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A02735	Deaths aduantage little regarded, and The soules solace against sorrow Preached in two funerall sermons at Childwal in Lancashire at the buriall of Mistris Katherin Brettergh the third of Iune. 1601. The one by William Harrison, one of the preachers appointed by her. Maiestie for the countie palatine of Lancaster, the other by William Leygh, Bachelor of Diuinitie, and pastor of Standish. Whereunto is annexed, the Christian life and godly death of the said gentlevvoman.	Harrison, William, d. 1625.; Leigh, William, 1550-1639.	1602 (1602)	STC 12866; ESTC S117329	105,988	243

members of his body And as the husbandman doth make as great reckoning of that corne which he hath sowne in his field and lies hid vnder the clods as he doth of that which he hath laid vp safely in his garner because he hopeth it will come vp againe and yeeld increase so Christ Iesus doth as highly esteeme of those bodies which are laid in their graues as of those which yet remaine aliue because he knowes that one day they shall rise againe vnto glory They are sowne in dishonour but they shall rise againe in honour Their life is but hid for a time and will be found out againe Christ is able to restore that which nature hath destroyed God doth herein deale no otherwise with the bodies of the righteous then a Goldsmith will deale with a picture of gold or a peece of plate that is brused and worne out of fashion he will cast it into the fire and melt it not to destroy it or suffer it alwaies to lie in the fire but to make it a better picture or peece of plate then it was before and therefore will take it out of the fire againe and fashion it according to his mind Wherefore let not the condition of our bodies after death make vs vnwilling to dye If any man entending to reedifie an old rotten house doe first put the inhabitants out of it and then pull down the house and prepare for the building of it againe haue the inhabitants of the old house any cause to be grieued Will they not rather be glad that it is pulled downe because they hope that it will be made better then euer it was before and they may dwell in it with more safty and delight Now our bodies are as old rotten houses for our soules to dwell in if God cause our soules to depart out of them for a time and then destroy them that afterward he may reedifie them and make them fitter habitations for our soules what cause haue we to lament Nay rather if we looke not so much on the present estate of our bodies after death as vpon the glorious estate which they shall haue after the resurrection wee may reioyce and praise God for this his worke towards vs. 2 But another phrase is here vsed to expresse the death of the righteous are taken away The Hebrue word doth sometime signifie to be gathered though as some obserue it be neuer spokē of things scattered and in that sense it is vsed for the death of the righteous whē the place whither they be gathered is mētioned As it is said of Abraham that he died in a good age and was gathered to his people and likewise of Isaac As also the generation which entred with Ioshua into the land of Canaan is said to be gathered vnto their fathers Sometime this word doth signifie to take away as when Rachel said God hath taken away my rebuke and the Lord saith by Ieremie I haue taken my peace from this people And so it is rather to be expounded in this place because it is set downe without any addition Wee may here obserue a seuerall doubling of the same things in this verse two words to set forth the persons which died two words to declare the manner of their death afterward two words also to shew the careles regard of their death among the wicked It was vsual with the Hebrues to repeate things diuers times together either in the selfe same or in the like words Yet we must not thinke that there be any vaine repetitions in the Scriptures seeing Christ forbiddeth vs to vse vaine repetitions in our praiers and will call men to account at the day of iudgement for euery idle word that they speake Wee may not imagine that the holie Ghost did vse any vaine repetitions or idle words in penning the bookes of Scripture These repetitions serue for good purposes In prayers they shew the seruencie of him that prayeth and his earnest desire of the thing which he asketh In Prophecies they declare the certainty speedines of the execution as appeareth by Pharaohs dreame which as Ioseph told him was doubled vnto him the second time because the thing is established of God and God hasteth to performe it In narrations they serue either for cōfirmation to assure the hearers that the matter is true of great importance and worthie to be heard and marked or els for explication the latter clause expounding the former For as nature hath giuen vnto mans bodie two members of the same kinde and vse as two eyes to see withall two eares to heare withall two hands to handle withall and two feete to walke withall that if the one should faile in his office the other might help it so the holy Ghost hath giuen two words of the same kind and signification to many sentences of Scripture that if the one shal faile in his office and not fully expresse the meaning the other might help it And this is the reason why the words are so often doubled in this verse least any should gather by the former phrase that the righteous so perisheth that he hath not any more being at all he now saith that he is but taken away And he may be said