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i_o and_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n remove_v the_o danger_n of_o my_o own_o corruption_n from_o i_o iii_o o_o lord_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o my_o own_o deserve_a shame_n i_o willing_o confess_v that_o i_o be_o most_o impure_a and_o sinful_a even_o in_o the_o very_o best_a of_o all_o my_o holy_a performance_n i_o therefore_o humble_o beg_v of_o thou_o that_o as_o thou_o have_v gracious_o afford_v i_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o sacred_a word_n to_o discover_v i_o unto_o myself_o so_o thou_o will_v also_o give_v unto_o i_o the_o sword_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o deliver_v i_o from_o myself_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o evil_a man_n o_o lord_n even_o from_o the_o close_a corruption_n and_o secret_a abomination_n of_o my_o own_o evil_a and_o corrupt_a heart_n lord_n pardon_n and_o pass_v by_o the_o many_o
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thou_o because_o they_o know_v thou_o not_o but_o i_o have_v know_v thou_o what_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o the_o lord_n of_o glory_n and_o what_o thou_o be_v to_o i_o a_o most_o tender_a and_o merciful_a father_n and_o yet_o i_o have_v still_o continue_v to_o crucify_v thou_o afresh_o o_o do_v thou_o work_v in_o i_o first_o a_o great_a sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n past_a and_o then_o a_o great_a hatred_n and_o a_o firm_a resolution_n against_o they_o for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v when_o the_o minister_n receive_v in_o both_o kind_n himself_o say_v 1._o thou_o that_o hear_v prayer_n unto_o thou_o shall_v all_o flesh_n come_v 2._o bless_a be_v the_o man_n who_o thou_o choose_v and_o receive_v unto_o thou_o he_o shall_v dwell_v in_o thy_o court_n and_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o thy_o holy_a temple_n 3._o thou_o shall_v guide_v i_o with_o thy_o council_n and_o after_o that_o receive_v i_o with_o glory_n 4._o the_o lord_n hear_v thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o 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amaze_v at_o the_o consideration_n of_o its_o immensity_n o_o let_v i_o not_o throw_v off_o this_o wedding_n garment_n or_o stain_v it_o with_o pollution_n of_o deadly_a sin_n but_o let_v i_o be_v whole_o unite_v to_o thou_o be_v transform_v according_a to_o thy_o holy_a will_n and_o life_n who_o live_v and_o reign_v for_o ever_o amen_n or_o this_o o_o bless_a jesus_n sanctify_v this_o bread_n to_o i_o that_o it_o may_v be_v to_o my_o soul_n the_o staff_n of_o strength_n whereby_o i_o may_v vanquish_v and_o overcome_v all_o the_o assaulis_fw-la of_o the_o devil_n the_o world_n and_o the_o flesh_n and_o continue_v thy_o faithful_a soldier_n and_o servant_n to_o my_o life_n end_n amen_n ejaculation_n before_o the_o cup._n 1._o the_o lord_n himself_o be_v the_o portion_n of_o my_o inheritance_n and_o of_o my_o cup_n thou_o shall_v maintain_v my_o lot_n 2._o the_o lot_n be_v fall_v unto_o i_o in_o a_o fair_a ground_n yea_o i_o have_v a_o goodly_a heritage_n 3._o i_o have_v set_v god_n always_o before_o i_o for_o he_o be_v on_o my_o right_a hand_n therefore_o i_o shall_v not_o fall_v 4._o gracious_a be_v the_o lord_n and_o righteous_a yea_o our_o god_n be_v merciful_a 5._o what_o reward_n shall_v i_o give_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o benefit_n he_o have_v do_v unto_o i_o 6._o i_o will_v receive_v the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n and_o call_v upon_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n 7._o i_o will_v walk_v before_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n when_o thou_o receive_v the_o cup_n say_v after_o the_o minister_n soft_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o i_o preserve_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n unto_o everlasting_a life_n i_o drink_v this_o in_o remembrance_n that_o christ_n blood_n be_v shed_v for_o i_o and_o be_o thankful_a amen_n after_o the_o cup_n say_v o_o how_o delightful_a be_v this_o cup_n to_o i_o bless_a jesus_n which_o be_v so_o heavy_a to_o thou_o it_o be_v thy_o agony_n and_o bloody_a sweat_n thy_o bitter_a death_n and_o passion_n which_o afford_v i_o this_o cup_n of_o cheerfulness_n thou_o