you are deafe or carelesse to the word of God if you continue in mee saith Christ and my words in you yee shall aske what yee will and it shall be done unto you Job 15. 7. the just cryed and he delivered them 't is the prayer of the righteous which availeth much Jam 5 16. therefore saith the Apostle let every one that calleth on the name of Jesus depart from iniquitie and I will that men pray every where lifting up holy hands Sanctity like that stone which Aaron and Hur put under Moses fainting hands supporteth our prayers with assurance of obtaining his prayer is powerfull whose cause tongue action and life speake for him the Oratours rule is the hand speake's injuries cry for revenge such a voice had Abels blood so almes deeds for mercy Corâ—â—lius beneficence did so thy prayers and thy almes are come up for a memoriall before God prayer flyeth up to God with Cherub's wings faith and fervency but must have hands under those wings bee thou holy and attentive to Gods word and thou maist bee confident of audience with him otherwise hee will say when you make long prayers I will not heare you prayer is the soules soveraigne balme but cannot cure where any splinter remaineth in that wound where any intention is to continue in sin no prayers are heard The Lepers mouth by the Law was to be covered sinne thy soules leprosie stops thy mouth and therein thou but awakest Gods justice to punish thee it made the heathen in the storme say to some debauched fellowes when they prayed hold your peace least God should know such wicked fellowes sailed here To the ungodly God said what hast thou to doe to take my covenant into thy mouth seeing thou hatest to be reformed 5. It may be God denieth what you aske that he may give you something better It is indeed a bitter triall to pray and have no sense of being heard I conceave that made David expostulate with God as if he were forsaken but let a man consider what God hath done to his dearest servants O that Ismael might live in thy sight cryed faithfull Abraham God giveth him an Isaak a blessed seed Moses prayer could not obtaine his entrance into Canaan it obtained his present entrance into heaven he many times denieth our wills that hee may accomplish his in our salvation he denieth temporall things that profit not that hee may bestow eternall Be not dejected not â—illed with indignation but consider how God giveth lands fruits health children plenty and the like to them that daily blaspheame him he that gives such things to sinners what thâ—nkst thou he reserveth for his children Certainly not earth but heaven I say he meaneth to give himselfe to thee if he removes the lets that he may so doe art thou impatient Againe some will say as Moses I am not eloquent to form a prayer I answer there are many formed already for thee but canst thou say lesse then the poore Publican God be mercifull to me a sinner say that as he did and it shall be enough for thee to goe home justified what was the meaning of that caution in the Law that he might offer a paire of turtles who had not a sheep but that God will accept if we offer the best we can be it never so litle If thou have no more offer a contrite heart I shall never beleeve him destitute of happy audience with God who looking on the merits of Christ interceding for him can but weepe those teares have strong cries why else doth David mention the voice of his teares Powerfull prayer is more in the groanes of the spirit then rhetoricall elegancies more in weeping then speaking There are certaine rules of practice hereto neceâ—â—ary 1. Before Prayer 1. Meditate on the gracious promises of God meditation and prayer are like the two Disciples going to Emaus whâ—le they are conferring Christ joyneth himselfe to them and like Eliah and his servant on Carmel one obtaineth the other discovereth the blessing comming 2. Forgive all thine enimâ—es give those that wâ—nt thy help forgive those that offend thee put out all bitternesse and desire of revenge out of thy soule count it the most divine victory to overcome thine adversary with vertue and goodnesse 3. Set thy selfe in the presence of God remembring thine owne vilenesse and guiltinesse Thinke of the dreadfull Majestie of God before whom thou art to appeare before whom are thousand thousand glorious Angels those unseene messengers of his who see and heare thee 4. Disburden thy minde of all cares and thoughts of this world prepare thy heart to thinke only of heavenly things 5. Humbly and heartely begge pardon for all those sinnes which have intercâ—pted his grace and made thee lesse apt to pray and thy former prayers lesse fruitfull 6. Compose thy body to that humble gesture which may best serve