to be taken away both in respect of body and also in respect of soule In respect of body for although his body be not translated in such a manner as the body of Henoch was that he might not see death nor as the body of Moses which the Lord took and buried no man knowes in what Sepulcher nor as the bodie of Elias which was carried from the earth in firie Chariots nor as the bodies of them which shall be found aliue at the comming of Christ vnto iudgement which shall not die but be changed and presentlie ascend with Christ into heauen yet is the body of euery righteous man taken from amongst men to be laid amongst wormes from the liuing vnto the dead from aboue the earth to be laid vnder the earth from his house to his graue from a place of watching to a place of sleep frō a place of care labour and trouble to a place of ease and rest from a place of pleasure and pain of ioy and sorrow mingled together to a place where he shall be void of sense to feele any of them 2 In respect of his soule consider terminum à quo terminum ad quem whence and whither he is taken From his body to be brought vnto God from an house of clay to an house not made with hands but eternall in the heauens from men to Angels from sinners to them which be perfectly righteous from his greatest enimies to his best friends from the Church militant to the Church triumpliant from earth to heauen from a strange countrie to his own home from a prison to a place of libertie from bondage to freedome from miserie to happinesse from sorrow to ioy Whence

the Scriptures speaking haue not I said ye are Gods As and if the authour should say out of the familiaritie we haue with God wee are made partakers of the diuine nature according as his diuine power hath giuen vnto vs all things that pertaine vnto life and godlinesse thorough the knowledge of him that hath called vs vnto glorie and vertue Good Ignatius confirmed this doctrine as in life so in death for qualis vita finis ita Of whom it is reported that being opened they found in his heart the fruit of his faith and daylie meditation written in letters of gold to this effect Amor mens crucifixus est my loue is crucified Learned Cruciger confirmed the same when dying he said Inuoco t● Deus fiducia filii tui licet languida tamen aliqua fide Oh God I call vpō thee in confidēce of thy son thogh with a faint faith yet with some faith and I am encouraged so to doe for I see him in glorie whom I haue followed in grace Nor can I passe in silence what fel out in experience not long sithence at the memorable death of a memorable Saint in this our countrie a Gentleman Scholler and Preacher rarelie qualified both in life and death Oxford will witnes the one and Heaton hall the other where it pleased God to call to his mercie that worthie man and powerfull preacher maister Iohn Holland batchelor of diuinitie a burning lampe consuming it selfe to lighten others for God in mercie called him by a lingring sicknes which staid till hee was readie and pared him to such an end as seldome I haue heard but yet neuer saw the like in any To passe the course of his sicknes in much patience yet with great passion and to come to his end when he put in practise the fruit of his godly life It pleased him the day before he dyed as formerly often so then more egerly to call for the holy Bible with these very words Come O come death approcheth let vs gather some flowres to comfort this howre and turning with his owne hands to the 8. Chapter of Paules Epistle to the Romaines he gaue me the booke and bade me reade at the end of euery verse he made a Selah or pause and gaue the sence in such sort and feeling as was much wee saw to his owne comfort but more to our ioy wonder Pity it were those speeches with other his writings should bee buried with him and kept in priuate from the publicke good of many Hauing thus continued his meditation exposition for the space of two howres or more on the sodain hee sayd O stay your reading what brightnes is this I see Haue you light vp any candles To which I answered no it is the Sunne-shine for it was about 5. a clock in a cleere Summers euening Sunne-shine sayth he nay my Sauior shine now farewell world welcome heauen the day-starre from an high hath visited my hart O speake it when I am gone and preach it at my Funerall God dealeth familiarly with man I feele his mercy I see his maiesty whether in the body or out of the body I cannot tell God he knoweth but I see things that are vnutterable So rainshed in spirit he roamed towards heauen with a chearefull looke and soft sweete voice but what he said we could not conceiue At last shrinking downe againe he gaue a sigh with these words Ah yet it wil not be my sins keepe me from my God Thus that euening twise rising and twise falling with the Sunne in the morning following he rise then neuer to fall when againe raysing himselfe as Iacob did vpon his staffe hee shut vp his blessed life with these blessed words O what an happy change shall I make from night to day from darkenes to light from death to life from sorrow to solace from a factious world to a heauenly being O my deare brethren sisters friends it pitteth me to leaue you behinde yet remember my death when I am gone and what I now feele I hope you shall ●●id●ere you dye that God doth and will do ●●● familiarly with men And now thou firy Chariot that came donne to fetch vp Eliah carry me to my happy hold and all ye blessed Angels who attended the soule of Lazarus to bring it vp