A SERMON Preached unto the Inhabitants of the Town of Thornbury in Glocestershire on March 20. 1697 8. Cause me to hear thy loving kindness in the morning for in thee do I trust Cause me to know the way wherein I should walk for I lift up my soul unto thee Psal clxiii 8. THE great Thought and Searching of Heart in Man the Reasonable Creature is God-ward or towards God And this again divides its self two ways that is to say whither God be angry or in favour with us and accordingly as we have a Fear Sence and Apprehension of One or the Other so we are either Troubled or else Contented We are troubled if we believe that the Invisible God over us hath Anger Wrath and Displeasure against us so on the other hand we are contented as we think that we have his Favour or Loving Kindness Although Solomon saith truly No man knoweth either love or hatred that is of God by all that is before him Yet it is an usual thing with Corrupt and Ignorant Man as he is Man a little tincture whereof even David the Servant of the Lord here had to judge of the Love or Hatred of God towards them according to the delightful or afflicting things which happen unto them in this World As sure as Scripture is true which is as certain as that the Word of God is true which again is as certain as that God himself is true This is a fallible yea it is a mistaken Rule to judge by For the Scripture saith expresly Whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth and scourgeth every son which he receiveth Which same chastening for the present seemeth not joious but grievous Heb. xii 6 11. As many as I love I rebuke and chasten Rev. iii. 19. And so again it is on the other hand The men of the world have their portion in this life and whose belly thou fillest with thy hid treasure They are full of Children and leave the rest of their substance unto their Babes Psal xvii 14. Their eyes stand out with fatness they have more than heart could wish Psal 1xxiii 7. The Tabernacles of Robbers prosper and they that provoke God are secure into whose hand God bringeth abundantly Job xii 7. Son remember that thou in thy life time receivedst thy good things and likewise Lazarus evil things Luke xvi 25. And yet all this while it is certain that they who receive their good things in this Life the prosperous Sinners had not the true Favour of God Again it is certain that such who did fear before him although they received their evil things here and were plagued all the day and chastened every morning Psal 1xxiii 14. Yet these had the favour and loving kindness of God who whom he loves he loves with an everlasting love resting upon them all the same while though perhaps they were not sensible thereof For such a thing is possible yea it is common that as many wicked sinful People who are hardened ignorant and unbelievers and under the Displeasure yea they have the wrath of God abiding on them John iii. 36. Although in this Life-time they are not sensible of as much for they do not know and feel it So again it is on the other hand there is amongst us many a Soul that feareth the Lord that obeyeth the voice of his servant that walketh in darkness and hath no light Isa 1. 10. Although they are really and indeed beloved of God yet they have not at the same time a sence of his Love and Favour the want whereof makes them to mourn and to be in the Spirit of Heaviness But in the days of the voice of the seventh Angel the Mystery of God should be finished as he hath declared to his Servants the Prophets Rev. x. 7. for indeed the whole way and method of the Dispensation of his Kingdom towards us Men is all Mystery It is given to you to know the mysteries of the Kingdom of Heaven but to them it is not given Mat. xiii 11. Amongst other things which might be named and instanced in it is one part of this Mystery That his Servants and the Righteous should receive evil things from the hands of God and yet at the very same time God hath a Love towards them And so again the Sinners and Children of Disobedience receive good things from the hands of God and yet at the very same time the Lord is displeased with them God is angry with the Wicked every day although at the same time he sendeth Rain upon the just and unjust and is kind to the unthankful and to the evil This may even now be somewhat understood in the Sanctuary and from out of the Book of the Lord by those who are spiritually wise and discerning by such who believe and know the things of God but it will yet be more clearly seen at the end of Time when the Mystery of God shall be finished But in the mean while it is usual with the mixt Multitude and Common sort of People who judge by Appearance and not Righteous Judgment to esteem such stricken smitten of God and forsaken Isa 1iii 4. as if they were forsaken and hated also by the God who made the