to expresse thy high reverence of body and soule to stirre up the greater devotion in thy selfe and others 7. Entreat Gods assistance and the evidence of his spirit to helpe thy infirmities and to prepare thee to pray faithfully 2. In prayer 1. Lift up thy soule to God call upon him with thy heart fix thy thoughts in heaven and as much as humane infirmitie can attaine to turne thee to looke upon the throne of God through the merits of Christ at the right hand of God receaving and presenting thy requests to him 2. Watch over thy thoughts and diligently fetch them in from their extravagancies and wandrings out forcing them into an ardent attention 3. As oft as Satan distracteth in a briefe ejaculation and quick flight of a thought desire the Lord to reprove and restraine him and to assist and help thee 3. After Prayer let thy heart 1. Thanke the Lord for his gratious assistance 2. In an ejaculation pray God to passe by and forgive all thy failings 3. Resolve to wait Gods leasure and to subject all thy desires to his holy will for the time and manner of his grant 4. Attend what answer God giveth either 1. More confidence of obtaining 2. Cheerefulnesse of spirit and resolution to trust in him what ever he pleaseth to doe with thee 3. More fervently to persevere in prayer 4. A constant resolution carefully to examine thy waies in case thou art sensible of some obstruction and let to thy obtaining 5. Granting thy requests that thou maist acknowledge his mercy and glorify him and thence gather future assurance of being heard in the like or other necessities Thus enformed and prepared loose not the comfortable suits of dayly prayers by foreslowing thy opportunity of calling on God while he is nigh every houre will serve hereto but be sure thou set apart some specially the first and the last every place hath served God's children in necessity the lyons denne the prison the belly of the Whale the
Our owne necessities and others necessitie cryeth to thee as that master of the Joppa shippe to Jona in the storme What meanest thou O sleeper arise call upon thy God that wee perish not Charity bids thee pray for others though God have no need of our prayers wee have of his mercy and blessings which we will give wheâ— wee in faithfull prayer acknowledge his power to give and his mercy to grant which is our dependance on him without his helpe and blessing no creature can helpe if the Lord doe not helpe thee Whence should I helpe thee Said the King of Israel no not the bread which thou hast in thy hand can nourish thee therefore hee taught rich and poore to say give us this day our dayly breadâ— he grâ—â—th it and power to nourish 2. Admirable is the power of prayer it calmeth the surges of a troubled spirit Takes men up to heaven in holyrapts it inclineth heaven to earth shuts the lyons mouths opens the prison doores beats the fiercest enemies while Moses hand was held up Israel prevailed David armed herewith beat the overgrowne champion of Gath Joshua hereby fetcht ammunition from heaven and the Lord cast downe hailestones from heaven to destroy the enemies the Sunne and Moone stood still the Starres in their order fought against Sicera It was the answer of the Oracle to the Cretians that their enemies must be conquered with prayers before they could with armes Prayer is the key of heaven Eliah hereby shutt and opened it for raine it casteth out devils which can no otherwise but by fasting and prayer be cast out Prayer is a sacrifice to God a reliefe to the supplyant a scourage to the devill 't is the Bathsheba of heaven which can receive no repulse Abraham interceeded for the impious Sodomites and Abraham gave over asking before God gave over granting and condescending when Moses prayed God said Let mee alone that I may destroy them as if he had laid violent hands of God's judgements and by prayers arrested his justice His mercy like that oile 2 King 4. ceaseth not increasing while there is any vessell to receive it if the widowes importunity could incline an impious judge to justice how much more shall ours a righteous God to mercy If we who are evill will give our children good things how much more will God who cannot erre in giving prayer obtaineth the spirit of sanctification Luk. 11. 13. wisedome Jam. 1. 5. deliverance from troubles Psalm 50. 15. for our selves and others Act. 12. Jam. 5. 