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account_n of_o what_o his_o son_n my_o mediator_n and_o surety_n have_v do_v and_o suffer_v in_o my_o behalf_n 6._o he_o assure_v i_o that_o god_n the_o father_n love_v i_o with_o a_o real_a and_o a_o endear_v love_n before_o i_o be_v call_v out_o of_o a_o state_n of_o nature_n and_o that_o the_o reason_n why_o he_o handle_v i_o so_o rough_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n be_v not_o because_o he_o hate_v i_o as_o the_o devil_n and_o carnal_a reason_n suggest_v or_o that_o he_o may_v in_o any_o measure_n satisfy_v his_o vindicative_a justice_n for_o my_o sin_n that_o be_v do_v long_a before_o i_o have_v a_o personal_a be_v but_o that_o he_o may_v make_v i_o the_o more_o sensible_a how_o hateful_a sin_n be_v to_o he_o be_v so_o contrary_a to_o his_o pure_a spotless_a and_o bless_a nature_n and_o so_o repugnant_a and_o contradictory_n to_o his_o holy_a just_a and_o most_o righteous_a law_n as_o also_o so_o destructive_a to_o his_o elect_n who_o he_o so_o dear_o love_v also_o that_o i_o may_v know_v and_o become_v for_o ever_o sensible_a how_o unspeakable_o wretched_a and_o deplorable_a that_o state_n and_o condition_n be_v into_o which_o by_o sin_n man_n have_v bring_v himself_o and_o out_o of_o which_o no_o create_a power_n can_v possible_o save_v and_o deliver_v he_o that_o i_o may_v for_o ever_o hate_v and_o loath_a sin_n as_o the_o worst_a of_o evil_n and_o become_v for_o ever_o sensible_a of_o the_o greatness_n goodness_n love_n mercy_n wisdom_n and_o the_o unconceivable_a and_o infinite_a all-sufficiency_n of_o the_o glorious_a and_o tremendous_a jehovah_n father_n son_n and_o bless_a spirit_n who_o himself_n without_o the_o counsel_n or_o help_v of_o creature_n have_v contrive_v and_o find_v out_o such_o a_o way_n of_o restore_a to_o his_o lose_a favour_n his_o elect_n and_o choose_v in_o christ_n as_o neither_o they_o themselves_o nor_o the_o angel_n can_v ever_o think_v of_o and_o final_o that_o by_o his_o so_o sharp_o handle_v i_o way_n may_v be_v 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operation_n recover_v in_o my_o soul_n in_o measure_n 8._o he_o assure_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v make_v to_o persevere_v and_o hold_v out_o in_o a_o state_n of_o grace_n and_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v continue_v in_o the_o love_n and_o favour_n of_o god_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o in_o despite_n of_o all_o that_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n can_v contrive_v or_o act_n against_o i_o 9_o he_o assure_v i_o that_o the_o eye_n of_o divine_a providence_n shall_v be_v everlasting_o fix_v on_o i_o and_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n righteousness_n everlasting_o keep_v under_o i_o for_o my_o security_n from_o be_v in_o danger_n at_o any_o time_n of_o final_o miscarry_v or_o perish_v 10._o he_o assure_v i_o that_o the_o very_a indwelling_a corruption_n in_o my_o nature_n and_o whatever_a fall_n or_o miscarriage_n which_o shall_v at_o any_o time_n be_v occasion_v thereby_o in_o my_o life_n and_o conversation_n shall_v with_o all_o the_o affliction_n attend_v i_o for_o the_o say_a 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