12. He sends messengers to treat and parly with great sinners p. 77 78 79 3. Consid God hath pardoned and Christ hath washed as great sinners as thou art that were so either actually or habitually p. 80 4. Consid Infinite mercy never did its utmost yet God can pardon greater sinners then he hath pardoned p. 81 82 5. Consid There is as much reason on thy part why Christ should pardon thee as there was in any of the Saints why he pardoned them p. 83 6. Consid God never married any for a portion nor refused any for want of one p. 84 7. Consid Christ shall attaine his designe in pardoning sinners more fully by how much the greater sinner thou art p. 84 85 Christ gets most glory by pardoning great sinners p. 85 1. He glorifies his power and patience and riches of mercy p. 84 2. He gets glory from them They will love much p. 85 3. Others by their example will be perswaded to turne Ib. The whole case concluded with a story out of Eusebius p. 86 87 SERM. V. CHAP. V. HOw to satisfie a soule doubting that it hath sinned the sinne against the Holy-Ghost The complaint stated 89. Something spoken to it by way of premise 90. 1. There is such a sin 90. Why it is called the sinne against the Holy-Ghost 90. 2. It is unpardonable 91. 3. Elect ones cannot commit it p. 91 This scruple proceeds from ignorance p. 91 92 12. Considerations tending to comfort the soule under this wound and to informe us concerning the nature of this sinne p. 92 93 94 95 c. 1 Consid None could ever tell what this sinne was p. 9â— Various opinions of it 92. The Schoolmen and Papists opinion of it 92 Their 6 species of it disproved p. 92 93 How bsasphemy against the Holy-Ghost may be taken p. 93 How far we may discover what this sinne is p. 94 2. Consid None can be guilty of it but such as have had a great measure of knowledge p. 94 95 3. Consid It must be a setled sinne of our owne continued in without repentance not a transient suggested thought for which we grieve p. 96 97 4. Consid Every sin against knowledge is not this sin p. 97 What manner of sinning against knowledge it must be Ib. 5. Consid A bare deniall of the truth of God with which we are enlightened and the grace of God infused into us is not this unpardonable sin p. 98 What manner of deniall of truth is an ingredient into this sin Ib. 6. Consid Every envy at and hatred of our brethren and their goodnesse is not this sin p. 99 What manner of envy and hatred is an ingredient into this sin p. 100 7. Consid It must be joyned with a totall falling away from the truth Religion and profession of Jesus Christ Ib. 8. Consid Others would complaine of it as well as thy self if thou hadst sinned this sin p. 101 9 Consid Thy complaining and grieving for it is a signe thou art not guilty of it Ib. 10. Consid The sin against the Holy-Ghost is not unpardonable in respect of Gods mercy or its greatnesse p. 102 How and why it is said to be unpardonable Ib. 11. Consid It cannot be a block for thee in the way of beleevingly because though it doth take away from thee the power yet it doth not excuse thee from the duty of believing 103 12. Thou canst not conclude thy selfe to have sinn'd this sin if thou hast sinn'd it before thy dying houre Ib. The conclusion of the Case With a generall description of the sinne against the Holy-Ghost p. 104 105 SERM. VI. CHAP. VI. HOw to satisfie such poore soules as are conceited they doe not believe when they indeed doe 2 Causes of such Complaints 1. A mistake in the nature and Acts of faith p. 108 2. A misjudging of the effects of faith Ib. 2 Things propounded in order to satisfaction to such scruples as arise from the first cause Ib. 1 Thing viz. That there are many acts and degrees of faith and every act is not required to justifying faith Ib. 2 Thing That true faith is of so good a nature that it will consist in a soule with many doubts and weaknesses Ib. Various opinions concerning the justifying act of faith Knowledge is supposed to faith no
act of it 109 Assent in the first and lowest act of faith What it is Ib. What manner of assent is an act of faith p. 110 1. It must be stedfast 2. Impartiall 3. Cleare p. 110 111 What manner of assent wicked wretches give to Gods Word p. 112 It is a ravish'd assent of their will p. 113 The second act of faith is Reliance this is the justifying act p. 115 Six words which Master Ball hath noted in Scripture setting out the worke of justifying faith p. 116 The third act of faith is Full Perswasion and Assurance What it is p. 117 This is not necessary but comfortable Ib. This is not that which justifieth but fides justificati Ib. What is good and speciall justifying faith p. 118 How farre perswasion comes into justifying faith 1. There is a difference betwixt a perswasion and a full perswasion Ib. 2. There is a difference betwixt a perswasion relating to the present and a perswasion relating to the future 5 Conclusions from the premises to comfort a soule under this trouble Ib. SERM. VII CHAP. VII HOw to satisfie such Christians as conceit their faith is false because they have many doubts and weaknesses Faith is of so good a nature that it will consist in a gracious heart with many doubts and weaknesses p. 121 122 5 Conclusions of Master Sedgewicks concerning doubts in a gracious soule p. 123 5 Arguments of Master Rutherfords to prove that faith may consist with doubtings p. 124 125 CHAP. VIII VVHat doubtings and weaknesses in respect of Knowledge may consist in a truly beleeving soule with true faith The complaint stated p. 126 It is happy for the soule to complain it knowes nothing Ib. Six conclusions shewing what ignorance may be in a true believing soule p. 126 127 128 c. 1. An ignorance in some points of Religion which in some sense may be called fundamentals p. 127 A distinction of fundamentals p. 127 128 What fundamentals are necessary to be knowne and without which can be no faith p. 127 128 The conclusion proved p. 128 129 130 2 Conc. A Believer may have true faith and yet be ignorant in many circumstantiall points of Religion p. 130 The conclusion proved p. 130 131 3 Conc. A Christian may have true faith and yet be ignorant in the History of the Bible p. 131 4 Conc. A Christian may have true faith and yet be ignorant of the meaning of many places in Scripture p. 131 5. A Christian may be so farre ignorant in those fundamentals that are necessary to be knowne that he cannot make them out and yet be a true believer p. 132 6. A Christian may be so farre ignorant in substantialls that hee cannot make them good upon dispute and yet have true faith p. 133 2 Cautions to be mixed with the premised Conclusions Ib. 1 He must not be content with this Ignorance Ib. 2 Hee must not deny nor revile the truth which he doth not as yet know p. 133 134 135 SERM. VIII CHAP. IX VVHat doubts and weaknesses may consist with true faith in a gracious soule in respect to assent The Complaint stated p. 136 5 Considerations to comfort the soule in severall complaints concerning the weaknesse of its assent p. 136 137 138 c. 1. A true believer may think he doth not assent to the truth of God when indeed he doth p. 137 Our assent is to be judged by our Actions p. 138 139 140 2. A Christian may be a true believer and yet sometimes doubt or indeed rather be tempted to doubt whether the word of God be the word of God or no. p. 140 141 Four notes by which we may know whether our Atheisticall thoughts against the truth of the Scriptures be temptations or no. p. 141 142 143 1 If they be they are ordinarily but disputations and not determinations p. 141 2. If they be but temptations thou strivest against them p. 142 3. If they be but temptations they will not dwell with thee Ib 4. If they be but temptations thou leadest not thy life according to them while thou art