15. health in sicknesse blessing in health remission of sinnes it must needs be so seeing hee inviteth us to pray and promiseth to heare our prayer he is nigh unto all them that call upon him in truth Christ interâ—edeth for us when Aquilius brest was opened before the Roman Judges and he but shewed the wounds received in their service it enclined them to mercy and recovered the almost forlorne cause what shall not the merits of Christs wounds perswade with God O that he would say to my soule as he did once to Peter before his temptation I have prayed for thâ—e that thy faith faile thee not Let the Lyons yell the powers of hell muster up against mee if Christ pray for mee I passe not who is against mee My addresse is to him and my dependance on him no man might come to the Persian King but he must first solicit the second in the Kingdome but Christ saith Come unto mee thou shalt need no other mediatour fervent prayer never returneth empty it bringeth us either that we aske or something better in the fervencie of spirit it ascendeth like the Angell in the â—lame of Manoahs sacrifice and doth wonderfully it saith as wrastling Jacob I will not let thee go except thou blesse mee It was a motive to Benhadad to sue for quarter we have heard that the Kings of Israel are mercifull Kings therefore he sent and obtained we have heard and certainly knowne that God is abundant in mercy why are we silent when Moses came down from talking with God his face shined never stay wee with God in the mount by hearty prayer but our soules bring away some divine lustre and heavenly beauty on them some secret joy assurance of obtaining and confidence to persevere But some may say I have long prayed and yet obtain not I answer the rule is that hee will speedily answer and grant according to his promise Before they call I will answer and whiles they are yet speaking I will heare nor will he delay except in case that 1. The obstruction be in our selves as when we continue in sinne and repent not when our faith and patience is not throughly exercised and then it concerneth us to amend and learne patience considering that God hath sometimes granted the requests of impatient men in his anger and that it is best which God will not that we and when any thing happeneth contrary to our desires to bear it meekly and give thankes 2. That he deferreth to our greater advantage meaning to recompence that delay by multiplying the blessing so was it with the poore Canaanite whose importunity would receive no denyall I am not sent but to the lost sheep of the hoâ—se of Israël then a reproach 't is not meet to take the childrens bread and give it to dogs yet at last to her praise as long as that Gospel shall sound in the Church of God and toâ—her confirmation to eternity she heard O woman great is thy faith be it unto thee as thou desirest Some urge I have many times and long prayed and find no fruit nor successe but rather things contrary I answer there may be many causes hereof 1. It may be you performe not the conditions of prayer your mind wandreth you waver or wax faint in prayer if Moses but let downe his hands Amalecke prevaileth you pray not in spirit your heart is not upright you seek God only for the worlds sake you want charity you pray not in faith See Num. 20. 12. 2. It may be you aske somethings which obtained would hurt you as children crie for knives or fire He both mercifully heareth us and mercifully denyeth the Physitian better knoweth what is good for the patient we have all begged mischiefes if God had not denyed in mercy we had long since perished by our owne desâ—res you that are so impatient because God granteth not what you desire come to the Scriptures you shall find the devill was in some case heard the Apostle not heard God heard him whom he had damned and heard him not whom he would heale save 3. It may be you aske something good to an evill end you aske and receave not because you aske amisse that yee may consume it on your pleasures Jam 4. 3. 4. It may bee
pretenders ot Christianity to be worse then serpents A man that hateth his brother sometimes carrieth in his breast a vaine anger impotent to revenge with desiring though without effect he maketh his soule guiltie thereof But suppose thou hadst received a true injury and hadst power to retaliate first thou makest God a party against thee who declareth that vengeance is his peculiar and prohibiteth thee from attempting or desiring it so that in the execution of thy malice thou dost but wound thy selfe through thine enemies garment againe in reason when thou feelest the sting of injury I demand is it good Why dost thou blame thyne enemie Is it evill why would'st thou imitate him If one must be evill of the two the doer or the receaver of injury let mine enemie be evill if he will needs let me be good what ever I suffer let me beare no malice what ever I beare no enemy can hurt me so much as that 2. We must love our enemies for Gods sake who without exception so commandeth who reconciled us when wee were enemies