to heauen beare me O beare me into the boson● of my best beloued Amen Amen come Lord Iesus come quickly and so he fell a sl●ope I say the truth my brethren I lie not my conscience bearing me witnesse in the holy Ghost with an appeale from my own credit to the right worshipfull his brother and all the standers by to iustifie what I haue sayd in comfort of their owne soules and warrantie of the doctrine ●ayme at which is to proue That God neuer suffereth his elect to depart this life comfortlesse nor wil I am perswaded call them hence till they haue seene with Simeon the Lords Christ either in soule spirit body or both The life of this perswasion is the death of sinne and such hope of eternity is the reuenge of iniquity Fie vpon sinne whilst I behold my Sauiour fie vpon shame whilst I behold my glory Heauen is my hope the visions of my hart are the impr●●sions of my ioy and reuelations are exp●ations to all Gods children they haue bin they are and they will be neuer wanting in supplementum fidei to helpe faith And for conclusion of this point remember Lots wife was Christ his aduertisement to inure vs with a forgetfulnes of our owne people and our fathers house that the Lord might haue pleasure in our beawty But so to looke vpon Zoar and flee thither was Lots sanctuary O it is but a little one and my soule shall liue What is Sodome other then this sinfull world And what is Zoar other then that heauenly being O let me take you by the hand bring you out and say with the Angell Escape for thy life looke not behind thee neither tarry thou in all the plaine escape into the mountaine least thou be destroyed And let this suffice for the first circumstance of my text as balme from heauen to sweeten our miseries in this life and to bury our iniquities in the graue Now passe we from the peace of the soule to the rest of the bodie and quiet of both vrged by the spirit in the second place as an Antidote to preuent a poyson much infecting all flesh who without all comfort of future blessednes do to the hazard of their soules stand doubtfull of the resurrection as also of the rest of their soules after they be departed The one sort are the Atheists the other are the Papists of these dayes times But the text is powrefull to put back both Iordans that the Israel of God may enter Canaan without crosse or feare For if the Lords elect shal rest in their beds they shal rise from their beds Rest implyeth

the comming of the holie Ghost for so dainelie it fell and shall we surmise a delay after the dissolution after wee haue fought the good fight finished our course and kept the faith No ●o there is a crowne of righteousnes laide vp for thee Paul and for all them that loue his appearing I meane Christ who standeth readie with a crowne in his hand ouer the head of all his saints euen when the flesh is off to put it on To goe by the streame of all the Fathers to wash out this errour would carrie me to a sea of matter for the time impas●ible and therefore I am enforced of much to take a little and of manie a few Leonem ex vnguibus Ignatius bath these verie wordes truelie translated Alwaies reasō requireth that whilest we haue space and time wee should amend and correll our faults whilest in this life wee haue occasion giuen of repentance for it is truelie said after death there is no place nor time to confesse our sinnes whereunto accordeth that of Ierome Whilest we are in this present world either by prayer counsel or comfort we may help one another but after not Iob not Daniel or Noah shall obtaine by any intreatie but euery one shall beare his owne burden Chryso●l●●e giueth the reason of both hoc eni● cunaorum tempus est illud verò coronarum retributionum praemiorum this is the time of swadles bands and bicke●ings but that of crownes rewards and garlands Cyprian in his first treatise against Demetrian doth fullie subscribe to the same truth where hee saith that after we be once departed our of this life there is no more place of repentance there is no more effect or working of satisfactions life is here eyther lost or won euerlasting saluation is here prouided for by the due worshipping of God and fruits of faith Augustine vpon his first conuersion sauouring of gentilisme was doubtful said of purgatory it may be there is such a place and it may be there is none but being further grounded in doctrine and confirmed in faith is resolute at the last and said Let no man deceiue himselfe there are but t●● places and as for anie third p●●●● there is no● at all he that reigneth not with Christ shall perish with the diuell without all ●●●●● And in his booke Hypognosticon he is yet more plaine morefull more abounding in the ●●●ting backe of that deuised 〈…〉 be these The first place the 〈…〉 by Gods authoritie beleeueth to be the 〈…〉 of heauē the second place the 〈…〉 faith beleeueth to bee hell where al runnagates whosoeuer to without the faith of Christ shall tast euerlasting punishment As for any third place we vtterly know none neither shal we find in the holie Scriptures that there is any such And as if he would neuer off this groūd till he had built vp the truth and remoued all rubbish he is yet vpon that againe and againe There be two habitations or dwelling places the one in fire euerlasting and the other in the kingdome that neuer shall haue end There is no other place to correct our manners and conditions but onlie in this life for after this life euerie man shall haue that that hee hath purchased vnto himselfe in this