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A23632 A narrative of God's gracious dealings with that choice Christian Mrs. Hannah Allen (afterwards married to Mr. Hatt,) reciting the great advantages the devil made of her deep melancholy, and the triumphant victories, rich and sovereign graces, God gave her over all his stratagems and devices. Allen, Hannah. 1683 (1683) Wing A1025; ESTC R41221 20,554 91

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