under them p. 143 144 3. Conc. A Christian may be a true believer and yet not for the present assent to some particular truth in the word of God p. 144 From what causes such a deficiency in assent may arise viz. 1. Ignorance 2. Weaknesse p. 144 145 146 4. Conc. A Christian that is a true believer may possibly not assent to the true meaning of this or that place of Scripture yea possibly close with a false interpretation of it p. 146 147 148 Every Misbeliever is not an Unbeliever p. 147 148 5. Conc. A Christian may truly believe and truly and clearly assent unto the truth of God though he cannot in all things give a clear evidence for his assent p. 148 149 A Truth is two wayes clear to a Christ First To the eye of his Reason Secondly To the eye of his Faith p. 148 149 Many truths of God are not clear to the Christians eye of Reason all are cleare to his eye of faith p. 149 A Difference of Evidences out of Master Ball. p. 148 149 150 The conclusion of the case with a repetition of the conclusions and an addition of two cautions p. 150 151 152 153 SERM. IX CHAP. X. COncerning those doubts and weaknesses which may consist with true faith in a gracious soule in respect to the justifying act of faith viz. Reliance The Complaint stated of such as conceive their faith and reliance is not true because they cannot think they rely or doe not as they conceive constantly rely or cannot find an equall reliance upon all the promises p. 156 Severall conclusions and considerations to comfort the soule under such scruples p. 157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 1. Consid A Christian may truly and wholly rely on Jesus Christ and yet not believe he fully and truly relies p 157 158 2. Consid A Christian may have true faith and truly rely upon Jesus Christ and really think he doth not truly rest and rely p. 159 3. Consid Thou mayest question and doubt thy Reliance and yet truly rely Disputing argues a weaknesse not a nullity of the act p. 160 161 Causes assigned of such conceits in Christians against the truth of their reliances and of such disputes in their spirits concerning it p. 162 c. 1. Cause The remaines of naturall blindnesse p. 162 2. Cause The Devils temptations p. 163 3. Cause The misgiving and suspitious nature of Christians Ib. 4. Cause Mists of Melancholy clouding the soules eye p. 164 5. Cause A Christians wilfulnesse refusing to take any evidence of the truth of faith but from sense Ib. 4. Consid Thou mayest at all times truly rely and yet not at all times with equall confidence rely p. 165 166 5. Consid Thou mayest not so fully and equally rely upon some promises at all times as upon other and yet truly rely upon all p. 167 It is hard
to salvation The going out of the soul unto Christ and the whole application of it self to the promises of salvation made in and by him and whosoever doth this sincerely and with a faithfull heart is passed from death to life and shall never perish neither in this life nor in the life to come it puts its trust in him that never fails them that do so There is indeed a third Act of Faith Which is an act of assurance and full perswasion commonly called by Divines The reflex act of Faith Now this Act of Faith Is when the soul is fully and throughly perswaded that Iesus Christ hath actually pardoned all its sins and that it is his and he is hers This is not that Act of Faith concerning which the Apostle speaks Rom. 5. 1. Being justified by Faith we have peace with God It is rather a consequent of justifying Faith that peace which floweth to the soul as a fruit and a sweet effect of justification and that this is not that Act of Faith which justifieth is plain Because the soul must be justified before it can put forth it self in this Act. This is a comfortable but not a necessary Act of Faith and is more properly called fides justificati then fides justificans the Faith of a justified person then justifying Faith It is good and speciall justifying Faith for the soul heartily and sincerely to desire and thirst and hunger after the pardon and forgivenesse of its sins through the free grace of Iesus Christ and confidently to rest upon the promises of free remission and pardon But it is another pitch of Faith and of an higher nature to be confidently assured that all my sins are really and fully pardoned It is one thing to beleeve that my sins how many and how great soever shall be taken away and that God will smile upon me and we shall not finally perish And another thing to be fully assured that now God is well pleased with us and all our sins are blotted out Yea it is one thing to be perswaded that our names are in the white book of election and our sins decretally pardoned which was from eternity and meritoriously pardoned which was if ever in Christs death And another thing to beleeve that God hath acquitted us actually from the obligation to death that is in them God so pardons in time and in the Act of justification It is truth we ought to strive after a Faith of assurance but we are not necessarily obliged to an assurance upon our justification Faith precedes actuall and formall justification in our consciences it is the instrument to apprehend it Now the Gospel doth not when it calls to me to beleeve oblige me to a lye If before I am justified I should be tied to beleeve I am actually justified the Gospel would oblige me to that in order to my justification which I cannot upon warrantable grounds beleeve till after my justification So that we cannot conclude that we have not true justifying Faith that we do not beleeve because we cannot be confident God hath actually and formally in the court of our consciences acquitted us from the guilt of our sins for the essence of justifying Faith doth not consist in that And yet we may not altogether shut out confidence and perswasion out of the justifying Act of Faith give me therefore leave to adde a word or two concerning it The Seventh SERMON LUKE 17. v. 5. Lord increase our faith YOu may remember that I have told you that in order to the increasing of faith we must labour to remove those blocks and scruples which hinder the progresse of faith in the Soule And to this end I have spent severall houres in satisfying poor souls in those scruples which often lye in faiths way in a gracious soule I have done with such as are previous to faith and make the soul think it dare not and ought not to beleeve The last day having set the soule so farre on of its way that it is convinced it ought to beleeve but complaines That it doth not it cannot beleeve I came to search out the cause of such complaints which I shewed was ordinarily either First a mistake of the nature and acts of faith or Secondly a misjudging it self from the effects of faith I began with the first and propounded to such Christians these two considerations First That faith hath divers acts and the highest was not necessary to a justifying faith Secondly That Faith is of so good a nature that it will consist with many doubtings and weaknesses and yet retaine its truth For the first of these I shewed you the last day what were the severall acts of true faith and what act was necessary to justification and what act was not necessary I shall repeat nothing of what I then said but go on CHAP. 7. How to satisfie such poor Christians as think they doe not truly beleeve because they have many doubtings and weaknesses ALas Complaint saith a poor Christian I am confident my faith is not true but false I am so full of doubtings and feares and every act which I should think an act of faith is so weak c. To this Complaint now I shall apply my second consideration viz. That true faith is of so good a nature that it will keeping its truth consist with much weaknesse in the severall acts