by the death of his only sonne Christ died for us when we were wicked he went about doing good healing their infirmities who sought his life he healed Malchus eare who came to apprehend him he prayed for his persecutors so Joseph forgave his brethren so Stephen interceeded for his murderers this is a signe of the sonnes of God this he apeth coales of fire on the enemies head if when he hunger thou feed him either to kindle a love of reconciliation with thee or Gods anger and revenge against him and herein the excellency of Gods children beyond any of the children of this world appeareth these love their freinds only they both freinds and enemies patient of injuries and ready to forgive how should they else say in their dayly prayer forgive us our trespasses as we forgive them that trespasse against us with a minde disagreeing with their words and a prayer dissenting from their deeds by that covenant making themselves uncapable of pardon if they forgive not 3. Lastly that we may make a right use of enemies which is to better our selves by their exercising our patience and obedience to God we must observe these rules following 1. If thou love thy selfe entertaine no malice in thy heart under any pretence a loathsome toad-cage is incomparably better then a malitious heart where likely not Magdalens seven devills but whole legions quarter the most ougly serpents whom all hate and wish destroyed are in their kinde good and so better then a malitious hater of his own flesh 2. Love thine enemies nature and person whose faults thou must hate our anger and censure must go between these so David hated the haters of God 't is the precept hate the evill and love the good 3. Be just toward thine enemie charge no more upon him then that of which he is truely and certainly guilty and be thou modest not saying the worst least thy censure reâ—lect upon thy selfe who art guilty of many sinnes if not the same thou blamest in another consider whether that which were but just for thine enemy to heare will become thee to speake and beware least for thy uncharitable and rigid severity thou be permitted to the same or some more greivous temptation from which if thou hast beene kept I know t was not thy merit but Gods free mercy who put the difference between the judge and the convented malefactor for malice or revenge or without a lawfull calling before a Judge or Magistrate to divulge the faults of thine enemie though certainly knowne to thee is a breach of the same law which saith there shalâ— not beare false witnesse 4. Looke equally on thine enemies vertues as on his vices be not like the troublesome flies which are commonly setling on the soares passing over the sound parts malice hath false eyes ever lessening other mens merits and multiplying their faults which is the reason why the malitious ever judge them evill whom they hate as impious Ahab confessed in his opinion â—f good Michaiah it is thine honour and sincerity to give thine enemie his due commendation 5. Let not thy heart rejoyce in thyne enemies evill it is but a vaine pretence to charity if thou canst bee glad for any evill befalling thine enemie 't is certaine thou canst not be hid from God 6. Be thou neither foolish nor ignoble in thy desire of revenge as they are who hurt themselves rather then spare their enemie as indeed all doe who affect revenge hereby taking their cause out of Gods hand who would justly execute it for them so doe they who disclose secrets entrusted to them with in the verge of former freindship and they who by any other base office serve their own malice 7. Make no man thine enemie whom thou canst justly keepe to friend to loose a friend rather then a fancie of mirth or anger is a symptome of great levity to contend with an equall is dangerous with a superiour madnesse and with an inferiour sordid therefore as much as in thee is provoke no man but have peace with all The old courtier being demanded how hee attained to that rarest thing in Courts old age replied by receiving injuries and giving thankes 'T is great wisedome to passe offences hee that taketh notice of every injury shall finde no quiet in this world 8. Strive to overcome thine enemie with goodnesse I will fight and contend with thee said Alexander to king Taxiles in honesty and courtesy because thou shalt not exceed me in bounty and liberality It is an happy use of enmity to emulate the vertues of a noble enemy and nobly to entertaine the charges of the base which may best be done by putting the whole contention on this issue who shall be more holy and vertuous It is the most divine victory to overcome malice with love and mercy The beast may overcome with strength the serpent