do_v find_v it_o bitter_a when_o thou_o be_v appease_v a_o angry_a father_n but_o thou_o have_v sweeten_v it_o by_o a_o reconciliation_n and_o have_v wrought_v out_o my_o redemption_n and_o salvation_n or_o this_o i_o praise_v thou_o i_o bless_v thou_o i_o glorify_v thou_o o_o lord_n most_o holy_a that_o thou_o have_v at_o this_o time_n so_o refresh_v my_o soul_n and_o fill_v i_o with_o holy_a desire_n o_o let_v thy_o tender_a mercy_n always_o keep_v i_o in_o this_o happy_a temper_n that_o i_o may_v never_o err_v nor_o stray_v from_o thy_o commandment_n but_o keep_v firm_a that_o covenant_n which_o thou_o have_v seal_v with_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n for_o my_o redemption_n and_o direct_v i_o o_o lord_n and_o guide_v i_o so_o here_o that_o i_o may_v be_v a_o fit_a member_n for_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n hereafter_o amen_n whilst_o other_o be_v communicate_v say_v i._o bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n what_o great_a gift_n o_o lord_n can_v thou_o bestow_v upon_o i_o than_o to_o give_v i_o thy_o body_n for_o meat_n thy_o blood_n for_o drink_v and_o to_o lay_v down_o thy_o life_n for_o the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n what_o great_a mercy_n than_o that_o thou_o shall_v now_o enter_v into_o i_o and_o dwell_v with_o i_o as_o thou_o have_v promise_v ii_o i_o yield_v thou_o humble_a and_o hearty_a thanks_o most_o merciful_a father_n and_o desire_v to_o magnify_v thy_o name_n for_o ever_o for_o the_o holy_a death_n and_o bitter_a passion_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o that_o great_a redemption_n thou_o have_v wrought_v for_o i_o in_o he_o and_o
family_n have_v i_o not_o be_v guilty_a of_o much_o intemperance_n in_o eat_v and_o drink_v and_o have_v i_o not_o be_v guilty_a of_o the_o death_n of_o several_a by_o not_o relieve_v their_o necessity_n in_o due_a time_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o pardon_v the_o breach_n of_o this_o commandment_n vii_o commandment_n thou_o shall_v not_o commit_v adultery_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o incline_v my_o heart_n to_o keep_v this_o law_n self_n examination_n by_o the_o vii_o commandment_n if_o i_o have_v not_o actual_o commit_v adultery_n or_o fornication_n yet_o have_v i_o not_o please_v my_o sancy_n with_o loose_a and_o wanton_a imagination_n and_o suffer_v unchaste_a thought_n so_o long_o to_o dwell_v in_o my_o heart_n till_o by_o the_o corrupt_a bent_n of_o its_o concupiscence_n have_v grow_v into_o unruly_a lust_n which_o war_n against_o the_o soul_n have_v not_o my_o eye_n betray_v my_o heart_n secret_o to_o lust_n and_o sinful_o to_o enjoy_v that_o which_o be_v 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a_o miserable_a bondage_n i_o condemn_v myself_o for_o my_o unworthiness_n in_o sin_v against_o thou_o and_o without_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n and_o compassion_n can_v expect_v nothing_o but_o hell_n and_o damnation_n ii_o o_o whether_o can_v i_o fly_v but_o thy_o justice_n will_v find_v i_o out_o and_o make_v my_o conscience_n display_v the_o emblem_n of_o guilt_n in_o my_o face_n but_o when_o i_o consider_v the_o word_n of_o the_o kingly_a prophet_n that_o thy_o mercy_n be_v over_o all_o thy_o work_n then_o do_v i_o feel_v afresh_o and_o pleasant_a air_n of_o hope_n to_o refresh_v and_o strengthen_v again_o my_o weak_a and_o sorrowful_a soul_n wherefore_o then_o shall_v i_o despair_v the_o tender_a mercy_n of_o my_o god_n but_o endeavour_v to_o get_v such_o a_o trust_n in_o he_o as_o i_o may_v never_o be_v ashamed_a neither_o to_o confess_v his_o name_n nor_o manful_o to_o fight_v under_o his_o banner_n who_o be_v the_o captain_n of_o my_o salvation_n against_o sin_n the_o flesh_n the_o world_n and_o the_o devil_n thou_o have_v promise_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o he_o shall_v turn_v from_o his_o wickhedness_n and_o live_v iii_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o turn_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v sin_v no_o more_o against_o thou_o so_o will_v not_o iniquity_n be_v my_o ruin_n and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v repent_v i_o of_o all_o my_o sin_n before_o i_o come_v to_o that_o holy_a table_n to_o taste_v of_o thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n