world So then with these few to shut vp the streame of the rest that still runne in the same current and to close with their rectified spirits in triall of the truth I conclude with themselues In quo quemque inuenerit suus nouissimus dies in hoc comprehende● mundi nou●ssimus dies quontam qualis in die isto quisquis moritur tales in die illo iudicabitur And againe vnusquisque cum causa sua dormit cum causa sua resurgit Wherein euerie mans last day shall leaue him therein Gods day shall finde him as we die so shall we be iudged and euerie man shall sleepe and rise againe with his owne cause As for that our aduersaries straynd distinction of good to heauen bad to hell and meanely mannerd to purgatorie it is a heathenish help a Pan●●s Poêm found in the Schoole of Plato and there first forged vpon the anuill of errour who maketh by the report of Eusebius himselfe in his booke of the soule three degrees of men Some in the Elisian fields who liued well and vertuouslie blessed soules in blessed places Others in Tartaro whom he calleth 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 past hope of amendement cursed soules in cursed places But 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 such as are curable and veniall he casteth into burning flouds there to make perfect their repentance and after their purgation receiue absolution Virgil describeth it at large in his sixt booke of his AEneidos Alijs sub gurgite vasto infectū eluitur scelus aut exuritur igne Donec long a dies perfecto temporis orbe concretam exemit labem c. Englished thus Some fleeting bin in floods and deepe in gulfes themselues they tire Till sinnes away be washt or clensed cleare with purging fire Till compass● long of time by perfect course hath purged quite Our former cloddred spots and pure hath left our ghostly sprite c. And hereat no doubt Augustine aymed when hee said that purgatorie was one of Platoes doctrines as also some of their greatest Clarkes and Iesuits who doe not let to confesse that purgatorie is found there And for conclusion of all these points of doctrine controuersed betwixt vs and our aduersaries I say of popish pardons and indulgences which lastly they pleade in releefe of their dead and ease of soules departed that rest should come by thē I say though they be nearest to their true game yet are they furthest from their due proofe as may appeare by their owne Doctors to too doubtfull yet doting vpon the doctrine ex ore tuo c. Siluester Prierias hath these very words Pardons saith he are not knowne vnto vs by the authoritie of Scriptures but by the authoritie of the Church of Rome and of the Popes which is greater then the authority of the scriptures Desinat in piscem mulier formosa superne A milde beginning but a wild and woodie ending Iohn Maior is no lesse doubtfull when he a●oucheth that of pardons little may bee said of certaintie for the Scripture expresly saith nothing of them Touching that Christ said vnto Peter Vnto thee will I giue the keyes c. We must vnderstand this authoritie with a corne of salt Alphonsus de Castro in his eight booke of pardons saith There is nothing in the Scriptures lesse opened or whereof the olde Fathers haue lesse written then pardons of pardons there is no mention Let Bernard of Clunice blaunch the deuise and tell the truth of this toy The deuising of pardons saith he is a godly guile a hurtlesse deceit to the intent that by a deuo●● kinde of errour the people may be drawne to

the righteousness of God is reuealed from faith to faith He tels the Ephesians that they must grow vnto perfect men euen vnto the age of the fulnes of Christ As also that they must know the loue of Christ which passeth knowledge and so be filled with all fulnes of God He tels the Philippians how he longeth after them from the very heart roote in Iesus Christ and in longing falles a praying and what is the matter of his prayer but that their loue might abound yet more more in all knowledge and in all feeling With whom I will conclude and close with my text As you haue receiued Christ Iesus the Lord so walke in him rooted and built in him and established in the faith as ye haue beene taught abounding therein with thanksgiuing Where obserue my brethren that not rooting building establishing teaching nor abiding in the faith is sufficient without abounding for frustra nititur qui non innititur And he that continueth not to the end shall not be saued Take heed then my brethren and be not high minded but feare you that are come out of Sodome Remember Lots wife go not back nay looke not back you are of Iudah tribe and haue taken a profession vpō you and be not like the children of Ephraim which being harnessed and carying bowes turned themselues backe in the day of battell Iames said well Ye aske and haue not because ye aske amisse So may I say many walke obtaine not for that they walke amisse Some in such idolatrous and superstitious heresies some in such clyming and presuming ambition some in such greedie and vnsatiable couetousnes some in such biting gnawing vsurie some in such swearing and forswearing of themselues some in such extrauagant and vagabond lusts of the flesh some in such rebellions conspiracies of harts and hands as of whom I may say as I haue told you often and now tell you weeping they are enemies to the crosse of Christ their end is damnation their bellie is their god their glorie is their shame and they but mind earthly things As for such as creepe with the Crab and slow it