with subtiltie the devill with revenge and malice but vertue is the Saints victory malice is the mother of witchcrafts and nurse of maleâ—ices but clemency and vertue is the shame and confusion of an ignoble enemie the envy or emulation of the truly noble more foiling him then policy or violence could doe the holy may be over-matcht and dy Yet are they not properly overcome who by dying become more honourable and happy then those by whom they suffer He that is excelled in vertue as was noted of some of Caesars enemies must yeeld faist thou he is wicked hath offended me I shall not only invite new injuries by bearing the old but suffer in my reputation as if I durst not revenge when I might Yet first consider thy selfe in how many things and how often hast thou offended God what doth Christ daily forgive thee or thou must perish not to say how vaine and worthlesse that reputation is which is built upon
come and leave no roome for good counsel and resolution Here thou maist finde some liberty to serve God as Paul and Silas did to pray and sing Psalmes at least and who can say that God did not therefore confine thee seeing thee too attentive to the world and carelesse of holy duties that the prison might teach thee devotion which thy liberty could not There are many things which may befall thee for thy good and there are unexspected revolutions both in prosperity and adversity out of the prison hee cometh to reigne whereas also hee that is borne in his kingdome becometh poor Thou maist securely exspect that which God knoweth best for thee it may be there is but one doore into the prison there are many out either mercy or violence innocency reward favor of men or the Angel of God either man or death which hath a key to open every doore shall set thee free if nothing else enlarge thee that will not faile thee at the appointed houre and variable are the conditions to which the prison rendreth men as I. Caesar to an Empire Marius to a consul-ship Regulus and Sâ—crates to death I need not these who read of Pharoah's servants James Peter Joseph John Baptist the prison sendeth some to heaven some to destruction sooner or later one way or other it rendreth all I only note that the most infamous temporal end it rendreth men unto can be no obstruction and hindrance to their eternal happinesse in Christ who therefore submitted himselfe to the then most infamous death that hee might take away the curse of the law which saith cursed is every one which hangeth on a tree The main skill therefore is and the only certain comfort against imprisonment or death to gain assurance that thou arâ— in Christ in every place and condition doing those things which may further thy certainty thereof to which observe such like rules 1. Keepe innocency that if thou suffer it may be wrongfully for this is thanke worthy if a man for conscience toward God endureth griefe suffering wrongfully if when yee doe well and suffer for it yee take it patiently this is acceptable to God And if thou hast lost the first parts of innocency despaire not but lay hold on the second table of repentance the penitent theefe on the crosse who confessed hee justly suffered yet heard of Christ this day thou shalt be with mee in Paradise 2. Search thy heart diligently least some secret sin causeth this affliction in case it appear not that thou justly sufferest of men See Isai. 42. 22 23 24. 3. Think how long these imperious masters can hold thee there and feare not them who only can imprison and destroy the body but fear and trust in him who can cast body and soule into hell and save thee from thy oppressors prepare thee to entertain death cheerfully hee shall once come like the Angel to Peter and take thee out in spight of the most rigid keepers there the prisoners rest together that shall free thy body from a loathed prison and thy soul from an afflicted body 4. Improve thy time to some good some birds sing sweetest in the cage that excellent monument which beareth the title of the first part of the worlds general history is an example hereof 5. Keep thy minde free from all reigning sin and in spight of all geives and fetters and the bespattering of black and unhallowed mouths thou shalt have a more happy freedom in prison then thy persecuters have in their liberty besides that their accompt with the eternal justice of God is to come and yet not closed nothing but sinnes can miserably enthral wee may well say to them as Sampson to the men of Judah Swear to mee that you will not fall upon mee I fear none other bonds hee is a free-man whose conscience accuseth him not God's service in every state is the best freedom 6. Subject thy minde to inevitable necessity by patient