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three_o day_n in_o the_o grave_n and_o rise_v the_o three_o if_o i_o lie_v three_o thousand_o year_n it_o be_v but_o as_o three_o day_n for_o with_o he_o a_o 8._o thousand_o year_n be_v but_o as_o one_o day_n and_o therefore_o as_o sure_a as_o he_o rise_v in_o three_o day_n so_o in_o time_n though_o it_o be_v according_a to_o the_o sun_n revolution_n after_o many_o year_n yet_o i_o shall_v find_v no_o tedious_a tarry_n for_o the_o accomplishment_n grave_n of_o his_o promise_n touch_v my_o resurrection_n for_o the_o uttermost_a of_o this_o temporal_a death_n be_v but_o the_o separation_n of_o the_o soul_n from_o the_o body_n which_o last_v but_o for_o a_o season_n finite_a and_o after_o they_o shall_v meet_v again_o for_o a_o time_n infinite_a and_o without_o time_n and_o what_o be_v the_o grave_n rest_n but_o a_o bed_n to_o rest_v i_o in_o a_o place_n of_o protection_n as_o it_o be_v to_o free_v my_o mortal_a body_n from_o danger_n from_o sickness_n from_o labour_n and_o cark_n and_o care_n and_o fear_v and_o grief_n and_o envy_n and_o cross_n and_o sin_n bless_a 13_o be_v they_o that_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n for_o they_o rest_v from_o their_o labour_n and_o all_o inconvenience_n it_o be_v not_o so_o with_o all_o such_o as_o die_v not_o so_o with_o they_o that_o die_v but_o not_o in_o christ_n who_o labour_n do_v then_o but_o begin_v what_o then_o be_v death_n but_o sleep_n a_o sleep_n out_o of_o which_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v awake_v again_o in_o the_o most_o glorious_a morning_n 44._o of_o the_o most_o joyful_a appear_v of_o my_o redeemer_n in_o the_o cloud_n this_o death_n than_o carry_v deed_n a_o name_n far_o more_o fearful_a and_o more_o terrible_a then_o indeed_o it_o be_v rather_o to_o be_v desire_v and_o willing_o to_o be_v embrace_v then_o to_o be_v fear_v or_o flee_v from_o especial_o of_o they_o that_o true_o understand_v the_o benefit_n it_o bring_v and_o the_o discommodity_n that_o accompany_v man_n in_o this_o life_n especial_o live_v after_o the_o flesh_n and_o not_o after_o the_o spirit_n 5._o as_o there_o be_v a_o natural_a and_o a_o spiritual_a death_n so_o be_v here_o there_o a_o spiritual_a life_n and_o a_o carnal_a life_n and_o that_o in_o this_o pilgrimage_n or_o passage_n from_o birth_n to_o burial_n the_o first_o can_v be_v proper_o call_v a_o natural_a but_o a_o spiritual_a life_n though_o it_o partake_v of_o both_o the_o bondwoman_n and_o her_o seed_n must_v awhile_o remain_v with_o the_o freewoman_n and_o her_o son_n the_o earthly_a body_n and_o the_o corruption_n thereof_o with_o the_o heavenly_a soul_n though_o the_o fleshly_a part_n be_v here_o maintain_v by_o natural_a
mean_n as_o by_o the_o air_n wherein_o i_o breathe_v and_o move_v and_o by_o food_n which_o nourish_v blood_n the_o vital_a spirit_n and_o outward_a member_n visible_a to_o man_n yet_o in_o the_o same_o house_n of_o clay_n there_o be_v a_o spiritual_a and_o a_o invisible_a life_n which_o be_v nourish_v in_o a_o more_o divine_a manner_n not_o by_o bread_n that_o perish_v but_o by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n which_o work_v faith_n the_o life_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o feed_v on_o thing_n that_o be_v above_o and_o not_o on_o thing_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o therefore_o do_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n for_o instruction_n lay_v down_o before_o the_o son_n of_o man_n the_o fruit_n 21._o both_o of_o the_o one_o and_o of_o the_o other_o of_o the_o flesh_n and_o of_o the_o spirit_n which_o be_v contrary_a one_o to_o the_o other_o to_o show_v what_o bitter_a fivit_n proceed_v of_o the_o flesh_n to_o move_v man_n to_o fly_v they_o and_o the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n to_o allure_v we_o to_o follow_v they_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o flesh_n 20._o say_v saint_n paul_n be_v manifest_a mean_v indeed_o too_o common_a which_o be_v adultery_n flesh_n fornication_n uncleanness_n wantonness_n idolatry_n witchcraft_n hatred_n debate_n emulation_n wrath_n contention_n sedition_n heresy_n envy_n murder_n drunkenness_n gluttony_n and_o such_o like_a affirm_v also_o that_o they_o that_o do_v such_o thing_n shall_v not_o inherit_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n a_o fearful_a conclusion_n against_o those_o only_a that_o with_o delight_n commit_v they_o for_o that_o they_o be_v so_o contrary_a to_o the_o law_n of_o the_o