and dwell in a soule where many doubts are This is my Thesis Now concerning this divers have treated so largly that I shall be very brief and rather repeat what they say following them then lead you a worse way of my own Sedgwicks doubting Christian I finde Mr. Sedgwick who hath made it his work in his Book called The doubting Christian to handle this very point and hath done it fully laying down foure or five conclusions by way of premise for the right understanding of this point I shall name them to you First It is without question that all Doubtings are â—infull they are the smoakings of our corruptions they are begotten of sinne the depravation of our originall light with which God in innocencie enlightned Adam that is the cause and they hinder grace and hinder us in our duty c. Secondly They be no part of faith in that a man doth beleeve he doth not doubt Faith and Doubting may dwell under the same roofe but they marry not nor mingle any bloods together they are not at all of a family Faith is of the family of Heaven Doubtings are of the family of Hell they are inmates but have little acquaintance one with another none at all with one anothers natures they are two things though in one soule Thirdly They cannot consist at the same instant with the act of faith Ib. p. 16. for it is impossible that Faith should formally doubt the beleever while he beleeveth and in what he beleeveth doth not doubt I cannot at the same time lay my hand upon the Rock and
God We are not to live by faith upon the incertainty of sense All that that speakes is not Gospel but we have a more sure and certain livelihood even the unchangeable goodnesse and infallible goodnesse of a God that cannot lie nor repent Sense is deceiving truth is infallible doth sense say God doth not strengthen me and doth Gods word say these things I could not doe if God did not strengthen me whither it be now better to believe God or deceivable sense judge thou Fourthly Learn to acknowledged Gods little finger thou doest not finde God lending his whole hand perhaps not strengthening thee in such a measure to act grace in such a degree but know the least stirring of the soul in a spirituall manner to a spirituall action is from God flesh and blood could not doe it find ouâ— out Gods little secret workings look for these thou wilt finde some of them in thy soule Fifthly and lastly Act contrary to thy minde we bid the sick man eat against his stomack thou sayest I cannot pray I cannot believe why I doe not find God giving me an heart to it doe it against thy minde thou shalt finde strength to doe it and comfort from doing of it This learned Mr Rutherford gives great Reason for as 1. Because it is ordinarily seen that a Christian may begin to pray with sad and fleshly complaints of unbeliefe yet going on the breathing of the holy Ghost will fill the sailes c. if we be doing the Lord will be with us 2. Our indisposition is a sinne and doth not free us from our duty 3. Ruth We are to pray against weaknesse and indisposition Christ dying and for strength and freedome of spirit 4. We are commanded in the day of trouble and temptation to pray Psal 50. 15. Math. 6. 13. â— 5. It is a sinfull omission in us not to pray and act not to doe what we can though we feele a weaknesse c. and severall other Reasons he gives p. 486. 487. c. Now doest thou not feele the strengthening influence of Gods Spirit carrying thee on to thy duty yet doe it that is the way to come to have a feeling stirre up the grace of God that is in thee 2. Tim. 1. 6. God complained Esay 64. v 7. That there was none that cal'd upon his name or stirred up himself to lay hold upon him It is the ordinary practice of Free-grace to send in sense and strength upon thy endeavours yet freely not as merited by them And thus I have shortly dispatcht all that I have to say to this scruple of conscience where the soule complaines for want of feeling c. The Fourteenth SERMON LUKE 17. v. 5. Lord increase our faith YOu may remember my design is to direct you to such meanes as may encrease your Faith The first which I propounded was To remove such scruples as hinder the progresse of our souls in the work of believing the soule conceiting either that it ought not to believe or else that it doth not believe The latter sort of which as I have shewed you ariseth either from an ignorant mistake of the nature and act and degrees of faith or from a mis-judging of the effects of faith Where a mistake of the nature and acts of faith is the cause by way of satisfaction I propounded to your consideration these two things 1. That there are divers acts of faith every of which is not necessary to Justification 2. That faith is of so good a nature that it will consist in the soule with many doubtings and weaknesses I have shewed you how true faith will and may consist with many doubtings and with what weaknesses it may consist in respect of knowledge assent reliance and assurance to summe up this businesse fully I have only by way of conclusion to discover to you in what the doubtings which may be in Gods dearest Saints differ from the doubtings of unbelievers and reprobates This is my work at this time Alas saith a poore soule but I am afraid that my doubting is not such a doubting as is incident to the Saints of God but such as Devils and reprobates have doubting of despaire not opposite only but contradictory to faith c. How shall I know whither my doubts bee such as may consist with faith in a gracious soule yea or no c CHAP. XIV How to know whither our doubtings be such as may consist with true faith in a gracious soule IN regard of this it will bee necessary that I should difference doubts and shew you wherein the Christian may be comforted being assured his doubts are not such as are inconsistent with true faith for thy comfort therefore know that there is a vaste difference betwixt the doubts of Gods people and the doubts of reprobates apparent in these five particulars First they differ in their ground and principle from which they arise The principle from which the doubts arise which are in the Saints of God is infirmity Rom. 4. 19. 20. The Apostle sayes Abraham staggered not at the Promise of God through unbeliefe but was strong in faith giving glory to God He doubted not through infidelity saith Mr Ball but he doubted of infirmity when he took Hagar to his bed for the raising of him a seed Gen. 16. v. 2. 3. and God Gen. 15. v. 4. had directly promised him an Heire yea so many children that the Starres of heaven should be a lesser number yea did he not doubt Gen. 17. 17. when the Lord had promised him a sonne hee laughed and said in his heart shall a child be born to him that is an hundred years old and shall Sarah that is ninty yeares old beare I know St Austine sayes Abrahams laughing was risus exultantis non derisio diffidentis the laughing of one that rejoyced and not the scorning of one that distrusted but with all due reverence to that learned and pious man I doe not think that he hath fully solved the knot I doe not think it was a mocking of distrust nor yet that it was a bare laughter of rejoycing I humbly conceive there was an exulting but yet mixt with a little doubting or disputing he rejoyced considering the faithfulnesse of the word but yet his sence through infirmity quarrelled with his faith about it In the joy of his heart he said as Mary upon the like tidings Luk. 1. v 38. Behold the servant of the Lord let it bee now unto me according to thy word and yet through infirmity he said How can these things be and therefore in the very next words v. 18. he sayes unto God O that Ishmael might live before thee which words as they plainely expresse Abrahams good will and wishing to Ishmael yet under correction to better judgements I conceive also from a comparing of the words before and immediatly after that they intimate a kinde of doubting of Gods fulfilling his word As if Abraham should have said Lord I am