World because the World Frowns upon them and because they are in low Estate and seem outwardly miserable therein If I say I will speak thus behold I should offend against the Generation of thy Children No such matter for as the Friendship of this World is Enmity with God so when the World is cross and athwart and at Enmity with such an one it is rather a sign that God is a Friend unto him Said Jesus Christ the first Born amongst many Brethren the Son of God himself who was in the World and the World was made by him and the World knew him not He came unto his own and his own received him not This same Jesus Christ said unto his Disciples and Followers and Servants of all Generations and Countries If the World hate you ye know that it hated me before it hated you If ye were of the World the World would love his own but because ye are not of the World but I have chosen you out of the World therefore the World hateth you So that the Hatred of the World provided that we be all along followers and doers of the thing that good is is rather a sign and evidence of the Love of God towards us because herein we are more conformed and likened unto him who had this Voice from out of the Cloud Thou art my beloved Son this day have I begotten thee And yet this same Beloved Son of God for there was in him also somewhat which savours of Men to evince and demonstrate that he was really come in and made Flesh when he came to endure the Rage of the Wicked Men of World and was Crucified by them then also he betwrayed forth Human Infirmity and Weakness in taking up that saying My God
of him and obey his Voice From the last Words of my Text for I lift up my Soul unto thee the best Instruction that may be learnt from thence is That ye should always have your Hearts lifted up and praying unto God especially in such like Petitions Cause me to hear thy loving Kindness in the Morning cause me to know the way wherein I should walk and then seek out of the Book of the Lord and read and in Subordination to that and as guided thereby follow and obey the Dictates of thine own Conscience We live in an Ignorant and Men-pleasing World wherein they Excuse the Rich and Condemn the Poor in his Cause But admist all the manifold kind of sayings and talk of others amidst the Strife of Tongues Psal 31. 10. or that Advice and Reproach even from the Religious also every and each Person is to guide and steer his own Actions by the Word of God and the Dictates of his own Conscience According to what that teaches and manifests from within and not according to what others say so we are to move and act There is but little in the Opinions and Talk of People but every Man's Judgment cometh from the Lord. That which is highly esteem'd among Men is an Abomination in the sight of the Lord and so contrariwise it runs that which is lessen'd and despised amongst Men provided it be agreeable to the Word of his Holiness is highly esteemed in the sight of God The Reason whereof is because the common Multitude of Men even of the outward Worshippers Religious and Professors also for that of Luke 16. 15. was spoken in Reference to the Jewish Nation who were all of them Worshippers of the Father are not nor have they been as yet brought in Conformity to the great and perfect Rule of Righteousness in Scripture and they do not understand the Things of God as his Saints and Servants did of old time or as themselves shall yet do when they are let slip from out of this Flesh But Abraham said Son remember that thou in thy Life time receivedst thy good things and so the departed Soul will remember the several Steps and Passages of this Life And thou shalt remember all the way which the Lord thy God led thee these forty years in the Wilderness Deut 8. 2. And so we shall remember all the way which the Lord led us these Threescore Years and Ten or so many Years as we lived in this Wilderness of the Earth as also we shall then remember and discern when we were in the way of God which was the way wherein we should walk and when we were not If we could know as much in this Life as we shall know in the next Life we should never do amiss or miscarry as to futurity If we would so do in all things as we shall wish we had done when we come to die and are let slip into Eternity we should never go much astray from the way of the Lord. Our Duty to God in many Places of Scripture is called the way and the way of the Lord which here in the Text is called the way wherein we should walk From whence this plain Inference necessarily arises That to obey and serve God is to do as we should do It is a Walking in the way wherein we should walk For a Creature to do as he should do is to obey and serve the Lord. But besides this general Explication and Assertion there being diversities of Gifts and differences of Administrations and diversities of Operations 1 Cor. 12. 