with the Snayle I say they walke amisse for creeping Christians are no Christians And cursed ● be that doth the worke of the Lord negligently An Aldermans pa●e is too solemne for a Saint of God O that Iehu his walking might be a mirrour to all Magistrates Ministers and people how to walke of whom it was said vpon the sight The marching is like the marching of Iehu the sonne of Nimshi for he marcheth valiantly or that Caesars faculty of performance were in the most of vs of whom Lucian thus writeth Caesar in omnia praeceps nil actum credens cum quid superesset agendum Instat atrox Which I may english thus Caesar is forward to all good and thinketh nothing well done whilest any thing is left vndone And so for the conclusion of all Now way the fruit this tree benreth and consider the crop this haruest yeeldeth I meane the blessing they gaine who are faithfull to their Christ and walke before him Is it ●mperiall rule in this world Is it wealth riches or aboundance of earthlie happinesse Is it health strength or beauty These haue their times but they perish with the possessor nor to this end came Christ into this woful world that he might giue to the faithfull walkers fading and vanishing delights but an abiding solace euen life and life in abundance with peace to the soule and rest to the bodie I meane eternall blessednesse to both wherein is the auoydance of all euill the fruition of all good the societie of all Saints the fulfilling of al desires with vnspeakable glory which neuer shall cease whither God bring vs for his Christs sake to whom bee honour and praise both now and euer Amen Amen And now brethren beloued and longed for I say now that I haue finished my course ended the text and closed vp the booke giue me leaue a little to turne me to the dead and to say vnto you on her behalfe this Scripture is fulfilled in your eyes and eares this day Peace shall come nay Peace is come For she entertained in her heart the father of Heauen which is the God of Peace and she loued Christ the King of Peace and in braced in her soule the Comforter which brought that Peace to her that passeth all vnderstanding And for that I may say no more I can say no l●sse she kept the condition of my text on earth and therefore her estate is vndefeasable in heauen She did walke before him in life therefore she hath Peace nor did she forsake him in death and therefore now hath she found rest to her wearie soule To walke in the word is to walke with him and to goe by the light thereof is to walke before him Let her painfulnesse in reading and practise in following euen from a child speake to her commendation in that behalfe You heard in the former Sermon how eight chapters a day was her taske each daies reading a full weeke of Sabboths to sanctifie a Saint So sanctifie vs good Lord with thy truth thy word is the truth And to make good the practise I haue crediblie heard that not eight but many eights a day haue been her sighes sobbes and gronings for the breaches of the lawe she read both by her selfe and others euer opening the booke with these words A good God a bad people much mercie offered little receiued for euery one seekes his owne and fewe the things that are of Iesus Christ And still clasping the booke thus The glorie of God is to conceale a thing secret but the Kings honour is to search it out And what are wee but a kingly people and a royall priesthood Besides her priuate reading I might heere speake of her priuate prayer and much meditation with Isaac in the field with Dauid in the night I might tell of her weekely repayre to heare the word in the great congregation of her monthly communicating with his Saints there with her feete euer shodde to the preparation of the Gospell of peace and neuer well but when she was ●o walking before him But I leaue her life and come to her death whereunto as I am tolde she walked as Christ did to Caluary with much care and many agonies compelled with Simon of Cyrene to beare his crosse thereby to helpe out the sufferings of her sweete Sauiour and to beare in her bodie and soule the markes of Christ Iesus like spangles of golde to grace her in her triall whereby in the end she became more glorious both to God and man It is said of the kings daughter that she is all glorious within and that her rayment was of needle worke peace within but prickings without Multi vident punctiones sed non vident vnctiones Many see

had plentifull gifts and continually vsed the same at such times as were fitting for her state sex and calling At the exercises of Religion as prayer and instruction in her familie she would not be wanting besides priuate prayer and meditation which she omitted not but vsed daily both in her chamber as also abroad secretly and solitarily in the orchard garden or fields as Isaacs manner was In reading the Scriptures she vsed euermore to taske her selfe eight chapters a day at the least and for the time which she saw euill or idlely spent without doing some good she vsed to call the time of temptation Many times also she would reade some godly writer or expositer of Scripture or in the booke of Martyrs and was seene to weepe most bitterly when either shee had read of that which touched her affections neere or of the cruell matyrdome which the deere children of God were put vnto by the cruell and wicked tyrants of former dai●s For Poperie she sa● it ●o grosse and foolish that shee would not one name it except it were to argue against ●● but neuer for it so zealous