free grace must carry his money where it is to be sold here it is to be had but not to be sold Christ hath a Granary of free grace but all money shall be returned againe in the sacks mouth it shall never be said that the deserts of a creature made the King of free grace rich Thus thou mayest by a third marke difference the doubts of thy beleeving soule from the doubts of carnall unbeleeving wretches Fourthly Thou mayest difference them in their duration and continuance It is truth the best Saints of God sometimes doubt but they do not alwayes doubt they have theiitwilights but they have their noondayes too Hence you shall often heare the children of God complain of the inconstancy of their spirits at sometimes their spirits are as cleare as fountaine-water not soiled with the least mud of doubting sometimes again there is nothing of clearnesse scarce in them sometimes not a cloud in their soules sometimes they are full of clouds and as it is ordinarily with the clouds of heaven one passeth and another commeth none returneth but passeth and vanisheth so it is ordinarily with the poor soule that with its true Faith hath a mixture of doubting Give me leave to commend unto you four or five Notes which in my little experience I have observed concerning the doubts of beleeving soules First ordinarily they are most in the morning In the beginning of their conversion it is a country observation that the greatest darkenesse is just about break of the day the greatest doubt of a Christian is just about the breaking out of the day of grace in their hearts when the Son of righteousnesse is comming forth gloriously darknesse is his usher it is an ordinary note It is Gregories note in his comment on the 33. chap. of Iob 〈◊〉 quidem quisque c. every Christian saith he in the beginning of his conversion hath abundance of sweet consolation but presently suffers hard labour c. It is then the Devill one while perswades his sins are not so great to need so much repentance and by and by againe that they are too great to be pardoned one while he would oile them up to presume another while hurle them downe to despaire one while they doubt whether they bee elected or no another while whether they bee sufficiently humbled or no then they feare their sinnes are too great to bee pardoned anon they think they have sinned the sinne against the holy Ghost c. experience makes this good and besides the Devill knowes that yet a little while and they will be too strong for him c. Secondly It is possible that when their day is come they may have some clouds too You know that the fairest day may have a cloud and an Ecclipse may cause a darknesse at brightest noone So the children of God after they have got beyond their rugged way and be past the threshold may be thickned through the remaining vapours of corruption in the heart of the Christian it may bee ecclipsed through the withdrawing of the favour of God from it by the interposition of the Devill this is possible The experience of David and Peter and all the Saints of God in this life proves it who lives the life of grace and doubts not But thirdly Those in the Christians day are weaker and fewer then those of his morning ordinarily 1. The darknesse occasioned by a transient cloud or by an ecclipse is seldome so much as that which is at the day-breaking when the Christian hath got over his first feares and sorrowes I dare not acquit him for ever No no the dayes will not come before eternity be our portion when all teares shall bee wiped from the Saints eyes and they shall not hunger nor thirst any more But this I dare say they shall never meet with so many clouds interrupting their light againe their worst and hardest work is over although all their work bee not over they shall never have so many thornes in their flesh though they may have a pricking of thornes afterward 2. No nor shall they be so strong The reason of this is plaine The weaknesse of grace is the strength of doubting and the strength of corruption is the sinewes of doubting now the Christian hath got more strength of grace and corruption hath been overcome in many a battell and though the child of God hath not cleane rooted it out yet hee hath routed it in many a set battell weakned the strength of it therefore it is that though the Saint meets with feares and doubts and they thrust out their strength against him yet he hath not so hard work For 1. He is grown in knowledge Ignorance was a great cause 2. He is grown in grace Want of faith was a great cause 3. He is grown in experience He begins to know the wiles and stratagems of the Devill now thence it is that thou shall seldome see a Christian so long tugging under a doubt or temptation when once his first hard work is over as he was with some of his first doubts A fourth note that I have observed concerning believers doubts is this Those that once passe seldome returne If a Christian hath once doubted his faith upon a conceit he is not enough humbled or that he is not elected or that he hath sinned the sin against the holy Ghost c. Let him I say but once have got over and you shall seldome see him stumble upon the same stone possibly till the wound be fully cured there may bee breakings out againe It may be afterwards he may doubt his condition but if he doth it shall be upon another score something else that he hath found out to quarrell with his own soule upon His enemies are like the Egyptians those doubts his enemies which he sees this day hee shall see no more from hence forth even for ever or if they see them afarre off they shall flee at first sight they shall see them as conquered captives that their sight is but as a Generals over-looking the field when he hath slaine the Enemy he will tell you Sathans objections but he will shew you the bullet that kild him hee cryes out O doubts where are your stings O hell where is your Victory Thus they are like the clouds of the heaven which passe and vanish and return not again but like prisoners in fetters to doe homage to their Conquerour Fifthly This I have observed That believers have no doubts but they conquer at last Doubts are but pieces of corruption guilded a little the doubt is chaffie though it be ten to one but there is a kernell of wheat in the eare darkned from our eye by the intervening of the chaffe Now God never conquered a Saints heart to let any fierce corruption though the most fair-lookt limb of hell rule over it God gives doubts leave to try their skill but upon this condition that they shall be content to be trodden under foot God