and_o to_o receive_v it_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n and_o thanksgiving_n alas_o i_o be_o unworthy_a to_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n towards_o thou_o or_o to_o call_v thou_o father_n but_o thou_o be_v a_o father_n indeed_o o_o look_v upon_o i_o then_o with_o thy_o fatherly_a eye_n of_o compassion_n for_o thy_o sight_n raise_v the_o dead_a and_o can_v raise_v i_o which_o be_o dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n when_o i_o go_v wander_v a_o far_o off_o from_o thou_o thou_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o look_v down_o from_o heaven_n upon_o i_o and_o do_v open_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v see_v myself_o to_o be_v vile_a wretched_a and_o naked_a and_o to_o take_v a_o full_a view_n how_o full_a fraught_n i_o be_v with_o sin_n iv._o and_o now_o o_o lord_n thou_o come_v to_o receive_v i_o again_o o_o fetter_v i_o with_o thy_o chain_n that_o i_o may_v never_o run_v away_o from_o thou_o and_o grant_v that_o nothing_o may_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o separate_v i_o from_o thou_o harken_v therefore_o unto_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o merciful_a father_n and_o cleanse_v my_o heart_n thorough_o by_o the_o inspiration_n of_o thy_o holy_a word_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v jesus_n christ_n with_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o his_o
break_v the_o covenant_n of_o thy_o god_n even_o the_o covenant_n of_o reconciliation_n seal_v thou_o by_o the_o sacrament_n and_o that_o thus_o by_o thy_o sin_n thou_o be_v at_o enmity_n with_o thy_o maker_n be_v it_o so_o yet_o will_v not_o the_o lord_n who_o be_v good_a be_v as_o gracious_a to_o his_o enemy_n as_o he_o require_v we_o to_o be_v to_o we_o it_o be_v his_o own_o law_n exod._n 23._o 4._o if_o thou_o meet_v thy_o enemy_n ox_n or_o his_o ass_n go_v astray_o thou_o shall_v sure_o bring_v it_o back_o to_o he_o again_o now_o god_n meet_v we_o sinner_n and_o all_o sinner_n as_o such_o be_v his_o enemy_n he_o meet_v we_o stray_v like_o the_o beast_n without_o understanding_n and_o what_o will_v he_o not_o bring_v we_o again_o unto_o himself_o the_o sole_a proprietary_n by_o that_o first_o right_n of_o creation_n and_o that_o more_o firm_a right_n of_o redemption_n iv._o read_v his_o commission_n luke_n 4._o 18._o he_o come_v to_o preach_v the_o gospel_n to_o the_o poor_a to_o 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the_o promise_n of_o his_o grace_n for_o that_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o thou_o be_v humble_v for_o thy_o sin_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o do_v those_o promise_n of_o grace_n and_o glory_n belong_v to_o thou_o in_o the_o gospel_n which_o be_v peculiar_o make_v of_o god_n in_o christ_n and_o by_o christ_n convey_v unto_o we_o in_o this_o sacrament_n vii_o and_o all_o those_o who_o thus_o come_v unto_o christ_n in_o this_o holy_a ordinance_n they_o shall_v find_v rest_n to_o their_o soul_n and_o though_o we_o can_v keep_v the_o covenant_n and_o testimony_n of_o our_o god_n in_o a_o angelical_a purity_n yet_o may_v we_o do_v it_o in_o a_o evangelical_n sincerity_n though_o not_o in_o a_o full_a perfection_n yet_o in_o a_o sincere_a endeavour_n of_o holy_a obedience_n that_o mercy_n and_o truth_n be_v meet_v together_o righteousness_n and_o peace_n may_v kiss_v each_o other_o even_o in_o he_o my_o bless_a mediator_n will_v i_o trust_v which_o have_v wrought_v out_o my_o 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to_o receive_v any_o favour_n from_o thou_o and_o that_o because_o of_o the_o rebellion_n of_o my_o nature_n i_o have_v just_a cause_n to_o cry_v out_o with_o the_o leper_n i_o be_o unclean_a i_o be_o unclean_a unclean_a by_o original_a corruption_n which_o like_o a_o leprosy_n have_v overspread_v all_o the_o power_n and_o faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n unclean_a by_o those_o numberless_a number_n of_o actual_a transgression_n which_o throughout_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n i_o have_v commit_v against_o thou_o v._o i_o come_v unto_o thou_o o_o god_n at_o this_o time_n disclaim_v my_o own_o righteousness_n and_o abhor_v myself_o for_o all_o my_o former_a wickedness_n and_o only_o in_o the_o name_n for_o the_o