bearing the way to make bonds more heavy and intolerable is vainly to struggle with them if thy minde were to stay within thy confinement were no prison it were a punishment to command thee out if thy minde be reluctant thou straitnest thy selfe a nè exeat regnum may make some man think England a prison the old man who had never gone out of the city gates receiving a warrant from the Prince prohibiting his going out could not rest till he had stollen out it was his city before but the restraint made it a prison to an impatient minde if thy minde having a willing compliance thy prison becometh no prison to thee an impatient wearisome minde maketh a kingdome no more 7. Be thou meek in affliction and thou shalt be temperate in thy liberty if God restore it so this shall not corrupt thee more then that break thee however if thou canst but learne this one lesson as thou hast the best tutor that ever suffered so shalt thou finde the best fruit rest to thy soule 8. To conclude let the prison make thee more zealous in Gods service more fervent in prayer more attentive in hearing more charitable and pitiful to others that suffer and more fruitful in all good works and thou shalt owe thanks to thy persecuters and oppressors more then thy friends deserved of thee it skilleth not much who bettereth thee if thou be indeed made better for whosoever be the instrument it 's Gods favour to thee Hee is never wanting to them that call upon him faithfully but surely he is neerest them that are in greatest troubles hee heard Jonah out of the whales belly Daniel out of the lions denne the three Israëlites out of the fiery fornace the Disciples in the storme Joseph Jeremy Paul Silas all his servants in prison the Churches praiers brought an Angel from heaven to deliver Peter No wards can shut up thy praiers remember you that are free what you owe to Christs prisoners little comfort will he afford them who cannot his earnest praiers remember you that are in bonds what you owe your selves it is in you to make the prison evil or good to you be you holy and it shall make you happy pray instantly God hath promised to heare and helpe you The prisoners Petition O Holy and merciful Lord God who hast made heaven and earth the sea and all that therein is which keepest trueth for ever which excusest judgement for the oppressed givest food to the hungry raisest them that are down and loosest thy prisoners though thou afflict and try thy children thou wilt not cast them off for ever though thou causest grief yet thou wilt shew compassion according to thy mercies thou afflictest not willingly nor grievest the children of men to crush under foot the prisoners of the earth to turn aside their right and subvert them in their cause our sinnes have provoked thy justice and put this rod into thy fatherly hand thou wouldst not the
God into its own bitter relish and humility not to bee prowd of beauty youth strength subject to so many diseases as pose art it selfe and overcome the old remedies with accession of new sicknesses so that it is true Bodily infirmities stir up the vigor of the minde and transmit the strength of body into it so that it is a kinde of health sometimes to be unhealthy diseases overcomming the body the soule overcommeth sinne sicknesse is an harbinger or quartermaster to death the monitor of our ends approaching and that which taketh off the bewitching love of this world the historians tell us of a kinde of fire which rageth the more by how much more water thou castest on it is quenched only by casting on of dust it may bee true in the morall for such a kind of heat is there in the love of the world the more thou givest it the more thou inâ—lamest it it is quenched only with the dust of the grave and that which bringeth thereto The life of man is like a lovely rivers streame neere the rising set with flowrie bancks plants houses pleasant walkes gardens sweet meddowes and delightfull seats but if you follow it toward the end you shall â—inde it more and more troublesome stormy deepe dangerous and so engulâ—ing into bitternesse as the Lord permitted Israël to bitter pressures in Egypt that they might more willingly depart thence toward the promised rest so is it here the healthy and prosperous say in their hearts as the Reubenites and Gadites Numb 32. 5. when they saw the pleasant Jazer and the fruitfull Gilead if we have found grace in thy sight let this land be given unto thy servants for a possession they would not goe hence now God though he give us sweet comforts in the first fruits of his spirit like clusters from Escol Deut. 1. 24. 