4 5 6. given to the several Creatures And the Son of Man hath given to every Man his Work and commanded the Porter to watch Mark 13. 34. So that besides the general Service of God and keeping his Commandments there is some distinct and particular Work according to the Gifts given them and according to their condition and manner of Life wherein the several Men and Women are to glorifie and serve the Lord according to their several Trade Degree or Rank People stand in the World Whoso shall hear or read this may somewhat conceive what is his particular Work which God hath set him to do and I do in part know and apprehend what is mine Cause me to know the way wherein I should walk for I lift up my Soul unto thee Now to apply all this to my Preaching and your Hearing After that Paul had seen the Vision immediately he endeavoured to go into Macedonia assuredly gathering that the Lord had called us for to preach the Gospel unto them So I reflecting and looking back upon my manner of Life from my Youth up which know some of my Neighbours and by my Preaching unto some of my Father's Servants at Eleven or Twelve Years of age and in the hearing of the then Godly Schoolmaster of this Town as also by the whole Drift Bent and Tendency of my Mind ever since which the Lord hath made to be seriously given and inclined from all this I assuredly gather that the Lord who created my Soul thus had called me that is by his having enabled me so to do to preach the Gospel that is to preach and publish the Truths thereof unto the People of this my Generation And when my Parent had designed me for the Study and Practice of the common Law I remember and observ'd many times that as the law-Law-books lay open before me and whilst I was outwardly reading in them my Mind at the very same time would be so intent and running upon Divine and Spiritual Things even the Things pertaining to the Kingdom of God that I could not mind and be fixedly intent on the Law Whereupon I did several times think Do not I strive against the very Bent and Call of God in me which would have been if I had applied my self to the Study of the Law of Man when I should have given up my self unto the Study of God's Statutes It would seem Arrogancy and Boldness of Speech if I should apply unto my self what God said to Jeremiah Before I formed thee in the Belly I knew thee and before thou camest forth out of the Womb I sanctified thee and I ordained thee a Prophet unto the Nations Yet the Lord himself who shall rehearse all things from the beginning of the World and calleth all his Creatures by Name in the Day that He shall write up the People He will make known how much there was in this of my having been sanctified from the Womb. But when after that Thought of Heart Do I strive against the Bent and Call of God in me yet I did not obey this same Call so as like unto Timothy To give up my self wholly and only unto Reading and Study of the Scripture until as when Absolom sent for Joab he would not come therefore he said unto his Servants see Joab's Field is near mine and he hath Barley there go and set it on Fire Then Joab arose and came unto
Absolom unto his House So tho God sent unto me by his Spirit reasoning within me once and again Come do thou approach unto me and give up thy self only and immediately unto the Work of the Ministry which I had created thee for and set thee apart for it this He did once and again but I would not come for fear of displeasing my Kindred according to the Flesh But at length God sent a fit of Sickness on my Body which might have cut it down and destroy'd it whereas Commission was then given to shake only the Tree of my Life Whereupon I lying upon a sick Bed and liable unto Death every Hour altho my Sense and Understanding were preserv'd intire and then considering yet more throughly of this matter I vowed unto the Lord which I desire to remember and observe the longest Day I have to live that if it pleased him to grant me a Recovery and Reprieve I would set aside such and such Hours in each Day for the searching out and Contemplation of his Eternal Truths which should be all unto that end according to what is written Restore unto me the Joy of thy Salvation and uphold me with thy free Spirit Then will I teach Transgressors thy ways and Sinners shall be converted unto thee Psal 51. 12 13. Some of which have made up and composed those several Books I have written and published unto the World The only drift and design whereof is according to that Covenant and Direction which was given to the true Levitical Priesthood To turn many away from Iniquity Mal. 2. 6. and to turn many unto Righteousness Dan. 12. 