merit_n and_o through_o the_o mediation_n of_o my_o dear_a redeemer_n christ_n jesus_n the_o righteous_a be_o i_o bold_a yet_o to_o implore_v thy_o mercy_n to_o seek_v thy_o face_n to_o sue_v out_o a_o pardon_n from_o the_o guilt_n of_o my_o iniquity_n to_o desire_v thou_o 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if_o christ_n body_n and_o blood_n be_v exhibit_v unto_o we_o assure_o all_o other_o benefit_n by_o that_o most_o holy_a body_n and_o most_o bless_a blood_n be_v prepare_v for_o we_o how_o then_o can_v he_o that_o have_v give_v we_o great_a thing_n deny_v we_o the_o less_o he_o that_o have_v give_v his_o son_n to_o we_o how_o shall_v he_o not_o give_v all_o other_o thing_n with_o he_o rom._n 8._o 32._o let_v the_o spouse_n therefore_o be_v glad_a and_o rejoice_v for_o the_o time_n be_v at_o hand_n when_o she_o shall_v be_v call_v to_o the_o marriage_n supper_n rev._n 19_o 7._o let_v she_o put_v on_o precious_a apparel_n let_v she_o put_v on_o her_o wedding_n garment_n mat._n 22._o 12._o that_o she_o be_v not_o find_v naked_a this_o garment_n be_v the_o bridegroom_n righteousness_n which_o we_o put_v on_o in_o our_o baptism_n but_o our_o righteousness_n be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v a_o wedding_n garment_n that_o it_o be_v nothing_o but_o filthy_a rag_n o_o let_v we_o endeavour_v to_o cast_v they_o of_o and_o not_o bring_v they_o with_o we_o to_o this_o great_a solemnity_n a_o litany_n of_o confession_n of_o sin_n to_o almighty_a god_n before_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o lord_n i_o have_v commit_v many_o grievous_a sin_n against_o thou_o i_o have_v not_o pious_o frequent_v thy_o house_n with_o that_o filial_a fear_n and_o holy_a reverence_n which_o become_v thy_o child_n but_o have_v too_o often_o sinful_o absent_v it_o so_o that_o my_o attendance_n upon_o thou_o in_o thy_o service_n of_o the_o day_n have_v be_v formal_a my_o devotion_n hypocritical_a and_o my_o expectation_n of_o a_o blessing_n deceitful_a lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n all_o the_o faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n all_o the_o
confirm_v and_o exercise_v there_o repentance_n be_v employ_v and_o quicken_v faith_n be_v actuate_v and_o strengthen_v devotion_n and_o charity_n inflame_v and_o kindle_v peace_n and_o concord_n be_v establish_v there_o be_v the_o universal_a medicine_n for_o all_o our_o disease_n and_o a_o ark_n of_o safety_n against_o all_o danger_n there_o o_o my_o soul_n thou_o may_v by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n behold_v thy_o crucify_a lord_n and_o saviour_n shed_v his_o most_o precious_a blood_n upon_o the_o cross_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o burn_v with_o a_o unspeakable_a desire_n of_o thy_o salvation_n there_o thou_o may_v look_v upon_o he_o who_o thy_o sin_n have_v pierce_v and_o on_o he_o who_o thou_o do_v still_o crucify_v afresh_o by_o thy_o sin_n daily_a and_o hourly_o in_o the_o suffering_n of_o thy_o saviour_n o_o my_o soul_n thou_o may_v see_v as_o in_o a_o glass_n thy_o own_o vileness_n and_o deformity_n thy_o saviour_n be_v mock_v scorn_v and_o contemn_v discover_v thy_o evil_n speak_v lie_v and_o slander_v his_o bless_a face_n be_v besmear_v with_o spittle_n remember_v thou_o of_o all_o thy_o unclean_a lust_n and_o filthy_a communication_n that_o bless_a mouth_n which_o be_v guilty_a of_o no_o deceit_n be_v embitter_v with_o gall_n and_o vinegar_n which_o shall_v mind_v thou_o of_o thy_o luxury_n and_o drunkenness_n his_o be_v scourge_v of_o thy_o stubbornness_n and_o disobedience_n iii_o o_o my_o soul_n do_v thou_o not_o wonder_v that_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n shall_v wear_v a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n and_o for_o his_o majestical_a robe_n a_o little_a linen_n for_o to_o cover_v his_o nakedness_n and_o thou_o to_o be_v guilty_a of_o pride_n and_o vain_a glory_n and_o affect_v with_o the_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n of_o this_o wicked_a world_n the_o crown_n of_o thorn_n which_o be_v platre_v on_o his_o head_n with_o that_o rage_n and_o indignation_n shall_v put_v thou_o in_o mind_n of_o the_o immoderate_a care_n of_o the_o world_n with_o the_o sharp_a and_o 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that_o without_o charity_n we_o be_v