what nature it must be in one to argue him at sinner against the Holy Ghost p. 99. 100. P Perswasion how farre it comes into the definition and nature of justifying Faith Perswasions differ p. 206. 207. 208. A perswasion and a full Perswasion p. 208 A difference betwixt a Perswasion â—ying the future or the present p. 208. What manner of Perswasion there is and is not in all true Faith p. 208. We must Pray though we find an indisposition to the duty Reasons for it p. 245. 246. Promises of Christ are made to humbled Saints p. 17. 18. They require conditions p. 48. But no other then otherwhere they engage to give p. 48. They nowhere require a limited measure of what they require as conditions p. 49. Promises of first grace are absolute p. 49. Those for temporall things harder to bee rested upon then those for Spirituals p. 168. 169. Why Ibid. No good reason why we should not rest upon Promises made for Spirituals p. 169. Particular appropriating oâ— the Promises not absolutely necessary to true Faith p. 180. Promises distinguished p. 180. Why some are called temporall 181. True faith may not sometimes be able particularly to rest oâ— Temporall Promises p. 181. Promises if particular are to be generally applyed p. 184. True Faith in dark times may not be able to peculiarize conditionall Promises p. 18â— Promises must be clearly understood by the soule that would particularly apply them p. 189. Generall Promises must bee particularly applyed p. 190. 191. 192. 193. If made to the Church of God of old they belong to it now p. 193. They were made to the Iewes under the notion of God's people p. 194. They are branches of the Covenant made with Christ p. 195. Some Promises were made to Christ's person what they were p. 196. 197. Conditionall Promises require not of us a fulfilling in our own strength p. 197. 198. Q Qualifications irregularly eyed hinder the gâ—â—wth of Faith p. 11. They hinder not Graces freenesse being rightly required and urged p. 22. R Repentance whither it goes before Faith or no how the termes are to bee taken in that Question p. 12. 13. c. How it is the effect of Faith p. 19. There is as much Reason on the Creatures part why the Lord should save the greatest sinner as well as the holiest Saint p. 82. 83. Reliance upon Christ it the work and proper act of justifying faith what it is it may bee true though not alwayes alike p. 165. Though not equall on all the Promises p. 166. 167. It may consist with trembling p. 170. 171. 172. 173. A Christian may truly Rely upon Christ and yet not believe hâ— doth but think he doth not and question whither he doth or no p. 157. 158. 159. 160. It is harder to Rely upon Temporall then upon Spirituall Promises why p. 167. S Scruples must be removed if wee would encrease Faith p. 9. Sinne the greatnesse of it should not hinder us from believing why p. 72. 73. 74. 75. 76. 77. 78. 79. 80. 81. 82. 83. There 's at much reason in the Creature why God should save the greatest Sinner at any of his Saints p. 82. Sinners not received for their pâ—rt on p. 83. Great Sinners bring God great glory three wayes p. 84. 85. A great sinner converted by Iohn the Apostle a Story out of Eusebius applyed against despaire p. 85. 86. The Sinne against the Holy Ghost a case of conscience about it opened and spake to at large 88. 89. 90. 91. 92. 93. 94. 95. 96. 97. 98. 99. 100. 102. c. There is such a sinne p. 9â— Why it is so called p. 90. It is unpardonable p. 91. The Elect cannot commit it 91. It is incertain what it is p. 92. The Papist's opinion and their six species of it p. 92. How many wayes sinne against the Holy Ghost may be committed p. 93. 94. They must have great knowledge that are guilty of it p. 94. What ingredients must be in it 94. 95. Who have not sin'd it 94. It must be more then an heart-sin p. 96. Twelve Considerations concerning it p. 94. 95. 100. 101. 102. 103. 104. 105. 106. S. August opinion of it p. 101. It must be accompanied with finall impenitency p. 101. How it is not and how it is unpardonable p. 102. 103. The conceit that we have sinned the Sinne against the Holy Ghost cannot excuse us from the duty of believing we are not excused if wee have â—ired it p. 103. None can knâ—w till his dying 〈◊〉 whâ—ther he hath â—ired this â—ire or 〈…〉 he hath indeed â—â—red it p. 103. A large 〈◊〉 of 〈◊〉 sâ—rre p. 104. 105 Wee may bee strengtheâ—ed to duties though we do not feele it p 235. Gods strength in us 〈◊〉 to be discerned by the â—â—ffects p. 235. It may bee seen in us when it is not seene nor selt by us p. 241. T Temptations to doubt how they may foure wayes be distinguished from reall doubtings p. 141. 142. 143. They are ordinarily but Querie and disputations not determinations p. 141. Christ tempted to doubt of the truth of the Scriptures p. 140. Atheisticall and blasphemâ—ns thoughts when they are ours and when the Devils temptations p. 141. 142. 143. 144. The Doctrine of the Trinity 〈◊〉 understood by some 〈◊〉 Believers p. 127. 128. Trembling is 〈◊〉 with true faith The severall causes of it when so it is usually a companion of true Faith in the begining 〈◊〉 conversion and afterwards in â— Christians 〈◊〉 p. 171. 172. 173. 174. 175. 176. 177. V Unbeliefe not the chiefe principle of the Saints doubtings p. 250. 251. What it meanes in Rom. 4. 20. p. 251. Unbelievers doubt Gods truth p. 253. Their doubts are occasioned by despaire p. 254. They make God the object of their doubts how and why p. 254. 255. 256. They doubt continually p. 257. 259. W Weaknesses may consist with true faith in the act of osseâ—t p. 137. 138. 139. 140. 141. 142 c. They must not bee cherished p. 152. There are also weaknesses consistent with true faith in its act of adherence p. 155. 156. 157. 158. 159. 160. The causes of such weaknesses p. 162. 163. 164. 165. Will enough in God to save the greatest sinners p. 76. Will in God to save sinners declared in eleven particulars p. 77. 78. 79. Wilfulnesse in Christians oftentimes a great cause of soule-trouble p. 164. FINIS
and strong immediatly after a desertion In desertions ordinarily it is none or but weake p. 217 2. Ordinarily it is very high when his Saints are in greatest distresses call'd to suffer Martyrdome c. p. 218 219 3d. Concl. Thou mayest have had and again have a true assurance and full perswasion though thou for the present hast none at all p. 219 220 SERM. XIII CHAP. XIII HOw to comfort that soule that conceives it hath not true faith because it doth not feele Gods strength carrying it out to those duties and acts of grace which it ought to act A distinction of feeling It may be 1. Of Peace 221 2. Of Strength Ib. Something spoken by way of consolation to poor souls under this scruple of spirit 223 224 225 226 227 228 229 c. 1. Consid Not-feeling doth not argue a not-being p. 223 2d Consid The truth of Gods love to us is not so easily to be discerned in the very acting and working of God as in the effect of such acts and operations p. 235 236 237 3d. Consid Feeling at the best is but a deceivable or a disputable evidence p. 237 238 4. Consid No Christian feeles strength alwayes alike nor hath cause to doe it p. 239 That of God to the soule which is not seen is alwayes alike That which is seen not so Ib. Causes why God is not felt alwayes alike in the soule p. 240 1. Cause His soft goings sometimes in the cause Ib. 2. To trie whether a Christian can stand alone upon the true legges of faith without the woodden legs of sense Ib. 3. The soule may be benummed and have lost its feeling Ib. 5. Consid Gods strength may then be seen in thee when it is not seene or felt by thee p. 241 242 6. Consid It is no argument to warrant thee not to believe because thou dost not feele God carrying thee out by his armes of strength in such a manner to spirituall duties and to the acts of spirituall and saving graces as thou desirest and perhaps expectest p. 242 243 We must believe for strength as well any thing else p. 243 This diâ—â—ers from the Arminian Doctrine of free-will Ib. 5 Directions teaching Christians what to doe under this Affliction p. 244 1. Direct Find out the cause and remove it Ib. 2. Causes may be 1. Gods will Ib. Then submitting removes it Ib. 2. Thy own temper Ib. Under temptations 2. Some known sins 3. Thy expectations may be too high Ib 4. Thy wilfulnesse may be the cause These causes must be removed 1. Faith 2. Loving Expectations 3. Repentance c. 2. Direct Wait forfeeling p. 244 3 Direct Learn to live without bread on Gods Word p. 245. 