was she of Gods glorie and loued the truth so intirely that shee would not once open her mouth to pleade for Baal Sinne aboue all things was hatefull vnto her for there at she would haue grieued as well when shee had seene it in others as in her selfe O 〈…〉 or two examples I cannot omit wherein she bewrayed a worthie spirit sanctified by the spirit of God and prepared for all the assaults of Satan On a time as her husband and shee were riding toward the Church he was angry with his man Alas husband quoth she feare your heart is not right towards God that can b● thus angry for a trifle And we●ping she said further you must pray against this your affection and alwaies bee sure your anger be of God 〈…〉 else how dare you appeare this day before his minister And offer vp your prayers in the publike congregation of the saints of God Another time a tenant of her husbands being behinde with his rent she desired him to beare yet with him a quarter of a yeere which he did and when the man brought his money with teares she said to her husband I feare you doe not well to take it of him though it bee your right for I doubt he is not well able to pay it and then you oppresse the poore So great a compassion had she of other mens wants that all things being duly considered and rightly weighed mee thinkes I may say of her as Paul said of Timothie I know none like minded Thus after she was maried she continued in the things she had learned and held her profession with such sinceritie that the common enemies to our religion the verie Papists had nothing to say against her but confessed her life was vnreproouable And as for the godly that knew her they alwaies acknowledged that modestie and vertuous carriage in her ioyned with knowledge and practise of all the duties of religion that they had iust cause to report of her as of a sound and faithfull professor of the Gospell Two yeeres and something more she liued with her husband till about Whit●ontide it pleased God to send her that sicknes whereof on Whitsunday 1601 she died Her sicknes tooke her in the manner of a hot burning Ague which made her according to the nature of such diseases now and then to talke somewhat idly and through the tempters subtiltie which abused the infirmitie of her bodie to that end as he oftentimes vseth to do in many from idle words to descend into a heauie conflict with the infirmitie of her owne spirit from the which yet the Lord presently and wonderfully deliuered her giuing so ioyfull an issue to the temptation that shee might well vse the words of the Prophet as afterwards shee did For a moment O Lord thou diddest hide thy face from me for a little season but with euerlasting mercie thou hadst compassion on me On Saturday seuenight before Whitsunday what time she sickened she began to feele some little infirmitie and weaknes of faith more then she had wont to shew but shee soone ouercame it On Munday night it increased vpon her and the assault of the enemie began to be sharp and so continued till the next day at afternoone what time God deliuered her and sent her peace and comfort of conscience and so increased the same in her continually till she died The manner of her affliction was this First the seueritie of Gods iustice and the greatnes of her sinnes began to come into her minde which much afflicted her and she would often speake of it Then shee accused her selfe of pride that she had delighted too much in her selfe and her beautie Afterwards shee thought shee had no faith but was full of hypocrisie and had not imbraced religion so earnestly nor glorified God so worthily especially with her tongue which oft she repeated nor loued him so sincerely as she ought to haue done Sometime she would ●ast her Bible from her and say It was indeede the booke of life but she had read the same vnprofitably and therefore feared it was become to her the booke of death Sometime she would say her sinnes had made her a pray to Satan a spectacle to the world a disgrace to religion and a shame to her husband kinred and all true Christians and here shee would weep bitterly Sometime the originall corruption wherein shee was borne troubled her and the sinnes of her parents and the common parents of all the eaters of the forbidden fruite as if that had made her vnworthie of God and were then laid to her charge Many times she accused her selfe of impatience bewailing the want of feeling Gods spirit and making doubt of her election and such like infirmities She wished that she had neuer been borne or that shee had beene made any other creature rather then a woman She cried out oftentimes Woe woe woe c. a weake a wofull a wretched a forsaken woman and such like pitifull complaints against her selfe with teares continually trickling from her eyes She complained of grieuous thirst such as all the water in the sea could not quench and yet when drinke was giuen her sometimes refused it sometimes tooke a very little of it Sweate burst out vpon her exceedingly and sometime her bodie burned extreamely So it seemed the sorrowes of death hemmed her in and the griefes of hell laid hold vpon her Sometimes she was very dull in prayer and once when she should haue said Leade vs not into temptation shee made a stop saying I may not pray I may not pray being interrupted as she said by Satan so shewed much discōfort howbeit she was not left till she could both pray and make confession of her faith with speciall application to her self Besides these firie darts of Satan