nothing_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o christian_a love_n and_o perfect_a charity_n that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o mind_n with_o all_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o all_o my_o strength_n do_v always_o in_o sincerity_n that_o which_o be_v please_v in_o thy_o sight_n not_o return_v evil_a for_o evil_n or_o raâ—ling_v for_o rail_v but_o love_v my_o neighbour_n as_o myself_o and_o be_v ready_a at_o all_o time_n to_o assist_v he_o in_o time_n of_o need_n administer_a to_o he_o according_a to_o his_o several_a necessity_n that_o at_o the_o last_o and_o great_a day_n i_o may_v give_v a_o account_n of_o my_o steward_n ship_n with_o joy_n and_o not_o with_o grief_n grant_v this_o o_o lord_n for_o thy_o son_n jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n amen_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n a_o prayer_n for_o saturday_n evening_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o almighty_a god_n i_o 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grace_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n the_o father_n with_o the_o sweet_a and_o comfortable_a fellowship_n of_o god_n holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n bless_v preserve_v conserve_v and_o keep_v i_o this_o night_n and_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n and_o in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n amen_n six_o how_o to_o receive_v it_o worthy_o the_o morning_n thou_o be_v to_o receive_v after_o thy_o usual_a devotion_n breath_n forth_o this_o meditation_n sunday_n meditation_n wisdom_n have_v kill_v her_o beast_n mingle_v her_o wine_n and_o furnish_v her_o table_n man_n folly_n wrought_v his_o fall_n by_o a_o bit_n and_o wisdom_n repair_v it_o by_o a_o feast_n a_o fruit_n do_v corrupt_v we_o and_o flesh_n and_o blood_n do_v preserve_v we_o a_o lamb_n be_v slay_v for_o the_o goat_n the_o just_a for_o the_o unjust_a the_o son_n of_o god_n for_o the_o child_n of_o man_n and_o be_v this_o day_n offer_v as_o meat_n for_o the_o life_n 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joh._n 6._o o_o lord_n i_o esteem_v myself_o unworthy_a of_o the_o least_o crumb_n that_o fall_v from_o thy_o table_n must_v the_o child_n bread_n be_v give_v unto_o dog_n must_v such_o a_o vile_a wretch_n as_o i_o sit_v at_o thy_o holy_a table_n who_o be_o lade_v with_o sin_n and_o over_o press_v with_o iniquity_n but_o i_o come_v o_fw-fr lord_n to_o ease_v myself_o of_o sin_n and_o to_o cast_v off_o the_o burden_n of_o iniquity_n and_o to_o bury_v they_o all_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o cross_n i_o come_v o_fw-fr lord_n to_o be_v purge_v thorough_o from_o my_o iniquity_n and_o to_o be_v sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n which_o be_v without_o number_n but_o not_o more_o than_o my_o dear_a saviour_n blood_n can_v expiate_v ii_o o_o thou_o bright_a morning_n star_n arise_v now_o with_o heal_v in_o thy_o wing_n and_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n o_o do_v thou_o now_o arise_v and_o let_v thy_o enemy_n be_v scatter_v which_o be_v my_o lust_n and_o vile_a affection_n and_o 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service_n begin_v upon_o thy_o knee_n use_v these_o ejaculation_n 1._o this_o be_v the_o day_n which_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v i_o will_v be_v joyful_a and_o glad_a in_o it_o 2._o he_o have_v redeem_v my_o soul_n from_o death_n my_o eye_n from_o tear_n and_o my_o foot_n from_o fall_v 3._o thou_o shall_v prepare_v a_o table_n before_o i_o against_o they_o that_o trouble_v i_o thou_o have_v anoint_v my_o head_n with_o oil_n my_o cup_n shall_v be_v full_a 4._o but_o sure_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o mercy_n will_v follow_v i_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n and_o i_o shall_v dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o ever_o 5._o i_o will_v wash_v my_o hand_n in_o innocency_n o_o lord_n and_o so_o will_v i_o go_v to_o thy_o altar_n 6._o that_o i_o may_v show_v the_o voice_n of_o thanksgiving_n and_o tell_v of_o all_o thy_o wondrous_a work_n 7._o lord_n i_o have_v love_v the_o habitation_n of_o thy_o house_n and_o the_o place_n be_v thy_o honour_n dwell_v 8._o o_o shut_v 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