3. which also are the two only Principal Ends of all our Speaking or Preaching by word of Mouth But here I have observed a Gradation or going on by steps for my first beginning herein was to testifie unto my Father's House lest they come to the Place of Torment for which I receiv'd evil Intreaty and unkind Usage from them for no other Reason but because that I did from the Word of the Lord and not out of mine own Head Rebuke sharply those that sinned but there did arise in the Hearts of some a Rancour and Indignation against it they being then of the like Temper and Disposition with those of whom it is written They hate him that rebuketh in the Gate and they abhor him that speaketh uprightly Amos 5. 10. and at length they would not hear the word of the Lord from my Mouth any more Then I preached to this Town and Neighbourhood in the House of one who is now a Widow where at first my Ministry was well accepted with the greater part I then commending my self to the Hearts and Consciences of my Hearers nevertheless for this things sake I was above Eight Years since removed from my Father's House Who at my going forth thrusted me out of his Gate and at the very same time tauntingly said That God would be as much Glorified by my going away as if I stay'd Whereby was that Scripture litterally fulfill'd Your Brethren that hated you that cast you out for my names sake said Let the Lord be glorified but he shall appear to your Joy and they shall be ashamed Isa 66. 5. And then the Lord called me from seeking to convert a Family and a Parish into the way of his Commandments if I could not as of my self for we are not sufficient of our selves to think much less to do any thing but our sufficiency is of God by the Words of his Grace and Truth be instrumental towards the turning a whole Nation from Iniquity unto Righteousness But alas the Devil and the Spirit of Disobedience hath worked and doth yet so strongly work in the Children of Men that I have hitherto been worsted and foiled in all these For ye are in no wise to think that because the most and greater part have not been obedient to the Word therefore it was not the Word or Work of the Lord in the Ministration whereof I was employ'd for this would be to contradict the Scripture and what hath in like manner happen'd to the other Ministers and Prophets of the Lord in former Generations and Countrys Saith Jeremiah From the thirteenth year of Josiah the Son of Amos King of Judah even unto this day that is the three and twentieth year the word of the Lord hath come unto me and I have spoken unto you rising early and speaking but ye have not hearkned And the Lord hath sent unto you all his Servants and Prophets rising early and sending them but ye have not hearkened nor inclined your Ear to hear Jer. 25. 3 4. Then I said I have laboured in vain I have spent my strength for nought and in vain yet surely my judgment is with the Lord and my work with my God And now saith the Lord that formed me from the womb to be his servant to bring Jacob again to him tho Israel be not gather'd yet I shall be glorious in the eyes of the Lord and my God shall be my strength Isa 49. 4 5. Moses and the Prophets Christ and the Apostles and all the faithful Ministers and Preachers both in that and in all the several successive Generations ever since have labour'd in this Work of the Lord to bring Jacob again unto him to bring Mankind into the way of his Commandments and that they might have Respect unto all his Statutes Psal 119. 6. and not keep some and neglect others as the manner of many is Which tho' they have effected of some few yea very few peculiar People about one in an hundred in the several sorts and denominations of Christianity yet it hath not as yet been so accomplished since the Days of the Creation as to the Multitude and Generality of People These indeed have been brought over so far as to outward Worship for all People will walk every one in the name of his God or it may be some more have come further to a partial Observation of the Law but not unto universal and constant Obedience unto all the Words of the Law and Gospel without turning aside to the Right Hand on to the left Saith another Servant of God who was by him employ'd also in this same Work of teaching Transgressors thy ways and that Sinners may be converted unto thee but because of contrary Success therein he crys out Let not those that wait on thee O Lord God of Hosts be ashamed for my sake Let not those that seek thee be confounded for my sake O God of Israel because for thy sake I have born Reproach shame hath covered my Face I am become a stranger unto my Brethren and an Aliant unto my Mothers Children for the zeal of thine House hath eaten me up and the Reproaches of them that reproached thee are fallen upon me Psal 69. 6 7 8 9. By which last may be perceiv'd the exceeding sinfulness of Reproach for to Reproach any one who doth handle the word of God