4. Direct Learn to acknowledge Gods little finger Ib. 5. Direct Act contrary to thy mind Sick men must eat against their stomack p. 245 5 Reasons of Master Rutherfords why we ought to performe duties under an indisposition even against our mind p. 245 246 SERM. XIV CHAP. XIV HOw to know whether our doubtings be such as may consist with true faith in a gracious soule 5 Particulars in which the doubtings of believers differ from the doubtings of Unbelievers and Reprobates p. 248 249 250 251 1. They differ in the Principle unbeliefe is not the Principle of doubting in the Believer but Infirmity p. 249 250 251 The exposition of that place Rom. 4. 19 20. p. 250 251 252 2. They differ in the occasion from whence they arise p. 253 Severall occasions of doubting in Gods people different from the occasion of Unbelievers doubtings p. 253 254 3. They differ in the Object The Object of the Christians doubting is something in himselfe The Object of the Unbelievers doubting is ordinarily something in God p. 254 255 The Reasons of it p. 255 256 257 4. They differ in their duration and continuance p. 257 258 5 Notes concerning believers doubtings p. 259 260 261 1. They are most and strongest in the morning p. 258 2. They may be in the day time p. 259 3. If they be they are fewer and weaker The reasons of it p. 259 260 4. They are transient clouds that passe and return not p. 260 5. They have none but they conquer in fine p. 261 5. They differ in their Effects p. 262 263 The effect of Unbelievers doubting is a forsaking and declination from God p. 261 262 They commonly produce in Gods servants these five effects 1. A complaining unto God p. 263 2. A craving satisfaction from God p. 264 3. A striving against them Ib. 4. A waiting for God Ib. 5. A closer walking with and adhering unto God p. 264 265 LUKE 17. 5. And the Apostles said unto him Lord increase our faith WHen the Jaylor fell down at the Apostles feet Acts 16. 30. and said What shall I do to be saved The Apostle answers Beleeve in the Lord Iesus Christ and thou shall be saved When Ruler feared Christ saith Be not afraid onely beleeve Mar. 5. 36. When the poor man came for mercy for his son Mark 9. 32. Christs tells him If he could beleeve all things were possible to him When we pray if we can but beleeve we shall receive we shall surely not fail Many glorious things are spoken of this mother of graces that faith seems to be the whole duty of man Demosthenes was askt how many things were necessary for an Orator he answers three First action secondly action thirdly action meaning action was more than all And when a certain Prince askt a great Commander what was necessary for War He answers him three things money money money meaning that that is the ligaments and nerves of War And truely if any should ask me what is the unum necessarium the one thing necessary for a Christian I would say faith if he should ask me again I would say faith if the third time still I should say beleeve To the first pray for â—aith to the second use faith to the third grow and increase in faith Faith and beleeving is the whole duty of a Christian in a safe sence for it supposeth humiliation and it commandeth newnesse of life Preparatory qualifications are but faiths harbingers to prepare a room for faith and the works of sanctification are but faiths retinue fed from Faiths table and accordingly maintained as Faith is more or lesse strong and able to maintain them This hath made the Devil more beleaguer the castle of Faith then all the other petty holds comparatively that christian maintaineth against him That as the King of Aram 1 King 22. 31. said to his thirty and two Captains over his chariots Fight neither with small or great save onely against the King of Israel so the Devil seems to make it his great designe to fight and to have given it as his sole or chiefest injunction to the Captains of his Chariots to all his forces and all his instruments to fight neither with small nor great but onely against the King of graces
to heaven another way it is beyond Gods ordinary course of dealing with sinners for this is his usuall course first to throw down to hell then to lift up to heaven and a rule must not be cast away for one exception nor a summer made with one swallow And therefore let no soul presume and say well I can beleeve and rest upon Christ and yet I never was humbled without question where is a false applying and a false resting upon the Lord Jesus Christ and there are some that pretend they rest upon Jesus Christ to whom Christ will be as a bruised reed and as a broken staffe another day See it plain Mat. 7. 20 21. But on the contrary there may be and is a great mistake upon this truth in troubled and fainting souls And therefore I shall in the next place apply my self to them to offer something by way of consolation to them to support and stablish them and by way of succour to them to strengthen them against this temptation of Sathan For Faith is the radicall and fundamentall grace of the soul and as he said to his souldiers Fight not against either small or great but onely against the king of Israel He knew if he were over thrown his army would quickly be roâ—â—ed So saith the Devil if I can but overthrow his Faith and stave him off from the promises I shall easily overthrow his soul He that beleeveth not is condemned already but if he gets that castle he is safe therefore I say to throw the Devils snares out of the way I shall offer something to souls whose complaint is this O I cannot I dare not beleeve I have not been humbled enough c. First Be comforted knowing that although God hath every where called for humiliation and sorrow of heart for sin yet he hath no where set a measure for it The promises are not made to sinners as sinners as Antinomians and Libertines tell us they must make us a nâ—w Bible before they will shew us any such promises but it is as true on the contrary that they are not made to sinners just thus far and thus deeply humbled That there must be some God hath revealed that in his word but for the measure of it God will have that to order and dispose as he pleaseth Be comforted Christian that never man was damned for degrees of grace for want of grace many a soul hath perished but for degrees of grace never soul was yet in danger Mustard seed Faith is as much saving Faith as the bulwark Faith of assurance God holds his bottle as well to those eyes that from a sincere heart drop one tear this to day and another to morrow as for those that make their heads fountains of tears their eyes rivers of water Zac. 4. 10. Who hath despised the day of small things Do yo remember Christ gathered up the fragments of the bread which he had created the least of thy tears is a christall drop if from the sincerity of the heart the very minimum quod sic the least of a penitent Why wilt thou make a block in thy own way and throw a bone in thy own dish Why wilâ— thou set God a bound as if he could not or would not save thee till thy sorrows flood had come up to such a landmark when God hath set thee no bound saying Hitherto shalt thou go and no further Secondly Consider as God hath assigned no measure for thy humiliation so neither can any man set thee a stint to say whosoever is or shall be saved shall be and must be to this or this degree humbled I say no man is able to do it because Gods dispensations are various God will not be tract in his goings who hath found out his footsteps His wayes are past finding out they are like the way of an Eagle in the air Now God hath many wise ends in the variety of the dispensations of his free grace There are severall sorts of people that God deeply humbles oftentimes As 1. Those that he intends for some great service in his Church either to preach the Gospel for the conversion of so many as paul Act. 9. Or when it may be he intends that they shall come out and become witnesses for his truth These fine vessels God usually hammers and files very much 2. Such as God perhaps sees have quick and high spirits and will be enclinable to filthy pride The Lord layeth them low that they may have their spirits tamed and be brought into a lowly subjection to Jesus Christ And this might be one cause of Pauls humiliation too deeper then any other of the Apostles we reade of 3. Such as have been notorious publickâ— sinners Manasses must be brought to Babylon laid in irons then received to mercy half hang'd then the rope must be cut and the man saved just sinking in hell then lift up by the chin he had been a persecutor he had made Jerusalem swim with innocent blood and that might be another reason of Pauls so deep humiliation 4. And yet In these the wayes of God are not the same to our eye Peter an eminent preacher yet we reade of no such humiliation in him Mary Magdalen a grievous devil-possest sinner and yet we reade of no such sorrow in her God will not be tract in his ways we must not know the manner of his workings with his Saints he will chuse whom he list and why he lists and he will bring them in how he lists and when he lists Eccl. 3. 