spirit_n which_o produce_v love_n joy_n peace_n long_o suffer_v spirit_n gentleness_n goodness_n faith_n meekness_n temperance_n against_o such_o there_o be_v no_o law_n but_o here_o arise_v and_o i_o do_v apprehend_v a_o fearful_a fallacy_n to_o lie_v hide_v in_o the_o performance_n of_o these_o spiritual_a work_n for_o as_o i_o may_v flatter_v myself_o to_o be_v spiritual_a and_o yet_o be_v more_o carnal_a so_o may_v i_o censure_v a_o man_n carnal_a that_o be_v more_o spiritual_a for_o the_o performance_n of_o these_o spiritual_a work_n as_o it_o be_v literal_o and_o in_o outward_a show_n be_v mere_a carnalitie_n ostentation_n tend_v to_o pharisaical_a glory_n &_o better_a fruit_n proceed_v not_o from_o i_o by_o nature_n then_o to_o seem_v what_o man_n indeed_o i_o be_o not_o sincere_a and_o pure_a religious_a &_o holy_a counterfeit_v the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n by_o a_o kind_n of_o outward_a imitation_n of_o man_n indeed_o true_o sanctify_v and_o above_o all_o other_o sin_n this_o which_o be_v hypocrisy_n be_v most_o to_o be_v condemn_v for_o condemn_v that_o it_o deceive_v not_o only_o other_o man_n but_o the_o counterfeit_n himself_o but_o be_v indeed_o endue_v with_o the_o quicken_a spirit_n which_o cause_v i_o to_o die_v unto_o the_o world_n and_o the_o vainglory_n thereof_o then_o shall_v i_o inward_o and_o spiritual_o live_v unto_o god_n and_o the_o work_n that_o i_o shall_v do_v shall_v witness_v unto_o man_n that_o i_o dissemble_v not_o with_o god_n yet_o when_o i_o find_v myself_o most_o and_o best_o incline_v to_o spiritual_a action_n i_o find_v and_o feel_v again_o and_o again_o the_o buffet_n of_o my_o corrupt_a nature_n 16._o wrest_v i_o to_o the_o contrary_a what_o shall_v i_o then_o say_v do_v i_o good_a because_o i_o will_v do_v good_a and_o do_v i_o not_o evil_a because_o i_o will_v not_o do_v evil_a nothing_o less_o for_o my_o will_n be_v no_o further_o free_a free_a to_o do_v that_o which_o be_v good_a than_o it_o be_v make_v free_a by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n and_o again_o my_o will_n be_v so_o far_o prone_a to_o evil_a by_o how_o much_o i_o be_o not_o prevent_v by_o grace_n to_o every_o good_a work_n god_n give_v the_o will_n and_o the_o deed_n and_o evil_o be_v always_o present_a with_o i_o therefore_o i_o in_o part_n desire_n and_o in_o part_n fear_n to_o die_v yet_o i_o must_v die_v forasmuch_o therefore_o as_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v die_v and_o that_o the_o way_n to_o die_v well_o be_v first_o to_o live_v well_o which_o be_v not_o in_o my_o own_o power_n i_o must_v seek_v the_o mean_n of_o god_n and_o therefore_o it_o behove_v i_o to_o be_v much_o conversant_a in_o his_o word_n wherein_o the_o way_n be_v describe_v and_o the_o mean_v prescribe_v and_o yet_o not_o understand_v by_o natural_a wisdom_n but_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n which_o reveil_v the_o same_o therefore_o ought_v i_o to_o ask_v wisdom_n of_o he_o that_o be_v wisdom_n 10._o itself_o who_o will_v i_o to_o ask_v and_o i_o shall_v receive_v 8_o wisdom_n to_o seek_v and_o i_o shall_v find_v grace_n to_o knock_v and_o he_o will_v open_v the_o door_n of_o divine_a knowledge_n how_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o a_o godly_a life_n the_o true_a and_o perfect_a preparation_n to_o a_o happy_a death_n and_o this_o death_n be_v the_o gate_n of_o eternal_a life_n to_o ask_v seek_v prayer_n &_o knock_v import_v prayer_n and_o prayer_n a_o inward_a hearty_a desire_n to_o obtain_v that_o at_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n which_o i_o by_o no_o other_o mean_n can_v obtain_v and_o this_o by_o a_o 4._o fervent_a firm_a and_o constant_a assurance_n that_o god_n to_o who_o i_o pray_v will_v grant_v my_o request_n in_o the_o merit_n &_o mediation_n of_o his_o son_n so_o that_o i_o need_v not_o doubt_v but_o that_o if_o i_o ask_v spiritual_a thing_n spiritual_o and_o waver_v 7._o not_o in_o my_o faith_n i_o shall_v obtain_v grace_n so_o to_o walk_v in_o this_o life_n as_o i_o shall_v not_o fear_v to_o die_v but_o with_o cheerful_a alacrity_n embrace_v it_o when_o it_o offer_v itself_o unto_o i_o therefore_o will_v i_o open_v my_o mouth_n unto_o he_o that_o have_v promise_v to_o fill_v it_o i_o will_v address_v my_o heart_n to_o he_o that_o can_v and_o will_v direct_v it_o and_o so_o present_a my_o prayer_n before_o his_o mercy_n seat_n prostrate_v upon_o the_o knee_n of_o my_o unfeigned_a heart_n 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