25. yet he embittereth our worldly delights our places of pleasure are toucht with some griefe our beds of rest become places of sicknesse and death Eden was the theatre for mans first tragoedie Christ began his passion in a garden the easterne people made their sepulchres in gardens to teach them what may and must come of their pleasures Sicknesse maketh the prudent loath sinne in the sense of the bitter effects thereof the victories of sinne are destructive if they are againe intangled therein and overcome the latter end is worse with them then the beginning as it was said in the name of those white sacrifices which Marcus Caesar used to offer in his triumphs if thou overcommest we perish we truely may say of sin happy affliction therefore which maketh us out of love with that which cannot destroy except it overcome nor overcome except we love it Sicknesse awaketh us from security except we are like those sleepy beares which cannot be awaked no not with wounds and stirreth them up to seek the Lord as hee saith in their affliction they will seeke me early Though wicked Asa in his great sicknesse sought not to the Lord Yet to the Saints sicknesse is a sweet enditer of prayers as it is written in the day of my trouble I will call upon thee for thou wilt heare me How many men for bodily sicknesse were brought to Christ and had their soules cured who being in health lived in unbeleefe before Terrour of conscience oppression poverty and sicknesse are profitable for the elect in that they serve like those foure bearers of the paralyticall man to bring them to Christ. That thou maist therefore make a right use of thy sicknesse observe these rules 1. Search thy heart and turne unto the Lord in serious repentance make thy peace with him quickly considering the cause of thy sicknesse thy sinnes judge and condemne thy selfe for them that God may acquit thee and render unto the Lord that for which he delivereth thee if thou recover 2 Set thy house in order and dispose of thy estate which God hath given thee if thou have not before done it 3 Use the help of the learned Physitian but rely on God for the blessing on the meanes there are divers pernitious errours in this case to be avoided some to their losse neglect all meanes these betray their own lives undervallew Gods favours and despise his ordinance in the good creatures made for the reliefe and recovery of the sick and the Physitian who is to be honoured some trust too much to second causes neglecting the first so did Asa some seeke to evill and unlawfull meanes Witches Charmers c. so Ahaziah sent to Baal-zebub the idol of Ekron some as fâ—olish if not so wicked seeke to the unskilfull and ignorant trusting a pretious life into the hands of those who without learning or calling are many times venterous murderers as if God were not the God of wisdome and what wonder seeing upon the like hazard they venture their immortall soule 4 Watch and pray as in all estates so specially in this that as God hath given thee this warning to prepare thee to meet him so that he would sit thee for himselfe and so sanctifie thy trialls that they may better thee and make thee ready for his kingdome that he would restore thy health and give thee an heart to make a more thankfull prudent and holy use thereof then thou hast formerly dore to give thee patience masure thy trials in mercy proportion thy strength to the affliction and to keep thee in life and death as one of his 5 Endeavour what humane infirmitie will permit to beare patiently not stupidly but in confidence of Gods mercy For 1. Impatience is but an accession to thy griefe so much worse then the disease as the soule is better then the body and the distempers thereof more dangerous then the bodily 2. All that we now can suffer commeth inâ—initely short of that we shall enjoy in Christ. 3. God can if he see it best deliver us from the greatest dangers 4. He will lay no more upon us then he will make us able to beare and give and issue out of every triall 5. Our sufferings if with patience are to his glory as Christ said of some 6. We must through many trials enter into glory 7. Christ is toucht with a feeling of our misery 8. These afflictions are but trialls and exercises of our faith and patience 9. Christ suffered inâ—initely more for thee 10. Many of the Saints have suffered long infirmities 11. As this earthly house of this tabernacle must by little and little be destroyed so must our afflictions therein have an end so that they cannot last long it is of excellent use to patience or moderation to consider well in all temporall interest how long we can suffer or enjoy 12. Sicknesse is the soules physick nothing will amend him whom sicknesse cannot we endure hard things patiently for the cure of the body and what is the health