11. No man can finde out the work of God that he maketh from the beginning to the end Gods wayes are like the wayes of a serpent upon a rock and although think with M. Shepheard that we cannot conclude because we do not reade of the like humiliation of Lydia ☜ and others of the Apostles therefore they had no such humiliation as Paul Yet I cannot but think that therefore their sorrows are not revealed that we might not stumble upon them and tye up God to such and such dispensations as if God could work but one and the same way 5. Besides There may be a cause in the temper and variety of dispositions upon which God makes his speciall grace glorious God hath some that are rough pieces of knotty timber these he hewes and cuts much before he makes them fit for his Sanctuary Others of more genuine and meek and ingenuous tempers would be chopt in pieces if so much should be hewen off them Some grounds need not such stubbing and digging and plowing and harrowing they will be fit to receive the seed without so much labour 6. Some dispositions are not so fixt as to settle long upon an object as to be so deeply affected with it as others are Moveable dispositions saith Doctor Sibbs are not long affected with any thing and therefore saith he one main use of crosses is to take off the soul from that it is so dangerously
them he saves We say no for even the works of Gods spirit of grace acting in us are our works and salvation is not of works but of grace And this Evangelicall lesson is hinted to us even in the Ceremoniall Law The Lord commands a yearly day of atonement Levit. 16. for the sins of the holy Place To prove this I might instance in all those Text of Scripture of which the Epistle to the Romans and Galatians are especially full and so the Epistle to the Ephesians which treat concerning the Doctrine of Justification and clear it not to be of works neither internall nor externall but of grace But I will instance but in one Titus 3. 5 6 7. But after that the kindenesse saith he and the love of God our Saviour toward man appeared Not by works of righteousnesse which we have done but according to his mercy he saved us by the washing of regeneration Mark ye by it not for it Gods mercy and free-grace is the ground of the souls acceptation and therefore consider upon what principle thou runnest that concludest I have not yet been enough humbled for to be accepted as if thy humiliation were the reason and ground of Gods acceptation Indeed we ought never to think that we are enough humbled yet we ought alwayes to think that humiliation too much and that sense of our sins too much which hinders Faith for it destroyes its end Therefore why art thou thus troubled Christian with this conceit that your Faith is no Faith because before it you wept not just so many tears It is Faiths work to beleeve and apprehend the souls acceptation before God Now Gods acceptation as you have heard is never for the souls humiliation and therefore what should hinder thy Faiths working in apprehending thy acceptation before God because thou art not accepted for this work any more then any other Nay Secondly Thy humiliation is not a ground of Faith Thou doest not therefore apply Christ because thou art so and so humbled Put case that a great Prince should be willing to bestow his son in marriage upon a poor peasant onely saith he I will make this term or condition that when you come to marrie him you shal come in sackcloth to shew what ye are he shal give you a better garment afterwards wil any one say that this maids coming to the marriage arraied in sackcloth is a ground of her so rich mariage or will any say it is a meritorious condition that she deserveth such a match to come so attired Surely no the ground of all is the Princes delight in her this is the ground of his taking her to wife and yet the King commanded that attire So the Lord saith Poor vild wretch I will give thee my Christ in marriage but thou shalt come weeping to shake hands with him weeping for thy sins he shall afterwards take off thy sackcloth garments Can any say that this is either a meritorious cōdition or a ground of acceptation or Faith Consider Christian wert thou never so much humbled thou couldst not say I will therefore beleeve because I am humbled Humiliation is a necessary antecedent to Faith 〈◊〉 ground of Faith Let 〈◊〉 that therefore be a stumbling block to thee which cannot be a pillar and foundation to thee if thy Faith cannot stand upon it let it never stumble upon it And thus I have done with the second thing I propounded which was to propound such considerations to such souls as were under this temptation as might comfort their hearts and strengthen and stablish them Onely I beseech you remember to whom I have been speaking all this while not to hard-hearted stony souls but to broken and humbled souls not to those that regard not to get their souls humbled at all but to those that are humbled that they can be humbled no more and that groan under the hardnesse of their own hearts not to those that presume to apply their hot boiling lusts and corruptions to the blood and wounds of Jesus Christ flattering themselves with a notion of Faith and conceiting they do beleeve but to those that are humbled though they cannot have a good thought of themselves I would not be misunderstood to have spoken one word to slight the work of humiliation or to cherish that licentious novell Doctrine that there is no need at all of it and a Christian shall not need regard it but what I have spoken hath been not for dead men what should they do with cordialls but for dying fainting swooning Christians not for them that consider their sins too little but for them that so dim their eyes with poring on them that they cannot see the absolute covenant of God and the free-grace of Christ and lay hold upon the promises of life There is an extream on either side the sober Christian avoids either and keeps the mean So I have done with the second thing I propounded viz. to propound some considerations which might comfort the afflicted soul under this affliction and strengthen it to resist this temptation For without question as the Devil hath a designe upon many a soul to run it upon a rack of presumption and carry it on in a blind notion of Faith so he hath a designe upon some souls to wrack them upon the sands and sink them in a pit of despair The Devils devouring voice to souls is either There is no need of humiliation or there is no humiliation enough I come now to the last thing which I propounded which is to give some directions to such souls as are burthened with this affliction and groan under this temptation how to demean themselves and what to do I will reduce all that I shall speak by way of direction to these heads First Eye the nature of the covenant and grace and promises of God more Secondly Eye the nature and cause of humiliation more Thirdly Labour to get thy heart more humbled First of all Eye the nature of God declared in the free dealings out of his grace to thee This I shall enlarge in three instances 1. Eye Gods covenant and the nature of that 2. Eye Christs grace and the nature of that 3. Eye the Promises and the nature of them First Eye the nature of God in his covenant more The cause of this affliction is Christians too much eying and poring upon their sins and themselves the penitent beleever ought to have two eyes one to look downward another to look upward This is that which David comforted himself with when he considered his own unworthinesse and the unworthinesse of his house 2 Sam. 23. 5. Although my house be not so with God yet he hath made with me an everlasting covenant ordered in all things and sure for this is my salvation and all my desire although he maketh it not to grow David though a man according to Gods own heart yet had a wicked house Absolom had slain his brother rebelled against his Father
Christ pronounceth such blest as hunger and thirst after righteousnesse we say in that sense a sincere desire to pray and believe Ruth p. 14â— is materially and by concomitancy a neighbour and neere a kin to beleeving and praying A verball or seminaâ—â— intention to pray beleeve love Christ do his will is in the seed of praying beleeving c. when the intention is supernaturall and of the same kind with the act as the seed is the tree we say not so of naturall intentions or desires As Abrahams sincere intentions to offer up his sonne was the offring of his son c. But I go to a third consideration Thirdly therefore consider that feeling at the best is but a deceivable and disputable evidence ofttimes conclusions grounded upon sense are false and sink in time If thou judgest thy condition by feeling thou mayest ofttimes think God doth nothing for thee though he be at that instant fully enlivening thee c. and againe think that God is at peace with thee and that hee carrieth thee out to duties c. when there is no such matter and it is nothing but the strength of natuarall parts that carrieth thee out c. Saul thought he had a great deal of feeling 1 Sam. 15. 13. when he came to meet Gods messenger he cryes out Blessed be thou of the Lord I have kept the Commandments of the Lord But yet the following part of that story will tell you that Saul was far enough off from any true feeling of peace and comfort So without question those in Mat. 7. 22. judged themselves to have a great deale of feeling of Gods strength when they had prophesied in Gods name and in his name cast out Devils and in his name done many wonderfull workes yet Christ professeth he would say to many such I never knew you depart from me yee workers of iniquity thou cryest thou dost not feele God carrying thee out in duties as many other Christians are and that which thou callest Gods spirit in them or in thy selfe may be no such matter it is not the courting of God with elegant eâ—â—â—essions that argues the strength of God assisting there is many a stammering non-sence prayer that hath more of the sweet spirit of God in it there may be a full heart though it runs not out of the lips so fast yea oftentimes the fulnesse of the heart causeth the straitnesse of the lips just as the fulnesse of the vessell may occasion the water to run slowly out of the hole for want of vent or wind The Apostle sayes that the Spirit of God helpeth our infirmities with cryes and groanes which cannot be uttered it doth not say it helpeth our infirmities with courtly expressions that cannot be paâ—alleled thou mayest when thou thinkest that God carrryes thee out with more strength and enlargement to duties call and misconstrue that to be the strength and assistance of the spirit of God which is occasioned meerly from thy owne clearenesse of naturall spirit when thou art in a little better vein of Rhetorick then thou wert Mistake not there is a distinction betwixt Praying gifts and Praying graces I observe it is said Iacob wrestled with God by vertue of strength from him subintellige This is the strength of the spirit the spirits worke is not to carry out our tongue in expressions but our heart in zeale and importunity It is not said that Iacob scraped leggs with God no he wrestled wee are but ill ludges of feeling commonly which makes feeling but a deceivable and disputable evidence Fourthly consider that No Christian feeleth alwayes alike yea perhaps hath no cause to feele alwayes aliâ—e God to the best of his dearest servants doth sometimes measure but an Ephah and sometimes but an Omer distinguish alwayes betwixt the truth of Gods love to his deare children and the actings I meane the visible actings of his love that of God which is not seene is alwayes full and certain to Christians I meane his elective love the yernings of his heart towards his deare children there is of God also that may be seen Psal 68. 24. They have seen thy goings O God even the goings of my God in the Sanctuary Gods goings in a poor soule are sometimes very visible to a gracious soule but sometimes his goings are more secret and invisible yet he is alwaies going in acts of love and grace to his poore fervants only his goings are more mysterious and dark God sometimes goes a meere foot pace just sets one foot before another in them and towards them sometimes hee goes faster and more strongly in them and apparently towards them First Gods soft going in the soule may sometimes bee a cause why the soule cannot feel Peter had no reason to feel the strength of God alike when he shamefully denied his Master in the high Priests Hall as when hee durst venture to walke on the Sea towards him Secondly God withdrawes some degrees of his strength sometimes to try whether a Christian can stand upon the true legs of Faith as well as upon the wooden legs of sense the mother withdrawes her hand sometimes to see how the child can goe without trusting to the feeling of her hand guiding and supporting it Thirdly another cause may be in the Christian why he cannot feele God carrying him out to acts of his grace in his strength alwayes alike The soule may possibly have lost its feeling the benummed member doth not feele In sicknesses and deseases of the body Nature may sometimes bee so much infeebled that sometimes the party affected falls into a dead swound wherein he is deiprved for a time not only of the use of his understanding reason and memory but also of his sense motion and vitall functions So it may be with a Christian sin or the violence of some temptations of Sathan may bee such that the Christian cannot feele any thing the soule cast into a swound and deprived of all the spirituall faculties of it faith love life c. no wonder the soule for the present doth not feele the leg of the soule is asleep the whole soule is benummed how should it feel but let it alone a little as such body if not quite dead will quickly returne to its sense again and live and feele and move c. so likewise will the gracious soule quickly come to recover its life and sense and motion againe though the soule seemes to the judgement of sense to have no sap or principle of life in it yet consider it is winter-time with the soule stay but till the spring and summer while the frost hath done nipping and discolouring and the soule will have its sap visible and recover iâ—s beauty againe there is fire in the soule though it be caked up in the night wait but till the morning that the ashes be blown away you shall see the fire of Gods spirit is not extinguished in the soule I sleepe saith the Spouse but my heart waketh